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  • @have-a-grate-day-people
    @have-a-grate-day-people Год назад +16040

    „People cry, not because they are weak. It is because they've been strong for too long.“ - Johnny Depp

  • @duhitsclaire14
    @duhitsclaire14 Год назад +2138

    The feeling of when you try not to cry but your voice definitely shows that you are breaking inside

    • @savannahrae9238
      @savannahrae9238 Год назад +6

      Me all day today

    • @JayHoefler
      @JayHoefler Год назад +8

      That's me all the time but now no one notices because that voice has been there for so long

    • @duhitsclaire14
      @duhitsclaire14 Год назад

      Ik and I hate it, it makes me less of a person I think@@JayHoefler

    • @SofiaRice-zt9fg
      @SofiaRice-zt9fg Год назад +2

      Yep

    • @Whos.Everest
      @Whos.Everest Год назад +2

      I want to cry so bad,
      I used to hide my emotions and instead do SH, but im really trying to stop now, So i get loads of emotions..

  • @cookielady7526
    @cookielady7526 Год назад +11047

    I love your hair
    I love your forehead
    I love your eyebrows
    I love your eyelashes
    I love your eyes
    I love your ears
    I love your nose
    I love your cheeks
    I love your mouth
    I love your teeth
    I love your chin
    I love your neck
    I love your shoulders
    I love your chest
    I love your arms
    I love your hands
    I love your tummy
    I love your hips
    I love your thighs
    I love your knees
    I love your shins
    I love your feet (not in that way.)
    I love your moles/marks
    I love your scars
    I love your voice
    I love what you do
    I love your personality
    I love you on your good days
    I love you on your bad days
    I love you when you when you wear makeup
    I love you when you don’t wear makeup.
    I love your skin
    I love you when you’re sad
    I love you when you’re mad
    I love you when you’re happy
    I love you when you hate me
    I love you when you love me
    I love you when you forget me
    I’m proud of you for getting some sleep
    I’m proud of you for trying to sleep
    I’m proud of you for waking up
    I’m proud of you for getting up
    I’m proud of you for brushing your teeth
    I proud of you for tending toward your braces
    I’m proud of you for doing your hair
    I’m proud of you for washing your face
    I’m proud of you for doing skin care
    I love you for doing your makeup (if you wear it)
    I’m proud of you that you got out of your room
    I’m proud of you for getting dressed
    I’m proud of you for eating breakfast
    I’m proud of you for being clean
    I’m proud of you for trying to be clean
    I’m proud of you for being alive
    I’m proud of you for being a good friend
    I’m proud of you for trying to be I good friend
    I won’t judge you for your looks
    I won’t judge you from your race
    I won’t judge you for your life
    I won’t judge you for your family
    I won’t judge you for your past/childhood
    I won’t judge you for your body
    I won’t judge you for your tears
    I wont judge you for your age
    I won’t judge you for your sexual orientation
    I wont judge you for your gender
    I wont judge you for your money
    I won’t judge you for where you come from
    I won’t judge you for your language
    You aren’t ugly
    You aren’t too fat
    You aren’t too skinny
    You aren’t annoying
    You aren’t mean
    You aren’t evil
    You aren’t crazy
    You aren’t weird
    You aren’t worthless
    You aren’t scary
    You aren’t selfish
    You aren’t too feminine
    You aren’t too masculine
    You aren’t too young
    You aren’t too old
    You aren’t disgusting
    You aren’t a doormat
    You aren’t a toy
    You aren’t a monster
    You are beautiful
    You are pretty
    You are handsome
    You are kind
    You are cool
    You are everything you want to be
    You aren’t perfect, nobody is, but you are perfect in my eyes
    I wont judge you for anything
    I'm so proud of you
    I love you.

  • @LiseEngberts
    @LiseEngberts 3 месяца назад +1095

    As a child we cry to get our parents attention, now we wipe our tears as soon as we hear someone approaching

  • @TheNanlast
    @TheNanlast Год назад +4527

    I'm so tired and my heart is damaged making an effort meeting people, connecting and actually liking someone until that person turns out to be cruel. I'm so tired...

    • @nightgazeee
      @nightgazeee  Год назад +219

      it’s okay i’m here for you it will all get better one day i’m sure❤️❤️

    • @Moon-oh1fj
      @Moon-oh1fj Год назад +82

      ​@@nightgazeee Everyone says that but nobody really stays that long! I heard many times people saying that they will stay for eachother even if they be apart but in actually life they won't! And All those sweet words that you remembered seems to turn into lost memories as time goes by! Made me disbelief in anything sweet they say!💔

    • @Moon-oh1fj
      @Moon-oh1fj Год назад +26

      I can relate to you!

    • @JjjvfhhYujvh-lh3bd
      @JjjvfhhYujvh-lh3bd Год назад +35

      Your never really alone, you always have your self
      Love you, and forget about everything else, because this world is cruel

    • @thelmaifon1009
      @thelmaifon1009 Год назад +19

      Rest my dear❤

  • @Jovig
    @Jovig Год назад +8191

    The feeling when your heart is crying but your face isn’t.

  • @ichyt-3233
    @ichyt-3233 Год назад +842

    They didnt notice you were crying
    They didn't notice you were sad
    They didn’t notice you were tired
    They didn’t notice you were alone
    They didn’t notice how attentive you were
    They didn’t notice how sweet you actually are...
    They didn’t notice how you actually try to make others smile
    They did notice you failing grades
    They did notice your unattractive
    They did notice the mean side of you
    They did notice all your mistakes
    They did notice all you flaws
    They did notice that you weren’t good enough for them.
    But you stayed strong
    You kept going on
    You never gave up on hope
    You never let them take you down
    And you know they wasn’t good enough for you
    And that’s what make you stronger
    not mine but u can spread it to make someones day :)

    • @aliciafranke-wright2995
      @aliciafranke-wright2995 Год назад +4

      Yeah...this

    • @lucyl.l4689
      @lucyl.l4689 Год назад +9

      That's right... But Many times I have seen that only among us do we understand each other but we are always too far away to help each other...

    • @lua_givyn6575
      @lua_givyn6575 Год назад +6

      I feel this message as a soft heart beat

    • @SiimplyFlower_tae
      @SiimplyFlower_tae Год назад +7

      songs didnt make me cry but this did

    • @shanieceross9238
      @shanieceross9238 Год назад +2

      This makes me cry bc they did notice everything but I wanted them to notice 😢

  • @claytonreed5153
    @claytonreed5153 9 месяцев назад +616

    I've been screaming inside for a few days now, hating myself, hating life.. never felt this low before..

    • @poonamdevi2907
      @poonamdevi2907 6 месяцев назад +17

      Bro, all of us will be just fine. I believe in you and myself and everyone out there.

    • @JesusLovesYou35780
      @JesusLovesYou35780 5 месяцев назад +10

      Hi. I just want to let you know that Jesus loves and cares about you! Turn to him and he can get you through whatever hardship you are going through, just like he did with me! ❤

    • @e.g.1651
      @e.g.1651 5 месяцев назад +8

      Hold on there dude. I have faith in you even if we've never met.

    • @Silas_Chain
      @Silas_Chain 3 месяца назад +1

      you can do it... you can still go lower 😊

    • @pinkystars0224
      @pinkystars0224 3 месяца назад +1

      Same

  • @khloielarpenteur9760
    @khloielarpenteur9760 Год назад +1571

    When your crying in your room and your at your lowest but no one knows. And your so scared and hoping that your parents won’t find you. I’m here for every single one of y’all. I love all of y’all. We will get through this point in our lives.

  • @sxriouxly
    @sxriouxly Год назад +1269

    Pillows: I'll catch your tears. 🛏️
    Blankets: I'll keep you hidden from the world. 🌎 🌍
    Plushy: I'll hug you and catch your tears. 🧸
    Reflection: I won't judge you. 🪞

    • @sage_skates
      @sage_skates Год назад +29

      Funny how all of these are not even living
      Parents or friends will almost never do this unless they care a LOT for you- which is not my case most of the time💀💀

    • @sxriouxly
      @sxriouxly Год назад +5

      @@sage_skates Yeah.

    • @iris_mxxn8117
      @iris_mxxn8117 Год назад +1

      burn

    • @acelovesdiyschristopher7023
      @acelovesdiyschristopher7023 10 месяцев назад +5

      ​@@sage_skateshonestly same. At this point I just expect it so I'm not even surprised anymore.

    • @out3rspac3
      @out3rspac3 9 месяцев назад +4

      and i get bulled for having a plushy

  • @ashleyadele4790
    @ashleyadele4790 Год назад +4298

    I'm going to be honest to listen to this whole thing and I cried and cried until I realized that there were people crying with me and I started not to feel alone. So if you're reading this you are not alone. We will get through this no matter how hard or how long it takes

    • @stqrry.cosmxs
      @stqrry.cosmxs Год назад +28

      tysm u too i really needed to hear that 💗💞

    • @MariaVolkov296
      @MariaVolkov296 Год назад +31

      Thank you I'm really struggling right now with my ex best friend trying to turn everyone against me and her saying she cared about me and that she loved me but I had to learn the hard way and find out she lied to me saying she cared and loved me and never did

    • @ashleyadele4790
      @ashleyadele4790 Год назад +18

      @@MariaVolkov296 well this might not mean a lot coming from me but if your best friend said all those things then they're missing out cuz you sound like amazing person and again no matter what you're going through there are 20 people doing it right along with you and I have one of them

    • @MariaVolkov296
      @MariaVolkov296 Год назад +10

      @@ashleyadele4790 Thank you that means a lot to me and you're a very nice person and may God bless you and your family 💓

    • @ferryvandenbergh6943
      @ferryvandenbergh6943 Год назад +7

      Thank You for these words

  • @0MGDARKC4T
    @0MGDARKC4T Год назад +456

    To anybody who’s reading this, I pray that whatever is hurting you or whatever you are constantly stressing about gets better. May the dark thoughts , the overthinking , and the doubt exit your mind . May clarity replace confusion. May peace and calmness fill your life .

    • @davidequagliarelli6267
      @davidequagliarelli6267 11 месяцев назад +3

      Thanks a lot…it feels so good reading to your wonderful words! I‘m feeling so confused and anxious right now. Sometimes it feels like a real nightmare. Thanks to your words, I feel more confident. There‘s something called hope! 🙏🏻😊

    • @PriscillaJones-df5zo
      @PriscillaJones-df5zo 10 месяцев назад +6

      I stay up all night crying then I read your prayer and I calmed down and breathed and knew that God Will help us

    • @Nipponing
      @Nipponing 10 месяцев назад

      praying isnt real

    • @riccardobrambilla2056
      @riccardobrambilla2056 9 месяцев назад +1

      I Just can't, i think Is passed all, but Is not happended, so i won't think i Will be able tò turn 17 this year

    • @OgechiLucky631
      @OgechiLucky631 9 месяцев назад

      Thank you so much

  • @Emma.loves.sports
    @Emma.loves.sports Год назад +798

    Just went outside on my porch and listened to this crying looking at the sky wondering what gods plans are for me and why it’s so hard right now.

    • @anoushkaliz5508
      @anoushkaliz5508 Год назад +5

      How are you now? Feel any better yet? Take care

    • @Emma.loves.sports
      @Emma.loves.sports Год назад +5

      @@anoushkaliz5508 i’m good. Sports are basically my life ,and if i’m upset i just go play sports, but i’ve been injured for 6weeks now. Therefore it’s just been difficult without that. i’ve had to miss a lot of things bc of it, but God has a plan so everything will be ok.

    • @PastorErickDMarquez
      @PastorErickDMarquez Год назад +13

      Whosever calls upon the name of the Lord Jesus Christ shall be saved

    • @PennyFitzgeraldTAWOG
      @PennyFitzgeraldTAWOG Год назад +3

      I promise u ur life will get better. Just hold on it's gonna definitely be a bumpy ride there

    • @SeanGarfield-np4vq
      @SeanGarfield-np4vq Год назад +1

      I hope your doing much better than you were. No one deserves to feel low

  • @PradnyaBansode-s9f
    @PradnyaBansode-s9f Год назад +2400

    It's 3 am and I am more scared of my parents finding me crying in my room than a ghost tryna scare me.

    • @samanthawinchester5209
      @samanthawinchester5209 Год назад +41

      Same, I am listening it and now in my country 3am, I am scared too that they can see me like this

    • @michaelbasdeo5516
      @michaelbasdeo5516 Год назад +46

      this hits close to home friend just know your not alone in this feeling im 16 fairly built you'd never expect me to be the guy his his room hiding everytime his father came home drunk heart racing beating in his ears so loudly it hurts his head im telling you this to let you know and hopefully bring some comfort in the darken times were never truly alone in the world thanks to the internet we can help each other just know that out in the world some strangers care about you take care dear friend

    • @PradnyaBansode-s9f
      @PradnyaBansode-s9f Год назад +17

      @@michaelbasdeo5516 Thank you for your warm words. It does help. Hope everything goes right for you and you grow up to be a great human with patience, peace and kindness. Please take care.

    • @PradnyaBansode-s9f
      @PradnyaBansode-s9f Год назад +9

      @@samanthawinchester5209 Ik it's the worst feeling

    • @michaelbasdeo5516
      @michaelbasdeo5516 Год назад +8

      @@PradnyaBansode-s9f anytime i wish you the best future and a happy one too i hope you get the peace you truly deserve have a good one you take care also

  • @zalankotlar7927
    @zalankotlar7927 Год назад +488

    No matter how many hours I cry when I wake up and going to school I m just smiling and nobody knows it.😢

    • @semyahcrump
      @semyahcrump Год назад +16

      This is the realest thing ever. I cry my heart out and I deal with so much things at my house but I still manage to get to school and pretend like everything it ok when it's not. So I just wanted to let you know your not alone and I really hope your ok❤

    • @Blueoon_melonr
      @Blueoon_melonr 11 месяцев назад +2

      I hope and know one day you find that person to put a real smile

    • @memyselfandi-bn3km
      @memyselfandi-bn3km 11 месяцев назад +1

      Ik it hurts so bad but I’m scard to tell anyone exactly my parents

    • @Mizukithecosplayer
      @Mizukithecosplayer 9 месяцев назад

      I know im the same and im scared to reach out my to best friends but i told HER and she was the best person to talk to and if you need to talk to me im here don't worry we will go through this together I'm crying listening to this and I know others are so how about we let it all out together how does that sound my lovelies

    • @rocky_pheonix42
      @rocky_pheonix42 6 месяцев назад +1

      Honestly, I feel like I've become so good at hiding the fact that I'm not ok, that I don't know if anyone will ever be able to tell that I'm not ok anymore😥

  • @MafoEmely
    @MafoEmely 2 месяца назад +175

    The moment I started reading comments my tears dropped,Am not the only person who cries in my room all night and woke up smiling 😔 million people but feel lonely 🤦🤦

    • @KeamaSigwane
      @KeamaSigwane 2 месяца назад +5

      I Feel You💔It Really Hurts

    • @SirJaymesDAudelée
      @SirJaymesDAudelée 2 месяца назад +1

      Nope you’re not the only person. I don’t even like half this music. I just come here for the like minded community, LOL.

    • @clydreigngaliza2050
      @clydreigngaliza2050 Месяц назад +1

      the feeling is mutual rn

    • @marlenearevalo1639
      @marlenearevalo1639 27 дней назад +1

      I keeps fake smile I miss my friend he hasn't talked to me I just want to talk toh I'm I just put a fake smile💔💔

    • @jasemiller-g5t
      @jasemiller-g5t 16 дней назад

      Yeah I understand sometimes it feels like am the only one in the world going true this.

  • @warriorkaro
    @warriorkaro Год назад +481

    When at night you crying n have a biggest smile during the day. No one knows pain of the heart 💔

    • @PastelSunsetChannel
      @PastelSunsetChannel Год назад +7

      No one knows it’s true 🥲

    • @JayHoefler
      @JayHoefler Год назад +5

      Me every day of my life

    • @CIeaner23
      @CIeaner23 Год назад

      @@JayHoeflersame

    • @MariaRomero-fy5ui
      @MariaRomero-fy5ui Год назад +4

      yes very true…

    • @ZendayaWilliams-wd8zv
      @ZendayaWilliams-wd8zv 9 месяцев назад +4

      my mom i swear yells to much and i don't know what else to do im always getting blammed for stufff me and my brother and she screams at me

  • @jh1911
    @jh1911 Год назад +722

    For everyone who is going through a hard time in their personal life and also trying to study...I am with you my friend. Hang in there. We'll make it through this.

  • @Wolfsta
    @Wolfsta Год назад +2370

    For everyone who lost a loved one - now they are part of your heart and soul. They have a new purpose given to them - to guide you forward. Don't cry because they are gone - be happy for the moments u had together 💔🖤

    • @Danceroffical2.0
      @Danceroffical2.0 Год назад +26

      This comment made me bawl my eyes out xx

    • @allizouille1860
      @allizouille1860 Год назад +1

      P

    • @allizouille1860
      @allizouille1860 Год назад

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    • @allizouille1860
      @allizouille1860 Год назад

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    • @allizouille1860
      @allizouille1860 Год назад

      @@Danceroffical2.0😮😮😮😮😮😮😮😮😮😮😮😮😮😮😮😮😮😮😮

  • @jullietteotieno5706
    @jullietteotieno5706 11 месяцев назад +66

    My pain has made me more introverted than i used to be ... Its like the light in me died and left me ... I feel useless each day , not needed and alone though im the most smiley person outside ... I am glad I am here and i know i will get through this ... Love you guys .... These comments keep me going on days i cant cry even ones ... ❤❤

    • @SirJaymesDAudelée
      @SirJaymesDAudelée 2 месяца назад

      Julliette is in pain and feels useless….hmmm
      I’m just thinking if she only knew what the universe put her here for. Or, perhaps, what the look of her spirit is when she finds out…in time.
      Look for some people life seems like it’s all about shits and giggles. But some few of us have more important things to go through, and these are never fun.
      Yet never doubt there is a reason. Something spectacular. You just keep breathing, Julliette. Fill your life with your breath. You’ll make it through and you’ll think back to what I’m saying to you…in blissful wonder.
      Good luck. 😊

    • @alexby9434
      @alexby9434 16 дней назад

      Hope we get through this

  • @user-bg7qf5zl7c
    @user-bg7qf5zl7c Год назад +979

    The worst feeling in the world is when you wanna cry, but no tears come out your eyes 💔

    • @cnamexyz
      @cnamexyz Год назад +9

      True.

    • @ApprovedShortPerson
      @ApprovedShortPerson Год назад +6

      Sending virtual love……❤

    • @user-bg7qf5zl7c
      @user-bg7qf5zl7c Год назад +3

      @@ApprovedShortPerson thank you ❤️🥺

    • @lucyl.l4689
      @lucyl.l4689 Год назад +16

      Mee too... I need to cry but nothing comes out and meke u depressed twice😭😭

    • @lahnabenz4556
      @lahnabenz4556 Год назад +8

      The same thing happening to me rn I haven't been through a relationship breakup or anything but I just keep blaming myself for having no self-esteem in the past and being a ppl pleaser, especially to one girl that I felt was so cool all I tried to do was impress her(and I'm not lesbian) I keep thinking abt her day and night and she was so toxic, now she's on vacation and I talk with her normally on Instagram but I just feel toxicity and she's coming back here in august so we'll be in the same class next year and I'm scared I would feel worthless again around her next year, last year I used to make up stories just to get her attention, I used to cry on her shoulder like my life is a mess and like I have problems but I didn't actually have problems I just did that to get her attention or idk now I just feel like a really bad person and the only thing I wanna da rn is crying a pool of tears.
      Now I've changed and she believes that I changed but I"m still scared of feeling worthless around her

  • @Angel_skye12
    @Angel_skye12 8 месяцев назад +54

    You know when you need to cry but not a single tear comes out ..

  • @quyenphamova
    @quyenphamova Год назад +730

    @MelsTeddy
    0:00 - Daylight
    3:31 - Where's My Love?
    7:31 -Let Me Down Slowly
    10:25 - The Night We Met
    13:50 - Hold On.
    16:40 - Six Feet Under
    19:47 - Half A Man
    22:50 - Dancing With Your Ghost
    26:00 - Somewhere Only We Know
    30:00 - Apocalypse
    34:51 - Lights Are On
    38:00 - When The Party's Over
    41:16 - Love In The Dark
    46:27 - Eveything I Wanted
    50:27 - All I Want
    55:31 - I Found Love
    1:00:00 - It's Okay
    1:02:41 - Anchor
    1:07:15 - Hearing
    1:11:07 - To Build A Home
    1:17:13 - Trauma
    1:21:20 - Remember That Night
    1:25:10 - Waves
    1:29:09 - Listen Before I Go
    1:33:15 - Hold My Hand

    • @Alexaundria
      @Alexaundria Год назад +14

      You’re amazing thank you

    • @BellaBarnes616
      @BellaBarnes616 Год назад +8

      Thank you so much!

    • @ninguembahne
      @ninguembahne 11 месяцев назад

      I love you💖
       🌷🌸🌷🌸
      🌸🌷🌸🌷🌸
      Λ🌷🌸🌷🌸🌷
      ( ˘ ᵕ ˘🌷🌸🌷
      ヽ つ\ /
      UU / 🎀 \

    • @PriscillaJones-df5zo
      @PriscillaJones-df5zo 10 месяцев назад +8

      THIS IS SO HELPFUL! THANKS! 🥲🫠

    • @ayrazbenoyuglu8944
      @ayrazbenoyuglu8944 8 месяцев назад +4

      thx for your work bro

  • @PH4SE.
    @PH4SE. 3 месяца назад +157

    The fact that more than 4.8 Million people have listened to this just shows that you aren't alone, and you won't ever be 💓 * 2 months ago when i commented this only about 4.8 million people listened to this, 2 months later, were almost at 5.6 Million...almost 1 million more, this just shows your never ever going to be alone, just remember people might be going thru things much worse than what you are 💞
    *Edit - No matter how much your going through, and how hard things are, just know that things will eventually get better one way or another, you just need patience and trust.❤‍🩹

  • @shavanahsaia2288
    @shavanahsaia2288 Год назад +336

    some days you just have to sit there and cry to realize you deserve to be loved.

  • @teo1553
    @teo1553 Год назад +183

    I was thinking I’m getting better but here I am listening to this songs.
    Even I tried I just can’t forget the past I feel it inside me and I’m feeling that the past is my new future that the things will happen again and I can’t I don’t want to
    I just can’t been through of this things again I can’t
    But the darkness is there
    I didn’t hurt myself from 2021 but the urge to do it is huge
    I control myself how long I can but my anxiety is just the huge level and my panic attacks are just going worse by each time and I feel like no one is there so I don’t have who to tell about it
    I just I tried anything I started to go to gym, I started to starve myself, I started to change my behaviour, I started to makeup, I did everything I could, I just I’m not enough for anyone no matter how hard I try I will always be on second place
    I just want to have someone by my side I don’t need anything else. I’m asking for to much?
    I don’t know how much time I can handle anymore
    If someone really read all my problems, thank you, you have no idea how much it means to me
    I know that I’m not alone and I’m really sorry for anyone that’s going through the same shit like me
    Maybe one day we all be happy
    One day no matter this life or the next life, we all will be happy one day I really believe this.🫶🏻

    • @Kubaska888
      @Kubaska888 Год назад +6

      Oh darling, I'm soo proud of you... Soo much.

    • @Binna-py3so
      @Binna-py3so Год назад +5

      I feel in the same situation, but you’re better than me, proud of you🩷

    • @Asuruskjl
      @Asuruskjl Год назад +6

      I feel you and I’m agree with what you said we all deserve happiness soon or later, love you all, and proud of all.

    • @Somewhere-um8ct
      @Somewhere-um8ct Год назад +4

      This songs hits hard but that doesn’t mean we are weak to listen to them.
      I know everyone including you is on the right way
      Is not about asking to much is about people is hard to find someone being there for you when you need
      But at some point we all will find that person to trust and to support us.
      Guys is okay to not be okay is not a defection is a feeling.
      Wish Good for Everyone including you

    • @MexicanPeter
      @MexicanPeter Год назад +1

      Skill issues

  • @amiahfernandini2222
    @amiahfernandini2222 Год назад +420

    even after crying to this there is still a lot of pain in me

    • @aromramos5015
      @aromramos5015 Год назад +10

      have u tried to write down your thoughts? I've been there and u can't imagine how helpful is to write down everything u are thinking and also listening to happy music even when u are not in that mood.

    • @ApprovedShortPerson
      @ApprovedShortPerson Год назад +5

      Hey how are you holding up? Sending virtual love…..❤

    • @susiem44
      @susiem44 Год назад +4

      Please don't give your power away to bad people. We only have a certain amount of time and energy. You don't want to be age 70 and upset at yourself that you spent your precious time thinking about what happened in the past!! Please only think about your FUTURE and the present. You can't afford to think about things that aren't even happening now.
      Please make plans to make your life better. And try to see what is NOT wrong with the present. What is NOT wrong!!♥️

    • @Twrtleton
      @Twrtleton Год назад

      Pain is in me as well icl. My uncle is also in me if y'know what I'm saying

    • @HarleeWalker-zv3mr
      @HarleeWalker-zv3mr Год назад +1

      The pain is never going away but we can try, we just have to be here for others

  • @priest_ap4006
    @priest_ap4006 2 месяца назад +137

    Thought I was alone then realized more than 5.2 Million people have listened to this. To anyone reading this, you are not alone.......We'll make it through this

  • @MelsTeddy
    @MelsTeddy Год назад +2393

    0:00 - Daylight
    3:31 - Where's My Love?
    7:31 -Let Me Down Slowly
    10:25 - The Night We Met
    13:50 - Hold On.
    16:40 - Six Feet Under
    19:47 - Half A Man
    22:50 - Dancing With Your Ghost
    26:00 - Somewhere Only We Know
    30:00 - Apocalypse
    34:51 - Lights Are On
    38:00 - When The Party's Over
    41:16 - Love In The Dark
    46:27 - Eveything I Wanted
    50:27 - All I Want
    55:31 - I Found Love
    1:00:00 - It's Okay
    1:02:41 - Anchor
    1:07:15 - Hearing
    1:11:07 - To Build A Home
    1:17:13 - Trauma
    1:21:20 - Remember That Night
    1:25:10 - Waves
    1:29:09 - Listen Before I Go
    1:33:15 - Hold My Hand

  • @alyssahey8128
    @alyssahey8128 Год назад +473

    In case anyone hasn’t told you today, I love you and I’m unbelievably proud of you. You are SO strong, just keep holding on❤️❤️

    • @zanr2205
      @zanr2205 Год назад +11

      Thanks so much u dont know how long ive been waiting for someone to actally be proud of me again

    • @alyssahey8128
      @alyssahey8128 Год назад +1

      @@zanr2205 Of course:) sending you so much love❤️

    • @adablacketter769
      @adablacketter769 Год назад +4

      Thank you so much, tbh this comment made me break down it's something I needed to hear. Sending love back

    • @Nevaeh-336
      @Nevaeh-336 Год назад +4

      I needed this comment thank u sm I needed to hear someone tell me that o don't hear it often. ❤️‍🩹

    • @emilkhk3124
      @emilkhk3124 Год назад +4

      Thank you so much I didnt hear that in over 4 years🥹

  • @jeanninemartine
    @jeanninemartine Год назад +357

    I’m proud of you for waking up.
    I’m proud of you for brushing your hair.
    I’m proud of you for blinking.
    I’m proud of you for breathing.
    I’m proud of you for making your bed.
    I’m proud of you for eating.
    I’m proud of you for TRYING to eat.
    I’m proud of you for drinking water.
    I’m proud of you for being here.
    I’m proud of you for being you.
    I’m proud of you for smiling.
    I’m proud of you for continuing on even when things are difficult for you.
    I’m proud of you for standing up.
    I’m proud of you for blinking.
    I’m proud of you for getting out of bed after spending the whole day in bed.
    I’m proud of you for brushing your teeth.
    I’m proud of you for standing up.
    I’m proud of you for sitting down.
    I’m proud of you for defending yourself.
    I’m proud of you for believing in yourself.
    I’m proud of you for simply trying.
    I’m proud of you for being alive.
    IM PROUD OF YOU. ♥
    Not my words Im just passing this around! :)

    • @PriscillaJones-df5zo
      @PriscillaJones-df5zo Год назад +3

      Bold of you to assume I’m being myself. lol 😆 🙂🫠

    • @imasimpforalbedoandidontknowhy
      @imasimpforalbedoandidontknowhy 11 месяцев назад +2

      No way, no way you would proud of me just for staying here... I'm just a waste of space in this hell called earth

    • @ЅехуНое
      @ЅехуНое 10 месяцев назад +1

      You can't be proud of me for being here, I would be doing this cruel world a favour if I wasn't

    • @CharlotteCarroll-hj1em
      @CharlotteCarroll-hj1em 9 месяцев назад +1

      Thank and I know I've seen it all over the internet

    • @musicbassboosted911
      @musicbassboosted911 9 месяцев назад +1

      Nobody loves us ❤

  • @denikeynes
    @denikeynes 7 месяцев назад +7

    This playlist helped me to let my emotions out, thank you so much. It’s 3 am and I’m going through one of the hardest periods of my life. I’m fighting and I will fight. I continue seeing my future, and I keep saying that everything is fine. But I needed to feel free to cry without a feeling of being weak. And it exactly what this playlist made me do.

  • @Eve.y.p
    @Eve.y.p Год назад +291

    To the person who read this,
    It’s been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don’t see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to loose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginable painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didn’t think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren’t perfect. It’s painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain trough your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don’t know how much impact you have in this world and it’s sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make change, it’s something so simple and little that brightens up someone’s whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you’re passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it’s been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you’re here, existing, but I don’t want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something- to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It’s heartbreaking that you think you’re not capable of being loved, because you are, I love you trough all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe you heart had been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it’s not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You’re not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen. I am listening, you can tell me what’s wrong. It’s everything, isn’t it? There’s something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel, it’s heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and can’t give you a hug, that’s why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love :). You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be, because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much, I write this because I want you to stay here with me, I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn’t give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn’t give up when you tired to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can’t you now? I know it’s tiring, your mentally tired, but dont your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don’t let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won’t let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won’t let you down :). Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there’s someone looking right back, maybe we can’t see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that’s enough for me, because I am glad your heart is beating and you’re still fighting. You’re so much stronger thank you think, you didn’t leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn’t feel like it, when you don’t feel like belonging than build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you’re one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because you’re heart is beautiful, that’s why the demons in your mind wants to have it. As one of the stars you see others stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in there life, but they lighten up the universe with each other’s presence. You’re a star for me, maybe you don’t see it yourself but I can see it, you’re beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence and when you can make me feel that way than you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don’t let your story get written by others but by yourself, it’s your story not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of “I hope” because I have hope for you even if you don’t have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. That’s why I hope you won’t see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again, I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today. My favorite color is yellow, and I hope the next time you see the color yellow you will think about my words. If someone left you than don’t blame yourself, don’t think you weren’t enough, don’t lower yourself for someone who couldn’t see the awesomeness in you. If you lost someone I am so sorry for your loss, they want you happy, I hope you don’t feel guilty or regret because you were there, you spend enough time with them, they want you to be happy. They are in a good and safe place now. If someone broke your heart than I am so sorry that they couldn’t see the way you look so beautiful because of the heart you have. Anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). If you aren’t accepted at home or in general than I am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldn’t be ashamed of, I accept you and support you, I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have. You’re safe here with me :). You’re not useless, you’re not a burden to anyone. You’re not a problem, you’re human and your feelings are valid. You’re not being dramatic. Please don’t starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know it’s hard. It hurts to see that you’re in so much pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish /hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while you’re reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, you’re reading this and it’s enough for me to be proud of you because you’re here and that’s all that matters to me. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water everyday in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed.
    And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re so strong for breathing despite the pain, I know you will make it :) I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there is a lot of unsaid things I want to tell u and my text is getting longer and longer,I want you here.
    I hope one day your smile will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world.
    You can let go for today, I got you, you can cry your heart out as much as you want, but don’t let it tear you down and let your emotions control you by giving up. Crying is not weakness. If you still feel alone I dedicate you a song as your friend.
    “Dusk till Dawn- Zayn feat. Sia (I prefer the slow version)” I hope you can think of me and will remind yourself of my words, I will for sure think of you.
    In case no one told you and you’re unsure yourself, you’re a good person and I am so happy you’re here.
    I hope this is enough to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. Enough with beating yourself up for today, okay?
    Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one.
    If you read all of it, until tomorrow my friend :)
    have a good day and great years

    • @miri7256
      @miri7256 Год назад +17

      You deserve everything.

    • @Luka28_11
      @Luka28_11 Год назад

      Please man, if u can , can u please give me your instagram if u have it I would be really thankful

    • @aaliyah2010.pi-ri
      @aaliyah2010.pi-ri Год назад +8

      thank you ❤🤕😭

    • @hempsu5416
      @hempsu5416 Год назад +16

      I took the time to read this whole freaking thing. First of all, thank you so much. No one has ever said to me this much supportive things. I really hope that you are feeling good, and if you're not then I hope you will soon because you totally deserve it.
      It's past midnight already, and I should go to sleep. I just wanted to thank you so much for this. I can't say that I've now seen the purpose of life or anything, but you gave me something more. You gave me hope and that is the best gift you can ever give to someone.
      ⚠️TW
      It was my birthday yesterday. It didn't go as planned, and I spent my night sitting on my bed and just questioning my purpose of living. I was so sad and exhausted. I didn't find a reason to keep going, but I still did.
      I'm just so grateful that I came past your comment. I care about you too. Right now I can't find the right words to say, but still. My lack of words just describes how amazed I am that you took time to write all that. I know that it was not specifically for me, but it felt like it.
      To everyone who is struggling, I'm here too. You're not alone and you will never be. As long as I'm here, you'll never ever be alone. Sending hugs to you ❤️
      Now I'm trying to go to sleep. Good night or day or morning or afternoon. Thank you once again ❤

    • @lve201
      @lve201 Год назад +6

      I love you, send hugs for you🫂💖

  • @JimPil-s3i
    @JimPil-s3i Год назад +84

    I didn’t even listen to the music , headed straight to the comments for the ppl who are also going through a tough journey as me we are all different in are own ways but life it’s self is a battle so keep pushing “WE WILL GET TO WHERE WE WANT TO BE “
    Everyone stay strong …

  • @michaelarodrigues8798
    @michaelarodrigues8798 Год назад +166

    Literally crying right now to this because I hate feeling like a rug that everybody can walk all over.

    • @i_love_me_fr
      @i_love_me_fr 7 месяцев назад

      i hate how i look
      i hate how i am fat
      i hate how im ugly
      i hate how i have big thighs
      i hate how i have big stomach
      i hate how i have big chin
      i hate how i have little fingers
      i hate my look
      i hate myself
      i hate my whole body
      i hate my hair
      i hate EVERYTHING
      but you, you are perfect
      i hate my life
      i hate how im dark skinned
      i hate how im short
      i hate how oders look me differently than oders bc im black
      i hate how im dumb
      i hate EVERY FUCKING THING ON ME AD I WANNA DIE bcs someone broke my whole heart
      i hate THAT YOU ARE TRYING TO HELP ME,TO REMAKE MY HEART LIKE NEW ONE
      I HATE ME BUT I LOVE YOU

    • @solarisnetherfeild4838
      @solarisnetherfeild4838 6 месяцев назад +1

      I feel this personally. And it's hard to recover from. I'm afraid of the me I might become when I stop letting people walk on me.

    • @JesusLovesYou35780
      @JesusLovesYou35780 5 месяцев назад +1

      Hi. I just want to let you know that Jesus loves and cares about you! Turn to him and he can get you through whatever hardship you are going through, just like he did with me! ❤

  • @Katelyn1285
    @Katelyn1285 8 месяцев назад +12

    I’m in school trying to cry. But sad music got me on my feelings. Seeing myself doing things that my younger self wouldn’t do. I wish I can say this to everyone which I am. You are enough, your strong, beautiful/handsome, smart, perfect in your own way. You got this! Keep going please don’t give up. If it gets to bad tell someone. But don’t give up. You got yourself and you gotta tell yourself that you’ll be ok. You got this. I love you ❤

  • @TheMostUnnoticable
    @TheMostUnnoticable Год назад +141

    I had a hard day.
    It was hard to get through the day.
    Hiding my emotions is a specialty.
    But today, I felt like crying forever.
    My mother has been pressuring me all day.
    Constantly criticizing and judging me.
    “You’re getting fat.” She says.
    “You need to start working out.”
    “You don’t want to end up like your father.”
    “You’re to much like your dad.”
    This playlist.. really help me with my emotional pain. Thank you.

    • @zakes.lizzie
      @zakes.lizzie Год назад +4

      Sorry about that. :). Sending you virtual hugs.

    • @TheMostUnnoticable
      @TheMostUnnoticable Год назад +1

      @@zakes.lizzie thx ❤️

    • @TheGreatCookie1718
      @TheGreatCookie1718 Год назад +1

      More virtual hugs :)

    • @TheMostUnnoticable
      @TheMostUnnoticable Год назад +1

      @@TheGreatCookie1718 😊

    • @samanthawinchester5209
      @samanthawinchester5209 Год назад +3

      Remember you can go through everything, you can overcome everything. These problems will be in some parts of your life, I understand you. I don’t know you but I believe in you, you can do everything in your life, don’t give up no matter what, keep pushing❤️ Problems not forever. Every day can’t be good but there is something good in every day❤️ And if you still alive its because God believe in you, God know that you are strong and if you wont give up your life story will be amazing, wish you all the best stranger ❤️❤️❤️

  • @Emily-kt1dd
    @Emily-kt1dd Год назад +39

    As i read through all these comments i see people going through so much right now and as someone who has experienced so much in my short life i truly understand what their feeling, trust me it does get better eventually just find that one thing that keeps you going and focus on that love . No matter what your going through you matter and im so proud of you for still being here with me .

  • @JonPQ820
    @JonPQ820 Год назад +139

    My room is the only place i can let my feelings out, crying in silence where everyone went to sleep. Hoping that tomorrow would suck a little less than yesterday, fighting the voice it my head telling me to let go. I'm still here... might as well keep going until i get to the end or the voice get louder and i can't shut it off.

    • @lve201
      @lve201 Год назад

      *hug hug*, i love you, i hope you will better

    • @7clouds-
      @7clouds- Год назад

      same

    • @Mr_egg06
      @Mr_egg06 10 месяцев назад

      I will not gonna say Hope you will get like other ones but just let it out man I know you are scared but trust me not your parents tho on internet I know how you not like this feeling that internet can understand you better than your family but just try it it will make you feel better

    • @JonPQ820
      @JonPQ820 10 месяцев назад

      @@Mr_egg06Thanks. It gets better and then it gets worse. I know this is a ticking time bomb, but whenever I let my feelings out with someone, they freak out so I rather keep it to myself and remain stoic.I understand I'm not alone. I have family that depends on me and will be hurt if I ever let that voice win. There's nothing but keep going until the end and do what I can to silence that voice telling me to let go.

  • @giannafaria3974
    @giannafaria3974 11 месяцев назад +77

    I put a smile on my face everyday because I don’t want people to ask me why I’m always upset because of I’m being honest, I really don’t know why. I mean I have parents that love me and I have siblings that love me but I am filled with SO much pain. I cry myself to sleep every night and I’m in so much pain. I don’t know how much longer I can’t take this. It’s so hard. Too hard

    • @sm112
      @sm112 10 месяцев назад +4

      Maybe your soul is seeking is something far greater than worldly things.
      Your soul is weak. Only way it gets stronger is to seek The Almighty.

    • @vondahouse1961
      @vondahouse1961 2 месяца назад +1

      Hang in there love, your not alone. I know what your feeling...I've been going through it for almost 47 hrs this coming December.

    • @vondahouse1961
      @vondahouse1961 2 месяца назад +1

      Sorry 47 yrs

  • @marvgarcia9016
    @marvgarcia9016 Год назад +1004

    To anyone reading this, you are not alone. We're all broken trying to heal. We'll get through this.

    • @nightgazeee
      @nightgazeee  Год назад +27

      thank you for this

    • @kylepete-sw8vz
      @kylepete-sw8vz Год назад +3

      Your comment give people extra time ❤

    • @TheK-fairy
      @TheK-fairy Год назад +4

      Idk about that... it's been 6 years. I don't think I ever will heal 😢😢😢

    • @bravenmeisegeier4845
      @bravenmeisegeier4845 Год назад +3

      If only that were true

    • @MariaVolkov296
      @MariaVolkov296 Год назад +1

      Thank you I'm really struggling right now with my ex best friend trying to turn everyone against me and her saying she cared about me and that she loved me but I had to learn the hard way and find out she lied to me saying she cared and loved me and never did

  • @skinnyqueen..0
    @skinnyqueen..0 Год назад +120

    its crazy how someone who doesnt even know ur name can know u better then the people who u hold closest to ur heart

  • @have-a-grate-day-people
    @have-a-grate-day-people Год назад +402

    i love your smile
    i love your laugh
    i love your personality
    i love your hair (or lack thereof)
    i love your insecurities
    i love your accomplishments
    i love your failures
    i love your eyes
    i love your beauty
    i love your handwriting (or the way you communicate)
    i love the way you dance
    i love you on your happy days
    i love you on your sad days
    i love you on the days you feel lonely
    i love you on the days you feel helpless
    i love you on the days you feel like no one cares
    i love you on the days you feel forgotten
    i love you on the days you feel unmotivated
    i love you on the days you feel loved
    i love you on the days you feel sick
    i love you on the days you feel motivated
    i love you on the days you feel depressed
    i love you on the days you feel stresses
    i love you on the days you feel crazy
    i love you on the days you feel hopeful
    i love you on the days you feel cuddly
    i love you on the days you feel clingy
    i love you on the days you feel amazing
    i love you on the days you feel beautiful
    i love you on the days you feel like a failure
    i love you on the days you feel angry
    i love you on the days you feel aggressive
    i love you on the days you feel horrible
    i love you on the days you feel safe
    i love you on the days you feel unsafe
    i love you on the days you feel vulnerable
    i love you on the days you feel weird
    i love you on the days you feel ok
    i love you when you're healthy
    i love how you sing (or hum or feel the music)
    i love your taste in music
    i love your taste in movies
    i love your taste in tv shows
    i love the way you move
    i love the way you act
    i love you when you cry
    i love you when you're kind
    i love you when you're mean
    i love you when you're alone
    i love you when you can't feel
    i love you when you feel too much
    i love you when you can't take life anymore
    i love you when you feel like it's too much
    i love you when you're asleep
    i love you when you have nightmares
    i love you when you have dreams
    i love how you believe
    i love you when you believe in yourself
    i love you when you don't believe in yourself
    i love you when you hate yourself
    i love you when you love yourself
    i love the way you think
    i love you problems
    i love your solutions
    i love how you support
    i love you when you're in pain
    i love you when you're hurt
    i love your promises
    i love your secrets
    i love your attitude
    i love you sass
    i love your creativity
    i love your voice (or lack thereof)
    i love you hand gestures
    i love your stories
    i love your wounds
    i love your scars
    i love your face
    i love your past
    i love your future
    i love your present
    i love your outfits
    i love your style
    i love your art
    i love your honesty
    i love you when you lie
    i love you when you're tired
    i love you when you're energetic
    i love how you look
    i love how you cook
    i love you when you're adventurous
    i love you when you're scared
    i love your imperfections
    i love your perfections
    i love you when you worry
    i love you when you talk (or communicate)
    i love your opinions
    i love you when you have a headache
    i love you when you have a stomach ache
    i love you when you help others
    i love you when you need help
    i love you when you're mature
    i love you when you're immature
    i love you in the hard times
    i love you in the easy times
    i love you when life is meh
    i love you when you're responsible
    i love you when you're irresponsible
    i love you when you fight
    i love you in your darkest moments
    i love you in your brightest moments
    i love your heart
    i love you in the day
    i love you in the night
    i love you at midnight
    i love you at 3 am
    i love you at all times
    i love you at your best
    i love you at your worst
    i love the little things you do
    i love all of you
    i love you when you're you
    i love 𝙮𝙤𝙪.
    From the stranger on the internet who loves you :)
    (this is for anyone who needs it like i do a lot of the time and i hope it helped) this is not mine but i do mean it pass it on if you want it could really help a lot of people :)
    NOT MINE

  • @user-jw8re9we2z
    @user-jw8re9we2z 9 месяцев назад +40

    This feels so warm to see people trying fix others when they're own not good

  • @XxLexixX1
    @XxLexixX1 Год назад +66

    I listen to this everyday and I cry myself to sleep I feel like I’m alone.. but I’m so so so proud for everyone that deals with depression and is scared or sad or angry or stressed I’m proud of you for everything you’ve done so far I love you for you if anyone thinks your ugly or disgusting or weird then there jealous of you you are amazing sweet,kind,
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    • @margot624
      @margot624 Год назад +1

      It's very sweet thanks

    • @XxLexixX1
      @XxLexixX1 Год назад +1

      Your welcome!

    • @aliviawithamagicwand7541
      @aliviawithamagicwand7541 9 месяцев назад

      Thank u for taking the time to write this and to show ur love for us

    • @dlife5891
      @dlife5891 3 месяца назад

      💯 ♥️x100+🧨=1000♥️s

  • @ilahcastroribeiro1915
    @ilahcastroribeiro1915 Год назад +98

    I can't be the only one with this feeling. But if it's daytime I'm pretty much fine, I don't really feel that much. But when it's night or I listen to playlists like this I just can't contain my tears... You know when pain really sucks? When you don't have a reason to feel it. Like, I'm crying and people ask me like why and I have to answer idk. It fucking sucks.

    • @JonPQ820
      @JonPQ820 Год назад +1

      Those moments where you just can't push anymore down and it comes out.

    • @LilTimmyT_727
      @LilTimmyT_727 2 дня назад

      You are not the only one ❤

  • @jayy914
    @jayy914 Год назад +209

    Somehow I still manage to put a smile on my face

    • @taytay8343
      @taytay8343 Год назад +5

      A lot of people does this and I hope and pray it gets better for you god loves you and he’s always there for you

    • @taytay8343
      @taytay8343 Год назад +2

      Turn to him and cast all your burdens to him

    • @ANTOBARUN
      @ANTOBARUN Год назад +1

      Im bearly being able to keep smile for just few min

  • @Delulukpopqueen
    @Delulukpopqueen 2 месяца назад +38

    To everyone here, i get that its hard right now. We're all here because its hard, but the truth is you will feel terrible in life, but the goal is not to pretend to be happy even though your not, it's to understand that you feel terrible and that you won't die because of that. Remember, your a fighter, not everything can be fixed but almost everything can be survived. Keep fighting, i know its hard, but we are going through this together, and we will survive this together.

  • @hannahimordi5257
    @hannahimordi5257 Год назад +66

    Listening to these songs crying my heart out. I hate that I have to go through all of these again. I've made so many mistakes, trusted the wrong people, lost my confidence, and my heart is shattered. I pray I survive this, just pray for me, please.

    • @Alexandra-wk2cd
      @Alexandra-wk2cd Год назад +4

      I’m praying for you. Don’t give up and I won’t either

    • @astymacan
      @astymacan Год назад +2

      Sending bunch of hugs for you 🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗

    • @lve201
      @lve201 Год назад

      Hug hug

    • @lve201
      @lve201 Год назад

      You are ok?

  • @vicky6630
    @vicky6630 Год назад +53

    Hello someone out there who needs it. Your still here holding on just like me, crying, feeling dead inside, feeling tired. . . But that's okay this is temporary, cry a river, build a bridge and go to the otherside. . . Even when it's hard. . . Your okay, everything is fine. . . And life will go on, drink alot of water, take a deep breath and rest your eyes because they are tired of crying. Rest it. Let go. Feel and return, return with a smile and go and do it because YOU CAN. Believe because I might not know you but you have what it takes and I believe you will do great. No matter where you are, who you are, please be kind to yourself. . . You will do great guys.

  • @carolinasmith1902
    @carolinasmith1902 Год назад +134

    pov: your so heartbroken that a single song, word, and being yelled at can make you start crying a river

    • @ApprovedShortPerson
      @ApprovedShortPerson Год назад +2

      Me too bae. Keep going and being strong okay? Sending virtual love……❤

    • @CIeaner23
      @CIeaner23 Год назад +3

      And you hold back the tears or pretend something got in your eye…

    • @MirjolinAdriaense
      @MirjolinAdriaense 7 месяцев назад +1

      That is so true 😭😭😭

  • @maribellechu
    @maribellechu 7 месяцев назад +8

    ur never really alone :)) let the universe hold you in its comforting grasp while you cry. this life is hard, but we are stronger. we rise each and every. single. time.

  • @nife6784
    @nife6784 Год назад +106

    the feeling of people not caring about you isn’t the best

  • @samiamstudios
    @samiamstudios Год назад +832

    crazy how people on the internet can know you better than your own parents

    • @nightgazeee
      @nightgazeee  Год назад +38

      true

    • @Local_ShowerShitter
      @Local_ShowerShitter Год назад

      Sad fucker

    • @sarahmcneil7481
      @sarahmcneil7481 Год назад +9

      people actually don't know anyone better bcuz knowone knows anyone deep enough you don't know what they go through in they're head

    • @SeanGarfield-np4vq
      @SeanGarfield-np4vq Год назад +3

      Very true. You are never alone and your parents still love you more than anything. Let them in and allow them to know your feelings. You will all feel so much better

    • @SoniaSanchez-qf3ih
      @SoniaSanchez-qf3ih Год назад +2

      I relate to this comment to much

  • @edwardlerat
    @edwardlerat Год назад +132

    Everyone else feeling like the world’s crashing down around them and you’re going to collapse under the pressure, just know that there are so many people feeling just as alone and lost, and even if it’s just the presence of a stranger online, you aren’t nearly as alone as you think you are. Whatever you’re struggling with, there are people here who can empathize with your pain, and maybe make you feel a little better about being alive. I’m just a random trans kid on a Monday night at one in the morning crying hysterically, but I hope maybe something I’ve said makes someone out there feel just a little happier. Just remember; if you were happy every day of your life, you wouldn’t be a human, you’d be a game show host.

    • @lounaalounaa5986
      @lounaalounaa5986 Год назад +2

      thank you for you message, you make me smile, i love you.

    • @texas7123
      @texas7123 Год назад +4

      Jesus Christ will fill you with joy…..seek him

    • @Zippy-nc5ip
      @Zippy-nc5ip Год назад +1

    • @Dreamthe-therian
      @Dreamthe-therian Год назад

      Your an amazing human i tank you with all my heart

    • @susiem44
      @susiem44 Год назад

      Good one!! You could write humor!! ♥️

  • @Londonrose.
    @Londonrose. 11 месяцев назад +27

    The feeling when your in school and your telling you self “don’t cry “ repeatedly so people don’t see you sry or when your have long an mental breakdown in the school bathroom because you don’t wanna cry in front of your friends and when you done you come out with red eyes and people keep asking you why are your eyes red in front everyone and you wanna cry again or is it just me because I feel like this on the second song that stuff hurt you
    --thank you for your time

  • @leylahsacnhez4386
    @leylahsacnhez4386 Год назад +56

    no one notices your tears
    no one notices your sadness
    no one notices your pain
    but they notice your mistakes
    with the right music, you either forget everything or you remember everything
    music is better than people
    i'm tired not sleepy tired but tired of everything
    you pillow don't worry i'll catch your tears and hear your screams when no one else will Your mirror i won't laughs when you cry i'll cry with you Your shower i won't judge your singing Your mind I won't tell anyone how you really feel

    • @ajanoodyuo2050
      @ajanoodyuo2050 Год назад

      Indeed.. music is much better but on the other hand it's too exhausting to be even breathing...

  • @letti791
    @letti791 Год назад +198

    To all those who are reading this and crying, hold on, I hope everything works out in your life and remember, you are not alone, I love you and I hope you feel a little better after reading this

    • @ЧеловекПростой-р1е
      @ЧеловекПростой-р1е Год назад +1

      Thank you very much, I don't know English very well but thank you very much

    • @letti791
      @letti791 Год назад

      @@ЧеловекПростой-р1е There is nothing to be thankful for, I hope you feel better

    • @katherinestewart1405
      @katherinestewart1405 Год назад

      you are right ived cryed in my room made me smile when saw this text

    • @Kam_Tingz
      @Kam_Tingz Год назад

      Thanks for this

    • @AKIRA-111
      @AKIRA-111 11 месяцев назад

      I can't take this anymore

  • @KarminCenteno
    @KarminCenteno 10 месяцев назад +19

    For anyone who is still with us,anyone whos going through a tough time,life or day,i hope you know that i see you,i feel the way you feel,maybe not in the same way or reasons,but no matter how hard or bad things get,you arent alone...things get bad sometimes...or maybe for too long but thats okay,being in a bad situation isnt the end of it all or the brink of your end,fighting isnt always something you have to do,just remmeber that its okay to cry and be alone,if your reading this right now. I believe in you and i hope that life becomes better for you,i sencerily mean that,take care and have a nice day.

  • @sxphieJvk
    @sxphieJvk 11 месяцев назад +79

    For everyone who’s reading this, I hope you feel better… really. Take care and never forget you are not alone!!!⭐️💓

    • @shadowloves
      @shadowloves 26 дней назад

      Thanks buddy, I Hope you also know that. I cant hug you, but I wish too… I hope youll heal

  • @Urfav_aliyahhh
    @Urfav_aliyahhh Год назад +242

    To anyone reading this, cry it out it's ok, we are all in this together, We are all broken trying to heal. Just take deep breaths, We will get through this together. ...

  • @chillinoodle.2205
    @chillinoodle.2205 Год назад +38

    I've been fighting my dark thoughts these past few years. It never gets easy but trust me, the right people will keep you sane and remind you how beautiful life is no matter how twisted it may be. Hugs to my tribe. 💙

  • @gabrielleknight1192
    @gabrielleknight1192 Год назад +170

    I’m feeling depressed and not in control of my life. I hate it but listening to music helps

    • @Alexsys-k2t
      @Alexsys-k2t Год назад +2

      here if you'd like to talk about it

    • @alyssahey8128
      @alyssahey8128 Год назад

      I’m sending you love❤️ So so so proud of you, and if you ever need someone to talk to I am here.

    • @karismartinez8686
      @karismartinez8686 Год назад

      here for you

    • @vuyokazinondabula7647
      @vuyokazinondabula7647 Год назад

      You need a more upbeat music than this one. Thia if music can make you thunk the world is ending

    • @laynavanderhagen
      @laynavanderhagen Год назад

      Saying you’re depressed is a mind set depression is a word that has no true meaning It’s okay to feel sad or mad me all the emotions just let it out and trust in God to guide u

  • @NatasaMilinski-cy9xq
    @NatasaMilinski-cy9xq 6 месяцев назад +48

    My dad died from covid and i have his perfume i put it on my hand every day so i can remember him but when i do i just start to cry and be anry at everyone that day i just miss him soo much and i cant live without him..
    💔

    • @Pheonix3641
      @Pheonix3641 6 месяцев назад +2

      That is love you feel. Put your head up and live a good life for him. Prove him that you can do great things.

    • @nevaehfranks4176
      @nevaehfranks4176 3 месяца назад +1

      I understand that pain

    • @maryketter2227
      @maryketter2227 2 месяца назад +2

      I am so sorry for the loss of your beloved father. There will a time when you will smell the fragrance of you dad even without applying it. I will burn a candle for the repose of your dads soul, and for peace and fond memories in your heart for you.

    • @RANDALAKE
      @RANDALAKE Месяц назад

      I'm reading this on Father's day right now and can't help but imagine how hard this is for you. I'm so sorry you have to go through that, I'm sorry for your lost. It's ok to be angry and cry. We're here for you

    • @Pandou-m3z
      @Pandou-m3z 29 дней назад

      losing my father will kill me inside

  • @Ben-sm4jg
    @Ben-sm4jg Год назад +22

    Look at you. You made it another day. It wasn't easy but you did it anyway didn't you? Life isn't always easy yet here you are triumphant. You are living. You are breathing. Today might not have been good but whats to say that is the case for tomorrow? Life is unpredictable. We don't know what will happen next. Everyday another challenge. Despite that, here you are. Made it another day. Be proud of yourself. Keep going. You made it this far. You are so much stronger than you think.

  • @pigsflight1014
    @pigsflight1014 Год назад +107

    Gotta love when you're balling your eyes out but then your nose gets in the way of your emotional breakdown 😭

    • @fml297
      @fml297 Год назад +11

      or when u get a headache 👎

    • @mehrijabrailin
      @mehrijabrailin Год назад +6

      This actually made me laugh, thanks

    • @Youtuber27216
      @Youtuber27216 Год назад +4

      innit like its gotten blocked up i cant cry anymore its so annoying

    • @hajtotja
      @hajtotja 3 месяца назад

      Ohh rel 🤧

  • @jyeeter0
    @jyeeter0 Год назад +19

    Hey everyone, im 13 and i have 8 years of emotions that have been building up i listen to this as its the only thing that i can trust the one thing that i know lets me get my emotion out, i don’t feel loved i don’t feel proud of myself anymore i have become numb to most of my emotions but this has helped me to start getting them back, this has been letting me find myself again i am going through a lot right now and i just want to say, YOU are gonna be okay, this is a hard time that your going through, and it might seem like nobody is here for you, but trust me even if you feel alone i am here i am here lean on me even if im not nexy to you, ball your eyes out to me let all your feelings out, i will still be here, i won’t leave i am here even after i get out of my situation i will still be here leave your feelings with me i can carry them just as i carry mine, im here for everyone, your not alone i can handle what you hide i will listen when others won’t cry because of me idc hate me but in the end get better you can hate me with your life as long as you get better you deserve a better life you deserve to be happy you deserve to live life as if you weren’t depressed you can forget about me, but i will be here when you need me most i love you your worth something your worth more than the bullies your worth more than you think you are everything to me you are important you should want to live no matter what you have dump it on me i will listen just as i always will i am here for anyone and everyone no matter how you look your race anything remember YOU ARE NOT UGLY, YOU ARE NOT TOO FAT you are perfect just the way you are, those bullies can go suck a pipe, they may have truth but the truth is not always truthful your not alone your not fat you are not too skinny you look beautiful today you look handsome today even if you do or don’t wear makeup you still look beautiful snd you always will you won’t burden us we are here for YOU AND YOU ONLY we won’t leave because you told us how you feel we will leave when you get better and we will watch for when you need us again and when you do, we will be here waiting waiting for you

  • @SunshineVang-ig4wo
    @SunshineVang-ig4wo Год назад +40

    When you cry, but is still able to keep your voice calm, shows that you been bottling up all your emotions and that you just got used to it.

  • @salmaramo3131
    @salmaramo3131 Год назад +40

    It's crazy that there's a million views on it, there's many of us going through a lot and it's heartbreaking

  • @mayacuartas7412
    @mayacuartas7412 Год назад +25

    i love him so much & i hate that i love him so much. its so unfair to myself that i literally love him more than i do myself, i wanna see nothing but him do good in this world. hes the person who i consider home, who makes 4 hrs feel like 30 minutes, who comforts me whenever im sad, who makes me feel beautiful, who brought my confidence up and showed me all my insecurities are nothing, who makes me feel taken care of, who makes me laugh no matter the situation, who tells me its all gonna be okay, the person who makes me feel loved but also the person who can tear all my confidence down, make me feel like no one cares, make me feel like im just an object, make me feel alone, or like i have no one to go to. but the good always overpowers the bad in my head so none of that matters yet ik it definitely does i just am so attached to him i cant let go. he treats me like an option one day but the next like im a trophy. im so tired but im still going for the hope it will just be me and him one day.

    • @tatumvanrooyen7767
      @tatumvanrooyen7767 Год назад +2

      You dont deserve that! U seem so sweet hopefully u realize u deserve way more than that and when my bf was acting like that i found out he cheated just be very careful take care of ur heart.

    • @sihlendamane4484
      @sihlendamane4484 Год назад +1

      Love & light your way ❤️🕯.

  • @jeandreslabbert-sb2mq
    @jeandreslabbert-sb2mq Год назад +17

    2am and this is where i find myself.. been struggling with anxiety for almost 10 years due to bad life choices when i was younger. Its been such a big part of my life and keeps me back from living a life i know i can have. My mind workes constantly overtime. Recently lost my grandmother, and just the thought of losing anyone else makes me anxious. Life has been hard, and each day i am fighting, and i will keep on fighting. This fight wont be lost.

    • @BusinessHealthMasters
      @BusinessHealthMasters Год назад

      Just write about it, journal what you think and feel. I see the motivation to make it, I see you won't give up. This is great, you have greatness within you. Give yourself time to let it out!

    • @charlottehagstrom2726
      @charlottehagstrom2726 Год назад

      I'm so scared for when my grandma passes and I know i shouldn't be thinking about it but everytime i think about death i cry cause i wish it was never a thing. i hope your doing ok and just know that you arent alone.

  • @angelinacilardi9962
    @angelinacilardi9962 Год назад +16

    Its been 5 month and this is still my favorite Playlist

  • @alondravazquez9942
    @alondravazquez9942 Год назад +20

    reminder to be grateful for music,it heals you.

  • @cawelo3818
    @cawelo3818 Год назад +44

    You know what, i finally have gotten to a point in my life that i havent made jt to in the past 4 years. Ive been abused, bullied, harrased and touched in places i never thought where even possible to be touched and im finally out of it. Ive finally been free’d from all that pain and now i have to act like a adult and im only 14. Its so unfair and im going to let it all out on this one video, i hope it heals me and flushes all the pain and stress im feeling away, if not just a bit.

  • @Edits_with_all_Emotions
    @Edits_with_all_Emotions Год назад +11

    Don’t you just love how u can vent to strangers online cuz u will never see them again but in real life it’s like a unbreakable safe and only you have the key, sometimes it explodes like when you let it out, but only around you, no one knows but sometimes it spreads like if someone sees ur eyes look tired and tear stains the safe seems to be cracking.. I love you all please stay strong, ur not alone with whatever ur going through xx ❤❤❤

  • @Missjade_
    @Missjade_ День назад +1

    Clicked on this playlist because I was feeling broken and alone… I started reading the comments and wow, I no longer feel so alone. So many precious people in this world.
    Sending my love to all.
    Sending prayers to all..

  • @0v3r4xp0s3d
    @0v3r4xp0s3d Год назад +106

    for anybody reading this, when i was in the darkest place in my life i had an art teacher who told me "killing urself if a permanent problem 4 a temporary problem" and those words stuck with me forever and if ur reading this i want u 2 do that im so proud of u and u r beautiful and u r loved and ik u can make it thru whatever ur going thru rn and u got this!

    • @daivdperez9270
      @daivdperez9270 Год назад

      Write ✍️ proper English

    • @0v3r4xp0s3d
      @0v3r4xp0s3d Год назад +1

      @@daivdperez9270 tf?

    • @steff200
      @steff200 Год назад +2

      its a solution that will change all the problems you would have in the future, it's an escape

    • @priashavandi8473
      @priashavandi8473 Год назад

      Tnx dear..

    • @0v3r4xp0s3d
      @0v3r4xp0s3d Год назад

      @@steff200 ik u might think that and i get that but truly speaking from the perspective of sum1 whos lost ppl from it its such a horrible thing 4 ur loved 1s 2 go thru and ik we can all get help one day

  • @bananagurl199
    @bananagurl199 6 месяцев назад +4

    For me music is therapy for the soul. Everybody here-there are people that truly love you even if you don’t feel it yet. Love is hard to show. Trust me it will get better. ❤️‍🩹 Know that you are amazing, beautiful, and so strong. Also, know that crying makes you stronger not weaker. We all get depressed at times no matter what we have it our lives. You are not alone❤❤

  • @whitneycorkill
    @whitneycorkill 11 месяцев назад +114

    Daylight 00:00 - 3:30
    Where's my love (acoustic) 3:34 - 7:32
    Let me down slowly 7:34 - 10:20
    The night we met 10:25 - 13:35
    Hold on 13:52 - 16:40 (Idk why the song cut off)
    Six feet under 16:40 - 19:45
    Half a man 19:49 - 22:45
    Dancing with your ghost 22:49 - 26:05
    Somwhere only we know 26:09 -
    30:00
    Apocalypse 30:00 - 34:47
    Lights are on 34:50 - 37:55
    When the party's over 38:00 - 41:15
    Love in the dark 41:18 - 45:56
    Everything I wanted 46:29 - 50:27
    Idk this song im so sorry im jsut gonna guess take my body 😭 50:27 - 55: 27
    Im gonna end it here im so sorry.
    But whatever your going through im here for you literally vent to me in my comment if needed i will literally try to reply to you all if you do.
    Ilysm and just never give up in life because you have so much more to live for ❤💋

    • @snowyflowers
      @snowyflowers 11 месяцев назад +2

      Hello,
      I don't know why im even bothering to write this anymore cus I've already tried a couple of times, but im a mess and i don't know what to do about it and how to handle it. U see i have these periods of feeling ok like normal and then i have these sort of depressive episodes and it's really getting to me now on this episode. It's like im in a sea and the waves are pushing and pulling me around without any control, i feel like i have no control. No control over my mood, my thoughts or my feelings. Im tired but resting is not enough. I don't wanna feel like this, i wanna be able to support my partner who i love very much who also has their own struggles. They are the only one i talk about my struggles but i don't want to make them be my therapist when they don't have the energy for me. It's not fair, but also my mother who is my only caretaker who also has to take care of my dad, cannot afford it so i won't bring it up again. It's no bother. I don't know what to do im miserable, but then im not, so i can't even trust myself with how i feel cus when i feel fine, i feel guilty that i felt so low and bothered my partner with it so much and ruined the mood and made it sad when they got their own shit too. I feel helpless.

    • @whitneycorkill
      @whitneycorkill 11 месяцев назад

      @snowyflowers
      I'm so sorry
      I feel like the only thing I can say is that you are loved. I mean you have your parents and your partner. Although you feel like your putting a whole lot of shit onto them really you aren't. They just need to be understanding towards you.
      (I'm so sorry if that doesn't make any sense)
      I'm gonna be here for you ❤️

    • @snowyflowers
      @snowyflowers 11 месяцев назад

      My dad had a massive celebral hemorrhage and an aneurysm a little over two years ago. I feel like that was the day that he died, he's not at all the same person anymore, he is not the dad i used to know.
      He survived because i found him with my sister, him unconcious and seizing and called over the ambulances. It was traumatising to say the least but i felt it coming the night before so i quess i have been blaming myself for not finding him earlier. I miss my dad, the dad that had an emotional side that made him who he was, but now his memory doesn't work and his right side of the brain was damaged by the blood so his emotional side is kind of gone. He is recovering but he will never be the dad who i knew. My mom has to take care of him all the time she is not at work. He can't be left alone, take care of himself properly or be independent. His memory doesn't work well at all, he doesn't remember anything from any day, just some random bits at most. I was 14 when it happened and i feel like that was the beginning of the end of my childhood. Im not a kid anymore, i can't even be, the only times i feel like a kid again is with my partner cus they make me feel safe like that. It's very hard to see my dad some days cus i don't recognise him, i don't know who he is. I struggle with this every day more or less and i know this is a terrible thing but sometimes i think that would everyone be better off if he hadn't survived, if he wasn't here. I miss him but it's complicated cus he's here but really i feel like he isn't u know. Still, all i wanted when he was in the ICU was that he would survive. It hurts. He was a good dad, i love him very much, he was kind and caring and i was proud to be his daughter. Im sad that i cannot remember much of him and i don't have many pictures of him so not much to look back on but i know there are good memories somewhere. Maybe i just need to accept that he is not coming back with the person my dad is now, he is gone. I will try my best to love my current dad even though it hurts very much sometimes, and i don't really get that love back from him in that way anymore. It's been two years and i don't really know if i even understand it, my life has been on pause since then but im starting to move on with the grieving process, atleast i think i should. I will miss him forever, but he will live in my memories and in my heart, i think i need to let him go. I did not get him back and it just is how it is. It's too painful to think of this current dad to be the dad i once had, the dad he once was.

    • @whitneycorkill
      @whitneycorkill 11 месяцев назад

      @@snowyflowers
      I promise you that everything is going to be alright. I'm literally proud of everything that you do and that's all the matters

    • @cuppy3874
      @cuppy3874 9 месяцев назад +1

      ​​@@snowyflowers came to vent about my pmdd and hate for being a female in the world but found you. Depressive period episodes are 100% pmdd, premenstrual dysphoric disorder. (especially accompanied by crying spells, suicidal thoughts or thoughts of self harm which are worsened if you have a history of depression or anxiety). It's very rare I find someone else that understands it. Whenever my period comes around it feels like all my hard work on myself and my mental health vanishes and it sets me back 2 steps. I'm on birth control for it but it's not working lately and I'm exhausted dealing with this shit.

  • @avocado_auf_brot
    @avocado_auf_brot 6 месяцев назад +3

    Guys I’m here to tell you you’re great no matter what. Stay strong and remember you’ll always be loved. There’s nothing that makes you not beautiful. Be who you are, don’t let anyone change you. Life can be tough sometimes but it’s getting better trust me. Don’t let anything drag you down. Do what you love with who you love… stay safe out there ❤

  • @hanges_good_girl534
    @hanges_good_girl534 Год назад +36

    Whatever you are struggling with its gonna be ok i know im just a random perso on the interne but i proud of what you did im cheering for you and i know you got this.Ihere after confessing my feelings to a person and got rejected, but no mather what everything is gonna be ok i belive in spreading kindness to the world 💜💜💜

    • @riccynaobeb7735
      @riccynaobeb7735 Год назад

      But when I am tired of waiting 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

  • @pinkhouse248
    @pinkhouse248 Год назад +16

    I'm currently crying on my bathroom floor because I spent several hours 2 days ago building a hand out of clay for a project and it broke today. I'm devastated, it was the best hand I've ever made. Thankfully I took pictures of it.

  • @CookieSpecialgame
    @CookieSpecialgame Год назад +48

    No one will notice your tears
    No one will notice your sadness
    No one will notice when u are not feeling okay
    But they will notice your mistakes forever

  • @HerrVorragend6988
    @HerrVorragend6988 11 месяцев назад +3

    No matter what difficult times you are going through, stay strong and never give up! You are valuable and there will always be someone who loves you or will love you in the future. I myself went through the hell of depression for many years and managed to overcome it. You will do it too, I believe in you! The world will show itself from its most beautiful side if you allow it. This darkness is only in your head! change your mindset and start a new life! god bless you❤️

  • @loveyourself1222
    @loveyourself1222 Год назад +16

    i can't even cry because of depression, i just feel pain in my heart, good for you guys that can still cry whenever you want...

  • @gojos_gurl
    @gojos_gurl Год назад +242

    This playlist was made for all those beautiful, broken souls who need to heal from the scars those who didn't deserve them made on their precious heart.. We can do this, guys.. We will. Promise..?

  • @cretokasuto8961
    @cretokasuto8961 Год назад +46

    Man, you can't peacefully listen to this and cry with RUclips's insane ads nowadays😢

    • @siirisofie
      @siirisofie 8 месяцев назад

      Get an ad blocker!! :)

    • @cretokasuto8961
      @cretokasuto8961 7 месяцев назад

      @@siirisofie better yet, I moved to a different country🤣🤣🫠

  • @nieznana53
    @nieznana53 8 месяцев назад +2

    the playlist hasn't even started yet, and I already had tears in my eyes during the first song

  • @mysterygirl77
    @mysterygirl77 Год назад +24

    Im 18 turning 19 this August. Six years ago i went through a really bad experience that killed me a little inside. I lost all three of my only friends. For years i only had my family, and thank the lord for them, i love them so much. Im just now learning to let others in thanks to my job it has been helping me to open up. I have this one co-worker in her 30s .. i really like her! Im trying to be friends with her, i am pretty behind with my social skills so at first it was so awkward for me to talk(i have anxiety and i think i freaked her out a little bit at first) to her but i think its gonna be ok... 🙂 im scared to open up but i know its gonna be good for me.

    • @nightgazeee
      @nightgazeee  Год назад +3

      ofc it’ll be good for you try your best❤️

    • @ApprovedShortPerson
      @ApprovedShortPerson Год назад +1

      Wish you luck Sending virtual love……❤

    • @lucyl.l4689
      @lucyl.l4689 Год назад

      Sending a soft bear hug and cuddles🥺💜

    • @susiem44
      @susiem44 Год назад

      Honey, listen to Disco music!! Makes everyone feel good!! ♥️♥️♥️

  • @oh..paulette
    @oh..paulette Год назад +114

    I'm not deppresed but i'm not happy. I can go the whole day laughing and smiling but when im alone i turn into a emotional...-By me

  • @Interstellarlaio
    @Interstellarlaio Год назад +91

    I knew this was going be a good playlist when daylight started playing.

    • @keyannahutson
      @keyannahutson Год назад

      hi if you ever need someone to talk to im here for you

  • @oblivionnn1
    @oblivionnn1 8 месяцев назад +22

    To the person reading this. I know you're tired with all of this, but you should know. You did a good job. You are great. You deserve to be happy

    • @hajtotja
      @hajtotja 3 месяца назад

      Thanks, my ego like this

  • @little_missjulie
    @little_missjulie Год назад +6

    Been so long since i felt this emptiness im here again trying to survive day by day, i don't know how many days do i need to get through all of this.

  • @stephychichi4713
    @stephychichi4713 Год назад +35

    When you feel so tired of crying but the tears keep falling , making you break further

  • @Totoro-rt8pz
    @Totoro-rt8pz Год назад +138

    Things are not really good this days. I just wanna lie on bed and do nothing. I'm tired of telling myself "it's okay" even if am not really okay. 😔

    • @Sifux-ef8ot
      @Sifux-ef8ot Год назад +3

      Hang in there it will be okay good days are coming

    • @Hillaricious
      @Hillaricious Год назад +6

      I feel the same way 😞 I want it to get better so bad but it never stays good 😞

    • @NFrelamusictillthedayidie
      @NFrelamusictillthedayidie Год назад +9

      I feel the same, just wanna lay in my bed and do nothing but listen to music (if i even have the motivation to that anymore) I just don't know what to do anymore. I want to get better so bad. I just don't think i will have be helpful, or anything to anyone, it just feels like i'm inside myself trying to get out, but feels impossible. But we will all get through this together.

    • @melissanyokabi
      @melissanyokabi Год назад

      It's funny how human beings go their whole lives lying that they become experts and they believe themselves when they lie to themselves that they're okay. We're all just broken people who go by life putting on fake smiles and trying not to feel anything cause we can't afford to be more broken. Are you okay?

    • @kimberlychikanda1486
      @kimberlychikanda1486 Год назад +3

      In bad times turn to God. I promise He is a great listener. In good times rejoice with Him cause He wants nothing but greatness for u. I love u all and He loves u too. ❤

  • @P0MMY-b9b
    @P0MMY-b9b 11 месяцев назад +16

    Time stamps here!
    00:09 Daylight
    3:31 Where’s My Love
    7:31 let me down slowly
    10:25 the night we met
    13:50 hold on
    16:40 Six Feet Under
    19:47 Half a man
    22:50 Dancing With Your Ghost
    26:00 Somewhere Only We Know
    30:00 Apocalypse
    34:51 Lights Are On
    38:00 When The Party’s Over
    41:16 Love in the dark
    46:27 Everything I Wanted
    50:27 All I Want
    55:31 I Found Love
    1:00:00 It’s Okay
    1:02:41 Anchor
    1:07:15 Hearing
    1:11:07 To Build A Home
    1:17:13 Trauma
    1:21:20 Remember That Night
    1:25:10 Waves
    1:29:09 Listen before I Go
    1:33:15 Hold My Hand

  • @ILoveReptiles_
    @ILoveReptiles_ Год назад +26

    I have literally no reason to lay in my room right now crying, I have the most perfect life with the most perfect friends ever, but it feels so wrong.. I feel like I dont deserve all this.

  • @michaelbasdeo5516
    @michaelbasdeo5516 Год назад +50

    to the people who are hurt or going through things just know though our ages vary we all share a common pain and though it feels like your alone and misunderstood just know your are understood though your alone there are people out there in the world that cares for you and though we dont truly know you in person we know your struggle so i leave you all with these words cry when you want to cry forget about your surroundings just find a place that feels safe find a place of comfort and let all the feelings you bottled up and pushed aside let it go everything even if its anger or sadness just let everything you decided to keep inside i promise you you'll feel better even if its for a little while or even a little better its better than feeling bad now im not really one who expresses feeling but im wiritng this cause there is alot of us out here thats hurt i want the best for all people out here happiness for everyone so i hope my comment brings a slight comfort maybe even a smile love all you scarred people out there i care about you all

    • @daisybrabyn
      @daisybrabyn Год назад +2

      thank you so much, im crying so much, I needed to here this, thankyou again, your words truly have meaning

    • @jwett44
      @jwett44 Год назад +1

      ❤️❤️

    • @jwett44
      @jwett44 Год назад +1

      🫡

    • @riccynaobeb7735
      @riccynaobeb7735 Год назад

      😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

  • @chacotahwatson2238
    @chacotahwatson2238 Год назад +15

    The feeling when you're heart is shattered beyond repair and your mind has numbed you to things because you finally found the end of the chain that kept it tied down... Took 20 years but this last year I finally went completely numb to where even losing someone is a numb feeling and I seem completely cold... the feeling when you realize that somewhere along the line the person you once were is long gone and now all that remains is a empty shadowed husk of a memory of a once loving and happy person

    • @charitytimmins6656
      @charitytimmins6656 Год назад

      At least you weren’t physically abused by your mother with no friends and no dad and got made fun of by it

    • @chacotahwatson2238
      @chacotahwatson2238 Год назад

      @@charitytimmins6656 honestly I would rather trade from what you said, please never assume you know ones story. Being raped by my own family (father, cousins, and absolute strangers to top it), abandoned by my mom for a boyfriend at 5, put through abusive house one after the other until ending on the streets doing things I wish I could take back to survive, and finally meeting my now husband, only to have our daughter taken from us way too soon because we trusted a "family" member. It wasn't until this last month that I could say it's getting better, I truly hope your life gets better but remember it's worth it to get through the other side, no matter how hard it seems. Because remember out there somewhere there's a kid going through something worse than yourself, or myself or whoever, that is making it through because the find comfort in knowing others have as well as songs such as these

  • @maceyhoward5548
    @maceyhoward5548 8 месяцев назад +19

    My Bday is tom and im only 13 i've read every single of these comments and i've cried to every single and a lot of people said its crazy that people you don't even know know you more then your parents. I don't know if i have depression or anything but i've grown up with a brother who is still mentally ill till this day and still has depression, depression is the devil itself i think. My parents yell at me every single day i do chores while there gone and they come back and don't even say anything. Thats not all there is way more but im scared that they will see this. I've been losing so much sleep lately just because i have to wake up at 7:00pm and i do my chores and i still get yelled at my brothers left me and i have 3 little sisters so i try and not cry and when i do i just see them stare at me so i blink a lot and the tears stop. i learned how to control my tears and just seeing them starring at me it reminds me if i leave at 18 will they be in the pain i am? will they try and hurt themselves? will they hate everyone and shut them out? I don't want that to happen to them. I love my parents in all its just they caused me so much pain and they don't even notice. Its like once you start getting older they stop loving you. I've went into my room so many time and cried all night wishing i could just leave and go to my brothers. Im just sharing this because i've learned im not alone i've learned that there is way more people out there just like me. So to anyone that reads this don't give up you'll get out of the mess sooner or later. I love you guys and ill give you guys virtial hugs.

    • @MeronDesta-eo4cu
      @MeronDesta-eo4cu 3 месяца назад +1

      Love you too. ❤
      Take good care of your self.
      - your virtual big sistet

    • @anaramirez3333
      @anaramirez3333 3 месяца назад +2

      I hope you see this massage, know that your parents love you so much but sometimes we as parents forget to show our kids how much we care, you are special and your mentally at 13 is amazing, you have beautiful feelings don’t change. I hope you find happiness in a positive way. Hugs

    • @jasemiller-g5t
      @jasemiller-g5t 16 дней назад

      Sending love ❤❤❤