Jason Gray - "Honesty" (Official Audio Video)
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- Опубликовано: 11 сен 2024
- “Honesty”-from “Order Disorder Reorder Part 2: Disorder”
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Lyrics:
If I told You I still trusted You
I’d honestly be lying through my teeth
But it’s funny how it’s always You
I’m talking to when I say I don’t believe
I tell You leave, but You won’t go
I’m in so deep, and I don’t know what’s going on
I gave You my heart
So tell me why is it broken
If You’re the healer
Why are my wounds still open
What do You want from me
Are You sure You want everything
Even my honesty
I’m sorry if this comes out wrong
I’m afraid I shouldn’t talk with You this way
But I hope You hear my heart that hurts
Buried in the angry words I say
I told You leave, But please don’t go
I’m in so deep, and I don’t know what’s going on
Hallelujah, hallelujah
Hallelujah I’m going through hell
Hallelujah, hallelujah
I’m still singing that it is well
I know You’ve promised that You won’t leave me broken
But right now I need to know You’re here in this moment
Why won’t You answer me
What do You want from me
When all I can bring You is my doubt and my anger
You’d still rather fight with me than let us be strangers
Is that what You want from me
The way You get close to me
Are You sure You want all of me
All of my agony
All of my questioning
Even my honesty
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I have never heard a worship song that so accurately portrays my walk with the Lord. I only found you because the Lord led me to your video about being disappointed with God and losing your faith, which is the process that I’m going through right now. I asked God to restore my hope and to give me worship music that I could actually listen to and he led me to what he’s doing through you. ❤❤❤ praise God for you and the beauty he’s bringing through you!
Don’t know how I’m just now hearing about Jason Gray, but this is the most honest piece
of Christian music i have ever heard
I wish I could truthfully say that when i was going through hell, I was saying hallelujah, but most of the time I wasn't. But God never once became angry or offended when I screamed in his face and threw tantrums like a toddler. Like a good Father, he sat beside me and waited patiently until I was ready. When I gave him the silent treatment and tried to push him away, he still showed me his love and waited until I was ready to accept it. There isn't a line of this song I can't relate to and it reminds me over again, that there is a God who loves me perfectly and unconditionally.
I have only found Jason's songs a few week ago, and what a find. Thank you Lord. Amen.
Ouch. This song is so good. "Hallelujah! Hallelujah! Hallelujah, I'm going through hell." When I started asking God the forbidden questions that was when my faith became my own and I got to know Him on an intimate level.
This song verbalizes what many believers feel, yet are afraid to express. In my opinion, one of the great flaws of the American church is the propagated notion that if all is not emotionally or mentally well, then there is something spiritually wrong. Psalm 103:14 He knoweth our frame; He remembereth that we are dust.
The part of this song that resonates with me the most is "you'd rather fight with me than let us be strangers." I learned first hand just how true that is. I went through my own hell seven years ago now. It was a long, physically painful journey that I wasn't sure would ever get better and I certainly wasnt saying hallelujah during it. I was confused, hurt, and miles passed angry. I, like many Christians, had this misconception that with God, if I did A and B, God was obligated to give me C. I was a good, Christian girl who did everything she could to do what she felt He wanted. I wasn't perfect, obviously, but from my perspective at least, it seemed I tried harder than everyone else my age. I couldn't understand why God was letting this happen. Over the course of several years, I grew distant from God. I still believed in Him. I found that even though I wanted to, I couldn't believe any different. I raged against him, accusing him of being uncaring and cruel. Like a toddler throwing a tantrum, I screamed and ranted to him. I gave him the cold-shoulder and silent-treatment. He saw through all of it for what it really was, a plea for attention. I work at a daycare and there was one little girl who was in my care when she was two. She would throw tantrums at least 3 times a day. She would throw herself down onto the ground and scream and cry uncontrollably. I quickly learned that trying to touch her or reason with her would only make it worse. The only thing I could do, was move the other children and toys away so she would be less stimulated and then sit on the floor near her but not crowding or touching, and say just loud enough for her to hear: "I can see that you are upset. It is okay to be upset. I'm right here. When you are ready, you can tell me why you are sad." Then I would sit silently for several minutes until she finally began to calm down a little. Then I would praise her for calming down and point out that the floor is hard and I could see that she was still sad. I would offer her a hug. Sometimes she would crawl into my lap on her own, sometimes she would be too drained from her fit that she would need me to pick her up. Then we'd talk about it and in a few minutes she would be playing again.
God did the same thing with me. He never left, but was silent. Not because he didn't care or love me. But because he knew I wasn't ready. I had walls of bitterness and resentment that I was clinging to. I had shut him out. The Bible says that love suffers long and is unselfish. God is love, so he suffers long for us and isn't selfish. He can take our anger. When we scream at him because we cant understand why our world has been turned upside down and has shattered, he understands. Good parents dont push away their children because of a tantrum. They dont get mad when their child stomps their foot and even shouts "I hate you!" They see past it. They smile lovingly with open arms when that same child comes running back, even if they never actually apologize. They always answer back, "I love you." If imperfect, human parents are capable of demonstrating such love to their child, God is able to do so much more. He can take our anger and childish fits of rage. He will never judge or condemn us for them. He would rather fight with us then turn his back. When I would shock my mom with my spiteful words about my view of God, I would shrug and justify it to her by saying that God gave me my emotions. He gave me the capability to feel angry, which meant that he had to be big enough to bear the brunt of it. And while, it wasn't okay for me to lash out at him the way I was, just like we teach our children that it isn't acceptable behavior to throw themselves down and kick and scream uncontrollably, I was right. God is big enough. Not only to just take it and forgive us for it, he's big enough to pick us up afterwards and reassure us of how much he still loves us. I hope and pray that if and when I have to go through hell again, I will be strong enough in Him to be able to say hallelujah anyway, but I also know that if I'm not, God will still love me anyway.
Gosh this is such a blessing. Thank you so much for sharing.
Wow.... Thank you so much for sharing! May God bless you...
I needed to hear this encouragement today. I used to work with children and also have health problems, so your illustration of interacting with the toddler and relating that to God's interaction with us is really helpful for me personally. Thank you so much for sharing your testimony
I literally cried reading you because I relate do much to it. Somes situations really hurts, and sometimes you just want to ask why? And knowing that God still loves me in my brokenness make realise how precious his Love is
Wow, I needed this tonight. Thank you so much for sharing this gift of a comment!
Can I like this twice?
This song is so raw and true, beautiful job Jason!
I know. Its so true. The real thinking process of a human. A sinner. I sing this song while thinking of my hardships.
Thank you for being an instrument God is speaking to His broken children through. Broken but honest. We have faith.
I’m grateful for these honest words. Sometimes the Christian community is way too fast to slap faith bandaids over painful emotions.
I wish I had the right words, but ... you have them for me. You sing where God lives.
After losing our 18 year old niece to Covid 19 this song totally hit the depth of my love for my Lord and Saviour. I was angry, hurt and confused as to why he would take a young Christian, involved in sharing the Word with children and waiting to start at Uni to study medicine. This song helped me to see that my raw anger was actually helping me. He does want our honesty, He understands our pain, and when we are 'spent', He holds and comforts us. The one who gave He Son for us, understands our loss perfectly. Thank you Jason for using your God given gift - your songs always lift me and bring God closer to my heart.
Jeannie I know as a bereaved parent that God can handle our honesty. After we lost our beautiful son, I shook my fist at God and said this is the worst thing that you could ever do to me and within seconds I was surrounded by His beautiful love, the feeling was so strong and powerful. I have never felt that powerful feeling since in decades but I will never forget that beautiful experience of His arms wrapped around me and I knew I was totally surrounded by God's love and my son's love. It was one of the most wonderful experiences I have ever had to know that God is there and totally understands our anger, our confusion and desperation. I rarely have shared this experience but lately I have felt that God wants me to encourage others that His love is beyond our understanding. I know that God can handle our anger and honesty. I know that it is 2 years since your post, but time doesn't mean anything to Our Lord. Your niece is at home with her Loving Heavenly Father and with all our children. God Bless. All love. xx
@@annec988 Thank you so much for your encouragement Anne. God does indeed work in mysterious ways. Yes, it is 2 years since my post but God has directed you to share your experience at exactly the right time. Darling Emma should have celebrated her 21st birthday February 12th. Milestone events seem to heighten the sense of loss but God knows and sends strangers, such as yourself, into our lives.Thank you Anne,
Richest blessings, Jeannie
In love with this song
If I told You I still trusted You
I would honestly be lying through my tears
But it’s funny how it’s always You
I’m talking to when I say I don’t believe
I tell You: ‘Leave!’ but You won’t go
Pain is so deep and I don’t know
What’s going on
I gave You my heart so tell me why is it broken
If You’re the Healer why are my wounds still open
What do you want from me?
Are You sure You want everything? Even my honesty?
I’m sorry if this comes out wrong
I’m afraid I shouldn’t talk with You this way
But I hope You hear my heart that hurts
Burried in the angry words I say
I told You: ‘Leave!’ but please don’t go
Pain is so deep and I don’t know
What’s going on
Hallelujah x3 I’m going through hell
Hallelujah x2 I’m still singing that it is well
I know You promised that You won’t leave me broken
But right now I need to know You’re here in this moment
Why won’t You answer me? What do You want from me?
When all I can bring You is my doubt and my anger
You’d still rather fight with me then let us be strangers
Is that what You want from me? The way you get close to me
Are you sure You want all of me, all of my agony, all of my questioning, even my honesty?
Sorry if I misspelled some words. 🤗
Thank you for printing the words. Was looking for the lyrics
Thank you as well!!! ❤️
Lying through my teeth, not tears
Having a hard time adjusting to being a full-time college student from home... I miss my campus and my friends. This song came through my headphones right when I needed it. Thank you, Jason, for letting God use you how He wants ❤️
Hugs to you and just ask God to comfort you and hug you. Tell him everything , tell him what you need to make you feel better.
God is amazing. He is making you strong right now. We go through trials to see how we handle life, struggles, hurts .
Jesus our comforter, who forgives our sins, the giver of life, the taker and thanks to him, he's the giver of the Torah/Bible for us to know him of who we are in him, His child our own truthful identity. No one can changed that. His words never dies even to the ends. Praise The Lord Almighty God. Pray for you, to have faith and trust him. He's our truly friend.
Cool tune!! When I finally got 100% blatantly, awkwardly honest with God.. That's when my whole life started to radically change! Honesty is the key: the starting line to real relationship, the only way to have real relationship, and the only way to beat the enemy. Look at every great Presidant.. Washington, Lincoln, Trump.. What is their common denominator? Honesty to a fault :) Great tune!!
Jason your music is amazing. This song touches that part of us that we are afraid to talk about. Thank you.
Deep...
We are all broken, we all have our battles.
We exist in the triune as humans(spirit,mind,body), created from HIS image, the TRINITY.
We are alive for a purpose,... to please the CREATOR and to serve others.
Live that purpose and it will come to manifestation ❤
Thanks Jason for saying the things I find so hard to say to God... Brilliant 👍👍👏👏👏
Jason you are in my prayers 🙏 love you I'm going through my crucible too GOD still Cares For us
Jason, I've been needing this song for over two years. "Hallelujah, I'm going through Hell," is my new life to a "t." Thank you for bein able to put my pain into words and music.
This song relates to me. I've been crying and hating myself for who I really am and the person I have become. If I'm a broke I ask God I gave my heart to Him but why is it still broken? If you're the helear why my wound still open?
When all I can bring is my doubt and my anger and let us be stranger. Is that what you want from me the way you want to close to me?
What do you want from me? Why won't you answer me? Looks like you aren't real. But I still believe and still singing Hallelujah that it's gonna be well.
INCREDIBLE INCREDIBLE INCREDIBLE!! Love this song so much! Can’t wait to see this one is concert!
Honesty is one thing we as Christians say we want, but rarely give. This is such an openly raw song.
You'd still rather fight with me than to be strangers
Amen✝🙌
I'm actually crying. Thank you for this song Jason Gray.
Thank you for writing a brutally honest song - helps to know I'm not the only one with these thoughts.
This song gives my soul a voice.
I suffer greatly from anxiety, I have been going through a great program called Regeneration. In it it reminds us God doesn't want us to hold back when we come to him, but for some reason we make him smaller by thinking he can't handle our emotions. This song so goes along with that! I love! Thank you for sharing it.
This song is raw. It's honest. It's amazing. I don't think I've ever heard a song...from a Christian perspective quite like this. Good on you, Jason, for saying how it sometimes is. It's real, it's deep and it's honest. I think you've just become my number one favorite to listen to. Thank you from the bottom of my heart. As a parent with two disabled children out of three...this mean so much. You were raw and real and voiced everything that I think. I do, however, pray that you are okay. Anyone who writes a song and sings like this...has to be in a spot that you are having trouble dealing. Praying.
This song expresses just what I’m feeling right now. So raw and so on point.
My own opinion spirituality this song should be sing during communion. Honesty, indeed touched my heart emotionally and spiritually. So help me God through tougher time and adversity. Amen.
i went to one of his concerts in Baldwin Wisconsin and me and my grandma met him it was a really fun concert. Jason is my favorite artist his songs are so beautiful and true. I think Jason is a great artist and when my grandma invited me to go to his concert i was so excited to go and then we got there i found we could meet him and me and my grandma got super excited.
Trust in the Lord
👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏
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@jasongray Wow wow wow!!! no words for this one I love you just for this song it speaks to me on a deeper level and represents the struggle I had.
thank you!
In tears right now
I can relate to this song....
I heart feels numb to hear God's voice yet I'll still praise God in my worst.
God has us😢
Can see how and why the Lord lives Jason.
How'd you know my Heart's thoughts?
Praise God. Loved this song so much that gave us tears. Our church loved to sand this song. Truly inspirational song to sing and listened to. Thank you Jason Gray for this beautiful and great song and lyrics was amazingly written with honesty from the heart. God bless.
Honest song.
❤
Dear Jason Gray,
Thank you so much for your songs. I can relate to them. God bless you and your music. I'm blessed by them!
His voice is really this good, i went to one of his concerts. Honestly its refreshing when stars like Jason show that they are still humans.
Nada mass nesesitamos a jesus en nuestra vida...
You are such a good singer
Jason this entire ep is awesome! I am loving it! If I had to pick a favorite on it, Honesty would have be it...but again they are all amazing! So well written and heartfelt and especially Honesty because it is so very timely. This one held me like an Andy Gullahorn hug ;-)
Thank God He is the only one who accepts it ALL
Most meaningful nd beautiful songs I got from you . . . Just no words . . . These songs goes inside me deeper than deep . . . Literally no words . . . When listening there is just my heart filled with peace . . . U showed most important feelings of a human that I have never been find!!
Expecting more like this 🌝
Lots of wishes just for u ❤️🍀
Love for u ❤️🌼
Be Still and Know that He is God!
I Love how Jesus Loves us as we are! Ive tried to do that only He can
This is absolutely the best song I have ever heard ! Beautiful!
Cold but beautiful song. If you gave Him everything and even your honesty, all that's left is for you to give Him the battles your fighting. All He wants is for you to focus on Him. Hope this helps you Jason.
this is so underrated, why ??????
WOW I can totally relate with this. I love how it’s telling him about our questioning and anger but in a respectful way. I am in love with this song
This is so raw and beautiful ❤️ Thank you
We need our hearts to break so He can show us a Child of His heart can never not be put back together!
🙏🙏🙏🙏❤❤❤❤
Wow, just wow... I can honestly say that I didn't expect this... But it's so much better than my expectations, great job! Great song!
Please pray at this moment!
good job jason gray
I love this song so much!
Believe yes, to know the cross was and always be for me too is a struggle!
This song just amazing
Great song..♥️🎶
I love this song
Please please please do a lyric version of this wonderful song....🙏
Wow
this song reminds me of Jeremiah
There will be no more hear acks,
I'm not knowing if it's you I'm talking
A new life for you and me
Combining out heart's
Not asking for nothing
Just your love
If that's so much
I ask God
Please find a man for me .
Does anyone have chords to this song yet?
Honestly it hurts
I met a Christian Man, he introduced this musician! I thought Jesus put him in my life, in knowing at 38 w/ an 8 yr old, that I was giving up on intimate relationships! His thoughts are Not my own...
It’s just me
How can it be
Unbelievable
If I told You I still trusted You
I'd honestly be lying through my teeth
But it's funny how it's always You
I'm talkin' to when I say I don't believe
I tell You leave, but You won't go
I'm in so deep, and I don't know
What's goin' on
I gave You my heart
So, tell me, why is it broken?
If You're the healer,
Why are my wounds still open?
What do You want from me?
Are You sure You want everything?
Even my honesty?
I'm sorry if this comes out wrong
I'm afraid I shouldn't talk with You this way
But I hope You hear my heart that hurts
Buried in the angry words I say
I told You leave, but please don't go
I'm in so deep, and I don't know
What's goin' on
I gave You my heart
So, tell me, why is it broken?
If You're the healer,
Why are my wounds still open?
What do You want from me?
Are You sure You want everything?
Even my honesty?
Even my honesty
Even my honesty
Hallelujah, hallelujah
Hallelujah, I'm goin' through hell
Hallelujah, hallelujah
I'm still singing that it is well
Hallelujah, hallelujah
Hallelujah, I'm goin' through hell
Hallelujah, hallelujah
I'm still singing
I know You've promised that You won't leave me broken
But right now I need to know You're here in this moment
Why won't You answer me? (Answer me)
What do You want from me?
When all I can bring You is my doubt and my anger
You'd still rather fight with me than let us be strangers
Is that what You want from me? (Want from me)
The way You get close to me
Are You sure You want all of me?
All of my agony?
All of my questioning?
Even my honesty?
Even my honesty
Even my honesty
Hallelujah, hallelujah
Hallelujah, I'm goin' through hell
Hallelujah, hallelujah
I'm still singing