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Original Audio: The Originals
Music: Demi Lovato "For The Love Of A Daughter" (Instrumental & Original)
Overlay: • Falling snow on black ...
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Sometimes its easier not to have any memories than have all the happy ones turn into pain, misery, screams and tears
Liliana CatPat I felt this😭😕
True...my youngest sister and I cry over the same topic but for different reasons. I cry because I miss the good times and hate how it will never be like that again..she cries because she never got to know it is to have a happy family....
i dont think so iv never met my dad and i imagine all the moments we couldve had together if he wanted me
I can’t even remember my dad hugging me-
My dad left me and now deciding to come back..and I'm just a little fucker to him..I used to be his baby girl..but now he dont love me anymore..he walked out and i will never forgive him and what he did to me..
All my friends have a good relationship to their fahters... :(
Miriam my father treat my lil sister more than me & I’m pretty sure I’m not her fav one and he is always stand by my lil sister which that makes me so sad ..😔 even I’m the elder one in my family... everyday day i see the same shit with my father doing good things to my sister but with me no .. i wish i had a father who can ask me are u okay my daughter? U don’t have any problems ? Don’t you need anything? but unfortunately he doesn’t do that .. so yeah .. i wish my dad was like that take care of me ! 💔
You might not have a blood dad that was there but you always will have a father that will always love you no matter what you do and his name is God forum relationship with him and you'll feel more loved than you ever will
Trust me I talk from experience my dad treated me for a beer and I always thought it was my fault that I wasn't good enough but I was good enough and God showed me that
Never met. Not even once, i have nothing. I don't have a name, i dont know if his alive or dead. I don't know if he knows i was born. But he must be somewhere? Right?
same here but we’re gonna be okay
I know right :D
"You really think I'm broken?"
"Maybe you're right"
"Maybe that little girl you missed so much"
Would be better off if she never loved you at all"
This didn't feel to close to home because it hit right at home.
All i wanted was to be daddys little princess
Asanator 103 I’m glad someone else fell this way because that’s all i ever wanted but i know it’s never gonna happen so
Same here my father left me when I was young and never lookod back all I wanted was to be daddy's little girl
carla cortez my father left as soon as i was born, iv never met him, probably never will, hope your okay tho 🥺
we all are because we are all gods children
My sad never say me i love u in 17 years
my dad mentally abuses my mum and my siblings and i. physical abuse isnt too far away
Same...
Same for me. And i still love him. Even if i know he s a monster. My heart just can t give up. And it breaks me so hard.
My dad was there but
He was just a memory of my past
My father was there but never showed me what a fathers love felt like.
Serenity Writes same as me
Same man same....
Eh this might come out as offensive (sorry if it does) but for me father’s are overrated 🥲🤚🏻
😔
Same. It feels like you alone.
And since Klaus had no idea about what a love from a father is he granted it to his child...Klaus had such a painful story nobody ever really talked about it
The Umbrella Academy, correct?
@@mxsicaddict3041 no the originals
I'm sorry dad, I couldn't be the daughter you wanted. I just want to stop hurting. You hurt me from 7 - 15, now I'm 19, I haven't seen you since you decided I wasn't your child and left me at a shelter. I've been homeless for almost 3 years. I was raped by someone I trusted and when I needed you, it was just another reminder I was on my own. You always blamed me for mums death. You both knew her heart wouldn't be able to handle another child yet you still had me. A year and a half later she died. And you've hated me since. I'm sorry. I tried so hard to convince myself you are still my dad, that you love me. When I've known for so long you don't. So I turned to someone else, my uncle and he became my dad. I told him everything and he has helped me through it all. Unlike you. No matter who I call dad, my thoughts will always go to you and my heart just breaks, shatters over and over again. It physically hurts when it happens, I can't breath and my heart feels so heavy. I was supposed to be your little girl. What did I do for you to hate me so much?
It’s hard being a girl and growing up with out a dad. There are just parts of your life that you need a dad.........but mine just left like it was easy
Same
Same
My father left me at birth,my mom lied to me that he got eaten from a shark,ofc I believed it when I was little,while I was growing up I believed it less. It makes me depressed,thinking of my dad all day wishing I met him. Then my step dad came it,he’s the lost father type..he never really pays attention to my accomplishments and treats me badly. My mom would always yell at me and blame me for everything. I just can’t do it anymore,I wanna end everything.
Yeah i get it my dad just used my mom and a sex toy and left her in the dust however my mom told me he left so all i could ever think about was 'why what did i do? What was so bad that i did to deserve this kind of hurt?' My mom is still around but ignores me and tells me how much she hates me and how much of a disgrace i am. My siblings always shine above me even if they are terrible and i try so hard to get good grades and be good and shine for just a second while they are smoking, drinking, stealing and being disrespectful. I've been wanting to end it all since 2nd grade but I've always thought about other people hoe would that effect them or would they even care so i suffer and try to plaster a smile on so i don't have to explain why im depressed and my step-dad is a pervert who tries to sexually harass me i get away to quick though he's also just is rude and disrespectful to my siblings and I bc he only married my mom for her and not her kids he hated us but loves my mom but i wouldn't call it love if all he wants is her body. My school life is no better everyone is slowly starting to leave so im running out of reasons not to do it not to end it all but what's worst of all is the fact that i want so bad to feel sad or mad or something but i just feel empty like there's nothing left its all been taken
Listen guys I know that it’s not my place to talk but please don’t end it all. I hope that you are still hear and not dead, because it would scare me badly if you did commit suicide I hope that life is better for you guys and people that have to go through this type of crap. I may not know what it’s like but let me assure you life will get better and people do love you. God loves you, Jesus loves you, I hope that I hope that your life gets better. And also if nobody has told you lately, you ARE worth something in this world.
Just know that you are loved. By me. I dont even know you and I would jump in front of a train for you. You are so loved
Don't do it man it will get better
I don’t have a stepdad but I do know the feeling
My dad left when I was young. He missed 14 birthdays and came back for three. He’s still here now, and I’m just waiting for it to happen again.
My father is still alive but my father's love for me is dead
-mutiara🌙
I really cried the first time i saw this at the originals this is so beautifull❤
Not all fathers are good.. Mine molested me from 7 to 12. Now my oldest daughter because of my ex and I tried to tell them but no one listened. Makes my depression worse every day. Because it's my fault I was ever born.
it's not your fault that you were born. no matter how dark your past looks like, you have the opportunity to turn it into something beautiful
you have to be here, you have a reason to be here. you are loved.
Who needs a dad anyways? Not me
It’s been 6 years now and I’m ten I’m father left when I was 5 cause HE decided to DAMN drink and drive and HE got his papers tooken away.
It's like the worst is when he doesn't leave even if he doesn't care about you, he stays to destroy you inside and make you wonder what you did wrong
Agree that it's the worst, because you can't even get closure. He's here. And it never stops. And you grow up with it, and it messes you up.
And you're expected to love him anyway, because he stayed, even though he destroys you mentally every day.
Sometimes not having a father is better than having one because it spares you the pain that they give you....my father has acted like I am not his child.....he doesn't tell me he loves me on a daily basis no he tells me he loves me when I'm balling my eyes out in front of him because he does something and makes me cry and then all the emotions start to come out.....like I wanna tell my dad that I don't wanna be a girl anymore I want to transition to a boy but I'm scared to what he would do......I've had depression since I was 7 years old because of him
I was here cause " father day " that people and my friends celebrate it also keep posting how much they luv their father ... im just depressed cause thing happend to me ... i guess not everyone have happy-family they wanted it
Be glad you’re u guys still have your father because without a father has thought me never trust any guy my father cause me pain he never even saw me walk or hear my first word and he was never even there to see my cry or change my diaper or even show up to my first birthday 🎂 I wish I didn’t have to get up every day asking mom when is dad coming home up then it brakes me up I don’t have you by my side anymore you where the first thing that broke my heart before any guy could brake it thanx u for the broken heart and I hope you don’t do the same to your new family
Gabby Garcia I started crying when I saw this
Caetlyn Rayner ik
not all of us have fathers. most of us don't which is why we're here listening to this video or watching it.
Amen girl my dad walked away when I was two weeks old.. that's all it took for hike to get sick of me..
I felt this. I hate that I can relate personally and this hit me. 😭😭
I still remember the day when i was 5 and diagnosed with autism and my dad looked me in my eyes and said “i dont want you anymore”
I was at the verge of tears and then the song came on and the sobs came.
I may not like my father but he has taught me something. To never let someone in. Never trust someone. If you do you'll end up hurt and theyll leave. He would always put me and my siblings down.. make us feel worthless. He told my brother that he will he one of those kids who shoot up the school and need help because he crys at my father yelling. But that wasnt the worse thing he has said. He hurt my mom over and over again but she kept letting him come back. She said it was best for us they'd stay together. I cried. She thought I was happy about it. But I was supporting her. It wasnt best for us. We were better without him. My mom was the one working her butt off and taking care of us while he was being selfish and quit his job and sits and does nothing all day.. I tell myself to stay quiet and everything will be okay.. it hurt me so much when he made ne give away the only happiness i had. Yea she was a dog but she was what cheered me up. Now I dont kniw wheres shes at or even if shes okay. He didnt care how I felt. I finally gave myself courage and told myself if he hurts my mom again I'm going to tell her how I feel. And of course guess what he did? He hurt her. And I told her and I was happy I did because now were happy. Were struggling a little bit but were better.😌 so hope you have a great life dad with your new girlfriend. Maybe even have kids whatever you do just dont come back....
sometimes, people say they don't have a dad.
sometimes, you reply with. "well I wish I didn't have one."
sometimes, we just want to try and stand up for ourselves.
but sometimes, it only ends with the abuse.
sometimes, we want to talk to our fathers,
but sometimes, you know it wouldn't be right because they just wouldn't understand.
and sometimes, you know it only ends in abuse if you do.
sometimes, they go through your personal things, and sometimes. they cant even be nice about it.
sometimes, we say we don't want to live.
but sometimes, we just don't want the pain anymore.
😖😭
My dad left before j was born and growing up with my friends all having the perfect family made me come home and cry so many nights
I waited for my dad for years and years, but it made me feel no remorse for people who leave me behind, but when those people want to see me and say that they will I just feel like they will leave me again so I don't give a fuck.
Thanks father.
I realized that my Father doesn’t know my birthdate. Never once has he told em happy birthday. It hurts. Really really badly.
This is how I feel rn my father has been in prison almost me while life then he got out about two years ago and we spent almost all summer together and weekends and there were times were he wouldn't be like my dad he was a whole different person. Just last yr he got back sent to prison right in front of my eyes and I'm afraid he won't be able to see me graduate or anything now
I don’t really like to share my feelings, but ima do it for my sake, to feel more sane. My dad left when I was born... I was the second child- he left me not my brother me he left me when I was younger. I saw him sometimes but not that much anymore..it was my fault he left! I’ve always hated myself for that, ha maybe if I wasn’t born he would still be here happy without me in his life, I’m a burden, not a gift. I guess he didn’t want me, but why?
foreal xmani maybe ur not the reason ur father is just the reason.. no matter what don’t blame your self cuz u deserve the best and you should love your self .. it’s not ur fault .. fathers are always like that they are rude but who know maybe he loves you and don’t show it to you..? Why don’t you try to talk to him .. my father’s too .. he is ignoring me all the time he prefer my lil sister more than me even I’m the elder one and he doesn’t take care of my so much he act Rude with me ..etc .. so yeah i feel good now that i told u this cuz me too I’m not share my feelings so much with ppl .. hope u one day ur father show u that he loves u
Bruh.... So fucking relatable.... Except he left me when i was 6.....
omg I LOVE THIS I LOVE THE ORIGINALS EJEJEJ😍😭
Sometimes it’s easier to just give up and let it hurt a little instead of just thinking about the person who didn’t care
I have never cried so hard..The first time I heard this was 1-2am in the morning, the second she said "I was 9" I broke..I was crying so hard that I had to put my hand over my mouth because I was crying too hard to keep quiet. I didn't have my dad in the first 7 years of my life because my entire family knew how bad it would be..And then, he moved in with my mom, I loved him, I grew close to him as my dad, we made memories. But of course, there's no such thing as a perfect family, and the arguments started happening, I live with my grandparents, but I had to go to my mom's ok the weekends..I remember the first argument..I begged my grandma to let me stay home every weekend, but of course, I still had to go to my mom's, I would stay in her room on the ps4, while they shouted on the other side of the wall in the living room..How old was I when that happened? 9, 9 years old, and my dad was only in my life for a year. Healing took me 2 years, I haven't cried over anything that makes me think of him, or anything related to him, but this song..It hit home so hard it broke the water pipes
All I've ever wanted is a hug from my dad , for him to help me with boy troubles , all I've wanted is to fall asleep and wake up and he would be there but he's never gonna be and that hurts
All I wanted was my father to be there and love me and I never got that🥺🥺
All I ever wanted was a father when I was you now I don’t know...
My father left me and my older brother when we were like 3 and 1 and We are now 17 and 14 but he gets whatever he wants from him and everytime I see our dad he makes me cry and blames me for a lot of stuff. Just a couple days ago I went to go visit him with my older brother and he didn't even know it was me, I never wanted to leave a place as much as I wanted to leave from there. He made me cry. My older brother is nice to me around him whenever we see him, but he's really mean to me when we aren't around our dad, my brother calls me ugly, pushes me, and punches me. I think it's all my fault and everyday I have to pretend I'm okay but I'm not and it feels like I have no one there for me.
all i wanted was to make him proud but he just left without saying goodbye. he could of been my role model but now he’s nothing but i just wanna hug him no matter what pain he put me through i want him to tell me it’s okay.
I couldn’t even see any shining lights in my eyes anymore when he left.
my dad is my everything, everything in my life was second because he
Is the first thing in my life my mom died when I was 9
So he is my everything we played together we love each other i
Always support him no matter what I always stand up for him
I never let anybody scold my dad everything was fine until
Another whoman came into our beautiful life she fuckin changed
Everything the dad i known before wasn't the one who is now here
Just bcz of that witch he changed he won't care about me
He always get angry at me and always doubt me I don't know who he is anymore
And what between us anymore my sisters and I never liked her and will
Because my mum is great whoman so we will never replace that beautiful
Angel mom with this garbage whoman she tries act like my mum but no one
Cared everyone loved my and even the ppl can't replace her my mum is
Great human being i promised my mom that I will never give her place to anyone
And I can't do that even that person is the best person in the world even
Tho I have spent a small time with my mom i always knew she is great person
And my siblings involved and told my dad to leave that witch behind
And his doing that witch will leave soon FOR GOOD and everything with my dad
Getting as it before 😇🖤😔❤
I wish my dad loved me enough to try to see me. He can say he loves me and wants to see me all he wants. He doesn’t make the effort to show it or do it. He doesn’t mean what he says. At this point I’ve given up on trying to get my dad back.
I don’t really have a good relationship with either of my parents or stepfather so I pretend to not care about what they say or think when I’m reality it kills me that I’ll never be the perfect daughter that they want me to be. I wish I didn’t love them and that I could walk away but it’s so hard when I love them as much as I do. I don’t understand life or love or really anything anymore but what I do understand is that life will never be easy, but it could always be worse I suppose.
Me and my bestfriend are some what alike..
Both our fathers Left... And hurt our mothers in any way..
My father left when I was three, I’m honestly happy I don’t remember much of him. But for years, I blamed myself, as I grew up I started to wonder was it my fault, did I do something wrong. I’m 20 now and I still have no answers….
I get nightmares about things from when I was little because of my parents
I might use this for a future video ^^ I'll let you know when it is made!!
A few months ago, my family noticed that one of our neighbors' parents have divorced. As soon as Summer Break started, all of them moved out. The gap between me and my friend went from hundreds of inches to at least 14 miles.
i gasped when I realized it was kluas after the second word ,,, Klaus&Hope
my dad used to call me princess..
So relatable but my father was there for my birth and now he don’t even come around if he sees me he acts like he don’t know me but he can be there for his other kids he doesn’t even remember my birthday he never thinks to call and most of my pain is because of him he’s the reason I have depression .😔😔
Sometimes I think maybe if he would of just left i would be better and happier
My dad never wanted me and wanted me dead mum left him and he now messages me all the time saying sorry and he misses me and I’m like you don’t miss me it has taken 16 years for you to contact me it’s bullshit and apparently he’s being looking for me my whole life and it’s the biggest load of crap but it really hurts that my own dad hates me
8 years of trauma and I tried to be the daughter he wanted and now I left and he wants me.
i miss the time when my dad and i were still close
My father was there but always told me I was a mistake and abused me
And used me and my siblings as a trophy’s and never cared about us.
All I wanted was a dad
Almost 13 years dad...
Its just so sad when your father says he left for you even tho they hurt you every day by not being there with you😔
My father broked my heart first...
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I wish he had loved me once and stop beating me instead.😔
My mom was explaining about how her boyfriend had built something actually sturdy, because I had anxiety of it not working well and harming others (I have a severe anxiety disorder, so I was uncomfortable.) she said exactly this.
“It’s ok Takaya, my boyfriend actually knows how to build sturdy things, he’s not like your father.”
I immediately replied with.
“PLEASE don’t call him my dad...”
Mom: “oh sorry, I mean he’s not like shayne.”
Me: “I don’t give him the title of dad anymore, and I haven’t for a long time...”
As I started to leave the kitchen, I mumbled.
Me:”he doesn’t deserve that title...”
Klaus and Hope 😭♥️
My father is a narcissist and I hate him a lot. I'll never forgive him.
i hate to admit it but sometimes I wish my dad would just disappear
My dad gets drunk and when he gets drunk he gets mad and rude he never hit us like abused but he would hit walls and breuk stuff and come to us yelling at us for things threatening to take our phones
He still does this and it really hurts cuase I have 2 younger sibling I have to look after forcing me to be mature at my age (I'm 14) this all started when I was 10/11 and I live with anxiety now I NEVER HAD FUN WHEN I WAS YOUNGER CUASE I HAD TO PROTECT THEM
I don't remember anything about my dad besides him scaring me that one time he broke the restraining order and came walking over to my mum whilst I was in her arms. that's it. he never told me he loved me
I haven't seen my dad in a year because he's on drugs the last time I saw him was last year he said I love you. I went over to my Nana's and I looked over to my dad's trailer and my nana said he was on the hill doing drugs 😭💔
It’s harder meeting your dad ! I lived with my dad for years he abused me mentally and physically ! My mum at that time couldn’t be in my life but now she is and in that house if I mentioned her or my dad heard the word mum then I would get hurt ! I fucking looked up to him for everything now he doesn’t want to see me . He doesn’t want to know me . He doesn’t care and I guess he never did . He was my farther , my parent , my everything and clearly I was nothing . I was a book that was open and used and then chucked away
I hoped to became daddy's princess but now im worrier and had to fight against him
i just wish you didn’t see me and the thing you can beat whenever and then expect to smile, lol
i sometimes wish my dad would just fucking leave. like just abandon me because he's no good for the family either way. i fucking hate his soul. if im being honest, i never knew i was capable of hating my own father this much.
This makes me emotional but at the same time I feel angry, my father left me when I was 2 and he hasn't been back. I'm glad to be honest, he was the biggest asshole ever.
My dad was there
That’s the problem
My father has been in and out I’m only 15:/ I cut ties with him back in April he caused me so much pain
Dad....on March 10- th there will be an anniversary of your funeral ....😔
I went through such hell when u died ..... always loved you so much. ❤️❤️❤️💫
Well I have a dad but he doesn't spend time with and he is little addicted to mobiles when I was young every weekend we used to play but now he doesn't even talk to me properly and I feel depressed and my father is alive but his love for me is dead. But I still love him but he doesn't,he doesn't even love me like other fathers do.
He always scolds me
All he wants me to is study well and I do study well but he wants more from me. And I just want to be myself I don't want to live like this is not my life I don't want anyone to judge me or take my decisions and I will do anything in my life right? But father doesn't understand that
I wish my father left my mother
he doesn't care anymore.
My dad is verbally abusive to my entire family and constantly makes feel like a giant mistake constantly being told that I’m a useless fag hurts it hurts so much I’m in therapy and he still refuses to believe that he’s the reason why I’m so messed up in the head and why I’m scared I’ll lose my mom because of him
My dad left my mom when i was born
A few years later i was 7 years old we met each other again
I was happy but my mom was angry to see him
He said he promised he will come back
Few years later he didnt he lied and just left to go see his mistress
And never payed my child support 👁💧👄💧👁 atleast i have my mom
I may use this audio to start out my first video...
My father left me on my fith birthday i am 13 now still haven't seen him since
when he leave he told me I’m gonna be back and I said really and to my 16th birthday? And he said yes
Now my birthday is in a few months and I still can’t get over it
he showed me things when I was older and I always thought what he meant but I can’t figure it out
Why didn’t he want me he was supposed to be here and watch me grow up he said he’s gonna stay in my life still he was the first man who showed me love but always was the one who broke me first
because I can’t trust ppl not fully
My dad call me his little sunshine but I think I’m not gonna see him any more cuse he not gonna be in my life any more he mean and my parents get in fights. Everything is broken in my home cause of my dad.
My father dropped me after my son passed awy. He lierally walked out
I love klaus and Hope ❤
My dad abuses me and I'm scared to have children because I don't wanna turn into what monster my dad is
I feel empty
My dad didn’t leave he just chose someone over me
oh my goood
I’ll wait 💔
You have christ you know how to overcome heartaches from anyone. Can I call you?
THESE COMMENTS BROOOOOO
My friend father dead when she was 5 year this five are lucky to her but my father is alive now why he hate me
This is bio mom istead if my bio dad yet they both left me. Saying it's the best... I miss them.
I have never meet my dad
my dad is here but not really here... that’s so.. weird
This makes me cry every time 😭
Why DID you SEND ME THIS I dont understand
My dad left me ever seen I was born it’s been 15 years seen my dad left me
My dad left I am broken he said he hated me