I have diagnosed depression and I am taking medication. I'm having a really bad time. I cry every night with some music like this and I'm just there thinking about it all my life and sometimes I wonder if it makes sense to continue living. Anyway, if you've read this, thanks, I just needed to vent.
I lost my dog months ago and I still have dreams where he never died, they are so realistic that when I wake up I feel disoriented and briefly convinced he is alive. Reaccepting the fact that he is gone on those mornings are hard, but I like to think he's visiting me in my sleep, as stupid as that is lol. He was my only and best friend for years and I'll never forget how happy he made me. He had a wide, physical smile on his face when he was happy that made him look really silly, almost cartoonish, and I can't wait to see it again someday.
my cat was with me 14 years. i still cant fucking agree with this that he isnt among us now. this home and the family is whole lot different. my mom said "dont worry, the sadness will pass by 1 month". well... its been already 2 years. great music btw. you are awesome creator.
hey i hope u feel better :) think of it like how people come and go all the time- sometimes things just don't work out but that doesn't make the person or the friendship u had bad. u still have all the memories, but everybody grows. every person or even animal can obviously impact our lives, and that helps us grow as humans. it's okay to mourn and think back to the past bc that's normal, but see how they've shaped who u are today ☆
My best friend passed away in 2019, she was so young and did not deserve what happened to her, i miss her so much and always think about what it would have been like if we actually made it to each others weddings as promised.
amazing, peace and light. You are the the universe becoming conscious of itself, we are all one. Im you and your are me. go back read it again do you realise how your brain skipped 'the'.
Ever since mom died, I think that everything went completely wrong, we lost our shop, I was 10 that time, we lost everything, I just kinda wish I was the one that died, or with her, I was lonely, cried every night, I just can't help it
While she's been away Living day-to-day has been tough Found her at my side Simply being alive has been rough Know she won't be gone forever There are many times I find it feels that way And I'm not trying to forget her Just understand how I'll be feeling on that day It's just like seeing her for the first time again It's just like seeing her for the first time again The time she's not around Somewhere out of town, has been hard But somehow this old heart found time to work it out this far No, I know she's coming home soon There are times I find it hard to feel that way It's not inside me to forget her Just understand how I'll be feeling on that day It's just like seeing her for the first time again It's just like seeing her for the first time again It's just like seeing her for the first time again It's just like seeing her for the first time again
Pagiku hilang sudah melayang Hari mudaku sudah pergi Sekarang petang datang membayang Batang usiaku sudah tinggi Aku lalai di hari pagi Beta lengah di masa muda Kini hidup meracuni hati Miskin ilmu miskin harta Tiada berima nada gempita Didera kesibukan beringas kota Aku kelelahan Meniti riuh gemuruh jalan Aku kehilangan arti Gelisah hati bertali-temali Kehidupan membawa langkah Tak tentu arah
This actually reminds me of this dream that my mom died and basically it's me and my family crying in the funeral and then depression hit me and then I woke up
months ago, he posted a tik tok with this song saying something like "im listening this thinking abt her" and i thought i was to me, but wasnt. he broke my heart and i cant get over the things he did to me, hes like a ghost disturbing my life. i feel like a trash when i remember it all, but i know it wasnt my fault, i was a great gf. when we started talking he said something about this but i didnt saw reasons to worry abt, he turned a horrible person. he told me he missed her and how much she was unforgettable, he gave me the worst traumas, i cant get over it all. every time i listen to this song, all the things he told me come back in my mind, it happened months ago and i still feel like it happened today. he hurt me as fuck, i hope he have his karma. i gave my best to be his gf, and he destroyed me, i hate him so much. edit: i dont like him anymore
Maybe this is a sick joke I am applying towards myself, but for the first time, I am afraid of death because I had a close call almost a month ago from dying, I was diagnosed with non alcoholic liver cirrhosis , and from what I’ve been told, my life span may be severed severely and the remainder of my time is uncertain, I don’t know how much time left, hence why the for the first time, I fear death now.
why.. why am just here,nobody likes me everyone hate my personality nobody likes my appearence nobody likes what i am... everyone love talking to me but hate listening... nobody want me just say am ugly but am not here do be this and just make ppl happy when am sad i dont even like when ppl sad but... no one cares when i am.... everyone talks to much when sad and i just listen and help them but... nobody listen to me...
If i die its like one feather off a birds wings what would really matter the music i wanna make will go to waste that no ones even gonna listen to i hate myself personally but eh
While she's been away Living day-to-day has been tough Found her at my side Simply being alive has been rough Know she won't be gone forever There are many times I find it feels that way And I'm not trying to forget her Just understand how I'll be feeling on that day It's just like seeing her for the first time again It's just like seeing her for the first time again The time she's not around Somewhere out of town, has been hard But somehow this old heart found time to work it out this far No, I know she's coming home soon There are times I find it hard to feel that way It's not inside me to forget her Just understand how I'll be feeling on that day It's just like seeing her for the first time again It's just like seeing her for the first time again It's just like seeing her for the first time again It's just like seeing her for the first time again
While she's been away Living day-to-day has been tough I found her at my side Simply being alive has been rough Know she won't be gone forever There are many times I find it feels that way And I'm not trying to forget her Just understand how I'll be feeling on that day It's just like seeing her for the first time again It's just like seeing her for the first time again The time she's not around Somewhere out-of-town has been hard But somehow this old heart found time to work it out this far No, I know she's coming home soon There are times I find it hard to feel that way It's not inside me to forget her Just understand how I'll be feeling on that day It's just like seeing her for the first time again It's just like seeing her for the first time again It's just like seeing her for the first time again It's just like seeing her for the first time again
While she's been away Living day-to-day has been tough I found her at my side Simply being alive has been rough Know she won't be gone forever There are many times I find it feels that way And I'm not trying to forget her Just understand how I'll be feeling on that day It's just like seeing her for the first time again It's just like seeing her for the first time again The time she's not around Somewhere out-of-town has been hard But somehow this old heart found time to work it out this far No, I know she's coming home soon There are times I find it hard to feel that way It's not inside me to forget her Just understand how I'll be feeling on that day It's just like seeing her for the first time again It's just like seeing her for the first time again It's just like seeing her for the first time again It's just like seeing her for the first time again
I have diagnosed depression and I am taking medication. I'm having a really bad time. I cry every night with some music like this and I'm just there thinking about it all my life and sometimes I wonder if it makes sense to continue living. Anyway, if you've read this, thanks, I just needed to vent.
hope ur okay dude
❤️❤️
You got this king you are never alone!
Sending you love and healing ❤️
Don’t be afraid God is with you during this rough time period of your life 🙏
I lost my dog months ago and I still have dreams where he never died, they are so realistic that when I wake up I feel disoriented and briefly convinced he is alive. Reaccepting the fact that he is gone on those mornings are hard, but I like to think he's visiting me in my sleep, as stupid as that is lol. He was my only and best friend for years and I'll never forget how happy he made me. He had a wide, physical smile on his face when he was happy that made him look really silly, almost cartoonish, and I can't wait to see it again someday.
man
did i ask?
@@amenstenes5596 Rude ;-;
@@amenstenes5596 shut up
@@amenstenes5596 go do your homework nigga
Love your Life guys no one will give it back to you....
my cat was with me 14 years. i still cant fucking agree with this that he isnt among us now. this home and the family is whole lot different. my mom said "dont worry, the sadness will pass by 1 month". well... its been already 2 years. great music btw. you are awesome creator.
hey i hope u feel better :)
think of it like how people come and go all the time- sometimes things just don't work out but that doesn't make the person or the friendship u had bad. u still have all the memories, but everybody grows. every person or even animal can obviously impact our lives, and that helps us grow as humans. it's okay to mourn and think back to the past bc that's normal, but see how they've shaped who u are today ☆
@@angelina-cp6jn Thank you very much
Cats don't have a long lifespan my friend
And I almost broke character when I read "among us"
One of those rare times the cover may actually be better than the original
I miss her yo
real
My best friend passed away in 2019, she was so young and did not deserve what happened to her, i miss her so much and always think about what it would have been like if we actually made it to each others weddings as promised.
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Really nice cover :) True fan of Mac speaking!
Smiling through it all 💯
Dawg help me please 💀
@@spencerfrancis8349 w?
nah fr 💯
at my lowest point 💯💯
miss dat bitch
This is so close to the real deal! Nice work yo!
amazing, peace and light. You are the the universe becoming conscious of itself, we are all one. Im you and your are me. go back read it again do you realise how your brain skipped 'the'.
Ever since mom died, I think that everything went completely wrong, we lost our shop, I was 10 that time, we lost everything, I just kinda wish I was the one that died, or with her, I was lonely, cried every night, I just can't help it
do it for her. you are the best version of you, dont ever forget your worth. love
this is so good omlllll
While she's been away
Living day-to-day has been tough
Found her at my side
Simply being alive has been rough
Know she won't be gone forever
There are many times I find it feels that way
And I'm not trying to forget her
Just understand how I'll be feeling on that day
It's just like seeing her for the first time again
It's just like seeing her for the first time again
The time she's not around
Somewhere out of town, has been hard
But somehow this old heart found time to work it out this far
No, I know she's coming home soon
There are times I find it hard to feel that way
It's not inside me to forget her
Just understand how I'll be feeling on that day
It's just like seeing her for the first time again
It's just like seeing her for the first time again
It's just like seeing her for the first time again
It's just like seeing her for the first time again
I still think about her
people, please enjoy the music and express your appreciation to it without your sob story, thank you
pls add it to Spotify :((
Is it on Spotify or nah
@@alixern-c2f nope:(
copyright issues
@@alixern-c2f it is now
THISI IS SO GOOD OH MY GODOSFJOIDSFJAS
I write stories to these type of beats someone pmo with more NOW
This sounds like a main menu song from a game
thankkk uuu for this nowww i can cry moreeeee
Pagiku hilang sudah melayang Hari mudaku sudah pergi
Sekarang petang datang membayang
Batang usiaku sudah tinggi
Aku lalai di hari pagi
Beta lengah di masa muda
Kini hidup meracuni hati Miskin ilmu miskin harta
Tiada berima nada gempita Didera kesibukan beringas kota Aku kelelahan Meniti riuh gemuruh jalan
Aku kehilangan arti Gelisah hati bertali-temali
Kehidupan membawa langkah
Tak tentu arah
Wow
This actually reminds me of this dream that my mom died and basically it's me and my family crying in the funeral and then depression hit me and then I woke up
My mother and father actually died and i was on the funeral and i was 7 you are lucky it was just a nightmare
I really love the snare in this instrumental cover, got a name of it?
Get a sample of a linn drum, saturate it a bit and put a low-pass filter on it
despair
real real
Why these kind of music makes me feel sad? :/
months ago, he posted a tik tok with this song saying something like "im listening this thinking abt her" and i thought i was to me, but wasnt. he broke my heart and i cant get over the things he did to me, hes like a ghost disturbing my life. i feel like a trash when i remember it all, but i know it wasnt my fault, i was a great gf. when we started talking he said something about this but i didnt saw reasons to worry abt, he turned a horrible person. he told me he missed her and how much she was unforgettable, he gave me the worst traumas, i cant get over it all. every time i listen to this song, all the things he told me come back in my mind, it happened months ago and i still feel like it happened today. he hurt me as fuck, i hope he have his karma. i gave my best to be his gf, and he destroyed me, i hate him so much.
edit: i dont like him anymore
cool
Is it possible to make a one hour version?
Is It okay if use this instrumental? It won't be for profit I promise it's soo good😭
I have one question what is it instrument using in melodia?
Dreamcore?
Are u on spotify
vai dar um sample otimo
Why is everyone thinking of their dead pets with this song while im thinking im the guy in that one wongkarwai movie .
Are you okay with me using this for a RUclips/SoundCloud remix?
:(
"Vou fumar maconha papai"
Maybe this is a sick joke I am applying towards myself, but for the first time, I am afraid of death because I had a close call almost a month ago from dying, I was diagnosed with non alcoholic liver cirrhosis , and from what I’ve been told, my life span may be severed severely and the remainder of my time is uncertain, I don’t know how much time left, hence why the for the first time, I fear death now.
Ola muchelle q haciendo
why.. why am just here,nobody likes me everyone hate my personality nobody likes my appearence nobody likes what i am... everyone love talking to me but hate listening... nobody want me just say am ugly but am not here do be this and just make ppl happy when am sad i dont even like when ppl sad but... no one cares when i am.... everyone talks to much when sad and i just listen and help them but... nobody listen to me...
:3
If i die its like one feather off a birds wings what would really matter the music i wanna make will go to waste that no ones even gonna listen to i hate myself personally but eh
milky
While she's been away
Living day-to-day has been tough
Found her at my side
Simply being alive has been rough
Know she won't be gone forever
There are many times I find it feels that way
And I'm not trying to forget her
Just understand how I'll be feeling on that day
It's just like seeing her for the first time again
It's just like seeing her for the first time again
The time she's not around
Somewhere out of town, has been hard
But somehow this old heart found time to work it out this far
No, I know she's coming home soon
There are times I find it hard to feel that way
It's not inside me to forget her
Just understand how I'll be feeling on that day
It's just like seeing her for the first time again
It's just like seeing her for the first time again
It's just like seeing her for the first time again
It's just like seeing her for the first time again
While she's been away
Living day-to-day has been tough
I found her at my side
Simply being alive has been rough
Know she won't be gone forever
There are many times I find it feels that way
And I'm not trying to forget her
Just understand how I'll be feeling on that day
It's just like seeing her for the first time again
It's just like seeing her for the first time again
The time she's not around
Somewhere out-of-town has been hard
But somehow this old heart found time to work it out this far
No, I know she's coming home soon
There are times I find it hard to feel that way
It's not inside me to forget her
Just understand how I'll be feeling on that day
It's just like seeing her for the first time again
It's just like seeing her for the first time again
It's just like seeing her for the first time again
It's just like seeing her for the first time again
While she's been away
Living day-to-day has been tough
I found her at my side
Simply being alive has been rough
Know she won't be gone forever
There are many times I find it feels that way
And I'm not trying to forget her
Just understand how I'll be feeling on that day
It's just like seeing her for the first time again
It's just like seeing her for the first time again
The time she's not around
Somewhere out-of-town has been hard
But somehow this old heart found time to work it out this far
No, I know she's coming home soon
There are times I find it hard to feel that way
It's not inside me to forget her
Just understand how I'll be feeling on that day
It's just like seeing her for the first time again
It's just like seeing her for the first time again
It's just like seeing her for the first time again
It's just like seeing her for the first time again