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  • Опубликовано: 8 окт 2020
  • I do not promote eating disorder, binging behavior, or anything like that. The purpose of this of this type of content is to make others feel less alone. Editing in itself capture my concentration and help me to stop thinking about foods. I love eating since I was young and my favorite foods are chocolate or anything sweets.
    TW: If this video might trigger you, my advice is click off this video and watch something else.
    After this I'm gonna have my binge free for another 6 days and have a cheat for once. Please don't copy me you'll regret afterwards. This is once a week and not everyday don't worry.
    Guys please stay safe! Sending a virtual hugs for y'all! Lovelots That's it THANKYOU!
    I do not own music in this video all credits belong to the rightful owner.
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Комментарии • 75

  • @arat.6068
    @arat.6068 3 года назад +86

    I know, I'm kinda late here but I wish you all the best to recover from your Ed, whether it's ana or BED, you can do this!

  • @benjidalton3643
    @benjidalton3643 3 года назад +13

    I’m so sorry you’re going through this 💕 keep your head up, I know you can overcome this. We all believe in you!

  • @zahrotaainiy3039
    @zahrotaainiy3039 3 года назад +28

    i feel you sooo much. i have insomnia so i tend to binge eat at 2 or 3 am. before sleeping i wanna cry so hard and promise myself to restrict the next day. you are not alone. let's get through this together💪

  • @selma_mz378
    @selma_mz378 Год назад +2

    You eat so clean I always eat like a pig when I’m binging

  • @hazydays9811
    @hazydays9811 3 года назад +24

    i heard in the comments that you're filipino because samee
    kaya mo ito i-battle ate, tomorrow is another chance to change for the better, remember we're here for you po

  • @sashabrant4812
    @sashabrant4812 3 года назад +12

    I binged early in the morning too today, all we can do is do better the next day 🤟🤍❤️🤎

    • @katkat2169
      @katkat2169  3 года назад +1

      Yesss...have a great day 🌹

  • @mia-sz9lz
    @mia-sz9lz 3 года назад +3

    i hope you have a amazing recovery from whatever ed im so sorry you have to go through this :(

    • @katkat2169
      @katkat2169  3 года назад +1

      THANKYOUUU SO MUCHHH

    • @mia-sz9lz
      @mia-sz9lz 3 года назад

      @@katkat2169 OFC :)))))) all my love

  • @irene4625
    @irene4625 3 года назад +2

    I love your videos thank you for making them!

  • @FINDINGMARO
    @FINDINGMARO 3 года назад +4

    Sarap ng Jollibee foodies tlaga. Enjoy kapatid sa pagkain mo. Sending my support to your house. Keep safe and bless you more

    • @FINDINGMARO
      @FINDINGMARO 3 года назад

      hope makadalaw and suporta din po kayo kapatid. Bless you more kapatid

  • @chris-tiyannajohn5251
    @chris-tiyannajohn5251 3 года назад +38

    I know it seems impossible right now, to stop this bad habit and completely change. But we have a Heavenly Father, who wants to help us in our weakness the Bible says in Isaiah 40:29-31...
    “He gives power to the weak,
    And to those who have no might He increases strength.
    30 Even the youths shall faint and be weary,
    And the young men shall utterly fall,
    31 But those who wait on the Lord
    Shall renew their strength;
    They shall mount up with wings like eagles,
    They shall run and not be weary,
    They shall walk and not faint”.
    God is on your side. Pray, ask Him for guidance, for forgiveness of your sins ( we ALL sin and fall short of the glory of God) then ask Him for help with your binge eating, and because it’s promised in the Bible God will give you victory.
    He loves you, so I love you, and I will keep you in my prayers sis. ✨❤️🔥

  • @IBeMelissa
    @IBeMelissa 3 года назад +12

    I hope you do better hun. I'm struggling with my own addictions too but it's not food. Still some days are better than others. Take care.

    • @katkat2169
      @katkat2169  3 года назад

      Have a great day ~ph 💖

  • @orphicvirago
    @orphicvirago Год назад

    I used to eat chocolate pretzels when I was younger. Jack and Jill has so many good sweets/products. I too miss childhood memories..You're not alone even if it may feel that way. You aren't. Stay strong

  • @matchapanda77
    @matchapanda77 3 года назад

    the jollibee looked so good!! 🥺🥺

  • @Miss.selu.
    @Miss.selu. 3 года назад +21

    Am I the only one who never craved for sugary creamy stuff 😐 or everyone is just normal

    • @melraidfadrago4759
      @melraidfadrago4759 3 года назад +2

      i only really crave desserts haha

    • @hello1735
      @hello1735 3 года назад +1

      Every person is different, so everyone craves different things or nothing at all

    • @dearosatikah9911
      @dearosatikah9911 3 года назад

      I never craved things like that too because don't really like them.. but sometimes craved for savory foods

    • @KIIBUMBRINRT
      @KIIBUMBRINRT 3 года назад +4

      i usually crave foods really high in sodium more then sugary foods-

  • @sya5nyets
    @sya5nyets 3 года назад +2

    I really want to eat a lot and not getting fat , everyday i diet , i eat 2 times a day and no snacking. Im so tired of it

  • @vintagetears2416
    @vintagetears2416 3 года назад +2

    I miss jollibee! Bruh I want to eat jolly spaghetti and mandarin vege so bad that I just recreated them myself.
    Turns out those ‘merienda’ pack is like a family serving for me 💀 but I purged the spag and didn’t purge the veges

  • @annaelizabeth8909
    @annaelizabeth8909 3 года назад +6

    ur vids are so calming thank u for making them 💛

  • @f.w.d.9098
    @f.w.d.9098 3 года назад +2

    Im not a proffesional or anything but I did have the same habit as you, I suggest to take it slow. Its ok to binge eat, and just keep on doing what your doing now but slowly start to lower the portions a bit. And it helps if there is barely any sweets in your house. You cant eat them if there aint any, right? (Btw, you filipino or something? I know a lot of those foods) YOU CAN DO IT MATE! Just dont give up, every small step counts.

  • @SophiaC1103
    @SophiaC1103 3 года назад +21

    What country do you live in? Some of these snacks I actually never heard before of or seen before(also I hope you’re okay and I’m sending you lots of love!)

  • @palomomaiko3041
    @palomomaiko3041 3 года назад +2

    I am Filipina too, I know kaya mo baguhin yan. Just do better the next day, it's okay to binge kapag umaga. Wag lang sa gabi. Try to prevent yourself na kumuha pa ng mga snacks. Your routine will eventually change. God Bless!! Nandito lang kami to support you.

  • @Paramoratica
    @Paramoratica 3 года назад +11

    Ube flavor? Cloud 9 chocolate? Jollibee? Are you in the Philippines?

  • @kaitlyng7850
    @kaitlyng7850 3 года назад +3

    Hope you can get better! I don’t have BED so I can’t understand the binges, but I do have pretty bad body dysmorphia and weigh myself literally after everytime I use the bathroom to see if I lost weight. I also get mad at myself if I eat too much dinner (I’m good throughout the day, but dinner comes around and I eat everything but I’m terrified of purging so I just eat less the next day) I understand having a toxic relationship with food, but this seems absolutely horrible (the food looks amazing but the desire to keep eating seems horrible) Hope you get better! ❤️

  • @maricelsumando4301
    @maricelsumando4301 3 года назад +13

    do better tomorrow dear❤️

  • @jollibeechickenmcdo1499
    @jollibeechickenmcdo1499 3 года назад +3

    Naol nageenglish

  • @jessq7858
    @jessq7858 Год назад

    wow noodles n rice both in 1 meal?

  • @maii3494
    @maii3494 3 года назад +4

    Another Filipinaaa 🥺 lets get betterrr ❤

  • @lexijade3350
    @lexijade3350 3 года назад +4

    we all have our bad days. wishing you the best

    • @katkat2169
      @katkat2169  3 года назад

      Thankyouuu have a great day! 🌹

  • @minsugageniusjjangjjangman3705
    @minsugageniusjjangjjangman3705 3 года назад

    what is the name of the song at 5:50?

  • @yaliekjazzzzzz5822
    @yaliekjazzzzzz5822 3 года назад +8

    Dood where did u get the tootsie rolls and im filipino too

    • @katkat2169
      @katkat2169  3 года назад

      7/11 :))

    • @yaliekjazzzzzz5822
      @yaliekjazzzzzz5822 3 года назад

      @@katkat2169 ...... i feel like i live under a rock now, im one block near 7/11 how did i not see it and Thanks

  • @angelmaepascua9836
    @angelmaepascua9836 3 года назад +1

    ♥️♥️♥️

  • @gemgel
    @gemgel 3 года назад +5

    I'll eat SuperMeal on Jollibee next time😉❤️

  • @feyrie
    @feyrie 3 года назад +8

    Ahahahhhhhhhahhhhhahahahhahaahhhh sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhh me toooooo.......... I effed up on my eating. I hit goal weight and fricking ate 15lbs back up wtf is wrong with me

    • @f.w.d.9098
      @f.w.d.9098 3 года назад +1

      Nothing is wrong with you mate, your not alone in this. And dont discourage yourself cause it aint gonna help, instead promise or try to do better next time. Setting small goals helps actually, dont be too hard on yourself.

  • @MoonLight-yk4on
    @MoonLight-yk4on 3 года назад +1

    Jollibee 😍

  • @hannaburstenh5802
    @hannaburstenh5802 3 года назад +2

    Is that mango bread?

  • @nichotex9905
    @nichotex9905 3 года назад +1

    In my country, we don't really have anything like Jollibee, so I'm sorry if it's offensive, but why does the supermeal look like one of those "Bone Apple Teeth!" memes 😂😂😭😭😭

  • @feasttopi7185
    @feasttopi7185 3 года назад +2

    what is your age and weight? if i may ask

    • @katkat2169
      @katkat2169  3 года назад +2

      Teenn ager and my height is 4'11

    • @feasttopi7185
      @feasttopi7185 3 года назад +1

      @@katkat2169 i see my teen years in you, had a hard time growing up and i binged a lot and ate a lot. 19 now and i restrict 😑 but that is just because im not hungry anymore. i used to eat so much, now if i think back i feel like throwing up. idk i never counted my food because i didnt care. and now i dont want to eat. but if i eat mire than 200 i feel bad. so yeah everyone is going thru smt. but lemme tell you, it aint worth it. do what makes you feel good. tomorrow is another day💪

    • @katkat2169
      @katkat2169  3 года назад +1

      Have a great day! Thank you so much 💖

  • @lafilledeversailles3211
    @lafilledeversailles3211 3 года назад

    Зайка, я надеюсь ты хотя бы переварила это

  • @BriaBarrows
    @BriaBarrows 3 года назад +2

    Why record it if it might trigger others? Emphasis on might.

    • @rebeccaxx
      @rebeccaxx Год назад +1

      she is recording to document her journey