i'm losing my mind || free audio
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- Опубликовано: 5 апр 2018
- i'm so sorry i've been mia for so long - life has just kind of run away with me i guess! i know this video is quite poor but i just wanted to get something up for you guys - all 50K of you which is f**king insane, thank you so much i can't even describe how happy that makes me!
love as always,
a x
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Who else is having a break down in their room crying, trying not to scream and hitting their head against the wall?
Me 🥺
It's been so long that tears won't even come..I just lay with my eyes open
Please no , you can do this
Me too
Im cant cry because I cryed too much so im basically numb
I need to stop needing people who don’t even need me back
:/
yeah it’s sad, i feel like my friends don’t need me but i need them so badly.
AngXlic Dxvil, I love my best friend who’s also a guy. It’s okay to need them. They make you happy and that’s what keeps you going. And maybe they need you too, just because they don’t say it doesn’t mean they don’t care. Be strong
@@wesledford8564 u2 aren't fooling me. Just digging the knife in deeper
i fucking felt that
If to stop feeling emotions is death, then death seems peaceful
True
Agreed
"Maybe i didn't...really wanna kill myself, but i kind of did" I can relate to this a lot... Everyday is an endless battle, battling my thoughts, battling my emotions, battling myself. Sometimes i just want to give up, i just want to rest
I'm 3 weeks late but would you like to talk?
i feel the exact same wya :'(
Sup bitch
So pointless when others don't care like others do...I can relate though thank you for this comment
@@aprillloyd2299 Thank you that means a lot :")
I hate it when my mom says it’s your choice to be sad and cry. I wish she would just understand
I'm a mom. That wished my kids had a better one.
I know how you feel, one time one of my cousins said. Why does josh look sad and my mom sad “he’s not what would he have to be sad about he’s a teenager” they just don’t understand why I stay in my room,why I always wear a hoodie. But hey if your still their and still hanging in reply to me with your insta or snap if you need to talk. I know some people just need an outlet
Your mom just says that?
My mom yells at me and if she s in a bad mood slaps me when I'm sad.... Then fucking checks my phone and f ing shouts at me for letting my best friend comfort me and saying things like "what? Aren't I always there for you? Why don't you you ever tell me that you're sad huh?"
I love these videos.....ahhh I'm such a depressing person,but no one sees past my fake smile....no one
Blue cat I’m sorry that people look past you. I hope that someone sees the truth and can bring you light. Because you deserve that kind of care.
Sydney Compton damn we have the same name.... cool
Blue cat that’s awesome!!
I'm a depressing person too and sammmee!! Everyone thinks I'm happy all the time anyways!! :)
People used to think this about me, but it started getting so bad that a lot of people began to notice what was wrong.
I'm tired of waking up....
Same
"I NEED REST" I think to myself..... My mind is so blurry.... So stressed.... So.... Empty..... I need rest.....
I JUST WANT PEOPLE TO UNDERSTAND INSTEAD OF JUST SAYING:
"Be positive"
"Be patient"
"You're making me sad"
"You're ruining my life"
I hate it when people say "Be positive" because they don't understand what it's like to be depressed and the kind of shit that goes through your mind every second of every day
@@dylankalkowski5936 yea
Amen
@@dylankalkowski5936 I understand! Hope things are better now. Im here if you need!!
Theyre like be happy like its a choice. If it was a choice why would I choose to be sad and miserable all the time. Like I just can’t be happy its not that easy
hey, are you okay? you haven’t posted in a while, just checking in❤️
yea where is he/she
There is still no video :/
That’s kind of you
I hope he/she is okey...
Zeysh D. me too
Is death a feeling...?
I’ve been feeling my whole life.
@@kristen9295 same
Yeah a calming feeling
😢😭😭😭🥺🥺😔😔😔
" Sleep Is not a sleep anymore, It's Just an escape from Reality ".
I’m slowly losing my mind because I feel trapped in this dark area, where everyone is out of reach. I’m too weak, I can’t, I’m not a fighter. It hurts me to know that while everyone is all happy, I’m slowly dying inside and they don’t even have single clue. It’s just that, I have to be a fighter for everyone else, but I can’t fight for myself. Some people ask me why I’m scared of the dark, I say I just am but really, I’m so fucking scared of it because it takes control of me, it takes my mind, and then it slowly drives me insane to the point where I have an urge to die. But I was too clueless back then and accepted it, because it promised me happiness. Anyways, I feel like I’m slowly getting driven to suicide now.
PlutoTrash 101 hey, if you would like I can give you my snap or phone number so you can talk to me if you want. i just know how you feel and i would like to help if you would let me?
Same here
You’re not the only one feeling this, we’re in the same boat. So please, if you need to, vent. It’ll make you feel better..I hope.
You are not alone .I am too here. Wait for the day to come when you will feel slighest bit okay. It will surely come........wait for it . I started to have panick attacks recently,it's so dark but belive me when it ends you feel better . You are strong , our whole community is so strong that people not suffering from it would never imagine. I pray to heaven that his angels hold you till you see the light.
Your not lost if you can still be found
Alexzander Cupp #Youwillbefound
R̸i̸n̸ L̸ Y̸e̸e̸ dear Evan Hansen..?
I’m to far out for that...
I'm lost. Genuinely.
@@lukedykes2929 People like me will find you
I’m so sad at this point that I feel nothing. I’ve gone back to pretending like everything is okay. Being the popular girl. The one everyone thinks has the best life. No one knows what’s going on. I tried to tell my parents, but I feel like they just threaten me with a therapist and take everything that keeps me going away thinking it’s the problem. I want the pain to stop but there’s no way I can get rid of it if no one wants to listen to me. They saw my cuts on my arm. Guess what they did? NOTHING. Just told me to stop. I can’t handle it anymore.
You say you want the pain to go away and there's no way to get rid of it if no one will. So, I'll listen. That is if you want.
distance your self from the toxic
@@nonbinarymisfit3716 used to talk to me. Then YOU slithered into our relationship behind my back
It hurts when you think that one person will be there for you and then your in the world alone
i’ve been coming back to this account for the past 3 years its been awhile since the last time i was here maybe like 6 months but i’m back crying my eyes out hyperventilating in the same room and it just really hurts i also really miss this youtuber and really hope they’re okay
Check out medicated pete
I don’t want to hang on any longer I’m drowning over here and no one care enough to pull it back up
Love these depressing audios ♡
Anyone else alone in their room listening to these over and over again with their eyes closed just thinking
I feel death
"the violence i realized was unforgivable, is the violence we do to ourselves." relatable, everyone says "keep your head up but..i dont wanna fight anymore im to tired..
If life is cruel, then death must be kind. That's why dying is the most peaceful feeling in the world.
I’m going through it now, but guys you’ll find someone whose willing to stick with you trust yourself you’re all kings and queens be happy with who you are and don’t let others dictate you’re future, you fighting with someone stop and apologize or forgive them 2020 has been such a negative year we need more positivity around it’s so hard to get that. Keep you’re head up everyone
People tell me that the world is wide and full of person but the problem is that every person I've met hurted me so bad I don't think I can trust anyone anymore
It’s been a year since you last posted anything, I miss you
2 years now
3 years
4 years...
I appreciate this channel because for a long time when I went through a rough time and didn't handle it properly I would just listen to these audios for comfort, edits that really made me feel not so alone.
Now, I can be free.
I can relate to this
Senpai :3 Let me know if you're okay
I am know
i know that some people veel depressions i sometimes feel depression to but not everybody is going to stay in your life you need a way to find to accept yourself because you have to life the longest whit yourself you are a real person and if not everybody liked you than is that they problem not the yours find a way to be happy your also a person i am also a person everybody is not perfect
every day is like taking 1 step in a maze of my life being so lost.
Definitely praying for all who suffer with mental health issues on a daily basis. It is pure torture normal people will not ever understand. Still here 2021 by GOD'S GRACE not mine or mans
Why should I care for people who don't care about me? Happy is a decision they say but my happy is no where to be found in me. Its just a dark place where I realized I can't feel anything. 🖤🦋
everyday is a battle, it’s a battle to not let me thought conceive me, it’s a battle to put on that face smile all day so people don’t ask you what’s wrong. i just wanna be okay again, i hate always fighting. sometimes i feel like i’m losing the fight against my demons
Sense the beginning of 6th grade I don’t smile anymore( I used to), I haven’t once got asked “are you okay”, sometimes people in my class will be like “ I feel sorry for her “ and it just pisses me of. And I hate it so much I don’t even try to hide it but no one can see that I’m hurting. Up also my sister likes to joke around and say “you’re adopted” or a “mistake” or “disappointed” , that used to hurt now I’m passed the point where it hurts when she says that. Also people in some of my classes even my friends say, “you look depressed” when I’m not , I know I look depressed you don’t have to point it out. Also I’m moving during the summer, been where I live for about 2 years, so gonna move to my moms boyfriends house, which is in another state and I don’t want to move, I kinda like it here, next school year I’ll be in 7th grade so middle of middle school where people have friends. Sorry if it’s long
I’m a fuck up
just when did I start to think about suicide at anytime? Studying in class, riding bike on the street, cooking, sleeping,... so long, maybe today is the day, i cant bear it anymore
I wake up every morning and I feel.. numb. So passive yet so filled with rage and regret. So strong yet so brittle. A glass soldier.
I’m losing my mind by trying to figure out what is wrong with me, why I am the way I am and why I always ruin everything. These bad thoughts take over my mind and I don’t know how to stop them. I am trying so hard to keep those demons away from my head, but I’m too weak, I cannot fight them anymore. They have already taken over the best of me so what is there really left for me.
It’s feels good to know that you are not alone
this really helped my acting improve and really put myself in the peoples shoes, thank you so much!
these videos are actually how I feel... I've been through a lot lately.. I've been sad... I've smiled because its easier to fake a smile then to tell someone how you feel.. I've cut.. I've tried to hang myself... and sometimes I'm so done... I have a boyfriend I have a few friends and I can't.. how selfish of me... I'm just so done with my life my mom has cried to me and told me not to but I just can't...
i know its hard bc i have the same problem idk if u done with that but i'am not finish..
Thank you for everything you helped me with. I never thought Id make it this far
I like these videos they help me understand that everybody knows what pain and fear feels like inside
You're back, more PLEASE!!!
These things remind of the truth.But in a fucked up kind of way they also remind me I'm not alone.
My new fav youtuber from now on
I love it, saved it to my playlist
I love all of these, keep up all of your amazing work 💙
This is what life is ,fear ,rage, desire,love to stop feeling emotions ,to stop wanting to feel them is to feel DEATH..
This video isn’t quite poor it’s great it’s amazing. Don’t forget that simple can be the most and to someone of us it is the world.
I hope, everybody is OK. We are all going through very, tough Times.
These videos really help me realize how I really feel🤧
Congratulations for 100.000 subscribers!!!!
I really love your videos 😊❤️
Brooke darling I didn’t know that you made these kinds of videos they are so depressing I love it 😊
i'm not depressed.
i am hugely smiling right now.
It's been 3yrs... Hope you are doing good :)
this is probably my go to place when I'm depressed. If feel less alone in being a failure and alone if that makes sense.
All these things are so touching...
watch this poetic video too if u like It's My Sky at ruclips.net/video/3nnNJYHi9Vs/видео.html!
Hey not matter what happen to you guys these days untill you guys come here to watch this video, i just want to say HEY CHEER UP YOU CAN CHANGES YOURSELF TO BE A BETTER PERSON EVEN ITS HARD BUT ITS WORTH IT JUST BE PATIENCE. you can do that slowly not to rush.
"Sometimes you have to lose a few marbles, and have it roll to find new pavement."
Hopefully everyone is doing okay, or at least to their current capability. We were never meant to carry this type of burden alone. That's why we have others.
There are times were genuine feelings are just feelings and remembrances and sorrows but I think some depression is only temporary and as long as you realize that you can get through it without drugs. In fact I would say it's an illness if you just take a few days off you can overcome it
nothing can explain how much i hate myself bc i hurt her again for a thousanth time and i regret it so much. i am just lost and hurt, really really hurt. it's gotten to the point where i don't care what's gonna happen to me i don't care if a car hits me or if someone shoots me in the street, as long as she is happy i simply don't care, but she isn't and it's all my fault. im tired of this life and i really just wanna rest. im tired and no matter how hard i try to change things they just keep getting worse bc of me. i hate everything about myself and this fucking deranged world. im tired.
I promised my friend that I will never cut myself again but … we all know what happened at this point
(I’ve been cutting for 2 years and i was clean for 3 months)
Me 2 too😭i just couldn't handle it anymore
I know you can , i now you are strong please continue i know life its gonna put you down but if you continue you will have a nice life , stay safe
“maybe i didn’t really want to kill myself, but i still kinda did” is how i feel right now. bc all the mental abuse i did to myself back then took a role in me. even after reuniting with what broke me still didn’t cure any of the pieces i lost along the way and i can never feel the same ever again for a long long time.
i personitly relate to these videos bc I go to school everyday and put on a fake smile to make people think im okay and it works no one ever realizes what I go through until a week ago where i was walking down the hall at my house and i burst into tears and all my parents (my aunt and grandma) did was offer to take me to therapy (for the 3rd time) it sucks all I want is someone to be there for me and it absolutely sucks when no one understands you bc u can't even understand yourself sometimes if that even makes sense
Who notice the fact is this was 3 years ago and nobody cared or worried what happend to this person..
NO.YOU AREN'T. START OVER AGAIN. YOU ARE A WINNER. YOU CAN DO IT. I BELIEVE IN YOU.
Far to many people live in desperation. .Far to many people compare themselves to others. To the perception others are smarter..prettier..handomerer.. Etc etc. No peace comes. Best to give Thanks for ALL YOU ARE ALL YOU HAVE. EVEN IF 1 PERSON LOVES YOU...YOU ARE WEALTHY BEYOND MEASURE. 💜💞
Hi Anne,
How are you doing?
I'm so tired... i'm so tired for evrything , no one understand me , no one.
ik what thats like bc im also missunderstood
1:18 i like this part the most. Very deep and poetic
The loneliness man...it sucks...it sucks so god damn much
This video isn't quite poor, it's fantastic, just like your other videos
I've been listening to these and I'm crying and little bit chuckling ( idk why I'm chuckling )
CLEXA 😩😩😩
I sent one of these to my friend and she was crying but that how I felt when I lisened to them ❤️
I use your audio! Thank you very much! I love it!
It's so dark here , i'm very hurting , so so much...
I promise to myself to never be sad
But...
But....
But I'm sad 😭
Hey
Hope you're doing ok and you're having a good day
Just to remind you that even if you're having dark times it's ok, you need to feel sadness to feel happiness
Never stop being a believer and hope for the best :)
Lots of love and support stranger on the Internet
"This is what life is..."
Sometimes you have to listen to some negative to become more positive
the perfect alarm sound doesn't exists-
This song really hits me so hard.I hope there's a place when i could scream out loud and cry..No one gives a fuck about what depression really is.I WANT TO END THIS FEELINGS.Im drain,tired,im in pain,im helpless and hopeless.
Hey, friend. I took the video and translated, I put your credits. thanks. :)
By far my favorite one. It truly is the violence that we do to ourselves and I should deserve better than how I am treating myself. But my hope is one day I will wake up and be proud, proud of myself and find true self love.
😂😂 you’re funny
Simply true, easier way.
I don’t need to. I love my life and the people around me. You’re just wasting your time replying. But I guess lol good try.
Then you re just weak, emotion/empathy is just weakness, i'm not gonna waste more my time with you. I know you'll fall later
I’ll never fall. You’ll make me stronger. I wish you the best though. Because I do care, even though I don’t know you.
i NEED to make an animation of one of your videos.
i love your video's ❤ i fall in sleep whit it😻
Hi really love this channel. It really helped me because I felt like i was talking to someone but I wasn’t. I had a crush on a boy for 9 months now and he did really stupid things and judge me but I never took those words as he said them but I always as hearing how he talks to me and stuff. ( btw im really skinny ) and he came to me and said why are your legs so skinny i feel like me arms are thicker that your legs and it really hurts hearing those works come out of a boy that I really wanted and respect and I’ve have enough and I screamed at him I started crying and I couldn’t anymore I really wanted to kill my self and get out of that situation, and im really mad at my crush but I seriously cannot think about him please help 😭.
People say "it's ok,it'll get Better but put it doesn't.it only gets worse
hey are u okay? where are you?
I ask my best friend daily “can I jump off a cliff?” He says “not today maybe tomorrow” the next day i ask him again but the day he lets me jump never comes
Iam not jumped any welcome my der all timed uam any bedy sliented but not thing any gues good way good freined es ok
People say that I'm faking depression because I smile. The truth is I smile on the outside but dying in the inside.
“i have been so lost- i have been losing my mind. and you dont even see it.” 😭💔 0:42
Thank you...
I relate to all sad videos like this I've had enough of my life I want it to end I always wear a fake smile and i don't want to carry one feeling this pain
to someone in pain-i understand i know what ur going threw im there too but its hard to be true saying ''im fine'' so ppl can stop asking whats wrong bc they wouldnt understand the pain were living the things that cant be fixed the scars that can be removed but asking why,why me,why am i living still yea its hardbut dont end it see if theres hope if not ask a friend whos been there ask and say how did they do it.-ashlee
Never expected that from you
I don't know why but her voice is killing me inside......crying*
I cried so much
I want to cry, but i can't
Am I the only one who listens to these videos not because I’m depressed, they actually calm me and make me feel better...