thank you all for your support on this project. i am so grateful to have people like you to listen to my songs. there is also merch available, for those interested ❤️ ko-fi.com/weevildoing/shop
Weevildoing I cannot thank you enough for creating this project and ending it in such a blessful way. Been here since Splitter girl and enjoyed every single one of the girls stories. This is now my comfort album 🩷🌸
this ending is so heartwarming oh my god??? im sad to see the series end but this is literally the perfect ending for it. the updated blogs from the girls, the girls's namrs all being revealed, and the monolouge in ??? is all really sweet. and the meaning of this song hits me really hard personally because ive kind of given up getting help, thinking im broken beyond repair. this song made me consider that i might not be. thanks, weevildoing, i only discovered this series around taxidermy girl but the whole thing is great and has meant a lot to me.
OFF TOPIC BUT W ENA PFP AND W TPTM FAN And honestly felt here too, I'm just so happy we get to see them actually healthy and happy for once, genuinely gives me hope for myself and others in the future who relate to some of these girls, this album is so beautiful oml 😭
you are not broken beyond repair...I feel the same way too sometimes but please do get help, the world has a place for you and so many people waiting to love you❤
OH MY GODDD,,,,SEEING "my metamorphosis will be beautiful" AT THE END ACTUALLY BROUGHT ME TO TEARS. REFRACTION GIRL DIDNT FINISH HER LINE BECAUSE HER LIFE WASN'T FINISHED AND HEARING COMPLETE THE LINE WAS BEAUTIFUL!!! thank you so much for this wonderful series, weevildoing! ive been here since caliber girl and its been wonderful listening to songs that explain some of my struggles, and seeing the series come to a happy ending! :3
this project was absolutely beautiful. the way everything ties together with a hopeful ending has made me start crying. i think anyone can see themselves in at least one of these girls- even a little. and to show that it's not over, that it's never the end for them despite it all is really important to show. i'm really proud of how you approached each of the topics the girls encounter/symbolize, with both grace and rawness all at once. thank you for your art towne !! i'm so excited to see what you make from here
@@cyanos42 oh that's actually a sample from "thank you my twilight" by the pillows! they also used that in haruko haruhara :] (ignore this is you already know that the pillows r jyst a cool band)
fun fact: there was a secret in the uquiz hidden in the carrd, where one of the possible results was nurse parallel [everything was written in a cipher]!
THE SCENES OF THE GIRLS BONDING AND HEALING,,,, THE EDITED LYRICS AT THE END,,,,, IM ACTUALLY CRYING OMG THANK YOU WEEVILDOING OK NOW THAT I'VE LISTENED TO MACHINE GIRL I'VE REALIZED. THE CHORUS WAS *HER* EDITED LYRICS. SHE'S GROWN SO FAR PAST HER SUFFERING WHILE THE OTHER GIRLS ARE JUST BEGINNING SO HER'S ARE SO FAR FROM HER STARTING POINT.
weevildoing, thank you so fucking much, from the bottom of my heart. i’ve been feeling extremely hopeless lately. life has been declining and my chronic illnesses have been making everything so hard. i’ve felt like im losing control. but i am genuinely (happy) sobbing over this. all the girls are so important to me, especially freyja, as i’ve dealt with chronic illness and it has ruined so much of my life. just their line of “it’s not over, it’s not like i died, and i want to call what’s rest of me alive” has me crying my eyes out. thank you for making me feel hopeful again. 💚
I feel similar as I’m learning to live with my chronic illnesses too... It’s amazing so many people can relate and find comfort in music together, I hope going forward you have some days free of pain/symptoms and your illness stops declining ♥️❤️
This made me sob so hard. It's such a beautiful ending to this series. "You're not alone" usually feels like such a shallow statement to those who are suffering, because it lacks substance, and usually just genuine understanding. But this song genuinely gives me hope and makes me feel less alone in my struggles. With all the songs that accumulated to make this song what it is, all the girls we've seen go through the worst of the worst, it gives "You're not alone" a much kinder and genuine feeling. Through out all the songs in TPTM, there is not a single one I haven't seen myself in. And seeing all those girls healing in this is so cathartic.I'll miss this series dearly, but this is the best way you could have ended it. I hope everyone who saw themselves in these songs can also see themselves in this one. I wish everyone in and out of this comment section healing and relief. Thank you so much weevildoing.
I'm so emotional over this right now you have no idea. I've been around since Disposable Girl's release. I'm very, very attached to this series, and for 2 years, I've seen these girls feel nothing but sadness and misery. Seeing them finally find people like them who love and care about them, and recovering together, I think is the best ending this series could have had. Their smiles made me smile too. Xiomara has clearly seen the most violent, nightmarish, heartbreakingly cruel parts of humanity. And yet, she never stopped loving the world that hurt her so badly. She used her painful past as a basis to help others in similar positions as her, instead of letting it consume her with hatred. That's making me cry a little bit, especially as a plural person with alters who relate to some of the girls. I want to be like her one day. I love that Jordyn (Disposable) was the one shown being introduced to the group. She felt so unwanted and unlovable, but right next to her is someone who's going out of her way to help her, and in front of her are the people who are going to become her best friends. There's an empty chair in the circle just for her. She *is* wanted. The background video is high quality this time around. No effects, no blurring, no pixilation, no inverted colors. A clear view of the sky and the sea. It's like they can finally see the beauty in the world for the first time. I'm really proud of you for seeing this project to the end, I'll always hold TPTM close to my heart, but I'm also excited to see what you'll create in the future.
THE CHORUS HAS THE SAME MELODY AS MACHINE GIRL!!!!!! AND THE ENDING WHERE ALL OF THE GIRLS ARE SINGING PARALELLS OF THEIR ORIGINAL LYRICS BUT HAPPY AND THE ART OF RHEM TOGETHER OH MY GOD IM GONNA UGLY CRY RHANK YOU SO MUCH WEEVIL YOU'RE THE ABSOLUTE GOAT
something i really appreciate is how much of urself u put in ur music,, i've been following u since deviant came out, i watched audit when it had less than a hundred views and i remember the day when disposable girl first dropped. i think i was the first person to ever make fanart for u and i tweeted it out to an account with 9 followers!! ur work has inspired me so much, and it's genuinely been such a joy to see ur style and ur writing skills evolve, and how they reflect so much of you!! i bring this up because i noticed how the vocal melody was the same in the chorus as it was in machine girl, the first song u ever posted...a song about feeling inhuman, feeling like you weren't made for happiness. seeing that melody reflected in a song about the beauty of the world and a worth that exists within humanity absolutely spoke to me. especially as someone who is also your friend!! i'm more proud of u than u could ever imagine!!! for all it took to finish this song, to finish this series, to make it HERE, and to be YOU!! idk if u could tell or not but i relate to xiomara so heavily . like, being someone studying clinical psychology and who's so invested in making things better for people, who treasures acting as a source of support for my loved ones. i genuinely think there's nothing more beautiful than having the ability to take care of others, and i see that reflected so beautifully in this song and character. it takes a lot to love someone to the point of wanting to save them, xiomara strikes me as the type of person to love and to love so deeply, and so wholly, that it scares people, and it's lead to her feeling isolated and burned by others around her...but she never stopped loving there's something that changes within you once you start recovery. just taking that first step, thinking to yourself, 'i want better than this', it gives you something that changes how you view the world, something that can't ever be taken from you, no matter the setbacks you experience. and there will be setbacks, because recovery is not about never feeling sad again, it's about finding purpose for yourself so that the sadness isn't so all-encompassing. and what that looks like is different for everyone, as shown in the art with the girls. and it can look different for people with D.I.D, between varying dissociative parts, as it has for me and as is depicted with xiomara god, what a beautiful song. what a beautiful series, and what amazing art. you and feraljayce and caligi, everyone who's contributed to this album, you are one in a million!!
"Hope,... which whispered from Pandora's box after all the other plagues and sorrows had escaped, is the best and last of all things." - Ian Caldwell. I got into this project late, but what an experience it was to listen through..
I CANT BELIEVE ITS FINALLY ENDING it feels very full circle that the very last song doesnt contain "girl" in it, kind of breaking that gimmick to put an end to everything. very great project man!!
I STARTED CRYING AT THE END THIS SHIT IS TOO GOOD AND WHOLESOME AND IM GONNA EXPLODE 😭 "I CAN'T STOP WINNING!!!" nurse parallel gives me hope which was probably the intention, especially knowing her past self as machine girl i really love these kinds of recovery stories man, this is so good thank you so much weevildoing, i love every bit of tptm and it ended on such a high, i literally love you for making this masterpiece of an album, you're goated ❤
THIS WAS ACTUALLY WHAT I PREDICTED IN THE CHEMICAL GIRL VIDEO, IT IS KINDA OF A REMAKE OF MACHINE GIRL I AM DYINGG AAAAA WEEVILDOING, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH, YOUR SERIES REPRESENTED ME SO MUCH, AND I WISH THE BEST OF THE BEST FOR YOU!!!!!
i know this song literally JUST came out but it means a lot. seeing all of these characters growing and going through help really helps me think hopefully of the future, especially considering i relate to a lot of the TPTM songs. i’m very glad this ended off on a positive note
SHE COMES OUT ON MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!! MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AS SOMEONE WHO HAS FOLLOWED SINCE THE BEGINNING THIS MAKES MY WHOLE LIFE BETTER. oh my god. this is already going to be so amazing, i can tell, going to be the whole soundtrack of my birthday im so happy.
dang this premieres on my graduation day... something something breaking free from the shackles of girloserdom. getting a life thanks to nurse parallel 👍
im crying im so happy there's did rep in this - as a system myself i feel so seen and genuinely so, so excited i can't wait until this premieres thank you so much update i ugly cried the entire premiere it was beautiful i loved every moment of this thank you weevildoing
genuinely so bittersweet to see the series end,,, thank you weevildoing for your art and for telling stories that others deem "unimportant" :) this series will forever be one of my favorites for so many reasons.. for the music, the storytelling, the character designs, and the characterizations of these girls that draws people in and lets them feel important and seen and heard in a world that hates to acknowledge them. thank you again
I think I picked up this series at around when Caliber Girl was released, and with every new song in the collection I’m over the moon. I’ve made kandi bracelets based off each song, and now I can finally make the last bracelet!! ily tptm has been so soso cool and im tearing a hole in the fabric of reality in my waiting to play this song on repeat
Update: played the song, OH MY GOD. THE REFERENCE TO MACHINE GIRL IN THE CHORUS AND SEEING ALL THE GIRLS GET THE HAPPY ENDINGS THEY DESERVE. I AM EATING DRYWALL AT THIS SONG
ugh first time writing a comment that isnt "GIRL DROPPED" but ive been into tptm since disposable girl and most, if not all, the girls have made me feel so seen. ive never related to songs more than i have in this album. disposable girl was a punch in the gut and helped me cope with freshman year. every girl is special to me in ways i will never be able to fully describe. from the bottom of my heart, i thank you for such a life changer (╥﹏╥)
I’ve been here since the Irreverent girl release. I don’t comment much on songs as it’s hard for me to describe my feelings towards them I actually fell in love with every song’s instrumentals, lyrics and visuals too. Every song hit me in some way or another, they are forcibly opening your eyes and ears and put you in a place where the girls are, making you go through their worst feelings, thoughts, fears and hopes, and then leaving you with your own ones. It is really unfortunate that there are actually plenty of girls that I know who’s experience really remind me of the post traumatic manifesto characters and I’m not an acception. Thank you, WeevilDoing, this was a beautiful experience. Your music and mixing has become better too, it’s scratching my brain in a good way! I’m glad you’ve been able to finish this project, it doesn’t look easy to put to the end especially when you have to work with the website, visuals and art. Thank you again and please never give up on music and art. Being girl is hard but I think me and others can get through this. The last girl’s bio really brings some hopes
I’ve been here since the very first song and its making me emotional to see it come to a close.. these girls and their experiences mean so much to me and knowing they find support and recovery is so important to me
i’ve been around since fainéant girl released and i can’t believe this is ending. some of your songs have spoken to me in ways i didn’t think were possible. disposable girl and taxidermy girl spoke to me especially as an unliked, unattractive, bullied, hypersexual alterhuman. i am grateful to have found your work.
as someone who was there for the post traumatic manifesto since DISPOSABLE GIRL and with weevildoing as whole since audit blew up: this series ending makes me so sad ohhhhh my god..... this series has helped me through so many mental issues and difficult times in my life and seeing it come to an end is just so Bittersweet in a way I can't even begin to describe. splitter girl was there for me throughout Sophomore Year (I am refusing to elaborate for a good reason), caliber was there for me when I was stressing out over my school stuff and inherently feeling like a complete failure for not knowing things that everyone else supposedly "learned in 5th grade" (I was homeschooled and never taught it), chocolate box girl was there for me after my sa trauma last year and episodes related to my previous grooming traumas, and disposable + refraction are now there for me in my current episode as I get all sad and suicidal over me feeling like a terrible person who should Die. me and these girls go way back trust also the whole entire monologue in the ??? section of the carrd............... YEEEEEOWCH!!!!!
BRAVO!!! I was so hyped for this one, I shed a tear, shes the one I got in the quiz and I love her!! Seeing all the girls healing bit by but just brought so much joy into my heart, and then at the end when all of them contributed to the song with a hopeful change on their previous lyrics its just AAAAA 💖💖 Also the art is amazing you two! So glad to have been part of this journey!! EDIT: OH MY GOD THE WEBSITE CHANGED THEIR MESSAGES??? NO HELP ME THIS IS SO SWEET AADHAJ???
tptm is literally one of if not my favorite song series out there. ive been around for a few years a this point, and its incredible to have watched all the girls come and and to have watched them all grow. thank you for making this!! edit: fainéant girl is one of my favorite song ever. it really helped me approach my disability and body and helped me accept myself. caliber girl helped me find solace in my overworking and the stress. i just- i just love this so much. i’ve been here since caliber girl and i remember how much each song i love so much much much. thank for creating this album!
I LOVE THIS SONG SO MUCH? THE LYRICAL REFERENCES TO THE OTHER SONGS AND HOW THE CHORUS HAS THE SAME MELODY AS MACHINE GIRL IS FUCKING INSANE AND THEN ALL THE OTHER GIRLS JOINED IN WITH A REPRISAL OF THEIR SONGS AND ITS BEAUTIFUL BECAUSE WHILE WE DONT KNOW WHATLL HAPPEN TO THEM WE DO KNOW THAT THEYLL BE BETTER AND ITS SO SWEET AHDHDKEBSKEBELWPDNSNWPD
been here since splitter girl, and your music has really helped me realise other people have issues with their health, and that i'm not alone. of course, we're all different, but the amount of songs i''ve listened to within the TPTM series and really resonated with is astounding, and really helped me with realising i'm not alone with how i feel, especially faineant girl; going into topics that aren't typically covered in disabilities and issues people deal with day to day, such as feeling like you aren't 'helping' out enough, or proving your worth. idk what this tangent means, but i'm so inspired to even see this project come through as a artist and aspiring creator; with how you present the lore within the ??? carrd and girls and characters- i guess all i'm trying to say is, thank you, weevil
i've been here since splitter girl and i cannot thank you enough for this series. it will always be there to remind me that someone else can feel pains similar to mine and get a happy ending. as the series and quality has grown i feel that i've grown myself, and that the ending reflects my growth despite the struggles. im sitting here ugly crying at this and couldnt be happier, thank you :) also i find it nice how xiomara's colors are black and white, yet is represented with rainbows of the other girls, because you cant have acceptence without the good and the bad. i love her representing duality visually
I was not here for much of it, yet it still surprises me that its ending. This one's gonna be good, I know it :3 thank you weevildoing. Thank you thank you thank you.
I’ve been here since the beginning and I kind of thought I’d never see the end, and I am actually doing really good for myself nowadays and have been slowly working through the trauma from the past few years. I’m glad to be here and I’m excited for the future no matter how scary it seems
Oh and the line “I can be more than what you want” is making me cry but I’m not sad, I’m actually really proud of myself because that’s something I’ve been working on for awhile now. It’s nice to cry and not be upset
I genuinely need to comment how beautiful the difference between machine girl to now, in music quality, but also the general theme. The fact that its focusing on the human body and the biological, the innerworkings of a real body with no machine now and how much theyve come from then, seeing everyone AND themselves as a being, something i literally cannot type out with how beautiful this is and how far you've come as a music producer honestly ❤ im so glad this ending went this way ily weevildoing
Been here since the beginning, listening to the songs as soon as I can after they release, following the lore religiously, having the album on repeat when I’m in class- it’s been such an aspect of my life for the past 2 years, and while seeing it come to an end is sad in its own respect, it’s also incredibly satisfying. I can’t wait for the album to be on Spotify and for the TPTM merch to be released. The girls and their songs are very important to me, and you’re so amazing Towne. I want you to know how much your music and characters have meant to me and will continue to mean.
I've kept track of TPTM for literal years, and knowing that it's going to end soon makes me feel sad and happy. It contains some of the few songs out there I've ever really related to. It's hard to find much music that actually resonates with me, so finding an entire album I resonate with was amazing. Thank you so much for making TPTM
This is so cute :0 I loved this since I first heard splitter girl and I have related to a lot of the lyrics of most of the songs as I haven't had the best life. But this song is a fitting end. It seems like they're all getting therapy together and honestly, that's really wholesome. No matter what you've gone through, no matter how you think of yourself, you can get help if needed,you can find a way out of the pain. Thank you weevil for this series.
Been here since irrelevant girl was considered the most recent, crazy how this series will come to an end(I still remember this series going to contain 12 songs instead of 10 cause that’s how far I’ve been keeping up with this series-) Thank you Weevil for creating such a project and keeping up with your health in the progress. Stay safe and always motivated to do such things like this(the mix of other songs to this final one is such a “final episode ending song” it makes me cry…)
I'm pleasantly suprised that Sora is used here :j Also, since this album is coming to a closure, I want to share that I've started listening to it when Splitter Girl came out, or more accurately I've been listening to just that song, I thought that it was a stand alone song. Later I stopped listening to it, and I came back a few day after Taxidermy Girl was released. I don't have as, close? of an attachment to this series like some people here had, but it still was a good thing that I stumbled upon it again. Hope everyone is having a good day. :j Edit: Peace and love on planet earth.
This whole series is so meaningful. Thank you WeevilDoing for writing such incredible songs about such heavy subjects. Also- took the quiz and got Faineant Girl. Too damn accurate.
this song...i've had it on repeat for a few hours now, but the part about suffering defining yourself makes a lot of sense now. the girls were named after their struggles. they were defined by their suffering, literally. they were nameless and we only heard of their pain. nurse parallel doesn’t follow the typical naming convention because she's learned not to define herself by her suffering. through her help, the girls get their names; for example, splitter girl isn’t just splittrr girl, she's tahira. she is a person, not just her misery. and you see this in the girls nee diary entries too... no longer do they just pertain to their "definitions," it's just them living their lives. been here since disposable iirc. it's always bittersweet to see a projector complete but this was the perfect ending. :)
I can’t believe that we’ve finally the end of the post traumatic manifesto. It felt like yesterday when I first listened to disposable girl and discovered Weevildoing. No words can ever truly describe how much this whole entire album means to not just me, but to so many people as well. If they can begin healing from their trauma, so can we. 💗
the minute i heard machine girl in the tune.... like oml it all comes around full circle, paired with the chorus of all the other girls, im so sane about this!!! their healing!!
That was so beautiful. It was amazing to see every girl go to therapy together, finding hope again. When you hear every girl’s story in their songs, it might create a feeling of isolation. The songs are separated, girls are separated, it’s only them and the effects of the horrible things they’ve been through. When you see every girl together it makes them feel even more human, bursting the isolation bubble and showing that they’re not alone. You’re not alone. The phrase “look inside me and find yourself” sounds like the album itself is saying this to the listener. Many people find some of the girls’ stories relatable, you’re starting to see yourself in one of them. Yes, it’s really sad but it makes you feel heard. The album makes you being heard. You’re not alone and it’s not the end. The pain will always be there but we can try to reduce suffering together. I like to imagine that this album is a part of their treatment. Every girl gets a chance to write her own song, tell her story. And this song was created by all of them together. The positive versions of the past songs’ lyrics made me tear up. To be a girl is to be strong. Thank you, WeevilDoing! This album affected me a lot. This is definetly one of my most favourite vocaloid albums ever. Thank you for your music, thank you for your art and thank you for the way you put words so beautiful together. Thank you everyone who worked on this project
Lowkey though, I cried lol. Checking the PTM site too, the details are amazing. I love that you gave them all actual names and that they're getting better. Thank you for making this album Weevil.
genuinely, thank you so much, towne, for this whole project and all you do. i really want to say how much these girls really mean to me bc this album has got me through seriously hard times, and all those times when i was bedridden and lonely listening to it, i just kept thinking of the words: “whatever brought you here, i hope you get something out of this album and these girls, and i think everything is gonna be okay”. being able to hear these stories about these characters so reflective of real people has, at least personally, made me feel so so much less alone when it’s as if nobody can really get what you’re going through. over the course of the project, being able to hear the improvement song by song and growing with the album has been such a blessing and privilege. truly, telling these stories and letting people really be heard through them is so much more than i can ever express my gratitude for. you and your work is so so dear to so many people. no matter how much shit you have to trudge through, how hard you work to get up in the morning, genuinely. it is gonna be okay. thank you so much, towne!! ❤
probably long comment ahead but this song is so so so beautiful WOW. all the scenes of all the girls slowly healing together after suffering alone for so long. the pictures of them happy afterward showing there really is hope after all and then xiomara herself feeling happy, seeing herself in all the girls and.... i always say it for every song but it's worth saying again. it's amazing how every song can resonate with so many people and describe so many thoughts, experiences, and feelings that are so hard to put into words. i think this is such a beautiful and perfect ending for it all. it's hopeful but not the empty positivity people who suffer often hear echoed again and again, it's sincere from someone who has suffered the same and found hope despite it all. it's so touching and a beautiful message to everyone who relates to the tptm girl's stories. i am really grateful for this entire project and im so happy i got to follow it and see it to the end. thank you weevildoing as well as everyone who helped with the project. im so grateful, im so happy i was here :) also, another note... the machine girl melody is also such an amazing touch that song is really personal to me and was probably. the only song i listened to during the hardest time of my life and i was so happy to hear it here aaahhh
I’ve struggled through so much lately and I’ve finally been able to get out of my 3 (nearly 4 month endless suffering and guilt and shame spiral) and it just so happens this released as soon as that happens, I’ve finally learned to be kind to myself and a large part of that is thanks to this series, thank you so much weevildoing even if it’s just an album to some this really may have saved my life, thank you so much
The Post-Traumatic Manifesto series was so amazing to be a part of. I related to some, and empathized with the others. This ending was the mast amazing thing that I've seen, and (lorewise) I'm so happy the other girls got the help they needed! That they've begun to make the progress towards feeling better. It's difficult, but not impossible. Thank you for making such an amazing project!!
I needed this tonight i think, it might’ve been my last night alive if I got worse It might be overdramatic and I might change my mind, but this song saved me I want to get better because of it, Thank you for this album
ive followed the tptm since irrevent/splitter release and it feels weird how it has come to an end now. the songs are so cool and im super happy u were able to finish it through all the struggles, thx weevil!!!!
this album is genuinely my most favorite one to listen to all the time, i can't believe it's finally reached the final song so soon!!!! thank you so much for these wonderful characters to relate to, along with beautiful music that in of itself is so unique compared to other music ive listened to. super excited to hear this final song
been in love with tptm for a year and this premiere actually made me cry. thank you so much for this series weevildoing!!!! this ending is STUNNING and i can't thank you enough for how much it has helped me and touched my heart
I almost never ever comment on youtube- but I needed to say how much I adore this song. there are literal tears in my eyes as I am typing this. TPTM has been one of my favorite series of songs EVER. it was very cathartic for to hear songs about many of the things I've struggled with that normally get ignored or watered down. ALSO! the use of Machine Girl's harmony in this song is absolutely genius- the contrast of that song to this one really really is amazing. I am sad the series is ending, but also happy that the characters that I identified with get to have their slow and ordinary ever after. that they all get to get better. I wouldn't want any other ending to a series like this. 10000 out of 10 WeevilDoing, I will be listening to this for weeks on end.
this song feels like a hug and hit in a way i only partially expected it to. honestly gave me a bit of hope for myself i havent had in a long time. thank you for this
as someone who is both a survivor, and someone currently pursuing my psychology masters, this was HUGEEE. this series has been so near and dear to me in finding words for a lot of the hurt i felt before i fully understood my cptsd. seeing a character who was a mental health professional, i was so ready to see a critique of how often these systems fail those who are vulnerable. Which is entirely understandable! so many stories to tell there, something me and those close to me have experienced repeatedly. instead it ended out on so much hope, and something that really resonates with me as a future practitioner, and as someone learning to truly live again after trauma. ughahahaha no words really. cried bad. explodes
I’m FWEAKING OUT.. oh me goodness… The way that they all come together to sing lyrics akin to but growing from whay they said in their original songs.. the little drawings of them all hanging out.. chat. This found family is making me wanna cry…. /vpos I only got into this series a few months after chocolate box girl was posted, and it was the first song from the album I listened to. And honestly I’ve loved seeing the release of each song that I was here to see come onto RUclips!! The characters and their songs have helped me find things that help me feel seen and comforted with the things I deal with, and I love each and every one of these characters and what they’ve done for everyone who’s listened and felt seen !! Your album has touched my heart, and I ended up making my own TPTM OC !! (I honestly love looking into different problems/struggles people face, and exploring how that effects life since it allows me to understand and learn more about what I don’t know, so it’s no wonder I love this album 😭) I can safely say that I really love the Post-Traumatic Manifesto album and hope to maybe get the new merch at some point !! I love how they each have their own unique merch item
this feels actually quite personal to me. seeing all the girls, one of whom i relate to a lot, in a good future gives me hope for myself and others. the song was, as the whole series was, beautiful. thank you 💜
So surreal to have been here since splitter girls original release... I love the new character already! Me and my friends have been theorizing about herrr 😭
OH THE MACHINE GIRL MELODY! THATS WHAT IT IS! I KNEW I RECOGNIZED IT BUT IT TOOK A SEC OH MY GOD 💜💜💜 edit: also the fact she references much more Biological concepts (veins, blood cells, organelles) when Machine Girl was. Well. Machine... Growth......... 🥺🥹
UWWAAAHH I JUST WATCHED IT AND ITS SOO CUTEE... SEEING ALLNTHE GIRLS INTERACTING AND MACHINE GIRLS MELODY (maybe not the right term?) BEING INCLUDED... I LOVE MACHINE GIRL AND HOLY SHIT. NURSE PARRALLEL BEING SOMEONE WHO EXPERIENCED THE SAMED BUT HELPING THEM.... UUUWAHH. IM CRYING. THE BACKGROUND BEING ONE PATH BECAUSE THIS IS THE PATH TO HEALING AND. EVERYONE SINGING A HAPPIER VERSION OF THEIR LYRICS TO SHOW THAT THEYRE GETTIN BETTER... UWAHH.
crying. i love this song. i love this album. stuff like chemical girl, splitter girl and disposable girl really helps me.. the fact that others have survived and lived through this all gives me hope. even if i forget this ill just rewatch these songs a and hope again. god. haruna soras voice is so nice. all of the girls are great, i wish the best for all of us. thank you, weevildoing. i hope you the best in your future projects.
Also I just realized, nurse parallel has parts of all of the other girls in her outfit! the black latex (?) glove for taxidermy girl, the low waisted skirt for disposable girl, and probably more. her design is so cool :)
finally got around to reading the final update of the site and oh my god im so happy. for all of them. thank you weevildoing. genuinely. this series has meant so much to me. seeing tahira 8 months clean may or may not have made me actually cry since i heavily relate to her and her song. i have so much hope now. oh my gourd.
ive been following this series since faineant girl and even if i feel like the world doesnt work like this for me this is a great ending for the album im gonna miss it so bad keep making peak
this is probably the most beautiful end for the album any of us could've hoped for, its so perfect how every thing just falls wonderfully into place, its genuinely so gorgeous, I'm so glad to know all the girls are okay, and that they're getting better. thank you so much for the most amazing album that anyone could ask for, your music is so amazing and comforting, none of us wait to see what you make next❤
thank you all for your support on this project. i am so grateful to have people like you to listen to my songs. there is also merch available, for those interested ❤️
ko-fi.com/weevildoing/shop
thank YOU for being there for so many people and helping them understand and love themselves. Weevildoing, you are fucking awesome, and a godsend.
Weevildoing I cannot thank you enough for creating this project and ending it in such a blessful way. Been here since Splitter girl and enjoyed every single one of the girls stories.
This is now my comfort album 🩷🌸
how long will the preorders last??? i have zero money but i want to buy the bundle 😭
@@Kn1feShift should be till jan 20th!
When will the album be on Spotify?
this ending is so heartwarming oh my god??? im sad to see the series end but this is literally the perfect ending for it. the updated blogs from the girls, the girls's namrs all being revealed, and the monolouge in ??? is all really sweet. and the meaning of this song hits me really hard personally because ive kind of given up getting help, thinking im broken beyond repair. this song made me consider that i might not be.
thanks, weevildoing, i only discovered this series around taxidermy girl but the whole thing is great and has meant a lot to me.
OFF TOPIC BUT W ENA PFP AND W TPTM FAN
And honestly felt here too, I'm just so happy we get to see them actually healthy and happy for once, genuinely gives me hope for myself and others in the future who relate to some of these girls, this album is so beautiful oml 😭
you are not broken beyond repair...I feel the same way too sometimes but please do get help, the world has a place for you and so many people waiting to love you❤
OH MY GODDD,,,,SEEING "my metamorphosis will be beautiful" AT THE END ACTUALLY BROUGHT ME TO TEARS. REFRACTION GIRL DIDNT FINISH HER LINE BECAUSE HER LIFE WASN'T FINISHED AND HEARING COMPLETE THE LINE WAS BEAUTIFUL!!!
thank you so much for this wonderful series, weevildoing! ive been here since caliber girl and its been wonderful listening to songs that explain some of my struggles, and seeing the series come to a happy ending! :3
"thank you for this series weevildoing" as we say in unison
THANK YOU SO MUCH WEEVILDOING 😭😭🩷🩷🩷
thank you for this series weevildoing
Thank you for this series weevildoing❤
Thank you for this series weevildoing !!!
Thank you for this series weevildoing !! 🔥🔥
this project was absolutely beautiful. the way everything ties together with a hopeful ending has made me start crying. i think anyone can see themselves in at least one of these girls- even a little. and to show that it's not over, that it's never the end for them despite it all is really important to show.
i'm really proud of how you approached each of the topics the girls encounter/symbolize, with both grace and rawness all at once. thank you for your art towne !! i'm so excited to see what you make from here
IDK IF THIS WAS INTENTIONAL, BUT MACHINE GIRL REFERENCE IN THE MELODY IS MAKING ME SO GIDDY
YES YES YES THAT DUDE IM ROLLING AROUND ON THE FLOOR FROTHING AROUND LIKE SO FR
@@BEARITUAL_THAT IS SO REAL, LITERALLY ME
i heard part of haruko haruhara in the beginning too!!
it was intentional, machine girl is the past self of nurse parallel
@@cyanos42 oh that's actually a sample from "thank you my twilight" by the pillows! they also used that in haruko haruhara :] (ignore this is you already know that the pillows r jyst a cool band)
THE HARUKO HARUHARA MELODY AND MACHINE GIRL??????? WEEVILDOING YOU SPOIL US SO
I’m so glad weevildoing collabed with weevildoing
fun fact: there was a secret in the uquiz hidden in the carrd, where one of the possible results was nurse parallel [everything was written in a cipher]!
I GOT HER!!!!
oh my god... the smile on my face reading the new site descriptions 😭
THE SCENES OF THE GIRLS BONDING AND HEALING,,,, THE EDITED LYRICS AT THE END,,,,, IM ACTUALLY CRYING OMG THANK YOU WEEVILDOING
OK NOW THAT I'VE LISTENED TO MACHINE GIRL I'VE REALIZED. THE CHORUS WAS *HER* EDITED LYRICS. SHE'S GROWN SO FAR PAST HER SUFFERING WHILE THE OTHER GIRLS ARE JUST BEGINNING SO HER'S ARE SO FAR FROM HER STARTING POINT.
weevildoing, thank you so fucking much, from the bottom of my heart. i’ve been feeling extremely hopeless lately. life has been declining and my chronic illnesses have been making everything so hard. i’ve felt like im losing control. but i am genuinely (happy) sobbing over this. all the girls are so important to me, especially freyja, as i’ve dealt with chronic illness and it has ruined so much of my life. just their line of “it’s not over, it’s not like i died, and i want to call what’s rest of me alive” has me crying my eyes out. thank you for making me feel hopeful again.
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I feel similar as I’m learning to live with my chronic illnesses too... It’s amazing so many people can relate and find comfort in music together, I hope going forward you have some days free of pain/symptoms and your illness stops declining ♥️❤️
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This made me sob so hard. It's such a beautiful ending to this series.
"You're not alone" usually feels like such a shallow statement to those who are suffering, because it lacks substance, and usually just genuine understanding. But this song genuinely gives me hope and makes me feel less alone in my struggles. With all the songs that accumulated to make this song what it is, all the girls we've seen go through the worst of the worst, it gives "You're not alone" a much kinder and genuine feeling.
Through out all the songs in TPTM, there is not a single one I haven't seen myself in. And seeing all those girls healing in this is so cathartic.I'll miss this series dearly, but this is the best way you could have ended it. I hope everyone who saw themselves in these songs can also see themselves in this one. I wish everyone in and out of this comment section healing and relief.
Thank you so much weevildoing.
I'm so emotional over this right now you have no idea. I've been around since Disposable Girl's release. I'm very, very attached to this series, and for 2 years, I've seen these girls feel nothing but sadness and misery. Seeing them finally find people like them who love and care about them, and recovering together, I think is the best ending this series could have had. Their smiles made me smile too.
Xiomara has clearly seen the most violent, nightmarish, heartbreakingly cruel parts of humanity. And yet, she never stopped loving the world that hurt her so badly. She used her painful past as a basis to help others in similar positions as her, instead of letting it consume her with hatred. That's making me cry a little bit, especially as a plural person with alters who relate to some of the girls. I want to be like her one day.
I love that Jordyn (Disposable) was the one shown being introduced to the group. She felt so unwanted and unlovable, but right next to her is someone who's going out of her way to help her, and in front of her are the people who are going to become her best friends. There's an empty chair in the circle just for her. She *is* wanted.
The background video is high quality this time around. No effects, no blurring, no pixilation, no inverted colors. A clear view of the sky and the sea. It's like they can finally see the beauty in the world for the first time.
I'm really proud of you for seeing this project to the end, I'll always hold TPTM close to my heart, but I'm also excited to see what you'll create in the future.
the reprise of all the other girl's melodies made me start genuinely shaking. thank you WeevilDoing for doing what weevils do
THE CHORUS HAS THE SAME MELODY AS MACHINE GIRL!!!!!! AND THE ENDING WHERE ALL OF THE GIRLS ARE SINGING PARALELLS OF THEIR ORIGINAL LYRICS BUT HAPPY AND THE ART OF RHEM TOGETHER OH MY GOD IM GONNA UGLY CRY RHANK YOU SO MUCH WEEVIL YOU'RE THE ABSOLUTE GOAT
when the chorus played i actually started SCREAMING!!!! IT'S MACHINE GIRL. SHES MACHINE GIRL
THIS IS BEAUTIFUL AND GENIUS
Hey you see familiar
Wonder who this is
THIS WAS AMAZING!!!! THE "it's not over, it's not like I died and I want to call what's left of me alive" LINE IS ME AT THE MOMENT!!!
something i really appreciate is how much of urself u put in ur music,, i've been following u since deviant came out, i watched audit when it had less than a hundred views and i remember the day when disposable girl first dropped. i think i was the first person to ever make fanart for u and i tweeted it out to an account with 9 followers!! ur work has inspired me so much, and it's genuinely been such a joy to see ur style and ur writing skills evolve, and how they reflect so much of you!!
i bring this up because i noticed how the vocal melody was the same in the chorus as it was in machine girl, the first song u ever posted...a song about feeling inhuman, feeling like you weren't made for happiness. seeing that melody reflected in a song about the beauty of the world and a worth that exists within humanity absolutely spoke to me. especially as someone who is also your friend!! i'm more proud of u than u could ever imagine!!! for all it took to finish this song, to finish this series, to make it HERE, and to be YOU!!
idk if u could tell or not but i relate to xiomara so heavily . like, being someone studying clinical psychology and who's so invested in making things better for people, who treasures acting as a source of support for my loved ones. i genuinely think there's nothing more beautiful than having the ability to take care of others, and i see that reflected so beautifully in this song and character. it takes a lot to love someone to the point of wanting to save them, xiomara strikes me as the type of person to love and to love so deeply, and so wholly, that it scares people, and it's lead to her feeling isolated and burned by others around her...but she never stopped loving
there's something that changes within you once you start recovery. just taking that first step, thinking to yourself, 'i want better than this', it gives you something that changes how you view the world, something that can't ever be taken from you, no matter the setbacks you experience. and there will be setbacks, because recovery is not about never feeling sad again, it's about finding purpose for yourself so that the sadness isn't so all-encompassing. and what that looks like is different for everyone, as shown in the art with the girls. and it can look different for people with D.I.D, between varying dissociative parts, as it has for me and as is depicted with xiomara
god, what a beautiful song. what a beautiful series, and what amazing art. you and feraljayce and caligi, everyone who's contributed to this album, you are one in a million!!
"Hope,... which whispered from Pandora's box after all the other plagues and sorrows had escaped, is the best and last of all things." - Ian Caldwell.
I got into this project late, but what an experience it was to listen through..
I CANT BELIEVE ITS FINALLY ENDING it feels very full circle that the very last song doesnt contain "girl" in it, kind of breaking that gimmick to put an end to everything. very great project man!!
I finally have all the TPTM Girl kanji!
残
涜
裂
怠
器
甘
被
噴
幻
綜
Tysm I've been trying to find them but I didn't know how
@@tomyv1790 you're welcome!
I'm sorry but seeing splitter's just being translated as CRACK killed me 😂
@@tomyv1790 Of course!! This was such a beautiful series
It's bright and smiling, happy and positive friendly pop song,
OHHHHH THE NEW JOURNAL ENTRIES…….. AND NORA AND XIOMARA…….. AUUHHHHHHHHHH………….
I have not been around for the entirety of The Post Traumatic Manifesto; despite this, it is so surreal to see the series come to an end…my…
same
То же самое! Это так удивительно... Обожаю этот манифест
I STARTED CRYING AT THE END THIS SHIT IS TOO GOOD AND WHOLESOME AND IM GONNA EXPLODE 😭
"I CAN'T STOP WINNING!!!"
nurse parallel gives me hope which was probably the intention, especially knowing her past self as machine girl
i really love these kinds of recovery stories man, this is so good
thank you so much weevildoing, i love every bit of tptm and it ended on such a high, i literally love you for making this masterpiece of an album, you're goated ❤
1:24 i love how "of you" sounds like "i love you"
THIS WAS ACTUALLY WHAT I PREDICTED IN THE CHEMICAL GIRL VIDEO, IT IS KINDA OF A REMAKE OF MACHINE GIRL I AM DYINGG AAAAA
WEEVILDOING, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH, YOUR SERIES REPRESENTED ME SO MUCH, AND I WISH THE BEST OF THE BEST FOR YOU!!!!!
At 2:52 where the girls join in is genuinely so heartwarming to see. It really does make me happy that all the girls are getting the help they need ❤
HOW THE GIRLS WERE PARALLELS OF A LOT OF OUR (THE VIEWERS) STRUGGLES HHHHHHHHHHHHH
i know this song literally JUST came out but it means a lot. seeing all of these characters growing and going through help really helps me think hopefully of the future, especially considering i relate to a lot of the TPTM songs. i’m very glad this ended off on a positive note
SHE COMES OUT ON MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!! MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AS SOMEONE WHO HAS FOLLOWED SINCE THE BEGINNING THIS MAKES MY WHOLE LIFE BETTER. oh my god. this is already going to be so amazing, i can tell, going to be the whole soundtrack of my birthday im so happy.
Happy birthday!!?!!!!! 🎂🎂🎂🎂🎂 CONFETTI 🎊🎊🎊🎊🎊🎊🎊🎊🎊🎊🎊🎊🎊🎊 🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉
HAPPY BIRTHDAYYYY🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉
dang this premieres on my graduation day... something something breaking free from the shackles of girloserdom. getting a life thanks to nurse parallel 👍
@@dubwubwubstek244 HOW'D GRADUATION GO!!
im crying im so happy there's did rep in this - as a system myself i feel so seen and genuinely so, so excited i can't wait until this premieres thank you so much
update i ugly cried the entire premiere it was beautiful i loved every moment of this thank you weevildoing
this litterally droped right as i was crying and by myself, flew down from heaven and kissed me atop my head
genuinely so bittersweet to see the series end,,, thank you weevildoing for your art and for telling stories that others deem "unimportant" :) this series will forever be one of my favorites for so many reasons.. for the music, the storytelling, the character designs, and the characterizations of these girls that draws people in and lets them feel important and seen and heard in a world that hates to acknowledge them. thank you again
I think I picked up this series at around when Caliber Girl was released, and with every new song in the collection I’m over the moon. I’ve made kandi bracelets based off each song, and now I can finally make the last bracelet!! ily tptm has been so soso cool and im tearing a hole in the fabric of reality in my waiting to play this song on repeat
Update: played the song, OH MY GOD. THE REFERENCE TO MACHINE GIRL IN THE CHORUS AND SEEING ALL THE GIRLS GET THE HAPPY ENDINGS THEY DESERVE. I AM EATING DRYWALL AT THIS SONG
ugh first time writing a comment that isnt "GIRL DROPPED" but ive been into tptm since disposable girl and most, if not all, the girls have made me feel so seen. ive never related to songs more than i have in this album. disposable girl was a punch in the gut and helped me cope with freshman year. every girl is special to me in ways i will never be able to fully describe. from the bottom of my heart, i thank you for such a life changer (╥﹏╥)
I’ve been here since the Irreverent girl release. I don’t comment much on songs as it’s hard for me to describe my feelings towards them I actually fell in love with every song’s instrumentals, lyrics and visuals too. Every song hit me in some way or another, they are forcibly opening your eyes and ears and put you in a place where the girls are, making you go through their worst feelings, thoughts, fears and hopes, and then leaving you with your own ones. It is really unfortunate that there are actually plenty of girls that I know who’s experience really remind me of the post traumatic manifesto characters and I’m not an acception. Thank you, WeevilDoing, this was a beautiful experience.
Your music and mixing has become better too, it’s scratching my brain in a good way! I’m glad you’ve been able to finish this project, it doesn’t look easy to put to the end especially when you have to work with the website, visuals and art. Thank you again and please never give up on music and art.
Being girl is hard but I think me and others can get through this. The last girl’s bio really brings some hopes
I’ve been here since the very first song and its making me emotional to see it come to a close.. these girls and their experiences mean so much to me and knowing they find support and recovery is so important to me
TWO GIRLS IN TWO WEEKS THANK YOU WEEVILDOING FOR FEEDING US !!!! AGHHH SHE LOOKS SO PRETTTyyyy
i’ve been around since fainéant girl released and i can’t believe this is ending. some of your songs have spoken to me in ways i didn’t think were possible. disposable girl and taxidermy girl spoke to me especially as an unliked, unattractive, bullied, hypersexual alterhuman. i am grateful to have found your work.
as someone who was there for the post traumatic manifesto since DISPOSABLE GIRL and with weevildoing as whole since audit blew up:
this series ending makes me so sad ohhhhh my god..... this series has helped me through so many mental issues and difficult times in my life and seeing it come to an end is just so Bittersweet in a way I can't even begin to describe.
splitter girl was there for me throughout Sophomore Year (I am refusing to elaborate for a good reason), caliber was there for me when I was stressing out over my school stuff and inherently feeling like a complete failure for not knowing things that everyone else supposedly "learned in 5th grade" (I was homeschooled and never taught it), chocolate box girl was there for me after my sa trauma last year and episodes related to my previous grooming traumas, and disposable + refraction are now there for me in my current episode as I get all sad and suicidal over me feeling like a terrible person who should Die. me and these girls go way back trust
also the whole entire monologue in the ??? section of the carrd............... YEEEEEOWCH!!!!!
BRAVO!!! I was so hyped for this one, I shed a tear, shes the one I got in the quiz and I love her!! Seeing all the girls healing bit by but just brought so much joy into my heart, and then at the end when all of them contributed to the song with a hopeful change on their previous lyrics its just AAAAA 💖💖 Also the art is amazing you two! So glad to have been part of this journey!!
EDIT: OH MY GOD THE WEBSITE CHANGED THEIR MESSAGES??? NO HELP ME THIS IS SO SWEET AADHAJ???
tptm is literally one of if not my favorite song series out there. ive been around for a few years a this point, and its incredible to have watched all the girls come and and to have watched them all grow. thank you for making this!!
edit: fainéant girl is one of my favorite song ever. it really helped me approach my disability and body and helped me accept myself. caliber girl helped me find solace in my overworking and the stress. i just- i just love this so much. i’ve been here since caliber girl and i remember how much each song i love so much much much. thank for creating this album!
omg the character journal entries changing is fucking rad dude
I LOVE THIS SONG SO MUCH? THE LYRICAL REFERENCES TO THE OTHER SONGS AND HOW THE CHORUS HAS THE SAME MELODY AS MACHINE GIRL IS FUCKING INSANE AND THEN ALL THE OTHER GIRLS JOINED IN WITH A REPRISAL OF THEIR SONGS AND ITS BEAUTIFUL BECAUSE WHILE WE DONT KNOW WHATLL HAPPEN TO THEM WE DO KNOW THAT THEYLL BE BETTER AND ITS SO SWEET AHDHDKEBSKEBELWPDNSNWPD
been here since splitter girl, and your music has really helped me realise other people have issues with their health, and that i'm not alone. of course, we're all different, but the amount of songs i''ve listened to within the TPTM series and really resonated with is astounding, and really helped me with realising i'm not alone with how i feel, especially faineant girl; going into topics that aren't typically covered in disabilities and issues people deal with day to day, such as feeling like you aren't 'helping' out enough, or proving your worth. idk what this tangent means, but i'm so inspired to even see this project come through as a artist and aspiring creator; with how you present the lore within the ??? carrd and girls and characters- i guess all i'm trying to say is,
thank you, weevil
i've been here since splitter girl and i cannot thank you enough for this series. it will always be there to remind me that someone else can feel pains similar to mine and get a happy ending. as the series and quality has grown i feel that i've grown myself, and that the ending reflects my growth despite the struggles. im sitting here ugly crying at this and couldnt be happier, thank you :)
also i find it nice how xiomara's colors are black and white, yet is represented with rainbows of the other girls, because you cant have acceptence without the good and the bad. i love her representing duality visually
I was not here for much of it, yet it still surprises me that its ending. This one's gonna be good, I know it :3
thank you weevildoing. Thank you thank you thank you.
will update when i listen to the song
I wanted to comment something else other than praise (even tho you deserve it
I’ve been here since the beginning and I kind of thought I’d never see the end, and I am actually doing really good for myself nowadays and have been slowly working through the trauma from the past few years. I’m glad to be here and I’m excited for the future no matter how scary it seems
Oh and the line “I can be more than what you want” is making me cry but I’m not sad, I’m actually really proud of myself because that’s something I’ve been working on for awhile now. It’s nice to cry and not be upset
I can't accept the fact that the series are over(
I genuinely need to comment how beautiful the difference between machine girl to now, in music quality, but also the general theme. The fact that its focusing on the human body and the biological, the innerworkings of a real body with no machine now and how much theyve come from then, seeing everyone AND themselves as a being, something i literally cannot type out with how beautiful this is and how far you've come as a music producer honestly ❤ im so glad this ending went this way ily weevildoing
Been here since the beginning, listening to the songs as soon as I can after they release, following the lore religiously, having the album on repeat when I’m in class- it’s been such an aspect of my life for the past 2 years, and while seeing it come to an end is sad in its own respect, it’s also incredibly satisfying. I can’t wait for the album to be on Spotify and for the TPTM merch to be released. The girls and their songs are very important to me, and you’re so amazing Towne. I want you to know how much your music and characters have meant to me and will continue to mean.
I've kept track of TPTM for literal years, and knowing that it's going to end soon makes me feel sad and happy. It contains some of the few songs out there I've ever really related to. It's hard to find much music that actually resonates with me, so finding an entire album I resonate with was amazing. Thank you so much for making TPTM
This is so cute :0 I loved this since I first heard splitter girl and I have related to a lot of the lyrics of most of the songs as I haven't had the best life. But this song is a fitting end. It seems like they're all getting therapy together and honestly, that's really wholesome. No matter what you've gone through, no matter how you think of yourself, you can get help if needed,you can find a way out of the pain. Thank you weevil for this series.
I so did not expect this! I thought the last TPTM song would also have girl at the end of the title!
Been here since irrelevant girl was considered the most recent, crazy how this series will come to an end(I still remember this series going to contain 12 songs instead of 10 cause that’s how far I’ve been keeping up with this series-)
Thank you Weevil for creating such a project and keeping up with your health in the progress. Stay safe and always motivated to do such things like this(the mix of other songs to this final one is such a “final episode ending song” it makes me cry…)
HARUKO HARUHARA RIFF AT THE START???? JUMPING WITH GLEE
I'm pleasantly suprised that Sora is used here :j
Also, since this album is coming to a closure, I want to share that I've started listening to it when Splitter Girl came out, or more accurately I've been listening to just that song, I thought that it was a stand alone song. Later I stopped listening to it, and I came back a few day after Taxidermy Girl was released. I don't have as, close? of an attachment to this series like some people here had, but it still was a good thing that I stumbled upon it again. Hope everyone is having a good day. :j
Edit: Peace and love on planet earth.
This whole series is so meaningful. Thank you WeevilDoing for writing such incredible songs about such heavy subjects.
Also- took the quiz and got Faineant Girl. Too damn accurate.
This was a beatiful ending to the series, I may have cried. The song sounding like machine girl is so cool. Just wow.
this song...i've had it on repeat for a few hours now, but the part about suffering defining yourself makes a lot of sense now.
the girls were named after their struggles. they were defined by their suffering, literally. they were nameless and we only heard of their pain.
nurse parallel doesn’t follow the typical naming convention because she's learned not to define herself by her suffering.
through her help, the girls get their names; for example, splitter girl isn’t just splittrr girl, she's tahira. she is a person, not just her misery.
and you see this in the girls nee diary entries too... no longer do they just pertain to their "definitions," it's just them living their lives.
been here since disposable iirc. it's always bittersweet to see a projector complete but this was the perfect ending. :)
THE PART AT 2:57 WHERE THE OTHER GIRLS SONGS CAME IN??!?!?!?! I LOVE IT AAAAAAA
I can’t believe that we’ve finally the end of the post traumatic manifesto. It felt like yesterday when I first listened to disposable girl and discovered Weevildoing. No words can ever truly describe how much this whole entire album means to not just me, but to so many people as well. If they can begin healing from their trauma, so can we. 💗
the minute i heard machine girl in the tune.... like oml it all comes around full circle, paired with the chorus of all the other girls, im so sane about this!!! their healing!!
this song honestly reminds me a lot of undertale, machine girl is my favourite song of yours as well so it's cool hearing its melody as a happy song
That was so beautiful. It was amazing to see every girl go to therapy together, finding hope again. When you hear every girl’s story in their songs, it might create a feeling of isolation. The songs are separated, girls are separated, it’s only them and the effects of the horrible things they’ve been through. When you see every girl together it makes them feel even more human, bursting the isolation bubble and showing that they’re not alone. You’re not alone. The phrase “look inside me and find yourself” sounds like the album itself is saying this to the listener. Many people find some of the girls’ stories relatable, you’re starting to see yourself in one of them. Yes, it’s really sad but it makes you feel heard. The album makes you being heard. You’re not alone and it’s not the end. The pain will always be there but we can try to reduce suffering together.
I like to imagine that this album is a part of their treatment. Every girl gets a chance to write her own song, tell her story. And this song was created by all of them together. The positive versions of the past songs’ lyrics made me tear up. To be a girl is to be strong.
Thank you, WeevilDoing! This album affected me a lot. This is definetly one of my most favourite vocaloid albums ever. Thank you for your music, thank you for your art and thank you for the way you put words so beautiful together. Thank you everyone who worked on this project
Lowkey though, I cried lol. Checking the PTM site too, the details are amazing. I love that you gave them all actual names and that they're getting better. Thank you for making this album Weevil.
i’ve been watching since the very first trauma manifesto song. i’m so happy.
genuinely, thank you so much, towne, for this whole project and all you do. i really want to say how much these girls really mean to me bc this album has got me through seriously hard times, and all those times when i was bedridden and lonely listening to it, i just kept thinking of the words: “whatever brought you here, i hope you get something out of this album and these girls, and i think everything is gonna be okay”.
being able to hear these stories about these characters so reflective of real people has, at least personally, made me feel so so much less alone when it’s as if nobody can really get what you’re going through. over the course of the project, being able to hear the improvement song by song and growing with the album has been such a blessing and privilege. truly, telling these stories and letting people really be heard through them is so much more than i can ever express my gratitude for. you and your work is so so dear to so many people. no matter how much shit you have to trudge through, how hard you work to get up in the morning, genuinely. it is gonna be okay. thank you so much, towne!! ❤
probably long comment ahead but this song is so so so beautiful WOW. all the scenes of all the girls slowly healing together after suffering alone for so long. the pictures of them happy afterward showing there really is hope after all and then xiomara herself feeling happy, seeing herself in all the girls and....
i always say it for every song but it's worth saying again. it's amazing how every song can resonate with so many people and describe so many thoughts, experiences, and feelings that are so hard to put into words. i think this is such a beautiful and perfect ending for it all. it's hopeful but not the empty positivity people who suffer often hear echoed again and again, it's sincere from someone who has suffered the same and found hope despite it all. it's so touching and a beautiful message to everyone who relates to the tptm girl's stories. i am really grateful for this entire project and im so happy i got to follow it and see it to the end. thank you weevildoing as well as everyone who helped with the project. im so grateful, im so happy i was here :)
also, another note... the machine girl melody is also such an amazing touch that song is really personal to me and was probably. the only song i listened to during the hardest time of my life and i was so happy to hear it here aaahhh
I’ve struggled through so much lately and I’ve finally been able to get out of my 3 (nearly 4 month endless suffering and guilt and shame spiral) and it just so happens this released as soon as that happens, I’ve finally learned to be kind to myself and a large part of that is thanks to this series, thank you so much weevildoing even if it’s just an album to some this really may have saved my life, thank you so much
The Post-Traumatic Manifesto series was so amazing to be a part of. I related to some, and empathized with the others. This ending was the mast amazing thing that I've seen, and (lorewise) I'm so happy the other girls got the help they needed! That they've begun to make the progress towards feeling better. It's difficult, but not impossible.
Thank you for making such an amazing project!!
The bit with the haruko haruhara melody made me cry. Thank you for putting what I've felt into songs, I can now find the words for them.
I needed this tonight i think, it might’ve been my last night alive if I got worse
It might be overdramatic and I might change my mind, but this song saved me
I want to get better because of it,
Thank you for this album
My meds don’t really let me cry about myself but I just know I should be crying. Thank you
what a beautiful ending to the series... i cried a little
thank you for making these, they are very wonderful
I WAS HERE!!!!!!!! WAVES (shes so beautiful!!! i love the rainbows, reminds me of prisms)
ive followed the tptm since irrevent/splitter release and it feels weird how it has come to an end now. the songs are so cool and im super happy u were able to finish it through all the struggles, thx weevil!!!!
The way the same melody for machine girl is used in the chorus... chefs kiss
this album is genuinely my most favorite one to listen to all the time, i can't believe it's finally reached the final song so soon!!!! thank you so much for these wonderful characters to relate to, along with beautiful music that in of itself is so unique compared to other music ive listened to. super excited to hear this final song
1:45 "like a guitar eternally tuned wrong the breakup before youre performing a love song" LOOK AT HER!!!!
been in love with tptm for a year and this premiere actually made me cry. thank you so much for this series weevildoing!!!! this ending is STUNNING and i can't thank you enough for how much it has helped me and touched my heart
I almost never ever comment on youtube- but I needed to say how much I adore this song. there are literal tears in my eyes as I am typing this. TPTM has been one of my favorite series of songs EVER. it was very cathartic for to hear songs about many of the things I've struggled with that normally get ignored or watered down. ALSO! the use of Machine Girl's harmony in this song is absolutely genius- the contrast of that song to this one really really is amazing. I am sad the series is ending, but also happy that the characters that I identified with get to have their slow and ordinary ever after. that they all get to get better. I wouldn't want any other ending to a series like this. 10000 out of 10 WeevilDoing, I will be listening to this for weeks on end.
this song feels like a hug and hit in a way i only partially expected it to. honestly gave me a bit of hope for myself i havent had in a long time. thank you for this
This Is Really Making Me Tear Up… “Look Inside Me, And Find Yourself” ❤️
machine girl reference makes this song even more perfect.
as someone who is both a survivor, and someone currently pursuing my psychology masters, this was HUGEEE. this series has been so near and dear to me in finding words for a lot of the hurt i felt before i fully understood my cptsd. seeing a character who was a mental health professional, i was so ready to see a critique of how often these systems fail those who are vulnerable. Which is entirely understandable! so many stories to tell there, something me and those close to me have experienced repeatedly. instead it ended out on so much hope, and something that really resonates with me as a future practitioner, and as someone learning to truly live again after trauma. ughahahaha no words really. cried bad. explodes
I’m FWEAKING OUT.. oh me goodness…
The way that they all come together to sing lyrics akin to but growing from whay they said in their original songs.. the little drawings of them all hanging out.. chat. This found family is making me wanna cry…. /vpos
I only got into this series a few months after chocolate box girl was posted, and it was the first song from the album I listened to. And honestly I’ve loved seeing the release of each song that I was here to see come onto RUclips!!
The characters and their songs have helped me find things that help me feel seen and comforted with the things I deal with, and I love each and every one of these characters and what they’ve done for everyone who’s listened and felt seen !!
Your album has touched my heart, and I ended up making my own TPTM OC !! (I honestly love looking into different problems/struggles people face, and exploring how that effects life since it allows me to understand and learn more about what I don’t know, so it’s no wonder I love this album 😭)
I can safely say that I really love the Post-Traumatic Manifesto album and hope to maybe get the new merch at some point !! I love how they each have their own unique merch item
this feels actually quite personal to me. seeing all the girls, one of whom i relate to a lot, in a good future gives me hope for myself and others. the song was, as the whole series was, beautiful. thank you 💜
So surreal to have been here since splitter girls original release... I love the new character already! Me and my friends have been theorizing about herrr 😭
OH THE MACHINE GIRL MELODY! THATS WHAT IT IS! I KNEW I RECOGNIZED IT BUT IT TOOK A SEC OH MY GOD 💜💜💜 edit: also the fact she references much more Biological concepts (veins, blood cells, organelles) when Machine Girl was. Well. Machine... Growth......... 🥺🥹
im going to look back at this song (and album) in days, months, years to come. This is revolutionary. It has helped so much
UWWAAAHH I JUST WATCHED IT AND ITS SOO CUTEE... SEEING ALLNTHE GIRLS INTERACTING AND MACHINE GIRLS MELODY (maybe not the right term?) BEING INCLUDED... I LOVE MACHINE GIRL AND HOLY SHIT. NURSE PARRALLEL BEING SOMEONE WHO EXPERIENCED THE SAMED BUT HELPING THEM.... UUUWAHH. IM CRYING. THE BACKGROUND BEING ONE PATH BECAUSE THIS IS THE PATH TO HEALING AND. EVERYONE SINGING A HAPPIER VERSION OF THEIR LYRICS TO SHOW THAT THEYRE GETTIN BETTER... UWAHH.
crying. i love this song. i love this album. stuff like chemical girl, splitter girl and disposable girl really helps me.. the fact that others have survived and lived through this all gives me hope. even if i forget this ill just rewatch these songs a and hope again. god. haruna soras voice is so nice. all of the girls are great, i wish the best for all of us.
thank you, weevildoing. i hope you the best in your future projects.
Also I just realized, nurse parallel has parts of all of the other girls in her outfit! the black latex (?) glove for taxidermy girl, the low waisted skirt for disposable girl, and probably more. her design is so cool :)
finally got around to reading the final update of the site and oh my god im so happy. for all of them.
thank you weevildoing. genuinely. this series has meant so much to me. seeing tahira 8 months clean may or may not have made me actually cry since i heavily relate to her and her song. i have so much hope now. oh my gourd.
ive been following this series since faineant girl and even if i feel like the world doesnt work like this for me this is a great ending for the album im gonna miss it so bad keep making peak
THE ENDING INCLUDING PARTS OF ALL THEIR SONGS NOW MADE POSITIVE LITERALLY MADE ME CRY WHAT
this is probably the most beautiful end for the album any of us could've hoped for, its so perfect how every thing just falls wonderfully into place, its genuinely so gorgeous, I'm so glad to know all the girls are okay, and that they're getting better. thank you so much for the most amazing album that anyone could ask for, your music is so amazing and comforting, none of us wait to see what you make next❤
Thank you sm weevildoing you carried when i was at my lowest point in life 🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️