LONGING TO DIE

I thought I would share with you something very personal. I have been longing to die. It's not suicidal, it's not depression, it's just a kind of weariness because although I'm doing my passion, I'm doing what I love to do, it's just more and more and more and more of it. So, I lie on the bed and I project myself into a world where I'm passing and it's wonderful because I meet the masters and there's a great amount of tears and a great amount of celebration and then that fades and I meet my family and then I meet my family.
And then I meet my twin soul. And it's just the most marvelous adventure. Now, when I have shared this with a few people, I find that many, many people feel the same. And what I've realized, it's not the time to go. It's just not the time to go. We are needed on the planet at the moment. And, um, San Germain has said to me, Well, when I finish this cycle of work, then I can go.
Yay, yay, yay. Now, I feel also that I have still some growth to do. I've still got to be able to Be the master
that lives in the moment and enjoys every moment and is appreciative and grateful for everything. I'm not quite there yet. It's coming, it's coming. But while I am here, I better take full advantage of the moment. Learning those things so that I don't have to come back again. Or if I do come back again, it will be through choice.
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