Inner Movement - Edward Art (Neville Goddard Inspired)
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- Опубликовано: 2 окт 2024
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If you find yourself miserable or helpless here, may I tell you that you are not condemned to the state by a deity outside of yourself, for everything that takes place in your world is but a movement within God.
We are told that in the very beginning the Spirit of God moved upon the face of the waters and things came into being. Everything; your misery, your helplessness, your joy, your sorrow, no matter what it is, comes into being by a movement within God, and he is not a deity outside yourself.
You are not a helpless being, but the operant power of God. Seated as you are now, you can move without moving physically because your eternal body is all Imagination, called Jesus Christ in scripture. You are God’s power and wisdom.
So if you find yourself in a place where you are miserable and feel helpless, it is because you either knowingly or unknowingly fell into that state, and not because of the condemnation of some deity outside of you.” - Neville
Artwork: AI Image prompted by me.
unrelated but i remember in your old videos you used to end it with "i hope this helps" and in the later videos you end it with "glad this helps"
Loyalty to the state is loving the new you now. Persisting is love.
I don’t like the word “manifest” . Sick of it. Thank you Edwardart. The physical expression of it - You speak to many of our minds helping us by catching those irritating dreaded words that only cause pressure . I have not even gone past three minutes but had to stop and thank you right away
Manifest means to bring forth. My mentor calls it “giving life to the lovely.” It’s a cool way to shift perspective and step away from the word itself.
@@valeriecarruthers7084 that’s beautiful
lol yeah. always sounds like something you have to work for to achieve
Such a great video! And I agree, we're not manifesting or attracting, we're expressing ourselves. Neville did say, "push your desire out of you, push it out!" He knew your desire comes out of you and your 4D, and expresses itself into the 3D. It all comes from you.
I agree.
We can only express ourselves by using Life on Earth to make Images for our IMAGINED-NATION.
It is the print on paper that’s the true and real DEFINED DESIGN…..”WORD”…..
Edward's new voice is just wow
Lol I thought I heard it differently too
@@alecel1450 me to lol. His voice is maturing.
Cute voice ❤
i was wondering this!!
Better recording quality for sure.
That one was good. Don’t try to get it from others but get it from yourself , it’s a mirror reality , they will reflect back your new self concept. It’s just a one sentence yet I keep falling out of it and go back to old ways. 30 years old habits.
I feel safe listening to the sound of your voice 💚🥲
I unsubscribed from all my Neville Goddard-related saved channels this morning because I felt they had taken me to a dead end street in the wrong city. Now I find this and your calm voice and gentle guidance to my inner self has opened up a whole new journey. Thank you.
thank you so much edward. i really needed this, you literally changed my life and I'm not exaggerating, thank you!
how?...
My day is always improved when there is a new video from Edward to inspire and expand my mind! ❤
Think of thoughts as True or False, not Good or Bad - that really shifted something inside if me.
Thank you Edward, just thinking of you, then boom, a new video.
Wow! This is awesome. Made me realize how many mirrors we actually compare ourselves to throughout the day. And how we just accept those comparisons as if they’re true without.
Thanks for making this! Super necessary! 🎉
Such a home listening to Edward ❤
I've just been listening to a few of your videos for the first time, and something big has shifted for me, like never before. It's all completely clicked for me. Thank you so much for your crystal clear explanations! Its gold ✨️ 💛
Okay Edward, you didnt have to go deep with your voice. Now, i have a lil crush 🙂 ♡.
@0 N E how do you know ?
Manifest is Man Eye Feast….
Your experiences on Earth affords you to add Image to your IMAGINED-NATION.
Desire is the feeling in which implies you to start making your images
"Truth is coupled with love. Think about what you love and you're thinking things that are true."
Edward, I finally understand the reason why I keep being stuck in the loop of resenting my parents while also wanting to manifest good things for them. Because I started giving my bad thoughts power and thinking "This must be the true me, so I'm a failure at manifesting, maybe I won't change, I have no idea how to change" But earlier for the first time I asked myself "But what is it that I do I love?" And the answers kept coming 🥲 I realized there's so much love within me buried within the hate I considered as my Truth. But they're not. If the things that I love are only things that are true for me then I should just keep breathing life into everything that I love without holding anything back. I can change 🩷 I don't need to be fearful of my thoughts anymore I can just not claim them as my truth and the world wil reflect it.
Anyone listening to the video still doesn't understand that there is only spirit the inner man or whatever name you called it. That is it and if you still not getting that well keep doing what others are telling you to do about your life. Humans we all make judgment that what we do all day and all our life is shape with judgment in the end of the day is about if you're happy with your judgment about yourself? Yes or no pick who you're. We are reality we arenthe most important thing in the whole existence how come people don't see that? Love no love you know how you love yourself, don't you? Just love and keep loving yourself and be thankful to see love face to face. It's natural
So its all about how much we love who we are?
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Yes, without hurting yourself or others. Remember how beautiful you're believe in love
Take a look at a new born baby Look at them you only see love and curiosity. Be like that again. Think about yourself the time in life you had the most fun without judging yourself or other just pure fun if you can think about yourself and other like that and imagine what you would like to experience in this life without wondering how it would happen just what kind of fun you would have. Judgement is not bad is just how we defined everything. Humans only make judgement 😂😂😂😂😂🤣🤣🤣 Monday,Tuesday , tomorrow ,2023 , they are all judgements about something but in deep sleep we don’t make judgements. Love is the best judgement to express. ❤️❤️ I really hope you see this cause you are love and you know that you just think is something else. It is simple just like your eyes reading this message easy right. You get this
@@zoetele123 The smile i had on my face reading this twice… man. Ok i see what you are saying it is simple just live in joy without judgement just pure being.
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Yeah my man you get it. I’m so happy to see that now don’t hold back gooooooooooooooooooooooooo enjoy your best life 🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩
Hi Edward, thank you, you are deeply appreciated, I wish I could put it in words, what it meant to me when I commented on your vid and all you said WAS.. CONGRATULATIONS.. ( COPLETION) that was immediately after a meditation, where I asked for a definite answer.. Once again thank you
Soon as I opened YT and saw this I smiled so big! 🥰 TY Edward
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Wow, all your posts blows me away!! Thank you. I appreciate you!! ❤
you know it's a good day when new edward art video drops
I love Edward's explanations, definitely the best teacher of this generation. And I love his new voice
i feel like i always have a hard time with judging my thoughts or more so my desires as 'good or evil' because i always have this feeling that with what i desire, especially when it comes to what my career or life looks like, i have some kind of responsibility i guess to choose something that is not so 'selfish' or would 'be more beneficial' for the community/humanity. but at the same time, like you said, i know i should focus more on judging by what is true and what is false. but sometimes i can't seem to tell the difference or i feel like my 'truth' is a 'bad' thing.
(i don't know if this made sense lol but i would appreciate your or anyone else's advice if you read this :) thank you ! )
Sounds like you may have some people pleasing tendencies. To release that, you could remember Neville's "Everyone is you pushed out" insight.
@@Xektt yeah i definitely have those haha ,, thank you for your advice !
i really appreciate it :)
Yes! We I need another video on the same topic, because I'd listened to your video "Frequency" in which you talked about the importance of consistently imagining &feeling the wish fulfilled. Now sorry to say that this video got me a little confused,because If I start becoming 'desireless', by giving myself 'whatever' I want 'in my mind' I don't see the need for frequently/consistently living in the feeling of wish fulfilled.
Desireless is already being persistently fulfilled within.
@@mitch1078 Yes. But in that case I don't feel the need for treating imagination like a muscle that needs to be worked frequently.
@@grant178 Neville taught to walk by Faith. Faith is loyalty to unseen reality being Imagination. He referred to this morning noon and night.
Just before I sleep ? Awesome for the subconscious.
I don't wanna simp but why is your voice getting more beautiful 🙂
Simp away 😂. I play his voice in the background when I work and when the video changes to another video I get mildly annoyed
i love all these different ways of seeing these teachings, very great to really solidify the understanding of it
if you only knew how much you helped me... you changed my life! now i feel complete only changing self. tysm, Edward
i love this channel so much ♡
This man sounds so fine
ONGGGGG
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The voice beyond the throat 🦪🫀⚔️
can you add captions ♥︎
I feel like I’ve shifted realities because that’s a sultry voice if I’ve ever heard one
I do! I do! I do!!! Thank you Edward ✨
This came at the perfect time as always ♡
How valuable my time is has been standing out to me a lot recently, and a lot of the points you made resonate with me deeply
Something I’ve always told myself is that if I am not in the state that I want to be, I have no business trying to solve fears and thoughts from a limited mind
📍se você quer realmente mudar o seu mundo interior só depende de você
Ual, obrigada Edward 👏🏻
I have this daydream that comes to me naturally.
In the daydream, I meet you and I drop to my knees and start crying while looking up at you trying to hold your hands and I say,
“You don’t know how much you’ve helped me.”
Actually tearing up now thinking about it. I’ve watched a number of your videos 10+ times and always learn something new. I’ve listened to your videos while crying because it resonated with me. I just made sense.
I discovered you in February and I was in a bad way. Well not anymore, I’m the happiest i’ve ever been and I love experiencing in my imagination and it does all feel real now.
Thanks so much for everything. My life is forever changed.
Not really getting this video ..I know it’s because I’m on the verge of a newer awareness..where’s the young boy in your voice it’s like you’ve become a part of yourself that’s moved past all the pain you spoke of in former videos All I hear now is peace and ease …I put it on loop as I slept last night ..I know it’s an inner journey..I feel more in control today of my own thoughts and fulfilling my desires..
My desire is to meet Edward 😀🙈
your voice is so soothing, I love it so much
You only need thought to make the image for your IMAGINED-NATION….
and it automatically rids…..
HOWEVER….if you attach your feeling to the thought…then you will suffer IN THE PHYSICAL BODY….and that FEELING BECOMES YOUR
DIS-EASE
Daddy Edward
It is not for us to accept anything…WE ARE TO “USE” AND “RID”…..using is ridding. It doesn’t take feeling….it doesn’t produce emotion.
Just know what your want….write the description on paper….AND LET IT GO.
Feeling isn’t needed
Hello Edward I love you contact so much , do you have Twitter account ? We will love to have you in loatwt.
oh pls no. loatwt is immature & cares a LOT abt physical results (especially sp's) to the point they don't even care how the law actually works but just keep desiring without fulfilling themselves. they will listen to anyone w a big following & jump from challenge to challenge.
the ones who are genuinely interested in learning the law & expanding their knowledge WILL find Edward. not to idolize Edward but his knowledge & wisdom is too much for loatwt which is still debating over saturating/logic/vain repetition/dom thoughts or states/imagination
Thank You For This Video. 🙏🏻 Great Soothing Calming Voice. Easy To Understand
I used to get frustrated because I used to say the mirror doesn’t match my state of consciousness, my vibe, my thought pattern, my perception, imagination etc. till I understood that the mirror is reflecting me back NOT my current state of consciousness, NOT my current thought process etc. But reflecting me back faithfully my last state of consciousness, my last imaginal act etc. So now I see the mirror as a chart where I can see my development, my progress, how I Am doing regarding my Work. Kind of a personal couch, that’s how I see the mirror and before seeing the mirror this way, the couch was an a$$ hole, judging my progress, telling me I was doing it wrong, you’re not doing it right, this is not for you, the couch was oppressing me, the couch was disappointed. But now I have a new coach who no matter what I do this couch is proud and always have good words to say, this couch is always encouraging me saying: You’re doing great, keep up with the good work! You’re amazing! Excellent job, excellent move, excellent choice! You can never do wrong if you’re committed and faithful to yourself! This couch is always inspiring me. And this reminded me of this device called mirror and there’s other brand which has something similar called Peloton where you work out and you have this virtual coach motivating and inspiring you to give the best of you, to be the best version of you. So I realize that how I perceive the mirror is key because it reflects back who I was and who can I become. The mirror is the past and I Am now assuming what I want the mirror to reflect back to continue my Self development because there is no end. The end is the beginning of the end 🎉
I missed a few vids. Your voice sounds different lol. In a good way though 👍🏾
Edward this is totally unrelated but you sound like you are quite attractive.... Anyway thank you so much for this Gem❤❤❤
Rita Kaminski is a pissed of version of Edward
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Edward please drop your age 😅
Your voice is very soothing.❤
I love your post. So profound and different. 😊 A question: do you have a wish fulfilled meditation? 🤔💫
Number 1 fangirl
Edward, what if you feel stuck in a state? like being in NC with someone, getting back in contact and then going back to NC again? How to feel motivated in the face of this?
i saw this once: i am not stuck, i feel stuck.
you are not the state, u choose the state. feeling stuck doesnt have to mean anything for u and it cannot affect ur desire. if ur desire is FACT, as u have accepted it in imagination, then there are no contridictions. relax
the fact that u think there can be contridictions to ur desire, u havent accepted that its yours and that u are allowed to have it. leave the outer world llone
Wonderful surreal paintings!
I've really gained a lot of stability listening to your audio lately, and really feeling comfortable with ur voice. And I've finally switched my state to the wish fulfilled, couple of things manifested after that. But I’m wondering if it's possible for u to make an audio explaining how to stay in that state steadily? Because I feel like I’m a little bit unstable being in that state.
it doesnt matter if u feel unstable tbh. ur interpretating the 'unstability' as bad, when actually its whatever u want it to be
Hi Edward, always appreciate your sharing and guidance. I am always confused about this...Shall we persistently live in the end, or imagine then drop it? Appreciate your guidance. Thanks.
do what u want, u might also want to watch his vid 'frequency'
@@-toriizaka46 thanks for the guidance
Seems like you'd be a solid friend.
Who or what is the "inner man"? How do we distinguish him from the "outer man"? How do we, the "outer man" experience the "inner man"? I'm very unclear on how to think and act from the "inner man".
the inner man is iamgination, your mind. thoughts, daydreams, inner conversations, images etc
watch gthe vid 'who is desiring?'
Thank you, Edward, you are a wonderful messenger of Neville's work. Your further interpretation of the law and promises inspires me to dissect a subject matter that I thought I knew very well. I hope some of the silly comments don't backfire and put pressure on you to live up to a status that ultimately pushes you away.
Today, I wrote on someone’s youtube channel that had neville’s 50 min long video that I simply hate Neville and just this whole feeling is the secret mess has driven me crazy. I literally wrote that I hate this man and his voice. I wanted to unsubscribe from your channel as well. It is an irony that you actually are a disciple of Neville and I would much rather listen to your interpretations and your voice than his. You are the one I would rather listen to . Either that man is pulling me not to give up or I am drawn to this mysterious cycle of manifestation… with all the so called youtube manifestation gurus confusing or making things sound like it’s so easy- you are one man I can rely on just like casual friends sitting on a road side platform watching vehicles go by and virtually talking to each other like someone I can trust!!! That’s how you make me feel. You make me feel safe to trust a stranger ! You are something.
❤️🔥🌎 this is beautiful thank you! 🐎
Great video, Edward 💗 You are an expert at explaining things/articulation! You put it all into words so perfectly! And you sound so beautiful doing it, of course lol Please do speak of this subject more in the future. Every single thing we see on the outside is a current reflection of the inside and the active State/Vibration/Thoughts/Emotions we are dwelling on/within 💫 Have a Beautiful rest of your week ✨️💗✨️
Not only a new video but a new voice!! Edwarddd did you manifest that or is it new recording gear?
Haha I put my microphone on “bright” mode. People seem to enjoy it.
@@EdwardArtwe love it!!!
I swear I felt that you were gonna upload today my friend lmaoo, thank you very much! 😁😂🔥 Always a good day when you upload.
Thanks Edward! I am the changeling. Sometimes this,sometimes that,but always,I am!
I don’t know if u manifestied this but i Love your videos i get excited when i see post
Waking up to an Edward Art video is the best start to my day! Thank you for all that you do Edward! 🙏🏻💞✨
Good talk. Thank you. I appreciate it. 🙏🏼
I truly needed to hear this video today. So grateful for you! Thank you 😊💜
Very interesting to see the direction you're going after experiencing those dreams
Thank you, Edward 🙏
I Love Neville and Edwart. I practised all these teachings for the last 7 months and felt the best feelings in my heart and mind. I slept and woke with the feelings. But finally understood this doest work. Not even slightest. Test yourself? I did and this don,t work.
It works sometimes, just not all the time. If it did, we would all be masters and wouldn’t be working at this law so hard.
@@nickh1933 That’s the point. It works sometimes and sometimes it don’t. 50/50, is this the law. If it doesn’t work, we blame ourselves that we haven’t done enough or the right way. This is the escape route.
It’s a mindset State. Not a technique. You must first change within because there is no one to change but Self. You must leave the outer 3 D alone. This has nothing to do with forcing or manipulation of the 3 D . It isn’t once I get my desires in the 3D I will be fulfilled. You aren’t lacking anything in the 3D you’re lacking in consciousness
@@jennifercleland4852 Its a trick of the mind. Mind doesn’t connect with quantum to manifest the desire. You can’t change the consciousness. You view the world within or without only with mind(content).
I also wish everything that Neville and Edward saying are true. But now I know, it isn’t. I did everything they said. No impact. Sorry
The Law works 100%. When you say it doesn't work, you are proving yourself correct, which IS the Law. This isn't magic, it's basic quantum physics. Your are observing and are aware it isn't working, so it doesn't work because that is your awareness. You are proving Neville correct 100%
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Thank you Edward This is so for me, every word.
Any idea when we get a new video ? 😊❤
Profound! 💫
Thinking from my goal is confusing me. From what I’ve heard I guess I’m suppose to think how the version of me would think of it just woke up in my current reality but if I do that. isn’t that showing that I don’t believe the reality I’m imaging in my minds eye is real
Thinking from the end is this. Let’s say you are manifesting financial wealth. Person who is thinking from the state of wealth, sees prices and don’t think too much anything fo them. Instead they think if the quality the product is good, if they like it. A person who is not thinking from the state of wealth, sees the same prices and thinks, overpriced, why these cost so much. It’s not worth the money. Another example. A person thinking from the state of wealth, hears about, sees on tv, meets someone who is very wealthy, they think, I’m happy for this person, they really have manifested a great wealth, that’s great. A person who is not thinking from the state of wealth, hears, sees, meets the same person and thinks, so greedy, all these rich people just take other people’s money. That is what thinking from means.
Experiencing the goal in imagination vs thinking about the goal and feeling good about it. That’s the difference! Experiencing your goal the same way you would in the 3D is the key. To literally experience it and continuously remind yourself that you’ve experienced it as you move about your day
@@Jazmeyne I’ve figured it out now thanks for the reply but what I do now is first realize that imagination is the only reality then realize all things already exist and then think about my desire and I feel that it is done and I have nothing to do until I either desire again or find myself feeling the opposite of it already being a accomplished fact
feel the wish fulfilled, can it be more than one wish in the day or is it one at a time?
I mean you’re manifesting 24/7 so you can imagine everything you want at once.Don’t over complicate it you’re doing it anyways the whole day
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Who does the paintings?
Love this one man
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so many Edward fans, other than being smitten with him, i'd like to hear about how his information has improved your manifestation outcomes.. thanks
I will volunteer to tell you a story about July 20th 2023, around 9, Wednesday, I was listening to Edward. He spoke for two hours straight on loop, and I decided to test. I visioned and decided I had already seen birds. No birds were in the sky. I wanted to see one, I said I saw a beautiful bird, and went back into imagination, then to reality still none, staring, I thought, wow, there are two beautiful birds. And two appeared. I then said there’s a group of birds dancing the sky- 3 other birds came along and went in circles. I imagined and repeated one even came to the window, and a second later, it flew towards the building. My last imagination to reality act was two white birds. Beautiful white birds. I wanted to see these beautiful birds, I’d say, such magical birds that I seen, a pair of two white birds then appeared. Not in my imagination this time. On the electric wire, they landed on. And with that, I knew, and believed, fully, in mine, our power. As should you,
Blessed be.
@@Sualuvvv333 that's lovely, but any luck with manifesting something a little less ubiquitous?
@@fredstein5429 yes ^^ So, just 2 months ago I manifested moving into a house, that I had assumed I’d no luck in, so that was so. But I flipped it and affirmed everything was perfect I had the perfect amount of money, how I was so glad I moved in there, repeating affirmations HEARING them to me from others, and also visualization, after a 3 days and doing I am meditation by Edward Art, I was at peace and reminded myself i was there then got the text to get the keys for it.
@@fredstein5429 I also manifested this boy, a boy I didn’t like in the end because I manifested someone for fun, and I had a crush- that led up to me dumping him but I affirmed he was obsessed the same way Sammy ingram did- it worked as he wouldn’t leave me alone and I had to dump and avoid him, I affirmed instead of that, that he broke up with me and left me alone, it’s been 2 years and he’s thankfully away 🤣 Be careful what u manifest u just might get it
@@fredstein5429 when I first started listening to Edward Art, I affirmed I had food from a specific restaurant, and I got the text from my mother she was gonna bring over that food to the place, I affirmed, visualized and spoke about how good it was. Hope this helped !! ^^ take whatever you need from Edward arts video, for me visualizing and affirming does the job for me :))
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Hey Edward, are we supposed to ignore the thoughts that tells us we are not which we want to be, by reminding us that we have already experienced it in imagination??
yes
@@saudeee the resistance builds up after doing this for a while and then I just fail and accept how things are
@@xjxskjs3012 That is okay. it is totally normal to “give up” but remember who you are at the end of the day. if you feel as if maintaining a positive state is hard, practice identifying the constant thoughts you have in your daily life. Do not panic if you have those negative thoughts but rather observe them and switch it to the positive side of those unwanted thoughts. i think just practicing catching your habitual thoughts is a good way to practice. it helps with states but do remember that you are always in one so used that into your advantage when you are facing the chatter in your head.
@@xjxskjs3012 also, you don’t have to accept how things are. if you want to feel good, reassure yourself that things went the way you wanted them to. Failure is okay but you never really fail when it comes to the law, its only if you believe you have failed. it is okay to feel drained but always remember that there is much time.
@@saudeee what do you do, when a contrary thought comes up, like can you give a example please?
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You just don't understand what it feels like to NOT know what you want. Or to NOT know what inner fulfillment and peace is. To have no comprehension of direction, rather always having a sense of "run" and "help me" . . .You don't understand what it feels like to NOT have interest in this world anymore yet you're still being woke up daily everyday to still be forced to be here. If the "inner man" is God, it should be giving the human clear understandings of what it is that signifies fullfillment, the exact directions to get there/simply just put this human there, and to make it be comfortable, safe, enjoyable and secure entirely.
According to a theory deemed as phase 2 by Robert Scheinfield, God/limitless being came here to experience limitation because it's boring being unlimited, faceless and formless. According to Carolyn Elliot, the solution is to "get off" on all the pain.
I hate the taste, delivery and feel of both of those theories, also Neville's as well. It all feels heavy, like a fucking guilty burden. The whole "taking responsibility" of your inner world dynamic feels wrong and untrue. It feels religious and dogmatic and like punishment.
This is all God's bullshit . Not the human's. Yet god is going to dream up the human again and "pick up where it last left off" where the human will once again have to be dragged along to have to bear witness and experience God's bullshit games with it.
I just don't want to fucking be alive anymore. This human doesn't have a clue what life feels like WITHOUT uninterest, despair, death, tramatic experiences, disappointment, feelings of "I just don't fucking know. I just don't have the answers or solution other than experiences I already know and options that I intensely fucking hate that feel so sad and not fun or easy" and an all around feeling of "I fucking hate this place so much. Please don't wake up anymore. Please dont make me exist here in hell anymore, I just want to go back fucking" home"-( I don'thave a fucking clue what "home" is ) . The reflection shows that "home" is being here apparently. In duality and in the human experience with the experiences this human has already experienced. Why isn't "god/inner man" letting the imprintation of these experiences go? Why isn't "god" delivering to the human a beyond better experience inside?
Why doesn't the inner man/god change it and give me what only IT knows satisfies me? I don't fucking know! According to Carl Jung, this is all here, the fucking horrifying things. Experiences such as my youngest baby sister dying from a heroine o.d 6 days after her 17th bday and a week after her legal caretaker,her Catholic evil bitch grandma passed away.
Carl Jung says we "god" fucking love this shit. That if it didn't, it all wouldn't be here. Wayne Dyer says the same shit. If that's who the inner man is and what it likes, . . Shit like that and an array of other horrific shit that has been invaded into this human's experience, then again, don't let me, this human fucking wake back up to live another day in this fuckery.
Whipping this human into something better literally and metaphorically with the happenings is NOT working. Nor satisfying AT ALL. This all just reminds me of the two years where I was made to go to Catholic school for Kindergarden and 1st grade. . . My mom would be at fucking work during the day serving tables . When I showed my ass there, father Michael would call the fucking house and the bitch ass step dad ( the youngest of 12 from a sick twisted Catholic raised family) would answer and give permission for the "father" to fucking exploit me pretty much. Sister Virgina, a teacher there ( used to be sent down for calling her sister Vagina alot ) would send me down to the "fathers" office to have my skirt pulled up and my panties pulled down while I was made to lean over a fucking table where there were always at least two older boys in there "coincidently" watching father Michael whip me with a big ass paddle.
He didn't make them get out. Then he would walk me to the girls bathroom and tell me to go in and wash my face while he waited outside the bathroom. Where then he would walk me back down to the classroom and when I went in there, I'd still feel even more rage.
All this is so fucked up.
Feeling fullfilled without being able to truly enjoy anything or anyone because you know it's all not real, not even you and where it's all gonna die and be taken from you anyways here isn't fulfilling at all. It's beyond sad and despairing. Beyond anger. On top of a fucking IDENTITY DISORDER. Neville wasn't incarnated in the Pluto in Scorpio generation. He had no fucking clue. None man. Of course he said to let go of the birth chart and to not make it a god. To assume a state. .
The motherfucker KNEW WHO HE WAS ON A PERSON Human being LEVEL FIRST! He didn't emotionally KNOW the underbelly of the generation 84-96 on an EMOTIONAL energetic signature level. His generation and the one's before OURS- roughly 84-96 are the escapists and " put a band aid over it" and "walk it off and smile" type of energetic bullshit passed down that OUR generation have to EMOTIONALLY unfuck within our distorted selves now.
The idea of inner fulfillment, being satisfied and fulfilled by nothing. . . . nothings even in there, fucking envokes more intensity of what I label as rage inside. I can make an assumption that I'm fullfilled, it's fucking done. . . . still no feeling that arises that I would describe as fullfillment. Still no scenes that match that word. Still no knowings arise that match the word fullfilled, safe, secure, free etc. . It's beyond quite the opposite. I'm starting to fucking feel like the abbreviation of NPC.
This human is not happy with existing here. This "inner man" doesn't seem to give a fuck what this human is asking or commanding of it. Period. .it's like a sick narc sub Dom relationship with a husband who you have to beg to and try to rely on because nothing else is sustaining this human or even coming in at all as far as material things that this human needs in a material world, let alone emotionally, spiritually, mentally and health-wise physically.
There's just a knowing that if I kill myself that I have to come back. I DON'T EVER want to come back here.. . On everyone and everything that was never real to this human before the harshness of radical nonduality came and took it all away. I NEVER want to come back here again. It doesn't even feel like I have a fucking choice in THAT either.
How about stopping watching /commenting on his videos ? If you do not interested /believe /care at all, you can go somewhere else. No one force you to be here. All the best
What if you can play the game ( cushion the blow) then go home forever, leave the human cycle.. What would you do?
What do you really want?
I know u want to awake from the dream of life here for good and I can understand that. I have been there b4. Now that I have full understanding and life is better for me , I haven’t forgotten those moments of feeling trapped in this dream that I once termed , “God was bored “.
I had to accept that I’m already here and I’m playing it. So I’m gonna learn the game and get out. This gave me peace.
Not everyone will understand how u are feeling, I think the ones who think beyond everything suffers the most because ur eyes are fixed more on the depth of the eternal truth rather than this grand illusion of earth. You shouldn’t feel guilty for how u feel but also don’t let it consume u. At this point we already established that we aren’t human. If all things are possible to God and that’s what we really are, and u really want to wake up for good. U should be able to do it. Ask yourself, how do u get out? If that’s really what u want. Think about it. If u got u in , and desires come from within, and ur desire is to get out, then the way has to exist…
@@ponyo239 or you can add some actual helpful info to the mix or block me for speaking my truth 🤷
@@innerbeauty144 the ambiguous questions like that instead of yes or no questions help keep me in a fog. I literally do not know what I would do. I know emotionally it feels like an interpretation of "you have to get your ass beat first, to the fullest, before I allow you to go back home" "It just has to be this way" . Does that make sense?
Ty for this u confirmed what i was thinking about
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Edward how would you stay in a state of it already being so? The inner world for me wants to change but I don’t feel motivated :/
Thank you
You may be distracted with phones, news, dramas and medical commercials. This is being habitually addicted to familiar comfort being uncomfortable. Experiencing desire now is new focus to becoming familiar to new you.
@@mitch1078 yea I took a long break tbh I still listen to Edward but I see my outer world and am constantly seeing things I dislike debt, relationships issues family or lack etc etc
@@kriskumar3149 Focusing on the outer world is persisting in your consciousness of it. Faith is loyalty to the unseen reality. Loyalty is within to the state you persistently desire being. Claiming consciousness within is immediate fulfillment. Persisting within is persistent fulfillment. Then you are compelled through gift of Intuition to act, react and be in right time and right place. Waiting for it to come is separation from love and fulfillment. In this present moment, this present second, all is yours! That’s the power of now. I Am is now fulfillment persisted in.
@@mitch1078 see I’m having trouble with consciousness within of faith in a reality of wealth when I see debt or limited amount of funds it actually messes me up throughout the day
@@kriskumar3149 Know that what you’re experiencing is in harmony and contribution to vision of the unseen reality. Faith is loyalty to unseen reality. Faith is being aware all is in harmony and contribution to the vision. Love yourself more by saturating yourself in mind and speech. That’s loving yourself with power you can control now. Say more and more each day I see my vision. Celebrate any and all wins! That reinforces consciousness. Anytime you are conscious of anything else, you are celebrating it. Look at what you have in gratitude. Thankfulness is acknowledging the good in your life. That is how you realize you have priceless things now. You have good health now right? That is PRICELESS. You are more wealthy than you realize NOW. Be thankful and persistent in the glass being half full and your Intuition will fill it up more. "To him that hath it shall be given and to him that hath not it shall be taken away"
@Edward Art what if you have only been working on self Concept till date and you realise that you don't want your desire anymore? Please explain this thing also.
If your self concept changed, the things you value can change.
@@mitch1078 but what if you don't feel like valuing anything anymore just you. And feeling neutral to everything else . Is it ok ?
@@FoodandFlavours-pl3tf Yes the key is fulfillment. Love is fulfillment. As long as you feel fulfilled then you are in love with life, relaxed and in flow. Are you feeling fulfilled?
@@mitch1078 it's just an awkward feeling. Like i don't know if I don't want anything anymore. When I try to manifest something i lose interest in that so early. But all i want to see is movement at least only for the sake of proving myself this law, that too is not visible. Yeah at point i feel fulfilled but sometimes I feel there's a lot to achieve. I really don't know what it is. Am I just tired of trying or self Concept?
@@FoodandFlavours-pl3tf Here’s is something you can prove immediately. It’s simple that imagination creates reality. Think of a lemon. Now think of biting into that sour lemon. When your mouth salivated, your imagination created reality by motor movement in mind. There isn’t any physical lemon, and your body accepted the belief by salivating by Imagination.
Am I getting distracted or is your voice just that good lol👀