I know and sorry if it was super annoying! I did try to scrub it out as best as I could but after 3 hours of filming, I couldn't waste the audio and reading material. I figured out it was an external wire so it won't be there in future, that's for sure 😪
@@sc-8921 yes, this has been going on for 6 months for me. I know some people are in this for years! I can't do it....need to let go and move on. You reach a breaking point. Not sure what your story is but we both obviously need to see our situations through a new lense. I cried to spirit yesterday to show me the right way and give me new perspective. I'm hopeful that all will fall into alignment whether I get with my person of interest or not. Goodluck to you as well.
Pile 3, Was just asking myself this question seriously this weekend lol I’m in a situation with Cancer, and as much as I love him it’s starting to emotionally drive me crazy and question myself at every turn. Logically I have a million reasons to let go and move on and focus on more pressing matters in my life but there’s some part of my intuition that’s holding me back. I’m glad for the clarity spirit has brought, I will hold on a little longer and give it one more chance, but I have put in all the effort I can and will let the universe help me reap what I’ve sown. I will move forward past this tough cycle with my own energy and hope he keeps up :)) Thank you!! ❤️❤️
I really relate. My situation is with a cancer too. And I really want to let go but I can’t. We have a very strong intuitive connection. When we were connected I would wake up out of deep sleep every time he needed me even if my phone was on silent. Good luck on your journey ✨💐
@@TheStilinski24 !!! That’s exactly me haha I always took that to mean something. Wishing you luck as well :)) Hope all this good energy will bring us what we want
@@hehe-dl3pr this is my situation ,i know i should let him go but there is a part of me holding me and saying me to be patient a bit more and see whats gonna happen in the future
I’m watching this because I’m not sure what to let go of... I’ve always let love go, and it’s always felt like it has left me out to dry. I give up on the man I can never have- so I think I’m manifesting living a short life without anyone. It’s not too sad anymore. I’m grateful I’ll have time for cats and dogs. But thank you I’m watching the entire video!!
dont be so pessimistic, sometimes we attract unavailable people because ourselves arent available too. Look at your energy, you attract what you are. And i love cats too but dont get bitter :)
I initially was attracted to Pile 2 but picked Pile 3 because that colour represented most of the major occasions I've had. When I didn't feel any resonance with Pile 3, I went to Pile 2 and lo and behold, "August Separation" almost caused me to burst in tears. My ex and I broke up August 2019, we had a very bad breakup. Your readings always feel so accurate, it's incredible and what I need at this time in my life. Thank you so much.
Pile 3: I’m an aquarius and yesterday just found out my best friend of 3 years had sex with my ex. The one person I loved deeply, the person I went through hell and back with. I would talk to her about everything that I went through with him and the whole time she kept it a secret from me. One time someone had texted me from a random number that she did do that to me but why would I believe a random number over my boyfriend and best friend at the time. I already have accepted and let go I just asked spirit to guide me to a video and even after skipping this video they guided me back to it so I thought there must have been another message I need to hear in here.
Girl don't let ur crown 👑 down. U r queen of ur own kingdom. Don't allow anyone to lower ur standards. God's blessings and abundance will be filled in ur life. ❤️❤️❤️
@@sarakheirdoust thank you 🤍 and I’m sorry as well. It gets better. you move on and realize as much as it sucked, you’re onto better and happier things :)
pile 1: I've actually been thinking about dropping a group of friends because of something that occurred. It pretty much made me wonder why I associated with such a group. Well!
I know and sorry if it was super annoying! I did try to scrub it out as best as I could but after 3 hours of filming, I couldn't waste the audio and reading material. I figured out it was an external wire so it won't be there in future, that's for sure 😪
Spot on. I'm cancer he's Virgo. Group 3. I've walked away cos I can't deal with the dishonesty and immaturity. I did 3 readings before this. From who's trying to connect with you and messages from loved ones. Same astrological signs and the same person coming up in each one. I'm shook 🤢 thank you for your insightful and healing readings 🖤
Pile 3. Family issue. Physical and emotional abuse as a kid. Ignored and disrespected as a youn adult. And now, I ask my mom and sister for a little bit of money so I can buy a house for me and my little family. Cold shoulder and empty promises. At this point, I don't know what to think and what to feel. I've always tried my best, studied hard, workd hard, shadow work, what else are you asking of me, Universe? When will things be in favor for me? And what legacy my mom and dad gave me is pains and heart ache. I'm not even angry anymore. I just want to build a better life for my kids in the future.
#3 Thank you❤ The truth is I love her with all of my heart. But I can't be with her. We're the true example of meeting the right person in the wrong time and place.. We met at college and we were in the same social circle. I had a huge crush on her since the moment my eyes met hers but we fell apart and I never got the chance to confess. Years later we found each other and this time she also was interested in having a relationship with me. So we got together and it's been almost 2 beautiful years. But I have to study abroad and I know LD relationships can be very hard. And since I can't be sure if I'll be able to go back.. I can't make her wait for me. I know she has tons of qualified people to be with.. and it just feels selfish to ask her to wait. I feel like I am dying. Cause it's the second time that I'm losing her.. and this world is not fair AT ALL. It's not fair that I have to break her heart and trust after all those things that I said and those sweet promises. It's not fair that I have to leave her alone that I have to leave our dreams behind.. It is not fucking fair.. And yet I don't know if I have to let go or I can still hold on to her a lil' bit longer.. I don't know why I said all these things here.. but I needed to tell someone. I can't talk to anyone about this and it's literally eating me alive..
Hi, I just don't think you can ever completely let go. It's not fair to make expectations of yourself that break your own heart. Maybe you can't be together right now. Maybe you don't know what will be tomorrow, but, do we ever know what tomorrow will bring? It brings some sort of solace (for me) to think I am holding space for someone, and they are also for me regardless of the situation being a long wait. Love is love, and if it's special and rare, then maybe it will stand the test of time. You don't have to completely let go, at least that's what I believe, hope this helps.
@Kimberly A Thank you so much for your care and wise words:") you're right❤ I will do my best to use my opportunities and I hope some day we will meet again..
@@elanabethfariss117 You're right I don't think I'll be able to completely let go. I hope this situation will be over soon. Thanks for caring❤ your comment really made me feel better❤
This could go down 2 ways 1. It's a yes but I'll still doubt it and neglect it 2. It's a no and she won't leave my mind Either way I'm still going to watch it
Pile 3) sorry Spirit but I let him go. Right person, wrong time and he did that. Haha He created those roadblocks on purpose. I know I should go with the flow but I'm just doing me. If he ever comes around, he does. For now, I let it all go.
I'm in the same place. I'm releasing what we had because thinking of and being sad about him kept me from my own growth and stability. Don't forget that you intuitively know your path, so trust your gut. Sending you so much love rn
2. It was very painful to me hearing this. I am crying a little bit, my eye is in pain (really, i must take a med). I must let go like u said. But... it's so hard. It's so hard to understand. Sometimes I feel like I am a ghost living not my life, because I feel unstable. I am scared of being alone (i am single still) but I don't mind that. I am scared that my life's going too change. I am living in my head. I have many obssesions etc. Fantasize a lot etc. Living like just living makes me sad. I don't think that my lovely people want me to be sad. Four of them is dead. I need support. A lot of that. I love them. But they must decide, if they truly love me, Yes? It's so hard. I am 23 and... it makes me should go. Let go. And let it be. But... it's so fucking sad. I am fantasize a lot. I must make myself and my life again. I am scared of materialize my thoughts etc. But thanks. I feel a lot of sadness. But Yes. Think... thanks. 😁
I had a strange experience with a white psychic lady and she muted me and then proceeded to think I was the eye that has evil.. I wasn’t sure why. Thank you for being so sweet and such a great terrific and amazing reader. Your voice brings me so much peace ✌🏼 Sending so much love- can’t wait to watch this! I’m glad you’re a Real tarot reader not of the scammer evil kind. Bless you 🌝
Group 2, I’m an Aries his initials came out M and T. Funny to see that me distracting myself with work came out. But I was thinking long and hard about ending stuff. Funny how I told myself I need a sign to confirm this today and here we are. Glad it was a yes, I have wasted so much energy and time on him. I needed to focus on myself.
I really loved that first Group 3 "No". I had just meditated before this and done the very processing and grieving and communicating past things in a "it's like this. No big deal, yet it's like this now. I'm like this now. I want this for my future". And getting serious about my insistence on this being my way, my need-want in life, my choice in how I want to see energy invested in future when spirit, my team, it all moves into creation. A show of honest free will in form of a soul wish. You sure hit home with the confirmation of something I long know. I'm aware of my strengths. But in times like these, support and confirmation are like a treat up uphold direction and aim amidst chaos and the mystery of "in process" motions. Like a cozy bench on the way, with a steaming cup of tea on it. When you spoke cozy home, you got me so immersed. So many things where helpful in this! Thank you so much.
I had a bad mental breakdown after hearing my reading. Pile 1 here, from the Citrine a stone associated with his sign which is Leo, the initials, the tarot and messages from spirit. Everything you said is what my friends have been telling me for years but it’s not easy to just.. “Let go” of a relationship, friendship, connected bond that you’ve put majority of your energy into and has been putting energy into for 5 and a half years now, since freshman year of high school, I’m 22 now like it’s so much
G2: super accurate. + I’m a Taurus (Sagittarius rising!) , he’s an Aries! I took action to cut him off officially from my thoughts especially. I’m really glad the answer was a strong yes :)!
Group 2: i can't ever let go I've been trying for 4 years There's something special between us and i need clarity Who is he to me Is it a past life connection? I feel something so deep
Remember love, this reading may not resonate with you. If you feel the strong connection with him and can't let him go, then don't. You cannot force yourself to do something that you don't want/ are not ready for. I'm here for you if you ever wanna talk! Trust yourself ❤ you got this 💪
@@ningoleimakonsam453 I'm not aware of yalls situation so it's really hard to tell. Also, I don't have a right to tell you what to do with your life. What is your gut telling you to do?
anyone else see mkto in pile 2 😂 i was drawn to piles 2 and 3 and i feel like the energy is more onto 'yes' (let go). pile 2 is generally 'let go' because there are better things after and pile 3 is 'don't completely let go' but focus on yourself. while one is to let go and one isn't to let go, the message is rather clear, they are telling me not to be stuck and dwell on the situation and to move on doing what i need to first and whether it will be a solid yes or no in the future will be determined after.
Pile 3: I have a Virgo moon in the 4H & I have a 12H stellium and the person I am asking about has a 4H stellium. In this situation he is the Piscean energy (He has his moon & mars in Pisces in the 8H). I have been feeling so stuck within this connection. Lots of aspects within our synastry chart says that it would hard to leave even if the both of us tried. This morning I told him how I felt and how I wanted to end this friendship. He is just so stuck in his immature ways of communicating and how he expresses his emotions. I feel like I am the only one who is doing any work within this friendship. I understand that I cannot see every aspect of his life but it just feels like he doesn't care to be stuck. I don't want to be stuck with him. I feel like I'm decades older than him emotionally & mentally even though we are the same age. He will continue on this path of going through extreme heartbreak and pain because that is the only way he will wake up. He and I are the same but at different spectrums. We both have North Node in Taurus so to get out of South Node Scorpio, we need to be hurt and have everything taken away in order to realize that we need to change our ways. I love him a lot but it hurts. It hurts for him to only be in my life when there is something wrong in his. He is always with other people and barely even speaks to me. He isn't a reliable person and I don't want that for myself no longer. I want friends who I can rely on and who will actually speak to me on a daily basis. I am not lowering my expectations because he is considered my soulmate. He still has a lot of growing to do and I think I will leave him to that. I have no ill feelings towards him, he just cannot give me what I want and I refuse to be a therapist whenever there is something wrong in his life. I will always love him and when he is ready & has finally matured and healed, then I will accept him back into my life.
Group 3 here. I am a virgo and honestly it's like everything I've been hearing and the signs I've been seeing have all just amounted to a crescendo in this reading. It's everything I've wanted to hear and it's almost hard for me to believe but when it's this obvious I can't ignore it. Quite literally the world is on my side with this one lol 😂. It gave me that extra push that I really needed.
Pile 3. Very true. I love the way you explain everything. I have planets placements in all the signs you mention except Leo and Aries. Your reading is very hopeful and at the same time making a lot of sense
Listen pile 2 is so accurate, dealing with an Aries/Taurus cusp who has a twin and I’ve been putting so much energy into work. I am a scorpio ♏️ with a lot of Capricorn in my chart. Thank you for your reading and sharing your gifts. This is amazing 😊
Ahhhhhh #3.... I'm VERY serious about my TF journey, I'm very grounded and my mission work has far exceeded my expectations.... it is my sweet confused DM, she is not taking her life seriously! the toxic environment she is 'stuck' in, is not taken seriously as to the damage it is causing her. It's very disheartening, because there is nothing I can do in the 3D (she is still running) and staying in very toxic self-imposed 'ego' and wanting validation from everyone (but apparently, not from me) I do not have any anger, resentment or hurriedness.... for my DM, because it not issues between us.... it's the issues she has with herself. I have given the situation to the Divine, pray for angels protection (from all the toxic people in her life & a very abusive karmic narcissist) and let my unconditional Love, patience & faith... help guide me through this journey. Much Love & Peace, mark (*)
June has been hard for me. I am a Leo. 3 friends abandoned me in 3 weeks. None of this has been my fault. We promised we would be together forever as sisters.... Guess not. I am in group 1. There's something coming and I don't know what yet. I wish I know who or what is coming into my life though... I am hurting but I hope this will pass quicker than expected. I pray my heart will heal and this trauma will pass. I have no choice but to let go.
Here I am thinking intensely about what to do about my friend and then I get the notification for this video. I chose pile 1 and it applied 100%. I truly have to thank you! I’ve been so lost and confused because it is a tough situation, but I know the truth will set me free. You’re a beautiful human, thank you!
I thought I was going to pick blue topaz for sure because I like the color, but your guided meditation changed my mind. Suddenly I knew I wanted the citrine. That just blew my mind a little!
You were the one who said I should let go of this two-faced Gemini. If I am correct you also said that he would talk SMACK behind my back... Well, he's started. You warned me, and I listened. Thank you for the head's up!
Pile 1...you are truly amazing! 🤯 I am a Leo. I work for a corporation that starts with....W. I was recently injured at work. Been with the company for 4 years. Worked my way up to hourly assistant manager. After I finally reported my injury(I usually heal fast so I waited to report the incident)I have been treated VERY different. I used to be one of the favorites. My gut was telling me they want to get rid of me...I was called into the office and told that I could step down or go on LOA. I chose LOA so I could have time to heal but next thing, I know...they are having me come right back to work and on light duty. No time to heal. I am concerned that I may never be able to do all the heavy lifting that I used to do. I feel strongly in my spirit that I need to leave but I cannot afford to do so. Being in such a toxic environment for as long as I have been is most certainly taking it's toll on my mental health. Hoping the universe has a plan for me that has a positive outcome for myself and my family 🙏
Sooooooo........ Pile 3. This guy... You're right though I already know the circumstances of this situation. I'm just afraid to be hurt by him again. But I can also feel his energy clearly that he's afraid I'll reject him. We're both afraid of the outcome. You did help me get a clearer grasp of what needs to be done, but still I am afraid of him hurting me again, but I do feel he wants to be sincere this time. Thank you for the reading 💜💙
Thank you so much for this. I chose pile 2 and it’s on point. Been weighing up whether to leave a job and was using the weekend to think about whether to hand in my notice next week. This video came in like divine timing lol You confirmed what I’ve been feeling which is I need to do leave, as you’re right have been considering the thoughts and opinions of others over myself when it came to this job. It was also connected to love too and it feels like I’m going back to a love situation but possibly not if it is the same as it previously was. It depends on how they approach things and whether like you said “they’re coming from a high vibrational place” Thank you for being the confirmation and the “you need to hear this” 🙂 you’re readings are always on point 👌🏾❤️
You have such gentle, kind eyes and an amazing voice! You look so different to how I pictured you after only hearing your voice on previous videos. Your readings are always scary accurate to what's going on for me, thanks for the messages 🌻
omg! i chose group 1, since citrine is my birthstone. then you pulled the letters S and T, which are our initials... so now it‘s clear to me, that i should finally let go if him. thank you!
When it happens I am hoping I have the strength to trust and let the universe take over and to try and not get stuck on all the wrongs of the past ❤ which is what I’ve done to alleviate my anxiety.
Full craziness! Wow... about my work situation... tied to my current financial circumstances... this was amazingly helpful. ... Shonnetta's on live right now! Merci! Thank you! Much love, the High Priestess Oracle
Group 3: I knew this was my pile when you couldn't stop apologizing for everything 🤭 my person and I are like that. It is very noticeable but find it sweet ❤
2. That was a confirmtion. Yes. I put a lot of effort in this connection. He is still wishy-washy. I am tired. Also asked about a job. I have to do what I want not what others expect from me. Thank you
Pile 3: It's a girl who keeps distancing from me because she has a crush on me, and I'm too scared to talk to her, nonetheless tell her I used to love her. It feels like there's a wall.
I'm hoping that this message is not about a person. I want to let go of the pain of the past. The awful memories. The anger but it's hard. I feel like that's the only way to protect myself. To keep reminding what others are capable of, that way it if ever happens again I'm not caught off guard.
Omg thank you thank you thank you. My initials are MF. I’m an Aries. He’s a Capricorn. I have been energetically holding on (I set boundaries and did not chase him after he ghosted me. But energetically I’ve been waiting for him.) No communication since 12/24/21. A year and a half to the day. I know this connection is a deep soul mate but I cannot keep holding it in my energetic body. A couple of days ago I posted something on FB and tagged him and 40+ other people offering free counseling (I’m a therapist) for our hometown and he didn’t even like it. Nothing from him. I’ve been giving and giving and giving to him and he has taken no action toward me whatsoever. Even though every reading I get is telling me there’s a lot going on in the 5D-and I know that’s true. We have an insane telepathic connection. But I’m tired. I’m worn out. I deserve something better. So I just did the thing that I have been afraid to do for months and months. I unfriended him on FB. It’s our only form of contact. Liking each other’s posts on occasion. I’m so heartbroken rn. But I know it’s the right thing to do. For me. Thank you so much for sharing your gift and for delivering the message I needed to hear. Love you
Pile 1: His initials popped up and I already let go. So I guess watching this was a confirmation. A lot of time and energy from myself went into this friendship over the span of a few years. It was very one sided, especially after this last year, and I’m very much done going back and forth. Their birthday is December, we had a fling in January, and I saw them a year before we actually started speaking again in October of 2018. We started speaking again November of 2019. Wow. I got personal there. I’m loving this person from afar, still choosing to love them unconditionally without their presence in my life being unconditional.
Just a technical feedback, your new mic is ringing in a super high pitch.
I thought this was me lol 😂
I know and sorry if it was super annoying! I did try to scrub it out as best as I could but after 3 hours of filming, I couldn't waste the audio and reading material. I figured out it was an external wire so it won't be there in future, that's for sure 😪
@@TheHermitTarot1 oh, ok! Just wanted to make sure you were aware but it’s ok! We’re here for you, and your message! 😘
@@TheHermitTarot1 its not annoying
I had hard time listening, the high pitch was annoying. I hope you can solve the sound problem. best
Me; never had a boyfriend
Never been in love
Also me: so I shouldn't let go of Leonardo DiCaprio
Lmao! Nice to find someone else that sees him the same way I have since I was way younger! 🤣🙌🏼 😻high five! 🤚🏼
No, keep trying, there may be a chance 😂
I was just lying in bed.. crying cuz I feel like I have to let go..
And there you are.. how is that possible:"
Same
I got pile 1 it’s awful :( pleased I only cried twice. If I cried any other time I was drunk can’t remember so it doesn’t count xD xx
It’s just annoying how you can be tangled up in some shit for so long with zero reward
Im hoping that we can heal soon bc if you’re anything like me, it’s just been a process that has taken too long
@@sc-8921 yes, this has been going on for 6 months for me. I know some people are in this for years! I can't do it....need to let go and move on. You reach a breaking point.
Not sure what your story is but we both obviously need to see our situations through a new lense. I cried to spirit yesterday to show me the right way and give me new perspective. I'm hopeful that all will fall into alignment whether I get with my person of interest or not. Goodluck to you as well.
3 Okay. Taking this very seriously by focusing on healing and overcoming unhealthy patterns while open to this coming energy. Blessed be.
Pile 3, Was just asking myself this question seriously this weekend lol I’m in a situation with Cancer, and as much as I love him it’s starting to emotionally drive me crazy and question myself at every turn. Logically I have a million reasons to let go and move on and focus on more pressing matters in my life but there’s some part of my intuition that’s holding me back. I’m glad for the clarity spirit has brought, I will hold on a little longer and give it one more chance, but I have put in all the effort I can and will let the universe help me reap what I’ve sown. I will move forward past this tough cycle with my own energy and hope he keeps up :)) Thank you!! ❤️❤️
I would too ❤️
I really relate. My situation is with a cancer too. And I really want to let go but I can’t. We have a very strong intuitive connection. When we were connected I would wake up out of deep sleep every time he needed me even if my phone was on silent. Good luck on your journey ✨💐
@@TheStilinski24 !!! That’s exactly me haha I always took that to mean something. Wishing you luck as well :)) Hope all this good energy will bring us what we want
@@hehe-dl3pr this is my situation ,i know i should let him go but there is a part of me holding me and saying me to be patient a bit more and see whats gonna happen in the future
I just decided to let go an hour ago and burnt everything and you post this.. this is truly a sign😊
I’m watching this because I’m not sure what to let go of... I’ve always let love go, and it’s always felt like it has left me out to dry. I give up on the man I can never have- so I think I’m manifesting living a short life without anyone. It’s not too sad anymore. I’m grateful I’ll have time for cats and dogs. But thank you I’m watching the entire video!!
dont be so pessimistic, sometimes we attract unavailable people because ourselves arent available too. Look at your energy, you attract what you are. And i love cats too but dont get bitter :)
Pile 2. I'm Aries, with an 11th house stellium, initials are KW, they're Leo. No contact. They don't care. I don't know why I'm watching.
Oooh Im a gemini aries I think and theyre a Leo with somewhat cancer tendencies and this hit lol
@@alexb4522 I'm Gemini Rising!
Group 2: I have never had so many confirmations in the tissue box before! This reading was incredibly specific and felt like a personal! Thank you🙏🏻❤️
Group 1: I have been contemplating this for way too long but I’ve always known the answer. Thank you so much for this ♥️
I initially was attracted to Pile 2 but picked Pile 3 because that colour represented most of the major occasions I've had. When I didn't feel any resonance with Pile 3, I went to Pile 2 and lo and behold, "August Separation" almost caused me to burst in tears. My ex and I broke up August 2019, we had a very bad breakup. Your readings always feel so accurate, it's incredible and what I need at this time in my life. Thank you so much.
Pile 3: I’m an aquarius and yesterday just found out my best friend of 3 years had sex with my ex. The one person I loved deeply, the person I went through hell and back with. I would talk to her about everything that I went through with him and the whole time she kept it a secret from me. One time someone had texted me from a random number that she did do that to me but why would I believe a random number over my boyfriend and best friend at the time. I already have accepted and let go I just asked spirit to guide me to a video and even after skipping this video they guided me back to it so I thought there must have been another message I need to hear in here.
Girl don't let ur crown 👑 down. U r queen of ur own kingdom. Don't allow anyone to lower ur standards. God's blessings and abundance will be filled in ur life. ❤️❤️❤️
@@sanghamitrapaul8395 thank you love💗
You are too beautiful to be stressed about those low action individuals. Cut them both off and protect your energy .
I’m so sorry to hear that 🥺 Same situation.
@@sarakheirdoust thank you 🤍 and I’m sorry as well. It gets better. you move on and realize as much as it sucked, you’re onto better and happier things :)
pile 1: I've actually been thinking about dropping a group of friends because of something that occurred. It pretty much made me wonder why I associated with such a group. Well!
Pile 3- I dont know if anyone else can hear it but, There’s a loud ringing in the background. It might be the mic. ☺️
Yes, I can hear it too.
I tried pile 2. The ringing was too torturous to get through 😭
I know and sorry if it was super annoying! I did try to scrub it out as best as I could but after 3 hours of filming, I couldn't waste the audio and reading material. I figured out it was an external wire so it won't be there in future, that's for sure 😪
@@TheHermitTarot1 no worries! I just wasn’t sure if you knew. 🥰
Pile 2: I really don’t want to let go because I love him but if spirit says I should then I will, it’ll come. Time for me to heal❤️🩹
Spot on. I'm cancer he's Virgo. Group 3. I've walked away cos I can't deal with the dishonesty and immaturity. I did 3 readings before this. From who's trying to connect with you and messages from loved ones. Same astrological signs and the same person coming up in each one. I'm shook 🤢 thank you for your insightful and healing readings 🖤
Pile 3. Family issue. Physical and emotional abuse as a kid. Ignored and disrespected as a youn adult. And now, I ask my mom and sister for a little bit of money so I can buy a house for me and my little family. Cold shoulder and empty promises. At this point, I don't know what to think and what to feel. I've always tried my best, studied hard, workd hard, shadow work, what else are you asking of me, Universe? When will things be in favor for me?
And what legacy my mom and dad gave me is pains and heart ache. I'm not even angry anymore. I just want to build a better life for my kids in the future.
Before I clicked on…… I’ve let him go…. Pretty much pulled my energy. I really wish I hadn’t met such a manipulative entity.
Group 2. I am letting go. I have a new opportunity waiting for me. Thank you for clarifying.
Love,
Tanya
#3 Thank you❤
The truth is I love her with all of my heart. But I can't be with her. We're the true example of meeting the right person in the wrong time and place..
We met at college and we were in the same social circle. I had a huge crush on her since the moment my eyes met hers but we fell apart and I never got the chance to confess. Years later we found each other and this time she also was interested in having a relationship with me. So we got together and it's been almost 2 beautiful years. But I have to study abroad and I know LD relationships can be very hard. And since I can't be sure if I'll be able to go back.. I can't make her wait for me.
I know she has tons of qualified people to be with.. and it just feels selfish to ask her to wait.
I feel like I am dying. Cause it's the second time that I'm losing her.. and this world is not fair AT ALL. It's not fair that I have to break her heart and trust after all those things that I said and those sweet promises. It's not fair that I have to leave her alone that I have to leave our dreams behind.. It is not fucking fair..
And yet I don't know if I have to let go or I can still hold on to her a lil' bit longer..
I don't know why I said all these things here.. but I needed to tell someone. I can't talk to anyone about this and it's literally eating me alive..
Hi, I just don't think you can ever completely let go. It's not fair to make expectations of yourself that break your own heart. Maybe you can't be together right now. Maybe you don't know what will be tomorrow, but, do we ever know what tomorrow will bring? It brings some sort of solace (for me) to think I am holding space for someone, and they are also for me regardless of the situation being a long wait. Love is love, and if it's special and rare, then maybe it will stand the test of time. You don't have to completely let go, at least that's what I believe, hope this helps.
@Kimberly A Thank you so much for your care and wise words:") you're right❤ I will do my best to use my opportunities and I hope some day we will meet again..
True love has a habit of coming back. 😊 don't worry just trust🤗
@@elanabethfariss117 You're right I don't think I'll be able to completely let go. I hope this situation will be over soon.
Thanks for caring❤ your comment really made me feel better❤
@@RAJESHKUMAR-nb2wf :") I hope so. Thanks for caring❤❤❤
This could go down 2 ways
1. It's a yes but I'll still doubt it and neglect it
2. It's a no and she won't leave my mind
Either way I'm still going to watch it
….it’s like you can read our minds! You know exactly what video I need and when I need it!
Pile 3) sorry Spirit but I let him go. Right person, wrong time and he did that. Haha He created those roadblocks on purpose. I know I should go with the flow but I'm just doing me. If he ever comes around, he does. For now, I let it all go.
Same outcome for me, agree wholeheartedly. Sending you love and healing 🖤
Amen
Good for you, love 💕
💚👊🏽🙏💜
I'm in the same place. I'm releasing what we had because thinking of and being sad about him kept me from my own growth and stability. Don't forget that you intuitively know your path, so trust your gut. Sending you so much love rn
2. It was very painful to me hearing this. I am crying a little bit, my eye is in pain (really, i must take a med). I must let go like u said. But... it's so hard. It's so hard to understand. Sometimes I feel like I am a ghost living not my life, because I feel unstable. I am scared of being alone (i am single still) but I don't mind that. I am scared that my life's going too change. I am living in my head. I have many obssesions etc. Fantasize a lot etc. Living like just living makes me sad. I don't think that my lovely people want me to be sad. Four of them is dead. I need support. A lot of that. I love them. But they must decide, if they truly love me, Yes? It's so hard. I am 23 and... it makes me should go. Let go. And let it be. But... it's so fucking sad. I am fantasize a lot. I must make myself and my life again. I am scared of materialize my thoughts etc. But thanks. I feel a lot of sadness. But Yes. Think... thanks. 😁
Sending you love my dear
@@1monarara thanks
I'm scared too but we can do this 🤝🏻
@@anaaadrienny yaas
Pile 1: it’s so great to hear the truth about this connection. And thank you for the guidance in the extended, much needed. 🙏
I had a strange experience with a white psychic lady and she muted me and then proceeded to think I was the eye that has evil.. I wasn’t sure why. Thank you for being so sweet and such a great terrific and amazing reader. Your voice brings me so much peace ✌🏼 Sending so much love- can’t wait to watch this! I’m glad you’re a Real tarot reader not of the scammer evil kind. Bless you 🌝
Oh my dayssss I'm so sorry you had that experience! Happy to be helpful towards your journey and thank you so much for sharing your kind words 💖
Group 2, I’m an Aries his initials came out M and T. Funny to see that me distracting myself with work came out. But I was thinking long and hard about ending stuff. Funny how I told myself I need a sign to confirm this today and here we are. Glad it was a yes, I have wasted so much energy and time on him. I needed to focus on myself.
I really loved that first Group 3 "No". I had just meditated before this and done the very processing and grieving and communicating past things in a "it's like this. No big deal, yet it's like this now. I'm like this now. I want this for my future". And getting serious about my insistence on this being my way, my need-want in life, my choice in how I want to see energy invested in future when spirit, my team, it all moves into creation. A show of honest free will in form of a soul wish.
You sure hit home with the confirmation of something I long know. I'm aware of my strengths. But in times like these, support and confirmation are like a treat up uphold direction and aim amidst chaos and the mystery of "in process" motions. Like a cozy bench on the way, with a steaming cup of tea on it.
When you spoke cozy home, you got me so immersed. So many things where helpful in this! Thank you so much.
I had a bad mental breakdown after hearing my reading.
Pile 1 here, from the Citrine a stone associated with his sign which is Leo, the initials, the tarot and messages from spirit. Everything you said is what my friends have been telling me for years but it’s not easy to just.. “Let go” of a relationship, friendship, connected bond that you’ve put majority of your energy into and has been putting energy into for 5 and a half years now, since freshman year of high school, I’m 22 now like it’s so much
G2: super accurate. + I’m a Taurus (Sagittarius rising!) , he’s an Aries! I took action to cut him off officially from my thoughts especially. I’m really glad the answer was a strong yes :)!
Pile 2: I'm a sagittarius conflicted about an aries. I have always been running back to their side but I think this time will be different
Group 2: i can't ever let go I've been trying for 4 years
There's something special between us and i need clarity
Who is he to me
Is it a past life connection?
I feel something so deep
Remember love, this reading may not resonate with you. If you feel the strong connection with him and can't let him go, then don't. You cannot force yourself to do something that you don't want/ are not ready for. I'm here for you if you ever wanna talk! Trust yourself ❤ you got this 💪
@@ningoleimakonsam453 I'm not aware of yalls situation so it's really hard to tell. Also, I don't have a right to tell you what to do with your life. What is your gut telling you to do?
anyone else see mkto in pile 2 😂 i was drawn to piles 2 and 3 and i feel like the energy is more onto 'yes' (let go).
pile 2 is generally 'let go' because there are better things after and pile 3 is 'don't completely let go' but focus on yourself.
while one is to let go and one isn't to let go, the message is rather clear, they are telling me not to be stuck and dwell on the situation and to move on doing what i need to first and whether it will be a solid yes or no in the future will be determined after.
Pile 3: I have a Virgo moon in the 4H & I have a 12H stellium and the person I am asking about has a 4H stellium. In this situation he is the Piscean energy (He has his moon & mars in Pisces in the 8H). I have been feeling so stuck within this connection. Lots of aspects within our synastry chart says that it would hard to leave even if the both of us tried. This morning I told him how I felt and how I wanted to end this friendship. He is just so stuck in his immature ways of communicating and how he expresses his emotions. I feel like I am the only one who is doing any work within this friendship. I understand that I cannot see every aspect of his life but it just feels like he doesn't care to be stuck. I don't want to be stuck with him. I feel like I'm decades older than him emotionally & mentally even though we are the same age. He will continue on this path of going through extreme heartbreak and pain because that is the only way he will wake up. He and I are the same but at different spectrums. We both have North Node in Taurus so to get out of South Node Scorpio, we need to be hurt and have everything taken away in order to realize that we need to change our ways. I love him a lot but it hurts. It hurts for him to only be in my life when there is something wrong in his. He is always with other people and barely even speaks to me. He isn't a reliable person and I don't want that for myself no longer. I want friends who I can rely on and who will actually speak to me on a daily basis. I am not lowering my expectations because he is considered my soulmate. He still has a lot of growing to do and I think I will leave him to that. I have no ill feelings towards him, he just cannot give me what I want and I refuse to be a therapist whenever there is something wrong in his life. I will always love him and when he is ready & has finally matured and healed, then I will accept him back into my life.
Group 3 here. I am a virgo and honestly it's like everything I've been hearing and the signs I've been seeing have all just amounted to a crescendo in this reading. It's everything I've wanted to hear and it's almost hard for me to believe but when it's this obvious I can't ignore it. Quite literally the world is on my side with this one lol 😂. It gave me that extra push that I really needed.
This is the first time I’ve ever actually seen your face in a video, you are so beautiful!! 😄💕
I'll be damned. Exactly what I needed.
Same ♥️
Pile 3. Very true. I love the way you explain everything. I have planets placements in all the signs you mention except Leo and Aries. Your reading is very hopeful and at the same time making a lot of sense
Pile 2. This resonated for a work situation, with a person involved too :) thank you! ♥
Listen pile 2 is so accurate, dealing with an Aries/Taurus cusp who has a twin and I’ve been putting so much energy into work. I am a scorpio ♏️ with a lot of Capricorn in my chart. Thank you for your reading and sharing your gifts. This is amazing 😊
Amazing read! I chose #2. Very accurate. I have ascended and this was exactly what I was looking for. Thank you. Blessed be!
Ahhhhhh #3.... I'm VERY serious about my TF journey, I'm very grounded and my mission work has far exceeded my expectations.... it is my sweet confused DM, she is not taking her life seriously! the toxic environment she is 'stuck' in, is not taken seriously as to the damage it is causing her. It's very disheartening, because there is nothing I can do in the 3D (she is still running) and staying in very toxic self-imposed 'ego' and wanting validation from everyone (but apparently, not from me) I do not have any anger, resentment or hurriedness.... for my DM, because it not issues between us.... it's the issues she has with herself. I have given the situation to the Divine, pray for angels protection (from all the toxic people in her life & a very abusive karmic narcissist) and let my unconditional Love, patience & faith... help guide me through this journey. Much Love & Peace, mark (*)
June has been hard for me. I am a Leo. 3 friends abandoned me in 3 weeks. None of this has been my fault. We promised we would be together forever as sisters.... Guess not. I am in group 1. There's something coming and I don't know what yet. I wish I know who or what is coming into my life though...
I am hurting but I hope this will pass quicker than expected. I pray my heart will heal and this trauma will pass. I have no choice but to let go.
Here I am thinking intensely about what to do about my friend and then I get the notification for this video. I chose pile 1 and it applied 100%. I truly have to thank you! I’ve been so lost and confused because it is a tough situation, but I know the truth will set me free. You’re a beautiful human, thank you!
Early today. Man am I ever struggling to live these days. I choose group 2 please. Thank you 😊
I thought I was going to pick blue topaz for sure because I like the color, but your guided meditation changed my mind. Suddenly I knew I wanted the citrine. That just blew my mind a little!
Please do more meditations because it helped me so much to pick out my group!
Definitely! I enjoy doing them so there will be more 🙌🏽☺
@@TheHermitTarot1
Pile 2: I’m the Sagittarius with Cappi in Venus, loving a Taurus and an Aries is giving me a hard time.
Same here! I'm the sag and she's a taurus!
You were the one who said I should let go of this two-faced Gemini. If I am correct you also said that he would talk SMACK behind my back... Well, he's started. You warned me, and I listened. Thank you for the head's up!
Pile 1...you are truly amazing! 🤯 I am a Leo. I work for a corporation that starts with....W.
I was recently injured at work. Been with the company for 4 years. Worked my way up to hourly assistant manager. After I finally reported my injury(I usually heal fast so I waited to report the incident)I have been treated VERY different. I used to be one of the favorites. My gut was telling me they want to get rid of me...I was called into the office and told that I could step down or go on LOA. I chose LOA so I could have time to heal but next thing, I know...they are having me come right back to work and on light duty. No time to heal. I am concerned that I may never be able to do all the heavy lifting that I used to do. I feel strongly in my spirit that I need to leave but I cannot afford to do so. Being in such a toxic environment for as long as I have been is most certainly taking it's toll on my mental health. Hoping the universe has a plan for me that has a positive outcome for myself and my family 🙏
14:27 "Excuse me sir please don't scratch on my door"
Kirk: *immediately begins scratching on the door* 😭😭😭
ommmgggg this is literally my thoughts for the past hours now 😭😭😭and this reading came😭😭😭
Pile 3 : yes I am a Virgo ..
3rd pile... I'm a cancer, he's a virgo.
I was waiting for him to apologize. I understand I have to move on now.
Group 2, thank you for the reading ❤️
Group 2. Exactly, they are on the Aries-Taurus cusp.
Sooooooo........ Pile 3. This guy... You're right though I already know the circumstances of this situation. I'm just afraid to be hurt by him again. But I can also feel his energy clearly that he's afraid I'll reject him. We're both afraid of the outcome. You did help me get a clearer grasp of what needs to be done, but still I am afraid of him hurting me again, but I do feel he wants to be sincere this time. Thank you for the reading 💜💙
omg I was literally asking this yesterday
Right! She always answers the questions i need!!
Me too
Same
Same!!!!
You are so pretty!🥰Thank you for this reading!🦋🙌
Group 3: it took me about half the reading to remember that I do have Virgo in my chart 😂. I'm a Virgo Moon~
You're letting go when spirit said no.
Thank you so much for this. I chose pile 2 and it’s on point. Been weighing up whether to leave a job and was using the weekend to think about whether to hand in my notice next week. This video came in like divine timing lol You confirmed what I’ve been feeling which is I need to do leave, as you’re right have been considering the thoughts and opinions of others over myself when it came to this job.
It was also connected to love too and it feels like I’m going back to a love situation but possibly not if it is the same as it previously was. It depends on how they approach things and whether like you said “they’re coming from a high vibrational place”
Thank you for being the confirmation and the “you need to hear this” 🙂 you’re readings are always on point 👌🏾❤️
You have such gentle, kind eyes and an amazing voice! You look so different to how I pictured you after only hearing your voice on previous videos. Your readings are always scary accurate to what's going on for me, thanks for the messages 🌻
Pile 1, so hard to accept I need to let go of this person and our connection 💔
omg! i chose group 1, since citrine is my birthstone. then you pulled the letters S and T, which are our initials... so now it‘s clear to me, that i should finally let go if him. thank you!
holy shit green bottle super 200% accurate.
Pile 1, thank you. I needed this. It really confirms everything I’ve been feeling, so precisely. Thank you
I was looking at old photos of us when I got the notification 😢💗
Crazy how strongly this resonated. Definitely helped me with my situation. Thank you so much!
😍😍😍 Beautiful intro. Pile 2. The mediation part was beautiful what a view.
I chose group 3 and my sun is in Pisces and moon in Virgo. Syncronicity from the universe! Thanks for the reading
I haven’t picked a pile yet but I just wanted to say I’m so happy to see ur face ur so gorgeous
The meditation was fantastic! I could clearly see which group and I feel more ready for the messages 💜
You are my favorite reader!! I picked group 3 and yes I am a Virgo!
Group 3. Yes!!!!! My person‘s sign is Virgo and he’s a fitness freak 😳😳😳 and I am here to know about this situationship.
When it happens I am hoping I have the strength to trust and let the universe take over and to try and not get stuck on all the wrongs of the past ❤ which is what I’ve done to alleviate my anxiety.
You and your energy remind me of my favorite flower, a sunflower 🌻
I hope I’m able to embody/ emanate that energy too 🙃
Pile three: "You could have a connection with The Wizard of Oz"
We litterally played the Lion and the Tin man as an old married couple in our musical
Pile 1: I hope I'm making the right decision.
Full craziness! Wow... about my work situation... tied to my current financial circumstances... this was amazingly helpful. ... Shonnetta's on live right now! Merci! Thank you! Much love, the High Priestess Oracle
Group 3: I knew this was my pile when you couldn't stop apologizing for everything 🤭 my person and I are like that. It is very noticeable but find it sweet ❤
I picked Blue Topaz and it's so so accurate it made me emotional. 😇😭 X I cannot thank you enough for your time, love and energy 💕
Hello!!! Did you just start doing videos showing your face? I’m glad to see your face! You’re such a sweet soul! 💖☺️
I love your videos!
I have been seeing your readings... It is exactly and correct.. I hope to see you posting more and I wish your channel grow more.🤗😇
2. That was a confirmtion. Yes. I put a lot of effort in this connection. He is still wishy-washy. I am tired. Also asked about a job. I have to do what I want not what others expect from me. Thank you
I let go. I can’t keep living as a last resort .
Wow perfect timing anxiety overwhelm claimed me cant wait to get to extended pile 2 thanx Lorraine kirk merch on my list xo🐱💛🤣🧚♀️
Pile 3: It's a girl who keeps distancing from me because she has a crush on me, and I'm too scared to talk to her, nonetheless tell her I used to love her. It feels like there's a wall.
Pile 3, so I will definetly start to plan my move to South Korea next year
omg group one! i have the del toro deck too yay
I'm hoping that this message is not about a person. I want to let go of the pain of the past. The awful memories. The anger but it's hard. I feel like that's the only way to protect myself. To keep reminding what others are capable of, that way it if ever happens again I'm not caught off guard.
I was asking this today! Thank you for some much needed clarity ❤️
I needed this reading the most at this moment. 🥺❤️
Confirmed things for me. Thank you, for the much needed insight. The reading brought the me peace
Omg thank you thank you thank you. My initials are MF. I’m an Aries. He’s a Capricorn. I have been energetically holding on (I set boundaries and did not chase him after he ghosted me. But energetically I’ve been waiting for him.) No communication since 12/24/21. A year and a half to the day. I know this connection is a deep soul mate but I cannot keep holding it in my energetic body.
A couple of days ago I posted something on FB and tagged him and 40+ other people offering free counseling (I’m a therapist) for our hometown and he didn’t even like it. Nothing from him. I’ve been giving and giving and giving to him and he has taken no action toward me whatsoever. Even though every reading I get is telling me there’s a lot going on in the 5D-and I know that’s true. We have an insane telepathic connection. But I’m tired. I’m worn out. I deserve something better.
So I just did the thing that I have been afraid to do for months and months. I unfriended him on FB. It’s our only form of contact. Liking each other’s posts on occasion.
I’m so heartbroken rn. But I know it’s the right thing to do. For me. Thank you so much for sharing your gift and for delivering the message I needed to hear. Love you
so lovely to see you!
I love you, and I love Kirk. Awesome seeing you on camera! ✨❤
Pile 1: His initials popped up and I already let go. So I guess watching this was a confirmation. A lot of time and energy from myself went into this friendship over the span of a few years. It was very one sided, especially after this last year, and I’m very much done going back and forth. Their birthday is December, we had a fling in January, and I saw them a year before we actually started speaking again in October of 2018. We started speaking again November of 2019.
Wow. I got personal there.
I’m loving this person from afar, still choosing to love them unconditionally without their presence in my life being unconditional.
Haha just asked myself this a few days ago so perfect timing on the upload as usual! Now I’m scared to watch 😅
love all of the face features/appearances in your videos recently! ❤️