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  • Опубликовано: 15 сен 2024
  • I really don’t like Onision anymore after finding out all of what he’s done, but I’m not gonna remove this video because the words mean a lot to me.
    RULES:
    -comment below that you are going to use it
    -send me a link of your video
    -CREDIT ME IN DESCRIPTION
    Thanks guys! ;3
    Song : The Hope Arsenal - Wake Your Soul
    • The Hope Arsenal - Wak...

Комментарии • 180

  • @janetsoto4928
    @janetsoto4928 7 лет назад +507

    "its because im alone im thinking why are you wasting your time on a loser like me i don't think very highly of myself so that's why i cry "i can totally relate

    • @dareal_kilagnosis4601
      @dareal_kilagnosis4601 6 лет назад +1

      Janet Soto 😢bruh....

    • @Scottslaw
      @Scottslaw 4 года назад +1

      I wish you didn't feel that way

    • @Diana-gt1rv
      @Diana-gt1rv 4 года назад +1

      Nobody is a loser! You can only lose yourself by thinking you are. Getting „lost“ in our material world and enjoying a life filled with love and emotions is the best thing one can do. You have special gifts which nobody else has. You are so precious. I’m proud of you and I love you 💕

    • @user-db1wf4qo6q
      @user-db1wf4qo6q 2 года назад +1

      Yes..

  • @crustyboogers
    @crustyboogers 8 лет назад +385

    It's sad because it's relatable..

  • @stormysummers3584
    @stormysummers3584 8 лет назад +459

    this is me it really is..., I'm full of fake smiles and tears...that's my life....

  • @mackenzie7260
    @mackenzie7260 7 лет назад +67

    This hit me hard because I lost my best friend, my soul mate, my partner in crime in a span of 2 weeks. I had known him for 4 years and he died on thanksgiving. He taught me to trot, figure eight, canter, jump, do flying lead changes and most of all, he taught me to love myself. I miss you Petey, with every beat of my heart.

  • @krepperkrepper2489
    @krepperkrepper2489 6 лет назад +68

    Sometimes when I go to sleep I think to never wake up

    • @wannabedrewafualo
      @wannabedrewafualo 3 года назад +1

      It’s been three years since you’ve commented. I really hope you’re alive & still trying out there. People out there love you. 💖

    • @Julie1102j
      @Julie1102j 2 года назад +1

      This is my prayer everynight. I'm trying to destroy my body to fail me, its harder than you'd think to do. Oneday I will have my wish that I don't wake up

    • @donotdisturb8684
      @donotdisturb8684 2 года назад

      All the time..

  • @cupcakesweetsharday
    @cupcakesweetsharday 7 лет назад +64

    honestly, just knowing that you can relate to this really makes you just want to sit and contemplate your life. 😔 it makes me ask myself, "why are you like this?" knowing this is Onision, makes this a lot more sad, because I grew up watching him. He was my inspiration and Role model.

  • @ashk.1804
    @ashk.1804 7 лет назад +111

    I'm tired of being sad all the time. Every night I cry. Every night I think of suicide. I can't contain it anymore and I just want to die. No one cares and no one ever has. I try so hard to pick people up and always be there but when I need someone everyone runs.. I'm sick and tired of never being good enough. I don't want pity in the comments because I probably won't even believe any of it.. I think so lowly of myself that I don't think it'll ever go away.

    • @user-og6nd6xx9t
      @user-og6nd6xx9t 6 лет назад +2

      Ash K. I'm not gonna pity you, I know how it feels though. Ever since my dad left my life had been hell. At this point in my life I just wanna fucking die, I believe that my main purpose in this shit life of mine is to just.. be a fucking maid or a punching bag or a fucking voice recorder to let take in someone's emotions. I'm emotionless and I really just wanna fucking die. I'm not pitying you, I'm relating and I hope you can get through this.

    • @indywhite7874
      @indywhite7874 6 лет назад +1

      I’m here. Just let it all out. This life is worth living and if you leave. Think of everything you’ll miss. Sunsets. Ice cream. Rain. Sound. Trees. The skies clouds

    • @sirdoodles5032
      @sirdoodles5032 6 лет назад

      Ash K. do not give in! Fight this, you got it

    • @kythala5508
      @kythala5508 6 лет назад +3

      It's okay to feel like this sometimes. Often times i've thought about suicide. I think, "No one cares. I'd be buried with no one around. My will would be a blank sheet of paper and my suicide note would just say goodbye since it's the only thing i have to say. It's not okay, however, to attempt to take your own life or not seek for any help. Please, talk to someone, anyone. Even if it's a stranger online, getting everything out is so much better than keeping it bottled up. But, then again, we're all just suicidal kids telling each other not to commit suicide.

    • @sirdoodles5032
      @sirdoodles5032 6 лет назад +1

      alex that non-binary dude "We all are suicidial kids telling others not to commit suicide"... Damn, Its true

  • @wannabedrewafualo
    @wannabedrewafualo 3 года назад +5

    We’ll never know the amount of people who have commented under videos like these whom are no longer alive. Rest well, turtle doves. 🕊💞

  • @vincedevour2545
    @vincedevour2545 4 года назад +6

    Remember when Onisonwas actually relatable and we had no clue what a fucking monster he was?

  • @puppyinorbit
    @puppyinorbit 8 лет назад +109

    I'm gonna be using this OuO
    if its okay with you, that is

    • @freeaudio775
      @freeaudio775  8 лет назад +53

      I wouldn't make a free audio if I didn't want people to use it

    • @Blaze-xc4nn
      @Blaze-xc4nn 7 лет назад +4

      Free Audio if so why do u want credit if u don't own it (just a question)

    • @Darting_Far-N-Wide
      @Darting_Far-N-Wide 7 лет назад +10

      ahmad fatani
      Because they edited it all together and, to be honest, wouldn't you want credit for something you've edited together? Especially if they make things like this frequently. You'd want recognition for something you've made (despite the audio being from elsewhere) and if people are going to use it then they may also want to see more of the persons work.

  • @MidnightMEMER3UwU
    @MidnightMEMER3UwU 3 года назад +2

    I might use this. It hits home.

  • @paxleyishere
    @paxleyishere 4 года назад +1

    I don't know how I found this, but to my surprise the chat is filled with many melancholic and saddening stories. I just have to say I'm sorry for everyone and I hope that life only got a bit better rather than a bit worse for all of you. Mine has had it's ups and down but I continue optimistically and really hope you can too.

  • @shamma9764
    @shamma9764 7 лет назад +39

    I used to have depression😔
    When I was 8 grade
    I don't know when and how but...I got depression. ..I self harmed ...I had an eating disorder ...I hated everyone. ..I hated my self ...I tried to kill my self 4 time in bed ..but I failed💔
    Now I'm 10 grade ...I'm still anorexic. ..but I'm okay
    But the thing is that I think I'm developing depression again 💔😭I'm sooooo tired of this

    • @glmrck0072
      @glmrck0072 6 лет назад +2

      into the darkness same. Im in fifth grade and im stressed about high school for no reason and i have so many problems. Its weird to be 10 or 11 and have to deal with people saying your too young to have depression and cut yourself, but look at me, im here doing that because of how life is these days. Man, if only people could learn to understand and not judge.

    • @syedmohammedaliquadri2939
      @syedmohammedaliquadri2939 6 лет назад

      No need meditation👍

    • @evie2835
      @evie2835 6 лет назад +1

      Queen shamma I know how u feel I have the same thing and I’m in 8th too

    • @deenaak5964
      @deenaak5964 5 лет назад

      it's literally related to me cuz i'm in grade 8 nd have plenty of suicidal thoughts and had selfharmed alot e

    • @larasatiaji1332
      @larasatiaji1332 5 лет назад

      Everythings gonna be okay

  • @darkreaper9205
    @darkreaper9205 3 года назад +2

    What makes me sick about this world is that it’s super unequaled & hypocritical, besides that, what bothers me the most is once you lose every good part in your life, once you try to make things better but once it fails & it makes you think all hope is lost, it makes you feel depressed & feeling of hopeless, it’s like watching everyone having a good life, when you are looking through window in a dark place feeling like an outcast, this what makes the world a terrible place, once this changes the world would will little better.

  • @eliseturkalj
    @eliseturkalj 7 лет назад +30

    I'm going to use it, and thank you for letting me

  • @alexburgess1321
    @alexburgess1321 4 года назад +2

    Growing up with ADHD dyslexia and anxiety issues I had a hard time with emotions so I would get upset easily or Outburst or kids would tease and teachers would tell them just ignore him and they would ignore me too I got put in the back of the class so I didn't disturb as many I understood why but growing up like that and then being an adult and not having successful relationships when a family is all you've ever wanted to show that you were different to show that you could do it better to show you've learned lessons in that the world ain't gonna damage your soul from it that's something I've been fighting for and with my whole life the strength of what I've been through and lived some people use it as a crutch but I've always used it as lessons and strength as I am right now I am worthless to both my family and my love in a burden it's something I don't wish to be it's why I never tried for government assistance I always thought the power of my mind can overcome my issues in a lot of ways I have done that I've even held down a job for more than 10 years so dedication is in me and I did that just to keep a roof over my dog's head yes I treated her like my kid into me she was family but I can only imagine the strength of family would bring to me I can only think of so many wonderful possibilities into lights it had a chance for forget my rambling but that's just a piece of why I do it or my strength and that is enough

  • @mathurinmikehandy8657
    @mathurinmikehandy8657 3 года назад +2

    I cried because my heart loves you,you living in me and I know I don't deserve someone like you,I don't have the standards recommanded for a type of woman like you,but because GOD is almighty,I had the favor to talk to you during 3months and those 3months were the best of my life.And I don't wanna lose that,I don't wanna loose you,you are my life.

  • @musiclovelife9512
    @musiclovelife9512 3 года назад +1

    5 years later and new people still listen to it (me) I guess everyone here is feeling the same as me ❤️😭😢let's hope the world will one day became a better place to live

  • @user-tp7lv5qi2e
    @user-tp7lv5qi2e 6 лет назад +2

    Now I know why I cried is because this is so relatable

  • @KRALOKK
    @KRALOKK 4 года назад +2

    You may be looser for everybody else in this world,
    but
    for me, You are my everything.You gave me life when I was clueless about my life. You instil my faith in my religion. You instil faith in existence of God, I have faith on You. You are always there with me, whenever I dying & saved me almost countless times. Who said you that you are a looser, You are my everything my love, everything.

  • @emzybenzy
    @emzybenzy 5 лет назад +3

    hey...stay strong. Whoever you are. Trust me, there will be so many people who love and care and need you. The world needs you. You are worthy of life. It all gets better. I mean it. Stay strong even in the darkest times as everything gets better. I promise. If you need help, reach out. I may not know you personally but I care about you
    Stay safe and most importantly stay alive

  • @bettyfagerheim5664
    @bettyfagerheim5664 7 лет назад +3

    I used to listen to this a lot a few months ago. I totally forgot how depressed I was.. I used to listen to this at snowy nights, I opened my window and just looked outside at the street lights and snow hitting this ground just wanting to disappear.

  • @depressedchild4408
    @depressedchild4408 7 лет назад +6

    Im so hurt 😪 i miss him 💔

  • @xo3659
    @xo3659 6 лет назад +2

    People say "that isnt eveen sad.Why are you upset?"
    So I say "Its upsetting because I understand what they're talking about.I relate to their problems..."

  • @roxette6
    @roxette6 3 года назад +2

    I'm not waisting time because i must help you come back to light!

  • @samstephens8792
    @samstephens8792 2 года назад

    Don't cry love, you are truly perfect t in every way imaginable. I feel like I'm not good enough most of the time too. But I don't know I think that if us two beasties can lean on and support each other rall things are possible.

  • @swaggybi7131
    @swaggybi7131 7 лет назад +27

    i hate myself...im just a shit. im lying... about my feelings

    • @liwiaslomka3129
      @liwiaslomka3129 7 лет назад

      swaggy bøi i do the same thing

    • @johnslife4441
      @johnslife4441 7 лет назад

      swaggy bøi me too i dont deserve nothing she left so it's over inloved her so much she didn't know it but it doesn't matter for her

    • @awesomeinblossom2322
      @awesomeinblossom2322 7 лет назад +1

      john's life if she left, she didn't deserve you at all, your love for her will take time to fade, but when you're finally over it, someone amazing will step into your life and show you a love like you've never felt before.... idk why i can say this to you but not myself 😭

    • @johnslife4441
      @johnslife4441 7 лет назад

      Awesome in Blossom thank u

    • @johnslife4441
      @johnslife4441 7 лет назад

      Awesome in Blossom but it keep happens the same

  • @Catherines839
    @Catherines839 Год назад

    You were the best person I ever met. We belong together laughing. I have changed a lot.

  • @danielaestrada738
    @danielaestrada738 7 лет назад +17

    do you have an instagram page for these?

  • @muchlittlepotential6484
    @muchlittlepotential6484 5 лет назад +5

    I've become mute or emotionless

  • @ailiabuckley9131
    @ailiabuckley9131 6 лет назад

    "I'm thinking why are you wasting your time on a loser like me." This line gets to me because everyone always puts to much faith into me knowing I'm a screw up!😔

  • @emmam4804
    @emmam4804 5 лет назад +2

    I'm going to use this for a school project it is a colorguard show I have to choreograph I dont know if you know what that Is but its really hard to do and I feel this is the right voice over to use

  • @melissaweldon233
    @melissaweldon233 6 лет назад

    Because we deny ourselves but we are all worthy. You are one who deserves to be loved the most. I have been there also

  • @landonr6_294
    @landonr6_294 8 месяцев назад

    Hi, excuse me if i disturb but i'd like to know whether can I use this for a song on spotify? (obv only the speech!) Thanks for everything, keep it up!

  • @undyinglaughter7413
    @undyinglaughter7413 7 лет назад +1

    I'm gonna use this. I'll link the video when I'm done.

  • @aquarly
    @aquarly 7 лет назад +2

    I love onision so much.

  • @alexburgess1321
    @alexburgess1321 4 года назад +1

    I won't say it again I promise a focus harder I do my best but I got to see it and you all to my loved ones you give me strength you need to see that too that I need you for my energy my week is part of my body is my emotions and you will feed them please help me be strong

  • @sammyjoe5369
    @sammyjoe5369 6 лет назад

    I like how you put the person who says this all at the bottom

  • @TheNovaSystem0619
    @TheNovaSystem0619 8 лет назад +81

    why does it say onision in the corner?

  • @princessuarez7310
    @princessuarez7310 6 лет назад

    I’m crying all night watching this😪

  • @wickedwitchofBelgium
    @wickedwitchofBelgium 3 года назад +2

    Why do these all come out through the years around my and his birthday.... Why always begin february

  • @myatpbadlandsfreak9078
    @myatpbadlandsfreak9078 7 лет назад +3

    I'm here because my crush friend zoned me. And I'm crying because I really love him.

  • @traceyowenhughes9223
    @traceyowenhughes9223 6 лет назад

    You are not a LOSER. It will get better. I HAVE BEEN THERE and BACK. Your BEST days LIE ahead of you. REST..BREATHE..START AGAIN. BELIEVE my LOVE..Believe

  • @user-db1wf4qo6q
    @user-db1wf4qo6q 2 года назад

    Yes I can relate yr ..now i understand ..

  • @audelia3484
    @audelia3484 4 года назад

    It's become my second nature to act all cheerful around my friends and family yet i feel emptynand in pain so j cry but sometimes i can't

  • @sammy-dawnellenleigh-johns6272
    @sammy-dawnellenleigh-johns6272 4 года назад

    You aren't a loser!!! 🙏😢💖

  • @janaelizabethsekelski
    @janaelizabethsekelski 6 лет назад

    Not me...heads up, you are awesome and I proud of you, dont forget!! ;)

  • @alyssabarnes6344
    @alyssabarnes6344 7 лет назад

    Are world its so sad its nothing you can't see if you only see the rain you gotta be you not others don't let the demons get too you your stronger than you think god gaved you a life too live to cherish with people you love don't give up

  • @nairad1074
    @nairad1074 6 лет назад

    Some times I go to the bathroom just to cry and be alone(I have a complicated family so thats the reason🤷🏽) and when my grandma nocks the door and asks why Im taking too long, i clean my tears and tell her that i just was washing my face😪(sorry about my english)

  • @nightwolf8472
    @nightwolf8472 2 года назад

    Right I'm the problem, I'm the mistake, I'm a monster. I'm waiting

  • @katrinaaa8915
    @katrinaaa8915 7 лет назад

    I cry all the time for feelings I have but don't know how to handle and I've seen over 25 therapist but still I cry and don't know why

  • @sierrababar3377
    @sierrababar3377 8 лет назад +8

    Great audio and what video did he say this in ? Please and Thank you

    • @freeaudio775
      @freeaudio775  8 лет назад +4

      I can't remember, I'll try look for it for you but I can't promise i'll find it

    • @sierrababar3377
      @sierrababar3377 8 лет назад +1

      +Free Audio thank you though

    • @addieburns3947
      @addieburns3947 4 года назад +1

      Sierra Babar I guess they didn’t find it

    • @myruby4448
      @myruby4448 4 года назад +2

      @@addieburns3947 Lmaoo

  • @alya8928
    @alya8928 7 лет назад

    I might use this for an edit, Ima give credit

  • @axolonix
    @axolonix 6 лет назад

    WHY IS THIS SO RELATABLE

  • @dibn1308
    @dibn1308 5 лет назад

    If its what you feel like .....let it be...no hurts from my part anymore dear....

  • @sanugi16
    @sanugi16 8 лет назад +1

    I might use it :3

  • @nicoled1484
    @nicoled1484 6 лет назад

    This is my life , every single day,every single second that is how my life is.Im full of mistakes and pain

  • @meganlashley9419
    @meganlashley9419 6 лет назад

    I walk around with fake smile and laughs like everything is ok with me, and I know it’s not but people think I’m fine because that is what I tell them everyday, I’m fine

  • @Storm1234
    @Storm1234 6 лет назад

    This is also me because I cry a lot because not only because of my depression or anxiety but also because of i have no family the ones I did know are dead and that is very hard for me because we were super close :-( and I will miss them always so much and I wish it could be different for me

  • @punithai5071
    @punithai5071 5 лет назад +1

    JESUS I love you jashank joya dont cry, my heart hurts, always say this verse from bible Luke 18:27 The things which are impossible with men are possible with God, 33 times while going to bed and when you wake up,

  • @mansakhungyo7755
    @mansakhungyo7755 5 лет назад

    I naturally being use to it to be a lone for so long and I don't feel like to fit in any crowd.. I know it suck.

  • @georgiatams8312
    @georgiatams8312 6 лет назад

    So this is why we all cry 😭

  • @danielleshapley
    @danielleshapley 4 года назад

    ❤️If only You could see yourself as i see you.. If only you could feel what i feel from you.. I'm not letting You Go ❤️💕 Besides, I've had you with me for over twenty years.. You are as much apart of me as the air that need to breath💕❤️😙🤗❤️💕🤗😙❤️💕❤️💕💕

  • @graceh1032
    @graceh1032 5 лет назад +1

    Wait can someone please tell me the background song used?

  • @danieeeh8047
    @danieeeh8047 2 года назад +1

    it's hard

  • @alyssasnow641
    @alyssasnow641 6 лет назад

    I’m wasting everyone’s time.... I cry myself to sleep because no one loves me....I’ve spent nights wondering why I’m even alive..... and to this day I still don’t know why.... I’ve been living this life for 12 years and I hate it......😭😭😭😭😭

  • @HelenCristina-uo4zu
    @HelenCristina-uo4zu 6 лет назад

    hey buddy, im from Brazil, and used your vídeo for my Chanel, okay?
    People of here love video like that, so i help in translation. (srry for my english)

  • @sharonpiccone6648
    @sharonpiccone6648 4 года назад

    "BECAUSE, 'LOVE', IS 'LOVE'!!!.

  • @katvalentine7172
    @katvalentine7172 7 лет назад +1

    I'm gonna use it

  • @chevy427ify
    @chevy427ify 5 лет назад +1

    hey,no crying ,,allow,,

  • @dibn1308
    @dibn1308 5 лет назад

    Ditto here.....can't find an answer .....I have repeated it for myself a hundred times even before you ask it to me.....what is it ....is it a curse...that I should be held after you ..I don't know why...if its a curse then let's work out to break it to free ourselves.....

  • @dalalfehaid9638
    @dalalfehaid9638 6 лет назад +4

    What is my life ?why am alive?

  • @yumuni5486
    @yumuni5486 8 лет назад

    I might use this audio.(:

  • @thebachelors4052
    @thebachelors4052 6 лет назад

    hurt:(

  • @rachelrae9496
    @rachelrae9496 7 лет назад +3

    just subscribed

  • @itsonlyniamhx126
    @itsonlyniamhx126 7 лет назад +2

    What video from onision is this?

  • @nicoles2435
    @nicoles2435 6 лет назад

    "It's because the only things I hear are about how ugly,fat, stupid and annoying I am, it's because I'm not the person everyone wants and needs me to be and it's because I know it all to be true, that's why I cry"

  • @judylockhart9503
    @judylockhart9503 3 года назад +1

    Well I do.

  • @Geebrazy
    @Geebrazy 6 лет назад +1

    I'm always negative to myself never confident this so me I wish I was a different person

  • @emmaboo716
    @emmaboo716 6 лет назад

    I’m so sorry for everything

  • @leeleefairchild937
    @leeleefairchild937 5 лет назад

    Leanna Atencio Rodriguez and Sherrie Rodriguez and Cletus Rodriguez

  • @xinaily
    @xinaily 7 лет назад

    I may use this and some of your other audios if that's okay. I'll credit you

  • @mnowak3537
    @mnowak3537 7 лет назад

    This is good

  • @eyekaros200
    @eyekaros200 6 лет назад

    Would I be allowed to use this for a quick something?

  • @salim7420
    @salim7420 7 лет назад

    this for one you...the one who is reading....no matter what happens...promise yourself to be happy.....it will work...i guarantee you

  • @emmadeutschman6448
    @emmadeutschman6448 6 лет назад

    For everyone that has related to this I want to say I'm sorry and that you can do this you can make

  • @lullabais
    @lullabais 6 лет назад

    I’m crying 😭

  • @bairavibairava3317
    @bairavibairava3317 3 года назад

    Family status

  • @ashgray8884
    @ashgray8884 7 лет назад +4

    I dont have anything sad to say that you haven't already heard I'm just tired of being here and I know yiu don't care and its alright I dont either I'm just done with everything

  • @alexiagalyardt775
    @alexiagalyardt775 4 года назад

    I cry myslef to sleep, and then when i dont fall asleep, and I cant cry anymore, i stare out the window. I stare out the window hoping that one day I'll be able to jump off the high building, and not have to cry anymore

  • @caoimhe8773
    @caoimhe8773 7 лет назад +1

    Using this x

  • @adinamarcussen
    @adinamarcussen 8 лет назад +1

    where do you get the voices from?

  • @lauracruzsinger6999
    @lauracruzsinger6999 6 лет назад

    What is the name of song at the start of the video?!🍓

  • @dibn1308
    @dibn1308 5 лет назад

    How do you know that I'm lost on you....?...And if I say I don't care....?

  • @autxmn2518
    @autxmn2518 6 лет назад

    I DIDN’T KNOW IT WAS GREG AWE MAN ._.

  • @togetherwefly1762
    @togetherwefly1762 7 лет назад

    Using :)

  • @daniellemeadows2153
    @daniellemeadows2153 7 лет назад

    mind if I use this?? it'll be on instagram

  • @annsofiemortensen219
    @annsofiemortensen219 6 лет назад

    Song?

  • @courtneyholm2597
    @courtneyholm2597 6 лет назад

    Why does it say onision in the bottom right corner??

  • @angeloseconomopoulos8918
    @angeloseconomopoulos8918 6 лет назад

    it's because i am alone ..