FJ OUTLAW- "The Addiction"(Official Audio)

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  • FJ OUTLAW- "The Addiction"
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  • @rodneywynn1933
    @rodneywynn1933 2 года назад +37

    This hit hard... being an addict and got clean for 15 years and relapsed for 15. I'm here today by the grace of God and I have been clean for 5 years now...

    • @debrasmith7646
      @debrasmith7646 4 месяца назад

      Good for you, keep it up. I've been clean off H 10 months now.I figured it was time I quit cold turkey by myself. Hopefully it will work for good this time, well good luck to you but yeah this is a good song.😢🎉

    • @JohnShervington-ie5ch
      @JohnShervington-ie5ch 3 месяца назад

      ​@@debrasmith7646😢🎉6🎉

    • @mattmetcalf8710
      @mattmetcalf8710 2 месяца назад +1

      Biggest thing is leave them people who led you down a bad road in your past no matter what the cost is

  • @farrenflener1777
    @farrenflener1777 2 года назад +14

    I'm 6 years and almost 4 months sober by the grace of God 🙏 I'm not going back. I was one of the worst , if I can do it anyone can.

    • @farrenflener1777
      @farrenflener1777 2 года назад +1

      I've liked FJ outlaw since I first ran across his music on RUclips. You can tell that he came from the bottom and is going to the top.

  • @robbiegentry2710
    @robbiegentry2710 Год назад +8

    My 8 year old son came to me crying while I was listening to this song and told me it reminded him of my mother who has passed 6 years ago very hard moment for me appreciate your music man

  • @jamesbowman971
    @jamesbowman971 2 месяца назад +4

    I struggled with a terrible Opioid addiction for 20 years and I have been Clean and sober for 2 and a half years now Thank you God

    • @skeeterbytefive1039
      @skeeterbytefive1039 Месяц назад

      hence..I'm probably related to everybody in my town at this point...cuzz I did a lot of fucking!

    • @skeeterbytefive1039
      @skeeterbytefive1039 Месяц назад

      Can a rap song be made from That?

  • @david22867
    @david22867 2 года назад +13

    As a struggling heroin addict, this song hits really close to home. It really makes me think.... is this a battle I can win? Or am I like Jimmy, in a losing battle I can never win?

    • @Outlaw_chicks
      @Outlaw_chicks 2 года назад

      Please get rehabilitation help honey. Sending you heartfelt love ❤️

    • @donnyjepp5038
      @donnyjepp5038 6 месяцев назад

      No your not like jimmy, and you will will this battle 💯

    • @Darkwebdemon
      @Darkwebdemon 5 месяцев назад

      Same

    • @user-jw7mr4ce1w
      @user-jw7mr4ce1w 5 месяцев назад

      @@donnyjepp5038😂❤❤❤❤🎉😢😢

    • @nikmccoy-silvis4968
      @nikmccoy-silvis4968 4 месяца назад +1

      You're not alone. Been fighting the fight for 20 years... Idk what's going to happen, but I know I'll never quit trying!! Never give up! You're not alone! ❤

  • @turkman2566
    @turkman2566 3 года назад +20

    Me & my wife used every day for 10 years we finally got sober on Nov. 3rd 2016 it’s still hard every day but hearing your music really helps. Love the song man!!

  • @crystalweddington8032
    @crystalweddington8032 4 года назад +78

    Amen............suffered from addiction along side my husband, but we 5 years sober now......it still hard as fuck.
    Praying for all those in active addiction......keep moving forward it gets easier. Much love!

    • @georgetteburgess1395
      @georgetteburgess1395 День назад

      Trying very hard. I don't know how to leave by beer at the cross.😅

  • @coult80
    @coult80 3 года назад +11

    Man I almost had to bury my daughter today. I could listen to your catalog on repeat and feel like you're talking to me. Please keep sharing your gift.

  • @alexleuthen2246
    @alexleuthen2246 2 года назад +41

    I'm 18 been clean for 2y and this song just hit close to home I'm praying for all the people struggling from addiction it's hard

    • @MeetTK
      @MeetTK Год назад +1

      Well done bro, you not just a statistic and you fought hard for it. So respect to you. God Bless

    • @GlennWatson-er9ym
      @GlennWatson-er9ym Год назад +1

      ​ 🎉ml

    • @jasonstout3822
      @jasonstout3822 Месяц назад

      Damn you started young my friend

  • @LLB984
    @LLB984 10 месяцев назад +28

    A lot of people have lived this song, and you've helped a lot of people with this song, thank you.

  • @smallworldz7241
    @smallworldz7241 4 года назад +39

    FJ THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THIS SONG MY BROTHER DIED ABOUT SIX MONTHS FROM A HEROIN OVERFOSE AND ITS BEEN KILLING ME INSIDE AND THIS SONG REALLY HELPS ME I WAKE UP EVERY MORNING AND CRY MY EYES OUT TO THIS SONG

    • @FJOutlaw
      @FJOutlaw  3 года назад +3

      💪🙏🙏

    • @ford9339
      @ford9339 3 года назад +2

      I'm so sorry. My brother od'd and I found him and he was blue I gave him narcan and after 20 seconds of CPR I brought him back. We are best friends and the thought of losing him scares the hell out of me

    • @jesserains4763
      @jesserains4763 3 года назад +4

      Stay up brother God bless

    • @kris31991
      @kris31991 3 года назад +2

      I truly love your comment & sincerely feel your pain and I hope an pray your pain eases and that time will heal your heart somehow, sending many prayers your way 🖤

    • @swervnk9742
      @swervnk9742 2 года назад +2

      We are all suffering out here. Its almost unbelievable. We must stay strong and stand fast. We haven't seen nothing yet. The suck is just getting started. Chin up.

  • @monkeymike7
    @monkeymike7 Год назад +3

    I've been fighting for sobriety for the last four years. In and out of rehabs detoxes and jails. Right now I'm in sober living 74 days sober. Going to four or five meetings a week. Working and not hustling or manipulating people to get what I want or need. I listen to this song at least once a day to keep my ass in check. I'm confident this time around but won't ever forget where I came from because as soon as I do it's a slippery slope back into my addiction and alcoholism. Thank you Fj

  • @daltonbradley6318
    @daltonbradley6318 2 года назад +11

    I dealt with addiction for 7 years this song hits so hard. I'm proud to say after almost dieing 2 times I have been sober for 6 years an I did that for my 3 beautiful children.

    • @techneique
      @techneique Год назад

      I'm proud of you. Stay in the fight. ✊🏾 But God.

  • @jamesstraw9276
    @jamesstraw9276 2 года назад +8

    Listen to this song everyday to remind me where I was and how far I have come these last four months. I suffered a spine injury and the doctors over prescribed me pain meds. Then one day I went to get my refills and bam I was cut off. Started buying pills on the street which lead to heroin and that progress into smoking crack and banging dope. When I finally went to treatment I was doing about 1500 dollars a day between the dope and the crack. So grateful to be sober today and back to being a dad to my 8 year old son. Thank you FJ for this masterpiece.

  • @dannygable6118
    @dannygable6118 2 года назад +6

    14 yrs off the needle an the crack pipe still struggle with my demons daily a week ago today my first best friend died from his addiction so the last week I've been liven in a dark place wishing I could of helped him your music is helping me

  • @DannyStorck-tv6pp
    @DannyStorck-tv6pp 2 месяца назад +1

    Hell yeah! I've got 17 months from Meth and alcohol. I wouldn't go back for anyone or anything. Thank you Jesus for thise who loved me enough to stick around.

  • @dentyfresh9543
    @dentyfresh9543 4 года назад +193

    The only the I inherited from my father his love for drugs I can proudly say I’m 4 years sober and every time I look at my daughter I see what my dad missed and I refuse to put her through the same and she is the reason I stay clean. This song definitely doesn’t have enough plays bro I hope you make it big so

    • @ryanswisher6308
      @ryanswisher6308 4 года назад +7

      Denty Fresh95 I hear ya!! My daughter is the only reason I made it home from prison.

    • @dentyfresh9543
      @dentyfresh9543 4 года назад +2

      I feel that bro

    • @robertthomas6599
      @robertthomas6599 4 года назад +1

      I agave up everything for you and when it was you left mebchest

    • @robertthomas6599
      @robertthomas6599 4 года назад

      You have distroyed me I used up all my essence stressing about you ty you played me if this makes you feel better about yourself and i will beat this and that still might my kid and you ain’t about to do me like that other guy I wanna know I will show you all I’m glad you have Desived me I literately prove me but cause you ain’t got the ball to not lie I wish no bad willl on you but me and her are done I would have been deferant if you would have kept it real I will go to rehab but everyone is better off without me you are so cold I really loved you but couldn’t get past the lies I am truly hated kee him far from me till I have the balls to leave and I’m might take a couple of these fake bitches with me so much for suiside prevention you drove me to it have you nice life I have up my whole world for you and it wasn’t enough

    • @jaycobhoffman3715
      @jaycobhoffman3715 2 года назад

      AMEN ♊

  • @zacheryjacobsen2121
    @zacheryjacobsen2121 Год назад +20

    I listen to this song almost every day....so I'll just leave this comment here....20months clean from meth....it was a hell of a ride that led to homelessness....court cases...and poverty....I'm just glad I'm not dead.....like the song says it will take you from your family.....further then their eyes can see....1love FJ!

    • @tannerdec4429
      @tannerdec4429 2 месяца назад

      I’ve died 3 times once they had to scrape my lungs glad we’re both still here!!! Stay strong keep strong!!

  • @caseythompson3330
    @caseythompson3330 7 месяцев назад +1

    I'm sure this song has touched many people like it has me I have lost so many good friends took a struggle while I'm still here I don't know only God does but for you who question your addiction and best advice that I can give is be honest with yourself and if nobody else will at least that will thank you have some sense of respect for yourself and if you can be honest with yourself you can be honest with anyone especially your addiction until then get high

  • @jeremycarmean1598
    @jeremycarmean1598 Год назад +5

    I recently just lost my sister to heroin and other disease's on September 20th and I've heard this song countless times hoping and praying she would hear it. Well unfortunately she never did and never will again. And now every time I hear this, it hits, it hits hard in heart. The lyrics just sweep through your brain and your vessels and make every tear come out. I will always remember my sister to this, and I thank you for your music as every time I hear it, I'll think of her.
    Much love 💕
    Gang shit 💯😭

    • @tylermccann2518
      @tylermccann2518 Год назад

      As a 20 year old
      I ALWAYS say NO to alcohol (even twisted tea🤭), vapes cigarettes any drug, not cause i might die, but cause i might die

    • @tylermccann2518
      @tylermccann2518 Год назад

      T my dad to slow down his drinking and smokes 🚬 but an addiction is unbeatable

  • @Adhdmusic
    @Adhdmusic 3 года назад +19

    I battle so hard with depression and bi polar I always feel like it’s me against the world. Your music really helps bro real talk!

    • @matthewkaruzis8258
      @matthewkaruzis8258 2 года назад +1

      I feel this same way even with sobriety I feel I'm defective
      Depression Bi-polar PTSD
      It's a daily battle

    • @Adhdmusic
      @Adhdmusic 2 года назад

      @@matthewkaruzis8258 I feel your pain bud just keep your head up man find music to relax with FJ outlaw music is really all I listen too now days and some bezz believe but mainly fj

    • @THEREAL1DANNYBEACH
      @THEREAL1DANNYBEACH 2 года назад

      Same fam. This too shall pass.

  • @rebekahbest3243
    @rebekahbest3243 4 года назад +29

    Im in tears

  • @brookeshipman9968
    @brookeshipman9968 2 года назад +5

    I've been sober off Suboxone for a year. My kids father is in prison and he struggles in prison. Prayers for those who are struggling.. love you guys. Stay prayed up ❤️🙏💖

  • @stayreal120
    @stayreal120 10 месяцев назад +4

    Thankyou for those kind words l needed to hear them we all will fight together you watch the world be a better place 🙏🏾☮️✝️😇🕊️💯💙🖤❤️

  • @tannerdec4429
    @tannerdec4429 4 месяца назад +2

    I am a recovery drug addict, and that song is the soul!!! I love this song

  • @michaelcollins2131
    @michaelcollins2131 2 года назад +2

    coming from a 27 year old man who barely got sober after losing everybody he loved besides his mom and losing years of my life due to prison this songs hit's hard! so powerful

  • @frankp6696
    @frankp6696 Год назад +4

    That's what I like about you FJ you feel the creep and you take the time to talk to your peeps and put it in the mix of it all 💯🔥 just plain awesome big dog 🛡️ and other people am sure feeling the same way 👍🔥💯

  • @alexamoon3841
    @alexamoon3841 2 года назад +4

    Giving me goosebumps. Helping others exposing his pain and experiences. So many people need to know they’re not alone in this shit. Thank you so much for making this music. It means everything

  • @frankwidby1638
    @frankwidby1638 3 года назад +5

    This song makes me cry every time.
    Makes me realize what ive really become

  • @handymannyetpb9048
    @handymannyetpb9048 4 года назад +8

    can't get enough if this. rest in peace Gary mattola

  • @jimmywayne4321
    @jimmywayne4321 4 года назад +140

    Dealing with addiction ,alcoholism, anxiety and depression is a hard thing we put ourselves and our family through

    • @FJOutlaw
      @FJOutlaw  4 года назад +13

      100%

    • @whitewarrior2524
      @whitewarrior2524 4 года назад +4

      Shit i started grying when i heard this, i have lived this life! No glory only death prison an broken families..

    • @jasonford718
      @jasonford718 3 года назад +2

      Going through it 😪 just don't give up no matter how hard it get push back and try harder 💪 💯 🙏

    • @johnfranco7488
      @johnfranco7488 3 года назад

      Verry tru

    • @kramnull8962
      @kramnull8962 3 года назад +6

      @@dustinreed8076 Always remember, no matter how long you are sobor, our addiction is in the corner doing push ups. Waiting for us to get weaker...... Keep it simple and keep it real brother....

  • @Mindseye299
    @Mindseye299 8 месяцев назад +1

    Man... Thank the Lord I survived the darkest moments of my addiction. It's a blessing to be one of the few that get to make it back to shore. I'm happy to report that I'm now majoring in psychology, hopefully soon I'll be able to do my part in bringing people back to shore.

  • @justice233
    @justice233 3 месяца назад +1

    I didn't just hear a song, I saw a reflection of the images of the past. So many times I shouldn't have made it, but did. ❤

  • @danielburnette4295
    @danielburnette4295 2 года назад +2

    as an addict living in West Virginia this song may have just saved my soul this is my definition of that life-changing music thank you FJ

  • @raynebowdolly2401
    @raynebowdolly2401 3 года назад +20

    This song has hit me so hard. I myself am in recovery and just lost my best friend to the terrible disease. Addiction is an absolute monster.

    • @tylerhodge7799
      @tylerhodge7799 3 года назад +1

      10 years ago my beat friend killed himself. The only reason I no longer use is because I have a kid now. Its sad and hurts me to say I miss it.

    • @LaceyScruggs-zx5ql
      @LaceyScruggs-zx5ql 7 месяцев назад

      @@tylerhodge7799you miss what? The stressful life of addiction?

    • @daltonevans3412
      @daltonevans3412 5 месяцев назад

      ​@@LaceyScruggs-zx5qlthey probably mean they miss the high and the way it numbed the pain. Yes life as an addict is stressful, but it's arguable that life without an addiction once you've had one can be more stressful depending on why you ended up getting addicted. I used because of ywars of brutal abuse as a child and the memories associated with it and the only thing that ever made me feel any better was the drugs i got addicted to. And now that i'm sober, i have to still live with all those memories and pain plus having nothing that takes the pain away even if just for a little while. And no of course i don't miss that extra stress the life of an addict brings but i do miss the relief the drugs brought.

  • @cole3843
    @cole3843 2 года назад +41

    Hey dude, this song really hits home.
    Recently my wife passed away from an over dose of heroin laced with fentanyl. We were on our way to Portland Oregon to see to my moms burial . She unexpectedly passed away two days before from cancer but she kept it secret from everyone, I guess she didn't want to see all the hurt N sadness she was sure to experience from all those that loved her.
    It was a long trip and we were emotionally exhausted and tired of driving so we stopped off at a hotel to get some rest. It was going to be a long day and it was late.
    Me, my brothers and friends, And my very best friend ..... my wife of 16 years had all used heroin who we all considered our best friend of all " we all loved getting high " ,
    My wife OD at the hotel that night.
    Now everyone , all my brothers and friends are all gone , all from drug over doses. The last two most important women in my life are gone now. Out of all my family and close friends I'm the last one , there's nobody left. Heroin is my last friend, if you want to call her a friend. I sincerely hope you all make it out. The song hit home

    • @Outlaw_chicks
      @Outlaw_chicks 2 года назад +4

      Sending you heartfelt love ❤️

    • @chrisgutierrez8592
      @chrisgutierrez8592 2 года назад +5

      MAYNE BRO SORRY FOR YOUR LOSS. I FEEL YOUR PAIN, TRUST ME I FEEL YOUR PAIN. I'M A ACTIVE HEROIN ADDICT TRYING TO OVERCOME THIS DEMON AIN'T NO PUNK. BEEN BATTLING THIS DEVILISH ADDICTION FOR ALMOST 3 DAM DECADES. SHIT HAS BEEN A CONSTANT LOSING BATTLE. LOST MY MAIN MAN BACK IN JULY 2012. MY DAD WHO I USED TO GET HIGH WITH. SOMEDAYS I FEEL LIKE THERE'S NO HOPE BUT THEN I LOOK AT MY PRECIOUS KIDS AND MY BEAUTIFUL WIFE KEEP ME FIGHTING AGAINST ALL ODDS. I'LL NEVER GIVE UP. ONE DAY BRO WE WILL BEAT THIS BITCH AND BE SET FREE FROM THE BELLY OF THE BEAST!! GOTZ TO KEEP OUR FAITH IN GOD, NO MATTER HOW HARD, HOW COLD OR HOW DARK IT GETS, GOT TO KEEP GOING!! I AIN'T GOT NO OPTION BUT TO FIGHT!! GOD BLESS YOU AND EVERYONE ELSE WORLDWIDE!!
      "CHRIS ESPINO GUTIERREZ"
      2022

    • @jmksuburban
      @jmksuburban Год назад

      damn bro. i hope you are still alive and can kick that shit. thats some hard shit

    • @johnmarrs5353
      @johnmarrs5353 Год назад +3

      Thanks for sharing brother. I can relate to you & your position, mine is a little bit different, but it's the same. Don't let that shit take you to Hell 🔥man. Stay strong brother

    • @LLB984
      @LLB984 Год назад +4

      Methodone helps

  • @lesliemitchell77
    @lesliemitchell77 11 месяцев назад +2

    Amen I'm currently 30 and honestly I fell off pretty bad on a relapse I miss the person I used to be I wish that it was as easy as just putting it down and forgetting you ever picked it up in the first place

  • @Dan-nc6bd
    @Dan-nc6bd Год назад +6

    I can definitely relate to that song I'm currently in active addiction and it's a battle every day the struggle is real.

  • @user-od8fg1gw1d
    @user-od8fg1gw1d 4 года назад +71

    Been struggling with substance abuse pretty much my whole life. Everything always has to be in excess.. Ppl always disappear when they see how i live my life. Its a mental thing, drugs are all i think about. That and shit thats just depressing which just makes me wanna get fucked up. Im only 25 but this shit is unbearable everyday. Drugs are appealing to ppl like me becuz when all you feel is shitty or nothing at all. Its nice to feel something for a little bit. Its nice to not be you for a little while.

    • @FJOutlaw
      @FJOutlaw  4 года назад +29

      Keep your head up, seek help , it ain't worth your life 💯💯

    • @user-od8fg1gw1d
      @user-od8fg1gw1d 3 года назад +11

      @@FJOutlaw This helped alot more than you know. What you said echoes in my mind everytime im about to fuckup. Today is 8 weeks. Yea i know i still got a long way to go to succeed in all this. Things are still bad at times but im trying to take the steps to get out of this. I just wanted to say thanks. Know you helped atleast 1 person get their head out their ass. Stay strong man.✌🏻 & i cant thank you enough

    • @H-town_BeastMode
      @H-town_BeastMode 3 года назад +8

      @@user-od8fg1gw1d dont downplay your success... 8 weeks is amazing and hopefully today makes almost 9 weeks when you see this. I found in my recovery it was important for me to celebrate the minor accomplishments. As an addict we rewired our brains to respond solely to instant gratifications and when we don't see the progression and that with every day (every battle you have internally) that you don't justify a reason to use by filling your head with a bunch of reasons why 8 weeks isn't all that impressive so no biggie if I mess it up I can do it again no problem... celebrate every moment your alive and sober and only focus on today... not yesterday and all the bs that happened or tomorrow what MAY POSSIBLY happen but only what you can control....the present ... just a random stranger who passed by your comment but I feel like I know you all too well from having lived it day in and out for 15 years

    • @louisgunthrie2004
      @louisgunthrie2004 3 года назад +3

      Stay strong stay alive

    • @user-od8fg1gw1d
      @user-od8fg1gw1d 3 года назад +1

      @@H-town_BeastMode reading this i was kinda like damn. You do know me all too well. The part about focusing on today really resonated with me. That is a big part of my problem. Living in the past and thinking of things that might happen and letting that affect my future. That and the instant gratification. Your right about that to. Ive always been used to finding a way to get what i want now instead of actually putting in effort to situations. Not everything comes easy and when it doesnt that can be triggering. Unless your aware of the fact. I appreciate the support and what you said really made me think and put a few things in perspective. Thankyou for that.

  • @SmileyR4L
    @SmileyR4L 2 года назад +2

    Not many songs can make a grown man cry. This hit home in so many ways. 17 years clean/sober now but still loosing my best friends to this day from addiction. Miss and think of them daily. Thanks for another one that I can literally feel so deeply and relate to

  • @taylorwelch5470
    @taylorwelch5470 2 года назад +2

    I cry so much, I break down so much. My mother, my grandmother, died from chicken, pills and drankin my grandfather never comes around and I was kicked out the house at 11 from my pops then home to home walking dirt roads my whole childhood. Going from home to home. Never finding anyone to care. I always got sent off because they all thought I was crazy and bad I just never was shown love. And that someone cared for me to do better. Just abuse and mental abuse, I can't find no woman to be loyal. I cry listening to your songs because the pain is known, the pain of trying every day to make everyone happy and never succeed, of never finding someone who cares

    • @georgetteburgess1395
      @georgetteburgess1395 День назад

      My family said I was crazy my whole life. Please everyone is fearfully & wonderfully made. Keep your head up ❤

  • @BurningSkyy
    @BurningSkyy 4 года назад +7

    Such a beautiful song. FJ is the hick king

  • @nirvanachilders5642
    @nirvanachilders5642 Год назад +4

    I am 5 days clean today been listening song on repeat everyday to get me through. My brain and everything is so clear now positive vibes only.For all that reads this ,you can do this! Keep telling yourself you're better than this youve overcome worse. Stay busy your mind occupied, remember your self-worth 🥰💙🇺🇲💯 you got this! much love God bless!.......UPDATE: 8 MONTHS CLEAN AND GOT A GREAT JOB AT AMAZON.! YALL CAN DO THISSSS!!!!

  • @arronfulmer2582
    @arronfulmer2582 3 года назад +8

    this song hits so hard 1 of my really close friends was like jimmy he thought that heroin was his only friend so at age 17 his parents came home 2 him dead with a heroin needle in his arm and he had OD and every time i hear this song it makes me cry. i love u buddy ill forever miss u. thank u FJ for this song

  • @dannysams4457
    @dannysams4457 Год назад

    Man WOW!!! Talk about jerking a tear. Wow that’s powerful. TRUTH hurts.
    Awesome song
    Thank you for the painfully beautiful song

  • @KRS1972
    @KRS1972 2 года назад +4

    This song is deep af. I deal with addiction and depression. It’s been one hell ofa ride. I pray that I drown my demon but he can swim so it’s been a bad struggle. Music from FJ and JeLLy keep me alive.

  • @dananash801
    @dananash801 3 года назад +215

    There aint no one that hasnt dealt with or known someone who has dealt with addiction. Sober 15 years here and i pray for all addicts....there is hope stay strong.

    • @louisgunthrie7979
      @louisgunthrie7979 3 года назад +10

      Lost my brother my nephew my wife my oldest daughter to heroin.song makes me cry

    • @Garypaulable
      @Garypaulable 2 года назад +2

      15 years here too, lost 6 friends including a brother in the last calendar year alone… can’t even remember how many before these 6 because it’s been so damn many!

    • @stevenwiley7720
      @stevenwiley7720 2 года назад +1

      Amen

    • @josephcarbone8208
      @josephcarbone8208 2 года назад +1

      January fourth makes 2 years and I've lost too many friends along the way

    • @floydsdamnyoutube6095
      @floydsdamnyoutube6095 2 года назад

      I just wanna get high bruh wasted a 20 juat now lmao fuck my life

  • @beacqua8183
    @beacqua8183 2 года назад +1

    You're voice makes me really listen to what your saying. I've lost 2 bf and many more friends. I. Still here for a reason and I'm starting to get it! Don't feed the Beast and it will die! I'm struggling but doing alit better! I'm 45 and don't have shit but I'm alive and I know I'm a good , loving ,caring person that gonna .make it in this Crazy World! And if nobody has told you today your Loved? Well! You are all Loved! I hope all going thru the struggle find that spark! This is a Powerful Track.

  • @cavelvlan25
    @cavelvlan25 4 года назад +23

    Everyone sharing stories..., This is beautiful songwriting. Fj you're a real one.

  • @djnobody321
    @djnobody321 3 года назад +5

    shit that struggle is real even years later sober the struggle still real af

  • @lethalvenom8682
    @lethalvenom8682 3 года назад +8

    I love this song it makes me think about how proud I am that I'm one year sober! You can beat the addiction people

  • @jpashley3546
    @jpashley3546 3 года назад +3

    2 years sober this song speaks to my soul , thank you for this 🙏 ❤

  • @adamstaggs7621
    @adamstaggs7621 3 года назад +3

    Been sober since September 23,2013 your lyrics nail it ! Much love

    • @nataliefox1776
      @nataliefox1776 2 года назад

      CONGRATULATIONS 🎉👏 THAT is my daughter's birthday, a year off! That's a BLESSED day!! Great job! Wish I knew how to escape.....😢

  • @mathewking2607
    @mathewking2607 Год назад +3

    A powerful song! Great job!

  • @michealgeorge9629
    @michealgeorge9629 3 года назад +91

    As a 29 year old male from Tennessee struggling with addiction this hit the soul a lil different. Props to ya fj

    • @hollyhood8654
      @hollyhood8654 2 года назад +2

      What part of tn fam?

    • @Kreeds94
      @Kreeds94 2 года назад +2

      You can do it

    • @justinparden4474
      @justinparden4474 2 года назад +1

      Keep your head strait. It hard bruh for real hard but it's possible. You just got to want it. Fuck the pain. The reward is so much better. 💯💯

    • @chrisduke7976
      @chrisduke7976 2 года назад

      @@hollyhood8654 Tn as well

    • @davidwalker8778
      @davidwalker8778 2 года назад

      Grew up in the Nation but moved to Greenbrier, TN about 10 years ago

  • @stormblazer870
    @stormblazer870 8 месяцев назад +1

    Im 22 I remember bumping this song about a year ago in a bad place staying inbetween homes wherever I'd end up that day, no job, no vehicle, and no goals. Now after getting locked up for drugs and finally turnin my shit around a year later, I have got all these things and am sober . Addiction is a struggle for real... love your music man. God bless anybody struggling with addiction.

  • @bigsexy265
    @bigsexy265 4 года назад +20

    IV lost six good friends from drug or alcohol addiction since 2006, it's hard to say goodbye

  • @quazemott6906
    @quazemott6906 2 года назад +1

    Every earthling has an addiction...just think bout it...the thing one loves the most becomes their mainline drug...whomever needs to hear this...keep shinning and hold yo head up high...

  • @rjhayes-dc1ji
    @rjhayes-dc1ji 8 месяцев назад +1

    Damn song hit my soul, my girl just lost her friend. I can’t stop crying, I’m to real for this. I shared this so much I ran out of people to share it too

  • @lynnhelmer2019
    @lynnhelmer2019 Год назад +1

    Amen this is so real I can't explain the chills I just got😢

  • @joshuadrew9910
    @joshuadrew9910 Год назад +3

    Fj my guy this one tugs at my heartstrings, I'm not in the drug game anymore but this song truly outlines some of the struggles we go thru as addicts, much love keep pushin

  • @bryanodell3652
    @bryanodell3652 Год назад +2

    How have I not heard your stuff lol sounds like we could swap stories back and forth some good stuff man I’ll keep sharing your stuff😎

  • @classact1986
    @classact1986 4 года назад +76

    Got sober August 25th 2017 best decision I made in my life. This song hits home hard thanks for making this

    • @palbake9548
      @palbake9548 3 года назад +2

      That's awesome but I gave up 30 years ago

    • @classact1986
      @classact1986 3 года назад +4

      @@palbake9548 its not a contest too see who has been sober it one day at a time but thats great

    • @palbake9548
      @palbake9548 3 года назад +2

      @@classact1986 I'm talking about I stopped trying to stop drinking 30 years ago. Happy holidays to you and stay sober if you're able✌✌✌

    • @jeffnance9462
      @jeffnance9462 3 года назад +1

      I've been really worried about someone very close to me And I've been trying to help but I'm disfunctional myself from a closed head injury and I don't have Any more ideas To try and I'm about walk away from my life and everything I know just so I don't have to watch her go down hill while I am sitting here watching but being no help. U just decide to go straight and go cold turkey or get in trouble and then quit? Have any suggestions maybe?

    • @storminthewoods
      @storminthewoods 3 года назад +1

      That's what up man March 24th was 4 years for me going from a g in the spoon breakfast lunch and dinner to not being caught up feels great I just feel like I should be doing something more with my message if u don't mind me asking what was your drug of choice and what u do to get clean and stay clean I'm thinking about making a recovery youtube channel

  • @user-tj8vr2wo2l
    @user-tj8vr2wo2l 11 месяцев назад +1

    I've been sober for 1 year its hard I what it every day its a battle within your self and it's a hard ass battle too I've seen and done things that I never thought I would do but I'm in a better place now thank you FJ for this music you put out. God bless you all

  • @PSYCHODADDYY
    @PSYCHODADDYY 3 года назад +1

    Love from RISING PUNJAB!
    FIGHTING ADDICTION

  • @gee421
    @gee421 2 года назад +12

    My Cousin derrick died of an overdose 3 years ago, my cousin Danny 3 months ago. My uncle Jerry blew his brains all over the wall, and both my brothers are in prison. This song hits anyone who has gone through shit. Much props.

    • @Vibrant_Ambers
      @Vibrant_Ambers Год назад

      Wow I'm so sorry I can't imagine how traumatizing that is

  • @briandavis525
    @briandavis525 4 года назад +12

    We need more song's like this F.J.

  • @doktormalifiko5488
    @doktormalifiko5488 Год назад +2

    This is such an important message. Bless you for speaking for Jimmy and those like him. Prayers for those soldiers in the trenches fighting that battle.

  • @billspencer9663
    @billspencer9663 Год назад +1

    man FJ SLAMMIN US WITH SOME STRAIGHT "FACTS" he killed it

  • @stevenfarmer1477
    @stevenfarmer1477 3 года назад +5

    This song saved me again last night! I lost my pops this time of year 7 years ago and my past addiction hits harder but this song can always give me strength to fight threw!! 💯🖤 #2YearsClean Hope you and your fam doin good my dude!! 🤘

  • @MrDriller2003
    @MrDriller2003 3 года назад +3

    I have been in his place any times but now I got over a year clean and even helped the guy I use to buy from get clean amd sober he has 3 months clean. Your music helps so many people and I can't thank you enough brother

  • @BladeTrasherOfficial
    @BladeTrasherOfficial 19 дней назад

    Blasting this song in my room of the rehab centre, 11 weeks left to stay, 1 week without and my mind is F rumbling. JFOutlaw helps me fight on

  • @AnnRobinson-ph4hw
    @AnnRobinson-ph4hw 11 месяцев назад +1

    This song is so true . My only Son Died from drugs I miss him so much and this song is right on .

  • @jakecampbell8001
    @jakecampbell8001 10 месяцев назад +2

    This song is a reminder of my rock bottom. Currently sober for 2 years and now on a weight loss journey.

  • @redryder3216
    @redryder3216 4 года назад +13

    Real recognize real we all got that missing understanding in our hearts makes me cry every time one of fjs best love you brother

  • @jupitersjourney718
    @jupitersjourney718 4 года назад +4

    Damn this song dope dope. Shit is 95% impossible to overcome, heroin I mean. To all of you who have it beat for now, good f’n job. You’re stronger than 99% of the world. Keep watching and supporting FJ Outlaw!! He’s the most underrated rapper in the game. And watch those ads yall so he gets some bread.

    • @FJOutlaw
      @FJOutlaw  3 года назад +1

      💯🤘💪🙏

  • @aprilbagwellbyrd3399
    @aprilbagwellbyrd3399 3 года назад +3

    I believe this song may have saved my loved one!!

  • @immaculate7792
    @immaculate7792 3 года назад +2

    The most underrated artist in a very long time frfr

  • @levishelley8018
    @levishelley8018 Год назад +2

    This one hits for so many lower class families.

  • @romeinthestreets
    @romeinthestreets 2 месяца назад

    My best friend who I grew up with died recently from a OD. Hurts beyond words that a childhood friend could give into the demons that convinced him drugs were good. I know you know man. God has a plan for all of us and we need to love each other. Life is too short. Never give up man, your music is one of a kind.

  • @bradleybutler5869
    @bradleybutler5869 2 года назад

    Brother! I been crying for an hour. Heard this song 59 times. I have 2 sons on some bullshit and this song breaks my heart. I pray i dont have to bury them

  • @christopherhenriksen6115
    @christopherhenriksen6115 2 года назад +2

    7 years strong 💪 I just heard this song today and is my push to get a sober group together open to all walks of life and religion rise king another one motivated by your song

  • @thegreatmikaiel9107
    @thegreatmikaiel9107 4 года назад +4

    I'm not anybodies fan, I do my own shit. BUT respect for writing one of the realest dope songs on the record. Much love, stay real

  • @timothyirby1594
    @timothyirby1594 4 года назад +8

    🙏💯 this song means a lot to me thank you FJ OUTLAW this song helped at the last minute of losing everything and completely changed my outlook on life much love brother

  • @trishafrithknight7850
    @trishafrithknight7850 2 года назад +2

    I have Haystack vibes!! Love this!! Reminds me of so many that I've loved dealing with addiction. A poison that takes over a body instantly but there is a cure. You just have to trust in the fact there are better days ahead and you have the power to defeat the curse.

  • @gRobustinCAPS
    @gRobustinCAPS 4 года назад +6

    Struggles with addiction of this magnitude can only be expressed if you've lived it
    Or youre a damn good writer.
    36 yrs old 20 of them lost to heroin. Eish this song woulda been around 2 decades prior. Regardless you gotta find your own end.
    I see you making it even bigger than you are today. Keep doing real music with real people. We all feel you FJ!

    • @FJOutlaw
      @FJOutlaw  3 года назад +1

      I've seen enough to know

    • @spencerford750
      @spencerford750 3 года назад

      @@FJOutlaw believe it brother

  • @kclemons8597
    @kclemons8597 4 года назад +9

    @Fj outlaw you just knocked this one out, Wow! its deep and hit hard and home for so so many. You brother put the truth out there for oh so many and I know this song will change a life if not many!! You are a true artist that isn't afraid to put it out there without sugar on top! Keep it coming and keep it 100

  • @Goldengloves-yw9cw
    @Goldengloves-yw9cw 2 года назад +2

    Just found ur music homie. I’ve suffered from addiction for 20+ yrs finally been clean a cpl yrs now. I used to think I was alone in my struggles w dope but this hits me hard an I remember it all to well

  • @savannawolfe8358
    @savannawolfe8358 3 месяца назад

    Just lost my soul mate. My 2 beautiful babies have no father. He was a mess for a long time, we both were I just found my way out sooner than him and he had finally saw the light and got clean after not seeing his kids for 6 years. Unfortunately the damage had been done and we lost him to a heart attack about 5 months after him getting clean from heroin, meth, anything you can think of that he could get his hands on. I've never heard this song and it just happened to come on today and I really needed to hear it. Songs like this just remind us how damn hard addiction can be and just how real it is. RIP CKB. 🖤 Bad ass song

  • @shaunoutndastix8022
    @shaunoutndastix8022 4 года назад +6

    Powerful..!!👍👌🤘🔥🇺🇸

  • @marcosaguilar4679
    @marcosaguilar4679 Год назад +1

    Heard this while I was brushing my teeth, thank you. Makes me want to put it all down

  • @lauralockrey2524
    @lauralockrey2524 3 года назад +1

    This song touched me. I am a recovering heroin addict and even though I've been clean for the better part of 5 years, I can certainly relate to this as if it were yesterday. I've been homeless,helpless, and hopeless due to my raging heroin addiction. Getting clean was a long process but I'm so glad I was able to do it this time.

    • @FJOutlaw
      @FJOutlaw  3 года назад

      Good for you! Keep that great energy

  • @junkyardjon446
    @junkyardjon446 4 года назад +17

    this really needs a video

    • @kramnull8962
      @kramnull8962 3 года назад +1

      The video is most of our realities...

  • @wadekrell7058
    @wadekrell7058 3 года назад +1

    Fj you hit it man self forgiveness and addiction go hand and hand

  • @frankp6696
    @frankp6696 Год назад +1

    FJ outlaw big dog the more that I listen 👂 to this one bro 💯 and just plain from the heart ❤️ so much truth and therapeutic song 💯💪 with your music lyrics and all the above is definitely hard hitting for us all without any damn doubt 💯 much respect to y'all FJ outlaw and all the peeps riding with us all in your music lyrics and songs 💯💪👍🙏✨🧬💣🧩💰

  • @elifaherty306
    @elifaherty306 Год назад +1

    You should have won some kind of Oscar for this track, this is beyond any other song I have ever heard regarding addiction, my hat is off my head and on the floor for you brother, outstanding job with your words

  • @donnyjepp5038
    @donnyjepp5038 6 месяцев назад +1

    My momma is always worried imma fall into the hell on earth called addiction. I’ve smoked weed, I’ve smoked cigarettes, I’ve taken more than a handful of trips on psychedelic mountain. I’ve even snorted some coke and even crack. Momma I promise he won’t take me from you. If you are struggling ik oh get help is better said than done but if your reading this and crying, you’re not alone im here and i will always no matter you’re skin color, your gender, your religious belief even tho we don’t know each other. I believe in you ❤

  • @timothycrider3401
    @timothycrider3401 3 года назад

    Alot of ppl don't understand how hard it is to quit an addiction when u have no one there to give u the push u need to move forward from the addiction and into life u were supposed to walk I no this BC I've been there and still dealing with the devil's position walking a thread never knowing if the ppl u entrusted your faith in to have you if u fall I have relapse mine time and I can say think god I found the few people that has pick me back up and put me back on that track that I was destined to do thank u f j outlaw this song definitely came close to home for me and seeing the hurdles that I have accomplished even though this song I just found now I have been completely clean for over four years from every medication doctors have given me and other elusive drugs that I was on I can say I have accomplished my goal of finding the path I was supposed to be on

  • @janicepatton6636
    @janicepatton6636 2 года назад

    I have tears,every time I listen. RIP KEVIN LOGSDON

  • @randomguy822
    @randomguy822 4 года назад +10

    Jimmy a og and song fire af 🔥