You are expressing here MANY of the exact thoughts and feelings I have. I am nearly 70 years old now,never had a relationship,or even went on a date(and of course,have never been intimate with any woman,as it would be wrong.Not that any ever wanted to.) I have ended up having a wall of bitternes against the whole dating/romance thing.On the one hand,I am almost grateful-even relieved--that I am not attractive,and even somehow repel women even though I don't know why.On the other hand,it bothers me as to how I could be so repulsive just because I exist.So,I have withdrawn from people,women in particular,because all that happens is rejection anyway--even before any interaction,even! Now you,I don't understand why anyone would reject you--but if you saw me,you might know why,I don't know. Because I am an Ogre,I guess. Shrek. (I even own a donkey.) But it has gotten to the point I struggle with the concept of even God loving me.Even though I know He does in my head--it has been all my life I have been shown so little love by anyone,that I don't actually feel any-or know what it is like to feel any love.I don't know why I am telling you this,except your video struck a chord,and it sounds like you have some understanding of this subject.
God can do ANYTHING but fail He is the alpha and omega the beginning and the end. The fruit of the spirit is love JOY PEACE long suffering gentless goodness faith meekness temprance against these things there is no law.
You are expressing here MANY of the exact thoughts and feelings I have. I am nearly 70 years old now,never had a relationship,or even went on a date(and of course,have never been intimate with any woman,as it would be wrong.Not that any ever wanted to.) I have ended up having a wall of bitternes against the whole dating/romance thing.On the one hand,I am almost grateful-even relieved--that I am not attractive,and even somehow repel women even though I don't know why.On the other hand,it bothers me as to how I could be so repulsive just because I exist.So,I have withdrawn from people,women in particular,because all that happens is rejection anyway--even before any interaction,even! Now you,I don't understand why anyone would reject you--but if you saw me,you might know why,I don't know. Because I am an Ogre,I guess. Shrek. (I even own a donkey.) But it has gotten to the point I struggle with the concept of even God loving me.Even though I know He does in my head--it has been all my life I have been shown so little love by anyone,that I don't actually feel any-or know what it is like to feel any love.I don't know why I am telling you this,except your video struck a chord,and it sounds like you have some understanding of this subject.
No but it has made me more untrusting in general due to lying, brothers lie but so do sisters. :(
Praying God brings you healing 🙏
God can do ANYTHING but fail He is the alpha and omega the beginning and the end.
The fruit of the spirit is love JOY PEACE long suffering gentless goodness faith meekness temprance against these things there is no law.
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❤❤❤You look so pretty beautiful sweetheart love you ❤❤