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  • Опубликовано: 15 авг 2024
  • Use KYLE at checkout for 20% off your first month’s supply of @seed’s DS-01® Daily Synbiotic [or PDS-08™ Pediatric Daily Synbiotic]” at bit.ly/kyleseed
    It's summer in the rural countryside as we balance work on the off grid cabin with moving out of our milltown apartment and into the new countryside a-frame. I drive old vintage trucks, put up cedar shakes, set up a water heater, go on summer adventures and experience the most rainfall we've had in a long time.
    For my Patreon, merch, coffee or Ally's etsy, visit www.troutandco...
    00:00 epic summertime intro
    01:10 last night in the milltown apartment
    02:26 working on a-frame, installing water heater
    02:46 watching fireflies
    03:27 cedar shaking the off grid cabin
    05:00 disaster at the new house
    07:54 improvements at the new house
    09:50 a simple and secret way to live healthier
    11:20 working on my 1965 ford f100
    12:10 driving my 1950 ford f5
    13:55 going fly fishing with jon
    15:17 jon's house and his chicken
    16:04 the wildflower swamp
    16:45 officially moving out of the apartment
    18:27 tour of the messy house
    21:25 high water at off grid cabin
    23:10 final thoughts on apartment
    24:31 repairing apartment
    27:30 a beautiful summer eve in small town
    29:30 the biggest rain storm in years
    31:30 surfing down the raging river
    Subscriber count: 297k
    #summer #countryside #offgrid
    #seedpartner #accountable

Комментарии • 306

  • @edwardramos6476
    @edwardramos6476 Год назад +197

    I found you guys about a year and a half ago. I watch everything you put out. I’m an old retired guy out in Utah that you two have inspired to enjoy the quiet, slow moments of life. I don’t take anything or anyone in my life for granted. It’s a joy to watch your creativity and zest for life. God bless you and Allie. ❤️❤️❤️

    • @chrisnilsson2206
      @chrisnilsson2206 Год назад +5

      I'm in Utah as well. I'm but not retired yet. Someday...

    • @lindapeters9026
      @lindapeters9026 Год назад +10

      @edwardramos6476 I'm retired as well except in FL.
      When I was their age, I would have loved to have been as smart as those two. I worked as hard as they do but things were so different in my time.

    • @amybunner1158
      @amybunner1158 Год назад +1

      Amen! Retired in VA

    • @debragarcia9978
      @debragarcia9978 Год назад +4

      Retired in Ca. I live in the mountains. Love the slow soothing life!

    • @Bob-ut
      @Bob-ut Год назад +2

      Lot to take in and relax in Utah. Retired here as well

  • @Sullitude87
    @Sullitude87 Год назад +30

    This guy should get an award !

  • @stacymarki4581
    @stacymarki4581 Год назад +45

    Scared a lot of us with the words "saying goodbye!" My first thought was, this is going to be a tear jerker, better get the tissues lol. Glad you're back!! ❤️

    • @Tradebear
      @Tradebear Год назад +2

      same.

    • @ElizabethSollazzo-Daland
      @ElizabethSollazzo-Daland Год назад +1

      Same here. I was worried about the of grid cabin and the water 💧 running next to the cabin. We had a house p in upstate NY. Never imagined water could do to rivers and little towns till Irene hit...

    • @denisechurchill827
      @denisechurchill827 Год назад

      Same

  • @manzurm
    @manzurm Год назад +19

    I just love seeing Jon and his place. He is a vibe 🍁☀️❄️

    • @deniseparker6346
      @deniseparker6346 Год назад +2

      You are right - Jon is a vibe among other great attribites. I always love the videos he is in. He is great comic relief ♥️.

    • @justathought1971
      @justathought1971 Год назад +1

      💯

  • @tanfastictrancer-bowserapp8350
    @tanfastictrancer-bowserapp8350 Год назад +12

    Awesome thanks Kyle I’m in 🇬🇧 so will sit down with a coffee this evening and watch this video. Can’t wait 😊 hope you are both well.

    • @TroutandCoffee
      @TroutandCoffee  Год назад +3

      Sounds great! thank you so much for tuning in

  • @cathywhite169
    @cathywhite169 Год назад +40

    Another awesome video! I smile,I cry, I feel it all watching you guys. I am a 64 yr old mom to 2 grown kids. Your video’s give me hope for young people. You see the beauty in everything. I know you and Ally work hard, but you also play. Keep them coming! You bring joy.

  • @telosmonos_gustavo
    @telosmonos_gustavo Год назад +31

    We missed y’all!!! My wife and I can identify with your home ownership woes, it just goes with the territory. All your hard work, overcoming obstacles and sacrifices will all pay off all in good time 😊

    • @TroutandCoffee
      @TroutandCoffee  Год назад +6

      I really do appreciate that! Thank you so much for the support. Very true words!

  • @ferdylondon
    @ferdylondon Год назад +58

    You guys produce such quality stuff.
    Hooked badly on your daily shenanigans!
    I can see this channel will end up with awards, Kyle!
    Well done and much love from London UK!

  • @fiona8452
    @fiona8452 Год назад +20

    Ally throwing the water, just cracked me up 😂 She is such a sweetheart ❤ Great video Kyle, can’t wait to see the new house all set up. ✌🏼💚

    • @deniseparker6346
      @deniseparker6346 Год назад +3

      I agree - Ally trying to throw the water out was hilarious!

  • @RuthAnnnMorris
    @RuthAnnnMorris Год назад +3

    Just FYI, I’m Native American and we use just regular cinnamon powder along where ants are coming in and when they crawl through the cinnamon it kills them and because they get cinnamon in the nest it kills the nest too. It works …..

  • @TroutandCoffee
    @TroutandCoffee  Год назад +31

    Songs in the order they appeared:
    May flowers- roy Edwin williams
    Irene- binkley
    Good timing- will Harrison
    Love, come home- Andreas dahlback
    Glory bound- Roy Williams

    • @Deba7777
      @Deba7777 Год назад +2

      Thank you, Kyle. I really enjoyed that music, so it'll be nice to find it & listen again!❤

    • @docmars
      @docmars Год назад +2

      + Sleepaway Camp - Going Through the Motions (24:05)

    • @blumerlredpilledgirl8958
      @blumerlredpilledgirl8958 Год назад

      30:00 beautiful

    • @justathought1971
      @justathought1971 Год назад

      This is great 💡

    • @denisechurchill827
      @denisechurchill827 Год назад

      Omgoodness 🤩 so excited to see this! The first thing I thought was wow! This music is Really Good! I was going to do a search. Now I don't need to!! Thank You❤

  • @triplethreat2226
    @triplethreat2226 Год назад +33

    Your determination and optimism are always so inspiring! We have a house that’s over 100 years old, and fully understand the dedication home ownership requires. Remember- “The bigger the setback, the greater the comeback!” You live this in all your videos. Thank you for taking us along for the journey, Kyle. Congrats on your new endeavour!!

  • @MattieVera1910-gv7ds
    @MattieVera1910-gv7ds Год назад +7

    The ending was great! ... Congrats on your newest home, in time things will come together as your own.

  • @Jillebean10
    @Jillebean10 Год назад +2

    The way you narrate reminds me of the Waltons 😁 I think that’s what attracted me to ur videos.I enjoy them.Thanks for sharing 🙌🏻

  • @joecutro7318
    @joecutro7318 Год назад +5

    Best. Content. Ever. As usual. Way to metaphorically and literally go with the flow you guys.

  • @vepex7305
    @vepex7305 Год назад +14

    Hello. For over a year me and my cat, Honey would watch your videos together. She’d sometimes join me for episodes by lying on my lap or cuddling near me, and our favorite videos were your autumn videos. A couple days ago we had to put her down due to Kidney Failure. The title really hit me as this is the first i’m watching episode without her. Keep up your amazing content, it’s very special to lots of us ❤

    • @sharonroy2645
      @sharonroy2645 Год назад +3

      Sorry for your loss

    • @Susan-sv2ms
      @Susan-sv2ms Год назад +3

      So sorry… ❤️

    • @suemcknight9051
      @suemcknight9051 Год назад +3

      @vepex7305….💔that kind of “saying goodbye” is the saddest. I did the same thing last September and I will miss her forever. But, we are lucky & grateful to have had them, aren’t we? Sending good thoughts for a healing heart ❤️‍🩹

  • @dfinney14
    @dfinney14 Год назад +4

    We're happy for y'all getting to move into the new place. Hard work and making dreams happen. Congrats to you and Ally!

  • @sparrowheadswest
    @sparrowheadswest Год назад +7

    I feel for you both. 🧝‍♂️ Moving is exhausting and chaotic and emotionally draining. I moved 8 times in 6 years and the last move in 2018 finished me. Tears and anger at my human physical limitations and tiredness. Been settled for 5 years now. You've done the hardest part. Now you can pace yourself a little. Wishing you both and Cat so much happiness in your new home. Hi from Celtic Cornwall, UK. 💙🇬🇧❤️

  • @lauriestrickland7868
    @lauriestrickland7868 11 месяцев назад +2

    Love watching you. Great determination and positive outlook. Such good damn kids. Keep up the good work!

  • @scotch141
    @scotch141 Год назад +4

    I love seeing John in these stories. That dude is quit the character 🤙

  • @carenlissner454
    @carenlissner454 Год назад +14

    That's incredible about the notes you found! Amazing video as always. The apt. in the mill town always looked cool, but you'll have those elements in your new places. Transitions are hard. Your comments were on target...That is indeed how you learn. And this ended with Huck on his raft. ;) Keep going! (But be careful; glad you reminded us that the river is not as harmless as it may look. i know some weren't so lucky in this storm.)

  • @yvonnebirch6026
    @yvonnebirch6026 Год назад +5

    “it feels good to feel good “ that made me smile ! You two make people feel good ! Cheers to new beginnings ! Thank you 🙏💕🌷

  • @FlyGuy457
    @FlyGuy457 Год назад +4

    Ahhh yes, home sweet home. No rewards come without struggles. The things you get to look back on when your hair turns grey. Live it and breathe it in because honestly, it doesnt get better, just a bit less hectic. Life is good. Thanks for sharing.

  • @AQUPAS
    @AQUPAS Год назад +3

    As one journey ends, another one begins!

  • @chrisbrendandavis
    @chrisbrendandavis Год назад +9

    Hey Kyle and Ally this was a great video, made us smile from ear-to-ear watching you surf down that river! Thanks for bringing us happiness and hope for something like this in our lives too!

  • @CrescentCottageHomestead
    @CrescentCottageHomestead Год назад +1

    Oh to be young again! Multi tasking is the best! Things are looking great! We got tons of flooding here in the Monadnock area. Which hindered our organic gardening. So Japanese knotweed is very edible and extremely nutritionist. It's better than a multi vitamins. Cut it down and when it starts to grow it looks like aparagus. Grill it with oil and salt and pepper!❤😊

  • @complicatedtime
    @complicatedtime Год назад +4

    Wow! One of the best Trout videos ever! Totally understand your emotions about moving out of your apt - and the defining “chapters” that end/begin. You really highlight the deep aspects of life. I sit here in my early 50s having done what you did and remember similar phases. Moving into my first Apt in Beacon Hill. Buying my first house in Newport Beach, CA and then selling that house and moving to Vermont - and I totally love your channel because of the shared respect for New England’s natural beauty.

  • @susangrunbaum53
    @susangrunbaum53 Год назад

    Oh the things that are possible to do in your 30's! It's gratifying to watch and to remember.

  • @melaniaszychowska2441
    @melaniaszychowska2441 Год назад +3

    I'm so happy for you 🎉new home new life Greetings from 🇬🇧

  • @ScottyAZUSA
    @ScottyAZUSA Год назад +1

    Congratulations to you and Ally! We're happy for you both!

  • @sethmargadonna502
    @sethmargadonna502 Год назад +1

    The rain and all around weather here in Mass has been crazy this summer! Great video!

  • @thathikingguy
    @thathikingguy Год назад +1

    Haha absolutely life is too short to not surf a creek. Fantastic Story Kyle. Thanks as always

  • @kearnsey64
    @kearnsey64 Год назад +2

    I use Permethrin for ants. It's derived from the chrysanthemum plant and after dried, it's absolutely safe for humans and pets. It repels ticks and a host of other bugs. You can even treat your clothes ie, hiking boots, sox, pants, etc. I spray my foundation with it around early May. Never have ants. Love your content!❤❤ 32:27

    • @yeboscrebo4451
      @yeboscrebo4451 Год назад

      It’s actually composed of synthetic chemicals. I’m always wary of anything synthetic

    • @kearnsey64
      @kearnsey64 Год назад

      @@yeboscrebo4451 no, it's natural. You have to make sure which one you buy.

  • @TheArtisticGardener777
    @TheArtisticGardener777 Год назад +3

    Gotta be one of your best stories yet, Kyle! Great job!👍

  • @8eck
    @8eck Год назад

    Best place to embrace the nature and attune to it. Such a vibe, damn, i miss that feeling of rest and easiness.

  • @ronvalderrama5765
    @ronvalderrama5765 Год назад +1

    The price we pay to live in paradise...it is so very worth it. If it were easy, everybody would be doing it.

  • @DannyLovesPolska
    @DannyLovesPolska Год назад +1

    Beautiful work as always. Thank you for sharing your art and your life.

  • @carolwaite4343
    @carolwaite4343 Год назад

    Isn't it funny. In southern California I get sick of sunshine & long for a good thunderstorm. It was overcast today & that alone helped with the 100 degree heat. Good luck with your new spaces. Love your videos. God bless❤

  • @peatdeloosha2463
    @peatdeloosha2463 Год назад

    Run a dehumidifier in the basement, it makes a world of difference and keeps mold at bay. A simple one you buy at a store ✌

  • @churrothiev8387
    @churrothiev8387 Год назад

    you have a very nice voice to listen to. It's so calming and melodic. It's like watching an old-time movie.

  • @chillkat2317
    @chillkat2317 Год назад +2

    Johns chicken lives better than I do😅😅😅😅😅😅😂😂😂 As always you guys bring happiness to me. I'm proud of you and Alley. Thanks for sharing your life with us Kyle. Thanks for being amazing people

  • @grega5386
    @grega5386 Год назад +1

    One of the best channels on RUclips

  • @lucindasantiago2600
    @lucindasantiago2600 Год назад +1

    Absolutely brilliant. Off the hook, without exception or pause, total and unrelenting perfection....on so many levels.

  • @rc6888
    @rc6888 Год назад

    I like that you’re young and into old rides…. My dad had that blue one but it was red

  • @komoru
    @komoru Год назад

    Living in Los Angeles area , this environment looks super exotic and lush and green.

  • @jenjen2744
    @jenjen2744 Год назад

    Literally the most wonderful channel on RUclips- Thank you 🫶🏽

  • @user-nx3pk9vk1f
    @user-nx3pk9vk1f Год назад +1

    Kyle , Just wanted to let you know I totally love your life style , wish I could live a more simple life and enjoy things more like you guys do.
    I love the area you guys live in and enjoy all the adventures you guys go on . Best of luck with all you do and keep the videos coming , they always make me feel good and inspire me in my own life . Keep living real , don't let life bring you down . Greg ...

  • @cynthiaharrell784
    @cynthiaharrell784 Год назад +1

    Congrats Kyle and Ally, you deserve all the best for all your hard work.

  • @blumerlredpilledgirl8958
    @blumerlredpilledgirl8958 Год назад

    We would love some rain. They’re teasing us today hour by hour saying to expect it but nothing yet at 8:50pm Sunday.

  • @AL808HAWAII
    @AL808HAWAII Год назад +1

    John is the coolest friend brah!

  • @davebroadley6715
    @davebroadley6715 Год назад +3

    There are times when your life takes a new path and a new stepping stone is placed in front of you, well done for capturing that short moment in this vlog. Health, Wealth and Happiness to you both🏡♥

  • @KristineS73
    @KristineS73 Год назад +1

    Amazing as always Kyle❤❤🤣👏

  • @kimjones217
    @kimjones217 Год назад

    Loved your sharing. Reminds me of living in Australia back in the 70's, same vibe. Good friends, beautiful surroundings,
    nature is such a healer.

  • @brendonm.deverix8491
    @brendonm.deverix8491 Год назад

    The day after I said goodbye to south coast MA my apartment I went and hiked Mt Greylock like I do every year, leaving a place you called home is a gut check, time and change do crazy things to you. Keep pushing Huck

  • @maryannguess7115
    @maryannguess7115 Год назад

    Ty for your beautiful content...y"all enjoy ur new place..i truly miss the beauty of new england...great place to grow up..been living in deep south since 1970...ty for sharing nantucket and ur building adventures on the river..😮..❤..stay chill..or frosty as we say in the deep south..
    Everything comes together..great calming voice...ROLL TIDE...from BAMA..❤

  • @telosmonos_gustavo
    @telosmonos_gustavo Год назад +2

    Perhaps a dehumidifier might help keep the interior of the cabin a little bit drier.

  • @ninascarpa1460
    @ninascarpa1460 Год назад

    Totally awesome!❤🎉😊

  • @lisacamilleri211
    @lisacamilleri211 Год назад

    I'm pretty tardy with this.
    The end of an era. The video of when you first moved into the apartment was the first one of yours I ever watched. I was searching for Boho ideas about a year or so ago and that video came up. I'm pretty sure I watched it more than once. I was amazed at how much stuff you were able to get in there and I thought it all looked so cool. Even though the cabin and the new house are so amazing, I'm going to miss that apartment.

  • @BiornBear
    @BiornBear Год назад +1

    I’m so happy you finally got the shake’s done on at least that side, it was driving me crazy. I was about to tell you I’m retired so I’ll just come do them for you lol.
    😂😂
    Joking, looks great buddy.

  • @susishearer9531
    @susishearer9531 Год назад

    That's one epic ending to this video! Glad you could have moments of sheer bliss with Mother Nature!

  • @lorna5609
    @lorna5609 Год назад +5

    Kyle, this video deeply touched my soul. Through all your troubles and your sickness, you remained so positive. You said that if you had your life to do over again, you’d do something’s differently. Kyle, you turned all those “mistakes “ into lessons. Without those “mistakes “ you’d not be the kind of man you are today. Four years ago, you made a video called “The importance of balancing work and play”. (I go there often) What you learned during that time clearly helped you manage this time. I am so very grateful that you so generously share your journey. ~Thank you

  • @marydouglas-py3nf
    @marydouglas-py3nf Год назад

    Wonderful life..thanks for sharing..

  • @jimk9892
    @jimk9892 Год назад +1

    Always is a happy moment when I see a new vid drop. Often the best thing about the book of our lives is looking back and savoring the goodbyes and hellos.

  • @martymasden2737
    @martymasden2737 Год назад +1

    Hang in there , your home and sanity well return. It's all going to be great 😉

  • @juder515
    @juder515 Год назад +1

    Watching the two of you reminds me so much of my husband and I when we were first married. Everything was a new adventure and even the work was fun because we did it together.

  • @user-fs6ou3fk9p
    @user-fs6ou3fk9p Год назад

    It's all about family and friends. You're living the life. Hard work, good food, adventure. Just wow.

  • @eidradvillage
    @eidradvillage Год назад +2

    a wonderful world

  • @jennyoung586
    @jennyoung586 Год назад

    I enjoy your story-telling so very much.

  • @nancystobel7093
    @nancystobel7093 Год назад

    Its so satisfying watching you paint and put up shakes in fast time. Sure wish I could work at that pace.😂

  • @weeb9332
    @weeb9332 Год назад

    We are on the other side of the country and lived under monsoon rains all summer and struggled with water in the basement. Normally we have arid summer weather with a few thunderstorms. Winter came in spring with a vengeance. Spring never came and summer may show up by the three days of fall before another six months of winter🙄

  • @dinoinphx
    @dinoinphx 11 месяцев назад

    I love your Apartment tour, thanks so much for sharing. You did a great job decorating.

  • @kylelewis1401
    @kylelewis1401 Год назад

    Big Ups from Charleston, SC🇺🇸

  • @RayeRaye77
    @RayeRaye77 Год назад +1

    😂 I love this video. I love all of your videos. So well done, great music too. Here's to starting again from scratch. Keep chipping away Kyle, the time will come when you'll look back and see that all of that chipping created this whole extraordinary and beautiful life. ✨️

  • @RickCT2000
    @RickCT2000 Год назад

    MASS Surfer Dude...Who would have thought? Great Video story

  • @LORRIE19551955
    @LORRIE19551955 Год назад

    Best one yet! Cried happy tears at the end. Thank you! xo

  • @jorney74
    @jorney74 Год назад

    Thanks!

  • @christopherburbidge972
    @christopherburbidge972 Год назад

    I have had to subscribe to you three times. I always come back and always will. Love you both and your story.

  • @user-hr5vs1qd8v
    @user-hr5vs1qd8v Год назад

    No you can't do everything over again....but what a wonderful ride, wonderful journey..,..this is the story of one souls life.🎉

  • @sethmargadonna502
    @sethmargadonna502 Год назад +1

    Glad to see you posted today….

  • @patd8063
    @patd8063 Год назад +1

    You two are unstoppable. Keep following your dreams. Don’t worry about the past “should haves” or “could haves.” You are living your best lives - learning and growing. Focus on the “next times.” I enjoy following your journey.

  • @kathyeady676
    @kathyeady676 Год назад +1

    What a wonder filled life you live , thanks for sharing .

  • @ZoeGardens
    @ZoeGardens Год назад

    Hi Kyle and Allie,
    I love your channels. Keep at it with the Japanese Knot Weed. We had some in our yard and kept pulling it up. It eventually stopped coming up so much.
    -a fellow New Englander

  • @Adfolkart
    @Adfolkart Год назад

    Wow!

  • @Engfan4ever
    @Engfan4ever Год назад

    We have one more move to make from California to Utah, I'm sure it'll be our last. I'm so tired! 😐
    Best of luck to you and wish you the very best! Thank you for the comfort and joy you brought to us you are a big inspiration! Looking forward to the next page📄😊❤

  • @robertvirtue8070
    @robertvirtue8070 Год назад +1

    I look forward for your videos, see how you guys tackle problems, enjoy the good things and enjoy life.. I use a saucer with cinnamon on it to control ants, why it works I do not know, something I learned years ago from my Grandmother.

  • @shawnvogt3511
    @shawnvogt3511 Год назад +1

    😊 We are enjoying your journey! So nice to see all your support 👍Thanks for sharing your feelings, especially the part of practicing staying calm, when life gets messy 🌊 🏄‍♂️

  • @judyu9116
    @judyu9116 Год назад

    PS- ❤ your home and land location!

  • @phunkyx9773
    @phunkyx9773 Год назад +2

    Just starting my holidays, can’t wait to settle in with this! Cheers guys!

  • @reader649
    @reader649 Год назад +1

    I recall seeing that same fingernail crescent moon in NC! Awesome video Kyle!😊 Great you guys got moved in!

  • @gabrielp.5243
    @gabrielp.5243 Год назад

    that shot at 31:41 is marvelous

  • @canajian
    @canajian Год назад

    👋😎👍 evenin young feller !! Yer doin awesome!!

  • @MegaRetr
    @MegaRetr 9 месяцев назад

    This guy should get an award )))

  • @KU25746
    @KU25746 Год назад +1

    So not only am I giggling my [somewhat immature] butt off at you talking about Seed helping things move smoothly with the number 2, I'm also giggling at you surfing the river. I was eating the last of my breakfast during the Seed part. Thanks for the much needed giggle this morning. It brightened my day.

    • @KristineS73
      @KristineS73 Год назад +1

      Ahways need a good laugh! 👋

    • @KU25746
      @KU25746 Год назад

      @@KristineS73 Definitely! =)

  • @j.darrel517
    @j.darrel517 Год назад

    Oh my gosh this was just posted only three days ago I am waiting for the sequel. What happened I'm hoping the house and other buildings weren't flooded. Raging waters deserve our respect, they can make us history in a fraction of a second.
    Just hoping especially after all that hard work that the water did not flood the house.

  • @swikfors
    @swikfors Год назад

    Well done Kyle. Well done.

  • @teresajohnson5010
    @teresajohnson5010 Год назад

    You are so talented I look forward to all your videos.

  • @BocaJoeKay
    @BocaJoeKay Год назад

    in life and all that is presented to us, be it opportunity or be it adversity, stay balanced. Awesome video as always.

  • @tracyorsler4064
    @tracyorsler4064 Год назад

    I love all your wonderfull videos and your way of life
    Thankyou both for shareing your inspiration
    Fro. Tracy Gisborne New Zealand xo

  • @ElizabethSollazzo-Daland
    @ElizabethSollazzo-Daland Год назад +1

    Yeah! Finally! Was wondering how you were doing with all this water. Now i see!

  • @mellowsunshine2724
    @mellowsunshine2724 Год назад

    Peace, someday I hope I can feel that. Seeing videos like this shows me there is life and happiness on the other side to keep hoping for.