Stress/ Illness/ Dying / NSDV #98

Hi Guys, this vlog is a bit on the long side with me slavveren on a bit, which I haven't done for a while so I spos its a bit of a change lol. I talk a bit about stress and illness and how things can effect you or get worse the more you stress about it. Also dog sitting again so have agatha for just over a week and a half.
As i always say, love like you have never loved before the one you love truly, your true love will find you one day, do all you can to never stop loving them, you never know when they could go.
I still love you deeply, strongly and always will, you are my only true love, whatever you may be thinking feeling or doing, i will never stop loving you as i always have from the very start and wishing for a future with you in it as we always dreamt of. Nothing is impossible, love is stronger than any other bond or emotion, I hope and pray true love will win in the end and never die. You may well of lost any emotions you once had for me, I promised I would love you forever and I do, I made that vow to you and did not lie or misguide you, time has shown that. Love you baby bell so so very much Nom Nom xxx.
Thanks for watching see you soon.
Richard NomNom and Cuddles xx
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[@Mrkookie777]

It is good that he has found happiness. You will too one day, just got to be at the right place at the right time, it will come. I was single for nearly 10 years and love just "fell" into my life... It will happen.

[@rninnim]

it is good i know, 10 Years i will be f-ing dead by then, i just so miss be able to love, having someone to care and worry about, i miss most not being able to say all i wanted to and to explaining my true feelings and thoughts, things i should have done. Things can change in a instant and your are right one day something can happen and change everything, in hotel transalvainia 3 to quote, he thought he only zinged once in life, but he eventually zinged again. I was very late zinging, so second chances on a zing again are very slim now, time does no one any favours it pitys no one and waits for no man unfortunately. But thanks rob.