I started with a pattern of people taking my money. At age 6 for my birthday I got some money & my father took it to gamble. I didn't care cause it meant nothing to me anyway, I was taken care of at that age & didn't need money. My mother was very upset. Then about age 20 someone took hundreds of dollars from me & then in my 30s soemone took thousands. I was then in debt & needed to borrow & it has snowballed. Now I don't have a job & I take money from someone to pay my bills. I want to break this pattern. I understand I create my life so I have said I forgive everyone but I can't forgive myself. I want to work at home on the phone but haven't got that job yet. Thank you.
Meu maior bloco de dinheiro eu penso que deve ser uma casa, o segundo bloco de dinheiro e o carro.O terceiro imagino que seja viagem. O quarto deve ser tratamentos. O quinto deve ser ajudar família. O sexto ajudar alguma instituição se já não ajudo.O sétimo juntar dinheiro
I started with a pattern of people taking my money. At age 6 for my birthday I got some money & my father took it to gamble. I didn't care cause it meant nothing to me anyway, I was taken care of at that age & didn't need money. My mother was very upset. Then about age 20 someone took hundreds of dollars from me & then in my 30s soemone took thousands. I was then in debt & needed to borrow & it has snowballed. Now I don't have a job & I take money from someone to pay my bills. I want to break this pattern. I understand I create my life so I have said I forgive everyone but I can't forgive myself. I want to work at home on the phone but haven't got that job yet. Thank you.
Equating money with stress. Or lack of money. When you think of money, you get stressed.
when people close to me, tell me I can't do something or they laugh at my ideas, I start doubting myself.
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Meu maior bloco de dinheiro eu penso que deve ser uma casa, o segundo bloco de dinheiro e o carro.O terceiro imagino que seja viagem. O quarto deve ser tratamentos. O quinto deve ser ajudar família. O sexto ajudar alguma instituição se já não ajudo.O sétimo juntar dinheiro