“I thought, “I want to die. I want to die more than ever before. There’s no chance now of a recovery. No matter what sort of thing I do, no matter what I do, it’s sure to be a failure, just a final coating applied to my shame. That dream of going on bicycles to see a waterfall framed in summer leaves-it was not for the likes of me. All that can happen now is that one foul, humiliating sin will be piled on another, and my sufferings will become only the more acute. I want to die. I must die. Living itself is the source of sin.” ― Osamu Dazai
@@commentsection9815 I think there was a person they based off Dazai, a man who tried to commit suicide 20 times but failed however successfully died committing suicide with his wife. I think there is a book he wrote and I want it
@@hikari9198 he wrote a bunch of books actually, but i think you mean no longer human. it’s a really interesting book and i recommend it if you already wanted it.
The look of horror on Kyouka and Atsushi’s face is absolutely heart-breaking (And I’m not sure I could cope if this ends up happening in the manga). This video is just breathtaking. Everything from the visuals to the interpretation! ❤️❤️❤️❤️
The fact that you mentioned Dazai's despair over Odasaku's death gives it more sense and Atsushi's breakdown it's kinda on place because he is too attached to Dazai and it makes this animation even sadder ;-;
I hope Dazai realises one day that the Agency actually cares, especially Atsushi, I don't think Atsushi would know what to do, just like Dazai when Odasaku.. Yknow
It would be a whole cycle- Odasaku dying in Dazai’s arm and then Dazai dying in Atsushi’s arms… maybe Atsushi would become to next suicidal maniac of the anime 😭
@Špïçÿ Ñøōdlėś whenever you finish no longer human, i recommend some of his other books too. The setting sun and blue bamboo are very poggers if you want to either cry again or calm down after reading the heavier books
(Absolutely not) fun fact!: osamu was in the process of writing a novel that -in english - was named “Goodbye”. It was never finished due to his unfortunate death. Rest in Piece Osamu Dazai
my emotional stability depends on Bungo stray dogs this video touched me and I cried the truth I do not want to see Dazai or someone of the characters suffer it hurts and more like the manga is right now but leaving that aside I loved the animation is very good and admirable it has its own beautiful style 💖
i swear if Dazai actually died, i would've cried. edit: i get reminded of this comment every single day and i would love to say, yes i am crying, but not for the reasons you think
The dislikes 9 are from kunikida becaude he is tired of saving Dazai over and over again. [Plot twist] Kunikida was standing below Dazai when he fell- Atushi was scared because Dazai broke Kunikida's shoulder :)
NEW UPLOAD NEW UPLOAD NEW UPLOAD NEW UPLOADDDD every time you upload I do nothing but watch your videos for 3 hours crying and wishing I could animate and over analyzing everything and writing essays on dazai's past and at this point you're just part of my daily schedule
I think he just finds suicide fun. I kinda do too. (I'm not sick) Its just nice to try out new things not knowing the outcome. buttttt of course no one wants to actually die so he just treats suicide like a game. But its most probably due to the fact the actual daze osamu tried to commit suicide multiple times and succeeded at last by drowning in a river (makes sense like how in the vid dazai died by jumping from a waterfall)
@@lahwhat2857 well yeah you’re right that it’s to do with the original author, like how his bandages are a tribute to the author. but character wise, we’ll probably never know since I don’t think we’re ever gonna get a backstory of dazai before he joined the mafia. probably something to do with when harukawa said that he won’t right from dazai’s point of view because he is such a complicated character
I don't know why the actual author was suicidal, but Dazai mentioned in the anime that if he was to brush close to the instincts/core of humans, maybe he could find a reason to live. In other words he wanted to see that if a close encounter to death would prove something.
it's kinda funny how i randomly came across this video like 1 (maybe 2 idfk time isn't real) years ago and now bsd is my special interest and dazai is half the reason i have any sense of identity and i own no longer human and have read a ton of other works by the authors referenced in the show sakisayaka ily :]
so when i was watching this, i remembered when i read stuff about irl dazai and i legit started crying out of sadness when you see a fictional character struggling you at least know that they're not real, its another thing when you know that it really happened to someone, irl dazai was so miserable and ended up cutting his life short, not being able to escape the dark i'm glad nowadays there are a lot of ways to help people who struggle with $uic!dal thoughts, i hope these people reach the light at the end of the tunnel and live a happy life, genuinely
OMG I LOVE THIS SONG!! I was listening to their stuff the other day and I was like "I wish this had more attention, they're so good!" and here you come along with this masterpiece that ALSO has bsd in it?! Godly. Phenomenal. Absolutely spectacular. Divine.
Sakisayaka-san, I have used your beautiful art as a reference (0:55) and have made the prettiest piece I'm so proud of. You have truly helped me with my path as an artist. Thank you.- And great animation as well.
"i thought, "i want to die. i want to die more than ever before. theres no chance of recovery. no matter what sort of thing i do, no matter what i do, its sure to be a failure, just a final coating applied to my shame. that dream of going on blcycles to see a waterfall framed in summer leave-it happen now is that one foul, humlllating sin will pilled on another, and my sufferings will become only more acute. i want to die. i must die. living itself is the source of sin." relateable fr
at 0:51 there is like a biography idk 1:04 and1:14 are direct quotes from osamu dazai (the person dazai was based off of) and 1:20 is from one of osamu dazais books anyway all fo the bsd characters where based off of authors so thats cool👍
Damn so what you’re saying is I should really pick BSD up again… But for real so good to see Abuse-sans music put to such a good video. This character really fits the heart wrenching quality of it. And the editing is lovely
I particularly like the way you layered all your elements, it’s like a collage. Reminds me of the scribble-quality of the original music video for this song. That sort of style fits this raw emotion
![[Music Video] アブノーマリティ･ダンシンガール / ぐちり feat.flower （Abnormality Dancin' Girl / Guchiry feat. flower）](/img/1.gif)
Having a breakdown and watching this is quite pleasant.
Right.
agreed.
We're a bunch of masochists.
ikr
Facts
I swear you find the perfect songs for characters and then pop off on your editing and art like damn that's talent right there
I KNOW RIGHT?? how do they do that 😭😭😭
The art belongs to kabiyume on Instagram actually! They just edited it! You can see the credit in the description :)
@@reverseli IH MY GOF I NEVER KNEW THAT AND IVE BEEN WATCHING THEIR CHANNEL FOR 6 MONTHS
@@reverseli oh wait they’re the same person
bestie... what
@@kasacringe oh heck sorry :[ I don’t use Instagram so I couldn’t check
No one:
Me crying at 2 am because of odasaku:
😔
yes
Odasaku's death still hurts.
He died with a baddass gun fight tho😣
There's no denying that. It's one of my favourite fight scenes ever.
HELP AT 0:23 the irl Dazai Osamu 😭 I've watched this countless times but that caught me off guard hgjhg
“I thought, “I want to die. I want to die more than ever before. There’s no chance now of a recovery. No matter what sort of thing I do, no matter what I do, it’s sure to be a failure, just a final coating applied to my shame. That dream of going on bicycles to see a waterfall framed in summer leaves-it was not for the likes of me. All that can happen now is that one foul, humiliating sin will be piled on another, and my sufferings will become only the more acute. I want to die. I must die. Living itself is the source of sin.”
― Osamu Dazai
May he rest in peace.
Now I'm feeling like this song was specially composed for Dazai.
Damn I find your comments everywheree
@@stalinsfangirl Is that so? Are you sure it's not the profile picture that's similar? (ㆁωㆁ)
@@nolongerhooman2341 yup, you've been in many bnha and dazai playlists btw...just saying 😂
I’m the thousandth like
Same
the fact that you used quotes from the irl author makes this hurt more but i love it
So what is the name of the book or the novle please
@@x._.2319 His most popular book is called No Longer Human
@@aster540 thank you
1:36 actual menace for the confetti but i respect it 💀
0:51 I like how it's a reference to the real life Dazai Osamu.
*_Real life-_*
@@commentsection9815 I think there was a person they based off Dazai, a man who tried to commit suicide 20 times but failed however successfully died committing suicide with his wife. I think there is a book he wrote and I want it
@@hikari9198 he wrote a bunch of books actually, but i think you mean no longer human.
it’s a really interesting book and i recommend it if you already wanted it.
@@Ellie_the_idiot Twin?! abut yeah me and my mom are going on a date tomorrow so if we don’t find one there I’ll order it
@@hikari9198 Every character in bsd is based off of an author in real life
When Atsushi eyes turns black, that make me sad
He’s been traumatized :(
Poor baby :(
hes so mecore🎀🎀🎀🎀🎀🎀🎀🎀🎀🎀🎀🎀🎀🎀🎀🎀🎀🎀🎀🎀🎀
The look of horror on Kyouka and Atsushi’s face is absolutely heart-breaking (And I’m not sure I could cope if this ends up happening in the manga).
This video is just breathtaking. Everything from the visuals to the interpretation! ❤️❤️❤️❤️
THE ANIMATION IS LITERALLY SCREAMING AT ME IT'S AMAZING IM SUCH A FAN OMFG FITYRYJEHVR NO BUT IM ACTUALLY- WOW.
The fact that you mentioned Dazai's despair over Odasaku's death gives it more sense and Atsushi's breakdown it's kinda on place because he is too attached to Dazai and it makes this animation even sadder ;-;
I hope Dazai realises one day that the Agency actually cares, especially Atsushi, I don't think Atsushi would know what to do, just like Dazai when Odasaku.. Yknow
Я тоже надеюсь что Дазай поймëт.
It would be a whole cycle- Odasaku dying in Dazai’s arm and then Dazai dying in Atsushi’s arms… maybe Atsushi would become to next suicidal maniac of the anime 😭
Don't jinx it
If that happens I'll be the next suicidal maniac
@@anobody2755 tbh Atsushi was pretty close in the first few episodes so it would make sense
Ah this dude made me feel so many emotions while watching the show.
and UNHOLY shit. This is amazing wtf-
It's 3am,I have an exam tomorrow I should definitely be sleeping but I'm gonna listen to this on repeat instead
hi someone who is really similar to me because I also have an a-exam but instead of sleeping I should've been studying lol
@@makone8586 well hello!
I have an exam and I should be studying instead of watching this.
no one:
me: crying all night because a character hasn't exist died
crying because a character hasn't exist and haven't die yet🙃(but he died irl)
Dazai is based off a real person who died
@Špïçÿ Ñøōdlėś whenever you finish no longer human, i recommend some of his other books too. The setting sun and blue bamboo are very poggers if you want to either cry again or calm down after reading the heavier books
Sobs
@@erase_mellobut they’re talking about the character, not the real person
this is so dark but I feel like it reflects dazai’s life so well - i love it.
Actually idk if you read No Longer Human but I just know this is supposed to represent the actual Dazai Osamu's successful suicide and his death.
(Absolutely not) fun fact!: osamu was in the process of writing a novel that -in english - was named “Goodbye”. It was never finished due to his unfortunate death. Rest in Piece Osamu Dazai
@@edwardfortyhands754”piece”
underrated masterpiece
That one dislike was Chuuya or maybe Kunikida :"DD
It was chuuya,kunikida and chuuya's alt
chuuya disliked because he cried at the end - i’ve decided that’s canon
One thing I'm not ready for: For Dazai to actually succeed in one of his suicide attempts 💔👀
he won't because he doesn't want to die :)
@@mils.ari29 he does tho....
@@abysmalbird he double suicided with his wife and drowned himself, correct?
@@mils.ari29 but he *DOES* want to die
@@dianalololol ??????
my emotional stability depends on Bungo stray dogs this video touched me and I cried the truth I do not want to see Dazai or someone of the characters suffer it hurts and more like the manga is right now but leaving that aside I loved the animation is very good and admirable it has its own beautiful style 💖
i swear if Dazai actually died, i would've cried.
edit: i get reminded of this comment every single day and i would love to say, yes i am crying, but not for the reasons you think
He almost did in Dead Apple 😟
@@arxjay yup🥲
Bruh I wont even bother watching the rest of the anime if he died. I would just give up on bsd. I'd be too depressed and sad because of dazai's death.
Well, the real dazai actually died
Have you read the Beast light novel?
not me crying when I realised what happened at the end-
AAAA IM NOT READY FOR DAZAI TO ACTUALLY SUCCEED ON HIS ATTEMPTS
you posted this a while ago but deleted it and i had a mini heart attack lol hapy you reposted it!
The dislikes 9 are from kunikida becaude he is tired of saving Dazai over and over again.
[Plot twist] Kunikida was standing below Dazai when he fell-
Atushi was scared because Dazai broke Kunikida's shoulder :)
hehe the plot twist made me giggle.
crying while watching this is actually quite fun
1:35 IM SOBBING THE CONFETTI.
this gives me huge "nobody makes sense vibes"- i play this on repeat for hours- Well done :D
_Fun Fact;_ *Storm Bringer.*
*bringer lol
No.
No...
WHAT HAPPENED TO DAZAI ON STORM BRINGER??
@@starfirevia do you care about spoilers at all? if not i can tell you what i know
This is weirdly beautiful,. I love it , it reflects how this life feels
1:05 off topic but the "Thank you for being born" is wholesome to be honest
i cannot describe how much i love this... best birthday present yet
NEW UPLOAD NEW UPLOAD NEW UPLOAD NEW UPLOADDDD
every time you upload I do nothing but watch your videos for 3 hours crying and wishing I could animate and over analyzing everything and writing essays on dazai's past and at this point you're just part of my daily schedule
The art is so beautiful just HOW do you make it so pretty
I belive in Sakisayaka supermacy.
Sakisayaka supremacy 🛐
No one:
Me: *stares at dazais eye brows and eyelashes* 👁👄👁
why don't your videos get that much love,THEY'RE LITTERLY A MASTERPIECE
YOU CAME BACK WITHA VIDEO AND SO MUCH IMPOVEMENT, I LOVE YOUR ARTSTYLE
I honestly have no clue how you make these but it’s not gonna stop me from watching it over and over again
Why is he such a suicidal maniac, is he ok, did something happened to him?
That's all I wonder whenever I watch these kind of videos about Dazai-
I think he just finds suicide fun. I kinda do too. (I'm not sick) Its just nice to try out new things not knowing the outcome. buttttt of course no one wants to actually die so he just treats suicide like a game.
But its most probably due to the fact the actual daze osamu tried to commit suicide multiple times and succeeded at last by drowning in a river (makes sense like how in the vid dazai died by jumping from a waterfall)
@@lahwhat2857 well yeah you’re right that it’s to do with the original author, like how his bandages are a tribute to the author. but character wise, we’ll probably never know since I don’t think we’re ever gonna get a backstory of dazai before he joined the mafia. probably something to do with when harukawa said that he won’t right from dazai’s point of view because he is such a complicated character
@@maekoo4260 hmmm. yeah that could be something to note.
I guess its fun to him and he dont find a meaning of life so he wants to die idk
I don't know why the actual author was suicidal, but Dazai mentioned in the anime that if he was to brush close to the instincts/core of humans, maybe he could find a reason to live. In other words he wanted to see that if a close encounter to death would prove something.
This was making my young self cry 🔥🔥🔥
Im still sad.
Imagine how traumatized Atsushi must have felt the moment he saw Dazai's dead body...
OMG THIS IS WONDERFUL, I’M CRYING 😭 😭
I absolutely love the quotes from the real Dazai osamu that were scattered in this. EVERYTHING IN THIS IS GREAT.
BABY WAKE UP!! SAKISAYAKA UPLOADED A VIDEO
THIS IS SO CHAOTIC AND I LOVE IT
YOU HAVE SUCH AN AMAZING ART STYLE
bungou stray dogs fandom are so talented. I just love this fandom
YOUR ART STYLE
THE EDITING
THE SONG
EVERYTHINGS PERFECT
it's kinda funny how i randomly came across this video like 1 (maybe 2 idfk time isn't real) years ago and now bsd is my special interest and dazai is half the reason i have any sense of identity and i own no longer human and have read a ton of other works by the authors referenced in the show
sakisayaka ily :]
so when i was watching this, i remembered when i read stuff about irl dazai and i legit started crying out of sadness
when you see a fictional character struggling you at least know that they're not real, its another thing when you know that it really happened to someone, irl dazai was so miserable and ended up cutting his life short, not being able to escape the dark
i'm glad nowadays there are a lot of ways to help people who struggle with $uic!dal thoughts, i hope these people reach the light at the end of the tunnel and live a happy life, genuinely
Please I keep coming back to this one and the lost umbrella one there stuck in my head and I’m not complaining
OMG I LOVE THIS SONG!! I was listening to their stuff the other day and I was like "I wish this had more attention, they're so good!" and here you come along with this masterpiece that ALSO has bsd in it?! Godly. Phenomenal. Absolutely spectacular. Divine.
oh my god .. I don’t understand those people who put dislikes .. while looking at me goose bumps came .. you are the best!
Everytime Sakisayaka post, an Angel gains its wings.
This is so underrated I can not-
How is it this GOOD! :0
THE TALENT I COULD NEVER OHMYGODDD I LOVE THISSS AND YOU🚶♂️😩☝️🙄
UNDERRATED AF THIS IS BEAUTIFUL
you’re too underrated. LIKE LOOK AT YOUR MASTERPIECES
I am thankful she/he is still uploading such underrated videos.
This might be my favourite edit of yours, Abuse is an amazing music creator and people should definitely check out their stuff
THE WAY YOU EDIT GOES SO WELL WITH THE DRAWINGS ILL NEVER GET OVER THIS UUGH
your videos are literally the definition of art
no one:
me crying over the new bsd wan ep:
LMAO THIS MADE IT WORSE
* sobs, eats
video and runs away * 🏃
I'M CRYING THIS IS SO AMAZING OML
This is by far one of the best animations ever your art style is legendary great job
I can imagine when the confetti appear Atsushi let ojt an earpiercing scream and- ahhh its stuck in my head, i love it thooo
2 years later, i come back to this video, hoping for a light to show in this horrid life of mine
this edit makes me so emotional right now. :"((( you are really amazing
Sakisayaka-san, I have used your beautiful art as a reference (0:55) and have made the prettiest piece I'm so proud of. You have truly helped me with my path as an artist. Thank you.- And great animation as well.
Wtf your still so underrated I DONT UNDERSTAND 😭✋
you’re one of the best editors i’ve ever seen 😳
Beautiful!!💓
and sad :D
Amazing. I love this. Dazai is so coool. It's hard not to cry while watching this TvT
This is so good I wanna cry
Its worth waiting bc the quality is just 🙂✨
how wonderful it is I love the great of stray dogs
Блина малина! Почему так красиво?! Просто моё почтение к тебе) афигенно рисуешь)
Согласна :>
Ага
Я не одна из Украины?
@@kitusha нет я зараз на морі в Одесі
А кто из Казахстана тогда?
I am here since you posted this MASTERPIECE 🥺🤚
I absolutley adore the character expressions in this!
"i thought, "i want to die. i want to die more than ever before. theres no chance of recovery. no matter what sort of thing i do, no matter what i do, its sure to be a failure, just a final coating applied to my shame. that dream of going on blcycles to see a waterfall framed in summer leave-it happen now is that one foul, humlllating sin will pilled on another, and my sufferings will become only more acute. i want to die. i must die. living itself is the source of sin." relateable fr
real
Please I’ve been watching this for like 4 days non stop wtf ilysm🥺
ILYM !!! :D 🤍🤍🤍
BOTH THE EDITING AND ART ARE SO PRETTYY i can’t stop looping this omg
Words can’t describe how good this is am speechless 😭✨
at 0:51 there is like a biography idk
1:04 and1:14 are direct quotes from osamu dazai (the person dazai was based off of)
and 1:20 is from one of osamu dazais books
anyway all fo the bsd characters where based off of authors so thats cool👍
Damn so what you’re saying is I should really pick BSD up again…
But for real so good to see Abuse-sans music put to such a good video. This character really fits the heart wrenching quality of it. And the editing is lovely
I particularly like the way you layered all your elements, it’s like a collage. Reminds me of the scribble-quality of the original music video for this song. That sort of style fits this raw emotion
dazai kins are the best people prove me wrong theyre all here
the music is touching coupled with the animation is perfect. and this is very very perfect 👍
MY QUEEN IS BACK
teach me your ways, please 🛐
Почему так мало лайков?... Этот шедевр заслуживает большего, как и все остальные твои видео
this somg needs a banger warning damn
Thank you for this masterpiece. My eyes are happy. My ears are blessed. My mind is replaying it.
how did i not know this existed,IM LIVING FOR THIS and the lyrics are so relatable,i love it its way too relatable and dazai does indeed fit this
OMG the end was not expected literally 😳💔
Imagne this happing at the end...
HOLY SHIT THIS>>>>
you never fail to amaze me the amount of detail you put into your edits is incredible
After a long time you finally posted!!!