Psychosis or Spiritual Awakening: Phil Borges at TEDxUMKC

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  • Опубликовано: 2 май 2024
  • Phil Borges, filmmaker and photographer, has been documenting indigenous and tribal cultures for over 25 years. His work is exhibited in museums and galleries worldwide and his documentary film CRAZYWISE explores what can be learned from individuals who have turned their psychological crisis into a positive transformative experience.
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  • @benwithann9877
    @benwithann9877 8 лет назад +19612

    We are not human beings having a spiritual experience. We are spiritual beings having a human experience.

    • @ssilverwolf7887
      @ssilverwolf7887 8 лет назад +135

      So true!

    • @petergrimstad6519
      @petergrimstad6519 8 лет назад +184

      +Nancy Sheehan How do you know we are anything at all?

    • @SpiritualConsumer
      @SpiritualConsumer 8 лет назад +20

      +Nancy Sheehan (c) Teilhard de Chardin

    • @FavBlaDe
      @FavBlaDe 8 лет назад +9

      +Nancy Sheehan Loved the approach

    • @petergrimstad6519
      @petergrimstad6519 8 лет назад +312

      TheAXXELLALAN It is not god that made humans in his picture. It was humans that made god in their picture.

  • @lileeali
    @lileeali 5 лет назад +6397

    “Birds born in a cage think flying is an illness.”
    ― Alejandro Jodorowsky

  • @sungod.nasty1
    @sungod.nasty1 Год назад +215

    Enlightenment is like spiraling as high as possible in terms of mental realizations and then spiraling back down into the ultimate realization that you are still trapped in society’s prison

    • @brandywilliams1318
      @brandywilliams1318 Месяц назад +8

      Absofuckinlutely

    • @Kallythemenace
      @Kallythemenace Месяц назад +2

      Best way of saying it

    • @mshannahloganshow
      @mshannahloganshow Месяц назад +6

      Word. In it. Utterly alone. Ready to do so much, help so many...
      And frozen. Deluged evermore with information and lost with how to implement... Predictions, knowing, etc. Needing support. Needing to live in THIS world too, though.
      No interest in losing my mind in a way that makes me it impossible to function, as I know that is not Divine Will.
      But I know I need the support of THOSE WHO KNOW... and have their feet planted in the 3D, even though tapped into other dimensions.

    • @Dovahkiin0117
      @Dovahkiin0117 26 дней назад

      Ever heard of my boi Diogenes
      You can step away just depends on wat your willing to leave behind

    • @Jess-zm5xt
      @Jess-zm5xt 26 дней назад +1

      YEP. It’s soul crushing. Is there any relief?

  • @little.bear344
    @little.bear344 Год назад +273

    "The psychotic drowns in the same waters in which the mystic swims with delight."
    -Joseph Campbell, _Psychology of the Future_

    • @mathsfornineyearolds
      @mathsfornineyearolds Год назад

      The term 'psychotic' was termed labelling at college. It was one of the main complaints on the humanities course. The scenerio is some bod who did a coarse and got a job from it needs to cover itself if confronted with a consultation so it takes the safest decision for itself, just in case of a problem. The uneducated are notoriously credulouse of these terms according to the lectures "no discernment". I found in spite of those complaints the only people aware of them were those who did the course, and those who did those courses year after year and heared them appear to have done very little. Inoticed in the legal cases I was involved in, any evidence that contradicted a viewpoint, or claim was witheld from the parties they wanted to convince. I found those minature cameras and recording equipment very useful in backing up that observation in the paper I wrote.

    • @CarolineGlennon-bh5kh
      @CarolineGlennon-bh5kh 2 месяца назад

      Wow 🎉

  • @Simply_Savy
    @Simply_Savy 3 года назад +5445

    Psychological crisis is exactly what led to my Spiritual Awakening! I survived narcissistic abuse!

  • @augustxiii2580
    @augustxiii2580 7 лет назад +3302

    enlightenment is only scary because we are not properly discussing it in our society.

    • @sumayabarud784
      @sumayabarud784 5 лет назад +25

      Sis you said it!!

    • @diago951
      @diago951 4 года назад +14

      O tell me o great one tell me how to be enlightend like you

    • @julienmetz405
      @julienmetz405 4 года назад +27

      And because of risking to end in the psychiatry for talking about it

    • @TasteMyStinkholeAndLikeIt
      @TasteMyStinkholeAndLikeIt 4 года назад +16

      Enlightenment wouldn't be necessary in the first place if idiotic humans didn't engage in the immoral and illogical act of procreation

    • @TowFan
      @TowFan 4 года назад +51

      A mentor be wonderful to have. This is such a beautiful experience. It is so powerful you cannot deny it. You never knew these feelings even existed. You feel a love you never felt before. You cannot hold it in. You feel like telling everybody awakening so they can have the same experience. This is when the rejection comes from friends and family as you share. You have absolutely nobody to share with that understands. You start to keep it bottled up to avoid the rejection. This can cause you to isolate. You wonder why nobody will even listen. Family may even become concerned about you. Then you may start to believe the lies. You think you are the one that is crazy. This can put you in a state of depression.
      Try not to label yourself. You are not the one that is crazy. It’s just that you are taking about something that doesn’t exist to the majority of the population. Before you awoke you would not have a understood either.
      For me personally, I picked up the Bible to seek answers. Particularly the New Testament speaks of 2 different minds. A carnal mind and a spiritual mind. It states that If you speak of spiritual things to a carnal mind they will think it is nonsense. Even Jesus himself only spoke of spiritual things to spiritual minds. Even Jesus family and friends thought he was crazy. Jesus spoke in parables which is basically a paraphrase using a different story to help a person understand what you are speaking of. The Bible let me know that I was not crazy.

  • @johannlothe
    @johannlothe 2 года назад +133

    "“Through our eyes, the universe is perceiving itself. Through our ears, the universe is listening to its harmonies. We are the witnesses through which the universe becomes conscious of its glory, of its magnificence.” - Alan Watts

    • @karenbrown4294
      @karenbrown4294 Год назад

      Ahh, you are the same troll on other comment sections!

    • @leighcecil3322
      @leighcecil3322 7 дней назад

      God is nothing without our conciseness

  • @sherrimandel6983
    @sherrimandel6983 9 месяцев назад +371

    Psychedelics saved me from years of uncontrollable depression, anxiety and illicit pill addiction.imagine carrving heavy chains for over a decade and then all of a sudden that burden is gone.Believe it or not in a couple years they'll be all over for treatment of mental health related issues

    • @tessymitch
      @tessymitch 9 месяцев назад +3

      I made researches and found out that shrooms are very helpful , it has really helped to reduce anxiety and depression and some other mental health issues..i would love to try magic mushrooms but they are hard to source!

    • @hazeemakhan5301
      @hazeemakhan5301 9 месяцев назад +2

      Please does anyone know where I can get them? I put so much on my plate and it really affects my stress and anxiety level .I would love to try to shrooms.

    • @bianca8071
      @bianca8071 9 месяцев назад

      ​@@hazeemakhan5301yes ..
      Myco_louiis

    • @ChloeNguyen-gs5hz
      @ChloeNguyen-gs5hz 9 месяцев назад +1

      I live in Michigan….suffering for awhile now but didnt realize how serious I may have it until recently - probably bc of @self medicating” with alcohol

    • @daviswilliams7501
      @daviswilliams7501 9 месяцев назад +2

      How do I contact him?

  • @joshc7865
    @joshc7865 4 года назад +3838

    Enlightenment will seem crazy to the unconscious ego.

    • @DrShawnaFreshwater
      @DrShawnaFreshwater 4 года назад +43

      Absolutely.

    • @dropbyfishingtv7339
      @dropbyfishingtv7339 4 года назад +101

      Very True 💯, sometimes I just stop talking. It feels isolated

    • @wake.up.and.be.awesome
      @wake.up.and.be.awesome 4 года назад +3

      Oh! True.

    • @graysoncarter3017
      @graysoncarter3017 4 года назад +18

      @@dropbyfishingtv7339 there's a Buren on the wise ones when no one understands a word they say

    • @gSWG3R
      @gSWG3R 4 года назад +41

      Oh please, define "enlightenment," because in reality, it means to learn, to become aware and educated. So this interchangeable wishy washy term can be applied to anything or anyone. You lot constantly try to objectively define it as some sort of state to achieve. I'm going to assume like most people roped into this hippy jargon that you attribute the word "enlightened" to being "spiritually awakened," which again, what on earth does that even mean.
      Point being, this man suffered a psychosis, and I'm sure he learned alot from his experience through introspection and retrospection (see, subjective learning/enlightenment), but you do not need substances to achieve these things.

  • @mdc8723
    @mdc8723 3 года назад +2542

    The spiritual awakening is painful but in the end you discover your own strength.

    • @aquamarinedream8304
      @aquamarinedream8304 3 года назад +18

      YES!!!!

    • @ejigthompson4645
      @ejigthompson4645 3 года назад +117

      I’m going thru it right now man it’s scary and awesome at the same time I’m a complete different person and I can see a lot of my flaws but it’s still kinda scary how I’m a completely different person

    • @MsSugarlips21
      @MsSugarlips21 3 года назад +68

      JESUS IS King! God is real . As real as the oxygen you breath

    • @closethevoid8141
      @closethevoid8141 3 года назад +9

      @@ejigthompson4645 I remember that feeling like it was yesterday man! You make it through the storm yet?

    • @closethevoid8141
      @closethevoid8141 3 года назад +35

      @@carolynrlee-mincey968 your are going through the scary pain phase , you’re spiritually growing right now , just stay grounded and present as much as you can . Start Meditating if you haven’t already . Start looking into philosophy and bettering yourself . Remember that this phase and state of mind you are in is only temporary and it will not last forever ! When I experienced this I was terrified for about a week because I was an atheist of sorts . But now I look back and I’m so happy it happened, it truly changed my life for the better and it was absolutely a defining time that I will remember forever ! Good luck to you

  • @carolyndavid8894
    @carolyndavid8894 9 месяцев назад +95

    I started to feel this alienation from the time I became aware of my Self, around four years old. I was taught to lose my true self from an early age. I went on to live almost forty years of my life totally lost. Nothing brought contentment. There were times I would quit the corporate life and seek out opportunities to work in communities. Then I'd go back. The nervous breakdown arrived, so named by various doctors, along with much touted medications and psychotherapy. I'm finding myself finally. I noticed what is understood as synchronicity, since forever! This video in August 2023 caused another realisation. I spent time with an old woman from our community, from about 4 years old to about 8 years old. No one spoke to her. Her family ignored her. She was spoken of as "not right in the head". Now I know why she was my friend. We had to move away as families in our community were relocated during the apartheid years. I got separated from my guide. Now the spirit of my late mother is my guide. Whoever read this to the end, thanks for bearing with me.

    • @zacharyknight7066
      @zacharyknight7066 8 месяцев назад +6

      Although it's not the same, I 'm going through something similar at almost 40 aswell. Your not alone

    • @michellelester243
      @michellelester243 7 месяцев назад +5

      You will see your childhood guide and mother again in the spirit world but not before you become a guide.

  • @MissMe1111
    @MissMe1111 Год назад +894

    When he mentioned the two women, one about to return to the spirit world and one just coming from the spirit world it hit me - 🤯 that’s why I’ve always been drawn to young children, the elderly, and those with special needs. They’re closest to the spirit world!

    • @LyfeWBev
      @LyfeWBev Год назад +8

      this happens to me

    • @steffanbard2716
      @steffanbard2716 Год назад +26

      @@kitkatmarie1199 that’s so amazing you see it and see her that way! I am 30 and recently discovered I am on the spectrum and I have always had such a connection to “the beyond” and to spirituality. I have been researching the connection between autism and spirituality and shamanism now.

    • @50shadesofconsciousness
      @50shadesofconsciousness Год назад +2

      You're an angel, friend

    • @dianaheineck6499
      @dianaheineck6499 Год назад +2

      Well, I am.old but idk about us being closer as much as we are aware of our limited use of energy. .So we use our energy coupons of the day with Opportunity more discretion and appears like pensive wisdom or we are use having a brain fart because our memory is shot!

    • @prolific568
      @prolific568 Год назад +2

      @@kitkatmarie1199 what makes you say that?

  • @marsdapoet1740
    @marsdapoet1740 3 года назад +2033

    You are not crazy, you will know who you are within divine timing. Be kind to yourself and be kind to others.

    • @haleythompson4188
      @haleythompson4188 2 года назад +15

      Thank you for this.

    • @robertleblanc8019
      @robertleblanc8019 2 года назад +4

      Right on

    • @katev7945
      @katev7945 2 года назад +22

      I've just been trying to find validation anywhere I can that I'm not going cuckoo

    • @brother_chase
      @brother_chase 2 года назад +3

      🙌🔥💛🔥🙌

    • @iamjoyt
      @iamjoyt 2 года назад +3

      Needed this. Thank you!!

  • @allthatjazzshow3299
    @allthatjazzshow3299 3 года назад +3632

    Literally to the 1% who's reading this, God bless you, may all your dreams come true, may you be successful in all spheres of life, stay safe and have a wonderful day :)

  • @autotelicstate33
    @autotelicstate33 3 месяца назад +50

    I was hospitalized and held under the mental health act at the hospital I work at as an ER nurse because I had a massive spiritual awakening… they only held me for 4 days because they knew my “behaviour” was likely to not be permanent. I broke, my friends were worried, I was seeing life and everything for what it was and I looked like a massive conspiracy theorist, from my stand point in health care.
    I am part aboriginal and come from a very spiritual background and have has psychic abilities…
    Some of the psychiatric patients on the ward are some of the smartest people I ever meet.

    • @user-zt9do1eb1t
      @user-zt9do1eb1t 3 месяца назад +5

      I had a similar experience a couple months ago. The beginning was rough 😭. Dark night of the soul is how I label it. I feel truly blessed to have gone and in many ways still going through it.

    • @snakybcaky
      @snakybcaky 3 месяца назад +6

      can u expand on ur awakening then? what did you see?

    • @user-zt9do1eb1t
      @user-zt9do1eb1t 3 месяца назад +7

      @@snakybcaky I will also add if you choose to take the spiritual journey there is ABSOLUTELY no denying that there is a Creator because it is made perfectly clear that someone/something knows every single detail about you and your life at any age or point in your life. After my experience I couldn't not believe that there is a God/Creator if I wanted to because it's been proven to me at least there's a zero percent chance there isn't.

    • @dobbsy1974
      @dobbsy1974 2 месяца назад

      @@user-zt9do1eb1thello 🎉u speak my entire last 30 years currently maxed out on hormones and psych meds and very spiritual also but feeling this is my 5the and most powerful breakdown at 49 years old x I need help 😢😮

    • @aloalo3727
      @aloalo3727 2 месяца назад +4

      Makes u rethink schizophrenia for sure

  • @Callmethebreeze902
    @Callmethebreeze902 5 месяцев назад +30

    I struggled for years with a bipolar diagnosis and always even in childhood felt different even among friends like I didn’t feel like I felt in. My bipolar piqued at 35. About 6 months ago it’s like I was whacked on the head with an awakening and it made sense. Bipolar made sense. Modern medicine doesn’t understand spirituality but between that and anxiety, because I’m spiritual and a November scorpio I was hyper sensitive to energy, emotions, intuition, premonition dreams, lucid dreams, synchronicities, I didn’t know anyone then into spirituality and I realized recently it’s because I’ve always had these strange phenomenons, feeling every emotion to the 10th power and didn’t understand what it was and how to channel it and it overwhelmed me. What I despised bitterly as a cross to bear was a cloaked gift I resonate with now. And I’ve had inner peace like never before. We aren’t mentally ill. We have the gift of super sensory perception and it’s scary until you realize what it is.

    • @bonchickenfry1595
      @bonchickenfry1595 5 месяцев назад +1

      I have bipolar disorder too and I was hospitalized multiple times it started in my teens. I’m 21 now and I’ve been stable for a while on medication but recently in the morning I’ve been having these weird experiences. The first time it happened I was waking up from sleep and I heard a voice saying wake up to true reality then I felt energy surge through my body and my eyes closed, I saw a vision of an old man in a hospital bed who I assumed was in a coma. The second time this happened I can’t remember what the voice said but the vision was my mom mad at me for not taking my medication and she was holding up a ziplock bag of what appeared to be edibles. I tried opening my eyes during that vision but they wanted to stay closed. I don’t know what’s happening but I’ve never heard voices before. I really don’t want to end up homeless. Do you know what could be going on?

    • @audreyh6628
      @audreyh6628 5 месяцев назад

      ​@@bonchickenfry1595 Please speak to your doctor or therapist about this, or in the least your trusted person/people in your life. It is good to always let them know any changes you experience, just in case it begins to turn into something you don't feel quite in control of.
      If you're worried about homelessness, its a good idea to keep regular contact with health professionals - they can link you in with support and housing services. It's much, much easier to access these services if you're already seeing a doctor regularly.
      No matter how we perceive these things we experience, whether they're spiritual or medical or anything else, we should access every avenue of support we can in this life, because we all deserve it. I wish you the very best of luck.

    • @reneezarnick5019
      @reneezarnick5019 3 месяца назад +1

      I am also bipolar and a November Scorpio. I started to have a spiritual awakening then it went too far into a crisis was hospitalized for 11 days still on medication but I just want to access my gifts

    • @insertmyidentityhere
      @insertmyidentityhere 19 дней назад

      If you'd like anyone to actually take you seriously, you might wanna stop talking about synchronicities & your horoscope, sweet pea...lolz

    • @magneticmoonstone
      @magneticmoonstone 17 дней назад

      You probably have bpd as well, along with magical thinking which may trigger both of the disorders. You’ll get significantly better if you get rid of those beliefs actually… It’s not about spirituality it’s about sanity.

  • @spiritwarrior116
    @spiritwarrior116 5 лет назад +2994

    I had a spiritual awakening due to narcissist abuse.. A psychological breakdown was actually a breakthrough.. I lost my mind and found my soul. From there my psychic abilities awakened and I became more aware and wiser for it. It was a gift.
    Those who are labelled crazy are in fact far from it. It's those who label that are in fact the crazy ones

    • @Alexis-in8im
      @Alexis-in8im 5 лет назад +129

      Wow!! Im going through the same type of Awakening and Awareness because of a Narcissistic Vampire !! Im feeling everything everyone i DEFINITELY am experiencing psychosis lol, but I'm in this transformation and I'm alone. Im thankful for RUclips!! Blessings, Love and Light to you!!! (the reader)

    • @rachaelwitchey8268
      @rachaelwitchey8268 5 лет назад +21

      Help! I feel as though I am going through something similar

    • @lisamcdonald425
      @lisamcdonald425 4 года назад +64

      @missy sounds like you had happen to you what happened to me due to severe trauma. It's called kundalini. Research it ! It's very amazing. It is a gift from God.

    • @paolitchu
      @paolitchu 4 года назад +12

      same here.

    • @alisonharala3922
      @alisonharala3922 4 года назад +81

      I’m going through it now too. It’s lonely and I’m struggling with people that are trying to just write it off as mental illness. I was with an abusive man for many years and I know I had an amazing spiritual awakening but now I’m doubting myself. Thanks for whoever is listening and sharing your own experience so I’m able to better understand this.

  • @aperson9245
    @aperson9245 2 года назад +2574

    Seven years on since this was posted and it's still a good lesson. Disability only exists because a society is not equipped to deal with the differences and variety in humans.

    • @notyetknown4991
      @notyetknown4991 2 года назад +3

      "disability only exist" thats placing stigma on disability. Disability need to exist.

    • @blackguanabana1313
      @blackguanabana1313 2 года назад +32

      Yet some “disabilities” can harm the brain and therefore harm the person.

    • @alexandrahenderson4368
      @alexandrahenderson4368 2 года назад

      Disabilities don't exist because of society.... They exists because of abnormalities that stunt a person's ability to survive... Do you think animals don't have disabilities? Because they get killed for them most times because they can not survive at some level of independence.

    • @A.Coe_the_original
      @A.Coe_the_original 2 года назад +5

      Society isn't equipped because society hasn't figured out how better to capitalize on spiritual crisis than pharmaceuticals, psychiatrists, and hospitals.

    • @notyetknown4991
      @notyetknown4991 2 года назад +17

      @@alexandrahenderson4368 There not abnormalities if they are widespread. These "anomalies" might making it challenging for some. The real question is why does the challenge exist for those? Secondly animals primary objective might be survival. Humans not so. Do animals commit suicide?

  • @william_lloyd_Nix
    @william_lloyd_Nix Год назад +25

    The next step is creating a place for the broken to learn self healing without attaching religion or selling them a cure or pill. The true enlightened understanding that everything you need is already within, it just takes time, experience, and a foundation to overcome. Once you overcome, you begin to shine your light on others. This high-level thinking causes a chain reaction where we are all lifting each other up with our own foundations strong. Stop letting doctors, religions, mediums, or your mom tell you you're broken. You are not broken. You are human. You are ok.
    ✌❤🌅

  • @kirstythompson9271
    @kirstythompson9271 Год назад +59

    5 times in mental wards. I still speak my truth. The Dr's say your mad for seeing dead people when I see no disconnect between the dead and the living. We are living during the great awakening ❤

  • @dhruvvprakash
    @dhruvvprakash 5 лет назад +2240

    Science and Spirituality need to go hand in hand. They cannot replace each other.

  • @Temperance10
    @Temperance10 2 года назад +349

    Awakening is not changing who you are, but discarding who you are not.

    • @janA-yw8kk
      @janA-yw8kk 10 месяцев назад +4

      very true

    • @Kgb15_
      @Kgb15_ 9 месяцев назад +3

      On spot.

    • @flowinglikethewater
      @flowinglikethewater 7 месяцев назад +2

      Right! Such as removing toxic people and things, aka the weight on the shoulder, that prevents us from realizing our best potential.

    • @nnlniclb
      @nnlniclb 6 месяцев назад +3

      ​@@flowinglikethewater more about removing the false ego and false identity you take on the moment you wake up till the moment you fall asleep and even during dreams. awakening has very less to do with the outside world and the things and people in it.

    • @aloalo3727
      @aloalo3727 2 месяца назад +4

      Once your eyes are open you can never unknow what you now know

  • @akwardsiIence
    @akwardsiIence Год назад +256

    This video was posted literally when I was hospitalized for 2 weeks for psychosis and I am finding it now. Gave me chills.

    • @californiamonster8877
      @californiamonster8877 Год назад +19

      Same. 5250 is what the cops call it
      I call it entering the temple

    • @chrisgraham1369
      @chrisgraham1369 Год назад +11

      I went through the same thing it was drug induce psychosis but it was all spiritual what happened I'm curious

    • @akwardsiIence
      @akwardsiIence Год назад +10

      @@chrisgraham1369 I was going through deep depression. I was smoking weed heavily and taking shrooms. A friend introduced me to mdma since she knew what I was going through. It helped me socialize at parties but I began to see synchronicity all around me and began to show signs of schizophrenia. My dad called the cops on me since he didnt know what I was going through and they took me to the hospital. I was in involuntary treatment for 2 weeks where I was prescribed Abilify and they performed cranial electrotherapy stimulation. I stopped taking Abilify a few weeks after since it was drug induced psychosis.

    • @ShadaeMastersAstrology
      @ShadaeMastersAstrology Год назад +25

      @@akwardsiIence What has helped me has been eating a regular and cleaner diet, exercising, writing down my emotions throughout the day and mostly being in contact with very down to earth people often with me it’s my husband and in laws. We are very sensitive beings and we have to accept this and do our best to be as balanced as possible between all elements earth(Our bodies, our support and abilities to set firm boundaries), water(Our emotions and how we connect through feelings), fire(How we assert ourselves and go after what we desire), air(How we communicate and express ourselves within our own thoughts and without through our words.

    • @akwardsiIence
      @akwardsiIence Год назад +17

      @@ShadaeMastersAstrology I agree, eating properly has helped me a lot, along with quitting smoking weed and cigarettes. I had a rough childhood and I probably messed up my microbiome back then. Changing my mindset looking into spirituality, the Law of One, setting boundaries and leaving toxic people behind have helped as well. Thank you for your insight.

  • @beastinbarbie
    @beastinbarbie Год назад +83

    Had my awakening at 29 I just turned 32 a few weeks ago it’s been so crazy it’s been painful and healing at the same time so grateful . Trying to learn everything I can

    • @smo4069
      @smo4069 3 месяца назад +3

      I had this at 29 too! Just turned 30. Omg what a wild ride it is. Glad to hear you’re doing better and holy feck isn’t it crazily incredible too

    • @user-gi6hv5xt2p
      @user-gi6hv5xt2p 2 месяца назад +1

      Beautiful glory to God 🙏🙏🙏

    • @MT-ee3sp
      @MT-ee3sp 2 месяца назад +1

      And what exactly were you awakened to?

  • @2TheAbbeyClinic
    @2TheAbbeyClinic 8 лет назад +2361

    I WOKE UP around 1976, and it has only gotten stronger with the years. The funny thing is that I always thought that "being enlightened" would mean that people looked up to me for it, that I would make friends more easily, that I would be more popular. In fact, it turned out to be just the opposite, and many people resent me for being happy and lighthearted, some hate me on sight, and very few "get me." But it is worth it, because I feel that I have fulfilled my purpose in life, the reason I am here. Now I know what the 11th century Zen master and poet, Tilopa, meant when he wrote: "When you look for it, you cannot find it. When you find it, you can't get rid of it. When you do neither, it's right there."

    • @BINGOFRESH09
      @BINGOFRESH09 8 лет назад +87

      I agree with 100% you saying. I feel like this too and ppl think your crazy. It can't be how can sounding intelligent and using your words be a bad thing? It's like all jealously

    • @BINGOFRESH09
      @BINGOFRESH09 8 лет назад +68

      Even happiness a lot of ppl don't want to see you happy

    • @cmelanso3371
      @cmelanso3371 8 лет назад +31

      +W.J. Kelly Very true. that is why its important to find something your passionate about that you can dedicate your time too. " The thing that makes you exceptional, if you are at all, is inevitably that which must also make you lonely" -Lorraine Hansberry

    • @steelgila
      @steelgila 8 лет назад +6

      +W.J. Kelly
      Tilopa was one of the Tantric Siddhas...yes? Not Zen tradition.

    • @kaynekwaicheng93
      @kaynekwaicheng93 8 лет назад +1

      +steelgila How you get so smart? :) Just joking.

  • @caseypromise
    @caseypromise 7 лет назад +1901

    I was misdiagnosed with Bipolar disorder because of my "spiritual connection to the universe" at 19 in 2000. I live in the religious South, where speaking of "energy", "connection" and "the universe" is crazy speak. I started meditating at age 5. I had always had a very emotional and physical connection to nature. Because of all this, I was put on medication for years. Now at age 35, trying to get off medication is making me physically ill. It's a lonely and scary experience here. I make art to try and explain the anguish, but again....the American south is afraid of the emotion behind it. I've longed for sisters and brothers that understand. The only way that I can connect through others is via social media and videos like this.
    I'm unsure of what to do or how to exist within this culture. It has led to severe depression and a constant feeling of being "homesick" for a world that is not our own....one that is beyond this one.
    Update for further explanation: I have seen therapists and psychiatrists for years since my “misdiagnosis” of Bipolar Disorder. All of my doctors after the year 2000 told me it was NOT bipolar. However, there’s nothing wrong with having Bipolar Disorder. The seroquel they put me on back when I was misdiagnosed became incredibly addictive as it’s now used for sleep and my body can’t get off of it.
    My point to my story was that someone with a high imagination and spiritual awareness and a creative heart and certain “gifts” can be misdiagnosed by aging conservative doctors who judge you by your tattoos and eccentricities. I’ve learned to find much better and younger doctors since then.

    • @zubairzarief
      @zubairzarief 7 лет назад +86

      caseypromise you'll be alright brother keep meditating

    • @dranamarie
      @dranamarie 7 лет назад +102

      The people in your world just can't see the bigger picture, keep working on yourself and the right support will find you.

    • @Here_Today_
      @Here_Today_ 7 лет назад +90

      caseypromise move. there are many places that embrace your beliefs and nomenclature. finding a community where you feel accepted and can accept others is empowering. good luck to you.

    • @nalivpero2866
      @nalivpero2866 7 лет назад +30

      bro i know how you feel, i recomend to you if is possible to move to canada ....or somwhere else...or you find your way where you are, i think this is also possible. and yes, check out eckhart tolle!

    • @h_curly6384
      @h_curly6384 7 лет назад +27

      caseypromise please go back on your medication. believe me, I know the difficulties with coping with life. but it's something that we all need to do. I was diagnosed with schizoaffective bipolar at the age of 16. my life was in turmoil. I'm 21 now and I've gained great knowledge of coping skills. and I can say with confidence that I am 100% more happier.

  • @olinafan4459
    @olinafan4459 Год назад +47

    Went through a dark knight of the soul since 2018. Covid pandemic gave me a lot of space to heal. Definitely a lot of people going through this right now.

    • @jomoon9391
      @jomoon9391 Год назад

      Me too, just recovering from a breakdown and spiritual experiences

    • @onelittledropintheocean
      @onelittledropintheocean 10 месяцев назад

      Me too and still going through it. It's taking a long time 🙄 I knew I had stuff to deal with but not this much 😅 Covid lockdown barely effected me as I was already in hermit mode. I was happy just as long as I could walk in nature & I could 🙏

    • @MT-ee3sp
      @MT-ee3sp 2 месяца назад

      It’s artificial technology it’s not god. Read the invisible rainbow. It’s warfare between military entities the thought police and V2S technology.

  • @reginafisher9919
    @reginafisher9919 Год назад +73

    I'm in the middle of a spiritual awakening right now and have been for the past year and a half the more I learn the more excited I get, the more at peace I get with the world and everything going on in it. Everything is as it should be, although we cannot understand, we need to have faith.

    • @cameltube-vk7el
      @cameltube-vk7el Год назад

      keep looking for information, I promise you can fill your cup just from RUclips sister, especially today . . . . . . .AlwaysForward~Godspeed

    • @arthurmurfitt7698
      @arthurmurfitt7698 11 месяцев назад +1

      Faith in what?

    • @marigoldcobbina3877
      @marigoldcobbina3877 10 месяцев назад +2

      Thanks I needed to hear this. It’s so confusing especially if you were an unbeliever. My guides literally saved me from a potential murder I was in a relationship with. They screened in my ears to get up and ran. And it happened this guy threatened to kill me. He was the sweetest guy so I thought I was delusional but it turned out my spirits were right and I wasn’t delusional

    • @OpenheartOneMind
      @OpenheartOneMind 9 месяцев назад +3

      ​@@arthurmurfitt7698The Truth. The Divine Process. *_God._*

    • @user-gi6hv5xt2p
      @user-gi6hv5xt2p 2 месяца назад

      ​@@OpenheartOneMindamen glory and praise to the father lord of might
      Praise and glory to the son redeemer bright
      Praise and glory to the holy spirit source of holy light
      Peace be with you

  • @aldamis8384
    @aldamis8384 3 года назад +3036

    I was a former confident Atheist, now turned unexpected Spiritualist after my own Awakening. It's very difficult to discuss this, let alone explain it convincingly, with my science-minded friends. More and more of us are waking up. I'm glad knowledge about this is showing up more and more in our western society.

    • @nohahaggag
      @nohahaggag 3 года назад +44

      You are doing great.

    • @luisgerardocontreras3297
      @luisgerardocontreras3297 3 года назад +36

      Welcome! Much love

    • @nataliegian
      @nataliegian 3 года назад +46

      I think we believe or follow what we do based on those personal experiences. It gives us something to relate to.

    • @Summer-lq6xh
      @Summer-lq6xh 3 года назад +162

      I had the same experience. Although I was indoctrinated into Christian faith as a baby and at the age of 23 I woke up one day realizing everything I thought I knew before was wrong. I went full blown atheist for awhile. But slowly over time I began to experience synchronicities/ miracles. I now consider myself spiritual with my own special relationship to the universe and my own love language. It’s amazing. I’ve never been happier and more at peace. The universe works in the most beautiful ways

    • @MrNicoleCherie
      @MrNicoleCherie 3 года назад +29

      Literally what is happening to me now. Except I'm beginning a tradition that has been in my family for a long time.

  • @josephmitchell204
    @josephmitchell204 2 года назад +1092

    Pro tip: when a speaker presents a slide show, show the slides. Great talk.

    • @cevcena6692
      @cevcena6692 2 года назад +72

      Now that's advanced level stuff

    • @karenblazingsky1608
      @karenblazingsky1608 2 года назад +34

      Protip! Thanks, I thought it was a problem with my phone!
      Of course maybe he didn't have permission to share their images.

    • @johnevich5290
      @johnevich5290 2 года назад +14

      Probably because this video is 7 years old

    • @mathiasfantoni2458
      @mathiasfantoni2458 2 года назад +19

      Was about to comment the same…

    • @traceyboyce7636
      @traceyboyce7636 2 года назад +2

      @@cevcena6692 to see you soon as possible and I will be good to see you soon as possible and I will be

  • @shellywhite2145
    @shellywhite2145 Год назад +71

    Intriguing, i always knew there was more to life and i have also been looking for a way to find not only protection but a way to be influential to the human society

    • @shellywhite2145
      @shellywhite2145 Год назад

      @jay pritchett hi, isnt the brotherhood a myth?

    • @shellywhite2145
      @shellywhite2145 Год назад

      @jay pritchett oh really, i just saw his website, interesting.i will leave him a message.

    • @keilanlong5198
      @keilanlong5198 Год назад

      @@shellywhite2145 what is on the website?

    • @buddhaneosiddhananda8499
      @buddhaneosiddhananda8499 Год назад +2

      "Be strong in mind, pure in heart and vigilant in helpfulness..." Jesus

    • @keilanlong5198
      @keilanlong5198 Год назад

      @Jack Whittaker did you join?

  • @keepinit100spiritualmaster8
    @keepinit100spiritualmaster8 Год назад +119

    I’ve been on a Spiritual journey for a year. I had a massive awakening in late 2021, and let me tell you, we are all devine and we are all one. Individuated aspects of the one and only thing in existence ❤️love yourself, which in turn others will feel your love. All life matters

    • @lainawaina9972
      @lainawaina9972 Год назад

      question: How do you know when your gone through an awakening?

    • @quophysika6503
      @quophysika6503 Год назад +10

      @@lainawaina9972 your perspectives broaden. You listen more than you speak because sometimes it feels like people don't even understand anything you say or believe you. You pass through this journey letting go off pride and ego , but being humble and having patience. Being able to tolerate people very well and understanding their perspectives.

    • @theangelamorris
      @theangelamorris Год назад +6

      @@lainawaina9972 it's painful, you will know, your reality is shattered, spiritual discernment comes through to see the truth of the world

    • @mylegispotato
      @mylegispotato 7 месяцев назад

      You people get this without psychedelics?

    • @keepinit100spiritualmaster8
      @keepinit100spiritualmaster8 7 месяцев назад

      @@mylegispotatodepending on the person and the particular stage they are in when it comes to their life, psychedelics could be seen as taking a short cut or the back door in the house of spirituality. Could also be used to enhance the experience

  • @ApolloSolomon
    @ApolloSolomon 4 года назад +995

    I’m glad to see so many open-minded people in the comments section :) the world doesn’t have enough of that

    • @tim3854
      @tim3854 4 года назад +8

      I'm surprised they didn't shut down the comment section like they did with the "gaslighting" vid, cos the people were waking up too much I guess

    • @MrSilviosun
      @MrSilviosun 4 года назад +2

      @@tim3854 yess
      twitter has a huge comunity of awaken people

    • @tim3854
      @tim3854 4 года назад +3

      @@MrSilviosun I never tried there. Most places are so shut down nowadays, Reddit is a 1984 parody, Quora is even worse. Dunno if Yahoo Answers is still going, but I lost all my yahoo accounts cos I refused to agree to the last terms which said I gave them permission to read all of my emails, which I decided it was better to just get locked out and lose everything there rather than do that. What a world it has become aye

    • @frankmoser6251
      @frankmoser6251 4 года назад +4

      PLENTY of "open" minded people HERE....MOST are so open they've ALREADY LOST half their brains and common sense....LOL

    • @nnastasys8082
      @nnastasys8082 4 года назад

      yes

  • @michaeldique
    @michaeldique 8 лет назад +873

    It is no measure of health to be well adjusted to a profoundly sick society...
    - Jiddu Krishnamurti

    • @empp6013
      @empp6013 5 лет назад +16

      One of my all time most favorite quotes. Love Krishnamurti.

    • @michaelpondo6324
      @michaelpondo6324 5 лет назад +4

      Great insight into spiritual nature.

    • @arjunaponchalil6947
      @arjunaponchalil6947 4 года назад +3

      That is a very profound TRUTH.

    • @redwingsfan3621
      @redwingsfan3621 3 года назад +2

      @@tim3854 I laughed out loud at your post until I cried. So sad but yet so true. Even more so in these past 11 months since you wrote this.

    • @Az7yQ
      @Az7yQ 3 года назад +3

      I've known of Krishnamurti since I was 24. I trust him implicitly.

  • @candyjames2276
    @candyjames2276 2 года назад +125

    I heard a former psychotherapist say the only difference in someone who is schizophrenic and a psychic is grounding. This resonated so much. And Adam, found a place where he could ground and the place held boudaries for him. One has to grow and find their own inner boundaries, so very saddened a meditation place wouldn't re-open their doors to him. Hopefully there are other places that would open their doors for him. This is what I have always believed and happy to hear others speaking it, aloud.

    • @gSWG3R
      @gSWG3R 9 месяцев назад +2

      You believe in 'psychics'.... thank goodness you're not a therapist anymore.

    • @carly582
      @carly582 8 месяцев назад +4

      ​@@gSWG3RI'd prefer a psychologist who believes in them.

    • @gSWG3R
      @gSWG3R 8 месяцев назад +2

      @@carly582 Cringe.

  • @Unkn0wn1133
    @Unkn0wn1133 Год назад +69

    6 years ago this happened to me, I had an awakening. I was in a “psychosis” for three months, during that time I came to have a deep understanding of many of the same thhings Carl Jung believed. Im only now learning about him, but its amazing to see the similarities with what came to me during that time and after.

    • @KuriousKi77y
      @KuriousKi77y Год назад +1

      While not exactly of the same cloth, Alan Watts has always inspired healthy introspection for me. If I misunderstood your your statement, forgive me. I have only just pressed play and am learning too... 😉

    • @ernonehorvath9868
      @ernonehorvath9868 Год назад

      I ll read Móré about Jung because hé says interesting things

    • @n_juntai
      @n_juntai Год назад +1

      荣格所说的集体潜意识,涉及到真我,类似佛教阿赖耶识,我也跟你有同样的经历,我也喜欢看荣格的书

    • @user-di8hm2jl2u
      @user-di8hm2jl2u 9 месяцев назад +5

      I think it is so strange that everybody that has a spiritual awakening, has the same process, and the same realizations without knowing each other or anything about it

    • @carliebeau5329
      @carliebeau5329 4 месяца назад +4

      Ekkk. I know people who have went back into psychosis because of Alan Watt n Carl Jung. Be careful of false teachings

  • @enlighteneddragonfly6813
    @enlighteneddragonfly6813 5 лет назад +1837

    if you can get through the process, it is a very beautiful thing. the experience is actually quite painful because it is triggered by the most traumatic experience to your being, and yes, it feels like going into psychosis - even death. a lot of people don't make it and leads to some form of permanent mental health disability. it is heavy, heavy stuff. sufficed to say, a lot of people are asleep and have no clue what real living is or means. i don't connect with a lot of people now because i don't identify with my former self, and trying to find soulful connections can be difficult. having a spiritual based conversation with most people may land you in the hospital formed or they just think you are totally off your rocker. and yes, my abilities are more fine-tuned and sharper than ever. everyday i am a work in progress to learn more about myself and the universe.

    • @spiritwarrior116
      @spiritwarrior116 4 года назад +124

      Bluedragonfly yes it's usually through severe trauma we awaken to who we are. Thanks for reminding me how much strength it took to come out the other side.

    • @thepervertedmonk2353
      @thepervertedmonk2353 4 года назад +22

      Beautifully said

    • @Oni-One
      @Oni-One 4 года назад +33

      What process are you referring to-- the process of self realization? What was your circumstance? ps- "a lot of people are asleep..."-- why is this the case? Do you think we are ulitimately here to awaken?

    • @ProphecyOfAlice
      @ProphecyOfAlice 4 года назад +28

      What you wrote is amazing. It describes revelation 9 perfectly.

    • @gymnast2890
      @gymnast2890 4 года назад +94

      @@Oni-One self-realization is a psychological term. Being asleep simply refer's to going through life on auto pilot. Living in the Matrix.
      Never realizing that you're a spiritual being. Never realizing that every human, & every living thing is part of a collective conscious, call it Universal Life Force, God, etc.
      We aren't separate, we are one. When we hurt others, we hurt ourselves, because it's the same.
      It's the death of the ego, the attachment to the material world, & awakening to the fact we are spiritual beings living in a (false) material existence.
      When most people "wake up" they realize this.
      Since we live in a materialistic world, largely self-absorbed to narcissistic personalities, most people never "awaken" to a level of higher consciousness, which often comes with psychic gifts that we all possess being awoken.
      Most of these spiritual awakening's take place after a great deal of trauma, whether at any age in the Western culture (where you will be derided because of Western culture's emphasis on materialism over anything truly spiritual) or at a very young age in the cultures he spoke about in the video, where they place value on these gifts.
      For example, I'm a psychologist & after many traumatic events, I started hearing & seeing my first boyfriend & best friend....after he was killed. Obviously I don't tell my co-workers this, I would lose my job. I don't hear random voices or have any paranoia, & being accompanied by a spiritual awakening I can rule out schizophrenia. I'm also psychic & always have been. I predicted Katrina, but mostly regarding people before I meet them & places I've nevee been in great detail in dreams. I keep a dream diary, so even skeptical people can't deny I'm psychic. I also dreamed the death of my boyfriend at least 10 times, which got more & more specific over time & his manner of death was most unusual
      Gifts like what he was talking about in the video, other cultures value. These gifts can range from mild psychic abilities to very powerful ones.
      I hope that answered your questions, I know you asked someone else. 😘

  • @SatoriPrime
    @SatoriPrime 4 года назад +1740

    Wow this was 6 years ago - but still relevant this 2020
    Anyone still watching like me this May 2020?

    • @RakTeh
      @RakTeh 3 года назад +63

      yes! its like our whole planet is going thru a spiritual awakening brought on by covid. We are being given an opportunity to grow together and heal as a collective

    • @MasterWilsons
      @MasterWilsons 3 года назад +8

      Yup

    • @deniseboyce4441
      @deniseboyce4441 3 года назад +12

      Dee in South Africa.

    • @Aiyanaandel
      @Aiyanaandel 3 года назад +18

      Our planet hasn’t been at this frequency since 2001.😉

    • @RakTeh
      @RakTeh 3 года назад +15

      @@Aiyanaandel 💚2001 woke me up!Because the virus has reached all 4 corners of the planet, I feel it's at an even higher frequency than that. And there's no visible enemy to blame. Putting us all in the same boat. 😬. Sending you Light and Love! 💜🙏

  • @guidanceland2536
    @guidanceland2536 Год назад +197

    I had my major awakening at 15 and was extremely lucky to have an older medium friend who guided me to a spiritualist church where I developed and learned to control my abilities. I had been talking to angels since I was a kid and the things they were telling me were coming true. Definitely not psychosis. Had I told anyone else what was going on with me I probably would have been committed for it!

    • @priscillaalatorre7750
      @priscillaalatorre7750 Год назад +29

      Yes so sad that the most conscious and gifted are seen as a threat towards the masses that are asleep.

    • @nodnarb5
      @nodnarb5 Год назад +5

      What spiritualist Church do you go to?

    • @guidanceland2536
      @guidanceland2536 Год назад +3

      @@nodnarb5 it was over 20 years ago in a small town in England (Dereham, Norfolk). I live in Australia now. There are some great spiritualist churches here, Victorian Spiritualist Union in North Melbourne is my favourite

    • @preranagoswami87
      @preranagoswami87 Год назад +6

      You know in our culture or religion they say that 15 is the minimum age the when awakening starts, it's 15 because, till then your body needs to grow physically so that later you can handle the rest. I can't explain it.

    • @Justlikethatnandika
      @Justlikethatnandika Год назад +1

      hey it would be great if u could give some major or minor tips for this....Any kind of small or big tips on how to control my abilities would help a lot. thankyou hv a great day:))))

  • @katierosecohen
    @katierosecohen Год назад +36

    this was so validating, i am crying. i experienced deep knowings since the age of 4 and at 13 had what ill refer to as a philosophical awakening. i was subsequently diagnosed with anything they could think of...adhd, bipolar, schizophrenia, ocd, and heavily force-medicated, 10+ pharmeceuticals at once. then they (parents, institutions) continued to blame me for my "issues". i am 33 now and have been fortunate to carve out a happyish slice of life despite cptsd. i am beyond grateful i followed my intuition once i was able to get away from the clutches of authority labeling me as sick. i was blessed in my decision making that came from a deep mysterious place that to society in the usa would appear erratic and unstable. my lifelong desire has been to create a new reality of living in reality and helping others with this and their own journeys. now that i have processed and understood what really happened to me in talk therapy, i am overwhelmed with gratitude for my position in life--having a large plot of land in the forest on which i create this reality and having healed my own trauma so i can actually help others and invite those who are ready to cocreate this place, instead of spinning my wheels trying to help the unhelpable while they drain resources, especially my energy, because i am trying to heal those who arent ready instead of healing myself. i know there are lots of us like me out there, we are not alone, nor "special". this is a humbling existence

    • @doritos80
      @doritos80 3 месяца назад

      Can you please describe your awakening at 13?

  • @veryskeptical2409
    @veryskeptical2409 4 года назад +1852

    "Psychiatry has turned out to be the practice of using someone’s suffering against them for profit."

    • @brigitalarsen7335
      @brigitalarsen7335 4 года назад +13

      very skeptical ...Great quote, thank you. Do you know the source?

    • @etherealjustice5786
      @etherealjustice5786 4 года назад +74

      Amen!!.. antidepressants serve to numb us out rather than process through our precious feelings...a big medically induced U-turn away from the very raw healing that only comes from.feeling our emotions out right!!

    • @dannyU2g
      @dannyU2g 4 года назад +61

      sure if you o to those hibby jibby wannabe freud schol psychietrists... i know many people who'se lifes were saved by one.... dont throw them all in the same can dude there are very good psychietrists out there that will know your problems better than u know them yoursef after just a session

    • @pkosb2401
      @pkosb2401 4 года назад +60

      Big pharma! They actually suppress natural cures!!! Anything to get you on a pill. It's sickening!!!

    • @bignattyzacky8097
      @bignattyzacky8097 4 года назад +51

      some psychiatrist understand that pills just mask effects and eventually cause dependence and more illness.
      some will talk and listen and help someone the right way.
      the sad thing though is those psyciatrist are far and few between.
      most just fill out a prescription to get bonus money from pharma, ultimately destroying the mental health of someone in need even further...
      its a very dark area/ industry

  • @mindsetwithmarie676
    @mindsetwithmarie676 4 года назад +1445

    I think the rise in mental illness might be the universe's way of helping us understand more. We need more people that can be the light and enlighten others.

    • @devinbird2753
      @devinbird2753 4 года назад +8

      Thank you

    • @jamieeast4974
      @jamieeast4974 4 года назад +31

      Mental illness is labeling the wrong illness.

    • @sevenswords8781
      @sevenswords8781 4 года назад +10

      Are you serious?????
      the rise of Mental illness is due to the fact that for the first time in history we have reached the period of time that Jesus Christ told there would be a mass turning away from all things good, an APOSTASY would happen before he returns and he is at the door now..... this is why so many people are nut jobs and depressed.
      The universe is not a being to give or take anything.

    • @aunirapharl
      @aunirapharl 4 года назад +28

      @@sevenswords8781 the apostasy happened because of the church. They walked a few steps away from Catholicism and then fully embraced the Catholic Church's teaching and practices. But go ahead and continue beating people on the head with it

    • @sevenswords8781
      @sevenswords8781 4 года назад +2

      @@aunirapharl your making no sense

  • @tianoelle7210
    @tianoelle7210 6 месяцев назад +16

    My ‘mental illness’ started when I was 12, I’ve had all these experiences and was diagnosed with multiple illnesses and no medication worked. (They should have worked if I did have those illnesses) I have been told by several ppl I have a gift and I hope to dive into spirituality more. I believe the universe is giving me signs and I always have had a strong need to share this gift to help others.

    • @beau.and_arrows
      @beau.and_arrows 6 месяцев назад +2

      Keep following the direction your heart is pulling you in. You know what’s best for yourself, truly.

    • @IIXxx_juliet_xxXII
      @IIXxx_juliet_xxXII 6 месяцев назад +1

      You got this. ❤❤❤

    • @blakebunch4485
      @blakebunch4485 4 месяца назад

      "mental illness is a myth"

  • @esmeespinoza409
    @esmeespinoza409 Год назад +9

    I survived my drug abuse. After staying up for 5 days with no sleep whatsoever I saw things that I couldn’t explain. I saw people who weren’t actually there. I heard things that the human ear or others couldn’t hear, and I drove myself crazy and ended up behind bars and detoxed in jail. I don’t know how I allowed myself to become that person and get so bad but I’m still here and Im finally getting myself back together .

  • @Kobe29261
    @Kobe29261 4 года назад +414

    "You are mad, we are drugging/locking you up to protect you and all of us!" vs "You are perhaps more sensitive[alive] than we are! Lets mentor you so you can help us see!" - we can choose!

    • @msrainbowyellow6436
      @msrainbowyellow6436 3 года назад +2

      ❤❤❤❤❤❤🙏

    • @dianaaiello588
      @dianaaiello588 3 года назад +2

      True , so true !!!

    • @xojoofie
      @xojoofie 3 года назад +3

      I love how you put this

    • @karengardner8854
      @karengardner8854 3 года назад

      I need a compassionate mentor... do you have their number?

    • @Kobe29261
      @Kobe29261 3 года назад +3

      @@karengardner8854 I do not, hope you find the help you need!

  • @genghis4698
    @genghis4698 3 года назад +2009

    "God loved the birds and invented trees. Man loved the birds and invented cages."

    • @rickjensen2833
      @rickjensen2833 3 года назад +65

      And then bankers created cages for man

    • @joessj5
      @joessj5 3 года назад +23

      He invented the cages so that the birds wouldn't get eaten by the kitten.

    • @stonethemason12
      @stonethemason12 3 года назад +4

      Yaweh* be specific

    • @justgigi4663
      @justgigi4663 3 года назад +9

      WOW!!! that's a powerful statement 👏 🙌 👌

    • @rickjensen2833
      @rickjensen2833 3 года назад +8

      @@justgigi4663 some men not all. Everyone loves to generalize and over simplify things.

  • @mrls111
    @mrls111 2 года назад +52

    This was powerful to see. Psychosis changed my life and helped me heal lifelong trauma and awaken my psychic abilities, but I had to fight for myself because western ways don’t get to the root, they just suppress symptoms. I talked about it on My Sacred Return podcast and I see a lot of similarities to the stories shared in this talk. We are so powerful, so gifted. May we all find our way back home to ourselves through these mental crisis’.

    • @dagrun3821
      @dagrun3821 Год назад +1

      What abilities?

    • @dagrun3821
      @dagrun3821 Год назад

      Shizophreni är en psykisk sjukdom där du tror du har speciella förmågor som inte andra har.

    • @dreamwriter3792
      @dreamwriter3792 29 дней назад

      I know exactly what your talking about ❤❤

  • @buckmarkner
    @buckmarkner 2 года назад +14

    The tragedy in our world is that we simply don't have time for ourselves , I was in a psychosis in 2019 and had to get medication to be an active member of society , we aren't allotted the time to walk these things out and come to the other end new , instead here we are tapering ourselves back to survive in this industry we now call life .

    • @marcusjohnson6158
      @marcusjohnson6158 Год назад

      Wow,I knew it, I'm not crazy the people around me are.

    • @buckmarkner
      @buckmarkner Год назад

      @@marcusjohnson6158 I am crazy , has nothing to do with spirituality, genetics play a huge role , but I did my due diligence, I didn’t breed and do not intend to . I wish I could say the same for some people .

    • @active96
      @active96 9 месяцев назад

      ​@@buckmarkner anybody that breeds kids to this sick world is far more crazy..

  • @lup6974
    @lup6974 4 года назад +575

    I experienced peak of my awakening about 3 months ago. I thought that was it, the darkness, suicidal thoughts, inner agressesion and depression out. Didn't know what to do with myself, but I knew it's something else, something higher, can't explain it. Left my old friends, old hobbies everything. Was about month alone and than all of the sudden I felt/ see invisible light around me. Ever since I'm experiencing something else, miracle. New friends, new opportunities, miracles, visions. Absolute happiness and safety and love.

    • @treversgoh
      @treversgoh 4 года назад +5

      ❤️❤️💕💕🌿☘️

    • @stayhoney6863
      @stayhoney6863 4 года назад +17

      Amazing. Hope this happens to me soon

    • @bjbetti
      @bjbetti 4 года назад +1

      🥰😍💖

    • @ES-yi4pe
      @ES-yi4pe 4 года назад +1

      Im experiencing this

    • @mcwyngaard
      @mcwyngaard 4 года назад +4

      Lu P you are awakened now from the unconscious state 🤗💫😇

  • @RGVNC
    @RGVNC 7 лет назад +345

    “If we are true to ourselves, we can not be false to anyone.” - William Shakespeare, Hamlet

    • @siresquire9439
      @siresquire9439 5 лет назад +9

      @@silentplaythru7109 The truth is - we are all in some forms of delusional states: Everyone is shattered upon closer inspection: Use your illusion:

    • @Milanvaneijk
      @Milanvaneijk 4 года назад +2

      @@siresquire9439 That is a brilliant way of looking at it.

    • @triggerhaze3405
      @triggerhaze3405 4 года назад

      @@siresquire9439 to create reality

    • @luxlux956
      @luxlux956 4 года назад

      Thank you my dear friend.
      Thank you.

    • @eyetalk7806
      @eyetalk7806 4 года назад

      powerful

  • @carfincap
    @carfincap Год назад +28

    The panic when you get to far is awful. Thanks to this man/kid to me (Adam) for explaining it. To be honest it’s societies interference that makes it worse. I went through this.

  • @milkyway-ol7lx
    @milkyway-ol7lx 2 года назад +35

    My spiritual journey was very difficult, and it gave me incredible gifts, like telepathy, telekinesis, and psychic abilities. I looked at my reflection one day, and saw a golden halo. It's not always schizophrenia, like the masses believe, what if alot of these "schizophrenics" are actually highly gifted?

    • @clare2439
      @clare2439 Год назад

      i agree!

    • @doritos80
      @doritos80 3 месяца назад +1

      Can you prove your telekinesis?

  • @ih8beans931
    @ih8beans931 4 года назад +383

    Sometimes I wonder, at times, whether I'm experiencing something incredibly spiritual or if my brain is just going nuts and deceiving me

  • @tamarajessup1398
    @tamarajessup1398 4 года назад +1478

    It would have been nice if the cameraman had pulled back so we could see the photos.

    • @sjcanalita3093
      @sjcanalita3093 4 года назад +16

      Tamara Jessup - i agree too. Maybe there are copyright issues.

    • @tamarajessup1398
      @tamarajessup1398 4 года назад +35

      @@sjcanalita3093 I looked on his website and found a talk he did that's virtually identical to this one in which they're shown.

    • @ksplucker
      @ksplucker 4 года назад +4

      @Kira Salen oh wow, you are right!!!

    • @gorutz
      @gorutz 4 года назад

      @@tamarajessup1398, could you please post the hyperlink here?

    • @tamarajessup1398
      @tamarajessup1398 4 года назад +3

      @@gorutz Just Google him, like I did, and look on his website. : )

  • @garypuckettmuse
    @garypuckettmuse 6 месяцев назад +13

    Excellent man. Devotes his life to what is worthwhile. Has a humble, open mind, doesn't come across as an expert. And best of all -- something we do not see anymore -- he is not forceful in making his points. He is letting the audience come to meet his points and ideas on their own, not bullying them into seeing them. I wish more people were like him. He's OFFERING, he's not SELLING and he takes a modest, humble place as someone who did the work and shares it with others. We should all be more like him.

  • @turquoise-flower
    @turquoise-flower 10 месяцев назад +17

    I’ve been through this since 2013, quietly ❤, been growing up spiritually… and is where I find my peace. Been experiencing so much things, beautiful ones. It’s a door to unimaginable things as spirits we are in physical bodies. It’s important to acknowledge that right before this path, I was on a deep depression, I questioned at that time almost all my core beliefs. Has been for me very liberating as a soul to experience this journey. I’ve been a “sick child” since baby. Multiple health conditions that helped me developed what I am. I’m grateful 🙏🏻

    • @dawntintari4577
      @dawntintari4577 17 дней назад

      I can relate to the quiet bit. Some things are meant only for you to know…you’ll know what to share and what to hold close. 😉

  • @randysmith7189
    @randysmith7189 4 года назад +542

    I taught emotionally disturbed teens for 28 years and I'm willing to bet almost all have empathic abilities and were going through Spiritual Awakening.

    • @sevenswords8781
      @sevenswords8781 4 года назад +15

      I have worked in the disability sector and children who have emotional needs for over 20 years also and I don't know what your talking about? where is your research or evidence?

    • @Sherab62
      @Sherab62 4 года назад +30

      Well, spiritual awakenings and empathy have been part of human experience ever since we started being able to form models of the thoughts and feelings of others and recognize that we were part of a much larger world that could even be greater than our capacity for understanding.
      However, few people in my life considered my Disturbed Emoting as anything spiritual, awakened or empathetic. Those people who saw my potential for empathy and awakening and encouraged me were the ones who helped.

    • @llJeshooinessll
      @llJeshooinessll 3 года назад +25

      @@sevenswords8781 is working with people with disabilities the same as working with teens who are emotionally disturbed? Seems like a completely different playing field

    • @sevenswords8781
      @sevenswords8781 3 года назад +1

      @@llJeshooinessll Disabilities is a very big field with mild to severe or mental and physical. Teens who are emotionally disturbed as you say are on self destruct with many emotional issues.. both are challenging and rewarding.
      both fields over lap a lot in behaviours and challenges.

    • @Z0mb13ta11ahase
      @Z0mb13ta11ahase 3 года назад +23

      SEVEN SWORDS You yourself in another comment thread have said that the cause is because of the straying from Jesus. Where is your research or evidence for that? Seems you're projecting your BELIEFS just as much as our friend here. And I believe they are one and the same. I think most spiritualists would say that the cause of the rise of mental illness is due to society finding more value in raw numbers and statistics and facts over believing in a higher power. Same is true with religious folks they'd claim that this surge of mental illness is caused by the atheistic movement and nihilism moving people away from a form of beliefs and values that they derive from their religion to a society centered around facts that are observable. Don't be so harsh on others beliefs because the root issue isn't that we aren't following a specific belief, it's that we aren't following any belief at all. Please try to not be offended by this comment as I'm just trying to show that we all have a similar view on mental illness and it's pervasiveness as well as what causes it, and that our solutions while different in the end "higher power" being different still stem from the same idea of having belief in something that cannot be proven with statistics or research. You don't see the hand of God at work but you still know it's there despite it not being measurable and my own belief has a similar view I have no way of proving mine is any more "real" than yours but I believe it within myself and that is something much greater than cold hard facts could provide me.

  • @EileenPCarryEPC
    @EileenPCarryEPC 2 года назад +497

    Always good to know I’m not “crazy” alone. I write, privately. I don’t wish for anyone to take me seriously anymore. When I did try to talk about what I’m feeling spiritually, people get uncomfortable, and quickly change the subject. When I did try to share my writings, they just ignore me. But … all is well … it’s personal, and I fully accept this.

    • @lee_fox7553
      @lee_fox7553 2 года назад +32

      I relate to this so much

    • @lorettagrey7383
      @lorettagrey7383 2 года назад +20

      you can always do so on tumblr. there are communities dedicated to spirituality and withcraft and the occult. you won't be judged there since others share the same things

    • @ninamercado4064
      @ninamercado4064 2 года назад +2

      @@lorettagrey7383 which ones do you recommend! ty

    • @ninamercado4064
      @ninamercado4064 2 года назад +10

      YES. It HURTS, but it's necessary. I'm looking for a new community to share my light with

    • @mythka7673
      @mythka7673 Год назад +8

      Please share. What you know and feel matters

  • @jeffjenkins7979
    @jeffjenkins7979 Год назад +39

    I truly appreciated this talk. We are at a crossroads as a species, we have list the ability to connect. To feel, to love and trust. The media and government have much to do in the manipulation.

  • @user-di8hm2jl2u
    @user-di8hm2jl2u 9 месяцев назад +36

    It happened to me at the beginning of 2017. My rational mind split and it was scary and confusing. What followed was a profound understanding of who we are and why we are here.

  • @ItCantRainForever2
    @ItCantRainForever2 4 года назад +370

    My brother was a paranoid schizophrenic and he heard things and he knew things that others didn't. Many thought he was crazy. But I know with all my heart he wasn't crazy at all he just knew too much and couldn't comprehend it all. He took his life at 27 years old. What a tragedy. I believe trauma in our childhood affected us in many ways. I am a highly sensitive person and I sense energies, vibes and feelings of other people. I'm also an empathetic introvert. When I was 32 I tried DXM and it opened up my mind like never before. It blew me away. It's a hallucinogen. Everything clicked and made sense at the moment.

    • @ccsutherland4621
      @ccsutherland4621 3 года назад +63

      I strongly believe there is a connection between trauma & spiritual awakening!

    • @Hajithepoet
      @Hajithepoet 3 года назад +19

      Spanish Doll I agree. Also I took a LSD trip and had a similar experience. It was an awakening and ego death of sorts.

    • @danm3021
      @danm3021 3 года назад +16

      I also tried dxm , a dissociative. And I felt as if everything was connected and everything was gonna be ok, same with acid. It showed me the most profound things I have ever experienced in my life.

    • @lordfraybin
      @lordfraybin 3 года назад +27

      Um... yeah.. that's what drugs do.
      The hallucinations are rooted in your belief system, so the confirmation bias will be extremely powerful.

    • @ItCantRainForever2
      @ItCantRainForever2 3 года назад +12

      @@Hajithepoet "ego death" seems to fit the mark perfectly.

  • @snowleopard7952
    @snowleopard7952 4 года назад +899

    This information is essential. It’s sad how our society only accepts one mainstream reality, created by mass media

    • @sevenswords8781
      @sevenswords8781 4 года назад +7

      which reality is that?

    • @jamesdierker4293
      @jamesdierker4293 4 года назад

      👍

    • @tim3854
      @tim3854 4 года назад +6

      @@sevenswords8781 the totally inverted one

    • @guybongers2758
      @guybongers2758 4 года назад +9

      reading a book we surrender to the story. When hearing a song we surrender. Our emotions follow the story. We , most of the world , are head less chickens. running around. We do not percieve ourselfs as headless . Frasing it like that is a headless phrasing. It's just going for the obvious, the general. It is the opposite of taking a step back and looking at the bigger picture and ending up with bigger consciousness of what is going on. That is not mainstream.

    • @thewhizkid3937
      @thewhizkid3937 4 года назад +3

      I think it is important to do case studies of history in order for people to not be mislead. Hitler's Germany is one to be mindful of.

  • @johnprinsloo4428
    @johnprinsloo4428 2 года назад +19

    'the psyche is self healing' and 'come out stronger at the end' is true indeed and I can attest to this. I struggle with depression for a little over a year long, so badly that I thought I was going to go crazy and end up ending my life; but I refused to take medications or see any 'Dr.' and decided to dive right into what I was going through. When I came out of this episode I had fallen into, I had learnt more about my self, my spirituality and just how much my soul was capable of than I had in my entire life and I felt "awakened" to some extent (even though it sounds silly). It may sound unbelievable, but sometimes I wish that I could go back to that hole, in order to dig out more of the essence of my spirit...
    But I am thankful for what it taught me; I no longer fear life, nor do I fear death, nor do I struggle with questions of "Why?" and I feel like any bump along my way is a blessing and no longer a brick wall or a burden... just another opportunity for growth and understanding.

    • @TestTest-ft9xh
      @TestTest-ft9xh 2 года назад +4

      'The psyche is self healing' 🎯

    • @bunsenn5064
      @bunsenn5064 Год назад +2

      I didn’t come out of my psychosis stronger. I came out even more numb to the world and unable to connect with others. I have trouble expressing emotions now. I’m horrible antisocial. After my psychosis, I became a different person, and not in a good way.

  • @panoramicmovement7129
    @panoramicmovement7129 Год назад +68

    I'm going through this right now. Trying to find the answers that I'm so desperately searching for. I lost my soul, I died and came back to life and it took almost 2 years to find my soul again. I'm scared to be lost, or failing my purpose/mission for earth. I yearn for more but I don't want to scare myself away from the truth. Praying for God to jump in and save me, although I know he is the reason for my soul being saved.

    • @anelapaunovicrajic675
      @anelapaunovicrajic675 Год назад +6

      You have Him in you, my darling.

    • @kaivenfenton
      @kaivenfenton Год назад +5

      Me too, wish we could connect somehow. I could be the mentor he speaks of for you. I've been through it in 1980 and 1981. Later I find out it is called a psychological dissociation but also called an awakening. Now things are happening that are unexplainable, but since I am psychologically oriented, I understood most of what was happening in my brain, but now this guy is making me see what happened to me is much, much more than I thought and explains a lot about what I live now. kaiven fenton all one word along with the word at and then gmail is followed by a com will be a way to contact me.

    • @meldutton4370
      @meldutton4370 Год назад +7

      Hey, thanks for sharing that.
      I can personally recommend exploring different avenues of spirituality. There’s no magic wand, as you know. You seeking answers is a journey, not a destination.
      Chakra healing is something really worth looking in to.
      Just going by your comment I can sense (and I could be wrong) that your enlightenment journey is still very young. You’ve so much to look forward to on your path ❤ I wish you all the very best 🙏

    • @cdbndbnd102
      @cdbndbnd102 Год назад

      Bro stop being a lil b@tch and fully embrace it

    • @christinemonsees6262
      @christinemonsees6262 Год назад +1

      You are the reason your soul was saved. You, going back to a beautiful plane at a challenging time. Duality does not exist in Utopia. There would be no lessons learned if there wasn't. Your path is already defined and your purpose to be here is apparent.
      I, myself, am at the 1 year and 8 month marl and I've recently exploded with my souls purpose recently.
      Keep moving foward with love and enlightenment.

  • @veryskeptical2409
    @veryskeptical2409 4 года назад +553

    "the mental-health’ industry was not established to support people, but to individualize and medicalize the social misery created by capitalist rule.” Susan Rosenthal (2019). Rebel Minds

  • @chanelhanson9944
    @chanelhanson9944 2 года назад +508

    After my psychosis experience i had an intense spiritual awakening and now im living a completely different life than before..

    • @techno.science
      @techno.science 2 года назад +14

      You awoke ;)

    • @ashleywyatt7114
      @ashleywyatt7114 Год назад +28

      Same. I am a completely different person it’s wild lol

    • @mathsfornineyearolds
      @mathsfornineyearolds Год назад +33

      It's a shame people call it psychosis

    • @headscrewoff5674
      @headscrewoff5674 Год назад

      Any meds? 🤔💊

    • @mathsfornineyearolds
      @mathsfornineyearolds Год назад +2

      @@headscrewoff5674 I asked some that once. They had benn prescribed anti depressants, but were not taking them them, because they did not need them, but there were some downers prescribed with it 'amies'. Amatrypaline, or something like it. I know some one else on them. Their friends keep asking for the amies. I tried some. You get a good sleep off them.

  • @jadelyel
    @jadelyel Год назад +19

    I was diagnosed bipolar after being in a facility around 6 years ago. For years I thought I was crazy I let them lead me to think I was just losing my sanity. But the spiritual events kept coming in and it got to a point where Im so sure that what I experienced was real. For awhile I was angry with all the suffering I went through but Im so glad I made it this far to see what I've seen in the world. It's given me comfort in life and death that ive never experienced before. Even with all the unexplainable things I've seen theres a thing in the back of my head that makes me question it all. Its this unnerving unknown that propels us to try to achieve our goals before the sand hits the bottom of the hourglass. I think this is something vital to our growth and the human experience and it makes life beautiful.

    • @springwater9981
      @springwater9981 5 месяцев назад +1

      After doing ayaschua, the universe opened up to me in a way I havent seen before, I told my very good friend of 10 years who told me 'your visions are not the universe showing itself, they are you in pyschosis and you need help' she said unless I recieved help and meditation for mu bi-polar, she wouldn't be able to speak to me... she almost convinced me I had bi-polar

  • @April-qe9ed
    @April-qe9ed 6 месяцев назад +7

    This guy has it soo right on!! I swear, half of the people psychiatrist & psychologist have diagnosed are likely to have "awakening " symptoms!! I was going through alot during 2019, and all of a sudden I was awakened through a Spiritual crisis... and of course nobody understood any of it... I thought I was going crazy, but nope!

  • @danilles.4247
    @danilles.4247 4 года назад +450

    As science continues to develop, it will come closer and closer and more conjoined with spirituality.

    • @LoVe-po7xc
      @LoVe-po7xc 4 года назад +2

      Danille Sindac that is the way guess they had to start at the other end of it first

    • @DrShawnaFreshwater
      @DrShawnaFreshwater 4 года назад +5

      Yes. you are so wise.

    • @sevenswords8781
      @sevenswords8781 4 года назад +2

      Demons are spirits,........ you mean God and he already has science lost to find answers to some of his miracles.

    • @agent-eg8mb
      @agent-eg8mb 4 года назад +17

      @@sevenswords8781 God is a spirit, what do you think the holy spirit is?

    • @logos1.618
      @logos1.618 4 года назад +6

      Not in it's current state, with its empirical views it is moving further away.

  • @QueenVibe611
    @QueenVibe611 3 года назад +868

    Thank you so much. I actually cried. I had synchronisites happen faster and faster to the point where I became terrified wishing it would stop and wondering if it was all in my head. I ended up hospitalised, diagnosed with bipolar, and put on massive doses of drugs that made me so ill. My memories of the synchronisation and how everything played out is now repressed and fragmented but I'm trying to get them back.
    Honestly... today I was wondering if I really am crazy, but got the urge to search for "psychosis spirituality" and found this video.
    I felt such shame and embarrassment for my ramblings while having a spiritual emergency, and now I finally feel validated.
    Thank you

    • @Ssv714
      @Ssv714 2 года назад +29

      hey i hope youre doing okay. Watching Donnie Darko made me cry because of how real it felt

    • @nevencuca1680
      @nevencuca1680 2 года назад +77

      Ground yourself. Differentiate whats provable and whats not.
      Just trust yourself.
      No medication.
      Nature. Animals. Stillness.
      Listen to Jiddu Krishnamurti. Learn how to think and talk with yourself.
      Ground.
      Be gentle.
      No hurry.
      No illusions.
      You got it all inside.
      Be alone and take your time.

    • @QueenVibe611
      @QueenVibe611 2 года назад +17

      Hi thanks for the replies. I watched donnie dark when younger and then going through this reminded me of it. Hope you are well, too.

    • @MKAH23
      @MKAH23 2 года назад +2

      Can we help you get connected to the beloved

    • @daniello9155
      @daniello9155 2 года назад +12

      Lozz, let me guess, you are a very sensitive person and what is commonly called an empath. Tell me if I am wrong please but I think I am close. No need to feel ashamed or embarrassed. Even so, all the best in your journey.

  • @AK4Z.
    @AK4Z. 9 месяцев назад +11

    This hit hard after being diagnosed with a psychotic break, i felt one with the universe and my spirits before medication, i wish I would’ve never gotten medicated

    • @opgeknaptemeubels9336
      @opgeknaptemeubels9336 Месяц назад

      Me too...after taking antipsychotics never be the same

    • @Chardelle6925
      @Chardelle6925 16 дней назад

      Honestly, you need Jesus. Once you do, you won’t be talking to spirits anymore, because they are demons. This is why people who think they’re going through spiritual awakening are considered mentally ill. I used to think that too when I was into new age, it’s a lie. Turn to Jesus.

  • @realtreebucks
    @realtreebucks Год назад +10

    Just went through this after 2 years it was a rough journey but at the end its definitely a awakening. At one point I literally thought I was going to die and cried for Jesus

  • @amused6415
    @amused6415 7 лет назад +1009

    "A shaman is someone who swims in the same ocean as the schizophrenic, but the shaman has thousands and thousands of years of sanctioned technique and tradition to draw upon. In a traditional society, if you exhibited “schizophrenic” tendencies, you are immediately drawn out of the pack and put under the care and tutelage of master shamans. You are told: “You are special. Your abilities are very central to the health of our society. You will cure. You will prophesy. You will guide our society in its most fundamental decisions.” Contrast this with what a person exhibiting schizophrenic activity in our society is told. They’re told: “You don’t fit in. You are becoming a problem. You don’t pull your own weight. You are not of equal worth to the rest of us. You are sick. You have to go to the hospital. You have to be locked up.” - You are on a par with prisoners and lost dogs in our society. So that treatment of schizophrenia makes it incurable." - Terrance McKenna

    • @demetriolanderos8742
      @demetriolanderos8742 6 лет назад +2

      Well said

    • @KnitBone
      @KnitBone 6 лет назад +20

      Demon Posessed our nervous system is where we experience and store pattern information from past experiences. If there is trauma to the nervous system (which is incredibly common in this day and age) not only will our bodies begin to fall into dis-ease but our conscious experience would be understandably altered. (Our consciousness is constantly being altered by the input received through our nervous system) There's a good book called Waking the Tiger about studies on different mammals and how they cope and are affected by a perceived traumatic event and it's effect on their nervous system. Another interesting book on that topic is one by Dr. Joe Dispenza called You Are The Placebo. It's pretty science heavy but there's a good story about his personal experiences with playing with his own bodily and spacial temporal consciousness and falling into a state of timeless archival consciousness. 😊

    • @frankmccann9824
      @frankmccann9824 5 лет назад +2

      i worked in this field, those coming outta snaske pits. first u must make sure the staff is not insane. they were valued members and it looks as though evidence is that early man took care of the aged and infirm.

    • @ConsciousRobot
      @ConsciousRobot 5 лет назад +38

      I always wondered if schizophrenics weren't actually mentally Ill, rather that they are somehow more connected to higher planes of consciousness. Perhaps for them, the veil is much thinner. I'm very curious how psychedelics like Psilocybin and DMT might affect someone with schizophrenia. I personally believe that those particular psychedelics sort of lifts the veil and at the right doses the experiences are spiritual in nature. I was an atheist until I had a life-changing spiritual experience on psychedelics.

    • @Chimonger1
      @Chimonger1 5 лет назад +19

      There are so many ways to trigger altered states of consciousness,! It’s a wonder that society as we know it has been so effective in ‘breaking’ people so thoroughly that most are blocked from understanding why altered states are so important a part of life...like breathing. But that’s where we’re at...at a time when extraordinary numbers per population are experiencing expanded awareness in one form or another...yet to have our systems keep trying to cover it up, make it ‘go away’....but, like with wastes, there is no ‘away’...it’d be perhaps, more productive to openly acknowledge it, encourage it, and allow the many needed paradigm shifts to happen, instead of constantly forcing ‘business as usual”.

  • @carnelandia
    @carnelandia 4 года назад +510

    “The psychotic drowns in the same waters in which the mystic swims with delight.”
    ― Joseph Campbell, Psychology of the Future: Lessons from Modern Consciousness Research

    • @galenighting9150
      @galenighting9150 4 года назад +30

      It is very true... there is a huge difference between someone who has truly awakened to the infinite present moment and someone who has not and continually experiences delusions and thinks they are enlightened...
      Delusions and hallucinations do not mean someone is enlightened. This is no game. There is a huge difference. I am an experienced Buddhist practitioner who has studied many other religions as well and I have met true enlightened masters and delusional schizophrenics. There is a huge difference. I have a sad story actually about a schizophrenic who came to the Buddhist monastery I mainly practice at, he thought he was enlightened (he wasn't) and then he went home and decided to set himself on fire outside of his parents house. We had a memorial service for him. They are not the same. This saying holds true.

    • @alicestorm6239
      @alicestorm6239 4 года назад +1

      Amazing

    • @alicestorm6239
      @alicestorm6239 4 года назад +14

      Maybe the psychotic just forgot he could swim. Just float and remember to move your legs

    • @markedwardhendricks9421
      @markedwardhendricks9421 4 года назад +4

      Several others have chosen very suitable quotes to cite regarding Borges talk. However, the Campbell quote could not be more appropriate. Kudos!

    • @juliedorman1858
      @juliedorman1858 4 года назад +6

      @@galenighting9150 sounds like a failure on your part. Case in point. Religion will never help you, anyone who is having an awakening, do NOT talk to a church. EVER

  • @ninamercado4064
    @ninamercado4064 2 года назад +3

    I was literally diagnosed with "psychosis" when I went through my spiritual awakening...found this video from a RUclips video and was shocked at the title alone

  • @myrecoverystory4792
    @myrecoverystory4792 Год назад +8

    💯%!! This is why I want to move honestly. I am highly gifted and it truly feels like a prison when I cannot use my spiritual gifts freely.

  • @AshleysPaige
    @AshleysPaige 3 года назад +380

    I’m crying. I understand Adam so deeply. We are spiritual beings with very little guidance.

    • @backtoblack2959
      @backtoblack2959 3 года назад +1

      🙏💜

    • @michelemurphy3541
      @michelemurphy3541 3 года назад +9

      And then imagine being abused with little to no guidance. It is sad but we can say...sending love, which I am. Sending love.

    • @TheGuiltsOfUs
      @TheGuiltsOfUs 3 года назад

      Nonsense. Read the dhammapada

    • @lisahaider5731
      @lisahaider5731 2 года назад +4

      God left the Bible for guidance.

    • @MKAH23
      @MKAH23 2 года назад +1

      Shia is the truth, ahlulbait is the guidance from God that the media hides
      Please search x

  • @Chris-lz1fs
    @Chris-lz1fs 3 года назад +280

    After 12 years of abuse, neglect, rejection, isolation, being harrassed, emotionally blackmailed, physically assaulted, I finally just broke. And it's been a liberation in the truest sense of the word. It released me from the material world and catapulted me into the internal world. And I've never looked back.

    • @rachbryant
      @rachbryant 2 года назад +5

      Thank you for being wise enough to not label it you awakening. It shows your wise enough to know how much more there is to know.

    • @priyao5097
      @priyao5097 2 года назад +1

      Same here, my friend. It’s just too painful out there. I’m here for you.

    • @priyao5097
      @priyao5097 2 года назад +1

      Mine happened after two decades of abuse, racism, social rejection, emotional abuse, when- I was intentionally abused by a mentor and scapegoated by an entire class. I broke. I was in too much pain. They promised to take it away. Don’t let anyone make you these promises.

    • @hansfrankfurter2903
      @hansfrankfurter2903 2 года назад +1

      What does that even mean? How did ur life improve? What do u mean by breaking?

    • @RyanThaLion1
      @RyanThaLion1 2 года назад +2

      That whole entire experience was a brutal and honest way to learn how to Love yourself first
      And you're right, for that, its the most powerful and liberating feeling once you surrender and let go

  • @thingsthatmakemego-ooh
    @thingsthatmakemego-ooh Год назад +2

    Holding and supporting anyone through a difficult time is an emotional skill that seems is becoming increasingly rare 😢

  • @elizalove2704
    @elizalove2704 Год назад +3

    I get scared of the expansion but then I remind myself that my spirit is from this place it has no boundaries . My goal is worldwide enlightenment 🙌🙏🌏🌈🔥🌿❤

  • @palmo9823
    @palmo9823 4 года назад +332

    He's a photographer and we don't get to see the pictures 🙄 whoever filmed this screwed up, which is a shame because it's a great talk

    • @soulpowerful
      @soulpowerful 4 года назад +7

      Olive Seraphim it could be due to copyright

    • @Selyidar
      @Selyidar 4 года назад +12

      I second this sooo much. I really, really wish I saw all the people he was talking about and showing. Why they don't show his slides and show them on other TED talks ia beyond me.

    • @tacobelle69
      @tacobelle69 3 года назад +1

      Yeah I am bumming on that

    • @tacobelle69
      @tacobelle69 3 года назад +3

      @Cait Gray did we say it was? Hmm 🤔

    • @galitamiel2038
      @galitamiel2038 3 года назад +2

      Yes, very frustrating

  • @RioKashyap
    @RioKashyap 4 года назад +184

    Even I heard voices and other sounds since childhood and I always thought I'm shizophrenic. I wasted 10 years of my life before finding out I can actually hear spirits. I am clairaudient. Now I'm a past life therapist and reiki therapist. Thanks to the universe I've never been happier and I got everything I ever wanted (not materialistic).

    • @Corvid
      @Corvid 4 года назад +14

      Takes a lot of courage and confidence to know that what you're experiencing isn't just imaginary! Past lives are fascinating, especially if you meet people from the past and remember the same events... sounds absurd to talk about sometimes, but you know what those fragmented memories are once you put them in context.

    • @Sky-Child
      @Sky-Child 4 года назад +3

      This is really interesting! I want to do this (though my psychic side is not this strong) but I do reiki and shamanism

    • @gamingpentagon
      @gamingpentagon 4 года назад +6

      I had a very similar experience, I went to multiple psychologists and psychiatrists to find some sort of diagnosis, realized that when things started to happen it was because I was in a more "fragile" or thin state of mind where I was simply existing and not thinking about anything particular, it was in that state that i would see those who are no longer here in their human form of flesh and body, but still here in soul, bound by atherial ties or just lost in their travels to another destination. Its extremely difficult to go to a consultation with a medical professional and explain to them that you're seeing "shadow people" without fear of the possibility of getting put somewhere where you dont want to go nor want to be. I recently saw a clairvoyant and throughout her entire first session she was picking up on my presence, we had a great talk when it was my time. A lot of great, soul soothing advice was given to me, i went from thinking i was going crazy or losing my mind to being at ease and gaining an understanding of what it was i needed to do.

    • @DrShawnaFreshwater
      @DrShawnaFreshwater 4 года назад +3

      I celebrate you

    • @vanessacroft8502
      @vanessacroft8502 4 года назад +2

      Keep up your good and beautiful work . Love and peace

  • @LauraWalez26541
    @LauraWalez26541 Год назад +10

    I’m so happy to have found this video. My brother had a calling to go on a journey two months ago and was put into a psychiatric hospital for a month. They treated him poorly and he is now taking medications that make him unlike himself. I would like to help him because his mission is to help others in need but am unsure how.

    • @IKTWELVE
      @IKTWELVE Год назад +1

      Laura I’m experiencing a same situation with my brother. I pray for you and him. The Lord will heal all.

    • @thefuture1892
      @thefuture1892 Год назад

      Question the reality u perceive. How u view things is a result of the information u have consumed. Realise this and detach from how u currently view things and then look at society again, perspective. Avoid popular media and social media. Detach from the flow of information and seek out the truths of our world / society.
      Once u do this u might be able to relate to ur brother and form a deeper understanding. Also u will further ur understanding so u can help ur brother with his too… along this journey people can become delusional so don’t attach urself to ideas to much… along ur journey ur brother will start to respect ur opinions more and he might listen more❤️

    • @thefuture1892
      @thefuture1892 Год назад

      @@IKTWELVE Christianity is a form of control over the populous. At its core the religion is good however through thousands of years humans have put their agenda onto the bible and religion.
      the bible was most likely very psychedelic inspired but civilisations / todays society views on these practices are stigmatised heavily and the population follows these beliefs without question most of the time.

  • @LVAngelradio
    @LVAngelradio Год назад +3

    I struggle with needing a counselor but fear of not being understood. Spirit is so much of who I am and every moment of my life. I've been blessed since being honest. All have understood and believed me.

  • @clare2439
    @clare2439 2 года назад +472

    ive been in the mental hospital before. and i must say that most of the people diagnosed with "psychosis" or "schizophrenia" or even "bipolar disorder" were actually VERY spiritual people VERY in-sync with Spirit and the Universe. most of them weren't crazy. ive been thru spiritual stuff as well and people labeled me as "crazy". just thought i'd give my input.

    • @aaronmaloney8282
      @aaronmaloney8282 2 года назад +49

      Waking up in this matrix world can be scary for some 😳

    • @RnBReworked
      @RnBReworked 2 года назад +41

      I've been a Mental Health Social Worker and Practitioner for a number of years now, and listening to some of my clients who appear "unwell", sometimes I wonder if there's a spiritual element to their experiences, that they don't quite have the insight to understand and express in that way. I find their stories fascinating and they don't always scream "psychosis".

    • @stormiauunfriur4282
      @stormiauunfriur4282 Год назад +1

      Cool. Thank you for your input.

    • @clare2439
      @clare2439 Год назад

      @@stormiauunfriur4282 np!

    • @marcusjohnson6158
      @marcusjohnson6158 Год назад +15

      My immediate family members disowned me because of this truth,but I realized now that I have a spiritual gift

  • @morzan2234
    @morzan2234 3 года назад +499

    I went through a lot of this. I dropped out in high school because I couldn't handle it anymore. I had depression, anxiety, and only found my comfort alone. I hated seeing psychologists and didn't take any medication. I lost all my good friends and ended up moving states. I was alone for a few months, just taking long walks and trying to find myself again. Now I'm in a 4 year university with a 4.0 GPA and feel like I'm truly understanding myself a lot better. I was always really intuitive when I was younger, even able to somehow predict things right before they happen. It doesn't happen that way anymore, but I still am always to feel and understand a person's energy before they even speak. I call out people who I don't trust only for them to reveal themselves later in friend groups. I feel like my life could've gone a whole lot differently if only I got the help I needed when I was younger.

    • @tacobelle69
      @tacobelle69 3 года назад +6

      What helped you though, you didn’t say

    • @redwingsfan3621
      @redwingsfan3621 3 года назад +17

      @@tacobelle69 True, but I don’t think knowing the answer would help us. Everyone is different. The long walks and inner searching are probably universally helpful, but the rest will come from the inside. Peace.

    • @tacobelle69
      @tacobelle69 3 года назад +3

      @@redwingsfan3621 okay thank you

    • @mindfulculturecreators
      @mindfulculturecreators 3 года назад +5

      Praise God you found your way. And just think - the bliss you feel now wouldn't feel so amazing had you not experienced the polar opposite of it. Blessings to you on your journey 🙏🏾

    • @Freespiritedqueen
      @Freespiritedqueen 3 года назад +6

      As an atheist with empathetic and intuitive abilities, I salute and believe in you for upward success🙂. Spiritual awoke and learned that I am a lightworker and healer.

  • @xxShopAholicBeckyxx
    @xxShopAholicBeckyxx 2 года назад +5

    I have no idea how I didn’t stumble upon this video, and it has been out for 8 years already. The ending of the speech made me look at him with the same appreciation level as Joseph Campbell, Alan Watts, and Ram Dass.

  • @corrinaadams9133
    @corrinaadams9133 Год назад +22

    Every day for these past few weeks I have been feeling like I’m going crazy. I don’t know if I’m actually going crazy or if the world just isn’t operating properly and it sets such discomfort in my soul. Really needed to find this video tonight. Thank you.

  • @blackmass2564
    @blackmass2564 6 лет назад +332

    psychosis was part of my spiritual awakening. It's very real.

    • @Shindi0921
      @Shindi0921 4 года назад +5

      Yes sir. I know what is real and try to leave it be and ignore it but i hope i don’t get crazy

    • @KatelynIngle
      @KatelynIngle 4 года назад +16

      Same.. I’m like Adam in the video went too far.. the meds I was on at the time wasn’t a good thing either. I came off them immediately .. I had anxiety bad for months my anxiety is getting better.. now finally over a year later and I’m in a better place than I was..

    • @ASMR-XI-ZUI
      @ASMR-XI-ZUI 4 года назад +5

      @@KatelynIngle hello my fear is that if I reduce my medicines that I will relapse into psychosis again.

    • @KatelynIngle
      @KatelynIngle 4 года назад +3

      I was never on anti psychotics or anything like that at all.. just came off my adhd med that was intensifying my awakening.

    • @KatelynIngle
      @KatelynIngle 4 года назад +6

      Still working on being healthier.. I truly feel it won’t come back.. it’s been a year and half and I’ve been fine just anxious a lot. But we can’t give up keep going forward and try to find what you love and just do it. Focus on you 🙂

  • @Tamoiii
    @Tamoiii 3 года назад +101

    I went through this. Everything connects. I connect to everything. Everything is everything. Everything is love. Awakening. It’s sour, then it’s sweet😊

    • @theonlineanimal6009
      @theonlineanimal6009 Год назад +2

      I wouldn't say everything is love. But everything is connected

  • @cloaked.mystic
    @cloaked.mystic Год назад +3

    Finally shaman Tedtalks!🥰
    I've been initiated into shamanism 15 years ago... but to my family I'm lost. I don't live in their ideal world.
    I don't want to be married anymore. I don't wanna have a mortgage.
    I sold everything for minimalist life. Always moving from place to place like a gypsy. But I couldn't be more found.

  • @Mell0Dom
    @Mell0Dom 6 месяцев назад +4

    In 2021 shortly after my grandmother passed…me and my cousin both went through something. I interpreted mine as a spiritual awakening, she thought she was going crazy and ended up in a psych ward and on meds. I wish I was there I might have been able to guide her through it.

    • @greenlamp9219
      @greenlamp9219 6 месяцев назад +1

      Same thing happened to me ended up in psych ward on meds because my pineal gland opened up

    • @yogamediante
      @yogamediante 6 месяцев назад

      and how are you now?@@greenlamp9219 . it´s happening to me now

    • @Mell0Dom
      @Mell0Dom 6 месяцев назад

      @@greenlamp9219 the way I felt I probably would of went to war with anyone who was trying to put me away

  • @ID30394
    @ID30394 4 года назад +137

    Always found it interesting that people in the western world who are diagnosed with schizophrenia experience mean, cruel voices but in south America and other parts of the world experience calm, soothing, reassuring voices.

    • @static6855
      @static6855 3 года назад +11

      Mainly because there’s so much stuff that can put your mind in the wrong place up here, when I meditate I begin to hear voices and they alarm me for sure cuz I don’t understand it but they are giving me advice and things like that but if I start to think the wrong way then it can go very wrong for me

    • @kareenfraser5352
      @kareenfraser5352 3 года назад +13

      Probably due to different cultural attitudes, in the west they medicate them and call the crazy, other places support them through it

    • @starlight3054
      @starlight3054 3 года назад +15

      Because there is psychosis then there is psychic abilities.
      Theyre different.

    • @Infamous41
      @Infamous41 3 года назад +1

      @@starlight3054 auditory hallucination and lucid dreaming a are symptoms of benzo withdrawal

    • @starlight3054
      @starlight3054 3 года назад +1

      @@Infamous41 I didn't know that, cool. Never took one in my life. Dont even take tylenol for headaches. :)

  • @ms.herrera681
    @ms.herrera681 2 года назад +663

    This has happened to me throughout my life. My 12 year old daughter introduced me to spirituality, she saved me & her sister. I believe she was sent to "open our minds!" Thank you for this most important TED talk.

    • @vatodivino
      @vatodivino 2 года назад +10

      damn i be wanting more context from this. how did she manage to do that?

    • @Sidekick_2010
      @Sidekick_2010 2 года назад +44

      @@vatodivino she gave them dmt

    • @ishtlutz1261
      @ishtlutz1261 Год назад +3

      Ya that sounds awesome. I’d like to hear more about this.
      What happened?

    • @curtisk2286
      @curtisk2286 Год назад

      😮😮

    • @curtisk2286
      @curtisk2286 Год назад

      @@jeff_sporesoninstagramsell3179 👍👍👍

  • @theGRINgrower
    @theGRINgrower Год назад +9

    Love this talk! I had a psychotic breakdown and a spiritual awakening and unusual and psychic gifts that happened & developed in following which have since (mostly) disappeared. Thank you for sharing this!

  • @amandapayton5214
    @amandapayton5214 2 года назад +3

    The dark night of the soul is a very real thing! You have to have a break down to have a break through! Life is a journey, not a destination, slow down, it's not a race!

  • @rdtphoto
    @rdtphoto 2 года назад +24

    1998 I had a psychotic episode. I was so ashamed. I had been so stable and logical. I never missed a day of work for 12 years and suddenly I had no job and lost my fiancé and ended up at my parents house. I couldn’t sleep for days and paced the floors all night like a caged animal. How can I fix myself or the past? Thinking, thinking, thinking, like a brain on nitro. My parents were so worried. I hid all day long in my room in shame. Then one night after weeks of wracking my brain I knew what I had to do. I had to give of myself. It’s the only thing I had left. I had no ego, money or anything left. I let go of all resentments, judgements, and hate. I became completely unselfish. I started helping anyone I could. Within weeks I had a new love for people and in turn I felt light on my feet and had love for myself that I never had. Synchronicity started to happen and amazing blessings I never had received before. I was basically atheist but the things that happened when I became completely unselfish and held no judgements or anger was amazing. I have to believe now that there is something going on that we can’t see. I now have 4 businesses, 29 employees, and an amazing relationship. And somehow it was easy. Before my transformation it was impossible. This Ted Talk resonates so deeply with me. Just remember, Love IS unselfish. And no one is a failure if you are helping people and making the world better, even if it’s a simple compliment. Cleanse the soul of anger and division. Anger at people is a toxin to oneself and doesn’t change the other people. If you are depressed just stop worrying about self and help others and forgive everyone. I promise magic will happen.

  • @becomemoreeveryday
    @becomemoreeveryday 8 лет назад +923

    I've had a 'psychosis' before. It was the most spiritual experience of my life. I could decipher signs from everything. Although now looking back, I see my behaviour was out of balance. I wasn't sleeping some days and was staying up learning about 'it'. I just called it, 'it' because there wasn't a word to describe what 'it' was. Anyone else had a psychosis before? Comment me!

    • @matejluptak
      @matejluptak 8 лет назад +103

      +Lachie Wood Same. I am presently trying to differentiate which part of my experience is a healthy part of awakening and which is an unhealthy part of some "psychosis". I know it is not all crazy psychosis, no matter what anybody says there is no doubt in my mind. But at the same time I want to remain functional and somewhat able to relate to others in a "normal" way. :D let's see how it works out. Good luck man.

    • @andybrownson4127
      @andybrownson4127 8 лет назад +140

      +Lachie Wood Yep, I've had a psychosis similar to yours on several occasions but it's not so unusual for me as I have bipolar 1. I experienced total loss of ego and a full connection with the breathtaking enormity of the cosmos. The whole experience lives with you long afterwards as the experience is incredibly real.

    • @timmyhouseboytimmy
      @timmyhouseboytimmy 8 лет назад +40

      +Lachie Wood I've experienced a few instances of 'psychosis' and what I find interesting about the shaman approach is that there is a mentor to help you through these times. Like you said, you had no name for 'it' and just had to learn about it on your own. I believe that's it can get out of balance since you are in charge of controlling it, or at the very least the people close to you may not know how to support you. So the solution is usually go to the doctor and get help.

    • @becomemoreeveryday
      @becomemoreeveryday 8 лет назад +19

      +Tim MacMillar I like that! Unfortunately it's like being sent to anything but a docter in the sense of a spiritual one. But that being said I'm glad I'm back to normal :')

    • @ThatsSoGiorgio
      @ThatsSoGiorgio 8 лет назад +69

      I think I'm going through it now. Lately, I've been feeling like I wasn't really "there" when I'm at work. Like I blink really hard and then I feel like I have just woken up, but the whole time I've been at work. Like I can't remember driving places. I'll get to work and then I can't even recall having driven my car even when it's been like 2 minutes since I got out of my car. Like I have moments where I truly believe that some things are fake and I'm not even real. Like I try to think back to some memories and the faces are blurred of there's no audio and idk. I'm really thinking of seeing a therapist or something soon. I'm a nice person, I'm usually happy. It's when I'm alone when my mind starts to attack itself. I have times where I just have 8 different thoughts going on inside my mind and I can feel like brain pulse while I just try to cling onto one thought just to keep me in reality. This is my experience so far, it's been happening for the last 4 months. I want to get over it.

  • @Silkoreos
    @Silkoreos 2 года назад +3

    The exact video I needed to see and hear today. Thank you Mr. Phil Borges!!!

  • @goddesslov3339
    @goddesslov3339 Год назад +6

    I’ve had soooo many doctors try and tell me what I am 😮‍💨 Good thing I never listened , never took pills I was prescribed then as I got older I just stopped going to appointments in general as I got even older I had a spiritual awakening then EVERYTHING made sense 😅 I remember making therapist cry when hearing things about my childhood & wondering why it seemed so normal to me but so sad & traumatic to others. Now I’ve never felt more alive , I feel like im 7 again just so happy , free from people’s opinions & in control of my feelings 💖 Whenever I see people going through things I went through I just silently send positive and loving vibrations then pray they awaken to the truth in divine timing 🥳

    • @chubbypanda3398
      @chubbypanda3398 Год назад

      Iam sorry to ask but what happened in your childhood and how didi you heal it ,iam trying to heal rn and if you could give me some insights it would be nice .much love to you 🤎

    • @user-sk3ov2vn2o
      @user-sk3ov2vn2o 10 месяцев назад

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