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I go from being on a 7 month streak to relapsing 4 times in one day. To anyone that’s on this journey or even starting just know that the contrast is really noticeable. Semen retention is a blessing but just focusing on that can cause more harm than good due to unnecessary pressure you can put on yourself especially when you relapse
Same here , after 6 months . outward Reality of bliss changes because our internal state changes due to relapse . It's a disaster but come back again .
I relapsed last night...What perfect timing for this. I fought against it so hard. I just felt so stressed. The limited sleep was starting to get to me. I don't think it's bad to feel the way I did...I just haven't lived my life feeling this way. So It takes time to develop the life on retention. I talked myself into doing it and I had no issue. I didn't even feel so bad about doing it. I regret it yes...But I felt like I needed to do it to reset. I was on 28 days with a goal of 30...What I told myself was...if I make it to 30..And do it... what's the difference? But I know every reset...I do longer. My last was 25 days...and this time 28. I like the life on retention. So I'm just getting back on track now.
Man, the thing with the sleep is so so true. I remember on around day 30 I could not REST at ALL. I felt like I was not rested at all all day long. The moment I relapsed, I slept like a baby. It's crazy. It's like some energy from the other side wants to suck your energy into this world and it bothers you until you do it.
yeah exactly...I went to sleep feeling like I would finally get to rest...like I had been through a traumatic experience...I too slept like a baby.@@lorebringers
you will feel stressed on this practice if you dont know how to redirct the sexual energy in to other things it can cuase you to become very angry with the high t-levels cut down on sugar will settle you or remove it all together
Same lol, I relapsed last night, It was my own fault, Started in Mid Oct 56 day stint I had been edging most days for the past 2 weeks physically and mentally, Thought I had control, told myself I had control while edging I didn't, this next stint no edging 👿
sam here man...I would edge sometime...but this time I just said screw it. haha. But Im glad there are other brothers out there who were facing the same struggle as me.@@scottwarner871
Better than to stop relapsing would be to accept yourself and observe the situation not from a personal point of view. And better to not care about semen retention at all than to practice it without good reason. Or worse for any kind of personal gain. I made this mistake many years ago and have payed the price by spending quality time with life’s most precious guru suffering. life ends up giving you a worthy reason you won’t have to convince yourself it’s nasty.
Something clicked recently and I've gotten very well at observing all the mind's tricks. It tells me to lust, edge, do pmo, and then once I relapse it tells me to resort to other addictive behaviors to relieve the pain. Before I felt nearly helpless to look at women in public, but now I simply observe the mind and move on.
I havent tried to relapse now for 11 months straight. But ive had like 4 wet dreams, cant control those, you're in the dream world. I do feel alot different. Its hard, but im very proud of this streak of holding energy, its very real. And im 25.
You’re a teacher I trust and respect. I was on the SR journey before I found your channel, but your teachings have taken me deeper and confirmed I was doing something much more profound and transformational than I first thought. It’s me and god now! Thank you Yash 🙏🏼
I think one of the greatest things that helped me was looking away from the phone screen, looking back to it, then looking back again just to see how silly what i was doing was. It's weird man the older you get (only 22) the more these soul ties to a screen become real and the more the memory bounces around in your head, especially somebody with mental problems like myself lmao. that weird game your mind plays with you too is a huge factor i'm very grateful to you for shedding some more light on it 🙏🏽 here's to less intrusive perverted thoughts and more enhanced clarity and peace of mind (although some of the unintended side effects can be NASTY, have some rage issues i thought i'd got over cause i'm all about peace and love but the energy is so strong it can be easy to get upset at trivial stuff that doesnt require such anger and is usually my own fault anyway 😅)
I was on a streak of 187 days in a row and i relapsed. I did it, not because I couldn't do it anymore, on the contrary, at that moment it wasn't hard for me to do it, but because I didn't want to be tied to "I don't do it because I've been on a streak of X days", I didn't want to be tied to that number of days, but to do it simply as a habit. Unfortunately, after that, I got into the "chaser effect" and was doing it for a few days, as Yash has mentioned in other videos that it could happen, but anyway, I guess I needed to experience it for myself. Now I've been fap free for 5 days again, but I feel like it's a lot easier than when I started practicing SR since I have a lot more knowledge, I understand how the process works and how your mind tries to play with you.
I had the same thinking so instead of fapping I just started to make eye contact and lust more at the gym and public cuz I hated identifying with the days which lead to a wet dream instead of actually fapping. You still get a chaser effect from wet dreams but I didn’t give into it. Now I’m on the longest streak ever and I am balanced and good
STOP COUNTING! It can hurt more to constantly think about it, especially when counting. Thats also why I stopped counting my years at 32. Haven't aged since!
I relapsed after 300 days. Not pmo, but still masturbation with using my mind. Been quite rough to get back on the saddle, gotta admit that. I found the reason for this experience though, but still. Dopamine seeking is dopamine seeking, and mind will make so many excuses to do that :D Stay strong brothers, this battle is not beaten one day, but continues every single day.
It's now 2 days since the relapse. I know it will get easier from here. Been praying like crazy, the first day i had to pray almost every hour to keep my mind in control. Succubus is definetily seeking those who have relapsed, it's so easy to deep dive into the depths when you give your little finger to it.
You don't have to accept, shame, depression , regret, all those low-level energies. Choose a perspective of growth and even in "failure" you will improve The mindset you uphold in the face of failure(relapse) is particularly important. I know we all want to be the best of ourselves, and we can do that, I make music to aid us on our journey toward self-mastery. Listen for yourself, and I pray you feel the soul's ascension. Either way, may you be blessed, and thanks for reading 🧬⚡️
You have to be one of the most real people in the entire spiritual community, not just the SR community. Thanks for having these videos available. Extremely valuable stuff!
The loss of semen is still the most detrimental loss but yeah it’s all about your reaction. We are trying the hardest thing ever and this alone is already amazing work that we doing.
Yesterday I relapsed after doing it for almost a year. It was a good learning experience I learned a lot from It. Self-control, Acceptance, Looking at women without lust like when you see a half-naked on the internet you can auto-scroll it up Thumbnails of sexy girls do not excite you anymore and Yeah I Relapse but I know I'm not my old self anymore.
Currently on day 9 and it feels like life has naturally brought me to that Golden place of “ ok ive had my fill enough is enough” in all my years of making myself feel like shit for being a slave to this I have not been able to rise above. Thanks to simple trial and error I was able to eventually reach the point of realizing that voice in my head that made me feel like shit was the very thing that kept the cycle going. even though I’ve understood this in theory for a long time It wasn’t until things got so dysfunctional that I finally reached the point of being able to see clearly the great actor and trickster that is my mind. thanks to an ocean of grace I somehow reached the point where I relaxed it’s really not that difficult and something intelligent in me was purposefully, making sure that I Couldn’t do it all so I can learn the most valuable and necessary lesson of self love and self acceptance. How horrible would it have been if I was successful in semen retention but still capable of self hatred.
You cannot do SR for extended periods unless you bring up the energy to the brain. If you don’t, then the energy stays in the loin. Once mastered, you do not spill. Try learning various qi-gong exercises that helps to bring up the energy to the brain (where the energy belongs anyway).
I haven’t released for the last 7 months so far and what I have learned in this journey is self-control and discipline. I never went this far on SR, I just keep living day by day and see where it takes me or what reward I’m gonna have doing longer than 7 months streaks.
@@yungdemonslayer888 But its power over you fades if you keep trying with your sadhana and sense control. I went from semen release 3-4 times per week to 1 per 1-2 months with an occasional streak lasting 3 months or even more. But a never ceasing serious effort on both the sadhana and sense control is required even if you fail occasionally.
You do SR because it’s a sincere undertaking, and it does not require effort at all. You relapse because you have unconscious thoughts that are a trigger for the spill. If you are aware, you’ll be aware of this autonomous thought, and self-correct.
I absolutely love this channel and what your about man, your words have been good for me and helps me realize the things I’ve felt for so long in my life. Thank you so so much never change I appreciate the honesty, integrity, organic convos and stories you tell. I couldn’t have found this channel at a better point in my journey
Steady giving in to it takes a toll, gives you that sluggish feel spiritually, low energy, feeling confused it opens doors to bs spiritually smh, being consistent on the path maintaining retention u definitely will see the differences i turned 30 this year but i still feel in my 20s especially with devotion to the path of truth 🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾😌
Great message. I agree. We can try our very best to preserve our energy, and purify our mind of lust. It is inevitable that at some point the energy builds up so strong, where it feels forced to retain it. At some point, it is natural to release. It is best to accept that reality, and not dwell on it. Just move on and continue on your journey. At the end of the day, our energy flows where our attention goes. Keep your focus where you wish to grow.
I relapsed after over a year and six months on SR/Surrender. The thing is, the surrender energy led me to P and O. Not sure what that was about but felt like crap after mentally. Energy was more or less still there; the streak had set in in its effect. But I wish it were permanent until I deemed the time right, if ever. Just want to do away with P forever.
It’s just that I hate to go back to relapsing, because I know exactly how I’ll feel again. You feel good for about 10 seconds after and then it all just sinks in. You feel awkward, nervous, unmotivated, drained, weak, anxious, tired, anti-social and just flat out weird.
No greater feeling to have been doing this for over 2 years, took over a year of edging to notice how much this practice has changed my view of self, my compassion and greater life appreciation. It may sound silly but i think that it really did heal me. Along with what has felt like forced meditation... i dont know how else to explain it. The struggles are still real aka cravings, but i feel more and more ready to bring a woman in my life.
Thank you Yash. I watch your words regularly. 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻 I am from Tamil background. There are many saints and in Tamil scriptures this is mentioned. You name it .. Thirumandhiram mainly by Thirumoolar. Also I try practicing SriVidya tradition. 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻 Transcending through is not easy though.
There is no relapse! Only lessons. Do what's right for you. Don't jack off all the time, don't watch porn, but if you do, don't beat yourself up about it. I often believe it's less to do with the semen and more about an awareness you build particularly around women. You kinda realise like oh yeah, that was a true waste of my energy, all because i wanted to "get off" for a short period of time
Man im just disappointed with myself ,not even in like beating myself up, just a solid realisation that im more than what i have done, but the excessive energy is intense.
Its about transmuting that energy, energy has to go somewhere. If you are stagnant the energy will find a way out of the vessel. Find ways to transmute that energy and it will act as a lubricant in your life.
Always get to a point where I can’t sleep and the only way to relax is to release.. it’s unfortunate after 4-5 months of retention to get on a 2 week relapse streak.
Masturbation is such an effective tranquiliser. Now that I have started on this SR journey I find i have trouble getting to sleep and waking up too early 😓
Hey Yash, I hope you are good. Uh just a little request to a video idea I would like to see your thoughts what you think about intrusive thoughts and maybe what could be causing them or what not, trauma and or anxiety and how one should deal with them. Thank you 🙏🏼
If you relapse with sex don’t be ashamed. If its anything else then yes you should be ashamed. However, this shouldn’t be an excuse to constantly have sex.
This is so true.... right before I almost hit day 8 to begin a new streak i was having sex with a woman and I was so ready to release and say "F it"... but my higher self spoke to me and I maintained even whileshe was BEGGING me to let it go. I ended up edging and having blue b@lls for 10 hours butI'm glad I held on
Hey Yash, long-time follower and appreciator of your channels. I have a question that I hope you'll be able to help me clear up. My question is regarding my personal struggle with weed vs sexual addiction. I recently went 10 months sober from weed, and had trouble maintaining my masturbation-free streak for longer than a month during that time. Since then I have started smoking weed again, and have little to no trouble with any sort of sexual urges and it's been over a month now. This is currently my longest streak. I'm wondering how effective is it to continue to not masturbate or engage in any sort of sexual activity when I'm still getting my dopamine hits through smoking weed. Probably not that effective. Overall I think my problem is dopamine addiction, and I'm not effectively overcoming that while I continue to smoke weed, yet I have little to no problem with sexual urges now. It's hard to see a purpose in this practice when I'm still getting my large dopamine hits elsewhere. I will continue to abstain from sexual acts regardless because I don't like losing my seed. But now that I smoke weed again it's not so challenging. The easy answer is just stop smoking weed but I really struggle with one or the other at the end of the day. Anyways, thanks for posting videos. It always baffles me how many videos you are able to put out that aren't carbon copies. I'm going to go smoke weed now, thanks again.
Hey Yash, any reason why a shroom trip would make PMO symptoms flair up? I had an amazing trip last weekend, great insights and great time , some good meditation, but this week I have peeked 3 times at stuff on the internet and edged and the urge to do it is very strong for some reason ?
Yrs I know. It’s strong dopamine stimulation and a strong pressure on the nervous system. Mushrooms are strong and have powerful alkaloids in them- clearly 🙂
I'm 55 nearly 2 years (sr) and have lost everyone in my life and quite isolated, but strangely happy now. I get 20 yr old hotties interacting with me, but when it comes to getting their number I bolt and disappear. I have become so fussy and the thought of bodily fluids now repluses me. I just can't imagine myself connecting with anyone ever again and this frightens me. help me obi 1?
if a real matching one comes along then u wont have any choice. Trust in life. It is the real match maker. but it sounds like you developed “dispassion”. You are over the whole “being dominated by sexual urges” and the imagination that goes with it. Its not attractive anymore. That can be a good and normal thing actually. Then the universe can send u someone who u can have an organic communion with, irregardless of sex. Then it will be satisfying without all the drama and nonsense.
Stop running from that young ass OG not many men your age can still wing it , sounds like you take care of yourself and in shape put some legs in the air you deserve it
dude ...i went close to a year ...and thought i should release for 'health benefits' .... it hurt quite a lot ... so i'm reckoning 1 yr is probably too much
I know biblical stories don't resonate with everyone, I try and take them from an allegorical standpoint. King David intentionally sent his friend and best warrior off to die in battle so he could sleep with his wife. His son, king solomon, became extremely beguiled by women later in his life. These are two of the wisest and greatest Kings in biblical history. Don't be too hard on yourself.
I relapsed on the 12/01/2023 I started at 10/13/2023 .. I feel so bad and I have so many doubt and worry no more confident.. coffee and stay up also I had a nurse call me in that day telling me about my blood test that’s I have low testosterone also I had a long day at work and the next day I had off it was crazy
Real quick fellas Im on a 30+ day streak rn but if you been on streaks already then relapse its not bad just dont do more than 2 faps in 7 days youre going to feel like shit I space out, one fap every 4 days superpowers and energy rejuvenate much sooner but push come to shove release with a woman my streak is high now bc Im at a point where I edge for a while then quit but porn is fucking boring now and I want the real thing - big helper to why Im on 30+ days then an overnight job unloading trucks and stocking so its easy to shred the work load and sleep for 4 hours keep going guys btw IF YOU RELAPSE DRINK BODY ARMOUR TO REPLENISH!! Guy on reddit told me sardines and Body Armour is awesome for replacing lost minerals keep going guys its a JOURNEY not a RACE praise Christ Jesus
😂 Actually, you were close with the poop thing. THEY DO FECAL TRANSPLANTS TO REINTRODUCE BENEFICIAL BACTERIA INTO THE SYSTEM! I doubt that they actually shove the new poop in. 😂 But that is the general concept.
Yash, i am now reading a lot of osho's material. In that he says if you are a man at the conscious level, unconsciously you are female and vice versa. The word yoga means union. When you achieve a mental union between the male and female parts of your mind, then your sex obsession will go away. You have your inner women. When you have melted so much into your inner women then you don't fall for outer women and then you become brahmacharya or celibate who doesn't have any lustful thoughts towards women. What is your opinion on this yash? If it is true how to connect with my inner feminine at the deepest level so that i lose my addiction to sex?
I like Osho! Lets give a college analogy: Generally If you are in a male body then you will be majoring in masculinity and minoring in femininity. But as ur energies become more balanced then the obsession or tendencies toward sex or sexualizing a girl becomes less and less. But you still are attracted to female energy on a surface level because you're still a human and your still a man. But its manageable.
Don't sweat it man, they will happen. You're not losing anything. Your body is recycling dead cells and old semen. It's natural and nothing like using porn, masturbating or an orgasm. Let nature do its thing. Stay the course brother!
Would a man commit such acts in front of his creator....ok. then understand basically everytime has been as is the spirit ever not with us...now if it comes up ever again remember what presence is present.
I have ms since 2007 and since a few weeks I have the impression that I'm done with my sexuality. I'm quite sad and frustrated about this and in same time it feels like that I got a gift. I still have the extremley strong longing to find someone I really resonate with. But I have the longer I'm on this life journey that the universe does not want that I have a partner.
@@dcktater7847yes that how I feel like sometimes I have the impression that I'm gonna explode. When im not coherent with myself in this moment, the energy is hard to handle. Almost every day I first to overcome myself until I can enjoy this tremendous energy rush
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I go from being on a 7 month streak to relapsing 4 times in one day. To anyone that’s on this journey or even starting just know that the contrast is really noticeable. Semen retention is a blessing but just focusing on that can cause more harm than good due to unnecessary pressure you can put on yourself especially when you relapse
Depends how much semen come out, if its like 1 teaspoon then it won't hurt you
Same here , after 6 months . outward Reality of bliss changes because our internal state changes due to relapse . It's a disaster but come back again .
I relapsed last night...What perfect timing for this. I fought against it so hard. I just felt so stressed. The limited sleep was starting to get to me. I don't think it's bad to feel the way I did...I just haven't lived my life feeling this way. So It takes time to develop the life on retention. I talked myself into doing it and I had no issue. I didn't even feel so bad about doing it. I regret it yes...But I felt like I needed to do it to reset. I was on 28 days with a goal of 30...What I told myself was...if I make it to 30..And do it... what's the difference? But I know every reset...I do longer. My last was 25 days...and this time 28. I like the life on retention. So I'm just getting back on track now.
Man, the thing with the sleep is so so true. I remember on around day 30 I could not REST at ALL. I felt like I was not rested at all all day long. The moment I relapsed, I slept like a baby. It's crazy. It's like some energy from the other side wants to suck your energy into this world and it bothers you until you do it.
yeah exactly...I went to sleep feeling like I would finally get to rest...like I had been through a traumatic experience...I too slept like a baby.@@lorebringers
you will feel stressed on this practice if you dont know how
to redirct the sexual energy in to other things it can cuase you to become very angry
with the high t-levels cut down on sugar will settle you or remove it all together
Same lol, I relapsed last night,
It was my own fault,
Started in Mid Oct 56 day stint
I had been edging most days for the past 2 weeks physically and mentally,
Thought I had control, told myself I had control while edging
I didn't, this next stint no edging 👿
sam here man...I would edge sometime...but this time I just said screw it. haha. But Im glad there are other brothers out there who were facing the same struggle as me.@@scottwarner871
My guru told me to stop relapsing, just convince yourself that its nasty
Better than to stop relapsing would be to accept yourself and observe the situation not from a personal point of view. And better to not care about semen retention at all than to practice it without good reason. Or worse for any kind of personal gain. I made this mistake many years ago and have payed the price by spending quality time with life’s most precious guru suffering. life ends up giving you a worthy reason you won’t have to convince yourself it’s nasty.
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Some guy said "you couldn't find someone to have sex with so you chose to have sex with yourself"💀 think about it
@@Marco-U EW! WE ALL BISEXUAL THEN?!
Don't go fuck yourself
Something clicked recently and I've gotten very well at observing all the mind's tricks. It tells me to lust, edge, do pmo, and then once I relapse it tells me to resort to other addictive behaviors to relieve the pain. Before I felt nearly helpless to look at women in public, but now I simply observe the mind and move on.
Day 101 today I relapsed, incredible.. feeling really like a loser but I will stand up and rebuild, let's go.
I havent tried to relapse now for 11 months straight. But ive had like 4 wet dreams, cant control those, you're in the dream world. I do feel alot different. Its hard, but im very proud of this streak of holding energy, its very real. And im 25.
You’re a teacher I trust and respect. I was on the SR journey before I found your channel, but your teachings have taken me deeper and confirmed I was doing something much more profound and transformational than I first thought. It’s me and god now! Thank you Yash 🙏🏼
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I think one of the greatest things that helped me was looking away from the phone screen, looking back to it, then looking back again just to see how silly what i was doing was. It's weird man the older you get (only 22) the more these soul ties to a screen become real and the more the memory bounces around in your head, especially somebody with mental problems like myself lmao. that weird game your mind plays with you too is a huge factor i'm very grateful to you for shedding some more light on it 🙏🏽 here's to less intrusive perverted thoughts and more enhanced clarity and peace of mind (although some of the unintended side effects can be NASTY, have some rage issues i thought i'd got over cause i'm all about peace and love but the energy is so strong it can be easy to get upset at trivial stuff that doesnt require such anger and is usually my own fault anyway 😅)
I was on a streak of 187 days in a row and i relapsed. I did it, not because I couldn't do it anymore, on the contrary, at that moment it wasn't hard for me to do it, but because I didn't want to be tied to "I don't do it because I've been on a streak of X days", I didn't want to be tied to that number of days, but to do it simply as a habit.
Unfortunately, after that, I got into the "chaser effect" and was doing it for a few days, as Yash has mentioned in other videos that it could happen, but anyway, I guess I needed to experience it for myself.
Now I've been fap free for 5 days again, but I feel like it's a lot easier than when I started practicing SR since I have a lot more knowledge, I understand how the process works and how your mind tries to play with you.
I had the same thinking so instead of fapping I just started to make eye contact and lust more at the gym and public cuz I hated identifying with the days which lead to a wet dream instead of actually fapping. You still get a chaser effect from wet dreams but I didn’t give into it. Now I’m on the longest streak ever and I am balanced and good
STOP COUNTING! It can hurt more to constantly think about it, especially when counting. Thats also why I stopped counting my years at 32. Haven't aged since!
I relapsed after 300 days. Not pmo, but still masturbation with using my mind. Been quite rough to get back on the saddle, gotta admit that. I found the reason for this experience though, but still. Dopamine seeking is dopamine seeking, and mind will make so many excuses to do that :D Stay strong brothers, this battle is not beaten one day, but continues every single day.
It's now 2 days since the relapse. I know it will get easier from here. Been praying like crazy, the first day i had to pray almost every hour to keep my mind in control. Succubus is definetily seeking those who have relapsed, it's so easy to deep dive into the depths when you give your little finger to it.
You have my support brother❤ I believe in you
What do you mean masturbation just using your mind I'm confused, care to explain?
I didn't watch porn, I just visualized erotic things in my head. Aka. Lusting.
@@pauljohnson6019 Memories. Or fantasies.
You don't have to accept, shame, depression , regret, all those low-level energies. Choose a perspective of growth and even in "failure" you will improve
The mindset you uphold in the face of failure(relapse) is particularly important.
I know we all want to be the best of ourselves, and we can do that, I make music to aid us on our journey toward self-mastery. Listen for yourself, and I pray you feel the soul's ascension.
Either way, may you be blessed, and thanks for reading 🧬⚡️
Stoicness is a must have indeed
This teacher, is the quintessence of all teachers of all internet. Sir, you are for millions the ultimate help of God! Be so blessed!
You have to be one of the most real people in the entire spiritual community, not just the SR community. Thanks for having these videos available. Extremely valuable stuff!
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The loss of semen is still the most detrimental loss but yeah it’s all about your reaction. We are trying the hardest thing ever and this alone is already amazing work that we doing.
Yesterday I relapsed after doing it for almost a year. It was a good learning experience I learned a lot from It.
Self-control, Acceptance, Looking at women without lust like when you see a half-naked on the internet you can auto-scroll it up
Thumbnails of sexy girls do not excite you anymore and Yeah I Relapse but I know I'm not my old self anymore.
Currently on day 9 and it feels like life has naturally brought me to that Golden place of “ ok ive had my fill enough is enough”
in all my years of making myself feel like shit for being a slave to this I have not been able to rise above. Thanks to simple trial and error I was able to eventually reach the point of realizing that voice in my head that made me feel like shit was the very thing that kept the cycle going. even though I’ve understood this in theory for a long time It wasn’t until things got so dysfunctional that I finally reached the point of being able to see clearly the great actor and trickster that is my mind. thanks to an ocean of grace I somehow reached the point where I relaxed it’s really not that difficult and something intelligent in me was purposefully, making sure that I Couldn’t do it all so I can learn the most valuable and necessary lesson of self love and self acceptance. How horrible would it have been if I was successful in semen retention but still capable of self hatred.
Please try not to use bad language! 😮
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You cannot do SR for extended periods unless you bring up the energy to the brain. If you don’t, then the energy stays in the loin. Once mastered, you do not spill. Try learning various qi-gong exercises that helps to bring up the energy to the brain (where the energy belongs anyway).
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i posted a comment to the wrong person before
This is exactly what I was feeling!!! I need to redirect it to the brain.....
Can’t agree more
Just relapsed. It's not about the streaks...it's an overall body of work.
Sometimes that energy needs to go. Lol
Very solid advice
Seriously at the end of the day it’s built up energy good or bad you still need a reset
I haven’t released for the last 7 months so far and what I have learned in this journey is self-control and discipline. I never went this far on SR, I just keep living day by day and see where it takes me or what reward I’m gonna have doing longer than 7 months streaks.
🙌you got this brother I believe in you❤
@@nichalausrook2397 thank you.
Nice keep it up!!
Damn, ive got real aggressive, sad, mad on edge at the end.
But this can be mastered tho.
It was lit. Crazy
This was a powerful MASTER'S speech! I can FEEL and UNDERSTAND the power behind every word you say!! Thank you Yash! Much appreciated! ❤❤❤🙏
👍 Thank you
Sometimes it´s 5 days no problem and other days it´s 1 day difficult. IDK how tf to go about it. LUST is RANDOM. Been bugging me forever.
Could be most women shoving yoga pants up thier crotch, and pushing thier saggy boobs up to thier chins.
Wearing next to nothing...stay strong brother
Lust will never leave it’s a lifelong battle
@@yungdemonslayer888 But its power over you fades if you keep trying with your sadhana and sense control. I went from semen release 3-4 times per week to 1 per 1-2 months with an occasional streak lasting 3 months or even more. But a never ceasing serious effort on both the sadhana and sense control is required even if you fail occasionally.
You do SR because it’s a sincere undertaking, and it does not require effort at all. You relapse because you have unconscious thoughts that are a trigger for the spill. If you are aware, you’ll be aware of this autonomous thought, and self-correct.
Exactly. I couldn't have started SR any earlier in my life than I did. Before, it was impossible. Now, it is effortless.
@@PunishedKennyGood to hear.
I absolutely love this channel and what your about man, your words have been good for me and helps me realize the things I’ve felt for so long in my life. Thank you so so much never change I appreciate the honesty, integrity, organic convos and stories you tell. I couldn’t have found this channel at a better point in my journey
710 days SR here. And relapsed. What a waste :( Welp... better start all over again. 702 days to go.
I like listening to you because you are talking very simply in a down to earth way and sometimes very entertaining and true things too,
Thank you🙂!!
Steady giving in to it takes a toll, gives you that sluggish feel spiritually, low energy, feeling confused it opens doors to bs spiritually smh, being consistent on the path maintaining retention u definitely will see the differences i turned 30 this year but i still feel in my 20s especially with devotion to the path of truth 🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾😌
Good!
@@BeyondTheAlchemy 😌🙏🏾
Great message. I agree. We can try our very best to preserve our energy, and purify our mind of lust.
It is inevitable that at some point the energy builds up so strong, where it feels forced to retain it.
At some point, it is natural to release. It is best to accept that reality, and not dwell on it.
Just move on and continue on your journey.
At the end of the day, our energy flows where our attention goes. Keep your focus where you wish to grow.
Urine therphy is super dope, real talk.
Trial and error, fellas.. each time you fall try to find out what caused it and what you can do to prevent it going forward.
I relapsed after over a year and six months on SR/Surrender. The thing is, the surrender energy led me to P and O. Not sure what that was about but felt like crap after mentally. Energy was more or less still there; the streak had set in in its effect. But I wish it were permanent until I deemed the time right, if ever. Just want to do away with P forever.
It’s just that I hate to go back to relapsing, because I know exactly how I’ll feel again. You feel good for about 10 seconds after and then it all just sinks in. You feel awkward, nervous, unmotivated, drained, weak, anxious, tired, anti-social and just flat out weird.
Exactly
You have described the feeling 100% perfectly.
I know the feeling all too well 🤕
Restarted a 2 and a half months streak had a 5 months streak before, mind is messed up but this video helped
No greater feeling to have been doing this for over 2 years, took over a year of edging to notice how much this practice has changed my view of self, my compassion and greater life appreciation. It may sound silly but i think that it really did heal me. Along with what has felt like forced meditation... i dont know how else to explain it. The struggles are still real aka cravings, but i feel more and more ready to bring a woman in my life.
That woman will bring post nut clarity to you that will destroy your future want for women again. The cycle repeats.
the mma thing was a very good analogy to use to compare to relapse
Sometimes we have to "clean the pipes" so to speak, don't worry about it, we know not to feed into those lower chakra cycles!
Thank you Yash. I watch your words regularly. 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻 I am from Tamil background. There are many saints and in Tamil scriptures this is mentioned. You name it .. Thirumandhiram mainly by Thirumoolar. Also I try practicing SriVidya tradition. 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻 Transcending through is not easy though.
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I relapsed after 8 months during sex. I use to Do sr during sex but couldn’t hold on this time
But I will go even beyond 8 months now
Yeah idk how people hold on during sex or edging I would prob get bad blue balls
High level stuff brother, thanks ansd good vibes to all 🤙
There is no relapse! Only lessons. Do what's right for you. Don't jack off all the time, don't watch porn, but if you do, don't beat yourself up about it.
I often believe it's less to do with the semen and more about an awareness you build particularly around women. You kinda realise like oh yeah, that was a true waste of my energy, all because i wanted to "get off" for a short period of time
Very well said man. Love you and love your videos. ❤
Man im just disappointed with myself ,not even in like beating myself up, just a solid realisation that im more than what i have done, but the excessive energy is intense.
Man your advices are gold thanks
Alright Yash I’m starting a new streak today
Btw Yash, ya'll looking very sharp with this camera. Very nice, and well timed video! Peace and love!
Its about transmuting that energy, energy has to go somewhere. If you are stagnant the energy will find a way out of the vessel. Find ways to transmute that energy and it will act as a lubricant in your life.
Two days struggle after a month streak. Usually i relapse when these days are coming because it doesnt go away.
Always get to a point where I can’t sleep and the only way to relax is to release.. it’s unfortunate after 4-5 months of retention to get on a 2 week relapse streak.
Masturbation is such an effective tranquiliser. Now that I have started on this SR journey I find i have trouble getting to sleep and waking up too early 😓
Hey Yash,
I hope you are good. Uh just a little request to a video idea I would like to see your thoughts what you think about intrusive thoughts and maybe what could be causing them or what not, trauma and or anxiety and how one should deal with them. Thank you 🙏🏼
Did you see my other channels
Spiritual renaissance
And
Transcending shadows
@@BeyondTheAlchemy oooo I remember thanks a lot
If you relapse with sex don’t be ashamed. If its anything else then yes you should be ashamed. However, this shouldn’t be an excuse to constantly have sex.
exactly
Just remember that if you relapse you are weaker than the one who didn’t.
Does SR create a sense of hubristic tendancy ? Hubris is a word i would like to see linked with SR. I feel this is an important topic to explore.
if the ego takes credit for it, sure. But that has to also be transcended. Give the credit to Grace.
@@BeyondTheAlchemy I guess my next step in this journey is distinguishing grace from ego. It's a bitch haha but I feel you.
You can see this video about that:
ruclips.net/video/U6sGNco4M8w/видео.html
This dude reminds me with carl jung
Thank you bro 🙏
Very nice video
Thats exactly my self talk
Yash I heard a video where you briefly talked about getting to longer streaks of water fasting.
Do you have a video about this?
This is so true.... right before I almost hit day 8 to begin a new streak i was having sex with a woman and I was so ready to release and say "F it"... but my higher self spoke to me and I maintained even whileshe was BEGGING me to let it go. I ended up edging and having blue b@lls for 10 hours butI'm glad I held on
I’ve done that 👍
@@BeyondTheAlchemy stage bow to you sir
Hey Yash, long-time follower and appreciator of your channels.
I have a question that I hope you'll be able to help me clear up. My question is regarding my personal struggle with weed vs sexual addiction.
I recently went 10 months sober from weed, and had trouble maintaining my masturbation-free streak for longer than a month during that time. Since then I have started smoking weed again, and have little to no trouble with any sort of sexual urges and it's been over a month now. This is currently my longest streak.
I'm wondering how effective is it to continue to not masturbate or engage in any sort of sexual activity when I'm still getting my dopamine hits through smoking weed.
Probably not that effective.
Overall I think my problem is dopamine addiction, and I'm not effectively overcoming that while I continue to smoke weed, yet I have little to no problem with sexual urges now.
It's hard to see a purpose in this practice when I'm still getting my large dopamine hits elsewhere.
I will continue to abstain from sexual acts regardless because I don't like losing my seed. But now that I smoke weed again it's not so challenging.
The easy answer is just stop smoking weed but I really struggle with one or the other at the end of the day.
Anyways, thanks for posting videos. It always baffles me how many videos you are able to put out that aren't carbon copies.
I'm going to go smoke weed now, thanks again.
hi yash, could nicotine through vaping affect semen retention journey? because studyies shows that vaping can damage sperm count and motility
You be your own scientist and see. It affects different people in different ways.
Also, how can i contribute to your group :) This is such a treasure and no one should just take it without contributing
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I have information about that in the description link in my videos
Hey Yash, any reason why a shroom trip would make PMO symptoms flair up? I had an amazing trip last weekend, great insights and great time , some good meditation, but this week I have peeked 3 times at stuff on the internet and edged and the urge to do it is very strong for some reason ?
Yrs I know. It’s strong dopamine stimulation and a strong pressure on the nervous system. Mushrooms are strong and have powerful alkaloids in them- clearly 🙂
I'm 55 nearly 2 years (sr) and have lost everyone in my life and quite isolated, but strangely happy now. I get 20 yr old hotties interacting with me, but when it comes to getting their number I bolt and disappear. I have become so fussy and the thought of bodily fluids now repluses me. I just can't imagine myself connecting with anyone ever again and this frightens me. help me obi 1?
if a real matching one comes along then u wont have any choice. Trust in life. It is the real match maker.
but it sounds like you developed “dispassion”. You are over the whole “being dominated by sexual urges” and the imagination that goes with it. Its not attractive anymore. That can be a good and normal thing actually. Then the universe can send u someone who u can have an organic communion with, irregardless of sex. Then it will be satisfying without all the drama and nonsense.
Wow thank you so much! x
Stop running from that young ass OG not many men your age can still wing it , sounds like you take care of yourself and in shape put some legs in the air you deserve it
This is the truth
dude ...i went close to a year ...and thought i should release for 'health benefits' .... it hurt quite a lot ... so i'm reckoning 1 yr is probably too much
6 weeks in my head feels like its going to explode is this normal on this journey.
I know biblical stories don't resonate with everyone, I try and take them from an allegorical standpoint. King David intentionally sent his friend and best warrior off to die in battle so he could sleep with his wife. His son, king solomon, became extremely beguiled by women later in his life.
These are two of the wisest and greatest Kings in biblical history. Don't be too hard on yourself.
I relapsed on the 12/01/2023 I started at 10/13/2023 .. I feel so bad and I have so many doubt and worry no more confident.. coffee and stay up also I had a nurse call me in that day telling me about my blood test that’s I have low testosterone also I had a long day at work and the next day I had off it was crazy
Im on 3years of sr without a relapse and im thinking about relapsing.cuzi had dream relapsing but i won't
How old are you?
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Real quick fellas Im on a 30+ day streak rn but if you been on streaks already then relapse its not bad just dont do more than 2 faps in 7 days youre going to feel like shit I space out, one fap every 4 days superpowers and energy rejuvenate much sooner but push come to shove release with a woman my streak is high now bc Im at a point where I edge for a while then quit but porn is fucking boring now and I want the real thing - big helper to why Im on 30+ days then an overnight job unloading trucks and stocking so its easy to shred the work load and sleep for 4 hours keep going guys btw IF YOU RELAPSE DRINK BODY ARMOUR TO REPLENISH!! Guy on reddit told me sardines and Body Armour is awesome for replacing lost minerals keep going guys its a JOURNEY not a RACE praise Christ Jesus
if you Relapse reload with zinc sups and d3
😂 Actually, you were close with the poop thing. THEY DO FECAL TRANSPLANTS TO REINTRODUCE BENEFICIAL BACTERIA INTO THE SYSTEM! I doubt that they actually shove the new poop in. 😂 But that is the general concept.
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What if you can’t get it up Anymore?
Do semen retention
@@BeyondTheAlchemy I’m on 50 day streak man
Beneficial!
You think its technically possible for a 20yo to go 6 months without?
😂 definitely true
Yash, i am now reading a lot of osho's material. In that he says if you are a man at the conscious level, unconsciously you are female and vice versa. The word yoga means union. When you achieve a mental union between the male and female parts of your mind, then your sex obsession will go away. You have your inner women. When you have melted so much into your inner women then you don't fall for outer women and then you become brahmacharya or celibate who doesn't have any lustful thoughts towards women.
What is your opinion on this yash? If it is true how to connect with my inner feminine at the deepest level so that i lose my addiction to sex?
I like Osho! Lets give a college analogy: Generally If you are in a male body then you will be majoring in masculinity and minoring in femininity. But as ur energies become more balanced then the obsession or tendencies toward sex or sexualizing a girl becomes less and less. But you still are attracted to female energy on a surface level because you're still a human and your still a man. But its manageable.
I feel like i hit that bottom, no sex at all like that, its like draining my aura for this? Smh not worth it
Did you relapse yash? If not, have you promised yourself and made a goal to never relapse
its been several years. But I didnt make any promise because i could never keep them
Yash is beyond human 😉
yash so god made few of us know about semen retention or is it just luck?
Grace and good karma and higher evolutionary capacity to hear things that make sense.
Turkish language please
I had a good streak on sr then I had a wet dream how to we prevent or stop this from happening?
@@radioearthank you
@@radioearagree it's completely natural. Personally i just sad about losting that energy.
Don't sweat it man, they will happen. You're not losing anything. Your body is recycling dead cells and old semen. It's natural and nothing like using porn, masturbating or an orgasm. Let nature do its thing. Stay the course brother!
Don’t drink before bed, don’t wear tight shit, don’t have social media, don’t edge in public
Nocturnal emssions are not relapses so you are good
Fasting 👍
It’s not so much the mind as it is the demonic spirits behind the individual
they attach to the lower vibrations of mind. We have to raise our frequency.
@@BeyondTheAlchemy exactly but one must acknowledge there reality
Alchemy do u believe in Allah
Of course. But I believe most deeply in the one God that has many names.
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Would a man commit such acts in front of his creator....ok. then understand basically everytime has been as is the spirit ever not with us...now if it comes up ever again remember what presence is present.
I have ms since 2007 and since a few weeks I have the impression that I'm done with my sexuality. I'm quite sad and frustrated about this and in same time it feels like that I got a gift. I still have the extremley strong longing to find someone I really resonate with. But I have the longer I'm on this life journey that the universe does not want that I have a partner.
Bc people with no sexual discipline don’t deserve a partner. Women’s only want retainers
Does the energy ever stop increasing when you constantly retaining without relapsing ?
you get more balanced as time goes on
@@dcktater7847yes that how I feel like sometimes I have the impression that I'm gonna explode. When im not coherent with myself in this moment, the energy is hard to handle. Almost every day I first to overcome myself until I can enjoy this tremendous energy rush