I’m constantly jumping from sabbath state to anger…..I feel so at peace for few days and then my impatience. And then comes anger…..like what the hell? I know he loves me and want to be with me but he made decisions according to his life circumstances that we can’t be together. I wish I can scream at him why you are deciding by yourself? I know you love me you are just lying to me so I can move on- but I won’t because we had connection since beginning like two souls who met each other before. I’m not really manifesting so he will love but trying to change his mind about our relationship. I know we belong together. I know that he will come back even before starting with LOA. I just wanted it quick because I can’t stand watching him suffer in this reality. Especially last time I saw him he was crying when I was hugging him. He told me it’s because of depression but I knew it wasn’t about only this, I saw his eyes saying goodbye to me 😢 very hard to forget. So back to anger it’s giving me power and I start affirming that : everything in my reality needs to obey my words…..and getting peaceful again and then again angry. Can I do something else? Especially that I don’t have problems with SC and I believed even before that we will be together at the end…..
If you’re waiting for the external to change you’ll forever wait. Manifestation t is quick when you give it to yourself within and fill your cup. “Seeing” something “out there” will never happen until you give it to yourself internally. And when you get that, you won’t be in a state of anger or frustration because you gave it to yourself. You’d be satisfied. Seeing something with your eyes is not the proof of anything. What you do within is the proof and validation. Either trust that or forever wait.
@ yes I understand that, and now my peaceful state where I feel I have what I want also my thoughts coming to me about SP are positive, or they are my affirmations coming as my thoughts(they are popping out by themselves I’m not forcing it) and this is my dominant state, just sometimes I’ve get angry but I’m getting over it quickly with affirmations for self concept. When I’m peaceful I don’t even feel the need to visualize or affirm because I’m feeling fulfilled.
Its fine we are only human its natural the main thing is when you feel the anger dont fight it. Let it pass. Dont resist it. And bring your attention back to the inner state hope this helps. @@passionstation_pl9751
@SpiritualJellyfish why my mind is all over the place? I was writting this in flash of anger😅but those are just short flashes (I didn’t wrote that before)and when I’m like this I’m redirecting this anger to think more powerfully about the fact that I’m in control here. Anger was always my best motivator. My biggest problem is impatience which is popping out from time to time and creating this anger. But most of the time I have internal peace of mind and not intrusive thoughts- I know internally it’s done. Do you have any advice for deal with those flashes of impatience? At least it’s wanishing quickly
I needed to hear that ❤
I’m constantly jumping from sabbath state to anger…..I feel so at peace for few days and then my impatience. And then comes anger…..like what the hell? I know he loves me and want to be with me but he made decisions according to his life circumstances that we can’t be together. I wish I can scream at him why you are deciding by yourself? I know you love me you are just lying to me so I can move on- but I won’t because we had connection since beginning like two souls who met each other before. I’m not really manifesting so he will love but trying to change his mind about our relationship. I know we belong together. I know that he will come back even before starting with LOA. I just wanted it quick because I can’t stand watching him suffer in this reality. Especially last time I saw him he was crying when I was hugging him. He told me it’s because of depression but I knew it wasn’t about only this, I saw his eyes saying goodbye to me 😢 very hard to forget. So back to anger it’s giving me power and I start affirming that : everything in my reality needs to obey my words…..and getting peaceful again and then again angry. Can I do something else? Especially that I don’t have problems with SC and I believed even before that we will be together at the end…..
If you’re waiting for the external to change you’ll forever wait. Manifestation t is quick when you give it to yourself within and fill your cup. “Seeing” something “out there” will never happen until you give it to yourself internally. And when you get that, you won’t be in a state of anger or frustration because you gave it to yourself. You’d be satisfied. Seeing something with your eyes is not the proof of anything. What you do within is the proof and validation. Either trust that or forever wait.
@ yes I understand that, and now my peaceful state where I feel I have what I want also my thoughts coming to me about SP are positive, or they are my affirmations coming as my thoughts(they are popping out by themselves I’m not forcing it) and this is my dominant state, just sometimes I’ve get angry but I’m getting over it quickly with affirmations for self concept. When I’m peaceful I don’t even feel the need to visualize or affirm because I’m feeling fulfilled.
Its fine we are only human its natural the main thing is when you feel the anger dont fight it. Let it pass. Dont resist it. And bring your attention back to the inner state hope this helps. @@passionstation_pl9751
Oh girl you need to calm down. Your mind is all over the place and believe me I've been there that's not the best place to manifest from
@SpiritualJellyfish why my mind is all over the place? I was writting this in flash of anger😅but those are just short flashes (I didn’t wrote that before)and when I’m like this I’m redirecting this anger to think more powerfully about the fact that I’m in control here. Anger was always my best motivator. My biggest problem is impatience which is popping out from time to time and creating this anger. But most of the time I have internal peace of mind and not intrusive thoughts- I know internally it’s done. Do you have any advice for deal with those flashes of impatience? At least it’s wanishing quickly
Actually it works both ways
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