i hope you overcome it. Myself i've spending a few weeks on a few sushi drawings to practice but i dont feel bad for taking long, i just try my best and feel good when i know i am
@@mr.j3rs3y I somewhat want to give up on it, but I can't go a single day without thinking of doing art. I've been doing it for 10 yrs up to my age now, and I saw improvement eventually but it keeps shifting and flops. It's frustrating when others don't understand this cause they don't have passion for art
One of my favorite quotes recently that relate to this: “draw stick figures. sing off key. write bad poems. sew ugly clothes. run slowly. flirt clumisly. play video games on easy. you do not need to be good at something to enjoy the act. talent is overrated. do things you like doing. it’s ok to suck”
And you will end up in a world where no beauty exists. Where every music is pop. Where reading evokes vomiting. Where everyone dressed like they from a clown party. Where no one is fit. Where there's no victory in a competition.
@@j1ngi there are certainly thing s you can be good at. Also there are things that are needed by others and those that are not. If you're only good at something that is useless then you may as well be good at nothing.
@@j1ngi if it's the only drawing we're talking about, then it boils down to simple yes or no: do your images attract people? And you can't evade with "but there's something you can be good at" since scope is this small.
I feel that 99.9% of the time. Some times I wish I never went the creative field and just did a "regular" job. But then I realize I don’t have passion for anything else expect art.
Holy shit, I can relate so much. Feels good to know I'm not alone, sometimes it makes me feel hella guilty to not appreciate working in such a cool field
I'm finding art so hard these days... I have no motivation anymore and everyone seems to be catching up to me, no matter how hard I try to improve. I draw something and feel extremely proud about it, only to hate it a day later. At this point the stress is getting way too hard to handle but I can't talk to anyone about it, because people just think I'm fishing for compliments. I mean, I've certainly improved (judging from my profile picture) but I just can't feel at peace with myself, and it's really bringing me down... I know no-one will see this, but I just needed to get this off my chest.
It’s hard that you’re feeling like that and I really hope you’re on a better place right now with your art, it’s hard to be compassionate with your work but you should treat your work like you treat others and we have to be patient with our process, I hope everything is better now :)
I know that this is 6months old, but I feel exactly how you feel. It's very exhausting, especially when people think that you are fishing for compliments.
Hey! Dont feel like that. That happends to me too,but you gotta get going,i kept going only thinking "someday ill do art like those i see". When i was practicing anatomy i felt unsatisfied with the drawings,and then when i improved at it and now i feel satisfied. But i know that the feeling of unsatisfication is gonna come back.
that feeling of self hatred made me stop drawing completely for several years till today ... i used to love and enjoy drawing, and now its just no part of my life anymore, ... it really sucks, dont be like me
Same, fam. It made me quit both art and writing for so many years. I'm slowly getting better with at least art, but I dunno if I'll ever enjoy it like I did when I was younger. I feel like if I ever tried to do it for money, those feelings would come back so strong I'd just quit again.
Why did you have those feelings? I know I've stopped drawing for several years and almost gave up on it entirely, as a result of being mocked on DeviantArt because I didn't know how to improve my skills and comparing myself to my inspirations. Almost committed suicide several times because of how low I thought of myself and regretting what I did. This is coming from someone who freelanced in NYC. Making art professionally or non-professionally is like the difference between working at a fast-food restaurant vs. cooking for you and your loved ones. What relit that creative candle for me was hip-hop/anime subculture in the form of the Afro Samurai pilot. It inspired me to get back into art bit by bit, eventually breaking into hentai. I hope that candle within you becomes lit again, I know what that self-hatred can feel like, it's a very awful place.
I remember I used to have fun drawing and now I just start stressing over everything, clothing, shoes, hair, etc. My art was good for my age back then but now I don't even really have an art style.
me posting something I made on Instagram: "wow, this actually looks good" me searching Instagram for similar posts: "all of these are so perfect" me again: "why do I even consider myself an artist?"
I think daVinci has better works than MonaLisa, she's a bit overrated in my opinion. Specially when DaVinci was an expert in anatomy and MonaLisa is a static and waist line portrait.
I’ve always thought my art is ugly. Either the proportions are messed up, or the shading is too dark, not dark enough, I can always find something to hate about my art. I love it so much but I always feel so empty after I look at my art because I never find it attractive.
Growing up I've always felt so proud of my drawings (even if they were bad) and always wanted to show everyone bc I yearned for their compliments and nice words. That was like my reward for drawing until now. As I grew older I became more discouraged and as I looked to other artists it became even worse. I think that's just what happens when you compare your art to others but I hope is just a phase :( Edit: aight phase over now its time to listen to my ted talk Tbh you're supposed to start off pretty bad at art that's how it's supposed to work and that's not necessarily a bad thing either. It would be hella boring if you just came out the womb knowing everything there is to art. What I've learned is that art is all abt the adventure not how good it is, even I still have to learn that it's not all abt how perfect I can get a line but if I'm having fun doing it as that is the reason I started in the first place. Your art might look shitty to you, but it was better than how it was before and if it's better than how it was before than its gonna keep getting better if you just keep trying and if you believe in the process. You might think your art is trash bc you keep looking towards what it could be instead of congratulating yourself for how it looks now. You cant skip to the future where your skills get better so just enjoy where you are now, don't stress on what your art looks like at the moment or look to other that are better, just chill out and enjoy yourself- stay in your own lane and vibe. Art is not a competition to see who's better , it's the impression of the imagination. So yes, it is just a phase yall you'll get over it also shameless flex but I did draw my profile picture and BITCH my oc Carter is KILLING IT!
What's also kind of sad is that as you improve, people will stop giving you those compliments because they assume that you know that you're good, or you get it all the time. It ends up being a bad cycle to chase. The good news is that it makes evolutionary sense to hate your own work, because it should drive you to do better. If you were the one who made the painting in your thumbnail, I definitely think you're in the clear.
I think is funny, most artists I've talked to feel very self conscious about their art work. In their words, it's never good enough and I feel the same. I always look up to great artists for their skill and hope that one day I can be just as good as them.
When I look at my old art it makes me feel even worse. I thought my old art was good when I made it, but I was unable to see just how terrible it was. So I tell myself that because I couldn’t see how bad my work was then, I can’t see how bad my work is now. And this feeling is only more justified the more I improve. When I should feel good that I’ve gotten better I just feel bad that I was so bad to begin with and still am.
Don’t look at it that way :( I look at my old middle school artwork that I used to think was good, and looking back at it now, I feel so embarrassed that I’d gladly show people my sketchbook with such confidence. You’re constantly improving and learning new things, so of course you wouldn’t be able to see your mistakes in the moment. :)
Thank you so much for this. Imposter syndrome is so prevalent in every field (a physics professor at my uni said he's met an astonishing number of PhD's and even other professors who feel like they cheated their way to their position and don't deserve it, and their "actual lack of skill" will catch up to them someday), and even if nobody has an answer, it is something people need to talk about more, at least so we know we're not alone. It's chronic and doesn't go away easily and more people need to know that a couple reassuring words, no matter how well-intentioned, won't fix it. Thank you so, so much for being brave enough to talk about something really difficult. I wish you all the best ❤
Everytime I do art, I feel like a total failure, I feel worthless and depressed..... I feel even worse if people compliment my art, because its like they always lie to me because the dont want to hurt my feelings, but sometimes I want an opinion that says the truth, I want to really know how bad my art is
This does happen to me all the time and not just with art, in every part of my life. I'm changing between having infinite self confidence and feeling like a failure all the time.
I totally get what you mean. I’m the same way, some days I feel super confident in my abilities and the next day I feel like a failure. Sometimes I’m also just so tired of looking at my work and end up hating it from over working it. It might help to journal about the good days and read it back to yourself when you’re feeling down. I’m going to start doing that anyways and see if it helps me 🤷🏼♀️ (and no, I don’t think this means you have bipolar disorder 😉)
This really hits hard when you see how fast people improve in 3 years while you've been going at it for longer and still have lacking progress. I practice as much as I can but it always feels like I'm constantly lost. I love the process of drawing something, it's why I do it. But as soon as it's done comes the comparisons. My line work, colors, and everything just looks so terrible and lifeless compare to others. I've seen posts online where someone asks to share their art. I always go in there to look at some good new artists to follow, but I never share mine, I don't feel like I'm on the level to put my art next to others.
I think that I am the worst human being most of the times, I can't pay my bills, I can't feel like I do good things i can't feel like I matter but i didn't have an easy life here on Brasil, abusive family, country on financial and moral decay, the violence on the streets being so real around here made everything feel empty, dead. I would say for everyone who is in a similar situation just fight harder don't let others says what you can or can't be or desire because Having a dream can save you from a nightmare.
Imposter? I wouldn't even dare to refer to my work as "art" lol... in fact, I feel rather pretentious even referring to it as "work". For now, I should just refer to it as "my hobby".
I try and explain to myself that I'm only practicing when I draw. I'm actually afraid of drawing a full fledged piece of art because I can see the flaws in my art.
It felt really nice to meet someone with the same problem. I permanently compare myself to artists I look up to and no matter how much I get better at things I keep reminding myself that they're still better and that this much time has passed and I am still not there.I actually thought it really was just me being a perfectionist because that's what my teachers would say when I refused to hand in at the deadline because I still thought the work sucked. I just can't hand something over when I see I can still do something to make it better but even when I do manage to get done with a picture to a point where I say I can't do more,this is just it...it's just not good enough to me.And not knowing how to fix it or how certain things are done so it looks like it looked in my head is frustrating and annoying.And the worst part is that I often don't even get to the colouring process because I always find something to improve at the lineart or posture.Then after sitting 8 hours or something just on that I look at it ,exhausted,thinking "and it's still not close to what I want". I am most of the time even ashamed to show my art to friends because even though they're always like "you draw so well." "you have talent" "what do you mean!?It's good" ,to me it just sounds like pity talk or lies because I think it's not good .-. I wish there would be an easy solution for this but it's at least nice to know I am not the only one struggling with it.
@A weird Girler you're really sweet you know that?Thank you.I think what really frustrates me is just that I can't do some things the way I imagine and I know I am just missing knowledge.But I really want to get to a point where I can at least say I have a pattern I do my art in.Then I'd finish pieces earlier and be able to grow more because I have time for more ideas that roll around in my head.I hope we both get there!
when I feel not good enough, I always look at my old works. looking at my progress make me feel assured. human never be perfect after all. we just can improve. and you right, never compare to other artist. every artist are different.
Although i dont know who you are, or why this channel appeared in my recommended, i kinda want to point out that another tip is that you should always give your all. People will often tell you, "you dont need to prove anything", "is fine to suck", "you dont need to go for the top ten in the list". I really think that kind of comments ruin the possibility of improvement, and really dont help at all. Criticism is something very important for improvement and although not a lot of people take It the best way possible, i think is very needed for a mix of improvement/happiness for your work. Its kinda like the contrary for people turning you down, and not feeling capable of doing a great work. Instead of wishing you luck, im going to tell you to please strive!!! (Ganbatte Kudasai!!!).
1 of the artists i look up to is you... and hearing those things from you rlly helps, especially this one. ty for your GREAT art and reminding me that great artists like you stuggled with the same things i struggle with. (im going to ask somthing from you it might be a bit rude but can you maybe do why we have art block or art fear?) ty for the videos!
I work as a professional graphic designer, copywriter, and administrator for a graphic design firm. I've been writing since 1996. I've put in a lot of time handling teams, and picking up leadership skills. I've spent a lot of time learning graphic design, as well as art. (I'm an alright shader and colorist.) But I have no degrees in these fields. My in-house peers do. I always feel like I don't measure up. I'm always playing catch up. Even though I have taught my peers things, developed new processes with/for them, in house that they really struggled with. One of them is fighting a similar battle, even though she has her degree, worked for newspapers, and has done a fair bit of work. And the rest of the design team tells me fairly often how much they look up to me for my skills/ability. It's great to hear, lessens the noise, but I still feel how I feel. It doesn't stop me from working on projects, but I will often collaborate with my team. And from an art standpoint, I feel like I can't sketch or draw in any real fashion, save for landscapes. THIS is my hardest roadblock, art wise. I feel absolutely terrible at it, and I have no idea how to move forward, even though I know once I start grinding out the stuff I need to work on, I will progress quickly. When it comes to writing, I've over two decades experience, often writing sixteen hours a day. Often, when I work on a first draft for something, it comes out at a high level. The work will often compare to Stephen King, Anne Rice, or other high end writers. I've had people put my work in their "top five writers" list, and they are voracious readers. It's high praise, and it helps. But I still struggle with "are people going to like this?" - I know I'm weird. I don't think like most people. And I've spent a lot of time writing in collaboration, rather than on solo projects. I will work on a piece, and suffer the same analytical problem you do. I see all the flaws or problems, or feel like stuff is flat and boring. I know every manipulation and trick I'm using. But I give it to others to beta read, and they are like "MOAR! I need more! This is great so far!" - I feel like they're biased, or blowing smoke up my ass sometimes. But I have to force myself to remember they don't see what I see, know what I know. And it's quite likely their opinions, and even analysis are genuine, not trying to just appease me. It helps, but... I struggle with it. I've been battling imposter syndrome for a long time, which is only compounded by a mood disorder (Cyclothymia, which is like diet bi-polar/manic-depressive disorder. The swings aren't as intense and the cycles aren't as fast. And self-awareness, and the right tools can help manage it. I have no medication or anything for it, and generally don't need it, but on the bad days... it's rough in my head.) Some of these strategies are ones I've also picked up on my own, learned a few new ones. Thank you so much for making this video. It is incredible how much it resonates, and how other professionals feel, and so many of us feel this way. Your efforts are appreciated. I only just found your stuff on Twitter today and then this channel, but already I'm quite a fan. Self-doubt is a hard monster to beat. I don't know if I ever will. Know that what you do is great, and your work is impressive, for real.
started at art college last week, feel worrhless compared to my peers, everyone else is capable, i feel like i’m not, ive been doing arg for years and was always at the top of my class, always regarded as talented but now compared to everyone else, i feel inadequate, i’m going to try use this feeling to motivate myself to improve but its hard right now
To any artists who feel like they aren't Improving, Let me say this. I told someone else this and wanted to tell anyone else who may see this comment. So, I too felt like I am not improving. But here recently I have been the best I have ever been with my art, And.... I have been way to hard on myself. I have been practicing 3, 4 or 5 hours day. Simply drawing. But I have been improving. So I am gonna try to give you my best advice. No, I'm not gonna tell you to just practice. While this is a true, It isn't just that. For me, I was doing lots of studies and classes on RUclips, skillshare, and multiple more platforms. And I am a lot better, But just 5 minutes ago I was ripping pages out of my sketchbook thinking It was horrible. (Or knowing It was horrible in my opinion.) But as a conclusion, Just know if you put time into learning it, You *will* get better. No, you don't have to draw for 2 to 3 hours a day. Just find a good limit of time that isn't overworking yourself. And also, Maybe try drawing one of your old artworks and you can see you have improved. It's like seeing someone in real life you see everyday, they are changing but you only really notice If you look at a photo about a year apart from this year. Then you can see changes. But only look at the pre-drawn photo for a few seconds or you will Want to copy the exact artwork. For me, I just have way to high of expectations and I need to stop comparing myself to other artists. But haha, I don't want to vent everything to you. I just want to give you advice. Sorry this is a lot, But I hope this helps you. But to anyone who knows how to fix *my* problem, What do I do if I am too hard on myself in art? I know it sounds weird, But I know I am too hard on myself yet I can't stop me from being hard on myself. I do, Compare myself to many artists. Amazing artists! This isn't their fault but I do compare myself to them. Do you know how to fix this?
Robin Linn Once said that the solution, for him was...Learn to be Confortable in being Unconfortable. He also hinted to the Impostor Sindrome and for him one solution is just to think that just most of the people around you think the same and are also under the same sindrome ^^ Just wanted to pass on these words of a master
I love creating, be it music, stories, drawings, photos, whatever. But it never felt like art to me. I feel like I can't put anything out that's worthwhile. It's not necessarily that I suck at the craft but at the art. I don't know how to explain it.
girl no outside complement is ever gonna make you love your art, you gotta just be content in yourself. i believe the day will come that you are satisfied, but still knowing you can still always improve.
the problem is youtube , when you begin researching art over youtube , youll inevitibly find artists who in a subconcious matter try to rub that unhealthy perfectionism into you. beware of that . you will never have this feeling if you just go to artschool and leave youtube out of the scheme , or if you learn from professional books... once its too late its too late though and needs years for yourself to realize it .. edit: ohh yeah , i almost forgot ..watching speedpaintings will subconsciously fuck you up (unless the painting is of less quality than your own stuff)
I strongly agree and I was about to write this down as well. People who are new to the field of art NEED to be aware of this and even me as a person who's aware and knows things don't work out this way it's hard not to make me feel frustrated.
Being a perfectionist and an artist at the same time sucks so bad, like I will always tell myself that I'm a beginner, my first drawing is meant to be not as great as other artist's work but I always end up deleting all of my unfinished artworks which sucks so bad.
The compassion you show to yourself and the patience that emanates from your own self reflection and understanding is profound. This is a real struggle for artists. A demon we wrestle with it seems sometimes. But it's so incredibly worth it. You're right. The pay off is almost guaranteed for anyone with the courage to just try. That pay off being falling in live with the Process indeed. Man God bless you Sis
This made me feel so much better , had an art show last night at work, I entered a few peices and realized after they where hung up that there where some fundamental issues , I was mortified.. thank you
I just wanna say thank you for helping me recognize that our problem is serious and not a cry for attention. Also, I love your left-hand drawings! they're so cute!
Sometimes the best way to get over certain feelings is to embrace it. The key is to analyze that feeling and focus on what makes it a good thing. We are hard on ourselves because we view our art through a critical eye. That critical eye is the sole reason we push ourselves to GROW as artists. It's what helps us recognize our weaknesses so that we know what we should work on. It's the drive that keeps pushing us to improve and work tirelessly to perfect our craft. This perspective had made it so I am less harsh on myself and just work on improving my art while still doing my best to enjoy it. I've realized that bashing on myself is not productive. Meanwhile, taking action to improve my weaknesses will result in something good. Good luck everyone!
Got a good understanding of that syndrom, but it's on my nature to compare myself only to master artist and try to understand what I need to learn, it's my goal to become a living master so, in other case this is more a boost than a depression feeling. And ikr it's not adapted for all artist mindset. Compare to yourself is probably the best advice for anyone, thanks.
I’m going through this rn and I’m so glad to find sb else who feels the same way. I appreciate ppl’s compliments but I don’t like how pieces look. Then I start a new one and I still feel bad
Never been this happy to see a sponsorship on a video before. I hope you can make some living out of RUclips for the time being. Your videos are entertaining and it’s really insightful seeing someone with a lot of experience express their thoughts. You don’t really get to see big artist do that. And it’s a big shame you can’t work because of your hand (or back). God bedring med handa di :)
Thank you so much for this video. It came to me in my reccomended in a time of weakness and self doubt that was breaking me apart: I felt so inadequate in comparison to artist my age or even younger than me, and no matter what I drew, there was always something I felt I was doing radically wrong. It doesn't help that my art doesn't get a lot of following, so I just feel like the general public just find my art mediocre.
I like when you mentioned having stared at a piece of your work for hours while you work on it. I feel the same with music I’m working on - you spend hours, days even listening to the same thing and it’s easy to become disillusioned by it, and even feel like scrapping it completely. You almost have to try and see it or hear it with fresh eyes/ears, and ultimately remember the spark you felt with it in the beginning
It is hard to retrain my brain to appreciate work I do when I have the ingrained habit to only analyze the things I could do better. One thing that I have forced myself to do to soften the impact of never feeling satisfaction, is verbally telling myself that I did a good job when I completed something. It felt funny saying "Well done, you did a good job" outloud to myself. But after a while it made a big impact in how I view completed work. I am still very self critical, but I am better at giving myself the congratulations for improving and finishing work. I know it is a strange trick, but I hope it can help someone else be less bleak about the work they complete and take a moment to appreciate what they put into finishing something.
I had this issue at one point, but then I heard that it's a common trait among story writers. So, now I just go off assuming most artists, even very successful ones, feel this way but keep creating their art anyway. Basically, I imagine the creators of my favorite works be like "Man, this work sucks. How it's even popular." and I counter it in my head with "Hey! It's one of my favorite works!" So, I just imagine the same could be the case for any of my own works. I explain to myself that I view the work as crappy due to my subjective POV, while for many others the work may seem great. I figured that, to be like these artists, what I have to do is to learn to ignore that negative part of my brain and to keep producing what I can. I don't have to think my work is great, I just shouldn't dismiss it because a scumbag part of my brain thinks it's terrible.
I haven’t draw or touched the story i was writing in almost 3 years. It’s like somebody came and stole my passion and flexible mental creativity and left me with a little bag of feelings of anger towards everything artistic that i dare touch.
There's actually a name for what I've been feelings for the past 7 years?!! I've always thought it's because of self-esteem and confidences issues that I spiral down into depressions and seems to be stuck there. (Though, I did believe that because of this being festered for 7 years, I have developed mild depression at this stage.) For years I was afraid to pick up a pencil to continue to draw. And whenever I did, I hated myself and my art. It was so hard that I simply stop drawing and run away because I didn't want to keep feeling so hopeless. This make me happy that I can finally name this feeling. I love art. I don't need anyone's help. I still have pride. I'm a perfectionist so that make it harder. But, at least now I know name of the state that I'm in. I'll stop trying to beat myself up and cheer up. Thank you so much for your video. I am so glad I clicked on it. I'll go cry and after that cheer up.
Yes, I feel the same way! It's the reason why I never gave art a chance as a career before. Although I have the exact same "imposter feeling" in my profession now. I'm currently getting my diploma in nursing. most of the time I feel like I'm not good enough even though I have all my grades and people tell me I'm doing fine. But the feeling stays... I should be working on my confidence and my positive thinking. I can see now that it's the root of the problem of a lot of things... Art, RUclips, work :/
I love drawing ever since I was young and people always complimented me whenever I did a piece. But a few years ago I felt dysphoric. This feeling was prevalent when I got to meet other people my age who, in my perspective, had 'better art' than mine. It doesn't help that I have this 'competitive but lazy' attitude, so for awhile I was simmering in envy while I did little to improve my own work. This continued for some months, and eventually, I stopped drawing. I focused my attention on other things, but they were all just a fad, so I began to think I was 'talentless' and 'unskilled'. This was a pretty depressing period of my life because I feel I was never and will never be good enough. I didn't want to sell my pieces because I believe no one will buy them for their bad quality compared to others. Right now, I'm actually trying to embrace my own quality of art and on improving, but with the stress of doing school work, it's gonna take awhile for me to truly accept that my art has its own quality and that I should stop comparing it to others--because in all honesty, every time I degrade my work, I become more unhappy with myself. It's frustrating. "It's not a skill, it's frustration" - me every time. Thanks for this video.
Thank you. As someone who absolutely dispises their art someone like you saying something other then its just a phase and doesn't last that long is encouraging.
Wow! this video explains exactly what I feel! I just started doing Illustration as a job and I feel so unqualified and judgmental over my own work. It really helps that i know I'm not the only one feeling like this.
I've struggled with school for a long time, as well as my self confidence. At some point i started disliking my art too. It's been a few years since my high and i'm struggling to draw with as much ecxitment as i used too or even draw at all. I'm soon getting professional help from a therapist. I still apreaciate art, and hopefully I can relearn to love the process of drawing and my own art.
I'm definitely a perfectionist, and I want my art to look just right. It doesn't come out the way I want it to sometimes. And I do feel bad when it doesn't work out. But, I don't think it's something to get rid of. I did my work and next time I can do better. Instead of suffering about it, I just accept it as part of me. And people do recognize effort, even in the work that I think looks bad. Good luck, everybody!
I tell myself my art is not good enough but not in a negative way, more as motivation. Telling myself that my art can be better but yeah. Sometimes it's hard, especially when you notice little detail in your artwork that need polishing.
@@blueboxjuggler As someone who didn't really know either Astri or Ruan Jia until this video, I guess imo (and in my personal taste) Astri has already surpassed that goals haha.
To me both could've been from the same artist.Personally I prefered the left ones face while I prefered how the person came out more from the background on the right.Both have flaws but are really well executed at the same time.And as someone who's terrible at this paintlike colouring style and usually goes for the more simplistic base,shadow,light,extras they're amazing.
@@blueboxjuggler I don't know them,maybe it's just this picture that I personally don't like as much because the face looks weird to me.I don't really get why you sound so upset though.Master or no master,people like different things and I liked the left one better overall.To me if we talk about masterlike paintings I'd say the artist WLOP takes the cake but like I said before,it's taste.
I have had (and still have) some weird thing where I feel unreal. I wasn’t doing anything. I felt I was too mean to people, and felt I was better off being sleeping beauty. But, I had to fight it off, no matter what to get out of that state. Now, I am drawing, talking, meditating, living, and learning much more. If you are a artist or have any loved hobby, DONT STOP!!!, no matter how hard it is!
If you see your bad art as one more step closer to improving, that can also lift the pressure off your shoulders. If drawing for 5 years has taught me anything, it's the journey that counts. When you're hyper focused on the result, you can't enjoy the process. I've learned to say to myself; "enjoy the process. The result is just a bonus of finishing your art piece" forcing yourself to draw will just be frustrating because it's putting unnecessary pressure on yourself to make something amazing, when you're forgetting the most important part: enjoy what you create as you create it!
recently, i've been feeling so frustrated about my art. before, i used to enjoy it so much but as time passes, i get more and more insecure about it. i always expect my art to look great and i end up being disappointed because i feel like it's not good enough. i dreamt of doing it as a job because it makes me happy but now i am afraid that it will be the one holding me down. i really want to improve but whenever i practice, i stop because i hate how my drawing turns out. after watching this video, i really felt so much better, and thank you so much for that ❤ i hope that i learn to accept my art and improve in the future 💕
I feel miserable feeling like that. Sometimes it feels that my life is passing by so fast and I'm not enjoying what's happening before me. Everyday I worry that I have to improve, I have to be better with art, that everything I do is not enough, and that's only what matters. And there are a lot of other things happening and I'm not giving the right treatment or value to them because I'm worrying too much with my art, that sucks.
This is what I am currently experiencing. Transferring from Multimedia Arts to Fine Arts. When I introduce myself not good enough in the first days of classes and feel lagging behind. My classmates told me to not think it that way. Upon many shameful plates of not meeting the objectives. Many classmates stood up and offered their help to me but, I feel shy because they are busy too. So, I just understand. A person offered to be my plates buddy (I was like woah!, owo) Another shameful plate, they stood up again and chatted to me that they are here for me (I feel so comforting) but at the same time, I am shy about for asking their help. But, nowadays I ask for help since I have not met the objectives of my third plate. It feels so traumatic enough for me to join classes, but I place my face shoved on showing that I am strong enough, even though I am internal crying and tensed up during that class. The guidance counselor was somehow helpful. School's psychiatrist is fully booked like a psychologist as well. Tbh, I am just surviving but I know my spark in art is still there (it's just tiny of now). I also get know that I am adapting to the University's curriculum. So, to anyone who is out there! Who has a similar experience with me. Talk with someone who will truly hear you out, understand you as well. It helped me but seeking professional help is also the key to our betterment. Also, just be who. Accept help from your fellow classmates who has prior experiences. Ask tips/tricks from them. Don't be afraid of failing, Yeah I know it freaking sucks and your self-esteem will go down. But, hey! At least you are honest with yourself and your professor. RUclips University, Skillshare, and Udemy are there. Don't forget online art classes!!! Let's improve and improve, sheesh failures are super hurtful but that will make us great artists on our own! 💖Let's improve day by day even if it is slow, it still progresses yall! We gotchu fam!~
“Feelings of inadequacy due to hyper-critical parents...“ hmmmm 🤔. I agree. What a honest episode. When Imposter syndrome rears its head with me in some way, I feel like I want to prove it wrong by proving others wrong. Which I guess isn’t necessarily a singular motivation that builds healthy relationships. Love this episode!
I am really going through this, I can't take compliments about my art because I really don't think it is good enough.. Whenever I feel proud of something I made and see someone else's creation I shut down completely and all of my inspiration and want to draw disappears completely. I really wan't to be a good artist, hell I have been drawing continuously for YEARS now but It is still not as good as other peoples art and that really freaking hurts.
Hello Astri. Thank you for posting this video. I think you have helped me in some way but i want to tell you my story I think i have imposter Syndrome too. But in my case i have Asperger’s and learning problems... For more than 10 years I’ve been trying to draw. My anxiety, depression and other issues are stopping me from drawing and learning how to draw. When i used to draw i always used to mess up. No matter how much i try to learn tutorials On RUclips or DeviantArt i never, ever get it right... no matter how much i try to practice. :'( I struggle to learn the skills on how to draw.....anatomy, proportions and perspective...i suck with them all! :( I don't know what to do about my issues :( My friends don't know how to help me, all they can say is "Practice, Practice, Practice" which is a typical artist’s response but it's not so easily said than done for me :(
I think alot of great artists feel this way, girl. I have this issue with drafting. Focus on you and dont compare to others. Thats the best remedy. Look at is as being humble. You dont need a therapist you need good advice. You do great with your method. Just remember it was your emotional outlet at first, if you can take yourself back to when the learning drive and passion began or focus on what you enjoy creating. I was taught to take a break let the eye rest then go back.
With comparing myself to the old me, I only see how much I downgraded, that I’m not as amazing as I was as a kid; I think I’m stupider, less confident, I believe my imagination isn’t as glorious as it once was. My mind always feels blank and foggy, and I never feel that rush of the great smoothie of both inspiration and motivation unless it’s forced into me by videos like this. Tbh, I haven’t been able to draw a character all week, even tho it’s the only week I’ve had time for myself, until today. I feel lethargic with everything I do, my mind a blur, my mentality going in so many directions as I try to spur an ounce of creativity out of me. I can’t help but feel worthless and apathetic, my body feeling cumbersome to move. All that is so different from who I was when I was younger, but I don’t even remember what it was like when I was younger, I can feel my memories fading away, only being replaced by thoughts of frustration and self-hatred. I think I’m both envious and loathing of the old me because I’ve had it hammered in me by the ppl I’m forced to be around that the “old me” is more likable, more preferable, much more open for improvement and susceptible to talents. I felt like a prodigy as a kid, but now I feel like a hollowed out version of the old me. I can’t remember a point in time where I didn’t compare myself to my younger years, besides well, when I was in my younger years. I’ve never had a problem with comparing myself to others, there are a lot of times when I do and it can be grappling, but there’s always that looming feeling of my older self being the true person I’m comparing myself to. If someone can draw a particular concept I really want to, but know it wouldn’t be anywhere good enough in comparison if I were to draw it, I always think “My younger self could do it.” It’s the same with everything besides art. I feel trapped in my own body, my mind seems to have turned itself away from me, _in_ me. I just want everything to go back to how I liked it, I wish I didn’t have my disorders, or at least for them to be in the same, simple state they were in way back when; I didn’t intend for this to be so long, but when I start writing I can’t really stop (I’m glad that at least stayed with me), and I can’t help but vent about all this online rather than in a journal off it.
Guys this actually helps me a lot every week or day you decide take a piece of paper and pencil and just let out all your anger on the page about your art or really anything anyway everyday do this and use the tips from these videos and then about a week or 2 in check your progress and how it goes down day by day and that would probably inspire you because you know your doing great
it's so hard to not to compare your art and skill level compare to your peers I mean ik know that's not healthy but how much ever I try deep down I always end up comparing idk how to get out of this
I did art in high school and I felt like I had a really great learning curve and I felt like I improved a lot in those years. I graduated and stopped drawing and painting as much and I eventually I stopped all the way for 4 years. I recently started drawing and painting again because I really want to pursue animation as my job and I have lost so much of the concepts I knew previously. Completely forgot anatomy and how to shade properly and just a lot of basic things. My art right now is not where I would like it to be, but you helped me feel better and excited to relearn everything I lost and find my style again so that I can go to school and eventually find a job in what I love to do! Thank you!
All I want to say is I wish I could give you a hug! I'm an older person and I still feel the same way. You've done it brilliantly. You are a phenomenal Talent. Thank you for sharing because you do make the world better for being in it and sharing your talents.
I don't really know how to explain it but I used to feel like that, heck I still do sometimes (not satisfied with my own artworks, comparing myself with someone like WLOP) but after I look back at my old works and saw how I improved at so many different points like shading, proportions, etc it made me somehow happy and I thought to myself "It was worth the time, let's keep going, I'll get to that level eventually"
I felt this video! I worry all the time about a client spreading hate about me. Thank you so much for this video! I really needed this today. I've been so depressed lately, and this helped so so much! ♡
My parents were very commanding of me when I was small when it came to Art and Projects and Any type of work and that really impacted me. They had let go of the reins when I was getting older but since I was so used to that pressure of perfection I winded up being my own nagging parents and I was never happy with any of my art unless it either was at the same level or surpassed the level of my peers. But I’ve learned to just lay back and relax and to not be so judgmental of my art ,and my art now has improved dramatically 💗 .
As a young artist (age 14), I just break down sometimes when I see artists so much younger than me who are so much more talented than me and can animate. I’ve never really liked anything I’ve made even though my mother says I am skilled. It doesn’t help that every time I go on Twitter to post my work I see other people’s drawings and I absolutely hate what I spent so much time on afterwards.
I literally cant draw faces, bodies, clothes, anything to do with art. Everytime i wanna draw i end up with a circle and then just erasing while crumbling in a small ball on my bed-
thank you so much for making this video! it’s nice to know that i’m not the only one who thinks this way i’m not a professional artist, but i can draw (kinda well i think?) and whenever i make something my thought process is always “yeah, maybe this is good but is so much better than me, why do i even try-”. so anyways thanks again :)
I've never thought about having imposters syndrome before, thinking I'm mostly "normal" as that's what ive been told, but now that I think about it its more and more likely why I feel so unworthy for everything I do. I dont know how to feel better about it, the one thing I do to try and feel better is study my work and point out the bad and the good, things I've grown on, things I can work on next month... It helps but it still feels like it'll never be enough.I've always had that feeling, because my parents always wanted me to be the best, but made me strive to be the best in the worst way possible
Thank you so much for a boost of confidence! I struggle with my negative attitude towards my art because I procrastinate on improving because it’s not “perfect or beautiful”. Now I feel like working hard and improving as much as I can and just ENJOY IT!!! We all seek from approval (from ourselves more than others) ❤️❤️❤️
I love you’re not one of these channels that claim to fix something in 5 steps. Your honesty in that there is no real way to get rid of this and that u experience it was honestly more healing to me than anything else. Thanks so much for being u.
I was training 8 years, (still do) trying to find an art style, or atleast not be insecure about my art, I am only 11 and yet I still look at drawings from 23 year olds and think: „I’m not as good as them“ I know I’m stupid but it’s just like that. People think art is „funny“ and „ relaxing“.. oh well, every time I draw I end up getting angry, ripping it and then throwing it away.
I agree. My goal for this year is to just get my art out there not care what people think. Just put art out and improve thats all we can do good luck fam.
I've experienced this feeling several years ago.however I managed to pull through. I realize that I what I need was patience and things like anatomy. but thanks to the Internet and all most of the RUclips art community, I improve over time. handled criticism. and learned from my mistakes in drawing.
I needed this SO badly because I draw semi-realistic to cartoon-ish/animators style art, and everyone around me thinks hyper-realism to be the pinnacle of art. And I hate everything I draw. And holy crap my mental health spirals because of it.
My issue is that my whole life, I have used art as a emotional crutch, and a way to express myself in a way that i could keep to myself. But because of this, i never saw my art as a career or even a hobby, just something I did for no reason. But when i found out you can make it a career, i decided this is what i will dedicate my life to. I want to make a comic, I started writing the story freshmen year and im nearly done. I made a promise that i would get started on the comic by the time i get out of highschool. I am in my junior year and i havent done any work on the comic itself. I have only drawn the main cast, some side characters but nothing else. I cant draw buildings or enviornments for the life of me. I find it so hard to apply myself and some days i rip up every drawing i make. Of course my family knows about this and praises and keep all of my art. But now i can barely even stand to draw anymore. I end up crying and my day gets ruined everytime i think of my to-be comic. My art is no where that i want it to be but i think art is one of my only chances to get my name out there. Im not that funny or good looking. My art is all i have left so if my art isnt as good as it can be, what's left? I dont think my comic will do well at all, i think people will think its garbage, but i dont care. I will work on this comic and make it until its finished, because im doing it for me and no body else. Sorry if this is long but i felt i needed to get this out lol.
I remember when I actually used to be proud for my drawings and enjoy the feeling of it, now it's just a rollercoaster of judgement and shame.
Same honestly
How to heal from this
i hope you overcome it. Myself i've spending a few weeks on a few sushi drawings to practice but i dont feel bad for taking long, i just try my best and feel good when i know i am
Same I used to actually enjoy it more iirc. Now I hate my art and myself and feel inadequate 24/7.
@@mr.j3rs3y I somewhat want to give up on it, but I can't go a single day without thinking of doing art. I've been doing it for 10 yrs up to my age now, and I saw improvement eventually but it keeps shifting and flops. It's frustrating when others don't understand this cause they don't have passion for art
One of my favorite quotes recently that relate to this: “draw stick figures. sing off key. write bad poems. sew ugly clothes. run slowly. flirt clumisly. play video games on easy. you do not need to be good at something to enjoy the act. talent is overrated. do things you like doing. it’s ok to suck”
And you will end up in a world where no beauty exists. Where every music is pop. Where reading evokes vomiting. Where everyone dressed like they from a clown party. Where no one is fit. Where there's no victory in a competition.
@@LedoCool1 but no one said that you CANT be good in something. you're taking this out of context. stfu
@@j1ngi there are certainly thing s you can be good at. Also there are things that are needed by others and those that are not. If you're only good at something that is useless then you may as well be good at nothing.
@@LedoCool1?????????? LMAO alright. we're literally talking about drawing. not like flying a fucking plane or operating machines. jeez.
@@j1ngi if it's the only drawing we're talking about, then it boils down to simple yes or no: do your images attract people? And you can't evade with "but there's something you can be good at" since scope is this small.
I feel that 99.9% of the time. Some times I wish I never went the creative field and just did a "regular" job. But then I realize I don’t have passion for anything else expect art.
Holy shit, I can relate so much. Feels good to know I'm not alone, sometimes it makes me feel hella guilty to not appreciate working in such a cool field
yesss
Why does looking at negative comments make me feel better but positive ones make me cry?
@@nikitakask it helps you realize that you are not alone.
My problem with relying on artwork is that my passion often runs out and i dont feel like working at much
I'm finding art so hard these days... I have no motivation anymore and everyone seems to be catching up to me, no matter how hard I try to improve. I draw something and feel extremely proud about it, only to hate it a day later. At this point the stress is getting way too hard to handle but I can't talk to anyone about it, because people just think I'm fishing for compliments. I mean, I've certainly improved (judging from my profile picture) but I just can't feel at peace with myself, and it's really bringing me down... I know no-one will see this, but I just needed to get this off my chest.
It will get better, just keep pushing yourself everyday ! :)
It’s hard that you’re feeling like that and I really hope you’re on a better place right now with your art, it’s hard to be compassionate with your work but you should treat your work like you treat others and we have to be patient with our process, I hope everything is better now :)
I know that this is 6months old, but I feel exactly how you feel. It's very exhausting, especially when people think that you are fishing for compliments.
Hey! Dont feel like that.
That happends to me too,but you gotta get going,i kept going only thinking "someday ill do art like those i see".
When i was practicing anatomy i felt unsatisfied with the drawings,and then when i improved at it and now i feel satisfied.
But i know that the feeling of unsatisfication is gonna come back.
I'm going through the same exact thing, it's really overwhelming and hard, except that I never feel good about my art. It's tiring.
that feeling of self hatred made me stop drawing completely for several years till today ... i used to love and enjoy drawing, and now its just no part of my life anymore, ... it really sucks, dont be like me
Same, fam. It made me quit both art and writing for so many years. I'm slowly getting better with at least art, but I dunno if I'll ever enjoy it like I did when I was younger. I feel like if I ever tried to do it for money, those feelings would come back so strong I'd just quit again.
I had depression for three years I stopped doing everything I loved but now I'm free and I'm slowly coming back to art
@@sugar_cube_tootsies1136 That's great you're bouncing back! I wish you the best of luck.
littlekitsune1 thank you! And you too
Why did you have those feelings?
I know I've stopped drawing for several years and almost gave up on it entirely, as a result of being mocked on DeviantArt because I didn't know how to improve my skills and comparing myself to my inspirations.
Almost committed suicide several times because of how low I thought of myself and regretting what I did. This is coming from someone who freelanced in NYC.
Making art professionally or non-professionally is like the difference between working at a fast-food restaurant vs. cooking for you and your loved ones.
What relit that creative candle for me was hip-hop/anime subculture in the form of the Afro Samurai pilot. It inspired me to get back into art bit by bit, eventually breaking into hentai.
I hope that candle within you becomes lit again, I know what that self-hatred can feel like, it's a very awful place.
I remember I used to have fun drawing and now I just start stressing over everything, clothing, shoes, hair, etc. My art was good for my age back then but now I don't even really have an art style.
Don’t stop drawing, you can get through this!😊
An artist: *Looking at own art* "Wow, this is good."
Same artist: *Looks at Mona Lisa*
The artist again: "Nevermind." *Crying on the inside*
Or rather:
Looks at own art: "Wow, I suck."
Looks at Mona Lisa: "This isn't even that good."
Looks at own art: "Wow, I really suck."
me posting something I made on Instagram: "wow, this actually looks good"
me searching Instagram for similar posts: "all of these are so perfect"
me again: "why do I even consider myself an artist?"
I dunno, Mona Lisa is kinda meh.
@@PatPatych Da Vinci: Che sfiga! I knew it! I'm a fraud! A fraud!
I think daVinci has better works than MonaLisa, she's a bit overrated in my opinion. Specially when DaVinci was an expert in anatomy and MonaLisa is a static and waist line portrait.
I’ve always thought my art is ugly. Either the proportions are messed up, or the shading is too dark, not dark enough, I can always find something to hate about my art. I love it so much but I always feel so empty after I look at my art because I never find it attractive.
Growing up I've always felt so proud of my drawings (even if they were bad) and always wanted to show everyone bc I yearned for their compliments and nice words. That was like my reward for drawing until now. As I grew older I became more discouraged and as I looked to other artists it became even worse. I think that's just what happens when you compare your art to others but I hope is just a phase :(
Edit: aight phase over now its time to listen to my ted talk
Tbh you're supposed to start off pretty bad at art that's how it's supposed to work and that's not necessarily a bad thing either.
It would be hella boring if you just came out the womb knowing everything there is to art. What I've learned is that art is all abt the adventure not how good it is, even I still have to learn that it's not all abt how perfect I can get a line but if I'm having fun doing it as that is the reason I started in the first place. Your art might look shitty to you, but it was better than how it was before and if it's better than how it was before than its gonna keep getting better if you just keep trying and if you believe in the process.
You might think your art is trash bc you keep looking towards what it could be instead of congratulating yourself for how it looks now. You cant skip to the future where your skills get better so just enjoy where you are now, don't stress on what your art looks like at the moment or look to other that are better, just chill out and enjoy yourself- stay in your own lane and vibe.
Art is not a competition to see who's better , it's the impression of the imagination.
So yes, it is just a phase yall you'll get over it also shameless flex but I did draw my profile picture and BITCH my oc Carter is KILLING IT!
What's also kind of sad is that as you improve, people will stop giving you those compliments because they assume that you know that you're good, or you get it all the time. It ends up being a bad cycle to chase.
The good news is that it makes evolutionary sense to hate your own work, because it should drive you to do better. If you were the one who made the painting in your thumbnail, I definitely think you're in the clear.
I think is funny, most artists I've talked to feel very self conscious about their art work. In their words, it's never good enough and I feel the same. I always look up to great artists for their skill and hope that one day I can be just as good as them.
Same, *sight* totally the same..
YES
*phase
When I look at my old art it makes me feel even worse. I thought my old art was good when I made it, but I was unable to see just how terrible it was. So I tell myself that because I couldn’t see how bad my work was then, I can’t see how bad my work is now. And this feeling is only more justified the more I improve. When I should feel good that I’ve gotten better I just feel bad that I was so bad to begin with and still am.
Don’t look at it that way :(
I look at my old middle school artwork that I used to think was good, and looking back at it now, I feel so embarrassed that I’d gladly show people my sketchbook with such confidence. You’re constantly improving and learning new things, so of course you wouldn’t be able to see your mistakes in the moment. :)
Thank you so much for this. Imposter syndrome is so prevalent in every field (a physics professor at my uni said he's met an astonishing number of PhD's and even other professors who feel like they cheated their way to their position and don't deserve it, and their "actual lack of skill" will catch up to them someday), and even if nobody has an answer, it is something people need to talk about more, at least so we know we're not alone. It's chronic and doesn't go away easily and more people need to know that a couple reassuring words, no matter how well-intentioned, won't fix it. Thank you so, so much for being brave enough to talk about something really difficult. I wish you all the best ❤
Everytime I do art, I feel like a total failure, I feel worthless and depressed..... I feel even worse if people compliment my art, because its like they always lie to me because the dont want to hurt my feelings, but sometimes I want an opinion that says the truth, I want to really know how bad my art is
This does happen to me all the time and not just with art, in every part of my life. I'm changing between having infinite self confidence and feeling like a failure all the time.
Does it correlates with physical condition like how much you sleep etc? Perhaps you have a bipolar disorder.
I totally get what you mean. I’m the same way, some days I feel super confident in my abilities and the next day I feel like a failure. Sometimes I’m also just so tired of looking at my work and end up hating it from over working it. It might help to journal about the good days and read it back to yourself when you’re feeling down. I’m going to start doing that anyways and see if it helps me 🤷🏼♀️ (and no, I don’t think this means you have bipolar disorder 😉)
This video is another proof of how hating your art is an irrational feeling.
This really hits hard when you see how fast people improve in 3 years while you've been going at it for longer and still have lacking progress. I practice as much as I can but it always feels like I'm constantly lost.
I love the process of drawing something, it's why I do it. But as soon as it's done comes the comparisons. My line work, colors, and everything just looks so terrible and lifeless compare to others.
I've seen posts online where someone asks to share their art. I always go in there to look at some good new artists to follow, but I never share mine, I don't feel like I'm on the level to put my art next to others.
I think that I am the worst human being most of the times, I can't pay my bills, I can't feel like I do good things i can't feel like I matter but i didn't have an easy life here on Brasil, abusive family, country on financial and moral decay, the violence on the streets being so real around here made everything feel empty, dead. I would say for everyone who is in a similar situation just fight harder don't let others says what you can or can't be or desire because Having a dream can save you from a nightmare.
Only Bolsonaro can save us now! (I'm possibly dead after this line)
“Having a dream can save you from a nightmare”. I literally gasped
@@vithor592 I wouldn't put my hopes on politics
@@guilbasyt I've become an Ancap ever since I wrote that comment, I'm way past putting my hopes on politicians
That 2019 vs 2011 one got me, I hope I can improve that much
Imposter? I wouldn't even dare to refer to my work as "art" lol... in fact, I feel rather pretentious even referring to it as "work". For now, I should just refer to it as "my hobby".
I try and explain to myself that I'm only practicing when I draw. I'm actually afraid of drawing a full fledged piece of art because I can see the flaws in my art.
Arkzyk Then ride the flaws
how are you doing now?
It felt really nice to meet someone with the same problem.
I permanently compare myself to artists I look up to and no matter how much I get better at things I keep reminding myself that they're still better and that this much time has passed and I am still not there.I actually thought it really was just me being a perfectionist because that's what my teachers would say when I refused to hand in at the deadline because I still thought the work sucked.
I just can't hand something over when I see I can still do something to make it better but even when I do manage to get done with a picture to a point where I say I can't do more,this is just it...it's just not good enough to me.And not knowing how to fix it or how certain things are done so it looks like it looked in my head is frustrating and annoying.And the worst part is that I often don't even get to the colouring process because I always find something to improve at the lineart or posture.Then after sitting 8 hours or something just on that I look at it ,exhausted,thinking "and it's still not close to what I want".
I am most of the time even ashamed to show my art to friends because even though they're always like "you draw so well." "you have talent" "what do you mean!?It's good" ,to me it just sounds like pity talk or lies because I think it's not good .-. I wish there would be an easy solution for this but it's at least nice to know I am not the only one struggling with it.
@A weird Girler you're really sweet you know that?Thank you.I think what really frustrates me is just that I can't do some things the way I imagine and I know I am just missing knowledge.But I really want to get to a point where I can at least say I have a pattern I do my art in.Then I'd finish pieces earlier and be able to grow more because I have time for more ideas that roll around in my head.I hope we both get there!
when I feel not good enough, I always look at my old works. looking at my progress make me feel assured. human never be perfect after all. we just can improve. and you right, never compare to other artist. every artist are different.
Although i dont know who you are, or why this channel appeared in my recommended, i kinda want to point out that another tip is that you should always give your all.
People will often tell you, "you dont need to prove anything", "is fine to suck", "you dont need to go for the top ten in the list". I really think that kind of comments ruin the possibility of improvement, and really dont help at all. Criticism is something very important for improvement and although not a lot of people take It the best way possible, i think is very needed for a mix of improvement/happiness for your work. Its kinda like the contrary for people turning you down, and not feeling capable of doing a great work.
Instead of wishing you luck, im going to tell you to please strive!!!
(Ganbatte Kudasai!!!).
1 of the artists i look up to is you... and hearing those things from you rlly helps, especially this one. ty for your GREAT art and reminding me that great artists like you stuggled with the same things i struggle with. (im going to ask somthing from you it might be a bit rude but can you maybe do why we have art block or art fear?) ty for the videos!
4:36 *Miku defending the people in ww2*
I am coughing on my own spit thank u
Sometimes, you need to hear this from someone who actually understands these feelings.
I cannot express how much this helped, thank you!
Hello I just wanted to say that this really felt comforting to me. Thank you. Also, your left hand drawings are adorable!
I work as a professional graphic designer, copywriter, and administrator for a graphic design firm. I've been writing since 1996. I've put in a lot of time handling teams, and picking up leadership skills. I've spent a lot of time learning graphic design, as well as art. (I'm an alright shader and colorist.)
But I have no degrees in these fields. My in-house peers do. I always feel like I don't measure up. I'm always playing catch up. Even though I have taught my peers things, developed new processes with/for them, in house that they really struggled with. One of them is fighting a similar battle, even though she has her degree, worked for newspapers, and has done a fair bit of work. And the rest of the design team tells me fairly often how much they look up to me for my skills/ability. It's great to hear, lessens the noise, but I still feel how I feel. It doesn't stop me from working on projects, but I will often collaborate with my team.
And from an art standpoint, I feel like I can't sketch or draw in any real fashion, save for landscapes. THIS is my hardest roadblock, art wise. I feel absolutely terrible at it, and I have no idea how to move forward, even though I know once I start grinding out the stuff I need to work on, I will progress quickly.
When it comes to writing, I've over two decades experience, often writing sixteen hours a day. Often, when I work on a first draft for something, it comes out at a high level. The work will often compare to Stephen King, Anne Rice, or other high end writers. I've had people put my work in their "top five writers" list, and they are voracious readers. It's high praise, and it helps. But I still struggle with "are people going to like this?" - I know I'm weird. I don't think like most people. And I've spent a lot of time writing in collaboration, rather than on solo projects. I will work on a piece, and suffer the same analytical problem you do. I see all the flaws or problems, or feel like stuff is flat and boring. I know every manipulation and trick I'm using. But I give it to others to beta read, and they are like "MOAR! I need more! This is great so far!" - I feel like they're biased, or blowing smoke up my ass sometimes. But I have to force myself to remember they don't see what I see, know what I know. And it's quite likely their opinions, and even analysis are genuine, not trying to just appease me. It helps, but... I struggle with it.
I've been battling imposter syndrome for a long time, which is only compounded by a mood disorder (Cyclothymia, which is like diet bi-polar/manic-depressive disorder. The swings aren't as intense and the cycles aren't as fast. And self-awareness, and the right tools can help manage it. I have no medication or anything for it, and generally don't need it, but on the bad days... it's rough in my head.)
Some of these strategies are ones I've also picked up on my own, learned a few new ones. Thank you so much for making this video. It is incredible how much it resonates, and how other professionals feel, and so many of us feel this way. Your efforts are appreciated.
I only just found your stuff on Twitter today and then this channel, but already I'm quite a fan. Self-doubt is a hard monster to beat. I don't know if I ever will. Know that what you do is great, and your work is impressive, for real.
"I will never be satisfied."
started at art college last week, feel worrhless compared to my peers, everyone else is capable, i feel like i’m not, ive been doing arg for years and was always at the top of my class, always regarded as talented but now compared to everyone else, i feel inadequate, i’m going to try use this feeling to motivate myself to improve but its hard right now
To any artists who feel like they aren't Improving, Let me say this. I told someone else this and wanted to tell anyone else who may see this comment. So, I too felt like I am not improving. But here recently I have been the best I have ever been with my art, And.... I have been way to hard on myself. I have been practicing 3, 4 or 5 hours day. Simply drawing. But I have been improving. So I am gonna try to give you my best advice. No, I'm not gonna tell you to just practice. While this is a true, It isn't just that. For me, I was doing lots of studies and classes on RUclips, skillshare, and multiple more platforms. And I am a lot better, But just 5 minutes ago I was ripping pages out of my sketchbook thinking It was horrible. (Or knowing It was horrible in my opinion.) But as a conclusion, Just know if you put time into learning it, You *will* get better. No, you don't have to draw for 2 to 3 hours a day. Just find a good limit of time that isn't overworking yourself. And also, Maybe try drawing one of your old artworks and you can see you have improved. It's like seeing someone in real life you see everyday, they are changing but you only really notice If you look at a photo about a year apart from this year. Then you can see changes. But only look at the pre-drawn photo for a few seconds or you will Want to copy the exact artwork. For me, I just have way to high of expectations and I need to stop comparing myself to other artists. But haha, I don't want to vent everything to you. I just want to give you advice. Sorry this is a lot, But I hope this helps you.
But to anyone who knows how to fix *my* problem, What do I do if I am too hard on myself in art? I know it sounds weird, But I know I am too hard on myself yet I can't stop me from being hard on myself. I do, Compare myself to many artists. Amazing artists! This isn't their fault but I do compare myself to them. Do you know how to fix this?
Robin Linn Once said that the solution, for him was...Learn to be Confortable in being Unconfortable. He also hinted to the Impostor Sindrome and for him one solution is just to think that just most of the people around you think the same and are also under the same sindrome ^^ Just wanted to pass on these words of a master
I love creating, be it music, stories, drawings, photos, whatever. But it never felt like art to me. I feel like I can't put anything out that's worthwhile. It's not necessarily that I suck at the craft but at the art.
I don't know how to explain it.
girl no outside complement is ever gonna make you love your art, you gotta just be content in yourself. i believe the day will come that you are satisfied, but still knowing you can still always improve.
This illustrations are so funny and cute.
This really came in good time, needing to finish a piece and feeling like shit, like i had never drawn anything before. I think writing really helps.
the problem is youtube , when you begin researching art over youtube , youll inevitibly find artists who in a subconcious matter try to rub that unhealthy perfectionism into you. beware of that . you will never have this feeling if you just go to artschool and leave youtube out of the scheme , or if you learn from professional books... once its too late its too late though and needs years for yourself to realize it ..
edit: ohh yeah , i almost forgot ..watching speedpaintings will subconsciously fuck you up (unless the painting is of less quality than your own stuff)
I strongly agree and I was about to write this down as well. People who are new to the field of art NEED to be aware of this and even me as a person who's aware and knows things don't work out this way it's hard not to make me feel frustrated.
I love how you're so true to your subscribers and let us know that what us artists feel isn't just something few people get.
Also your voice is so calming to listen to as well.
Being a perfectionist and an artist at the same time sucks so bad, like I will always tell myself that I'm a beginner, my first drawing is meant to be not as great as other artist's work but I always end up deleting all of my unfinished artworks which sucks so bad.
The compassion you show to yourself and the patience that emanates from your own self reflection and understanding is profound. This is a real struggle for artists. A demon we wrestle with it seems sometimes. But it's so incredibly worth it. You're right. The pay off is almost guaranteed for anyone with the courage to just try. That pay off being falling in live with the Process indeed. Man God bless you Sis
This made me feel so much better , had an art show last night at work, I entered a few peices and realized after they where hung up that there where some fundamental issues , I was mortified.. thank you
I just wanna say thank you for helping me recognize that our problem is serious and not a cry for attention. Also, I love your left-hand drawings! they're so cute!
Sometimes the best way to get over certain feelings is to embrace it. The key is to analyze that feeling and focus on what makes it a good thing. We are hard on ourselves because we view our art through a critical eye. That critical eye is the sole reason we push ourselves to GROW as artists. It's what helps us recognize our weaknesses so that we know what we should work on. It's the drive that keeps pushing us to improve and work tirelessly to perfect our craft. This perspective had made it so I am less harsh on myself and just work on improving my art while still doing my best to enjoy it. I've realized that bashing on myself is not productive. Meanwhile, taking action to improve my weaknesses will result in something good. Good luck everyone!
Got a good understanding of that syndrom, but it's on my nature to compare myself only to master artist and try to understand what I need to learn, it's my goal to become a living master so, in other case this is more a boost than a depression feeling. And ikr it's not adapted for all artist mindset. Compare to yourself is probably the best advice for anyone, thanks.
I’m going through this rn and I’m so glad to find sb else who feels the same way. I appreciate ppl’s compliments but I don’t like how pieces look. Then I start a new one and I still feel bad
It's me right now 😭 ur not alone
Never been this happy to see a sponsorship on a video before. I hope you can make some living out of RUclips for the time being. Your videos are entertaining and it’s really insightful seeing someone with a lot of experience express their thoughts. You don’t really get to see big artist do that. And it’s a big shame you can’t work because of your hand (or back).
God bedring med handa di :)
Thanks, I appreciate it
Thank you so much for this video.
It came to me in my reccomended in a time of weakness and self doubt that was breaking me apart: I felt so inadequate in comparison to artist my age or even younger than me, and no matter what I drew, there was always something I felt I was doing radically wrong.
It doesn't help that my art doesn't get a lot of following, so I just feel like the general public just find my art mediocre.
Same here, 18 yrs old preparing a portfolio and I feel like all the things I did so far were all for nothing
I like when you mentioned having stared at a piece of your work for hours while you work on it. I feel the same with music I’m working on - you spend hours, days even listening to the same thing and it’s easy to become disillusioned by it, and even feel like scrapping it completely.
You almost have to try and see it or hear it with fresh eyes/ears, and ultimately remember the spark you felt with it in the beginning
It is hard to retrain my brain to appreciate work I do when I have the ingrained habit to only analyze the things I could do better. One thing that I have forced myself to do to soften the impact of never feeling satisfaction, is verbally telling myself that I did a good job when I completed something. It felt funny saying "Well done, you did a good job" outloud to myself. But after a while it made a big impact in how I view completed work. I am still very self critical, but I am better at giving myself the congratulations for improving and finishing work.
I know it is a strange trick, but I hope it can help someone else be less bleak about the work they complete and take a moment to appreciate what they put into finishing something.
does anyone else get mattias pilhede vibes?
not a bad thing
Dude, I thought the same thing
yeeeeee
Nobody’s art sucks it’s just the way they draw it and it’s good in theyre own way *don’t judge anyone people! And saying you’re opinion is reality*
I had this issue at one point, but then I heard that it's a common trait among story writers. So, now I just go off assuming most artists, even very successful ones, feel this way but keep creating their art anyway.
Basically, I imagine the creators of my favorite works be like "Man, this work sucks. How it's even popular." and I counter it in my head with "Hey! It's one of my favorite works!" So, I just imagine the same could be the case for any of my own works. I explain to myself that I view the work as crappy due to my subjective POV, while for many others the work may seem great.
I figured that, to be like these artists, what I have to do is to learn to ignore that negative part of my brain and to keep producing what I can. I don't have to think my work is great, I just shouldn't dismiss it because a scumbag part of my brain thinks it's terrible.
I haven’t draw or touched the story i was writing in almost 3 years. It’s like somebody came and stole my passion and flexible mental creativity and left me with a little bag of feelings of anger towards everything artistic that i dare touch.
There's actually a name for what I've been feelings for the past 7 years?!!
I've always thought it's because of self-esteem and confidences issues that I spiral down into depressions and seems to be stuck there. (Though, I did believe that because of this being festered for 7 years, I have developed mild depression at this stage.)
For years I was afraid to pick up a pencil to continue to draw. And whenever I did, I hated myself and my art. It was so hard that I simply stop drawing and run away because I didn't want to keep feeling so hopeless.
This make me happy that I can finally name this feeling. I love art. I don't need anyone's help. I still have pride. I'm a perfectionist so that make it harder. But, at least now I know name of the state that I'm in. I'll stop trying to beat myself up and cheer up.
Thank you so much for your video. I am so glad I clicked on it. I'll go cry and after that cheer up.
Yes, I feel the same way! It's the reason why I never gave art a chance as a career before. Although I have the exact same "imposter feeling" in my profession now. I'm currently getting my diploma in nursing. most of the time I feel like I'm not good enough even though I have all my grades and people tell me I'm doing fine. But the feeling stays... I should be working on my confidence and my positive thinking. I can see now that it's the root of the problem of a lot of things... Art, RUclips, work :/
I love drawing ever since I was young and people always complimented me whenever I did a piece. But a few years ago I felt dysphoric. This feeling was prevalent when I got to meet other people my age who, in my perspective, had 'better art' than mine. It doesn't help that I have this 'competitive but lazy' attitude, so for awhile I was simmering in envy while I did little to improve my own work. This continued for some months, and eventually, I stopped drawing. I focused my attention on other things, but they were all just a fad, so I began to think I was 'talentless' and 'unskilled'. This was a pretty depressing period of my life because I feel I was never and will never be good enough. I didn't want to sell my pieces because I believe no one will buy them for their bad quality compared to others.
Right now, I'm actually trying to embrace my own quality of art and on improving, but with the stress of doing school work, it's gonna take awhile for me to truly accept that my art has its own quality and that I should stop comparing it to others--because in all honesty, every time I degrade my work, I become more unhappy with myself. It's frustrating.
"It's not a skill, it's frustration" - me every time.
Thanks for this video.
This is so good! Please make more of this series 😄
I will
Thank you. As someone who absolutely dispises their art someone like you saying something other then its just a phase and doesn't last that long is encouraging.
Wow! this video explains exactly what I feel! I just started doing Illustration as a job and I feel so unqualified and judgmental over my own work. It really helps that i know I'm not the only one feeling like this.
I've struggled with school for a long time, as well as my self confidence. At some point i started disliking my art too.
It's been a few years since my high and i'm struggling to draw with as much ecxitment as i used too or even draw at all.
I'm soon getting professional help from a therapist. I still apreaciate art, and hopefully I can relearn to love the process of drawing and my own art.
design student here
i had hit rock bottom in my confidence
this video meant so much to me i cried
thanks
I'm definitely a perfectionist, and I want my art to look just right. It doesn't come out the way I want it to sometimes. And I do feel bad when it doesn't work out. But, I don't think it's something to get rid of. I did my work and next time I can do better. Instead of suffering about it, I just accept it as part of me. And people do recognize effort, even in the work that I think looks bad. Good luck, everybody!
I tell myself my art is not good enough but not in a negative way, more as motivation. Telling myself that my art can be better but yeah. Sometimes it's hard, especially when you notice little detail in your artwork that need polishing.
When you compared your art vs Ruan Jia, I actually thought yours was a lot better and got confused why the right photo was the one that changed.
I know Astri is talented and this is is supposed to be a compliment but man... Ruan Jia is GOALS. Very serious ones.
@@blueboxjuggler As someone who didn't really know either Astri or Ruan Jia until this video, I guess imo (and in my personal taste) Astri has already surpassed that goals haha.
To me both could've been from the same artist.Personally I prefered the left ones face while I prefered how the person came out more from the background on the right.Both have flaws but are really well executed at the same time.And as someone who's terrible at this paintlike colouring style and usually goes for the more simplistic base,shadow,light,extras they're amazing.
@@jos-josradvanji6203 Ruan Jia is like the living master so I don't know what your art standards are.
@@blueboxjuggler I don't know them,maybe it's just this picture that I personally don't like as much because the face looks weird to me.I don't really get why you sound so upset though.Master or no master,people like different things and I liked the left one better overall.To me if we talk about masterlike paintings I'd say the artist WLOP takes the cake but like I said before,it's taste.
I have had (and still have) some weird thing where I feel unreal. I wasn’t doing anything. I felt I was too mean to people, and felt I was better off being sleeping beauty. But, I had to fight it off, no matter what to get out of that state. Now, I am drawing, talking, meditating, living, and learning much more.
If you are a artist or have any loved hobby, DONT STOP!!!, no matter how hard it is!
If you see your bad art as one more step closer to improving, that can also lift the pressure off your shoulders.
If drawing for 5 years has taught me anything, it's the journey that counts. When you're hyper focused on the result, you can't enjoy the process. I've learned to say to myself; "enjoy the process. The result is just a bonus of finishing your art piece" forcing yourself to draw will just be frustrating because it's putting unnecessary pressure on yourself to make something amazing, when you're forgetting the most important part: enjoy what you create as you create it!
just started art school and dear god I'm feeling this so hard...nice video to watch
The key to loving your own creative work is to truly love yourself.
recently, i've been feeling so frustrated about my art. before, i used to enjoy it so much but as time passes, i get more and more insecure about it. i always expect my art to look great and i end up being disappointed because i feel like it's not good enough. i dreamt of doing it as a job because it makes me happy but now i am afraid that it will be the one holding me down. i really want to improve but whenever i practice, i stop because i hate how my drawing turns out. after watching this video, i really felt so much better, and thank you so much for that ❤ i hope that i learn to accept my art and improve in the future 💕
Yes, we can relate to this soo much! >~
I feel miserable feeling like that. Sometimes it feels that my life is passing by so fast and I'm not enjoying what's happening before me. Everyday I worry that I have to improve, I have to be better with art, that everything I do is not enough, and that's only what matters. And there are a lot of other things happening and I'm not giving the right treatment or value to them because I'm worrying too much with my art, that sucks.
This is what I am currently experiencing. Transferring from Multimedia Arts to Fine Arts. When I introduce myself not good enough in the first days of classes and feel lagging behind. My classmates told me to not think it that way. Upon many shameful plates of not meeting the objectives. Many classmates stood up and offered their help to me but, I feel shy because they are busy too. So, I just understand. A person offered to be my plates buddy (I was like woah!, owo) Another shameful plate, they stood up again and chatted to me that they are here for me (I feel so comforting) but at the same time, I am shy about for asking their help. But, nowadays I ask for help since I have not met the objectives of my third plate. It feels so traumatic enough for me to join classes, but I place my face shoved on showing that I am strong enough, even though I am internal crying and tensed up during that class. The guidance counselor was somehow helpful. School's psychiatrist is fully booked like a psychologist as well. Tbh, I am just surviving but I know my spark in art is still there (it's just tiny of now). I also get know that I am adapting to the University's curriculum.
So, to anyone who is out there! Who has a similar experience with me. Talk with someone who will truly hear you out, understand you as well. It helped me but seeking professional help is also the key to our betterment. Also, just be who. Accept help from your fellow classmates who has prior experiences. Ask tips/tricks from them. Don't be afraid of failing, Yeah I know it freaking sucks and your self-esteem will go down. But, hey! At least you are honest with yourself and your professor. RUclips University, Skillshare, and Udemy are there. Don't forget online art classes!!! Let's improve and improve, sheesh failures are super hurtful but that will make us great artists on our own! 💖Let's improve day by day even if it is slow, it still progresses yall! We gotchu fam!~
“Feelings of inadequacy due to hyper-critical parents...“ hmmmm 🤔. I agree.
What a honest episode. When Imposter syndrome rears its head with me in some way, I feel like I want to prove it wrong by proving others wrong. Which I guess isn’t necessarily a singular motivation that builds healthy relationships.
Love this episode!
I am really going through this, I can't take compliments about my art because I really don't think it is good enough.. Whenever I feel proud of something I made and see someone else's creation I shut down completely and all of my inspiration and want to draw disappears completely. I really wan't to be a good artist, hell I have been drawing continuously for YEARS now but It is still not as good as other peoples art and that really freaking hurts.
Hello Astri.
Thank you for posting this video. I think you have helped me in some way but i want to tell you my story
I think i have imposter Syndrome too. But in my case i have Asperger’s and learning problems...
For more than 10 years I’ve been trying to draw. My anxiety, depression and other issues are stopping me from drawing and learning how to draw.
When i used to draw i always used to mess up. No matter how much i try to learn tutorials On RUclips or DeviantArt i never, ever get it right... no matter how much i try to practice. :'(
I struggle to learn the skills on how to draw.....anatomy, proportions and perspective...i suck with them all! :(
I don't know what to do about my issues :( My friends don't know how to help me, all they can say is "Practice, Practice, Practice" which is a typical artist’s response but it's not so easily said than done for me :(
This sounds like my life as an artist word for word. Thank you for posting. Gotta keep learning!
I think alot of great artists feel this way, girl. I have this issue with drafting. Focus on you and dont compare to others. Thats the best remedy. Look at is as being humble. You dont need a therapist you need good advice. You do great with your method. Just remember it was your emotional outlet at first, if you can take yourself back to when the learning drive and passion began or focus on what you enjoy creating. I was taught to take a break let the eye rest then go back.
With comparing myself to the old me, I only see how much I downgraded, that I’m not as amazing as I was as a kid; I think I’m stupider, less confident, I believe my imagination isn’t as glorious as it once was. My mind always feels blank and foggy, and I never feel that rush of the great smoothie of both inspiration and motivation unless it’s forced into me by videos like this. Tbh, I haven’t been able to draw a character all week, even tho it’s the only week I’ve had time for myself, until today. I feel lethargic with everything I do, my mind a blur, my mentality going in so many directions as I try to spur an ounce of creativity out of me. I can’t help but feel worthless and apathetic, my body feeling cumbersome to move. All that is so different from who I was when I was younger, but I don’t even remember what it was like when I was younger, I can feel my memories fading away, only being replaced by thoughts of frustration and self-hatred.
I think I’m both envious and loathing of the old me because I’ve had it hammered in me by the ppl I’m forced to be around that the “old me” is more likable, more preferable, much more open for improvement and susceptible to talents. I felt like a prodigy as a kid, but now I feel like a hollowed out version of the old me. I can’t remember a point in time where I didn’t compare myself to my younger years, besides well, when I was in my younger years. I’ve never had a problem with comparing myself to others, there are a lot of times when I do and it can be grappling, but there’s always that looming feeling of my older self being the true person I’m comparing myself to. If someone can draw a particular concept I really want to, but know it wouldn’t be anywhere good enough in comparison if I were to draw it, I always think “My younger self could do it.” It’s the same with everything besides art. I feel trapped in my own body, my mind seems to have turned itself away from me, _in_ me. I just want everything to go back to how I liked it, I wish I didn’t have my disorders, or at least for them to be in the same, simple state they were in way back when; I didn’t intend for this to be so long, but when I start writing I can’t really stop (I’m glad that at least stayed with me), and I can’t help but vent about all this online rather than in a journal off it.
Guys this actually helps me a lot every week or day you decide take a piece of paper and pencil and just let out all your anger on the page about your art or really anything anyway everyday do this and use the tips from these videos and then about a week or 2 in check your progress and how it goes down day by day and that would probably inspire you because you know your doing great
it's so hard to not to compare your art and skill level compare to your peers I mean ik know that's not healthy but how much ever I try deep down I always end up comparing idk how to get out of this
I believe I've been dealing with this for a few years and legitimately never knew it was an actual thing everyone else also goes through.
I did art in high school and I felt like I had a really great learning curve and I felt like I improved a lot in those years. I graduated and stopped drawing and painting as much and I eventually I stopped all the way for 4 years. I recently started drawing and painting again because I really want to pursue animation as my job and I have lost so much of the concepts I knew previously. Completely forgot anatomy and how to shade properly and just a lot of basic things. My art right now is not where I would like it to be, but you helped me feel better and excited to relearn everything I lost and find my style again so that I can go to school and eventually find a job in what I love to do! Thank you!
All I want to say is I wish I could give you a hug! I'm an older person and I still feel the same way. You've done it brilliantly. You are a phenomenal Talent. Thank you for sharing because you do make the world better for being in it and sharing your talents.
I don't really know how to explain it but I used to feel like that, heck I still do sometimes (not satisfied with my own artworks, comparing myself with someone like WLOP) but after I look back at my old works and saw how I improved at so many different points like shading, proportions, etc it made me somehow happy and I thought to myself "It was worth the time, let's keep going, I'll get to that level eventually"
I felt this video! I worry all the time about a client spreading hate about me. Thank you so much for this video! I really needed this today. I've been so depressed lately, and this helped so so much! ♡
My parents were very commanding of me when I was small when it came to Art and Projects and Any type of work and that really impacted me. They had let go of the reins when I was getting older but since I was so used to that pressure of perfection I winded up being my own nagging parents and I was never happy with any of my art unless it either was at the same level or surpassed the level of my peers. But I’ve learned to just lay back and relax and to not be so judgmental of my art ,and my art now has improved dramatically 💗 .
As a young artist (age 14), I just break down sometimes when I see artists so much younger than me who are so much more talented than me and can animate. I’ve never really liked anything I’ve made even though my mother says I am skilled. It doesn’t help that every time I go on Twitter to post my work I see other people’s drawings and I absolutely hate what I spent so much time on afterwards.
I literally cant draw faces, bodies, clothes, anything to do with art. Everytime i wanna draw i end up with a circle and then just erasing while crumbling in a small ball on my bed-
thank you so much for making this video! it’s nice to know that i’m not the only one who thinks this way
i’m not a professional artist, but i can draw (kinda well i think?) and whenever i make something my thought process is always “yeah, maybe this is good but is so much better than me, why do i even try-”.
so anyways thanks again :)
I've never thought about having imposters syndrome before, thinking I'm mostly "normal" as that's what ive been told, but now that I think about it its more and more likely why I feel so unworthy for everything I do. I dont know how to feel better about it, the one thing I do to try and feel better is study my work and point out the bad and the good, things I've grown on, things I can work on next month... It helps but it still feels like it'll never be enough.I've always had that feeling, because my parents always wanted me to be the best, but made me strive to be the best in the worst way possible
I enjoy making my art and when it's just the way I want it I feel unsatisfied
oh my gosh u are so right!
thank u for this:( was crying today bc i feel so stuck
Thank you so much for a boost of confidence! I struggle with my negative attitude towards my art because I procrastinate on improving because it’s not “perfect or beautiful”. Now I feel like working hard and improving as much as I can and just ENJOY IT!!! We all seek from approval (from ourselves more than others) ❤️❤️❤️
I love you’re not one of these channels that claim to fix something in 5 steps. Your honesty in that there is no real way to get rid of this and that u experience it was honestly more healing to me than anything else. Thanks so much for being u.
I was training 8 years, (still do) trying to find an art style, or atleast not be insecure about my art, I am only 11 and yet I still look at drawings from 23 year olds and think: „I’m not as good as them“ I know I’m stupid but it’s just like that. People think art is „funny“ and „ relaxing“.. oh well, every time I draw I end up getting angry, ripping it and then throwing it away.
I agree. My goal for this year is to just get my art out there not care what people think. Just put art out and improve thats all we can do good luck fam.
I've experienced this feeling several years ago.however I managed to pull through. I realize that I what I need was patience and things like anatomy. but thanks to the Internet and all most of the RUclips art community, I improve over time. handled criticism. and learned from my mistakes in drawing.
Sometimes i feel like that, i want to be better but sometimes it feels like my art is not good enough. 🤔
I needed this SO badly because I draw semi-realistic to cartoon-ish/animators style art, and everyone around me thinks hyper-realism to be the pinnacle of art. And I hate everything I draw. And holy crap my mental health spirals because of it.
My issue is that my whole life, I have used art as a emotional crutch, and a way to express myself in a way that i could keep to myself. But because of this, i never saw my art as a career or even a hobby, just something I did for no reason. But when i found out you can make it a career, i decided this is what i will dedicate my life to. I want to make a comic, I started writing the story freshmen year and im nearly done. I made a promise that i would get started on the comic by the time i get out of highschool. I am in my junior year and i havent done any work on the comic itself. I have only drawn the main cast, some side characters but nothing else. I cant draw buildings or enviornments for the life of me. I find it so hard to apply myself and some days i rip up every drawing i make. Of course my family knows about this and praises and keep all of my art. But now i can barely even stand to draw anymore. I end up crying and my day gets ruined everytime i think of my to-be comic. My art is no where that i want it to be but i think art is one of my only chances to get my name out there. Im not that funny or good looking. My art is all i have left so if my art isnt as good as it can be, what's left? I dont think my comic will do well at all, i think people will think its garbage, but i dont care. I will work on this comic and make it until its finished, because im doing it for me and no body else. Sorry if this is long but i felt i needed to get this out lol.
I know all of this, but somehow hearing you say it makes all the difference. Thanks. Really, it helps a lot.