James Marriott - Romanticise This (Official Music Video)

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  • Опубликовано: 29 авг 2024
  • God forbid that I romanticise this.
    Stream it: open.spotify.c...
    Starring James Marriott
    Debuting Roman the Balloon
    Director- Maya Katherine
    Creative Director & DOP - Orr Piamenta
    Producer- Anniston Quinn
    Camera Operator- Louisa Paterson
    Gaffer- Adam Tidd
    Spark- Seb Yeo
    Hair and Make Up Artist- Poppy Ella
    Editor- Orr Piamenta
    Colourist- Diego Peña
    BTS and Thumbnail - Will Fraser
    Stills- Sevina Lee, Madeleine Clench
    Shot on Super8

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  • @JamesMarriottOfficial
    @JamesMarriottOfficial  Год назад +724

    You can stream it everywhere!
    ingrv.es/romanticise-this-awb-j

    • @cupidzsflx
      @cupidzsflx Год назад +8

      ITS FIRE BIG MAN ‼️‼️🫶

    • @spider.bites0
      @spider.bites0 Год назад +5

      ABSOLUTE BANGER

    • @Anatol590
      @Anatol590 Год назад +3

      I need lyrics, please🥰

    • @RippedBarney
      @RippedBarney Год назад +1

      BEST SONG YET JIMBO‼‼‼‼‼‼‼‼

    • @derpymcderpster5526
      @derpymcderpster5526 Год назад +1

      Houston, we have a problem. The Qobuz link is not functioning. Leads to a 404 error

  • @WillNE
    @WillNE Год назад +324

    wee wee waa wee woo

  • @k31rar
    @k31rar Год назад +2299

    literally obsessed with this new era of james' music, it's actually insane

    • @HannahMarriott
      @HannahMarriott Год назад +12

      same bruh

    • @Lovefromali
      @Lovefromali Год назад +16

      He’s in his slaying era

    • @MysteriaTV
      @MysteriaTV Год назад +2

      @@LovefromaliFR

    • @shroo_3933
      @shroo_3933 Год назад +1

      I agree!

    • @orangutang5683
      @orangutang5683 Год назад +12

      You can hardly tell it's the same artist the way the quality has just shot through the roof

  • @MrJagsterS
    @MrJagsterS Год назад +676

    This about to be on repeat for the rest of the year!!

  • @wisp
    @wisp Год назад +100

    hehe those balloons were smooshing booties
    just like this song ;)

  • @mushroom4286
    @mushroom4286 Год назад +559

    There’s just something about James’s vocals that just pulls me in every single music video

  • @kyrabutnot
    @kyrabutnot Год назад +1047

    Seeing James come this far is so inspirational. And it's always a banger every time he releases a new song. Keep up the great work Jimbo!

  • @BaconTheForsaken
    @BaconTheForsaken Год назад +123

    I felt my heart chip off a bit when James bought flowers for Roman and came home to them cheating with their THERAPIST.
    Amazing music, you never fail at impressing me with each new song release

  • @AreYouSureItsIzzy
    @AreYouSureItsIzzy Год назад +765

    I genuinely love this music video. The way it portrays how shit life can get and when you try and force it to get better when you "romanticise" it just doesn't work and your life gets worse. This is so creative and the song is even better!

  • @Pinely
    @Pinely Год назад +538

    Was an absolute blast co-directing this for you Mr Marriott 🫀 ❤ shoutout to roman the balloon

    • @kweenkate
      @kweenkate Год назад +9

      roman the ballon is the coolest balloon :D! ❤❤

    • @cupcakegaming882
      @cupcakegaming882 Год назад +3

      Real

    • @diseasedoll
      @diseasedoll Год назад +2

      i love roman balloon so mUch 😖💕

  • @1edgycinnamonroll795
    @1edgycinnamonroll795 Год назад +142

    Lyrics (I wrote it out so I could see them all. It's such a beautiful song I'm literally holding back tears right now. Thank you so much for your beautiful music James Marriott):
    It's the same old story
    And the same look in my eye
    Don't pretend you see me,
    It only serves me right
    I won't go slowly
    She said "won't you call me one more time?"
    If you insist
    God Forbid that I romanticize this
    God forbid that I romanticize this
    God forbid that I romanticize this
    It's the same old story
    When you start to lie
    And you push against me
    To delay my decline
    I won't go slowly
    She said "won't you hold me one more time"
    A bitter kiss
    God forbid that I romanticize this
    God forbid that I romanticize this
    God forbid that I romanticize this
    The last time
    This is the last time
    This is the last time (this is the last time)
    Pick up the phone
    To let you know
    That you're alone now
    The last time (this is the last time)
    I'll pick up the phone to let you know
    That you're alone now
    God forbid that I romanticize this
    God forbid that I romanticize this
    Let me know if I messed anything up

    • @toofuuu
      @toofuuu Год назад +26

      You bloody legend. Now for the chords.
      Verse:
      Dmaj7- (repeat only first time) - Amaj - Gmaj -Gmin (only at romantisice this)
      Chorus:
      Dmaj7 - Amaj - Bmin - Gmaj -Gmin (at romanticise this)
      Bridge (unsure but i hope tjis works. Otherwise fiddle around abit):
      Dmaj7 - Amaj - Bmin - Gmaj - A#maj
      Then the last chorus is just a chorus again. And the verse is the same blah blah.
      Hope you enjoy it.

    • @heyyallscotthere6046
      @heyyallscotthere6046 Год назад +12

      Y'all are actually so cool thank you both lmaoo

    • @Grexsome
      @Grexsome Год назад +10

      Oh my god you guys are both so cool, I hope you are having terrific days and about to receive huge opportunities

  • @Charfromlvjy
    @Charfromlvjy Год назад +218

    I’m so proud of you James

  • @RubyKkitty
    @RubyKkitty Год назад +392

    This made me cry, it's such an emotional story portrayed really well through the use of imagery and symbolism within both the lyrics and the visuals of the music video. You've done really well with this one and I'm glad I could join you on your journey of improvement over the time that I've known and supported you. Also I hate to break the mood but that coat fucks. Literally the coolest coat I've ever seen.

    • @maddief.8956
      @maddief.8956 Год назад +47

      I was looking for someone that felt as strongly about the coat as I do. I want that coat.

    • @RubyKkitty
      @RubyKkitty Год назад +8

      @@maddief.8956 You've got good taste bc that coat is amazing as hell

    • @HannahMarriott
      @HannahMarriott Год назад +4

      Mate I sobbed in the middle of Valencia on my first holiday with a partner listening to this 😂🙈❤️

    • @HannahMarriott
      @HannahMarriott Год назад +5

      ​@@maddief.8956custom made but it's gorgeous, based off of the Elmer books (look up if you don't know)

    • @henrietta9394
      @henrietta9394 Год назад +2

      @@HannahMarriottI thought of Elmer as soon as I saw it 😭

  • @im-sleepy-naz
    @im-sleepy-naz 9 месяцев назад +14

    james is fhe type of guy to be cheated on by a balloon then realese is in to the sky while a masterpiece of music plays

  • @loveuzi_
    @loveuzi_ 8 месяцев назад +11

    mom loves you, james. everytime i put on james marriott or lovejoy she says "omg, i love how grungy it is." or "it's so grunge!" love your way to describe it, laura.

  • @Ash27537
    @Ash27537 Год назад +72

    I don’t think James’ voice has ever sounded more beautiful, I am in love with this song

  • @_F4IRY.ARI_
    @_F4IRY.ARI_ Год назад +23

    the symvolism
    the film style
    the vibes
    THE SONG
    love this sm.

  • @riven9179
    @riven9179 Год назад +25

    Instructions were unclear and we romanticized the balloon

  • @peterschertz2451
    @peterschertz2451 Год назад +282

    Amazing song. Great concept and beautiful direction of the music video. The loud shouting sections of the song caught me off guard, and contrast beautifully with the quiet portions. It really is a testament to how much your voice has improved over the years

  • @KokichisScarf
    @KokichisScarf Год назад +60

    As me and my dad's sat in our car, we were listening to my music and this came on. My dad says "Who sings that" Me: "James Mariott" Dad: "I like this. He's better than that Lovejoy band"

    • @dahliwebb
      @dahliwebb Год назад +7

      Whattt thats so funny Also I love LoveJoy

    • @Sunlit_Moonjoy
      @Sunlit_Moonjoy 9 месяцев назад +3

      Same I love both personally

  • @LivejoyHQ
    @LivejoyHQ Год назад +19

    THIS IS FIRE

  • @ListerThePupper
    @ListerThePupper 9 месяцев назад +6

    imma be so proud when I can say that “I listened to James marriot before he was one of the most popular artists in the world”

    • @tr-st_me_bro
      @tr-st_me_bro 6 месяцев назад +1

      Frrr imma show my grandkids this shit

  • @HarleyTBS
    @HarleyTBS Год назад +3

    THIS IS SO GOOD AAA

  • @watchingaccount552
    @watchingaccount552 Год назад +35

    you and everyone involved did such a good job on this. i respect that you're giving balloons jobs aswell. they don't get given a chace in the music industry anywhere near as much as they should

  • @Anatol590
    @Anatol590 Год назад +37

    Verse 1
    It's the same old story
    And the same look in my eyes
    Don't pretend you see me
    It only serves me right
    I won't go slowly
    She said, "Won't you call me one more time?"
    If you insist
    God forbid that I romanticise this
    Chorus
    God forbid that I romanticise this
    God forbid that I romanticise this
    Verse 2
    It's the same old story
    When you start to hide
    And you push against me
    To delay my decline
    I won't go slowly
    She said, "Won't you hold me one more time?"
    A bitter kiss
    God forbid that I romanticise this
    Chorus
    God forbid that I romanticise this
    God forbid that I romanticise this
    Bridge
    The last time
    This is the last time
    This is the last timе! (This is the last time)
    Pick up the phonе to let you know
    That you're alone now
    This is the last time! (This is the last time)
    Pick up the phone to let you know
    That you're alone now
    Outro
    God forbid that I romanticise this
    God forbid that I romanticise this

    • @yes2074
      @yes2074 Год назад +3

      It’s when you start to lie not hide

  • @wilbuuuh
    @wilbuuuh Год назад +105

    it’s like the quality of ur music increases with every song man :) you’ve really gone above and beyond. this is sick

  • @sincerely_silas
    @sincerely_silas Год назад +17

    This new era of James' music hits HARD it's so fucking good, I love this style so much, and the instrumentals are just YES

  • @YaBams0
    @YaBams0 Год назад +49

    I think it might be the first time I ever comment on a video, but damn that was amazing.
    I went into it without any expectations because I never listened to anything made by James, I am so pleasantly surprised. The vocals fit the mood of the music video perfectly and it's complimented by some really moving instrumentals. From the mixing to your voice itself, the lyrics and everything made it a very emotional listen.
    Thank you for making this kind of music, hope to see you have the success you deserve with it :)

  • @trustinsfavchild
    @trustinsfavchild Год назад +32

    once again, an absolute banger from james. every single time I'm more and more amazed by how far james has come with both his vocals and song in general. good job james!!

  • @starloss_ace
    @starloss_ace Год назад +22

    This is about to be looped all day :D

  • @girattle_7716
    @girattle_7716 Год назад +24

    Love the visuals in this video! The way balloons are used to represent people is such a great idea

  • @thebunzo
    @thebunzo Год назад +28

    this song is euphoric, well done jimbo!! we're proud of you for coming so far

  • @Rbexa1
    @Rbexa1 Год назад +37

    This song is awesome! We are all so proud of you James!

  • @xxjessxx-mf1ki
    @xxjessxx-mf1ki Год назад +15

    this music video was by far one of james’s best ones 🫶 such a strong and meaningful message too…proud of you jimbo ❤

  • @idontknow2588
    @idontknow2588 Год назад +8

    Love James, been a fan for many years. Don’t really listen to his music but this come up on my recommended and I’m so glad I decided to listen because it’s one of my favs at the moment now ❤

  • @a_wild_fern
    @a_wild_fern Год назад +12

    Amazing song! Towards the beginning when it was like a switch flipped for the guitar to come in was just absolutely insane, my jaw dropped. I loved it sm

  • @PeterMCRA
    @PeterMCRA Год назад +8

    Always a good day when Jimbo releases music

  • @lurianie
    @lurianie Год назад +3

    the balloons leaving at the end is a great metaphor for people’s fathers leaving after watching your lives James 😊

  • @Wibluh
    @Wibluh Год назад +21

    This song is amazing. the fact that at the end it all repeats is a nice touch to the music video. beautifully shot and sang !!

  • @Poppehh
    @Poppehh Год назад +2

    james riding on his bike in a pink unicorn helmet is a mood

  • @sowainne
    @sowainne Год назад +24

    Your voice came out so beautifully in this song

  • @soothouse780
    @soothouse780 Год назад +6

    Something about his songs just brings out feelings i didnt know i had

  • @sophierxg
    @sophierxg Год назад +42

    The music, the cinematography and the vocals are amazing! Everything fits together so well this is so cool!

    • @masterpieceofsunset61
      @masterpieceofsunset61 Год назад +1

      James has come so far in his vocal training. So proud of him. 😭

  • @stratuss_
    @stratuss_ Год назад +2

    i love the painful yearning in those last strong “god forbid” it makes me just sad enough

  • @neverice9047
    @neverice9047 Год назад +6

    Seeing how far you've come since your earlier music, I feel like ive been part of a group of people who have experienced something really special, watching you grow an progress as an artist is something really inspiring to me, as someone who wants to start writing music and to everyone else who wants to pursue music. You've created something really special here James, not just your music but the community that comes with it. Thank You.

  • @asht0nxd72
    @asht0nxd72 5 месяцев назад +2

    I love the screamy moments at 2:12, soo good

  • @dragondoesmusic4340
    @dragondoesmusic4340 Год назад +28

    Hi James this is epic damn saw you at Weekender where you played so long and that was epic can't wait for the full EP to drop ❤

  • @Ubercheems
    @Ubercheems Месяц назад +3

    Happy one year anniversary to Romanticise This, wooo

  • @isabellawolsey280
    @isabellawolsey280 Год назад +7

    i swear every song james releases his voice just gets better and better!! cannot wait for the album🤩🫶🏼

  • @P0ett__
    @P0ett__ Год назад +2

    I absolutely love this song but now canonically in the James music universe he is married to a balloon and I love it- keep up the good work Jimbo ^^

  • @moss675
    @moss675 Год назад +10

    This new era of James Marriott music is my absolute favourite, keep up the incredible work Jimbo!

  • @Z3taFitz427
    @Z3taFitz427 Год назад +2

    I don't know if this was intentional or if I'm just reading to far into it but the ending where the guitar starts up again really furthers that message of being in a cycle you cant get out of, even when you knowing that it won't end well. Plus with him starting of video of what I assume is the wedding tape again.
    I also have a suspicion this is about loss tearing apart relationships/marriages cause that looked like a kids bicycle helmet he was holding during the counselling and wearing in the bike ride. If that's the case that's even more heart-wrenching cause the mix of grief from losing a partner and a family member all rolled into one.
    This is such and amazing song and I love the video for it, it adds so much to the message its so well done!

  • @forevertiredkrystal4705
    @forevertiredkrystal4705 Год назад +3

    literally sobbing that I can't see James live at the Aussie shows because I am in LOVE with this song. its so sick to see how far he's grown as an artist and you can bet im sticking around to see what's next

  • @zeamazingchipz8580
    @zeamazingchipz8580 11 месяцев назад +2

    Okay, but his acting is actually that good that my heart aches...

  • @ladywiththeblueeyes
    @ladywiththeblueeyes Год назад +10

    This is suck a banger James. Seeing you become so far with the music is honestly amazing. Keep up the good work!

    • @jaidenq
      @jaidenq Год назад +4

      suck a banger 😭

  • @JaedaKnows
    @JaedaKnows Год назад +2

    10/10 vocals, 10/10 production, 10/10 storyline, 10/10 cinematography, 10/10 James, 10/10 EVERYTHING OML ILY JAMES.

  • @sStormy
    @sStormy Год назад +12

    OMG THIS IS SICK 🔥🔥🔥

  • @TyRiver4671
    @TyRiver4671 Год назад +2

    ok, how tf is James not more popular yet. Like come on I've been waiting but seriously. I feel bad for him. This is fucking incredible. Keep going Jimbo, please.

  • @Lemoniscake
    @Lemoniscake Год назад +4

    BANGER BANGER BANGER BANGER!!!

  • @perrytheplatypus22
    @perrytheplatypus22 Год назад +8

    can't wait to make this on my Spotify wrapped 💪

  • @selkai404
    @selkai404 Год назад +4

    YES IT'S FINALLY OUT!! Better than expected!!! 🎉💛

  • @baconplayz5673
    @baconplayz5673 9 месяцев назад +2

    This song means a lot to to me. As a Trans-Women. Who has a bit of a struggle, being a women. I love this song. Part of me is constantly pushing the trans side of me away. Like I have to be my original self. Sometimes the trans side wants to come out, it wants attention. My parents are exactly ‘supportive’ of me. They seem to think that this isn’t right for me, simply because I didn’t have this dysphoria as kid. And how when my Mom met her little brother, she knew he was gay. And because of this part of me is like, “no im not trans I have to be who I originally am. I can’t do this”. And throughout all the transphobic comments and just things I keep getting told, it’s just like, god forbid that I romanticize these feelings of wanting to be a women. I just want to embrace these feelings and I want to romanticize them, like I’m being criticized for it. The ending of the song feels like to me, the last time that I push these feelings away and fully romanticize them. Which is something I haven’t been able to experience yet, but I really want too. I’m hoping one day, I say, “You know what, this is the last time. That I pick up the phone, to let the straight of me know, that they’re alone now.” And the trans side of me can fully be like understood and embrace itself. Theres a comic like the scenario I’m describing I can’t quite remember the name I think it was Chamelon who can’t change colors or something. I’m hoping one day that I’ll be able to experience that last bit though, and make this song even more special than it already is to me.

  • @LaraYoutubePerson
    @LaraYoutubePerson Год назад +8

    This is so special!!! Thank you for this masterpiece James, ur amazing :D

  • @felixdowde1222
    @felixdowde1222 11 месяцев назад +2

    Im seeing him live soon i will either cry or scream till i hurt myself when this song plays

  • @doovid_
    @doovid_ Год назад +15

    How do you make music this good!? Another incredible song James!

  • @memyself-iv4wf
    @memyself-iv4wf 6 месяцев назад +4

    It's the same old story
    And the same look in my eye
    Don't pretend you see me,
    It only serves me right
    I won't go slowly
    She said "won't you call me one more time?"
    If you insist
    God Forbid that I romanticize this
    God forbid that I romanticize this
    God forbid that I romanticize this
    It's the same old story
    When you start to lie
    And you push against me
    To delay my decline
    I won't go slowly
    She said "won't you hold me one more time"
    A bitter kiss
    God forbid that I romanticize this
    God forbid that I romanticize this
    God forbid that I romanticize this
    The last time
    This is the last time
    This is the last time (this is the last time)
    Pick up the phone
    To let you know
    That you're alone now
    The last time (this is the last time)
    I'll pick up the phone to let you know
    That you're alone now
    God forbid that I romanticize this
    God forbid that I romanticize this

  • @RuleFriskyy
    @RuleFriskyy 4 месяца назад +3

    I watch his RUclips videos way before I found his music (right now) and honestly I’m fucking blown away. Instantly one of my top artists. Sick of drill trap all that

  • @asheatsleaves
    @asheatsleaves Год назад +6

    JAMES. THIS IS PERFECT. THE VIBES, THE MUSIC, EVERYTHING, I LOVE IT ❤❤❤

  • @iibeeboh1206
    @iibeeboh1206 Год назад +8

    W song
    W lyrics
    W music video
    W jacket
    W EVERYTHING

  • @guitaross
    @guitaross Год назад +6

    I genuinely love this song, it is very different from all your other songs, the way you express yourself through music is unique, keep it up Jimbo!

  • @_rat_5758
    @_rat_5758 Год назад +4

    THAT DROP 🔥 obsessed with this song and the concept and the vocals - just wow

  • @chaotic_neutral-music
    @chaotic_neutral-music 10 месяцев назад +2

    Please James I wanna sob and scream this song is so good but please I don't need to cry more today

  • @Misshannahvand
    @Misshannahvand Год назад +6

    this is so good. so proud of the way youve come man, lovfe hearing how your sound has grown

  • @ethandodd80
    @ethandodd80 Год назад +1

    Found out James was performing main stage Reading fest so decided to give his music a listen. Will definitely be going along to watch him now

  • @colbykindalive
    @colbykindalive Год назад +13

    dam james this hits deep, proud of you bro

  • @BunniGoneBad
    @BunniGoneBad Год назад +2

    This song is beautiful I can’t stop crying

  • @jessclarey
    @jessclarey Год назад +8

    this music video hits different james, holy shit. speechless. so so proud of you

  • @brie
    @brie 10 месяцев назад +1

    the way this is your best video fr. the ending especially goes so so hard

  • @cupidzsflx
    @cupidzsflx Год назад +5

    WERE PROUDA YOU JAMESS ISTG YOUR SONGS GIVE ME A WILL TO LIVE 😭🫶🫶

  • @moylis3437
    @moylis3437 Год назад +8

    can`t believe a balloon cheated on James Marriott

  • @lucy5372
    @lucy5372 10 месяцев назад +4

    I like how the balloons could symbolise the fragility of love/relationships without the correct amount of attention or care. The way that he is the only ‘human’ may show that he has the most power in the situation, yet disregards it and goes down a path of self destruction. This power is also seen by him throwing the balloons out the window, showing he has control over the situation.
    English A-level is doing me dirty man…

  • @lunarphobic
    @lunarphobic Год назад +2

    im absolutely inlove with this new era of music. keep up all the good work james, we're all beyond proud of you mate :)

  • @shrewdobject3220
    @shrewdobject3220 Год назад +3

    James is so good at singing his emotions really shine through whatever he’s singing

  • @anemptyspritecan
    @anemptyspritecan Год назад +1

    😻😻😻 James is unbelievable. if James Marriott was the only artist I could listen to for the rest of my life, I would he happy. content. excited, even.

  • @itsapawllo
    @itsapawllo Год назад +5

    stunning as always james, you’re truly outdone yourself with this one ❤️‍🔥

  • @zeamazingchipz8580
    @zeamazingchipz8580 Год назад +1

    Oh my my my
    I actually did not expect this when i found out he makes music. This is so beautiful..

  • @draibat
    @draibat Год назад +7

    literally incredible as always, you never disappoint. everyone that worked on this song and music video is talented as shit

  • @sabahtahiyat7302
    @sabahtahiyat7302 10 месяцев назад +1

    I don't listen to James Marriott at all, but recently watched a few of his vids. Was on spotify listening to lovejoy, and this was recommended, so i though "let's listen to it!" And god I'm in love with this

  • @ruejustexists
    @ruejustexists Год назад +4

    This is amazing James. Well done, I'm very proud of you. And congrats on making me obsessed with the song.

  • @gabiinprogress
    @gabiinprogress Год назад +1

    Orr snapped on this!!! You snapped on this!!! Everyone snapped!!!!!!

  • @ethan26237
    @ethan26237 Год назад +4

    AYY LOVE YOU JAMES!! PROUD OF YOU MAN! THIS IS SICK

  • @why_cly
    @why_cly Год назад +1

    James: *makes a music video for a banger song with a ballon*
    Everyone: (insert excited screaming)

  • @Belle30096
    @Belle30096 9 месяцев назад +9

    The fact that me and my best friend were literally just listening to this and then he kissed me on the line “god forbid I romanticise this “

    • @im-sleepy-naz
      @im-sleepy-naz 8 месяцев назад +6

      an actual masterpiece, you were in a movie

  • @l0v3_b1t3z
    @l0v3_b1t3z Год назад +2

    The aesthetic is so beautiful and I nearly cried for the first seconds.
    Love it Jimbo!

  • @emilybaynham
    @emilybaynham Год назад +3

    love love love this!!! such an amazing concept, you keep getting better and better with every release. you growth is insane 🤩

  • @jennie8054
    @jennie8054 Год назад +1

    GOD DAMN!This is the first time I've listened to James' music, and it's great! Wow!

  • @caphold3r590
    @caphold3r590 Год назад +3

    LETS GO JAMES!!!

  • @rsunshine0777
    @rsunshine0777 Год назад +1

    I literally had no idea you were coming out with a song, but I’m so happy you have
    AND IT GOES WITH MY MUSIC TASTE SO WELL
    sorry the music started playing so I did all caps

  • @Breathing_in_sulfur
    @Breathing_in_sulfur Год назад +4

    Yeah i can see myself screaming these lyrics . amazing work as always ❤

  • @waspthebug4383
    @waspthebug4383 Год назад +1

    ive watched james streams for a while but admittedly haven’t checked out his music before now and oh my god this goes so hard, can already picture this popping up in my spotify wrapped this year lmao