@@nanangiez hime has no official gender, that doesn’t instantly make her a they? Japanese doesn’t have gender neutral pronouns and Hime kinda means “princess” in Japanese. People can give Hime whatever pronouns they so desire! I personally see Hime as she/they though. But still, don’t go out attacking people because they use a gendered pronoun for Hime OR Mikoto.
the lyrics? the art?? the instrumental??? everything??? QUEEN Pb for a REASON. I can't with how good the "out of sight, out of mind, out of mind out of the way" line is. also, unrelated, but is anyone having a problem with yt where typing in the search bar or comments also interacts with stuff? like if I use the letter K then it pauses the video. had to type this out in pastebin and then copy it in. maybe I should just restart firefox lmao.
yeah, there are many special keybinds on desktop youtube. k is pause/play, J and L are skip forwards/backwards, 0-9 change which piece of the video to go to, f is fullscreen toggle, etc. theres all sorts of cool stuff on there- i almost never have to use my mouse. plus i can listen to queenpb songs easier by pressing 0 so i dont have to wait for the video to loop ^-^
It's really cool!!!!!!! I'm Japanese, but I also like Hime-chan, who sings in English ... I love this song ... (It may be a strange sentence because it uses translation ...)
This may be just me But this feels like a person who's dealing with manipulation and gaslighting from someone else abusing them, and it starts to effect how they see and treat themselves. They think anything that causes them harm is overdramatic to complain about because of the constant doubt and gaslighting. I have an abusive and manipulative parent so maybe I'm projecting my feelings
I feel like this song is about BPD, and the bad parts of it that aren't talked too much about in particular.. That's just my interpretation. The chorus is how validation from a FP feels when you know you're being unhealthy/irrational. "Tell me everything's okay, take-take-take all this pain away, tell me you love me, that *what I am is healthy*, that it's the only thing that makes me worthy" man such good lyrics I also see the "give into the victim's cries" as representative of knowing some of your behaviours are irrational, harmful, etc. (e.g. playing victim, damsel) but you give in because it gives temporary self relief. "Everything's better this way" knowing you're being unhealthy but you're so used to the chaos that being healthy just seems so boring, and it's a loop. "It's so much easier to suffer than to survive" because it is, so much easier to find temporary pleasure followed by emotional pain rather than treat yourself permanently.
To me, it seems like it's either about internet celebrities and has the themes of mental illness / unhealthy relationships sprinkled in just for flavour. Someone already commented this so I won't go into detail. or it's about an unhealthy/abusive relationship where the girl has depression or another disorder comorbid with depressive thoughts, and she doesn't want to get help because she feels like she isn't worthy of love if she doesn't hate herself and like her pain defines her. She also conflates others' happiness with selfishness, which could mean that she either envies them or thinks that they should also be depressed to be selfless or "worthy." Obviously this makes the relationship horrible and her depressive thoughts "viral," essentially creating a cycle. EDIT: Actually I just listened to the song other comments keep talking about (Senseless) and if they're related I'm most likely completely off about this lol.
Actually, I had the exact same theory not going to lie about that one. I see this song as some sort of abusive toxic relationship and the girl gets infected by her abusive partner as well as she becomes toxic as well. We all were once innocent and got infected by toxic people and some people give in easily they throw away their true light self and act all toxic as a fetish of their own fake coping mechanism. It's something like that... but I hope you understand what I'm trying to point out.
@@skitzy4676 I do but I actually saw the singer as the first perpetrator and the unshown partner as the one infected by her, not the other way around, since the song is from the POV of the girl and she says "Say you wanna be this, know you're gonna be this 'cause disease is viral." which implies that the partner is not like that yet.
I feel like this song is about unhealthy Internet personalities, hence the name Viral. Most people do unhealthy things for attention to feel worthy, concisering most people thing being popular is being loved (“tell me that I’m perfect, that you wanna be this.”) The singer doesn’t really want to stop because they too see it as popular = loved and will do anything to achieve and maintain that status. Eventually it kinda breaks them and they realize it’s kinda... bad for them. Physically, mentally, emotionally. But they’re already so high up and can’t undo it. I could be totally wrong shshhsbsbshahajnsnsbbd
Stop, stop, Run and hide There's nothing left for me here Caught up In a landslide Made up of all of my fears Get a load of "hope" Get a load of what they tell me I can do "But I can't" The words that slowly, silently consume I could try but I think I refuse you, you, should- Take away the pride oh (Your eyes) Forsake your mind oh (Void them of light) Give in to the victims cries Tell me Tell me everything's okay Take, take, take Take all this pain away Tell me you love me That what I am is healthy That it's the only thing that makes me worthy Give up all your ignorant complaints Here your selfishness has no place Tell me that I'm perfect That you wanna be this Know you're gonna be this Cuz this disease is viral Hold on to this cage, this pain Let me live inside my lies You've no right Right, to try and take it away This pain It defines my tragic life and it's like Everything's better this way This pain So I sigh in my delight And I'll cry for nothing but your dishonesty So keep your cure away from me One look into my weak eyes and they're enticed by its deceitful ease See me in the limelight and get caught up in this contagious disease Get a load of those who talk but don't know what it's like It's so much easier to suffer than to survive Suck up your selfish desires So uninspired How you only think for yourself Why don't you give in to self-doubt I have a feeling but you know what they say Out of sight, out of mind Out of mind, out of the way So Let me wallow away Inside my self-pity display Though my brain Screams for change I know it's far too late Ah, isn't it nice? The thrill I get from all my cries Oh Ah, isn't it nice? The sound of painful, bitter lies I know I'm losing time But I refuse to fight cause I'm just fine So Take away the pride oh (Your eyes) Forsake your mind oh (Void them of light) Give in to the victims cries Tell me Tell me everything's okay Take, take, take Take all this pain away Tell me you love me That what I am is healthy That it's the only thing that makes me worthy Give up all your ignorant complaints Here your selfishness has no place Tell me that I'm perfect That you wanna be this Know you're gonna be this Cuz this disease is viral (Take your pride Forsake your mind Run and hide From your lies X2) Tell me Tell me everything's okay Take, take, take Take all this pain away Tell me you love me That what I am is healthy That it's the only thing that makes me worthy Give up all your ignorant complaints Here your happiness has no place I know I'm not perfect But we'll never be that So don't try to change Cuz this feature's viral
Holy heck, this is really good, and really underrated ^^ I know you said interpret it how you want but here's my interpretation if you want to hear it: It seems like it's at least partly about normalizing not seeking help for mental health issues, and having these issues or pretending to have them being romanticized. Obviously it's okay to have mental health problems, but never working to improve your mental state isn't healthy, and that seems like a big part of the song. She keeps seeking reassurance that she's fine instead of getting help. Idk, I'd love hearing other interpretations, even if there's no one "right" way to see it.
Yeah, and there's a bit where she gets a feeling that there's a problem...and then actively ignores it because "out of sight out of mind/out of mind out of the way." Also "my brain screams for change I know it's far too late."
"One look into my weak eyes, and they're enticed by it's deceitful ease" me when I pretend to be sick to stay home from school but my parents suggest I take Tylenol instead: "keep your 'cure' away from me"
upon reviewing the lyrics, ive noticed an extreme parallel to my own life while some people become addicted to popularity, others, like me, become addicted to infamy and will do anything to become more feared and hated they revel in the pain, in being held in a cage and laughed at, or even enjoying being punished like a prisoner, held up by countless cancellations. they lose everything and everyone due to an addiction to drama. they refuse to seek help, refuse to change, and keep bringing down and hassling new victims for the equivalent of a high they start to hate anything and everything related to the people who gave you the addiction, they secretly want to change, but are completely unable to on their own, drowning in their trauma, paranoia, pain, and deep hatred
The song is called Viral and there's a burning triangle in the background with a radioactivity icon. Are you sure this isn't an Amaranthe cover, published by Nuclear Records?
I FINALLY HAVE MY OWN ACCOUNT TO SAY THIS This songs is super important to me. You are a huge inspiration for me, and now I really want to write my own vocal synth songs too! If it weren't for 1am, I probably wouldn't have discovered just how much can be done with Vocaloids in English. Viral was the one that really inspired me though. I watched it on it's premiere and was blown away. As I'm typing this, I'm actually working on a cover with Eleanor Forte! To put it short, thank you QueenPB and I look forward to your future works
hi pb i usually dont comment on videos but like This???? The art?????? The tuning???????? THIS SONG HAS GOTTA BE ONE OF MY FAVORITES THATS IT IM LISTENING TO IT ON MY TV ON LOOP UR SONGS ARE LITERALLY AMAZING They have the perfect tuning for my taste in music !! I’ve been listening to your music since August and your songs are absolutely awesome,,, Good job !!!! Also I absolutely love Hime’s design in this omg,,
You are easily one of my favorite producers for many reasons and I could easily write a small essay about it... But the moment I hear "get a load of ___" all I can see in my head is the Ross from Friends meme. 😂🤣🤦
just yesterday i was feeling that _if doing what i want in the hopes of feeling better gives me nothing then i'd rather do what i don't want and feel pain_ and while i'm asleep you release this i-
all your songs are bangers, the Vibes here are phenomenal. your meika hime songs and tuning are some of the best i've ever seen, you really give her justice
GOD THIS IS SO FREAKING GOOD WHAT!¿?!!???!¿! One of my favourites song ever, really this is brilliant and your art just gets better and better each song ACTUALLY I WANNA DRAW THIS SOOOOO BAD! Unless I can't, either way is okay cuz the song is just- IT'S AMAZING
I think this is someone who is very clearly unhealthy and sick but is in absolute denial about it because they believe the only thing that makes them worthy is being there to support others, hence why they say "that what I am is healthy". they're desperate to feel worthy and they feel any attempt at being honest with their condition and their pain is 'ignorant' or selfish. they are in incredible pain that gets progressively worse over the course of the song. they're terrified of having to get any sort of treatment for their issue as that would require them to admit there is something wrong in the first place. by the end of the song they have realized their mistake and are now incredibly unhealthy, something that would have been easy to treat had they dealt with it earlier spiraling out of control.
i absolutely adore hime and i get so hype when i find an original song that uses their voicebox !!! thank you for making this it's absolutely stunning !!!!!
I have yet again found another amazing song by someone extremely underrated- i have listened to this song like 8 times its so amazing and i immediately added it to my spotify playlist-
Is it a bad thing this song reminds me of a former friend? Also, I love this song. I didn't used to, but I just found myself listening to it again and again, and then it kept getting stuck in my head during history . . . it really grew on me. Keep up the good work, QueenPb! Glad my sister introduced me to your work!
this song is about how some people see victims/people in pain: - weak-minded - attention-seeking - refusing help/advice - irrational - don't want to fight - basically DESERVING of the pain they feel :/ when in reality all victims/survivors are: - strong people, who face the pain MOST people know nothing of - resourseful finding ways to survive, sometimes with no help at all - brave, able to share pain even knowing they can be victim-blamed basically, victims are doing the world A FAVOR, by not only SURVIVING their extremely painful experience, but also SHARING it with the world. Now people who are affected by the pain no longer feel alone & people who are NOT affected by the pain can do smth to stop perpetrators/toxic systems (if they can) so if one JUDGES the way a victim behaves in the midst of tourture & pain, they should look at themselves. DON'T give advice no one asks for. DON'T read about pain/victims, if it hurts, and you can't handle it. to all the victim-blamers: go take care of YOUR OWN life & STOP trying to control others (especially, victims) and then BLAMING THEM for not responding the RIGHT way. TLDR, the way people portray victims as masochistic manipulators is disgusting. get a life.
This is actually so amazing though. You don’t get enough credit for all the hard work you put into music and art... super underrated. You are awesome and don’t let anyone tell you otherwise.
I found your videos yesterday and I really just wanted to say you are such an amazingly talented content creator. The fact that you do all of this yourself is so impressive to me, you have so much talent! Your lyricism is unlike any I have heard in the Vocaloid community, your work is extremely unique, and you have made a very different style for yourself that really sets you apart from other creators. I excitedly await your next song, keep up the amazing work!
*~Lyrics~* Stop, stop, run and hide, there's nothing left for me here Caught up in a landslide, made up of all of my fears Get a load of "hope" get a load of what they tell me I can do "But I can't" the words that slowly, silently consume I could try but I think I refuse You- you should take away that pride, oh (your eyes) Forsake your mind, oh (void them of light) Give in to the victims cries Tell me- tell me everything's okay Take- take- take- take all this pain away Tell me you love me, that what I am is healthy That it's the only thing that makes me worthy Give up your ignorant complaints Here your selfishness has no place Tell me that I'm perfect, that you wanna be this Know, you're gonna be this 'cause this disease is viral Hold on to this cage, this pain, let me live inside my lies, you've no right To try to take it away, this pain it defines my tragic life, and it's like Everythings better this way, this pain so I sigh in my delight and i'll cry for Nothing but your dishonesty, so keep your "cure" away from me One look into my weak eyes And they're enticed by it's deceitful ease See me in the limelight And get caught up in this contagious disease Get a load of those who talk but they don't know what its like It's so much easier to suffer than to survive Suck up your selfish desires, so uninspired how you Only think for yourself why don't you give in to self-doubt I have a feeling but you know what they say Out of sight out of mind out of mind out of the way So let me wallow away inside my self-pity display Though my brain screams for change i know its far too late Ah isn't it nice the thrill i get from all my cries Oh, ah isn't it nice the sound of painful, bitter lies I know I'm losing time but I refuse to fight 'cause i'm just fine So take away that pride, oh (your eyes) Forsake your mind, oh (void them of light) Give in to the victims cries Tell me- tell me everythings okay Take- take- take- take all this pain away Tell me you love me, that what I am is healthy That it's the only thing that makes me worthy Give up your ignorant complaints Here your selfishness has no place Tell me that I'm perfect, that you wanna be this Know, you're gonna be this 'cause this disease is viral Take your pride, forsake your mind Run and hide from your lies Tell me- tell me everythings okay Take- take- take- take all this pain away Tell me you love me, that what I am is healthy That it's the only thing that makes me worthy Give up your ignorant complaints Here your happiness has no place I know I'm not perfect, but we’ll never be that So don't try to change because this feature's viral
They are, I mean- it's always the cute (or quiet) ones you know?? Hime seems like they would have a spare pen, but, when you take off the cap, it's a knife
kinda see this as ppl who struggle mentallybbut want to wallow in it bc they’ve become comfortable w theblpain and surround themselves w ppl who won’t tell them that that’s unhealthy
ok first of all THIS SONG SLAPS SO HARD and second, heres my interpretation of the song: //TW: brief mentions of self harm, eating disorders I think this song is about a girl exploiting her unhealthy habits for attention on social media. much like people who would promote self-harm or unhealthy eating habits for fame on social media. This situation could be the case in this song, hence the title "viral" and how Hime talks about what i interpret as her online following, and how she wants them to encourage her dangerous behaviors. In the second verse, lines like "let me live inside my lies" and "everything's better this way, this pain." suggest that she believes that broadcasting her pain for fame online is better than dealing with her issues. Plus, the lines "it's so much easier to suffer than survive" and "keep your cure away from me" also suggests that she doesn't want to get better because her online presence thrives off of her pain, and by being cured, she'd lose her fame. In my opinion, I think it's the line "cause this disease is viral" hits the hardest, because if you look at the word "viral" as the internet definition, it's basically saying that people online have made her popular for her mental problems. But anyway, that's my interpretation of the song! It's kinda sad that this sort off stuff still happens online, so as a PSA to the ones who read through my whole paragraph, if you ever see a situation like this online; please reach out and suggest they get help. BUT IN CONCLUSION THIS SONG IS SO GOOD AND I LOVE UR MUSIC, QUEENPB
![viral ft. hime [vocaloid remix]](/img/1.gif)
♡♡ viral by queenpb ♡ ♡
sigh, I guess you are my little pogchampsoup.
☆♡senseless by ponkansoup ♡☆
♡leopards by ponkansoup♡
💙💙 honey blue by ponkansoup 💙💙
HELLO SENSELESS REFERENCE IN THIS SONG? SOBBING
SAME, I WAS ALREADY DIGGING THIS SONG AND THAT CAUGHT ME SO OFF GUARD
Wait, where?
@@nova.a.star89 At 2:15!
@@azulizachan7595 :0 woa
Yea, I know right? It feels like a part two of senseless.
KEEP THE HIME TRAIN GOING
THE VOCALOID FANDOM IS GONNA GIVE HER THE LOVE SHE SO RIGHTFULLY DESERVES WHETHER THEY WANT TO OR NOT
*they
@@nanangiez they are ambiguous, I can interpret them however I see tho
Plus she is shown as a she in a video
@@nanangiez hime has no official gender, that doesn’t instantly make her a they? Japanese doesn’t have gender neutral pronouns and Hime kinda means “princess” in Japanese. People can give Hime whatever pronouns they so desire! I personally see Hime as she/they though. But still, don’t go out attacking people because they use a gendered pronoun for Hime OR Mikoto.
@@mishux-p4155 hime and Mikoto are said by Gynoid to be genderless, and I was trying not to be attacking anybody :) sorry /gen
But nobody loves mikoto
the lyrics? the art?? the instrumental??? everything??? QUEEN Pb for a REASON.
I can't with how good the "out of sight, out of mind, out of mind out of the way" line is.
also, unrelated, but is anyone having a problem with yt where typing in the search bar or comments also interacts with stuff? like if I use the letter K then it pauses the video. had to type this out in pastebin and then copy it in. maybe I should just restart firefox lmao.
nah, it's DICTATOR pb
yeah, there are many special keybinds on desktop youtube. k is pause/play, J and L are skip forwards/backwards, 0-9 change which piece of the video to go to, f is fullscreen toggle, etc. theres all sorts of cool stuff on there- i almost never have to use my mouse. plus i can listen to queenpb songs easier by pressing 0 so i dont have to wait for the video to loop ^-^
It's really cool!!!!!!!
I'm Japanese, but I also like Hime-chan, who sings in English ... I love this song ...
(It may be a strange sentence because it uses translation ...)
ここが特に好き… 2:06
ありがと！:)
Idk Japanese ;-;
This may be just me
But this feels like a person who's dealing with manipulation and gaslighting from someone else abusing them, and it starts to effect how they see and treat themselves. They think anything that causes them harm is overdramatic to complain about because of the constant doubt and gaslighting. I have an abusive and manipulative parent so maybe I'm projecting my feelings
hope youre doing better now!
I feel like this song is about BPD, and the bad parts of it that aren't talked too much about in particular.. That's just my interpretation. The chorus is how validation from a FP feels when you know you're being unhealthy/irrational. "Tell me everything's okay, take-take-take all this pain away, tell me you love me, that *what I am is healthy*, that it's the only thing that makes me worthy" man such good lyrics
I also see the "give into the victim's cries" as representative of knowing some of your behaviours are irrational, harmful, etc. (e.g. playing victim, damsel) but you give in because it gives temporary self relief.
"Everything's better this way" knowing you're being unhealthy but you're so used to the chaos that being healthy just seems so boring, and it's a loop.
"It's so much easier to suffer than to survive" because it is, so much easier to find temporary pleasure followed by emotional pain rather than treat yourself permanently.
Great analysis but what does FP mean? /gen
@@flakky55Facebook Post I imagine
@@flakky55 Favorite Person, I'd presume. It's a BPD specific term.
@whilenya4714 neat!
Yup, ur interpretation is interesting.
My interpretaion is that this song might be about self-loathing.
I'M A PROUD HIME SUPREMACIST
Ikr??? I love them so much poor bb... I wanna bouncy Hime again sksks ahhh I wish I could help them cri
To me, it seems like it's either about internet celebrities and has the themes of mental illness / unhealthy relationships sprinkled in just for flavour. Someone already commented this so I won't go into detail.
or it's about an unhealthy/abusive relationship where the girl has depression or another disorder comorbid with depressive thoughts, and she doesn't want to get help because she feels like she isn't worthy of love if she doesn't hate herself and like her pain defines her. She also conflates others' happiness with selfishness, which could mean that she either envies them or thinks that they should also be depressed to be selfless or "worthy." Obviously this makes the relationship horrible and her depressive thoughts "viral," essentially creating a cycle.
EDIT: Actually I just listened to the song other comments keep talking about (Senseless) and if they're related I'm most likely completely off about this lol.
Actually, I had the exact same theory not going to lie about that one. I see this song as some sort of abusive toxic relationship and the girl gets infected by her abusive partner as well as she becomes toxic as well. We all were once innocent and got infected by toxic people and some people give in easily they throw away their true light self and act all toxic as a fetish of their own fake coping mechanism. It's something like that... but I hope you understand what I'm trying to point out.
@@skitzy4676 I do but I actually saw the singer as the first perpetrator and the unshown partner as the one infected by her, not the other way around, since the song is from the POV of the girl and she says "Say you wanna be this, know you're gonna be this 'cause disease is viral." which implies that the partner is not like that yet.
I feel like this song is about unhealthy Internet personalities, hence the name Viral. Most people do unhealthy things for attention to feel worthy, concisering most people thing being popular is being loved (“tell me that I’m perfect, that you wanna be this.”)
The singer doesn’t really want to stop because they too see it as popular = loved and will do anything to achieve and maintain that status.
Eventually it kinda breaks them and they realize it’s kinda... bad for them. Physically, mentally, emotionally. But they’re already so high up and can’t undo it.
I could be totally wrong shshhsbsbshahajnsnsbbd
i think this is a good theroy, but what do i know? i cant come up with theroies. LOL
Stop, stop,
Run and hide
There's nothing left for me here
Caught up
In a landslide
Made up of all of my fears
Get a load of "hope"
Get a load of what they tell me I can do
"But I can't"
The words that slowly, silently consume
I could try but I think I refuse you, you, should-
Take away the pride oh
(Your eyes)
Forsake your mind oh
(Void them of light)
Give in to the victims cries
Tell me
Tell me everything's okay
Take, take, take
Take all this pain away
Tell me you love me
That what I am is healthy
That it's the only thing that makes me worthy
Give up all your ignorant complaints
Here your selfishness has no place
Tell me that I'm perfect
That you wanna be this
Know you're gonna be this
Cuz this disease is viral
Hold on to this cage, this pain
Let me live inside my lies
You've no right
Right, to try and take it away
This pain
It defines my tragic life and it's like
Everything's better this way
This pain
So I sigh in my delight
And I'll cry for nothing but your dishonesty
So keep your cure away from me
One look into my weak eyes and they're enticed by its deceitful ease
See me in the limelight and get caught up in this contagious disease
Get a load of those who talk but don't know what it's like
It's so much easier to suffer than to survive
Suck up your selfish desires
So uninspired
How you only think for yourself
Why don't you give in to self-doubt
I have a feeling but you know what they say
Out of sight, out of mind
Out of mind, out of the way
So
Let me wallow away
Inside my self-pity display
Though my brain
Screams for change
I know it's far too late
Ah, isn't it nice?
The thrill I get from all my cries
Oh
Ah, isn't it nice?
The sound of painful, bitter lies
I know I'm losing time
But I refuse to fight cause I'm just fine
So
Take away the pride oh
(Your eyes)
Forsake your mind oh
(Void them of light)
Give in to the victims cries
Tell me
Tell me everything's okay
Take, take, take
Take all this pain away
Tell me you love me
That what I am is healthy
That it's the only thing that makes me worthy
Give up all your ignorant complaints
Here your selfishness has no place
Tell me that I'm perfect
That you wanna be this
Know you're gonna be this
Cuz this disease is viral
(Take your pride
Forsake your mind
Run and hide
From your lies X2)
Tell me
Tell me everything's okay
Take, take, take
Take all this pain away
Tell me you love me
That what I am is healthy
That it's the only thing that makes me worthy
Give up all your ignorant complaints
Here your happiness has no place
I know I'm not perfect
But we'll never be that
So don't try to change
Cuz this feature's viral
Thank you 👌
this song ROCKS holy shit!!!! i wasnt able to attend premiere but the second i saw this in my subscriptions i was hyped!!
Holy heck, this is really good, and really underrated ^^
I know you said interpret it how you want but here's my interpretation if you want to hear it:
It seems like it's at least partly about normalizing not seeking help for mental health issues, and having these issues or pretending to have them being romanticized. Obviously it's okay to have mental health problems, but never working to improve your mental state isn't healthy, and that seems like a big part of the song. She keeps seeking reassurance that she's fine instead of getting help.
Idk, I'd love hearing other interpretations, even if there's no one "right" way to see it.
THAT'S THE VIBE I GOT FROM THIS TOO especially the second verse imo
Yeah, and there's a bit where she gets a feeling that there's a problem...and then actively ignores it because "out of sight out of mind/out of mind out of the way." Also "my brain screams for change I know it's far too late."
HIME MY BELOVED
"One look into my weak eyes, and they're enticed by it's deceitful ease" me when I pretend to be sick to stay home from school
but my parents suggest I take Tylenol instead:
"keep your 'cure' away from me"
upon reviewing the lyrics, ive noticed an extreme parallel to my own life
while some people become addicted to popularity, others, like me, become addicted to infamy and will do anything to become more feared and hated
they revel in the pain, in being held in a cage and laughed at, or even enjoying being punished like a prisoner, held up by countless cancellations.
they lose everything and everyone due to an addiction to drama. they refuse to seek help, refuse to change, and keep bringing down and hassling new victims for the equivalent of a high
they start to hate anything and everything related to the people who gave you the addiction, they secretly want to change, but are completely unable to on their own, drowning in their trauma, paranoia, pain, and deep hatred
The song is called Viral and there's a burning triangle in the background with a radioactivity icon. Are you sure this isn't an Amaranthe cover, published by Nuclear Records?
i hope this song goes viral
my underrated vocaloid producer radar is going off 😳
a surprise to be sure, but a welcome one
I FINALLY HAVE MY OWN ACCOUNT TO SAY THIS
This songs is super important to me. You are a huge inspiration for me, and now I really want to write my own vocal synth songs too! If it weren't for 1am, I probably wouldn't have discovered just how much can be done with Vocaloids in English. Viral was the one that really inspired me though. I watched it on it's premiere and was blown away.
As I'm typing this, I'm actually working on a cover with Eleanor Forte!
To put it short, thank you QueenPB and I look forward to your future works
0:44 “get a load of “hope””
Me: *danganronpa warfare flashbacks*
Absolutely love this, I'm usually not a fan of jp banks doing english, but the sound really fits the song. I especially love the tuning at the chorus!
HELLO??? pb wtf this is so good
hi pb i usually dont comment on videos but like
This???? The art?????? The tuning???????? THIS SONG HAS GOTTA BE ONE OF MY FAVORITES THATS IT IM LISTENING TO IT ON MY TV ON LOOP UR SONGS ARE LITERALLY AMAZING
They have the perfect tuning for my taste in music !! I’ve been listening to your music since August and your songs are absolutely awesome,,, Good job !!!!
Also I absolutely love Hime’s design in this omg,,
I just discovered this and it's so good??? This needs more views, seriously too underrated. I'M IN LOVE WITH THIS SONG
AHHH I CAN’T WAIT no, seriously I can’t wait
Wow I found this song by accident and I'm very glad I didn't look over it!
You are easily one of my favorite producers for many reasons and I could easily write a small essay about it... But the moment I hear "get a load of ___" all I can see in my head is the Ross from Friends meme. 😂🤣🤦
meika hime plays plague inc
#queenpbforpresident2024
#queenpbforworlddomindation2024
#queenpbsupremacy
#queenpbforworlddomination2024
#queenpbforworlddomination2024
#queenpbforworlddomindation2024
#queenpbforworlddomination2024
i can confirm it soo
#queenpbforpresident2024
#queenpbforworlddomindation2024
#queenpbsupremacy
just yesterday i was feeling that _if doing what i want in the hopes of feeling better gives me nothing then i'd rather do what i don't want and feel pain_
and while i'm asleep you release this
i-
THIS WAS AMAZING !!!!! i love the art , tuning , music , AAAA
SENSELESS REFERENCE DETECTED
this song has grown so much since the last time i checked, im proud
"Out of sight, out of mind, out of mind, out of the way" has been stuckin my head all day
Listen I usually don’t like Hime but this ? She’s really good here
all your songs are bangers, the Vibes here are phenomenal. your meika hime songs and tuning are some of the best i've ever seen, you really give her justice
SOBBHING THIS IS SO BEAUTIFUL,, OUR QUEEN IS BACK
It’s lovely when I’m listening to music and a Bluetooth speaker turns on and plays music...
I think you made lyrics with the melody mash way better in this one, not too tiring to listen if on repeat. Cool work as always ~♡
i think of code vein and the disease from that game when I hear this, i love
Hime fits your music perfectly, that's why I like it.
GOD THIS IS SO FREAKING GOOD WHAT!¿?!!???!¿!
One of my favourites song ever, really this is brilliant and your art just gets better and better each song ACTUALLY I WANNA DRAW THIS SOOOOO BAD!
Unless I can't, either way is okay cuz the song is just- IT'S AMAZING
brooo dis came out on my birthday what is the universe trying to tell me
I think this is someone who is very clearly unhealthy and sick but is in absolute denial about it because they believe the only thing that makes them worthy is being there to support others, hence why they say "that what I am is healthy". they're desperate to feel worthy and they feel any attempt at being honest with their condition and their pain is 'ignorant' or selfish. they are in incredible pain that gets progressively worse over the course of the song. they're terrified of having to get any sort of treatment for their issue as that would require them to admit there is something wrong in the first place. by the end of the song they have realized their mistake and are now incredibly unhealthy, something that would have been easy to treat had they dealt with it earlier spiraling out of control.
!!!!! THIS IS SUCH A BOP OMFG
i might make an arrange but like. it’s already got the sidechained bass i like to use what am i gonna do 😔 /hj
NEW QUEENPB POG!!!
i absolutely adore hime and i get so hype when i find an original song that uses their voicebox !!! thank you for making this it's absolutely stunning !!!!!
all these pb song drops while im in class, i mean who cares what im missing, new song is priority!!
POST PREMIERE UPDATE: CERTIFIED BANGER
Lol hi Homu you were easy to find
@@sugarcubeswirly I checked the notif because all it said was "someone replied to your comment" and got whiplash, also hi mother!!
I AM AWAKE AND READY FOR SOME AWESOME MUSIC
I don’t know how, but your songs always give me some sort of nostalgia from your other songs. Great job! 👏
Holy CRAP this is amazing!! I am actually kinda unsettled right now, but it's a good unsettled. EVERYTHING about this is epic.
I have yet again found another amazing song by someone extremely underrated- i have listened to this song like 8 times its so amazing and i immediately added it to my spotify playlist-
It's lonely and hard, impressive and passionate dramatic song!!!!
Is it a bad thing this song reminds me of a former friend?
Also, I love this song. I didn't used to, but I just found myself listening to it again and again, and then it kept getting stuck in my head during history . . . it really grew on me. Keep up the good work, QueenPb! Glad my sister introduced me to your work!
i love Meika Hime and THIS MAKES ME WANT TO BUY HER EVEN MORE BUT I CAN''T WAAAAA
(BTW i love the song its really well made)
this song is about how some people see victims/people in pain:
- weak-minded
- attention-seeking
- refusing help/advice
- irrational
- don't want to fight
- basically DESERVING of the pain they feel :/
when in reality all victims/survivors are:
- strong people, who face the pain MOST people know nothing of
- resourseful finding ways to survive, sometimes with no help at all
- brave, able to share pain even knowing they can be victim-blamed
basically, victims are doing the world A FAVOR, by not only SURVIVING their extremely painful experience,
but also SHARING it with the world.
Now people who are affected by the pain no longer feel alone &
people who are NOT affected by the pain can do smth to stop perpetrators/toxic systems (if they can)
so if one JUDGES the way a victim behaves in the midst of tourture & pain,
they should look at themselves.
DON'T give advice no one asks for. DON'T read about pain/victims, if it hurts, and you can't handle it.
to all the victim-blamers:
go take care of YOUR OWN life & STOP trying to control others (especially, victims)
and then BLAMING THEM for not responding the RIGHT way.
TLDR, the way people portray victims as masochistic manipulators is disgusting. get a life.
YOOOOOO I JUST DISCOVERED YOU NOW, THIS IS A BANGER
This is actually so amazing though. You don’t get enough credit for all the hard work you put into music and art... super underrated. You are awesome and don’t let anyone tell you otherwise.
omg im so happy to see an english song with them!!! i love hime
I found your videos yesterday and I really just wanted to say you are such an amazingly talented content creator. The fact that you do all of this yourself is so impressive to me, you have so much talent! Your lyricism is unlike any I have heard in the Vocaloid community, your work is extremely unique, and you have made a very different style for yourself that really sets you apart from other creators. I excitedly await your next song, keep up the amazing work!
AA thank you!!!
your improvement between songs is really amazing !! ;;^;;
YO THIS SLAPS the music, the lyrics, the MV, all so good
THANK YOU FOR APPEARING IN MY RECOMMENDED AND SHOWING ME THIS MASTERPIECE
Soooo cooooool
I love how you use Hime!
Loved this song!! Its a total banger and so is the art!
HOW AM I ONLY NOW DISCOVERING THIS IT'S SO GOOD
' this disease is viral ' hits hard mAN
That song was so awesome! Very worth the wait! :D
*~Lyrics~*
Stop, stop, run and hide, there's nothing left for me here
Caught up in a landslide, made up of all of my fears
Get a load of "hope" get a load of what they tell me I can do
"But I can't" the words that slowly, silently consume
I could try but I think I refuse
You- you should take away that pride, oh (your eyes)
Forsake your mind, oh (void them of light)
Give in to the victims cries
Tell me- tell me everything's okay
Take- take- take- take all this pain away
Tell me you love me, that what I am is healthy
That it's the only thing that makes me worthy
Give up your ignorant complaints
Here your selfishness has no place
Tell me that I'm perfect, that you wanna be this
Know, you're gonna be this 'cause this disease is viral
Hold on to this cage, this pain, let me live inside my lies, you've no right
To try to take it away, this pain it defines my tragic life, and it's like
Everythings better this way, this pain so I sigh in my delight and i'll cry for
Nothing but your dishonesty, so keep your "cure" away from me
One look into my weak eyes
And they're enticed by it's deceitful ease
See me in the limelight
And get caught up in this contagious disease
Get a load of those who talk but they don't know what its like
It's so much easier to suffer than to survive
Suck up your selfish desires, so uninspired how you
Only think for yourself why don't you give in to self-doubt
I have a feeling but you know what they say
Out of sight out of mind out of mind out of the way
So let me wallow away inside my self-pity display
Though my brain screams for change i know its far too late
Ah isn't it nice the thrill i get from all my cries
Oh, ah isn't it nice the sound of painful, bitter lies
I know I'm losing time but I refuse to fight
'cause i'm just fine
So take away that pride, oh (your eyes)
Forsake your mind, oh (void them of light)
Give in to the victims cries
Tell me- tell me everythings okay
Take- take- take- take all this pain away
Tell me you love me, that what I am is healthy
That it's the only thing that makes me worthy
Give up your ignorant complaints
Here your selfishness has no place
Tell me that I'm perfect, that you wanna be this
Know, you're gonna be this 'cause this disease is viral
Take your pride, forsake your mind
Run and hide from your lies
Tell me- tell me everythings okay
Take- take- take- take all this pain away
Tell me you love me, that what I am is healthy
That it's the only thing that makes me worthy
Give up your ignorant complaints
Here your happiness has no place
I know I'm not perfect, but we’ll never be that
So don't try to change because this feature's viral
Thank you 😇
I love your english hime, pb. so sweet, so fluid, great work as always
wait so, you did this???? wow this is amazing you must have a lot of talent!
Oh wow
This is the first song I've heard from you, and Hime's English sounds so good!! Song is very catchy. New sub
Now THIS is music to blast on my school chromebook
c-word song? also i can't wait to hear covers :) great job!
Haven't listened yet but i already know this will be amazing
You are literally godly at pvs I love the look of thiss
This song is so good! I love the tuning and the lyrics, it's very well-made and I'm sure I will be looping it in the future
this is so good omg
holllyyy crap i feel bad for not clicking on this sooner!! this is so good
I almost die waiting for see the song now i seen it and i love it continue like this queen pb!
a year later im still enjoying this song
This is honestly so good! The beat is really catchy
your Meika Hime songs are so nice!! :D
Her Engrish is so cute, too :3
THIS IS INFECTIOUS I'M IN LOVE
just remembered u exist, best day of my life
This Song will go Viral
mmmmmm this song slaps! The lyrics, art, and instrumental are all wonderful!!
I love how you tune Hime it's so good ❤
Hime looks dangerous
They are, I mean- it's always the cute (or quiet) ones you know?? Hime seems like they would have a spare pen, but, when you take off the cap, it's a knife
kinda see this as ppl who struggle mentallybbut want to wallow in it bc they’ve become comfortable w theblpain and surround themselves w ppl who won’t tell them that that’s unhealthy
I don't know what to feel, Hime is a little baby but it matched them so much! I am confused, and very happy also because the music is great🛐🛐🛐🛐
Oooh, Hime ❤️
Himes English is actually really good, you did amazing on this!
Mhhhmhmmm. First. Hyped af.
After premiere edit: holy cow now THAT was awesome
I guess you can say this song went *viral*
this is amazing!!!
ok first of all THIS SONG SLAPS SO HARD and second, heres my interpretation of the song:
//TW: brief mentions of self harm, eating disorders
I think this song is about a girl exploiting her unhealthy habits for attention on social media. much like people who would promote self-harm or unhealthy eating habits for fame on social media. This situation could be the case in this song, hence the title "viral" and how Hime talks about what i interpret as her online following, and how she wants them to encourage her dangerous behaviors. In the second verse, lines like "let me live inside my lies" and "everything's better this way, this pain." suggest that she believes that broadcasting her pain for fame online is better than dealing with her issues. Plus, the lines "it's so much easier to suffer than survive" and "keep your cure away from me" also suggests that she doesn't want to get better because her online presence thrives off of her pain, and by being cured, she'd lose her fame. In my opinion, I think it's the line "cause this disease is viral" hits the hardest, because if you look at the word "viral" as the internet definition, it's basically saying that people online have made her popular for her mental problems.
But anyway, that's my interpretation of the song! It's kinda sad that this sort off stuff still happens online, so as a PSA to the ones who read through my whole paragraph, if you ever see a situation like this online; please reach out and suggest they get help.
BUT IN CONCLUSION THIS SONG IS SO GOOD AND I LOVE UR MUSIC, QUEENPB
Alright, this banger if a song hits me hard in the heart too…