The part where she talked of the spiritual sip got me. I can def relate!! I had an amazing spiritual experience that pushed me to quit after drinking heavily for 23 yrs and been sober for 15 months. Bless this woman!!!!!
And what was your experience like? I found that very interesting how she apparently felt extremely drunk just from one sip.. sounds like it was some sort of medical problem?
What a beautiful, honest woman. I'm sure she gets backlash wherever she goes. But the point is she's trying, and she seems to have met all her personal goals and is still a rockstar at the end of the day. Her children will be better for it. I wish my mom could have seen her progress and learned from it
Amen. I deal with alcoholism now but I choose to watch these recovery videos. I want to quit seriously. I think this is the first step. So much life out there, don't want to miss out . Thanks for the video.
When she talked about the Mom memes, it was funny and eventually not....I now recall seeking memes making myself feel better about my guilt of increasing my alcohol intake. Wow, after her expressng that, helped me to realize I used the memes as a reason and encourage my drinking. Goes to show their is Power in words, they can give life or death. Thanks for sharing!
Thanks for sharing! I too, hid my alcohol is places like that. So grateful to be freed from this. I practice working the 12 steps in my life today. May God bless you and continue to help you. By you sharing your story you're practicing the 12th step! Keep it up!
Take a look at The Sinclair Method to eliminate cravings and obsessive thoughts for alcohol. TEDx talk ruclips.net/video/6EghiY_s2ts/видео.html Documentary www.amazon.com/gp/video/detail/B07NBWMH9D "The Cure" by Dr. Roy Eskapa PHD: tinyurl.com/y2n6nufe
So authentic. I appreciate this deeply and hope it speaks to more than me. I am grateful I am not a mom but this seems like I am a stones throw away from being you... 🖤 Stay strong. 🙏🖤
When A Man Loves A Women is one of my favorite movies. I have turned to alcohol to cope with life. Been a mommy since I was 16 and struggled financially and still struggling I’m 37. Went to church but still I can’t get this life thing right. Smh days like this I just want to end it. My babies keep me here but how long will that last. I use to take Tylenol pills when I was 12 yrs old after my step father molested me. I just don’t know what to do anymore. I am thankful for this video this women is strong and I thank her for this video. 🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾 🙏🏾🙏🏾
IMPORTANT NOTE: if you are deciding to quit drinking, PLEASE talk to your doctor first about safe detoxing. Alcohol withdrawal is the only type of recreational drug withdrawal that can be FATAL without inpatient treatment.
@Quazi Roberts Technically, yes. Although the vast majority of benzo withdrawals arent life-threatening. Hospitals see far more morbidity and mortality from alcohol than benzo use. But yeah, dont quit your 20mg per day xanax addiction cold turkey.
No how about you just say NO why you think you need a proffesionals point of view is beyond me . No wonder you are all drunks you all think someone else knows you
You found a good one in that husband of yours. Such patience & calmness. I'm grateful to have a husband like this, too. Nobody will ever understand how difficult this battle is unless they're walking it themselves. Thank you for sharing your story, Dana. I'm so happy for you & all of your boys.
I’m turning 26 years old next month, I’m a mom of four. My father drank beer every single day like it was water. Morning to night. When my sister and I were kids our father would visit us here and there but the older we got the more his addiction took him away from us. He passed away from kidney and heart failure in his early 50s. I see myself going in the same direction. It’s turned me into something I don’t want to be. Today I decided to stop. It’s a little scary. Please pray me me. I know I’m not alone.. I will pray for moms like me, on this path. I know I need a plan, something to vent and release into. Maybe I’ll try journaling.. wishing all the moms struggling with this addiction the best in life, freedom, clarity, peace. ❤
I’m 67, been in recovery for many years. Guilt sucks, but I’m still drinking. I have been in sober off and on. I need to deal with my issues. I have blood cancer, this is not good for me!!
My mom is an alcoholic and I have so much resentment towards her because she chose alcohol over having a good relationship with me. She is about to loose her house and is constantly being hospitalized for cirrhosis of the liver. Alcoholism DOES affect family. She can pass at any point now. I will never understand WHY she chose this path. I appreciate this video but it’s really sad seeing young children having parents that are this way…. They deserve better but I’m glad your at least doing something, rather than my mom… she is still in denial. I have chosen to detach myself from her 100% and do not have contact with her… but imagine, it still hurts but it’s her choice. Due to her addiction, I have chosen to NOT drink. Not even a sip. How dare I even think about taking a sip knowing my mom passed down alcoholic tendencies to me. My children and family deserve better than to ever see me ever fall for alcoholism. Life is rough but drinking is NOT the way to cope with stress or depression and I don’t feel sorry for alcoholics. They did this to themselves.
Even the love for my child couldn’t stop me drinking. And I really didn’t want to be drinking with a baby. But nothing worked until I got involved with AA. And worked through the steps. It’s an illness that’s all consuming and unless you make a decision, and then find the solution, there really is no hope. No one wants to be like this. Mothers don’t want to be like this. Praying for more people to hear about AA and the courage to take that first step into a meeting.
I was inspired by her story. And at the same time I'd hope that she realizes other people have a lot of hurt to go through too and that it may be hard for them to express themselves and sometimes it may come through on that they're judging you. But if you can just try to use it to develop yourself and not to become hopeless. Sobriety is better because we're realizing we have to do something different. Hope it works out for her. There is a fiesty person in there, a fighter
"Time to step it up": Though I'm not a mother, I relate the pressure we feel as women to be different than men in both our substance use disorders and in our recovery. We're told that our behavior, even the way we feel isn't "ladylike" and that we are bad/ugly/unfeminine for what we struggle with. While, at the same time, we are told that we have to be strong, powerful and break the glass ceilings, challenge the gender stereotypes (especially for GLBTQ women). Not to mention the standards we set for ourselves and our own self invalidation. Every time I try to "get sober", I treat my recovery like something that will make me a better person, someone who is able to inspire others, so I can better serve others. It's never truly been about me-how recovery might change my life for the better, how I might make positive new connections and grow personally, professionally or spiritually. I want my recovery to entail going back to school, finishing my degree, starting over in many ways, but never disposing of or forgetting who I am; I want to remember who I was before alcohol changed me. "I'm still there." I want to get to know myself again so I can let others know me and let the world be positively impacted by my authentic, brave, strong, inspiring presence.
Dana you are such a great momma to your boys and I know that for a fact I love their relationship with Jesus and you made that happen going through this so thank you
just remember no guy struggles or money struggles should determine your fate, you are strong cause you are alive, do not be the walking dead zombie, be alive and grateful for another day of living
Take a look at The Sinclair Method to eliminate cravings and obsessive thoughts for alcohol. TEDx talk ruclips.net/video/6EghiY_s2ts/видео.html Documentary www.amazon.com/gp/video/detail/B07NBWMH9D "The Cure" by Dr. Roy Eskapa PHD: tinyurl.com/y2n6nufe
I have been to many rehab i drink 1 year one time 7 months another time. Now I drink every day. Today I'm so sick. Who am I becoming, I lost control and I'm ashamed.
When Covid started I got away from meetings and pretty soon started up drinking again. The first step is admitting I am powerless over alcohol and that my life has become unmanageable. Today finally I am ready to admit that, and say that I want to want to quit. thank you.
I don't think that calling the causes makers is cool. That's a silent affirmation for more of what you don't want. Your on the right path girl I wish you and your family much healing. The future is bright.🙏
Alcahol brings out what is in you, if you're an angry person it makes you mean, meaner and meaner, if you're a nice person it just makes you nicer and nicer until you fall asleep, point being, some people shouldn't drink, if it's changing your life in a bad way, you should probably stop, if it isn't beneficial why do you want it..I understand alcohol addiction, i'm an alcoholic, the only thing I seem to want when I get home from work is a beer, but it just makes me nicer, and it gives me energy, but that's me, alcahol effects everyone differently, I have a couple of friends who drink a lot, and I have found, if you hang around with someone who drinks long enough you will find out what is in them, good or bad...
I need help we need help as mothers we need a safe place to talk. I'm a recovering alcoholic mother who is suffering from depression and need people to talk to. I've been isolated for years.
"I probably smell like booze." I got pulled over the other day, and for the first time in literal years this wasn't my first thought when it happened. I'll be 1 year sober in February ❤
Mommy Winehouse Syndrome - it’s a real thing, believe me! Sober mom is better. When you’re an alcoholic with children it not only affects you, it affects your husband and children also. Alcoholism is genetic. You could pass down that gene to your children. Children learn from their parents behavior. My dad was an alcoholic and I drank for many years. Even though I wasn’t an alcoholic I decided to stop drinking altogether. I did it on my own and I did it for me. I don’t have any children. It was one of the best decisions I’ve made! I have better overall health, glowing skin, less bloating and I don’t wake up with a hangover anymore!
Drinking takes away your presence and precious moments with your child. It dampens those priceless memories and steals your joy. Not worth it for your moment of dopamine “happiness.”
Alcoholics deserve no sympathy. At least the only people I see in these comments are others whose lives exist only in a bottle. The amount of cruelty alcoholics inflict on everyone around them should not be forgiven.
Sunshine Devela - I have 3 boys... they aren’t ONLY chaos creators but they absolutely add a level of chaos to life. Whatever... it’s not worth arguing about or being critical. This woman is sharing her story of struggle. It would be nice if people didn’t always criticize and judge people for speaking their truth.
Recovering alcoholic and currently 36 weeks pregnant. Praying I maintain soberity for my baby❤️
Congratulations momma! For your baby and your sobriety. You are so strong!
you got this😘 from a 3.5 year recovering alcoholic mama
I believe in you!
Its now march 2021...just wondering how your coping? I really hope ur well...x
Good for you momma ❤️❤️❤️❤️
I needed this so much today. Thank you. Mom of two little boys, 3.5 years sober in AA.
K Maxx hey, you doing okay? I was never drunk in front of them. I got sober for them. How has people drinking in your life affected you?
Cheers 🍻
“We feel awful… For being awful… So we get more awful..” I hear & feel that. Glad you’re better now!!
The honesty here is so refreshing.
The part where she talked of the spiritual sip got me. I can def relate!! I had an amazing spiritual experience that pushed me to quit after drinking heavily for 23 yrs and been sober for 15 months. Bless this woman!!!!!
You had tried so hard that nothing can stop you right now. Keep even try harder for yourself congratulations to you too!!!!!!
@@armandotorres6803 Thank you sir!!!!
And what was your experience like? I found that very interesting how she apparently felt extremely drunk just from one sip.. sounds like it was some sort of medical problem?
Im a 33 yr old dad and im glad i stumbled upon this while im on MD 20/20. This made me cry hard.
Hope you’re doing ok now
What a beautiful, honest woman. I'm sure she gets backlash wherever she goes. But the point is she's trying, and she seems to have met all her personal goals and is still a rockstar at the end of the day. Her children will be better for it. I wish my mom could have seen her progress and learned from it
Backlash from whom?
Not her alone but whole family saved!!! Good work! Im very happy for you for your husband and lovely boys
You are a courageous, strong woman. You are a great mother!
I felt as if this could have been me talking in this video. 11 years sober. Crying tears of joy.
Amen. I deal with alcoholism now but I choose to watch these recovery videos. I want to quit seriously. I think this is the first step. So much life out there, don't want to miss out . Thanks for the video.
i wish you a lot of luck.
same
Seek help, even ring AA it’s a journey to recovery. Be easy on yourself.
Microdosing mushrooms has definitely given me the push I needed to get sober. Wishing you the best of luck.
When she talked about the Mom memes, it was funny and eventually not....I now recall seeking memes making myself feel better about my guilt of increasing my alcohol intake. Wow, after her expressng that, helped me to realize I used the memes as a reason and encourage my drinking. Goes to show their is Power in words, they can give life or death. Thanks for sharing!
Thanks for sharing! I too, hid my alcohol is places like that. So grateful to be freed from this. I practice working the 12 steps in my life today. May God bless you and continue to help you. By you sharing your story you're practicing the 12th step! Keep it up!
Absolutely inspiring, I am not a mom but can relate in so many ways. I am not free but I pray that I can say one day that I am 🙏
I'm not a mom, however, I can relate 100%.
Same
Same
We feel so awful for being awful so we just get more awful. Such truth.
I’m quitting today.... I’ve needed to find this video..
I started my quitProcess 3 days ago -- You can do it.
Find a life counselor...☺
Hey,
How’s it going. I’m thinking of quitting. I think I need a friend or something. I need a boost mentally to get away from this
Julie MacAndrews cool you gonna pay for that for her? Sounds like a quick fix that probably won’t help
Take a look at The Sinclair Method to eliminate cravings and obsessive thoughts for alcohol.
TEDx talk ruclips.net/video/6EghiY_s2ts/видео.html
Documentary www.amazon.com/gp/video/detail/B07NBWMH9D
"The Cure" by Dr. Roy Eskapa PHD: tinyurl.com/y2n6nufe
I'm a father in recovery and in AA. I identified with so much of what she said. Thanks for your message..
So authentic. I appreciate this deeply and hope it speaks to more than me. I am grateful I am not a mom but this seems like I am a stones throw away from being you... 🖤 Stay strong. 🙏🖤
Stay Strong mate
This is what I needed...thank you. 💗
I hope you are doing well. One day at a time.
Koichi Nishi has
When A Man Loves A Women is one of my favorite movies. I have turned to alcohol to cope with life. Been a mommy since I was 16 and struggled financially and still struggling I’m 37. Went to church but still I can’t get this life thing right. Smh days like this I just want to end it. My babies keep me here but how long will that last. I use to take Tylenol pills when I was 12 yrs old after my step father molested me. I just don’t know what to do anymore. I am thankful for this video this women is strong and I thank her for this video. 🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾
🙏🏾🙏🏾
Seven weeks to sobriety by joan mathews is an excellent book
@@daphnewinteriris 🙏🏾 thank you I will look for it.
IMPORTANT NOTE: if you are deciding to quit drinking, PLEASE talk to your doctor first about safe detoxing. Alcohol withdrawal is the only type of recreational drug withdrawal that can be FATAL without inpatient treatment.
Sarah Thompson smart comment
@Quazi Roberts Technically, yes. Although the vast majority of benzo withdrawals arent life-threatening. Hospitals see far more morbidity and mortality from alcohol than benzo use. But yeah, dont quit your 20mg per day xanax addiction cold turkey.
No how about you just say NO why you think you need a proffesionals point of view is beyond me . No wonder you are all drunks you all think someone else knows you
Exactly. They can give you some benzodiazepines to taper you down..you should never go cold turkey off alcohol after a long time drinking.
You found a good one in that husband of yours. Such patience & calmness. I'm grateful to have a husband like this, too. Nobody will ever understand how difficult this battle is unless they're walking it themselves. Thank you for sharing your story, Dana. I'm so happy for you & all of your boys.
I can’t imagine having an addiction AND having kids and a husband to take care of, Jesus that’s tough.
Thank you for your bravery sharing this story! I think it will help others, and I hope more mothers will share similar videos!
I’m turning 26 years old next month, I’m a mom of four. My father drank beer every single day like it was water. Morning to night. When my sister and I were kids our father would visit us here and there but the older we got the more his addiction took him away from us. He passed away from kidney and heart failure in his early 50s. I see myself going in the same direction. It’s turned me into something I don’t want to be. Today I decided to stop. It’s a little scary. Please pray me me. I know I’m not alone.. I will pray for moms like me, on this path. I know I need a plan, something to vent and release into. Maybe I’ll try journaling.. wishing all the moms struggling with this addiction the best in life, freedom, clarity, peace. ❤
Please do it. Not a mom here, but 28 and severely impacted by this awful substance. It's not worth it. Stay strong and away from this crap.
I pray you’re doing well. Today is me weaning to stop. I’m now a new grandma. 🤍🙏🏻 God bless you.
So happy for you! Thank you for sharing your story with the world.
Very brave. Inspiring story.
I love this. Definitely inspired! Thank u so much.
You're not alone.
when she said she wanted to die I felt that. bawling my eyes out
"We feel so awful, for being awful, and then we get more awful." So real.
Love this... thank you. Plus you are so pretty and love your tops!
What an inspirational lady! Hope she is going great to this day x
Dana Bowman's books are so funny. I love her insight.
stay strong 💪🏽
Can't do on your own.. Ask for help.
I respect your complete honesty.
I’m 67, been in recovery for many years. Guilt sucks, but I’m still drinking. I have been in sober off and on. I need to deal with my issues. I have blood cancer, this is not good for me!!
My mom is an alcoholic and I have so much resentment towards her because she chose alcohol over having a good relationship with me. She is about to loose her house and is constantly being hospitalized for cirrhosis of the liver. Alcoholism DOES affect family. She can pass at any point now. I will never understand WHY she chose this path. I appreciate this video but it’s really sad seeing young children having parents that are this way…. They deserve better but I’m glad your at least doing something, rather than my mom… she is still in denial. I have chosen to detach myself from her 100% and do not have contact with her… but imagine, it still hurts but it’s her choice. Due to her addiction, I have chosen to NOT drink. Not even a sip. How dare I even think about taking a sip knowing my mom passed down alcoholic tendencies to me. My children and family deserve better than to ever see me ever fall for alcoholism. Life is rough but drinking is NOT the way to cope with stress or depression and I don’t feel sorry for alcoholics. They did this to themselves.
100 percent, similar situation for me as well
It’s not their choice, it is ignorance. No one choose something bad to themselves
Even the love for my child couldn’t stop me drinking. And I really didn’t want to be drinking with a baby. But nothing worked until I got involved with AA. And worked through the steps. It’s an illness that’s all consuming and unless you make a decision, and then find the solution, there really is no hope. No one wants to be like this. Mothers don’t want to be like this. Praying for more people to hear about AA and the courage to take that first step into a meeting.
I was inspired by her story. And at the same time I'd hope that she realizes other people have a lot of hurt to go through too and that it may be hard for them to express themselves and sometimes it may come through on that they're judging you. But if you can just try to use it to develop yourself and not to become hopeless. Sobriety is better because we're realizing we have to do something different. Hope it works out for her. There is a fiesty person in there, a fighter
"Time to step it up": Though I'm not a mother, I relate the pressure we feel as women to be different than men in both our substance use disorders and in our recovery. We're told that our behavior, even the way we feel isn't "ladylike" and that we are bad/ugly/unfeminine for what we struggle with. While, at the same time, we are told that we have to be strong, powerful and break the glass ceilings, challenge the gender stereotypes (especially for GLBTQ women). Not to mention the standards we set for ourselves and our own self invalidation. Every time I try to "get sober", I treat my recovery like something that will make me a better person, someone who is able to inspire others, so I can better serve others. It's never truly been about me-how recovery might change my life for the better, how I might make positive new connections and grow personally, professionally or spiritually. I want my recovery to entail going back to school, finishing my degree, starting over in many ways, but never disposing of or forgetting who I am; I want to remember who I was before alcohol changed me. "I'm still there." I want to get to know myself again so I can let others know me and let the world be positively impacted by my authentic, brave, strong, inspiring presence.
Dana you are such a great momma to your boys and I know that for a fact I love their relationship with Jesus and you made that happen going through this so thank you
I’m an alcoholic mom and have relapsed after rehab several times
I’m struggling myself
just remember no guy struggles or money struggles should determine your fate, you are strong cause you are alive, do not be the walking dead zombie, be alive and grateful for another day of living
Take a look at The Sinclair Method to eliminate cravings and obsessive thoughts for alcohol.
TEDx talk ruclips.net/video/6EghiY_s2ts/видео.html
Documentary www.amazon.com/gp/video/detail/B07NBWMH9D
"The Cure" by Dr. Roy Eskapa PHD: tinyurl.com/y2n6nufe
I hope ur OK?? X
God bless you for sharing your story 😔
My children are adults now and I feel so guilty I hope and pray I didn’t cause them emotional pain because I could never forgive myself
your children love you ❤️
I have been to many rehab i drink 1 year one time 7 months another time. Now I drink every day. Today I'm so sick. Who am I becoming, I lost control and I'm ashamed.
When Covid started I got away from meetings and pretty soon started up drinking again. The first step is admitting I am powerless over alcohol and that my life has become unmanageable. Today finally I am ready to admit that, and say that I want to want to quit. thank you.
Same, I was sober 6 years, and the pandemic hit 2019 and I started drinking a ton of wine.
Mom wine culture needs to end… it’s everywhere…
I feel like it was a spiritual moment. ❤
Recovering.....still sick.
I am a recovered alcoholic.
I worked the steps and got well.
It took 3 days to work the steps.
Great job. Take each day one day at a time
i can relate how inspiring!
I'm a mom and I need help now
Enjoyed your story
This is so important.
Thank you
4:29 Thats was a spiritual moment!!
Amazing woman
I love her. Wow.
Courage!!!!!! Thank You!
I don't think that calling the causes makers is cool. That's a silent affirmation for more of what you don't want. Your on the right path girl I wish you and your family much healing. The future is bright.🙏
Absolutely.a Spiritual moment ~ You are worth it 💜💜 its not always easy, and perfection is UNATTAINABLE ~ Little goals every day & Trust God 🙏🙏
Will have to read your books
Thank you for sharing your story x
Congrats, one day at a time. I got 11 years sober
Well done
Awwww what an amazing story
Alcahol brings out what is in you, if you're an angry person it makes you mean, meaner and meaner, if you're a nice person it just makes you nicer and nicer until you fall asleep, point being, some people shouldn't drink, if it's changing your life in a bad way, you should probably stop, if it isn't beneficial why do you want it..I understand alcohol addiction, i'm an alcoholic, the only thing I seem to want when I get home from work is a beer, but it just makes me nicer, and it gives me energy, but that's me, alcahol effects everyone differently, I have a couple of friends who drink a lot, and I have found, if you hang around with someone who drinks long enough you will find out what is in them, good or bad...
Great lady
I need help we need help as mothers we need a safe place to talk. I'm a recovering alcoholic mother who is suffering from depression and need people to talk to. I've been isolated for years.
One drink too many. Been there! Liver pain. Been there! Alcoholic poisoning. Been there! Now 31 yrs sober. Never going back there, NEVER!!
Seriously don’t use Facebook. Waste of time period
Well done 👍 and at least you got to keep your kids and husband. Rare
My alcoholism started out as normal then don’t know what really happened just started doing it more to everyday
Very inspiring..where can I find her book
We feel so awful for being awful and we get more awful… woe
Everyone can quit you have to want to
Cool vid. I also enjoyed the book "30 Days to Sobriety" by Harper Daniels.
"I probably smell like booze."
I got pulled over the other day, and for the first time in literal years this wasn't my first thought when it happened. I'll be 1 year sober in February ❤
so inspiring !
What if you drink to suffocate the demon?... There is another side to alcoholism that is seldom talked about.
GOD also saved me from alcoholism. Jesus Himself stepped in. Praise to Him. ❤
I love how she is wearing a Johnny Cash Jack Daniels shirt.
What do I do ,I enjoy my life ,where do I go should I get analysis,please help I am at my wits end
Mommy Winehouse Syndrome - it’s a real thing, believe me! Sober mom is better. When you’re an alcoholic with children it not only affects you, it affects your husband and children also. Alcoholism is genetic. You could pass down that gene to your children. Children learn from their parents behavior. My dad was an alcoholic and I drank for many years. Even though I wasn’t an alcoholic I decided to stop drinking altogether. I did it on my own and I did it for me. I don’t have any children. It was one of the best decisions I’ve made! I have better overall health, glowing skin, less bloating and I don’t wake up with a hangover anymore!
Thank you. I'm an alcoholic.
Why do alcoholic women sound drunk even when sober? I can tell right away when women have a drinking problem,
bowman becomes more handsome with time
No florescent Mac and 🧀..sad😢..scary
Mummy wine culture proves how insidious alcohol can be. We'll use any excuse to make sure we can keep drinking.
Drinking takes away your presence and precious moments with your child. It dampens those priceless memories and steals your joy. Not worth it for your moment of dopamine “happiness.”
Oh I love that… still better (sober mom)
❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
Normified
Me watching this drunk as. Mum but trying to quit
Alcoholics deserve no sympathy. At least the only people I see in these comments are others whose lives exist only in a bottle. The amount of cruelty alcoholics inflict on everyone around them should not be forgiven.
HOT MESS INTERESTING...
Did she just refer her children to chaos creators? WTF🤔
Sunshine Devela - They are, though. Do you have kids? Be real...
@@Seeker0fTruth I do have children 3 beautiful ones to be exact and I would never refer to them as that so it's you that must not have children
Sunshine Devela - I have 3 boys... they aren’t ONLY chaos creators but they absolutely add a level of chaos to life. Whatever... it’s not worth arguing about or being critical. This woman is sharing her story of struggle. It would be nice if people didn’t always criticize and judge people for speaking their truth.
Sunshine Devela : stop being judgmental and be empathetic.
Hahaha i kinda laughed when she said that...because they are
I'm so mad at myself. I can't trust myself
Its like having an affair with the booze...