My mum: Aww my daughter is dancing so nice to her music it must be so nice Me: The song legit having the word useless child in it Me crying on the inside 😭
Me in class: My teacher: you can listen to music while you wait. Me: You just made the biggest mistake in your life, letting these idiots listen to music. Also me listening to this for an hour:
this song is about a father leaving the mother with a child and taking all of her anger out on the child, the child ended up running away and committed suicide
My mother : "my daughter has really nice music taste, I'm sure it's a really happy song" Yes ofc. While your son is listening to a song about trauma which he is literally trying to survive.
@@izukumidoriya4553Or they’re in the car with someone else driving while them with headphones (or not) in the back or front listening to this heavenly music
So the whole time I was listening to this I had a soulmate AU idea stuck in my head, where your soulmate can heard the song you listen to. My brain then convinced me it might be true, and every five minutes I was apologizing to my possible soulmate who probably doesn't even care.
@@michiko8994 thank you so much! I got the idea from the sining soulmate AU, where your soulmate can hear you sing. I'm not sure if it's original but I like it a lot.
That moment that this song is whats keeping you together before you fall apart again after holding all your anger and sadness inside for 3-4 years : me: “lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala” Me now: listening to this while crying because i got a 35% on a math test and you dont know what you missed and you know the eng lyrics
awe, im so sorry, i hope you feel better now, your dad is wrong!! you arent useless or anything!! just know if you need someone to talk to im here and its okay! :)
@@silliestmfalive I am one of the top students and during this time was close to our exam, my mental health was at the worst state and my grades were dropping significantly, got scolded by parents and teacher and being insanely overwhelmed and scared that I'd fail and disappoint everybody because I am no good in anything other than in academics lol, fortunately I got above average results and got into one of the top school in my country, now I am currently preparing for my midterm that's in a week ^^
My music teacher said, at our last school year we can put on our favourite song, and everyone should listen to it. Thats not gonna be a good idea, cuz my classmates thinks japanese songs, and animes are disgusting. Im already scared, because im planning that this will be my song.
My mom calls me useless because I lose my notebooks that have all my drawings that she wants to show her friends, lmao if she wants to see them she can ask nicely 😌💅🏻
@@michiko8994 she literally just yelled “Oi! Child WHERES your notebook?” And I was like three seconds away from saying “yes that’s my name don’t wear it out 💅🏻“
I love this song so much because it reminds me of my dad calling me “useless child” and I feel relived when a music and relate to my pain. I mean dad issues am I right? Not my fault you made my mom pregnant and gave birth to me, if you want me to die, I’ll die definitely. Say the word your wish is my command ✨ • If I’m being honest here rn, I just wish I had a normal childhood. I wish I didn’t have trauma. I wish I didn’t *mature* so young. I just wish I was like the other kids. Being happy and proud of my body. I’m only 12 and got send to the hospital SO MANY TIMES. Probably 4 or 3 times. I hate it. I just wish someone can relate to me. I just wish so many things that didn’t happen to me. I matured at 9 years old and gain depression there. It’s my fault. Fucking discord ruined my life. I didn’t deserve any if this. I wanna go back home. I wanna go where I was supposed to go. I didn’t want this. This isn’t my definition of “growing up”. Not like this. Turn me back please, and change me into the girl I was supposed to be. (Sorry for the vent-)
Omg I don’t blame you, that’s how I feel- like my siblings tell me to kill my self and me being yelled at for no reason? Being a people pleaser to not get yelled at or to get talked bad about behind my back- still happens anyways like how similar is this..i didn’t ask to be born so I totally understand u
I matured at a young age to..I also have a insecurity about my body I feel you..I matured at like 7-8 when I realized that my parents didn’t love me. They love my brothers but only portend to love me so I don’t find out but I know already- I tried to run away when I was younger…so I can relate to you 100%. My childhood was trash as well, it was hell and after turning seven I realized things that a 7 year old should not have to go through ^^
Thank you i feel like no one can relate i wish my childhood wasnt so messed up i wish that my dad didnt yell at me i wish my dad didnt spank my siblings with wood and a belt really hard and with metal i wish "his son" i cant even call him my half brother anymore didnt do that to me when i was 4 years old and my dad chased us with a dead cockroach at half brothers moms house and the door got closed and had a child saftey lock on it so i was locked in there with my 5 year old half brother who was exposed to the internet when he was a baby so he did that to me(something sexual that i didnt understand since i was 4) i wish i didnt live like this and i have to stop the voices in my head saying "k1ll yourself" "your useless" and i wont let suicide win but deep inside me i can never truly heal its been years but the scar still remains inside my heart
My friend:so what songs do you listen to Me: *shows her this song* My friend:what is it saying Me:words my family calls me cuz im gay My friend:oh...you ok man Me: yep ;-;
ah yes time to listen to this while I think those jokes from my friends weren't jokes maybe i'm just a cry baby just as they say idk I just really want to dissapear
whenever im sad i go to listen this song but also i kinda feel bad about myself like i was a mistake and i could never do better than my brother...also thank you for making a 1 hour version
I have a plot for this music (if you watch mcyt continue) So, there’s a female and male different videos and plots, I’m just gonna read off the female currently (Females, you’re Y/N.) You fall into the world, everyone’s pointing swords at you as if you were a intruder. It takes a while too be friends with all of them but you do, you only have 3 lives and on the way of taking Tommy’s first life, you jump infront leaving you with half a heart, dream shoots again killing you and tommy (continue in the reply)
You respawn with tommy, leaving him behind you went to dream and called him a dumb ass, he thanks you and says it was your fault but it did help him. You both fall apart and rarely talk, you stay with the others and You (Y/N) was very happy, you are in a room and hear arguing saying YOU were a useless and worthless child (continue in reply)
You cry and lay against the door, keeping it close. You hear Quakity saying you were not a useless child, and it led too a argue ment. Tubbo backs up Quakity but Tyler let too Tubbo dying, he had 2 lives remaining. It continued every day with arguing and Quakity was with you playing his guitar trying too keep you calm (more in reply)
You break and run out the room crying, Quakity runs after you and you yelled at them saying you were a worthless and useless child. You tried too stop Tommy’s death again causing you too loose your second life, you are down too one (will continue later)
Everyone left you, unless you picked a side only Quakity stayed and joked around about drugs with you. He kept you calm for a while till he went missing, you didn’t get the news till you found Quakity. He was crying on the ground singing a song about tommy. Tommy was killed by dream leaving you with only a few people who trust you, Quakity told you what happened and you couldn’t help but fall into tears. (More in reply’s)
You blame yourself for Tommy’s murder, you couldn’t saved him somehow but you didn’t. You thought if you never came or if you picked Tommy’s side he would’ve survived and you all would’ve been happy, but Quakity comforted you and you comforted him.
It's really a mood. No matter where i am or how many people i met, everybody see me as a stupid girl. Even my family find me stupid. I think it's due to my behaviour and my education since it doesn't matter that i have good marks or bad marks. But how do you arrive to be more intelligent than the other kids of your age when you have bad memories ? I feel like it's already too late to make up for lost time. I don't want to look like my mother but more time passes, more i looks like her.
I love it❤ Me on the outside:🙂 Me on the inside:😞 i keep thinking for myself its all my fault cuz my uncle died...😞😞 And on the outside they thought im smiling... i dont wanna tell my family that im hurt on the inside... im crying on the inside my eyes hurt... but im wearing a blindfold but i can still see on the blindfold...
Me on the outside: :) Me on the inside: ): Everything I do is wrong (: I hope you can understand that there are people out there to help you! cuz I don't have anyone (:
Listening to this after your mom slapped you, forced you to drink hot sauce, being yelled at and compared to another child by your mom just because you got a bad test score is actually great😃✌️
I was singing this in-front of my parents and I this taught me something thank you. Plus I am the unless child I get forced to do everything. I can finally confuse them in two ways: by speaking French and singing this
Things to tell myself to keep living until someone or something or natural causes kills me: Your parents love you and you love them. You love to live. Everyone in your live motivates you to continue living. You’re just being dramatic. Cry harder and the sadness will go away. for a long while. You’re just lazy. Writing out your problems help. You don’t actually want to die. What about your friends don’t you love them? That will hurt them if you die. :( What about your family? That will hurt them if you die. :( You’re selfish for wanting to die. There’s meaning in life. Just occupy your time with something it will take your mind off your problems. You don’t have problems you’re just making it up. Others have it worst than me I should be grateful. Go outside and talk to people it will help. Maybe if I get up and exercise I wouldn’t want to die anymore. You have to see the bright side of living. Living is beautiful and nice. You’re just hungry. Your life is going great why would you want to throw that all away? Just be happy. Maybe if I get off my phone, computer, game I’ll feel better. Just because you hated your life growing up and still hate your life now doesn’t mean it won’t get better in the future You were not emotionally abused You were not mentally abuse Your family did their best for you Be grateful for what you have Know what I’ll add and others motivative words that will 💯 % help me not want to die and why it’s not worth dying: You won’t go to heaven if you die. :) You’ll go to hell if you die (hoping I do heaven sound terrible anyways). People with money be like: Go to a therapist they can help you. Why do you want to die? You have no reason, your life is good. You don’t have depression so why do you want to die? That’s stupid are you dumb? Huh??? Followed by and angry/confused look, or just a confused look. (This definitely helps me not want to die) If you wanted to die so bad why didn’t you just shoot yourself? (I don’t want to commit suicide I just really hope I die in an accident or get killed by someone/thing)
it actually hits me the best because I'm the disappointment of the family and knowing I can never be better than my cousins and I'm always being compared to them and being called useless so listening to this music is bliss to my ears and also they always see the bad in everything I do like in studies whenever I got good grades but one of the subjects I almost that fail they scold me and they don't care about the goods including I won couple tournaments and yet I didn't get congratulated enough and I wanted to confess so bad but I can't so i will be here venting :D
I actually feel identified with the "*happy person*" that inside's suffering, this comment it's just for motivate people to be like they like, no matter what others say .... hope you understand me cuz i'm actually not english, i am peruvian but i talk english Sorry for make you lose your time, keep going down :)
Song lyrics: You are a useless, useless, useless child The most useless child in the world. La la la, you're useless at studies, exercise, and speaking. You're just a destitute, dense, and dirty child yet I fell in love with that sobbing which came from that mouth that couldn't even say your own name. Drool in snot, dandruff, sheet, pee germy, crybaby, scaredy-cat, just ignore it, ignore it all Come, come, I'll protect you together, together, stay together with me La la la lula-bye, good night Let's sing a duet that will let us sleep with ease, sing it, sing it, sing with me! Lonely child, child You're a useless, useless, useless child You're the most useless child in the world. You're a useless, useless, useless child A child who'd be dead if it wasn't for me. You're a useless, useless, useless child A sad, sad, good-for-nothing. You're a useless, useless, useless child. I'll be the one to save you. La la la, monster, ghost, invisible human The flower vase in the urinal, skipping school. With seared lips, a small voice springs for the slander Let's listen to the monotone shriek Nevertheless, time continues to continue and continue in tedium You're a child with not enough time nor brains. Now it's too late, you're mentally retarded; a cute child, a good child, you belong to me. La la la, lula-bye, sleep tight, With a feeling of falling asleep, dance with me, dance, dance, dance with me. (And that's all, I can't continue further)
I'm just kinda here after forgetting what day it was today and being in the wrong class. So I got put as absent for something I can't exactly explain and have it be taken well. Honestly all I got going on would be good grades, but they're poor during the months of April and May every year. I got called a disappointment last year when I got a very low grade, and can't explain to my mom that she upsets me. She wouldn't want to hear it cause she loves me and all, but it's true that her expectations affect me the most >:,) It's difficult focusing and finding the drive to keep pushing on when tests are coming up. I feel like I can't struggle with the one good thing I can bring. I feel childish caring about being a "well-behaved kid" when that's who I am when I'm scared. I really hate letting doubts fester and stop me from being consistent. She really doesn't know that I cry so often at school in the morning. I have tried telling her, but we end up crying together before I can even say a word, and I hate it. I'm really close to finishing high school now, but always want to be seen as the quiet and still kid people think I am >:,)
I feel the the exact same as you do the only reason why have good grades because I don't want my mom to worry about me, and sometimes whenever I try my best I always feel like I'm doing something. And the crazy thing is in about two more weeks is going to be my last weeks in middle school then I'm going to be in high school 🤦♀️
My mom speaks Japanese and she understand the song while I was dancing to it and I knew the song but then after she came in my room crying and hug me because I have school trauma and from my dad and aunt so I listen to this after school but my headphones broke so I listened to it just with out my headphones
Listening to this after seeing your dad that left you texted your mom that we were a waste of time and that he didn’t care about us just hits different 🤭
this is a suggestion for another 1 hour version: can you do magical door by maretu? i cant find it anywhere at all and that song helps me calm so much and it annoying trying to find one; or press replay on the regular song all the time, please do 1 hour vers of magical door
others : ''oh yes! she must be hearing k-pop i think,'' not me: listening to this song while im crying over my father scolding me bc im a bad sister while i did nothing in my room ngl { and yes , my parents basically hates it when im in my room listening to music }
My dad always cheats on my mom and she always says she will leave him but never do...she takes out all her anger on me and my younger siblings....I never feel safe ...sometimes she gets drunk and eave us to fend for ourselves...I had to take care of my lil sister and brother I had to be the parent...im just 12....I wish I can have fun I wish I can have friends...my mom scares me so much ...she makes me feel so useless and unwanted and ugly I just want someone to love me ...I just want to be hug im so tired of seeing my classmates having a relationship with their mom...I just want my mommy back I just want my mommy to treat me like she loves me even if its fake....Im so tired of crying im so tired of it...
You are actually very strong and I'm sure when time comes your life will be the other way around (happy and safe) and I think your younger siblings will look up to you because you kept them safe.
No mater what others think, you are a beautiful person, and you will find people out there who truly care for you also……………..you said you wanted a hug………Virtual hug sent
So like- I'm not okay. I literally wanted to tear my hair out because I felt stressed and sad. I wanted to hit something, but I managed to pull myself together in the bathroom. Meanwhile, my sister was just saying to stop being dramatic and annoying. HAHHAHAH-
@@basictot8182 Yeah face to face school just isn't it, I fully understand, personally I feel like your sister should have been more supportive but that's just my opinion, I hope you do/are doing better! Make sure to stay hydrated and eat enough food, take care of yourself ok :> Ily
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My mum: Aww my daughter is dancing so nice to her music it must be so nice
Me: The song legit having the word useless child in it
Me crying on the inside 😭
lol
Relatable lmao
So true
SOOOOOO TRUE
Me in class:
My teacher: you can listen to music while you wait.
Me: You just made the biggest mistake in your life, letting these idiots listen to music.
Also me listening to this for an hour:
lol
me too
I didn’t even mean to listen to this for an hour.
But I did.
How do u accidentally-
I forgot it was playing in the background cause I was listening to it for awhile, so when I realized it had stopped I saw that it was done
@@siahnadrawz2680 LDNDJJDHDHD 😭😭😭
SAME LOL
WAS ALSO THE SAME FOR ANOTHER HOUR VIDEO I WAS SO CONFUSED WHEN IT STOPPED BC NO ONE ELSE WAS USING THE INTERNET AT THAT TIME
@@siahnadrawz2680 a new sub
i almost forgot my mom is japanese and then I listened to this for an hour with my door open ;v;
thats rip HAHAH ;-;
Your mom: What is that music?
You: *just vibing*
Your mom: walks closer and hears "Useless child" over and over again
Your mom: 👁️💧👄💧👁️
Opp-
RIP Uwu Lord 😂
Rip
this song is about a father leaving the mother with a child and taking all of her anger out on the child, the child ended up running away and committed suicide
Jeez that’s morbid
@@alyarouge3261 THAAAAT KIUKO FOR YA
Damn- sounds like me-
Why df did i comment this no one cares wth 💀🙏
WOW
My mother : "my daughter has really nice music taste, I'm sure it's a really happy song"
Yes ofc. While your son is listening to a song about trauma which he is literally trying to survive.
Relațiile....
Wait what? Son?Daughter?
@@togamisbo0k_.he’s probably trans or smth (NO HATE)
This is how I feel all the time I would always put on a fake face and pretend I'm happy
After I just had a really serious argument with my father, this song is just... And the fact that I know the lyrics...
I hope your better.
YES FINALLY I FOUND THE1 HOUR VERSION
what is ur profile from?
@@PEARLOFFTHEH00K south park
currently on a three hour drive listening to this, kinda heaven rn 😀
DON'T USE YOUR PHONE WHILE DRIVINH
@@xxaikoxx3962 i think they meant it’s either playing in the car if they are alone or they are the ones driving
@@izukumidoriya4553Or they’re in the car with someone else driving while them with headphones (or not) in the back or front listening to this heavenly music
AND THATS THE DEFINITION OF WHY TO LISTEN TO MUSIC IN THE CAR. CUZ ITS LITTERAL HEAVEN.
So the whole time I was listening to this I had a soulmate AU idea stuck in my head, where your soulmate can heard the song you listen to. My brain then convinced me it might be true, and every five minutes I was apologizing to my possible soulmate who probably doesn't even care.
Dang bruh that sound like a really good AU idea I like it
@@michiko8994 thank you so much! I got the idea from the sining soulmate AU, where your soulmate can hear you sing.
I'm not sure if it's original but I like it a lot.
@@kitkat7805 your welcome 👌
That sounds pretty good. You should do it!
Why did that last line make me more sad than I usually am?
Listening to this after my mom and dad have yelled at me all day saying I had an attitude when I haven’t done anything hits different 🌝
agree
Same :)
I hope you get better, stay safe and healthy always and please have a nice day. 😊
bro i do anything and get told to 'stop with the attitude' istg
I ended up listening to this for two hours- I played this for two hours straight ty
That moment that this song is whats keeping you together before you fall apart again after holding all your anger and sadness inside for 3-4 years
: me: “lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala”
Me now: listening to this while crying because i got a 35% on a math test and you dont know what you missed and you know the eng lyrics
my mom : what is it saying?
me: something my dad called me :)
Aw I’m sorry :(
Are you ok?
@@luzcarrero3380 oh yes I am ok! My dad got arrested :3
@@M0BSYKO my dad punched my mother when she was pregnant of me- he also scares me really bad.. But im glad your ok now!
awe, im so sorry, i hope you feel better now, your dad is wrong!! you arent useless or anything!! just know if you need someone to talk to im here and its okay! :)
My friends call me “useless” as a joke 🙂
@Angelica Milivojevic idk someone who’s nice?
I call myself useless as a joke🐸
@@kotarobokuto2221 throw the friends away
@@pi7295 stop it stop being like me 😠 mom said it’s my turn to useless
@@hilala4736 ok I’m suspended now what do I do 😀
listening to this next to my sister while trying my best to not cry because today is the worst 😃
I sub to you
Aw what happened?
Ik it’s kinda late but you can still spill but if ya don’t wanna it’s totally ok
@@silliestmfalive I am one of the top students and during this time was close to our exam, my mental health was at the worst state and my grades were dropping significantly, got scolded by parents and teacher and being insanely overwhelmed and scared that I'd fail and disappoint everybody because I am no good in anything other than in academics lol, fortunately I got above average results and got into one of the top school in my country, now I am currently preparing for my midterm that's in a week ^^
@@heartgatavirus yay! I hope it gets better!
Always happens
I was listening to this in my room and my mom walked to ask what she was saying...
lol hey btw
I just said that it was a beautiful child T-T
no one:
not even my dog
*me listening to t cus i feel overworked by my family*
Same
I just want someone to listen to me and understand why I get so frustrated easily. This song is my only way of comforting myself in a way 😞
Hey if you ever need anything the comments are always open, even if you having a bad day or good day they always here.😊
cotton its ok people in the world (including me) will listen to you, then you wont realise it :)
@@michiko8994 Thank you so much !
@@kaizzesty Thank you, that's really sweet
@@cottonseed3066 your welcome
I'm listening to this while writing a paragraph about my toxic friend. Hopefully it takes out all my anger.
Good luck :)
lmao it feels like my mom is singing to me just high pitched (:
My music teacher said, at our last school year we can put on our favourite song, and everyone should listen to it.
Thats not gonna be a good idea, cuz my classmates thinks japanese songs, and animes are disgusting. Im already scared, because im planning that this will be my song.
Good luck to you 😔🤚
@@lawliet2056 Thanks
same but my "friends" only like the hit animes
and everyone thinks i watch anime when i dont
who cares if they think its disgusting?
its your choice not theirs.
I was listening to this while smiling and about to cry and my family was terrified
HARDCORE
Btw your first sub
me listening to this and doing meh schoolwork u,u
*vibes*
This what I did just vides
I have school it is starts at 9:00 and I now what im listening to in all my classes
same
Welcome to the trauma caused by parents club
im here for that
when life get a bit to much to handle. I come to this song
some random person: what does this say?
Me:...
Me: Something my friend used to call me :)
i do chores i cook i clean but at the end of the day im useless
Whoever calling you that is lying because you seem like your doing all the hard work
@@michiko8994 Agree
I agree, I am still a useless child in the end ^^ and will always be one
I’m bouta snap bro, everything sucks it’s not getting better I’m either gonna end it all or commit something horrific to this song lol
Please don’t do anything bad or commit anything I will hate to see someone who is dealing a bad time, just please don’t give up on life. 😔
Hurting others is bad, ending it is a better option.
Or…you could do both….although doing both is bad too…
Great now make it 10 hours 😃👍
My mom calls me useless because I lose my notebooks that have all my drawings that she wants to show her friends, lmao if she wants to see them she can ask nicely 😌💅🏻
Period my friend she wants to see your drawings she needs to put some respect on you👌
@@michiko8994 she literally just yelled “Oi! Child WHERES your notebook?” And I was like three seconds away from saying “yes that’s my name don’t wear it out 💅🏻“
@@lawliet2056 for really 😂
my dad before we escaped:
My family : what is it saying?
Me: it is saying something i am :)
This is UNDERRATED you deserve more attention
the songs 7 years old
He didn make it. The real song is 7 fucking years old. 🌚🌝
It'd be better if you just went to Kikuo's channel and said this
I love this song so much because it reminds me of my dad calling me “useless child” and I feel relived when a music and relate to my pain. I mean dad issues am I right? Not my fault you made my mom pregnant and gave birth to me, if you want me to die, I’ll die definitely. Say the word your wish is my command ✨
• If I’m being honest here rn, I just wish I had a normal childhood. I wish I didn’t have trauma. I wish I didn’t *mature* so young. I just wish I was like the other kids. Being happy and proud of my body. I’m only 12 and got send to the hospital SO MANY TIMES. Probably 4 or 3 times. I hate it. I just wish someone can relate to me. I just wish so many things that didn’t happen to me. I matured at 9 years old and gain depression there. It’s my fault. Fucking discord ruined my life. I didn’t deserve any if this. I wanna go back home. I wanna go where I was supposed to go. I didn’t want this. This isn’t my definition of “growing up”. Not like this. Turn me back please, and change me into the girl I was supposed to be.
(Sorry for the vent-)
Omg I don’t blame you, that’s how I feel- like my siblings tell me to kill my self and me being yelled at for no reason? Being a people pleaser to not get yelled at or to get talked bad about behind my back- still happens anyways like how similar is this..i didn’t ask to be born so I totally understand u
I matured at a young age to..I also have a insecurity about my body I feel you..I matured at like 7-8 when I realized that my parents didn’t love me. They love my brothers but only portend to love me so I don’t find out but I know already- I tried to run away when I was younger…so I can relate to you 100%. My childhood was trash as well, it was hell and after turning seven I realized things that a 7 year old should not have to go through ^^
This is the depressed comment section
Thank you i feel like no one can relate i wish my childhood wasnt so messed up i wish that my dad didnt yell at me i wish my dad didnt spank my siblings with wood and a belt really hard and with metal i wish "his son" i cant even call him my half brother anymore didnt do that to me when i was 4 years old and my dad chased us with a dead cockroach at half brothers moms house and the door got closed and had a child saftey lock on it so i was locked in there with my 5 year old half brother who was exposed to the internet when he was a baby so he did that to me(something sexual that i didnt understand since i was 4) i wish i didnt live like this and i have to stop the voices in my head saying "k1ll yourself" "your useless" and i wont let suicide win but deep inside me i can never truly heal its been years but the scar still remains inside my heart
If I get married imma have them play this when I walk down the isle
tbh i don't think you want this to be played at your wedding 😟
My friend:so what songs do you listen to
Me: *shows her this song*
My friend:what is it saying
Me:words my family calls me cuz im gay
My friend:oh...you ok man
Me: yep ;-;
FINALLY THE 1 HOUR SONG I've been wanting for so long 😌
I love this song! I played it in front of my brother he had no idea what it was saying.
ah yes time to listen to this while I think those jokes from my friends weren't jokes
maybe i'm just a cry baby just as they say idk I just really want to dissapear
Are you ok? 🕝🕝
@@c4r3b3ar8 no :>
@@froggierobbie7816 im a cry baby.
one of my friends say im to scared about everything, i pretend to agree but deep down, its offensive. i feel you
whenever im sad i go to listen this song but also i kinda feel bad about myself like i was a mistake and i could never do better than my brother...also thank you for making a 1 hour version
btw did you draw you pfp?
@@kaizzesty i did not draw it i think it was a website but i dont know what its called sorry!
@@mimiluvsme_ its oki
Listening this at 3am is best thing I do in my Life :,)
I have a plot for this music (if you watch mcyt continue)
So, there’s a female and male different videos and plots, I’m just gonna read off the female currently
(Females, you’re Y/N.)
You fall into the world, everyone’s pointing swords at you as if you were a intruder. It takes a while too be friends with all of them but you do, you only have 3 lives and on the way of taking Tommy’s first life, you jump infront leaving you with half a heart, dream shoots again killing you and tommy (continue in the reply)
You respawn with tommy, leaving him behind you went to dream and called him a dumb ass, he thanks you and says it was your fault but it did help him. You both fall apart and rarely talk, you stay with the others and You (Y/N) was very happy, you are in a room and hear arguing saying YOU were a useless and worthless child (continue in reply)
You cry and lay against the door, keeping it close. You hear Quakity saying you were not a useless child, and it led too a argue ment. Tubbo backs up Quakity but Tyler let too Tubbo dying, he had 2 lives remaining. It continued every day with arguing and Quakity was with you playing his guitar trying too keep you calm (more in reply)
You break and run out the room crying, Quakity runs after you and you yelled at them saying you were a worthless and useless child. You tried too stop Tommy’s death again causing you too loose your second life, you are down too one (will continue later)
Everyone left you, unless you picked a side only Quakity stayed and joked around about drugs with you. He kept you calm for a while till he went missing, you didn’t get the news till you found Quakity. He was crying on the ground singing a song about tommy. Tommy was killed by dream leaving you with only a few people who trust you, Quakity told you what happened and you couldn’t help but fall into tears. (More in reply’s)
You blame yourself for Tommy’s murder, you couldn’t saved him somehow but you didn’t. You thought if you never came or if you picked Tommy’s side he would’ve survived and you all would’ve been happy, but Quakity comforted you and you comforted him.
Every useless child is pleased by this
my dad after he finally comes home because hes never home during the week and i stutter when saying welcome home:
:)
wait.........
TWINS!!!!! ME TOO honestly my whole family sucks where did the instruction manuals go
Sound's like he comes back drunk
idk why this song makes me so happy even tho i know what it means
8 minutes in, I’m listening to this all day
Corpse dance is next!
You made my wish come true... Thank you :']
11:41 dont mind me, just a timestamp for myself :D
hope you finished it!
@@u_n_i_ thank u i did :)
@@Corasz ye ye
Thank you for making this.
I had been looking everywhere and now here it is.
Thank you!
Tendou?
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@@kiiro.3207
Kiyoko?
@@Tom0u uhjustlistening💀
@@kiiro.3207 hejsizdjrbdodifbrjdidoenrjfifkek384858593j3j4i4958t83j44o9r8s8e3ji4💀
listening to this after my verbally abusive grandma has yelled at me for hours is such a reliver :D
please help me
It's really a mood. No matter where i am or how many people i met, everybody see me as a stupid girl. Even my family find me stupid. I think it's due to my behaviour and my education since it doesn't matter that i have good marks or bad marks. But how do you arrive to be more intelligent than the other kids of your age when you have bad memories ? I feel like it's already too late to make up for lost time. I don't want to look like my mother but more time passes, more i looks like her.
If you don't want the stupid kinemaster thing at the top of each video I suggest using an app called CapCut it works the same
Cap cut is a amazing App I use for my videos that I use now
yea
I LOVE THIS
experiencing this song for 12 years straight
I love it❤
Me on the outside:🙂
Me on the inside:😞 i keep thinking for myself its all my fault cuz my uncle died...😞😞
And on the outside they thought im smiling... i dont wanna tell my family that im hurt on the inside... im crying on the inside my eyes hurt... but im wearing a blindfold but i can still see on the blindfold...
Me on the outside: :)
Me on the inside: ): Everything I do is wrong (:
I hope you can understand that there are people out there to help you! cuz I don't have anyone (:
@@galaxyrose12 but no one is here for me im just saying home when i go out they laugh at me😞😞
@@unknownuser-ru3iq Tho we don't know each other if you wanna talk we can talk like this or just say what's on our mind here.
@@galaxyrose12 ok
Listening to this after your mom slapped you, forced you to drink hot sauce, being yelled at and compared to another child by your mom just because you got a bad test score is actually great😃✌️
Whoever disliked this, they pressed the wrong button :3
I was singing this in-front of my parents and I this taught me something thank you. Plus I am the unless child I get forced to do everything. I can finally confuse them in two ways: by speaking French and singing this
Things to tell myself to keep living until someone or something or natural causes kills me:
Your parents love you and you love them.
You love to live.
Everyone in your live motivates you to continue living.
You’re just being dramatic.
Cry harder and the sadness will go away. for a long while.
You’re just lazy.
Writing out your problems help.
You don’t actually want to die.
What about your friends don’t you love them? That will hurt them if you die. :(
What about your family? That will hurt them if you die. :(
You’re selfish for wanting to die.
There’s meaning in life.
Just occupy your time with something it will take your mind off your problems.
You don’t have problems you’re just making it up.
Others have it worst than me I should be grateful.
Go outside and talk to people it will help.
Maybe if I get up and exercise I wouldn’t want to die anymore.
You have to see the bright side of living.
Living is beautiful and nice.
You’re just hungry.
Your life is going great why would you want to throw that all away?
Just be happy.
Maybe if I get off my phone, computer, game I’ll feel better.
Just because you hated your life growing up and still hate your life now doesn’t mean it won’t get better in the future
You were not emotionally abused
You were not mentally abuse
Your family did their best for you
Be grateful for what you have
Know what I’ll add and others motivative words that will 💯 % help me not want to die and why it’s not worth dying:
You won’t go to heaven if you die. :)
You’ll go to hell if you die (hoping I do heaven sound terrible anyways).
People with money be like: Go to a therapist they can help you.
Why do you want to die? You have no reason, your life is good.
You don’t have depression so why do you want to die?
That’s stupid are you dumb?
Huh??? Followed by and angry/confused look, or just a confused look. (This definitely helps me not want to die)
If you wanted to die so bad why didn’t you just shoot yourself? (I don’t want to commit suicide I just really hope I die in an accident or get killed by someone/thing)
Btw none of this motivates me, but you know, gotta keep on telling lies to yourself :)
My brain when I fail a test:
Nice so I can listen to a song that tells me I’m a useless child for an hour
it actually hits me the best because I'm the disappointment of the family and knowing I can never be better than my cousins and I'm always being compared to them and being called useless so listening to this music is bliss to my ears and also they always see the bad in everything I do like in studies whenever I got good grades but one of the subjects I almost that fail they scold me and they don't care about the goods including I won couple tournaments and yet I didn't get congratulated enough and I wanted to confess so bad but I can't so i will be here venting :D
thank you for this
Thank you for putting this in a playlist that lead to me finding it :)
Always the Danish homework that brings me here!
ive listened to this whole video 3 times straight
This song make me cry =(((
YESSSS THIS IS AMAZINGGGG, I LOVE THIS💗💗💗✨✨✨✨
Singing and listening after getting slapped by dad!
lol yay.
i wonder if my parents ever see the true tears from me and not the tears of stupidity i use to hide them
My mind 24/7:
I love this Thankyou! :D
Ive been listening to this for 5 hours….
Listening this on my mom's birthday after she abandoned me and didn't even treat me like her daughter, and only as a babysitter HITS DIFFERENT 👍👍
Same as my sister
@@user-wj8wg5xs8w Fr??
I actually feel identified with the "*happy person*" that inside's suffering, this comment it's just for motivate people to be like they like, no matter what others say ....
hope you understand me cuz i'm actually not english, i am peruvian but i talk english
Sorry for make you lose your time, keep going down :)
Song lyrics:
You are a useless, useless, useless child
The most useless child in the world.
La la la, you're useless at studies, exercise, and speaking.
You're just a destitute, dense, and dirty child
yet I fell in love with that sobbing
which came from that mouth
that couldn't even say your own name.
Drool in snot, dandruff, sheet, pee
germy, crybaby, scaredy-cat, just ignore it, ignore it all
Come, come, I'll protect you
together, together, stay together with me
La la la lula-bye, good night
Let's sing a duet that will let us
sleep with ease, sing it, sing it, sing with me!
Lonely child, child
You're a useless, useless, useless child
You're the most useless child in the world.
You're a useless, useless, useless child
A child who'd be dead if it wasn't for me.
You're a useless, useless, useless child
A sad, sad, good-for-nothing.
You're a useless, useless, useless child.
I'll be the one to save you.
La la la, monster, ghost, invisible human
The flower vase in the urinal, skipping school.
With seared lips, a small voice springs for the slander
Let's listen to the monotone shriek
Nevertheless, time continues
to continue and continue in tedium
You're a child with not enough time nor brains.
Now it's too late, you're mentally retarded;
a cute child, a good child, you belong to me.
La la la, lula-bye, sleep tight,
With a feeling of falling asleep,
dance with me, dance, dance, dance with me.
(And that's all, I can't continue further)
pfft why would i relate to this song lmao imagine
i deeply relate.
Finally 1hour version
Here I am all dolled up so nobody will know how I actually feel but anyways I love this song it’s really calming for me
I'm just kinda here after forgetting what day it was today and being in the wrong class. So I got put as absent for something I can't exactly explain and have it be taken well. Honestly all I got going on would be good grades, but they're poor during the months of April and May every year. I got called a disappointment last year when I got a very low grade, and can't explain to my mom that she upsets me. She wouldn't want to hear it cause she loves me and all, but it's true that her expectations affect me the most >:,)
It's difficult focusing and finding the drive to keep pushing on when tests are coming up. I feel like I can't struggle with the one good thing I can bring. I feel childish caring about being a "well-behaved kid" when that's who I am when I'm scared. I really hate letting doubts fester and stop me from being consistent. She really doesn't know that I cry so often at school in the morning. I have tried telling her, but we end up crying together before I can even say a word, and I hate it.
I'm really close to finishing high school now, but always want to be seen as the quiet and still kid people think I am >:,)
I feel the the exact same as you do the only reason why have good grades because I don't want my mom to worry about me, and sometimes whenever I try my best I always feel like I'm doing something. And the crazy thing is in about two more weeks is going to be my last weeks in middle school then I'm going to be in high school 🤦♀️
My mom speaks Japanese and she understand the song while I was dancing to it and I knew the song but then after she came in my room crying and hug me because I have school trauma and from my dad and aunt so I listen to this after school but my headphones broke so I listened to it just with out my headphones
Listening to this after seeing your dad that left you texted your mom that we were a waste of time and that he didn’t care about us just hits different 🤭
I listened to this 8 times today at work, meaning I listened to this 8+ hours at work
Thanks miku. Really helps me with life.
this is a suggestion for another 1 hour version: can you do magical door by maretu? i cant find it anywhere at all and that song helps me calm so much and it annoying trying to find one; or press replay on the regular song all the time, please do 1 hour vers of magical door
my mom:what is it saying?
me:somethinh you called me
others : ''oh yes! she must be hearing k-pop i think,''
not me: listening to this song while im crying over my father scolding me bc im a bad sister while i did nothing in my room ngl
{ and yes , my parents basically hates it when im in my room listening to music }
Thank you
My mom be like omg why are you like that yelling at me
Me be like in my head: lalalalalalalala
I I like the song
I just comfort myself by making myself feel worse, and this song do both
Me: Listening to this song
My sister at the other side: Listening to caramelldansen
My dad always cheats on my mom and she always says she will leave him but never do...she takes out all her anger on me and my younger siblings....I never feel safe ...sometimes she gets drunk and eave us to fend for ourselves...I had to take care of my lil sister and brother I had to be the parent...im just 12....I wish I can have fun I wish I can have friends...my mom scares me so much ...she makes me feel so useless and unwanted and ugly I just want someone to love me ...I just want to be hug im so tired of seeing my classmates having a relationship with their mom...I just want my mommy back I just want my mommy to treat me like she loves me even if its fake....Im so tired of crying im so tired of it...
Hope your okay right now but no matter what you are not useless no matter what your parents say
You are actually very strong and I'm sure when time comes your life will be the other way around (happy and safe) and I think your younger siblings will look up to you because you kept them safe.
No mater what others think, you are a beautiful person, and you will find people out there who truly care for you also……………..you said you wanted a hug………Virtual hug sent
"A SONG CAN'T BE A CHARACTER! "
Little misfortune:
NOOOO
@@Kxlaiser_. YES.
This only one hour of this song i could find!
I'm just asking everyone if they're ok, might aswell just make it a comment where people can just vent 😃
So like- I'm not okay. I literally wanted to tear my hair out because I felt stressed and sad. I wanted to hit something, but I managed to pull myself together in the bathroom. Meanwhile, my sister was just saying to stop being dramatic and annoying. HAHHAHAH-
@@basictot8182 What happened that made you so stressed? If you don't mind me asking 👁️💧👄💧👁️
@@c4r3b3ar8 The fact that I have to go back to in-person school. I don't know why though. It's such a dumb reason, but it made me really stressed.
@@basictot8182 Yeah face to face school just isn't it, I fully understand, personally I feel like your sister should have been more supportive but that's just my opinion, I hope you do/are doing better! Make sure to stay hydrated and eat enough food, take care of yourself ok :> Ily
had to have this for an hours bucause its true.
The title of the song is what my family (mostly my dad ) called me :")
YESS THERE IS A HOUR VERSION!!!
Right under this is a vid of markiplier pole dancing 🤣
I- w h a t v i d e o s d o y o u w a t c h t o h a v e m a r k i p l i e r p o l e d a n c i n g-
@@fluwu876 g o o d o n e s d u h.
@@unitedstatesofamerica3016 F a i r e n o u g h h a v e a g o o d r e s t o f y o u r l i f e .
@@fluwu876 Y o u T o o
why is it such a vibe but a dark song 😭