The older I get, the more in tune I feel with Nashimoto's music. I don't think any producer has spoken to me the same way he has. It's honestly amazing. I know I often sing praise for his music for a number of reasons, and I could write a whole essay on everything he does right and how wonderfully he conveys his emotions through his songs but... In the end, I think all I want is for him to understand how deeply he's touched me (and, I'm sure, many other fans) even through translation. I hope he understands how important some of his songs are to us. I guess I just got a little too sentimental, but that's the sort of mood he tends to put me in (:
violentvioletbanana It's nice to see that other English speaking fans feel the same way that I do. I became Nashimoto's fan when I was 15. Back then, most of the lyrics' meaning flew over my head & I enjoyed the music from whatever understanding I had at that time. As I grow older and time goes by, I've come to understand & relate to these songs on a profound level. It's amazing and I've never come across another artist who's had an even remotely similar effect. It's disheartening that the fans over here can't meet him how one can meet a celebrity like Justin Bieber. It's impossible. And even if I could meet him, I don't speak his language, so I wouldn't be able to convey the sentiment. ):
In this song, he's reflecting back to when he was 14, a depressed, troubled teen. Loathing school and things of that nature, he'd look at the future that the adults in all of our lives speak of: going to college, getting a job, starting a family, settling a down, etc, and call it worthless. Young and youthful, he had bright dreams, aiming for something larger than that. Fast forward to present day, and that future, that life, that he'd look down on so much, is what he's currently living today. He's can't decide whether he's content with such mediocrity or not. In the end, as was stated in the bridge, he's saying that it's fine to live that way, that that's the answer. Not knowing whether he's miserable because things didn't turn out the way that he wanted them to, or if he wants to keep living the life that he leads, he continues to go through the monotony of everyday life undecided.
This song isn't really about 14 being a hard time, but adulthood being terrible. They were melancholic as a teen, but still held onto hope. Hope that was later crushed by their disillusionment of adulthood.
Am I the only one who thinks Nashimoto is actually really optimistic? All his songs are like an infinite blackness with a spot of white in the middle. And in a way, the white seems all the brighter for its surroundings.
I totally agree, that's why I love his music so much. I can relate to so many of his songs too, so it's just really awesome knowing it's not just me and like it really sparks your spirit to keep on fighting on in life haha >:D
Maybe... okay, I utterly don't understand your point of view, but that's great if you find his songs optimistical ^^ I think he's pessimistic but that doesn't lead to something bad because by sharing with us his pessimism, he gathers us and makes us feel united in a black circle :D #ProudToBeEmo
Man...this song has spoken to me like no other song could, and to say the truth, it hurts. Even being 18 years old already, i still feel like this, it sucks, to say the least. Nashimoto's music has really become a way for me to understand how i feel when not even i know how i feel. I'm grateful this song exist.
Nashimoto's songs hit on such a personal level, i don't usually reply to comments but i hope you're doing okay. You're not even 20 yet, you still have so much to do !
I guess Nashimoto talks about the dismay he felt when he was 14 because he didn't notice any changes in his life. It reminds me when my mom tells youth goes fast, I retort that it doesn't matter for me because I feel like I'm already fed up of my life and that I'm longing to be an old man to rest in my pension house and remember of the past years until my last day :)
2 am, sitting in a pitch black room with only a flashlight, blasting this through my earphones, letting my depression and anger pour out in the form of poetry is one of the best feelings I've ever experienced. This goes for any Nashimoto-P song.
(English Cover Lyrics, based on Dropkick subs' translation.) (Translyrics by me ゆPlateformeゆ) ---------------- The melancholy of my fourteen-year-old self, shone of a harsh bright like a full moon sky. The melancholy of my fourteen-year-old self, from the second floor it, took a breath and leapt. From height, at the top of the northern park, Highlight of smoking just past midnight sharp, I'm carried away in a cloud of smoke, to any place at all, any future at all! From the roof, on the edge I look at the town from on-high, the lights of houses I spy, look just like a starlit sky. I know someday I will be, the same, it'll happen to me, That's what I thought right then, that's What I believed right then. Do you feel happy right now? Do you feel happy right now? The mirror, I scream at it loud, scream at it loud! Do you feel happy right now? My voice dries up from below. The me from all those years ago... The melancholy of my fourteen-year-old self, lost it's destination now shaking with sound. Feeling the cold, asphalt ground, Sober and yet moves like drunken wandering about! The future that the adults sing of like they're in a cult, It's worthless, yet it's my fault, childishly spitting out salt. That's all I thought to do then, it was my answer back then, But now I see that future's happened already! Do you feel happy right now? Do you feel happy right now? The mirror, I scream at it loud, scream at it loud! Do you feel happy right now? I force out a laugh somehow The you from all those years ago... You spoke on and on, about your, garish-colored dreams. Never let them stop, seeping in the grey surrounding scene. Like you did it not to drown, Like you did it to stay sound Chaining together the words... From the roof, on the edge I look at the town from on-high, the lights of houses I spy, look just like a starlit sky. I know someday I will be, the same, it'll happen to me, That's what I must think right now, that's What I must believe now. The future that the adults sing of like they're in a cult, It's worthless, yet it's my fault, childishly spitting out salt. That's all I thought to do then, it was my answer back then, I feel that It's fine that way, I think that's the answer! Do you feel happy right now? Do you feel happy right now? The mirror, I scream at it loud, scream at it loud! Do you feel happy right now? My voice dries up from below. The me from all those years ago... Do you want to live, or what? Do you want to die, or what? The mirror's other side, reflects my tilting head Do you feel happy right now? When I'll feel happy somehow Still without knowing it, I will, keep on and survive. (Till the day I die) (Till I disappear, I) (Continue to breathe, now)
@@lizardgirl Well I will be 18 in a few days ! I still deeply love this song and Nashimoto-P. I'm also happier, it's kind of great. Thank you for asking, reading my old comment makes me feel so nostalgic 😳
Atlanta 1PM woah this made me so happy, i remember actually seeing this comment three years ago too but i didn’t end up replying. i’m glad you’re happier! :D
juuyonsai no yuuutsu wa mangetsu no yoru ni tsuraku tte juuyonsai no yuuutsu wa nikai no mado kara tobiorita kita kouen no takadai de mayonaka fukashita hairaito kemuri ni notte doko made mo tooi mirai e tadoritsuita biru no ue kara machi o miorosu ie no akari ga hoshi no kazu hodo itsuka wa boku mo aa narun da to omotte ita yo shinjite ita yo shiawase desu ka shiawase desu ka kagami ni sakebu sakebu shiawase desu ka koe o karashita ano hi no boku ga juuyonsai no yuuutsu wa ikiba o nakushite yurayura to samekitta asufaruto shirafu de aruita chidoriashi otona no utau mirai nante sa kudaranai wa to tsuba hakitsukete osanai boku wa sore ga kotae to dakedo imasara mirai ni natte shiawase desu ka shiawase desu ka kagami ni sakebu sakebu shiawase desu ka muri ni waratta itsuka no kimi ga genshoku no yume o kataridasu tomedonaku nijimu haiiro no naka oborenu you ni shizumanu you ni kotoba tsunaide biru no ue kara machi o miorosu ie no akari ga hoshi no kazu hodo itsuka wa boku mo aa narun da to omotteru daro shinjiteru daro otona no utau mirai nante sa kudaranai wa to tsuba hakitsukete osanai boku wa sore ga kotae to sore de ii no sa sore ga kotae da shiawase desu ka shiawase desu ka kagami ni sakebu sakebu shiawase desu ka koe o karashita ano hi no boku ga ikitai desu ka shinitai desu ka kagami no mukou kubi o kashigete shiawase desu ka shiawase nano ka wakaranai mama ikinobite shinu made kieru made iki o shite
Sometimes I want to quit school. Im so tired I just want to sleep a little longer, but I cant sleep even though Im tired, and when I can sleep I can’t because I have to study, and I still haven’t made friends because everyone has these rules to talking I don’t understand.
Several years late, but due to the funeral photo that shows up in that scene, I think it's actually the roman numeral IV. As in four, which is considered a number representing death.
I swear the emotions beyond this songs are so deep. I hope you find God, and don't compare yourself to others,- I found those two and I'm quite content with my life
How angry you used to be How upset you used to be How loveless you used to feel It wasnt forever but 🥲🪞 Thank goodness it ended at that pass I met someone that convinced me of my worth
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It's a very weird feeling to turn into the adult that your teenage self, who hated the world, thought you would never become.
Weird to turn into a combination of your parents when you said you never would. Weird to grow out of half your tastes and lose your anger.
The older I get, the more in tune I feel with Nashimoto's music. I don't think any producer has spoken to me the same way he has. It's honestly amazing. I know I often sing praise for his music for a number of reasons, and I could write a whole essay on everything he does right and how wonderfully he conveys his emotions through his songs but... In the end, I think all I want is for him to understand how deeply he's touched me (and, I'm sure, many other fans) even through translation. I hope he understands how important some of his songs are to us. I guess I just got a little too sentimental, but that's the sort of mood he tends to put me in (:
violentvioletbanana It's nice to see that other English speaking fans feel the same way that I do. I became Nashimoto's fan when I was 15. Back then, most of the lyrics' meaning flew over my head & I enjoyed the music from whatever understanding I had at that time. As I grow older and time goes by, I've come to understand & relate to these songs on a profound level. It's amazing and I've never come across another artist who's had an even remotely similar effect.
It's disheartening that the fans over here can't meet him how one can meet a celebrity like Justin Bieber. It's impossible. And even if I could meet him, I don't speak his language, so I wouldn't be able to convey the sentiment. ):
Hey I run a nashimoto fanserver if you're interested!
@@emswaglordsupreme link?
@@emswaglordsupreme I'd love to join!!! Could you send me the link, here?
In this song, he's reflecting back to when he was 14, a depressed, troubled teen. Loathing school and things of that nature, he'd look at the future that the adults in all of our lives speak of: going to college, getting a job, starting a family, settling a down, etc, and call it worthless. Young and youthful, he had bright dreams, aiming for something larger than that.
Fast forward to present day, and that future, that life, that he'd look down on so much, is what he's currently living today. He's can't decide whether he's content with such mediocrity or not.
In the end, as was stated in the bridge, he's saying that it's fine to live that way, that that's the answer.
Not knowing whether he's miserable because things didn't turn out the way that he wanted them to, or if he wants to keep living the life that he leads, he continues to go through the monotony of everyday life undecided.
I feel like I can really relate to this song. 14 years old was a really difficult time in my life...
This song isn't really about 14 being a hard time, but adulthood being terrible. They were melancholic as a teen, but still held onto hope. Hope that was later crushed by their disillusionment of adulthood.
do you still relate to that song? i mean, after turning into an adult?
Am I the only one who thinks Nashimoto is actually really optimistic? All his songs are like an infinite blackness with a spot of white in the middle. And in a way, the white seems all the brighter for its surroundings.
I totally agree, that's why I love his music so much. I can relate to so many of his songs too, so it's just really awesome knowing it's not just me and like it really sparks your spirit to keep on fighting on in life haha >:D
Orio94 I was taking to a friend, and I think I nailed Nashimoto perfectly with this one:
The glass is half empty, but there's still water in it.
Maybe... okay, I utterly don't understand your point of view, but that's great if you find his songs optimistical ^^
I think he's pessimistic but that doesn't lead to something bad because by sharing with us his pessimism, he gathers us and makes us feel united in a black circle :D #ProudToBeEmo
Answering an old thread as well but I highly agree with what the person above me said [:
loli_ cvnt old thread too agreed
Man...this song has spoken to me like no other song could, and to say the truth, it hurts. Even being 18 years old already, i still feel like this, it sucks, to say the least. Nashimoto's music has really become a way for me to understand how i feel when not even i know how i feel. I'm grateful this song exist.
Nashimoto's songs hit on such a personal level, i don't usually reply to comments but i hope you're doing okay. You're not even 20 yet, you still have so much to do !
its sad, isnt it
it is
it'll turn out well
Yea ^_^
I guess Nashimoto talks about the dismay he felt when he was 14 because he didn't notice any changes in his life.
It reminds me when my mom tells youth goes fast, I retort that it doesn't matter for me because I feel like I'm already fed up of my life and that I'm longing to be an old man to rest in my pension house and remember of the past years until my last day :)
Nashimoto's musical and art style goes well together :3
Haha ikr, his creepy yet expressive scrawls are perfect for what he makes.
~Orio
It'd be cool if he did art for some kinda poster/ad. Who knows maybe one day he'll make really detailed stuff for an artbook collab or something o3o
I agree
2 am, sitting in a pitch black room with only a flashlight, blasting this through my earphones, letting my depression and anger pour out in the form of poetry is one of the best feelings I've ever experienced.
This goes for any Nashimoto-P song.
(English Cover Lyrics, based on Dropkick subs' translation.)
(Translyrics by me ゆPlateformeゆ)
----------------
The melancholy of my fourteen-year-old self,
shone of a harsh bright like a full moon sky.
The melancholy of my fourteen-year-old self,
from the second floor it, took a breath and leapt.
From height, at the top of the northern park,
Highlight of smoking just past midnight sharp,
I'm carried away in a cloud of smoke,
to any place at all, any future at all!
From the roof, on the edge I
look at the town from on-high,
the lights of houses I spy,
look just like a starlit sky.
I know someday I will be,
the same, it'll happen to me,
That's what I thought right then, that's
What I believed right then.
Do you feel happy right now?
Do you feel happy right now?
The mirror, I scream at it loud, scream at it loud!
Do you feel happy right now?
My voice dries up from below.
The me from all those years ago...
The melancholy of my fourteen-year-old self,
lost it's destination now shaking with sound.
Feeling the cold, asphalt ground,
Sober and yet moves like drunken wandering about!
The future that the adults
sing of like they're in a cult,
It's worthless, yet it's my fault,
childishly spitting out salt.
That's all I thought to do then,
it was my answer back then,
But now I see that future's
happened already!
Do you feel happy right now?
Do you feel happy right now?
The mirror, I scream at it loud, scream at it loud!
Do you feel happy right now?
I force out a laugh somehow
The you from all those years ago...
You spoke on and on, about your,
garish-colored dreams.
Never let them stop, seeping in the grey surrounding scene.
Like you did it not to drown, Like you did it to stay sound
Chaining together the words...
From the roof, on the edge I
look at the town from on-high,
the lights of houses I spy,
look just like a starlit sky.
I know someday I will be,
the same, it'll happen to me,
That's what I must think right now, that's
What I must believe now.
The future that the adults
sing of like they're in a cult,
It's worthless, yet it's my fault,
childishly spitting out salt.
That's all I thought to do then,
it was my answer back then,
I feel that It's fine that way,
I think that's the answer!
Do you feel happy right now?
Do you feel happy right now?
The mirror, I scream at it loud, scream at it loud!
Do you feel happy right now?
My voice dries up from below.
The me from all those years ago...
Do you want to live, or what?
Do you want to die, or what?
The mirror's other side, reflects my tilting head
Do you feel happy right now?
When I'll feel happy somehow
Still without knowing it, I will,
keep on and survive.
(Till the day I die)
(Till I disappear, I)
(Continue to breathe, now)
This lyrics are really good and fun to sing along! ^^
Thank you for choosing to live
AaaaGaahhag I'm so happy right now ;w; I'm glad Nashimoto is still making songs and happy birthday to him! Amazing new song and tysm for the subs
I'm 14 now !! wow !! such a great song.
hows it feel to be 17
Kroworie i want to know too 😳
@@lizardgirl Well I will be 18 in a few days ! I still deeply love this song and Nashimoto-P. I'm also happier, it's kind of great. Thank you for asking, reading my old comment makes me feel so nostalgic 😳
Atlanta 1PM woah this made me so happy, i remember actually seeing this comment three years ago too but i didn’t end up replying. i’m glad you’re happier! :D
How is it being 20 👁️👁️
This song hurts a lot. But I love it because of that.
oh man, listened to this gem a few years ago and ive been trying to find it since, I won't let you go this time!
It took me a few listens to really appreciate this song but it's now stuck in my head and coming back to it evokes emotions. Cool
Dude I've found so many vocaloid hatsune miku songs just like this this should be a genre in itself man!
My birthday is on August 3rd just like his! Ahh that makes me so happy~ I love you, Nashimoto-Ui!
Why are Salk of Nashimotos songs the catchiest things? Good god, this guy has some talent!
Holy crap, I can now say that someone else has the same sorta drawing style I do.
HOLY COW THIS IS THE BEST THING I'VE HEARD EVER!!!!!!!
Suddenly, I am an edgy 17 yr old on the roof in Taito pretending like I'm in Durarara!! again
i love this song ♥
The three step method to this song seems to draw a W in my mind. Tonk tonk tonk, its drawing a win condition
Amo el efecto que le pusiste cuando aparece el título de la canción! es único! :D
im only just getting started used to be my comfort song, now this is, reflecting on that me :)
I watched the mirror called monitor...
...and saw...
...The Hideous Meme Behind the Mirror...
juuyonsai no yuuutsu wa
mangetsu no yoru ni tsuraku tte
juuyonsai no yuuutsu wa
nikai no mado kara tobiorita
kita kouen no takadai de
mayonaka fukashita hairaito
kemuri ni notte doko made mo
tooi mirai e tadoritsuita
biru no ue kara machi o miorosu
ie no akari ga hoshi no kazu hodo
itsuka wa boku mo aa narun da to
omotte ita yo shinjite ita yo
shiawase desu ka shiawase desu ka
kagami ni sakebu sakebu
shiawase desu ka koe o karashita
ano hi no boku ga
juuyonsai no yuuutsu wa
ikiba o nakushite yurayura to
samekitta asufaruto
shirafu de aruita chidoriashi
otona no utau mirai nante sa
kudaranai wa to tsuba hakitsukete
osanai boku wa sore ga kotae to
dakedo imasara mirai ni natte
shiawase desu ka shiawase desu ka
kagami ni sakebu sakebu
shiawase desu ka muri ni waratta
itsuka no kimi ga
genshoku no yume o kataridasu
tomedonaku nijimu haiiro no naka
oborenu you ni shizumanu you ni
kotoba tsunaide
biru no ue kara machi o miorosu
ie no akari ga hoshi no kazu hodo
itsuka wa boku mo aa narun da to
omotteru daro shinjiteru daro
otona no utau mirai nante sa
kudaranai wa to tsuba hakitsukete
osanai boku wa sore ga kotae to
sore de ii no sa sore ga kotae da
shiawase desu ka shiawase desu ka
kagami ni sakebu sakebu
shiawase desu ka koe o karashita
ano hi no boku ga
ikitai desu ka shinitai desu ka
kagami no mukou kubi o kashigete
shiawase desu ka shiawase nano ka
wakaranai mama ikinobite
shinu made
kieru made
iki o shite
I’m actually 15 first listening to this. Should’ve listen a year earlier 😢
this hurts physically on so many levels
TOO.MUCH.AWSOMENESS.
Sometimes I want to quit school. Im so tired I just want to sleep a little longer, but I cant sleep even though Im tired, and when I can sleep I can’t because I have to study, and I still haven’t made friends because everyone has these rules to talking I don’t understand.
I feel you. I have friends it’s just that I don’t fit in their friend group, introverted as hell but I don’t know why :(
i am currently 14 and i must say this song is awesome
I'm just blasting this song in my room, annoying my white ass neighbors.
2019 anyone ?
nice song..
Damn! Lucky I didn't watch thi in the middle of the night (>.
I watched the video with my room pitch black and it's almost midnight o.o
3:47
listening to this on my last night as a 14 year old lol
back once again last night as a fifteen year old.
Back again as 16! While I’m 15
Is that the word "IV" that shows up after the bridge...?
Yes.
Several years late, but due to the funeral photo that shows up in that scene, I think it's actually the roman numeral IV. As in four, which is considered a number representing death.
@@spiritwarhol707 hey, that makes a lot of sense, thanks for your input
You forgot to subtitle that "are you happy are you happy i screamed out" "yeah" thats what u-u-un means
Can't help but think this song would fit the twins better
im 14 and im scared
TT_TT
I swear the emotions beyond this songs are so deep. I hope you find God, and don't compare yourself to others,- I found those two and I'm quite content with my life
I’m 14
Not anymore
17 actually
does anyone besides me think of Jeff the killer when you see the picture XD
Sakura chan XD idk maybe it's just the smile and name of the song
yeah the song , drawing , and name remind me of him tho
oh okay >:3
i am 14 rn✨😔
18..
How angry you used to be
How upset you used to be
How loveless you used to feel
It wasnt forever but 🥲🪞
Thank goodness it ended at that pass
I met someone that convinced me of my worth