JXDN - Pray (Official Video)

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  • Опубликовано: 20 авг 2020
  • If you are in emotional distress or suicidal crisis, you are not alone. Call the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline at 1-800-273-8255 to speak with a trained counselor. It’s free, confidential, and available 24/7. suicidepreventionlifeline.org/
    listen to pray: jxdn.lnk.to/pray
    Production Company: Infinity Studios ∞
    Director: Mooch
    Executive Producer: Nolan Riddle
    Producer: No Crdntls
    Director of Photography: Logan Meis
    Steadicam Operator : Aser Santos Jr.
    Production Designer: Rick Ramirez
    titles: docxiv
    Makeup - Melina Farhadi
    Styling - Parker Noriega
    Connect:
    / jadenhossler
    / jadenhossler
    / jadenhossler
    www.jadenhosslermusic.com/
    lyrics:
    heaven only knows when i'm in hell
    none of my friends can even tell
    i wanna fucking die but i never say it
    sick of getting high but i do the same shit
    i can't even cry so i try to fake it
    i hate it
    i pray to god let me die in my sleep
    i pray to god let me die in my sleep
    you're as sick as all the secrets you keep
    but the truth is i don't wanna be me
    i pray to god let me die in my sleep
    now i'm waking up and i'm not dead
    living off the words i know you said
    i feel like i'm alive and i'm gonna make it
    maybe if i cry i don't have to fake it
    i'm giving up my pain so you can take it
    i hate it
    i pray to god i don't die in my sleep
    i pray to god i don't die in my sleep
    i'm as sick as all the secrets i keep
    but the truth is i can only be me
    i pray to god i don't die in my sleep
    i pray to god i don't die in my sleep
    i pray to god i don't die in my sleep
    i pray to god i don't die in my sleep
    and now i'm sick of all the secrets i keep
    i pray to god let me die in my
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Комментарии • 19 тыс.

  • @jxdn
    @jxdn  3 года назад +58819

    w my heart & soul
    i love you
    donate if you can

  • @kaelynansleighjackson7083
    @kaelynansleighjackson7083 3 года назад +3411

    Jaden is trying to make a difference and it’s working cause thousands of people are going through this

    • @mahasadruddin8332
      @mahasadruddin8332 3 года назад +10

      Anuradha Singh I’m so sorry, you’re so strong and beautiful. I love you

    • @deniaalcantar4101
      @deniaalcantar4101 3 года назад +3

      Like me

    • @pskugd8385
      @pskugd8385 3 года назад +1

      Only if you are interested and want to get the true picture:
      www.islamreligion.com/

    • @ToTheBeloved
      @ToTheBeloved 3 года назад +4

      For those that seek everlasting life, accept Jesus Christ as your Lord and Savior today. Pray to The Lord and ask Him to come into your heart, accept Him as Your Lord and Savior. Believe that Jesus Christ died for your sins, was buried, and then resurrected on the 3rd day. 📕(1 Corinthians 15:1-4) "Moreover, brethren, I declare to you the gospel which I preached to you, which also you received and in which you stand, 2 by which also you are saved, if you hold fast that word which I preached to you--unless you believed in vain. 3 For I delivered to you first of all that which I also received: that Christ died for our sins according to the Scriptures, 4 and that He was buried, and that He rose again the third day according to the Scriptures" 💬By accepting Him as Your Savior in prayer and believing in His gospel, you are saved (John 3:16). But if you reject Jesus Christ as your Lord and Savior, the wrath of God abides on you (John 3:36). No religion nor false gods can grant you everlasting life, Jesus is the only way to salvation. (John 14:6) "Jesus said to him, “I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through Me"

    • @jadahwise
      @jadahwise 3 года назад +1

      @@ToTheBeloved ❤️

  • @maggiechen5026
    @maggiechen5026 Год назад +341

    Cooper will forever be in our hearts.

  • @DemonDragon30
    @DemonDragon30 Год назад +236

    This shit hits hard. It’s songs like this that remind me to stay alive and keep praying to God that my shit gets better

  • @xint08
    @xint08 3 года назад +2445

    "The truth is I don't wanna be me.."
    "The truth is I can only be me.."
    I felt that.. That's the truth..

    • @joyeeta4654
      @joyeeta4654 3 года назад +4

      Slowed + reverb
      ruclips.net/video/Cg7ZYZjF7us/видео.html

    • @tameekiamorgan35
      @tameekiamorgan35 3 года назад +4

      same.

    • @haleyesquivel2616
      @haleyesquivel2616 3 года назад +10

      Same. The fact that I’ve actually prayed to die before is sad

    • @jadahwise
      @jadahwise 3 года назад +3

      @@haleyesquivel2616 I'm glad ur alive ❤️

    • @jadahwise
      @jadahwise 3 года назад +3

      This is too true🥺

  • @jazzyroorooplayz3450
    @jazzyroorooplayz3450 3 года назад +1377

    Is it just me or is it when ever time he makes a song I’m like his song can’t get better and the do

  • @Teighan-Reid
    @Teighan-Reid Год назад +762

    Rip Cooper Noriega , what lovely kind soul , god had gained another angel🕊🖤

  • @julnaresam5695
    @julnaresam5695 2 года назад +338

    “But the truth is i dont want to be me“ THIS HITS HARD AF

  • @evieleslie7278
    @evieleslie7278 3 года назад +9242

    Jaden I'm crying right now because you have touched so many people’s heart and mine with the words in this song ❤️❤️

  • @khushi-dw9rx
    @khushi-dw9rx 3 года назад +1567

    Everyone AND I MEAN EVERY SINGLE PERSON NEEDS TO SEE THIS.

  • @valeriacruz3628
    @valeriacruz3628 2 года назад +111

    I still listen to this song. Over a thousand suicides happen in a single day, this song could’ve helped twice as many people think again about doing it. I was one of them. Thank you.

  • @Idk-ji7vv
    @Idk-ji7vv Год назад +86

    Did you know that most of the greatest artists die from suicide because of all the pain they deal with so much and this song should be listened by everyone across the world

  • @simcere499
    @simcere499 3 года назад +4548

    Nessa: I’m in Pain
    Dixie: Be Happy!
    Jaden: Pray

  • @dodypsychopath8223
    @dodypsychopath8223 3 года назад +1607

    It’s hard when you’re depressed but you have no reason to explain it for yourself

    • @edwardkanu8328
      @edwardkanu8328 3 года назад +4

      Sigh

    • @dianasigchocantos4980
      @dianasigchocantos4980 3 года назад

      Sabes😭

    • @Jessica-tm1hy
      @Jessica-tm1hy 3 года назад +3

      Miles Amen🙏

    • @ansleyphillips6477
      @ansleyphillips6477 3 года назад +3

      Miles God isn’t the only thing that can save you from depression though. I’ve been through a depression and I went to God a lot but when you’re in that state of mind it’s really hard to hear him. Just don’t say that’s the only thing that can help with depression. It’s really hurtful plus not everybody believes in God and they need to respect your beliefs and you need to respect theirs

    • @firestick3870
      @firestick3870 3 года назад

      ruclips.net/video/YLI7TQK6bPs/видео.html

  • @crystalbpersuasion1449
    @crystalbpersuasion1449 2 года назад +62

    My son find your song. This made me cry because i know he’s battling inner demons.
    I’ve had for years but his area becoming more prevalent lately. He’s a teen and Im trying to reach him every way without being overbearing or do more harm. its a very dangerous and fine line to walk.
    I know God and music got me through. I’m hoping and praying for him daily. Thank you for this message.

    • @blandine5428
      @blandine5428 7 месяцев назад +1

      you have a pure soul. your son knows you got him, i promise. stay safe, both of you and i only wish you the best. i hope he's doing okay and lives the best life ever 💓 praying for you

    • @kylewebb2696
      @kylewebb2696 5 месяцев назад +1

      At least you know he is battling those. Please help him.

    • @alannahbee4472
      @alannahbee4472 3 месяца назад +1

      Awe yeah god and music is all we have for hard days ❤️ and ppl but yeah sometimes things are better left unsaid and left with god then anyone else 🙏 and music well music is a gift from god 😊 so dont worry sis ill pray for your son its okay i promise beautiful you got this 🥰 just be with him and yeah it will be okay love you !!!!

  • @MS-ij1xm
    @MS-ij1xm Год назад +179

    Emotional song. My depression wants me dead. My ex told me about the song because too many times I feel the need to be gone even though I'm afraid of death and I know I'll regret it.
    The struggle is real and I just want you to know your not alone. People need a place where they can talk,vent and just be heard without the fear of judgement even if that person is a stranger.

    • @chyannehuddleston9965
      @chyannehuddleston9965 Год назад +4

      Sometimes I don't wanted help but I just feel alone anymore. I just don't know what to do anymore. There lots of people don't wanna help me so my life suck. 😢😥😭

    • @michaelserrano5976
      @michaelserrano5976 9 месяцев назад +3

      I feel exactly the same

  • @jalissaorozco6024
    @jalissaorozco6024 3 года назад +4661

    Everyone who cried watching this can like🥺

    • @lkh379
      @lkh379 3 года назад +7

      Jalissa Orozco me

    • @lovinudilfs2343
      @lovinudilfs2343 3 года назад +16

      I keep re-watching it and cry at The same time😭

    • @lkh379
      @lkh379 3 года назад +6

      It’s all Addie I literally cried twice while watching it

    • @Eli-mc9mx
      @Eli-mc9mx 3 года назад +6

      If you are not crying sth is wrong

    • @jalissaorozco6024
      @jalissaorozco6024 3 года назад +5

      Same I literally just keep crying

  • @kristamarie8971
    @kristamarie8971 3 года назад +2319

    (edit: yooooo what the heck i didn’t expect my comment to get attention like this i’m glad to see so many people supporting him he truly deserves it!) i don’t care if people see him as “a tiktoker” i see him as so much more. this song is incredible and deserves so much more attention along with his other music.

    • @katie_patie03
      @katie_patie03 3 года назад +5

      So true

    • @stephthestarwarsgirl9592
      @stephthestarwarsgirl9592 3 года назад +3

      I didnt even know he was a tiktoker (maybe cause im not on tik tok but i know a good bit of them so idk) i just liked his music

    • @trinitywitt8014
      @trinitywitt8014 3 года назад +1

      So trueeeeeerr

    • @areej5604
      @areej5604 3 года назад

      SoTrue

    • @ok-nr8uc
      @ok-nr8uc 3 года назад +4

      He and payton are the only tiktokers with actual talent tbh (there are others who sang songs but they're not taking music srsly at all)

  • @julnaresam5695
    @julnaresam5695 2 года назад +36

    “I can’t even cry so i try to fake it “ this hits hard

  • @KevinIrvine
    @KevinIrvine Месяц назад +61

    JXDN dun went off 2 da big leagues in they careerz after them JXDN dun found out about ✨ a u t h e n t I c v i e w s ✨ 💖

  • @sarahredsky2841
    @sarahredsky2841 3 года назад +599

    jaden is just wow... i can’t even put into words how great of an artist he is... just wow

    • @liliang.8898
      @liliang.8898 3 года назад +7

      100% agree

    • @Emmyj225
      @Emmyj225 3 года назад +1

      200th like 😜ah

    • @Haiffao
      @Haiffao 3 года назад +4

      We love him❤️

    • @wiktoriasalachna2509
      @wiktoriasalachna2509 3 года назад +1

      Yeah

    • @Amelia-wd5jp
      @Amelia-wd5jp 3 года назад +2

      He’s such an inspiration and I’m sad he fells these type of things putting on a fake smile and stuff

  • @cynthiagxrcia
    @cynthiagxrcia 3 года назад +613

    Use this comment as a “your not alone” button👼

    • @jamescharles6646
      @jamescharles6646 3 года назад +2

      Pinkmonster2020 God you know this supposed to be a place for happiness and love but then you just self promote your channel you need to go away

    • @jadahwise
      @jadahwise 3 года назад +2

      @@jamescharles6646 ikr

    • @jadahwise
      @jadahwise 3 года назад +2

      @Pinkmonster2020 LOL U DID NOT-

    • @jamescharles6646
      @jamescharles6646 3 года назад

      Pinkmonster2020 will you like stfu

  • @mariahcampbell8141
    @mariahcampbell8141 2 года назад +43

    This was SO POWERFUL!! All the people that disliked clearly didn’t watch to the end. Fact is mental health is a huge issue that’s not talked about enough. People are suffering alone, in silence until it’s too late. This was so meaningful because Jaden himself has suffered with depression. This song and video are going to help so so many. Myself included. 💕

  • @wolfmojo6097
    @wolfmojo6097 2 года назад +34

    “I wanna fucking die but I never say it” I felt that .

  • @nataneedits
    @nataneedits 3 года назад +2764

    "were just suicidal kids telling each other suicide is not right"
    (edit a few months later) the sad thing is a lot of people kill themselves because they just wanted to live.

  • @no-rx8wf
    @no-rx8wf 3 года назад +2537

    This comment is the amount of people who cried watching this 💔

  • @ainhoalorenzo7716
    @ainhoalorenzo7716 Год назад +18

    Every time I hear this song I feel like I'll end up crying, Jaden is a wonderful being of light, everything he composes is art

  • @Bingbong1226
    @Bingbong1226 Год назад +11

    That scene with him going to comfort his mom but his hand goes through her hit me like a train.

  • @nicholewilliams2071
    @nicholewilliams2071 3 года назад +2136

    This man isn't just a tik toker hes an artist and an angel for the people going through stuff

  • @erichubb4220
    @erichubb4220 3 года назад +3393

    Holy crap this is the most talented “tik Toker” man he’s not even a tik Toker he’s a freaking musician

  • @gonzinale3513
    @gonzinale3513 2 года назад +10

    Comment sections and songs like this make me realise i AM NOT alone with my problems and thoughts. There r people everywhere who struggle like me. So I wish you all the best. Keep fighting

  • @lindseyporter9186
    @lindseyporter9186 2 года назад +26

    i’ve been watching you since early tik tok days. let me say how proud i am of you even if i don’t know you personally. you have serious talent but also have touched my heart right now. i am a single mom with only one babysitter and can hardly work and can’t make enough money to support my daughter. on top of that still healing from the most toxic relationship i’ve ever been in. it has killed me inside and out. this song has reminded me to change things and do better for me and my family. i thank you for making this song because i’m sure you haven’t just touched me. you’ve touched a lot of people and saved mine and many lives today…..thank you. i hope to meet you someday and tell you thank you to your face. keep doing what your doing 🖤

    • @1D3AN1
      @1D3AN1 2 года назад +1

      From one strangers to another 💙 💪 You got this it may seem your using every bit of energy for little to nothing but your kid is learning the most valuable trait to have LOVE , I no the pain, the fight, the shame we feel as we don't want this life for them don't want them to see us struggle but that struggle is why they will respect, love and cherris you forever. Some parents have all the money in the world and don't even no what there kids likes. YOU GOT THIS your already winning because you haven't given up. Love from Scotland

  • @oliviasantos1053
    @oliviasantos1053 3 года назад +376

    Dude I balled my eyes out it’s isn’t even funny just imagine him even thinking this about himself hurt to watch and even just anyone thinking like this hurts

  • @cottonfudgemc2617
    @cottonfudgemc2617 3 года назад +1530

    I feel like these songs have alot more story behind them...
    I know know wjat you have been through jaden and i’m so sorry you are amazing and deserve this and wayyy more ❤️

  • @downfalls_high666
    @downfalls_high666 Год назад +22

    Beautiful message. Jaden’s music has helped me through my depression so many times and I’m so grateful to him. Remember it gets better, your life matters to people even when you feel like it doesn’t. Don’t give up❤

  • @justinblankenship8221
    @justinblankenship8221 8 месяцев назад +7

    This is one of the jams that keeps me breathing! Thank you jxdn

  • @JimRaffoul
    @JimRaffoul 3 года назад +1861

    When Jaden gets really famous and everyone will know his name, I can’t wait to tell people that I was here from the very beginning of his music career.

  • @holly497
    @holly497 3 года назад +589

    so so proud of him for speaking about his struggles, he probably saves so many lives with his music

  • @theedropoutmusic
    @theedropoutmusic 2 года назад +12

    To all the depressed souls remember your purpose ,,say a prayer and get up 💯💯💯💯

  • @____.____28
    @____.____28 Год назад +21

    Your music saved my life a few years ago and still does it
    I just wanna say thank you for it❤️❤️❤️

    • @dabix11
      @dabix11 9 месяцев назад

      same❤

  • @reemasakpal9359
    @reemasakpal9359 3 года назад +702

    HOW CAN PEOPLE EVEN DISLIKE THIS
    THIS SONG IS AMAZINGG🥺🥺🥺🥺

    • @ameliaailema999
      @ameliaailema999 3 года назад +2

      @Kermit Is DEAD • 20 years ago thats mean

    • @joyeeta4654
      @joyeeta4654 3 года назад

      Slowed + reverb
      ruclips.net/video/Cg7ZYZjF7us/видео.html

    • @joyeeta4654
      @joyeeta4654 3 года назад +1

      Slowed + reverb
      ruclips.net/video/Cg7ZYZjF7us/видео.html

    • @thisisnotathinganymore8166
      @thisisnotathinganymore8166 3 года назад +6

      As a song to listen to for the sound of it to jus put on your playlist... it’s ass. But it’s a beautiful song because of the greater meaning he has behind it and he wants to help with suicide prevention

    • @perdezh
      @perdezh 3 года назад +1

      This is a leftist gay music. Dislike

  • @elinka11111
    @elinka11111 3 года назад +627

    i’m crying so much rn
    this song is just so meaningful
    like i can’t even imagine how hard it is for people who are going through this
    jadens songs are just so emotional and i am so so sorry for people who feel like this
    you are not alone
    you are loved
    and thank you jaden for what you are doing

    • @elitam1977
      @elitam1977 3 года назад +5

      ❤️

    • @suhelalamba8914
      @suhelalamba8914 3 года назад +5

    • @pitabread_
      @pitabread_ 3 года назад +8

      well im going through shit like that
      hope that i can get better

    • @dondadaslatt6
      @dondadaslatt6 3 года назад +5

      This song is deep and is actually what I needed to help me realize I'm not the only one going through it 😔😢😭

    • @ossiebuckley2254
      @ossiebuckley2254 3 года назад +5

      I went through this in 6th grade

  • @user-vl9tc3mg5c
    @user-vl9tc3mg5c Год назад +58

    одна из моих любимых песен, которая передаёт все мои нынешние чувства

  • @moomoo-1333
    @moomoo-1333 2 года назад +3

    There's something so nice about this comment section; depressed teens helping other depressed teens

  • @carolinamendonca4613
    @carolinamendonca4613 3 года назад +356

    I’m just in my bed crying hearing jaden’s song on repeat, it’s just so good and relatable

  • @learenna
    @learenna 3 года назад +1839

    he‘s showing us the mess his death could have caused around him and how it’s not a solution. we only live once and we can only be ourselves. but being alive is a gift. appreciate life with its ups and downs. remember that you are loved and needed in this world. you are worth it. enjoy every single moment, even the bad ones. cause they make the good ones even better.

  • @maddietibbets5172
    @maddietibbets5172 Год назад +7

    This song saved my life. Thank you so much Jxdn

  • @Elaina4233
    @Elaina4233 2 года назад +6

    Hearing this song in concert made it so much more real to me. Thank you Jaden

  • @amarahricheson9185
    @amarahricheson9185 3 года назад +476

    jaden isn’t just a tiktoker. he’s a musician that’s using his platform to tell a story and show what’s he’s been through and that it will get better. yeah. that’s who i stan

  • @s6ruu
    @s6ruu 3 года назад +3234

    What the hell...this is such a good song I think Jaden is the only tiktoker who actually has a career if tiktok gets banned.

  • @darhavens
    @darhavens Год назад +3

    My nephew Angel lost his battle with depression on Friday. I just found this song this morning. It made me cry. Angel, I'm so so sorry. I loved you so much. I'm going to share this song hoping somebody else sees it before it's too late

  • @lilnine4701
    @lilnine4701 Год назад +5

    This song reminds me of Cooper RIP ❤️

  • @briannaangel8380
    @briannaangel8380 3 года назад +553

    Omg I’m crying right now jaden has touched so many peoples hearts with these lyrics

    • @oceanpeach7857
      @oceanpeach7857 3 года назад +3

      God is always with you, never lose faith and always believe!
      ruclips.net/video/m_a3vyadvkM/видео.html 💜

    • @nandishr8071
      @nandishr8071 3 года назад +1

      Anyways chile

    • @jordynleavers618
      @jordynleavers618 3 года назад +1

      Same. I started crying it hit hard.

    • @melanielillington1691
      @melanielillington1691 3 года назад +1

      Me too I’ve felt like this before

  • @Kelly-cn4st
    @Kelly-cn4st 3 года назад +865

    He isn’t only a tiktok who showed the world that he is a singer but an actor too

    • @blackpinkoutsold6134
      @blackpinkoutsold6134 3 года назад +14

      Not an actor!

    • @Walid-bv9vy
      @Walid-bv9vy 3 года назад

      @@blackpinkoutsold6134 khkhhh

    • @ashleybll
      @ashleybll 3 года назад +5

      no hate to you or jaden but how is he but
      actor?

    • @lillysolomon334
      @lillysolomon334 3 года назад +10

      @@ashleybll He can act really well in his music videos
      like he gets really into his music

    • @ashleybll
      @ashleybll 3 года назад +6

      Lil Solomon ohhh ok i mean i wouldn’t call it acting almost musicians do that because they mostly write their own songs so they have like a feeling to it but i mean i can see how it’s acting

  • @user-ie1pz9mm1u
    @user-ie1pz9mm1u Год назад +30

    Представляю как ему будет сложно сейчас💔..

  • @jamesgamingtv9677
    @jamesgamingtv9677 4 месяца назад +3

    just wanna tell you guys are awesome stay strong you got this i know life is hard you got this i belive in you

  • @dakotaderuyter6648
    @dakotaderuyter6648 3 года назад +2254

    Can everyone stop referring to him as a “tiktoker”? Yes, that is where he started but he is obviously capable of so much more. His inactivity on tiktok and his pursuing of his music should represent his dedication towards what actually matters to him. This song and music video are beyond amazing, I love you Jaden. ♥️

    • @faithjohnson1862
      @faithjohnson1862 3 года назад +14

      Righttttt like stop

    • @rickyd2929
      @rickyd2929 3 года назад +18

      I barely use the Tiktok app but I didn't know being referred to as a Tiktoker was such a bad thing. Charli's very famous and rich and someone with her high level of status is still called a Tiktoker so you'd think it was a compliment. Plus, Tik Tok is where it all began for most of these people so I would have thought that hearing the words ''Tik Tok'' would make them smile. I'd assume they all feel blessed knowing what the Tik Tok app has done for all of them

    • @rowan_542
      @rowan_542 3 года назад +8

      He is an artist
      A rockstar

    • @dakotaderuyter6648
      @dakotaderuyter6648 3 года назад +5

      Ricky Dhillon I completely understand where you’re coming from. Not all creators hate being called a tiktoker but some people won’t give his music a chance or automatically judge him based on his association with the sway boys. I’m my opinion, he deserves to be judged by the quality of his content rather then his role on tiktok.

    • @dakotaderuyter6648
      @dakotaderuyter6648 3 года назад +2

      *in

  • @khadii.8488
    @khadii.8488 3 года назад +303

    And no one knew how depressed this kid really was...

    • @stepaspect
      @stepaspect 3 года назад +18

      so true but he kept trying and look where he is now :)

    • @abcflippers171
      @abcflippers171 3 года назад +9

      Sana that’s a bit harsh he’s going through a rough time rn and people hate on Hume l8ke my friends because I’m related to a loser they say but inside I hate them and on the outside I do aswell so don’t shat the
      At

    • @Okokoklalal4
      @Okokoklalal4 3 года назад +6

      I did

    • @khadii.8488
      @khadii.8488 3 года назад

      Bri’s Adventures girl what are you saying- I ain’t trying to disrespect the kids I love him lmao and I can relate tho- I’m depressed I guess.

  • @denahelmer2401
    @denahelmer2401 Год назад +8

    I told you this when I met you in person at The Rave...
    Your lyrics, they are everything, jxdn. 🙏🏻❤️🙏🏻
    They touch, heal, save, and do so much more. Keep letting your heart write songs... It's a beautiful storyteller. ❤️❤️

  • @wldxxwnhhah5340
    @wldxxwnhhah5340 Год назад +8

    i love this song. he saved my life. i’ll with him forever💗

  • @MoonMoon-sm3lv
    @MoonMoon-sm3lv 3 года назад +633

    Me: dont cry dont cry dont cry
    Also me: Cries during the whole video bc I can relate

    • @user-of7pu7fj1x
      @user-of7pu7fj1x 3 года назад +15

      Never related to a song this much in my life

    • @mihaelatemelkoska5133
      @mihaelatemelkoska5133 3 года назад +8

      Same just today I got out of the hospital for trying to attempt suicide

    • @autumnjadyn3802
      @autumnjadyn3802 3 года назад +4

      Same... it’s said but true

    • @anka.asmr.
      @anka.asmr. 3 года назад +4

      ZHC BIGEST FAN I’m so sorry you don’t deserve that I’m really glad you’re alive 🥺

    • @haileyoliver510
      @haileyoliver510 3 года назад +2

      same

  • @mxhasina08
    @mxhasina08 3 года назад +506

    I can relate to this song so much.
    "None of my friends can even tell"
    "I pray to God let me die in my sleep"
    "Living off the words I know you said."
    It hurts so much to the point I can't feel anything

    • @aznihusaini9935
      @aznihusaini9935 3 года назад +9

      samee

    • @Snfunmate
      @Snfunmate 3 года назад +5

      Azni Husaini Uhhh “same” cewl?

    • @aleezaarshad1060
      @aleezaarshad1060 3 года назад +11

      I hope everything gets better and I want to tell you that you are enough and amazing. Stay strong

    • @Snfunmate
      @Snfunmate 3 года назад +7

      It WILL get better, stay stong 💕

    • @mikaaaxxx4316
      @mikaaaxxx4316 3 года назад +5

      Thanks for being there.💗 For being so strong!!! im so proud of you. and you are really NOT alone. Ask for help dont be ashamed, you are loved and people care about you even if you dont see it even if they dont show it they do. I wish you the best and more ❤️❤️❤️

  • @Julia.nandez
    @Julia.nandez Месяц назад +3

    It hurts a lot when you’ve also begged God to take you home. I’ve asked him to let me die so many times & yet he keeps those situations from me. I just keep fighting & trusting in Him that it’ll all be okay.

  • @VintageVirgo2002
    @VintageVirgo2002 Месяц назад +2

    I get that it's not as simple as telling someone to be happy but the only real way to be happy is if you truly want it bad enough and aim for happiness from within yourself. Only you can fix yourself at the end of the day. Only you can climb out of the dark lonely hole you dug yourself into, no one else can save you or tell you to be happy, only you can. Even if someone tells you to be happy and it doesn't necessarily fix all your problems right away (because it might indefinitely not) or ever really than it's at least still a nice kind thing to do still. It's still nice to tell someone they can be happy or they can find the light and they can learn to have hope and believe things will get better and positive stuff like that. Even if sad depressed people are colorblind then us more non depressed people have got to show them all of the beautiful colors there are in this world if they can't truly see them themselves. People can still stand by people's sides if they are sad. It may not fix anything at all but at least having someone at your side makes the pain that much more bearable right because then you know you're not alone. And yk the world is a very colorful bright hopeful place filled with laughter and kindness and love but only if you choose to see the good in life then will you will see it. The only reason you can't be happy is because of you. You/us humans are the only ones getting in the way of our own happiness. We are our own greatest enemies. Have hope that things get better later and find the rainbow and the light to brighten up your world. I've never been clinically depressed (like for my whole life or nothing) persay but I did have a moment in my life (2020) where i was so sad and wouldn't get out of bed often because I lost my last year of high school and 5 months of my junior year (and can never get that experience or time of my life back) and felt alone with no place to go and no more school going online didn't have the same feel as in person so it drained me and then in 2022 I got spine problems and had to go to therapy but RN I'm currently working on my health both physical and mental and physical therapy by walking and exercising and even though im not completely healed yet with my physical pain and some mental know that it does get better if you look on the bright side of things. Learn to be more positive even if it's hard for you to do just give it a try. Find the good things in life that yk will make you happy perhaps. Like maybe a food you like to eat or wear a outfit you want to make you feel confident in or play a videogame that'll make you happy, stuff like that kind of. You'll only ever be sad if you only look for the negative and if you turn off the lights and be a big grumpus butt. You'll never really get rid of the pain/sadness (because that's just a part of life for everyone really not just depressed people) but if you keep your chin up and look at the positive things then you can get yourself by and feel alright. If anyone needed to hear my words then I hope I could help lift your spirits. Never give up hope and have faith, trust, and a lil bit of pixie dust. 🤗 Sadness doesn't last forever just as the rain doesn't pour forever either. All bad things eventually come to an end and the rainbow will appear after all that rain and darkness that consumes your life. If you don't want to get rained on with the downpour of depression then perhaps bring an umbrella to stay out of the gloominess and shield yourself from sadness. Have a good day or night wherever you are kind strangers and find peace within yourselves. Or at least do the best you can and don't give up in life. Fighting!💪 🤗 You got this peeps. Have faith that God will make everything all right and help you see the light. Wish you kind strangers in the comments a good happy life full of warmth and kindness and love. Know that you arent alone in this world because God is always with you even if you dont believe in Him, know that He still loves you regardless. 🤗🙏👋

  • @rqsabelle
    @rqsabelle 3 года назад +438

    my fav lyric is "I wanna fucking die but I never say it."

  • @voidelevenx3161
    @voidelevenx3161 3 года назад +681

    I’m crying rn my heart can’t take this. You don’t even know how much better I feel from the message coming off this song. Wow I’m in shock thank you Jaden I love you

  • @youngxpsychodelic666
    @youngxpsychodelic666 Год назад +9

    "But the truth is, I don't wanna be me" - i don't know why, but it hits hard. I love that song, i'm getting emotional when i listen her

  • @stormingjales
    @stormingjales 9 месяцев назад +2

    i actually needed this. thank you.
    and yes, i'm late.

  • @nicolereardon3367
    @nicolereardon3367 3 года назад +4409

    jaden is not just a tiktoker is an amazing singer with the best songs I've ever listening to dont give up ❤🥺

  • @barnibitch1676
    @barnibitch1676 3 года назад +537

    Everyone be talking abt how good the song is but no one is asking jaden if he’s ok

    • @fatoubah6313
      @fatoubah6313 3 года назад +35

      the song is about his past

    • @lisashneider549
      @lisashneider549 3 года назад +10

      The song is for donations and hes talking about his past hes okay now he has Maddie and sway boys and his family!

    • @dealbaramallari1717
      @dealbaramallari1717 3 года назад +4

      The first part when he says(i pray to GOD let me die in my sleep)was wrote 2year’s ago when he wasn’t felling good enough,but now these months he changed the lyrics in the right way. He has a wonderful family friends and mads dont forget about his supporters he is okay💗

  • @gabrielachevalier
    @gabrielachevalier Год назад +8

    You're definitely one of my comfort artists😕❤ I remember this time last year I was in a deep depression tht I thought I'd never get out of; now this year I've been mostly happy and I thank God for that. I'm not fully healed from my depression and anxiety but I'm in a much better place than I would've been last year🥺❤ it's all thanks to God and artists like Jaden💗

  • @wishfuldoll5321
    @wishfuldoll5321 Год назад +12

    Pray for Cooper. It's ok to be sad for him.😞😞😞

  • @elinka11111
    @elinka11111 3 года назад +6027

    the fact that he probably saved someones live with this song

    • @kennedygarrett2973
      @kennedygarrett2973 3 года назад +144

      He did

    • @Deuscomoeuteamo
      @Deuscomoeuteamo 3 года назад +139

      I can say he did

    • @07laeina
      @07laeina 3 года назад +16

      Soul Extractor exactly

    • @whatsgoinon99
      @whatsgoinon99 3 года назад +1

      Another reliable, many full of love, true in their affections, predictable in their actions, grateful and lovely animals.
      ruclips.net/video/i4JKLESDdFk/видео.html

    • @carlijnveldman8650
      @carlijnveldman8650 3 года назад +28

      He did mine!

  • @jahnavis9067
    @jahnavis9067 3 года назад +6123

    No more just a "tiktoker". He's an artist. And this song is so touching and the this is so powerful wow😭❤

    • @joyeeta4654
      @joyeeta4654 3 года назад +9

      Slowed + reverb
      ruclips.net/video/Cg7ZYZjF7us/видео.html

    • @nb1236
      @nb1236 3 года назад +6

      He is so talented😍

    • @alessandraa.m.3122
      @alessandraa.m.3122 3 года назад +8

      You have a reason. ❤️

    • @elise.georgina7341
      @elise.georgina7341 3 года назад +4

      Ik I relate to this song so much 😭

    • @mariselagonzalez6370
      @mariselagonzalez6370 3 года назад +10

      I found out he was a tiktoker after I found his musicc

  • @danielpam6310
    @danielpam6310 Год назад +7

    We need more artist and songs like this! Thanks you so much! 😭❤️

  • @aghyud6307
    @aghyud6307 3 года назад +477

    When people look at jaden they see TikToker. But I see him as much more u see him as an inspiration a person that has changed my life and many other peoples lives. This song got me crying. We live you jaden and will always be by your side no matter where the world takes us.

    • @joyeeta4654
      @joyeeta4654 3 года назад

      Slowed + reverb
      ruclips.net/video/Cg7ZYZjF7us/видео.html

    • @misses6557
      @misses6557 3 года назад

      I see him as a KKK member

  • @parismendoza993
    @parismendoza993 Год назад +13

    this song is really powerful 💕

  • @jorgecostanza7147
    @jorgecostanza7147 2 года назад +8

    Sometimes..
    you are alone, you're not needed, and it will never get better.
    Not everyone isn't alone. Not everyone is needed, and for many, it never gets better.
    .
    Thanks for the song.

    • @sophiajordan7118
      @sophiajordan7118 2 года назад +1

      I feel the same Richard but hang in there who knows ...

    • @juileb197473051
      @juileb197473051 Год назад

      My dad once said "He loved when his family called him for help, because it made him feel needed, and feeling needed made him feel good." I have so much of my dad in me, he was a stubborn man, but a good man, and I hate that this delusional disorder took over my life, because I wasn't very compassionate towards him and we fought a lot. As a matter of fact mental illness and addictions can definitely drive a wedge between family members. What do you do when they point at you and say "you are crazy stay away, you're the problem and the negative atmosphere.' 😟 I reckon you learn to create your own atmosphere, unfortunately with delusional disorder it seems the crazies follow you everywhere and taunt you and haunt you daily, so it's always an unstable atmosphere ready to combust at any moment. That's why I pray daily to my God of peace knowing that one day he will take my crazies away and I will be able to rest, until then it will probably be a continuous war of the words written down in songs to sing and blogs to bring misery to the stands until justice is served!

  • @Sarah76107
    @Sarah76107 3 года назад +105

    Suicide doesn't take away the pain, it just gives it to someone else.. Remember you are loved!

    • @Paula-cc4dq
      @Paula-cc4dq 3 года назад +6

      but it’s not the same pain i’m feeling.. nobody will ever be able to feel the same as me

    • @veronicaturriagoturriago9317
      @veronicaturriagoturriago9317 3 года назад +3

      @@Paula-cc4dq every pain is different, that's for sure. but the ones that care about us are going to suffer a lot too, we can't ignore that fact.

  • @izumichan7202
    @izumichan7202 3 года назад +697

    WHY JADENS SONGS IS ALWAYS RELATABLE, I FEEL LIKE EVERY LYRICS IS ATTACKING ME, AND WHY I'M CRYIN'

    • @liyahaque9584
      @liyahaque9584 3 года назад

      wttpd rdr idk but like I cried yesterday the first time I listened to it 😂😭😂

    • @gtebb7574
      @gtebb7574 2 года назад

      Bro same!!🥲

  • @katiix
    @katiix Год назад +6

    I'm crying right now. I've been suicidal, I've attempted it a few times and I was 12yrs old the first time, 22 the second time, I'm 35 now and I tried again 6months ago. I think about it every day but yet I don't show it, I'm always laughing, joking and smiling around people. They tell me I look good and happy when in reality I'm dying inside. I've had a lot of childhood trauma, I was born drug addicted to heroin, I was adopted at 5yrs old, I've had sexual abuse, I have Tourettes syndrome and it's something that bothers me more and more as I get older. I've overdosed almost 10 times accidentally aside from the suicide attempts but I keep coming back. I don't want to die, I just want the pain to go away. 😔🥺😥

  • @imautumngrace
    @imautumngrace Год назад +6

    I love you jaiden. this song saved me.

  • @gideonkenan7824
    @gideonkenan7824 3 года назад +908

    To everyone reading this: whatever happens to you, please don't give up on love. Maybe you don't need the whole world to love you. Maybe you just need one person. Sometimes, two people have to fall apart to realize how much they need to fall back together. When you realize you want to spend the rest of your life with somebody, you want the rest of your life to start as soon as possible. So don't give up on your love. Love didn't hurt you. The wrong person hurt you. Remember, the best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or even heard, but must be felt with the heart.

    • @-_oOtianaOo_-
      @-_oOtianaOo_- 3 года назад +3

      💙💜💙💜💙

    • @yamomma7784
      @yamomma7784 3 года назад

      thank you

    • @leenkaterji6043
      @leenkaterji6043 3 года назад +1

      Omg this comment needs more likes😍😍

    • @itz_aanyaa6024
      @itz_aanyaa6024 3 года назад

      💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕

    • @tatumvanderhule487
      @tatumvanderhule487 3 года назад +2

      i- i really needed this wtf thank you so much

  • @jaliyah7116
    @jaliyah7116 3 года назад +657

    I love how he's just 19 and he's such a big Inspiration to the world

  • @naomivanvliet4129
    @naomivanvliet4129 Месяц назад

    tbh, this song put into words what i always felt, and made me feel like i'm not alone with this feeling. everytime i feel like this, i come back to this song

  • @princessleslie5500
    @princessleslie5500 3 года назад +190

    I’m glad that he is actually doing something good and trying to raise awareness, that would not hurt anyone

    • @Glowinggriff
      @Glowinggriff 3 года назад +1

      I know. It's nice to see someone actually trying to make a change

    • @princessleslie5500
      @princessleslie5500 3 года назад +1

      Sophia Patterson he talks about it in the music video😐 And he is trying to make a change

    • @princessleslie5500
      @princessleslie5500 3 года назад +1

      Sophia Patterson he is trying to make a change and yeah 2 months ago. Everyone makes mistakes and just because he got arrested for drugs doesn’t mean anyone shouldn’t do something good. He clearly learned from his mistakes 💕 I don’t get why people bring up the past at least he is doing something good🙄 He has also been helping people to! Scroll threw the comments and you can see how many people he has helped.

    • @sophiapatterson2221
      @sophiapatterson2221 3 года назад

      Princess Leslie alright alright chill my guy just making a valid point

  • @babyshahadd4052
    @babyshahadd4052 3 года назад +509

    Who agree that jaden's so talented above all the tiktokers he's looking forward to his future not just stuck in tiktok i love you jaden stay blessed

  • @brandonwakeland6548
    @brandonwakeland6548 2 года назад +4

    Yes he did save someone's life with this sometimes all it takes is to know that someone else in the world is going through or feels like you do sometimes it just means that you're not alone

  • @crispinbivens9818
    @crispinbivens9818 2 года назад +1

    Bro thank god for your music im glad you popped up on my suggestions on spotify the other day and im forever thankful i just got my heart broken from a 2 and half year relationship and your music has kept me calm and have helped me thru the darkest times in my life lately. Thank you i hope you continue to keep makinh damn good music ill always support the hell outta you. 💯💯💯💯👌👍

  • @celinah2622
    @celinah2622 3 года назад +151

    Why are all your songs so relatable he is not a tik toker he is a rockstar PERIDOT

    • @joyeeta4654
      @joyeeta4654 3 года назад

      Slowed + reverb
      ruclips.net/video/Cg7ZYZjF7us/видео.html

  • @geordierussell4667
    @geordierussell4667 3 года назад +5112

    no one:
    dixie: “be happy”
    nessa: “pain”
    jaden: “pray”......
    Josh & bryce:
    *“STILL SOFTISH”*
    edit: jeez thankyou for the likes wasn’t expecting that

  • @ItzMeRain
    @ItzMeRain 7 месяцев назад +2

    You know its about to be a good song when the suicide prevention has to play before the song 🥲🥲

  • @codyhoward5016
    @codyhoward5016 10 месяцев назад +2

    Play it over and over just to hear the message at the end

  • @marandan6943
    @marandan6943 3 года назад +166

    suicide doesn't take the pain away it give it to someone else. You are loved

  • @user-wm7fe
    @user-wm7fe 3 года назад +115

    "i wanna friken die but i never say it"
    hits different
    also whos here before jaden get worldwide

  • @MadisonDavis-mh9hq
    @MadisonDavis-mh9hq 7 месяцев назад +2

    Jaden your music actually helps with what i'm going through i appriate you bc you care about others and you want be supportive you are a wonderful person i appriate you alot

  • @zohar9898
    @zohar9898 Год назад +4

    This song is so fucking real

  • @Sidemeenn
    @Sidemeenn 3 года назад +153

    Jaden is the type of person that I would run up and give a hug with out it being a problem

  • @aminagul3501
    @aminagul3501 3 года назад +673

    suicide doesn't end depression, it just passed it to others.

    • @bluewine8404
      @bluewine8404 3 года назад +4

      Ummm okay

    • @iikayxleee4608
      @iikayxleee4608 3 года назад +9

      That hit harr

    • @iikayxleee4608
      @iikayxleee4608 3 года назад +3

      Hard

    • @BMPresentsWhatsPoppin
      @BMPresentsWhatsPoppin 3 года назад +1

      it was sad af

    • @katelate
      @katelate 3 года назад +10

      I get people are trying to Ben helpful by saying this but honestly it makes me feel guilty af and even worse knowing there is no way out of I die I hurt people and if I stay I hurt myself.

  • @samanthalafayette4072
    @samanthalafayette4072 3 месяца назад +1

    depression really comes in different forms people just think your okay if your smiling, do they know how you feel deep down inside and when your alone i’ve recently lost my cousin & it hit me hard I just felt so paralyzed with pain and sadness it’s not easy to be happy, thank you jaden for this song i really feel heard and understood I love you 🤍