Citizen Soldier - Burden (Official Lyric Video)

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  • Опубликовано: 14 янв 2025

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  • @CitizenSoldier
    @CitizenSoldier  5 месяцев назад +222

    Stream/Download 👉 citizensoldier.band/burden
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    Please SHARE it with someone that needs to hear it.

    • @nicolegerhardt9018
      @nicolegerhardt9018 5 месяцев назад +6

      Du hast den ersten Platz verdient. Du bist der einzige der ein wirklich verstehen tut. Du bist ein wunderbarer Mensch ❤

    • @sumire_90
      @sumire_90 5 месяцев назад +8

      Idk how you resonate ALL your songs with people like us... But ever since you've been giving teasers, I've cried at every one of them.
      And I cried now, once again.
      God bless you Jake, just for simply... understanding us. No one does that anymore.

    • @ladywolf815
      @ladywolf815 5 месяцев назад +3

      Beautiful.... thank you ❤

    • @terriunderwoodmeredith2452
      @terriunderwoodmeredith2452 5 месяцев назад +4

      ​@@sumire_90 He is a licensed Dr in Mental Health. So I'm sure he's heard a lot of people about their PTSD, Depression, Anxiety etc. at least that's the info on him through Google. I would have loved to seen them in Charlotte,NC but I spent too much money last summer on 5 concerts and had I'd known that Aerosmith was cancelling their show in October for Charlotte and the remaining Peace Out Tour sooner, then I'd went because I paid out 2 grand for 4 tickets and that was no where close to front row. I mean I would have enjoyed them even if Steven wasn't really singing. Citizen Soldier had just popped up on my RUclips a few months ago, so I give anyone a chance when I first heard of them. And now I'm hooked!! God willing, if I'm alive and they come back next year I will be there for sure and front row! I love this band!!❤🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼

    • @mikeanon641
      @mikeanon641 5 месяцев назад +3

      This song brought a tear to my eyes I always feel like a burden to my wife from being in and out of hospital and almost dieing on multiple occasions she never leaves or gives up on me tho

  • @Anew_Returner
    @Anew_Returner 5 месяцев назад +1163

    "I'd rather hear your hell than see your funeral" is such a beautiful line❤I love you guys so much

    • @nixie_dream
      @nixie_dream 5 месяцев назад +13

      I kept going back on the video to hear that part over and over. They are amazing, and the timing of the release impeccable.

    • @thatspellcastkkid_7672YT
      @thatspellcastkkid_7672YT 5 месяцев назад +15

      I got chills hearing that line man. Such a power line that was.

    • @nixie_dream
      @nixie_dream 5 месяцев назад +13

      I did, too, especially with the line before, " I don't mind your darker side. You can lose control. " I needed to hear this today.

    • @thatspellcastkkid_7672YT
      @thatspellcastkkid_7672YT 5 месяцев назад +3

      @@nixie_dream if only we had such liberty a bit more often

    • @Anew_Returner
      @Anew_Returner 5 месяцев назад +2

      I personally think the biggest Letdown about RUclips is if they don't avoid or filter certain words, their song will be extremely hard to discover, which takes away a lot of options with lyrics

  • @jacobdeweil3553
    @jacobdeweil3553 4 месяца назад +237

    To the people dealing with a burden complex: WE are not a burden. WE are loved.

    • @Thatgirlkara1111
      @Thatgirlkara1111 2 месяца назад +1

      I feel like my sister hates me though 😔

    • @niasurapaneni1983
      @niasurapaneni1983 2 месяца назад +1

      @@Thatgirlkara1111 i agrree. i dont feel loved

    • @gilbertcole8324
      @gilbertcole8324 Месяц назад +2

      Ik I’m a burden

    • @MeowingCat835
      @MeowingCat835 3 часа назад

      ​@gilbertcole8324 you're not, i love you just because you're out somewhere there! ❤

  • @elkboy2538
    @elkboy2538 5 месяцев назад +416

    "Your ugly truth gave depth to you, now there's so much more to love." Dang that line hit hard.

    • @Beckhams18
      @Beckhams18 5 месяцев назад +3

      hardest line for me

    • @ambyrehoormann9086
      @ambyrehoormann9086 2 месяца назад

      So they say… but sooo not true.. just destroys u even more…. Ruins ur friendships, ur family, ruins everything!

  • @Arxtxc
    @Arxtxc 5 месяцев назад +76

    “You are not a burden to me,”
    That line hit me hard, and it hurt knowing someone I have never met and don’t even know, knows me better than my friends and family

  • @margaritasatmidnight3134
    @margaritasatmidnight3134 5 месяцев назад +332

    "Never get heard by thinking someone has it worse." I never realized how often I think of that. Many people have it bad, sure. But that doesn't mean you should ignore your own pain.

    • @adamplummer2190
      @adamplummer2190 5 месяцев назад +13

      I feel this. Everyone comes to me for help but no one's ever available when I need someone.

    • @creaturristica7020
      @creaturristica7020 5 месяцев назад +18

      What sucks is opening up to someone for the first time who proceeds to tell you you're not a burden and comforts you, but the next time you open up, they tell you to remember that people go through worse and you shouldn't keep complaining.
      It makes it sound selfish to think of your own pain even though it shouldn't be like that.

    • @peytongustafson2580
      @peytongustafson2580 4 месяца назад +17

      I've actually been told so. That I'm selfish for being suicidal because people have it worse than me

    • @staceymalchow4528
      @staceymalchow4528 4 месяца назад

      ​​@@peytongustafson2580love that one. Like, "Gee thanks, I am at the end of my rope. I don't need to hear that just because I didn't get beaten with it first that I'm not struggling."
      In my case I have had so many people remind me that as I struggle with my demons I have to think of my daughters. Reminding me of something that's seared into my brain from the moment they first cried and been a thought everyday since, doesn't help. When I'm sitting in my darkness being screamed at by hordes of evil thoughts and the primary negative voice whispering the things I could do to those that have hurt me or to myself so that the pain will end. I fully understand the ramifications of a permanent solution to a temporary situation.
      I've managed to survive this far because I do think of these things. Those two faces are the things have stayed my hand every time I've wanted to do something that would change the scope of everything. I have been listening to this band for 8 years, and every time I need help with something there's a song that covers exactly that issue. I really am so incredibly impressed with how therapeutic it is to put words to your feelings. I have started working on things where I write either a new verse to a song that's already spoken to me or I try my hand at getting poetry out and if it fits I've sometimes sang it as part of the relevant song. I'm going through one of the darkest periods in my life right now, and it's been a war inside my head for as long as I can remember. The most recent battles have wrecked me in ways I didn't think were possible. I am still fighting because there has been so many lessons in these songs. This one, Fake Friends, Where Were You, and Heavy have each been markers on the trail out of my mental battlefield. I'm Not Okay, but I'm not a Burden, and I'm going to find ok again.

    • @theresak288
      @theresak288 4 месяца назад +3

      Tears thank you

  • @autumnshock5411
    @autumnshock5411 3 месяца назад +56

    I had my son (11 yoa) listen to this song. We have been struggling with his actions and behaviors. After listening to it, he finally opened up to me about a kid at school who has been taking bullying to another level. Citizen Soldier really speaks to people. My all-time favorite band.

    • @wolvesgirl1565
      @wolvesgirl1565 3 месяца назад +12

      I hope your little boy is doing better now

    • @ireferrill
      @ireferrill Месяц назад +2

      there's no joke in bullying. I'm glad that your little boy opened up and because of this band. I sure hope that the situation gets better ♥

  • @sarahs244
    @sarahs244 5 месяцев назад +463

    I found this video right after coming home from a psychiatry check-up where I lied to them, my mom, and my best friend that I'm doing fine when really I can feel myself slipping back. I hope I don't fall all the way back down. I still have trouble with thinking my needs are not important and that I AM a burden. This will now be one of my new favorite songs. The kind you listen to on repeat, end up forgetting about it for a bit, and rediscovering it again with the same amount of appreciation and love towards it again and again. I love your songs so much, thank you.

    • @taresadidonato5888
      @taresadidonato5888 5 месяцев назад +7

      Talk to someone.

    • @FiroHumonè
      @FiroHumonè 5 месяцев назад

      @@taresadidonato5888
      Not everyone can, not everyone has the money and not everyone can open up to others

    • @Raygun59
      @Raygun59 5 месяцев назад +7

      We all have demons but we can all fight and win over them. You have a light at the end of a tunnel waiting for you

    • @evelynwiberg1955
      @evelynwiberg1955 5 месяцев назад +18

      ​@taresadidonato5888 in my experience talking to someone is a lot harder than you think. I can't speak for others, but when I talk to someone about things it never goes well. They say it's my fault, it wasn't that bad, just suck it up, simply tell me to shut up, or start telling me how they have it so much worse. I'm not saying that they haven't had it worse because humans in general can be extremely easy but when I talk about being abused, molested, multiple attempted r*pes by family members, or my biological father giving me poison all I want is help to process it and heal. I know all the coping skills and can even help others, but I have no idea on how to help me or my daughter get through our traumas. The comments above are said by therapists, they don't even try to help my daughter.

    • @lucanandrews774
      @lucanandrews774 5 месяцев назад +14

      ​@@evelynwiberg1955 I sincerely hope you both find some sense of peace.
      With autism, I don't share similar things as a means of comparison, but as a way to empathasise with who I'm talking with- like, oh, I've felt something like that too, or I've been through something similar- something I try my best to explain when I do it... though this isn't the case with everyone, as some just want to add to your hurt by saying those kinds of things to belittle your experiences, your pain and yout trauma.
      It's not your fault- none of it, whatsoever. No one else has worn your soul, so they have no right to say whether or not it was or wasn't something, and there's no way to accurately compare traumas without being that person, in that exact situation- it isn't possible. Trauma is trauma- it's not a pissing contest.
      You deserve to feel what and how you feel without someone saying you can't or you don't have any right to because "x", and you both deserve to find a path where you feel what you want to feel and be happy, healthy and safe. I hope you both can.

  • @amyrose6994
    @amyrose6994 5 месяцев назад +63

    Anyone else agree that with every song we get we feel a little better and closer with the truth of who we are?

  • @Carolina20Forever
    @Carolina20Forever 5 месяцев назад +254

    That "I can tell that you're not okay" in the bridge, just, it hits so, so hard. It's what I wish someone would say to me. I've had this on repeat since it released at midnight and it's just what I needed to hear. thank you 🫶

    • @marcyneitzel4762
      @marcyneitzel4762 5 месяцев назад +8

      I'm feel the same. I don't know where to turn who will listen and accept me for who I am who I am. Who can you trust when the world feels that it is against you 😮😢🥺💔🤷‍♀️

    • @tacticoolsteve
      @tacticoolsteve 5 месяцев назад +6

      Sometimes I just want someone to see what's wrong with me. But no one will truly understand your pain except yourself. ❤🤗

    • @marcyneitzel4762
      @marcyneitzel4762 5 месяцев назад +3

      @tacticoolsteve so because of that, no one will hear you it makes you feel invisible and inconvenient to others😭😭😭

  • @PvP_Katze
    @PvP_Katze 5 месяцев назад +57

    "I think you've been silent since youth."
    Hits deep....
    Sometimes this hell comes out and when it comes, the people around me are just shocked.
    So thanks guys, that's something I really needed to hear. 💜

  • @sadlyitsmehope
    @sadlyitsmehope 5 месяцев назад +275

    When I first heard this song I was with friends. It was so difficult not to cry in front of them. Now I'm home listening to this wishing I could talk. I really appreciate this band for saying things I fear to say. I appreciate the fans for always being so sweet to me. You're all amazing and if you need anyone please let me know we'll find a way to.

    • @darkothedarkness1792
      @darkothedarkness1792 5 месяцев назад +13

      i can feel you so much

    • @mariascott9101
      @mariascott9101 5 месяцев назад +15

      I need someone I’ve been abandoned by everyone or either my friends have all died

    • @jackploeg5514
      @jackploeg5514 5 месяцев назад +5

      when ur ready u wil talk for me ther gife me te words i feel bud never now how to say thats why i start to talk

    • @TsukkiDino
      @TsukkiDino 5 месяцев назад +5

      Lets talk all together and be there for another^^. Im not the comment writter but I would help you if I can, idk how but maybe you all have an idea or tell me what you need. I hope you all are okay and if not please talk to someone^^

    • @SarafinaSummers
      @SarafinaSummers 5 месяцев назад +5

      No, you are amazing, just for being you, just for breathing, for standing up, and for trying today. You are loved, wanted, valid, amazing, and beautiful… And nothing can ever take that away from you, nor can anyone, but you. 💜 🦋 💚 remember, there is no one else that can write your story. 📕 🖊️

  • @ExcellionDark
    @ExcellionDark 5 месяцев назад +44

    I, male, got a message from my female best friend today with a link to this song.
    She told me to feel addressed.
    We do this a lot.
    But when I listened to this song... my goodness, it hit me like a truck...
    It was impossible not to cry.
    The first and only song so far that I can't listen to without crying.
    Mostly because it reminds me that my reward for never giving up is by far the most wonderful person you only find once in a lifetime (and some not even in two).

    • @deniseosadolor
      @deniseosadolor 3 месяца назад +3

      If am honest I think it's your female best friend, but please don't take it as the truth. Only you know it😊
      She loves you so much, that she says that you can talk to her about everything. That's so sweet 😊 Am glad you found a beautiful person, I hope I will find mine too😊

    • @AlexChambers1995
      @AlexChambers1995 3 месяца назад +1

      Youre 100% correct i can't listen to this song and not cry. Repressed trauma from my family i guess. But I'm glad I have that one friend I can call at 3AM and she's ready to listen.

    • @narliehs1648
      @narliehs1648 2 месяца назад +1

      ​@@deniseosadolorEh, not great to assume, ya know. He said nothing about any interest on either side beyond friendship. More likely, he was pointing out the toxic masculinity prevalent in our culture while his friend was showing him that it's his right as a human to not only have emotions but to express them when guys are so often told to repress such things.

    • @deniseosadolor
      @deniseosadolor 2 месяца назад

      @@narliehs1648 I don't know. He liked my comment 😊

    • @narliehs1648
      @narliehs1648 2 месяца назад

      @@deniseosadolor Someone did. Who's to say it was him? RUclips doesn't tell you such things unless the like came from the content creator.

  • @JustmeandI398
    @JustmeandI398 5 месяцев назад +88

    ''you are not a burden to me'' is the one thing so many people need to hear, you deserve all the love

    • @JustmeandI398
      @JustmeandI398 4 месяца назад

      Wdym it never happened?​@shawnmendrek3544

  • @NearLover15
    @NearLover15 5 месяцев назад +53

    The line “don’t ever be ashamed of your needs” followed by the your not a burden just.. I started sobbing so hard

  • @riesa3943
    @riesa3943 5 месяцев назад +94

    Just what a lot of people need

  • @aprilschmoke6424
    @aprilschmoke6424 5 месяцев назад +34

    My daughter says she can't ever thank you guys so much, your songs saved her life twice now, she said she wishes she heard someone say these words to her so much sooner, thank you for saving my daughter, I can't express how grateful we are to you. 💗💗💗💗🙏❤️‍🩹

    • @AlexsGachaGrotto
      @AlexsGachaGrotto 3 дня назад

      Tell her I said she was loved and to keep fighting there is light on the other side of the dark tunnel!

  • @TomWhite-ew3qi
    @TomWhite-ew3qi 5 месяцев назад +108

    This one has me in tears. The ones who didn’t leave me or tell me to get over things from the past on short notice are the ones who truly care
    Real friends would rather hear your life instead of seeing you suffer
    Incredible song 🎵

    • @Gaz.H
      @Gaz.H 5 месяцев назад +2

      if only you had friends to talk to or any family lol i been alone stranded in a country i don't speak there language no money, no help tried to commit the suicide twice and yeah this hits hard..i wish i could get back to country (Australia) were i could try seek help and actually have a conversation who understands me.

    • @beckyboo917
      @beckyboo917 5 месяцев назад +1

      Thanks I have always been told by my family I burden

  • @garmadonthesensei59
    @garmadonthesensei59 5 месяцев назад +29

    “I’d rather hear your hell than see your funeral” Wow. I swear you guys are poets. Every song is such a banger that speaks volumes. Favorite band ❤

    • @pamelahoopes2663
      @pamelahoopes2663 3 месяца назад +1

      I was wondering today how many people actually mean that. I’ve had people say that in my life and when it came down to it it was just words.

  • @OdjnLaingod
    @OdjnLaingod 5 месяцев назад +32

    when you feel more close and connected to someone you never met than to anyone in your life. love you guys. thank you for being here

  • @hannarepola4810
    @hannarepola4810 4 дня назад +1

    Thank you for making this Song. So many mothers have depression and dont have any help for it. I did. It helped me to cope with that difficult birth and infection. My baby boy did not do that to me. He only deserved my love and care❤❤

  • @racheydani
    @racheydani 5 месяцев назад +109

    Have I listened to this song about 1 million times since last night? Yes. Am I going to listen again since I got the post notification? Also yes! 😌

    • @SairePickens
      @SairePickens 5 месяцев назад +2

      Same here. I will deafen myself listening to this song honestly. I know I'm safe where I am now, but there's still that little girl inside me who is still scared and fearful.

  • @ThomasKlee2004
    @ThomasKlee2004 6 дней назад +2

    I'm so thankful for you guys for this song! This saved me, I'm serious. This song saved my life, after all my childhood traumas, accepting that I'm gay, losing too many people, and an abusive toxic relationship, I felt like I can't take it anymore, I started drinking, while listening to your music, I was thinking of suicide. Then, my playlist played this song, I started crying and got back my hope in life. Thank you so much❤❤❤❤

  • @iamagingerbiscuit
    @iamagingerbiscuit 5 месяцев назад +26

    “Your ugly truth gave depth to you” that is something I needed to here thank you

  • @kerryking3106
    @kerryking3106 11 дней назад +2

    I have BPD recently diagnosed and I found u guys a few hours ago and your music really makes me feel seen x thank you for helping me realise im not alone. my new favourite artists

  • @DEmersonJMFM
    @DEmersonJMFM 5 месяцев назад +48

    I needed this ever since the short was first released. "Don't ever be ashamed of your needs" Some out there don't see us as burdens, though part of me always thinks it.

    • @magicallygamergirl
      @magicallygamergirl 5 месяцев назад

      I shared it to my mom and my sister. I watched my mom cried at that line. Its such a strong line.

    • @andreazeigler1913
      @andreazeigler1913 4 месяца назад

      danm

  • @AnimeNoMainn
    @AnimeNoMainn 5 месяцев назад +23

    " You can spell your guests I won't leave , you r not a burden to me " hit hard
    I wish someone told me that

    • @Dragon_Keeper_Allie
      @Dragon_Keeper_Allie 4 месяца назад +1

      i guess thats why he writes these songs. so people won't feel alone in their mind anymore 😀

    • @angelawilliams5270
      @angelawilliams5270 4 месяца назад +1

      Same , I suppose this is why he writes the songs he does they inspire us that we are all alone and there’s someone out there who cares

  • @EthanNichols-l3e
    @EthanNichols-l3e 5 месяцев назад +146

    Great job citizen soldier this song is amazing it hit me right in the feels the lyric video is awesome as always the line I'd rather hear your hell than see your funeral made me cry

    • @iamagingerbiscuit
      @iamagingerbiscuit 5 месяцев назад +4

      The way you easily put what people need to here in words compared to others that don’t even try is amazing

    • @EthanNichols-l3e
      @EthanNichols-l3e 5 месяцев назад +2

      @@iamagingerbiscuit facts

  • @Wind_Cursed
    @Wind_Cursed 5 месяцев назад +16

    At the end of last year I finally got someone who basically told me everything in this song, and proved it. And let me tell you, I think it changed my life. Even if I'm still in the process of healing, me and everyone around me has noticed so much growth. I say sorry for things that aren't my fault less, I've shown who I really am in public places more, I'm even getting closer to finding out who I really am, and it's all because of that one person. That one person who finally showed me that it's ok, who encouraged me to grow without putting too much pressure on me. Let this stand as a testament of how powerful it is to just listen and be there and encourage. Let this stand as a testament of how powerful it is to just be a friend. Let this stand as a testament of how powerful it is to finally just let someone be themself. Let this also stand as a testament to never give up hope that someone out there will love you for you and who will care about you, because there's always someone, even if you haven't met them yet

    • @reginaroseblack5849
      @reginaroseblack5849 5 месяцев назад +3

      This is so beautiful! And thank you for saying that we, who didn't meet that person yet, still can hope, that we will one day.

    • @myedroid
      @myedroid 5 месяцев назад +2

      Proud of you. ❤️

  • @andrewbynon8624
    @andrewbynon8624 5 месяцев назад +19

    One of your best songs by far. No one should have to feel bad for talking about their feelings, no matter how dark they can be. I’ve always been there for my bestie whenever they need a shoulder to cry on, or even an ear to listen, because everyone deserves to be heard ❤

  • @bethanyb2498
    @bethanyb2498 5 месяцев назад +7

    The vicious voices have been so freaking loud lately and this song has just popped up for me. It truly speaks everything that I can’t even explain. I’m crying as I’m typing and listening to this beautiful masterpiece. I have always thought I was a burden to everyone. Thank you so much Citizen Soldier

  • @sarahgardner3134
    @sarahgardner3134 5 месяцев назад +38

    Added to my favorites playlist IMMEDIATELY! CS songs are a safe place for me no matter what is going on, good or bad ❤️

  • @tianaschreiber5087
    @tianaschreiber5087 13 дней назад +2

    This song saved my life. I was listening to sad music wanting to die when this song cam on and I broke down sobbing. Thank you ❤

  • @Gacha-Central-Railways
    @Gacha-Central-Railways 5 месяцев назад +29

    This song speaks volumes to me... I've listened to your music.. and trust me when I say this... Your songs have saved me from taking the last step more than once... And this song is exactly how I feel... I feel like a burden to everyone of my friends and family for not doing enough... but... I can only push myself so far, until I break... ♥

    • @haileybeach8983
      @haileybeach8983 5 месяцев назад +3

      i know how that feels nobody believes me and when i try and talk they leave me i'm never good enough for anyone i let everyone down

  • @Jai-Wolph66
    @Jai-Wolph66 8 дней назад +1

    Holy shit this hit me hard in the first 20 second.
    "You are not a burden to me" hit hard too
    Ok Citizen, stop taegetting me 😭
    Thank you for this music. There's a reason you're my comfort band and this is it ❤
    Please never stop making music that helps people 🙏

  • @darknesseternal2473
    @darknesseternal2473 5 месяцев назад +26

    This song can't be anymore perfect. I wish, wish someone would listen to me sometimes. This band has given me hope that maybe someone out there does love me.

    • @AlexsGachaGrotto
      @AlexsGachaGrotto 3 дня назад

      I'll listen if you need keep going there is someone who will listen the world still needs you don't leave it behind

  • @ThatArticFox
    @ThatArticFox 4 месяца назад +16

    I almost felt like crying at 1:08 the lyrics before it hit me so hard..

  • @TomWhite-ew3qi
    @TomWhite-ew3qi 5 месяцев назад +11

    Citizensoldier always writes amazazing songs. This one is so relatable for so many people

  • @billyjoejimbob9573
    @billyjoejimbob9573 5 месяцев назад +13

    I'm so fucking glad you wrote this, I'm sitting in my room letting my inner traumatized child let it all out, I wouldn't be so broken if someone had said these words to me, so thank God for you saying for those of us who needed it.

    • @AlexsGachaGrotto
      @AlexsGachaGrotto 3 дня назад +1

      You'll get through it your worth living for!

  • @tylerreed7615
    @tylerreed7615 5 месяцев назад +11

    This was just what I needed. I never open up to my loved ones because I don’t wanna burden them with my problems

    • @AlexsGachaGrotto
      @AlexsGachaGrotto 3 дня назад

      I feel the same way but you can do it even if you don't tell you loved ones there's still help out there you have to pass the darkness to get to the light

  • @littlemissdaydream810
    @littlemissdaydream810 8 дней назад +1

    I never realised how much I needed to hear those words. Since I can’t say it to myself
    Thank you 🥺

  • @tinad4032
    @tinad4032 5 месяцев назад +18

    Much too real. 😭 I don't know how many times I thought how I am a burden and the minute you show your dark side to those that said "you are not a burden" they say "you are too much drama". But of course their issues (that I try to help with over my own needs) are never drama.
    I have given up on the human race. Just get up, take meds, work, zone out, take meds, sleep... on repeat. Seriously though... It is so refreshing "to be heard". Knowing that there are others who actually understand and not just saying they understand to get you "to feel better" and leave you feelin worse. Feeling sad is better than feeling nothing.

    • @AlexsGachaGrotto
      @AlexsGachaGrotto 3 дня назад

      I feel this it will all be ok keep going you can do it!

  • @sayaka_21
    @sayaka_21 4 месяца назад +6

    "I think you still live with the ghost of the people you need the most." This part reminds me of what I'm going through, but I can't talk to anyone because they won't listen to me. Citizen Soldier, you make the best music, and your songs help me a lot. You know the right words for every song that goes to the heart of the people that listen to it. You're the best!❤‍🔥

    • @johnbarrigar8839
      @johnbarrigar8839 4 месяца назад +2

      Talk to me. I'll listen. I've been there and then some.

    • @sayaka_21
      @sayaka_21 4 месяца назад +1

      @@johnbarrigar8839 Thank you☺

  • @heatherbless6901
    @heatherbless6901 5 месяцев назад +24

    I can't stop crying listening to this song. I had to hold it in until I got home but when I got home I dropped everything I was holding dropped to my knees in my kitchen and just let it out. I've been holding it in for too long. Thank you Citizen Soldier for all your songs especially this one. When you sang the lyric I would rather hear your hell than see your funeral I lost it thank you you are the first person to say I'm not a burden I really needed to hear these words today so ty from the bottom of my heart. I think you and Papa roach should Collab that would be one hell of a Collab with their song I'll leave a light on I would love to see you guys do a song together at some point. But again ty for all you do for us who feel like burdens or that we don't fit in or belong this is a community I feel I can be myself and not be judged you guys are saving lives with your music including mine so keep up the good work. You guys will always have my full support.

    • @mariealfredsson4392
      @mariealfredsson4392 5 месяцев назад +1

      Same here. 🥰❤️💔

    • @bookteen100
      @bookteen100 4 месяца назад +2

      Drowning so bad right nobody cares to listen or even just give me a hug. Trying to hang on to keep going and this song is the only encouragement helping me hang on because I'm alone in the world.

    • @AlexsGachaGrotto
      @AlexsGachaGrotto 3 дня назад

      Hey I know it's hard but it will all be ok you can do this you won't get to the good without going through the bad first and you are still needed even if you don't see it hang in there!​@@bookteen100

    • @AlexsGachaGrotto
      @AlexsGachaGrotto 3 дня назад

      Hey I'm open if you need to listen I hope you come out stronger than ever

  • @GOTHAMSAUCE89
    @GOTHAMSAUCE89 11 дней назад +2

    I'm going through a really rough time right now, and I appreciate this song because I feel like the biggest burden in the world right now 😢

    • @AlexsGachaGrotto
      @AlexsGachaGrotto 3 дня назад +1

      Hey it's ok I feel you if you need to talk I'm open you won't burden me I enjoy making others feel like they are enough

  • @knaussenheimer
    @knaussenheimer 5 месяцев назад +25

    citizen soldier songs always hit 😮‍💨

  • @ProjectImpossibleOfficial
    @ProjectImpossibleOfficial 5 месяцев назад +24

    This is the "Would Anyone Care" of this album. I remember hearing it for the first time by watching a video of him performing it live, but that was months ago. Even so, I still cried upon hearing it for the first time. It is so powerful. Right away, it hits you right in the gut. And it keeps hitting you again and again throughout the entire song. When I listened to the final, official song today, I cried again This song is everything I've ever needed to here wrapped up into one song.
    Thank you for everything you do, Citizen Soldier. You have inspired all of us and continue to do so with every new release. 🧡🧡🧡

    • @myedroid
      @myedroid 5 месяцев назад +4

      This. 100%
      Would Anyone Care is how I found CS. They have been vital to healing since, with every release. This song has a duality to it that speaks to me. How badly it is needed to hear, but also how badly I want others to hear it, and believe it too. ❤️

  • @MihouLover14
    @MihouLover14 5 месяцев назад +10

    As someone who has dealt with moments where I feel like I'm a problem for others, or annoy others, this song hits me so hard
    Amazing Citizen Soldier, you have my deepest gratitude ❤❤❤❤❤

    • @Bunzine_gaming
      @Bunzine_gaming 3 месяца назад

      Same here i have felt that way so many times but there songs really speak to me

  • @lindarawennastrandberg4393
    @lindarawennastrandberg4393 Месяц назад +1

    this songs speaks to my heart. don't know how many times their music has saved me when i can't speak what is on my mind.

  • @dustin55510001
    @dustin55510001 4 месяца назад +566

    Every like on this comment, i will listen to this song over and over again. ❤️

    • @dustin55510001
      @dustin55510001 4 месяца назад +15

      I'm here everyone ❤️ 11 Likes keep them coming

    • @dustin55510001
      @dustin55510001 4 месяца назад +12

      I am still here! 44 Likes, time to hit that replay button! Keep em coming 💯

    • @Red_kecher
      @Red_kecher 4 месяца назад +4

      92 bro gotta do it again for me

    • @dustin55510001
      @dustin55510001 4 месяца назад +9

      Checking in right now Today is my birthday! On repeat we go 🔥

    • @Red_kecher
      @Red_kecher 4 месяца назад +3

      @@dustin55510001 happy birthday man

  • @arualm.4094
    @arualm.4094 4 месяца назад +10

    What's hurting the most is thinking you found someone thinking like this song and realised it's all the same over again.

  • @wolfsrule100
    @wolfsrule100 5 месяцев назад +9

    These songs always come at the perfect time. Spent all yesterday hiding my dark truth after it backfired. Thank you citizen soldier you guys save lives

  • @tenshineko0159
    @tenshineko0159 5 месяцев назад +6

    This song is for anyone that feels like they have to keep their feelings inside. That feels like they can't freely express themselves. Thank you so much for this song.

  • @ProfPaperclip
    @ProfPaperclip 5 месяцев назад +5

    The music equivalent of a comforting hug. I cannot thank you enough for this song.

  • @lxcxfxrxr
    @lxcxfxrxr 4 месяца назад +8

    My dad introduced me to your music unintentionally by playing it in the car once, and it was AMAZING. I’ve only been listening for about a year, but your music is honestly some of the best stuff I’ve ever listened to. Your one lyric from Tattoos, “There’s a kid out there who’s hearing this who’s in that place” plays on repeat in my head. It makes me happy knowing that there’s such relatable music out there. Thank you so much for every incredible song you’ve ever written. 🖤 (Also, I didn’t mean any of this in a creepy, weird way, I promise. 🙏)

  • @Queen_Bread
    @Queen_Bread 5 месяцев назад +71

    You really made us wait for this one, I see why though, this song is amazing, I've been looking forward to it for months
    It somehow gets better each time i listen to it
    Your wife is lucky to have you Jake

  • @pcasey9219
    @pcasey9219 4 месяца назад +2

    This song should be everywhere, people need to stand together, so many people taking there lives for feeling alone 😢

  • @CeCelia1978
    @CeCelia1978 5 месяцев назад +3

    I have this song on repeat. I am someone who says this to my friend a lot. She always thanks me for making time to hear her problems even when I have my own going on. But the way I see it, it helps me when I help someone. So hearing their issues when I’m going through things of my own, does help me in a sense. So people aren’t a burden to me. And I always make sure to tell them that. I played this song for my mom, and she actually likes it. She don’t like many songs I play. You guys always write about the realest feelings. And it’s one of the things I love about y’all’s songs.

  • @isabellastens4630
    @isabellastens4630 7 дней назад +2

    The line that broke me..
    Your were minimized (cant rememeber the line) 😅 believed it was deserved and the other was 'ashamed of my needs' everyday thing for me...oh and silent since youth

  • @ignaciobocangellatorre7151
    @ignaciobocangellatorre7151 5 месяцев назад +5

    "you are not a burden for me" I remember my mom telling me that in one of my worst moments, thanks to her support I managed to overcome each phase of this battle, and Citizen Soldier reminds me of each victory with their songs, thank you guys ❤

  • @vahingollinen
    @vahingollinen 5 месяцев назад +6

    you make me weep with how much I understand every line of the song.

  • @nicolegerhardt9018
    @nicolegerhardt9018 5 месяцев назад +4

    Du hast Platz 1 in den Charts verdient. Du bist derjenige der ein wirklich verstehen tut. Du bist ein wunderbarer Mensch

  • @AmberWells-e4d
    @AmberWells-e4d 5 месяцев назад +4

    This song made me cry more than any other. Yall express things I wish I could say. We are not burdens. We matter. All of us. No matter what. Thank you citizen soldier for all you do. Your music saves lives. Including mine.

  • @whatsnewscoobydoo7623
    @whatsnewscoobydoo7623 5 месяцев назад +14

    THIS SONG IS SO GOOD!! I can't tell you how much it helps me to hear I am not a burden to someone. ❤❤

  • @AshLight1231
    @AshLight1231 5 месяцев назад +1

    Lost one of my best friends in February and we were always trying to remind each other that we are not a burden. We always could talk to each other about anything, even our suicidal tendencies and issues. I cried in Atlanta when I first heard the song and I think this one will definitely be one that I cry at every time.

  • @jojoy7737
    @jojoy7737 5 месяцев назад +13

    New song babyyyyy!!!!!!

  • @summerarose9990
    @summerarose9990 5 месяцев назад +5

    This song represents everything I've always wanted to hear...I'm actually crying "I'd rather hear your hell than see your funeral" hits the hardest and "don't ever be ashamed of your needs" that line is what I needed to hear for the longest 🥺 thank you CS for touching all our hearts and healing our souls in more ways than 1 🧡💜

  • @feather7963
    @feather7963 5 месяцев назад +30

    I remember having mental breakdown and i had my friend talking with me over discord, man this song made my cry all over again.
    This year tho I was able to overcome anxiety, started going to gym, got my first job and positively thinking about future, but my self doubt is still attacking relentlessly.
    I guess im still not enough for myself, but i have great friends that still remind me that my brain is saying gibberish

    • @PvP_Katze
      @PvP_Katze 5 месяцев назад +2

      Just hold on to your people, they really care for you. 💪

    • @shawnbaker8821
      @shawnbaker8821 4 месяца назад +2

      I don't know you but I can assure you that your enough find the people that understand you and never let them go.

  • @troxcronos5023
    @troxcronos5023 2 месяца назад +2

    "I think you still live with the ghost of people you needed the most, that let you down and taught you how to keep your closest door closed" man that hits home so hard.

  • @minefreakout5595
    @minefreakout5595 5 месяцев назад +4

    I don’t cry, I say “I need to go cry” or something to videos that are unexpectedly kind. But I don’t, I don’t cry.
    This video made me cry, not long, 30 seconds maybe, I’m afraid of who might hear. But I cried.
    You guys are one of the few reasons Im here and one of the even shorter list of things that help me with me. even if that is getting me to cry because your songs spill my soul.
    I can never muster the right words for how grateful I am you exist.

  • @kelvinemmons2448
    @kelvinemmons2448 16 дней назад +1

    I think its badass that you're also a therapist. Did a little research because i realized that a lot of songs sound like they come from a therapist. You guys are awesome and i love your sound.
    In regards to this song, ive felt a lot of these during my life (almost 31) and i still feel like everytime i voice my concerns, my demons, struggles, etc..., someone always told me to either get over it or "thats a part of life". Pro tip, saying things like this isnt actually helpful. It makes people feeling this way feel way worse. Music has always been a constant for me. Feeling angry? Music. Feeling tired? Music. Feeling like im the only one fighting for "the next day"? Music. You guys are slowly creeping into my top 5 favorite bands next to Breaking Benjamin, Five Finger Death Punch, Demon Hunter and dMOTIONAL

  • @QueensBlade2501
    @QueensBlade2501 5 месяцев назад +3

    I just wanted to say thank you so much for including both "you can let your skeletons scream" and "don't ever be ashamed of your needs". This song is something my bestie and I quote at each other constantly to help combat bad brain time, and both of those lines are SO important.

  • @brandon77suzuki
    @brandon77suzuki 4 месяца назад +2

    You guys seem like the kind of friends we all need in life. Respect.

  • @jillwesenbeek3964
    @jillwesenbeek3964 5 месяцев назад +4

    Really love this band, all this deep and meaningful songs. So beautiful and love the fact that there is always a lyricvideo really handy if English isn't your mother language.

  • @Flameburn93
    @Flameburn93 5 месяцев назад +2

    I dedicate this song to my Mom. shes my rock through all the hard times for me. Love you mommy

  • @ravenblood8265
    @ravenblood8265 4 месяца назад +4

    We are always the burden and when we talk we lose that person because NOBODY can handle our darkness 😢

    • @dustin55510001
      @dustin55510001 4 месяца назад +1

      Exactly 💯 I feel this

    • @AlexsGachaGrotto
      @AlexsGachaGrotto 3 дня назад

      I feel the same but we can all do this together there is still hope if we work together!keep going your life matters too

  • @cat4911
    @cat4911 5 месяцев назад +3

    I have waited so long for this song. I needed this. It made me cry. I always feel like a burden to my family

  • @simonia5737
    @simonia5737 17 дней назад +1

    I have a friend that is going through alot this last months . He wants to be more and to achieve his goals . Yet he blames himself for the smallest things. Pray for him. 😢😢😢

    • @AlexsGachaGrotto
      @AlexsGachaGrotto 3 дня назад

      Hey tell him the world wouldn't be the same without him he is something money can't buy and he has an amazing friend to help him through it! prayers

  • @foxatronix1742
    @foxatronix1742 5 месяцев назад +3

    I don't cry from much and I've never had what I'd call a bad upbringing but I needed this. I cried in my school library quietly because of this. My dad passed away before I could even graduate highschool and hearing this makes me think that this is my dad,that I'm making him proud, even when I think I'm not worthy of it. This song making me cry feels so good. Thank you, CS

    • @ForMeNotAgainstMe
      @ForMeNotAgainstMe 4 месяца назад

      Thousand Foot Krutch would also he something you may like, and idk, but I also love Chemical Wisdom by Disciple. You may relate or another is Things Left Unsaid by them.

  • @FallenAngel22x
    @FallenAngel22x 5 месяцев назад +2

    Well I'm now crying at this song, I had an overdose last night and ended up in hospital. I've been feeling like a burden so much due to my health issues. Thank you Citizen Soldier for your music and for helping me through my dark times (that are current)

    • @ForMeNotAgainstMe
      @ForMeNotAgainstMe 4 месяца назад

      "Someday" by Disciple, and "Invisible" and "Ressurecting Reasons" anddddd also especially "The Executioner," was what came to mind when I noticed your comment. I just got through some pretty wicked withdrawal and am still in recovery, too. I hope this messags helps 🙏🏻 🎉🎉🎉

  • @Izzy14563
    @Izzy14563 5 месяцев назад +3

    My friends and family don't understand what I go through so this song means a lot to me. It says all the things I'm too scared to say in fear of losing those I love.

    • @ForMeNotAgainstMe
      @ForMeNotAgainstMe 4 месяца назад

      If you'd be open to it, I recommend the song "Invisible" by Disciple 😊

  • @RavenHound
    @RavenHound 5 месяцев назад +1

    "You can spill you guts. I won't leave. You're not a burden to me."
    This song hits hard for another time. I spill my guts, my problems, my emotions out to the one I see most, and I believe that I'm a burden to everyone. But I also still believe that the one I see doesn't think that.
    Thank you for another lovely song to helping others up Citizen Soldier

  • @KatyaHeffner
    @KatyaHeffner 5 месяцев назад +11

    Love this song so much 😅 0:25

  • @michelle823
    @michelle823 5 месяцев назад +2

    Thank you for putting how I feel into words for me yet again. “Your ugly truth gives depth to you now there’s so much more to love” those words are so validating and gives me strength to keep fighting through the hell.

  • @cassyk.4054
    @cassyk.4054 5 месяцев назад +4

    I rly love this song. It hits right on the spot.

  • @destinyhowell5338
    @destinyhowell5338 4 месяца назад +1

    I swear to god finding this band saves my life everyday.. my depression and anxiety makes me feel alone.. even though im not but all these songs make me feel heard..

  • @allisonadams7961
    @allisonadams7961 5 месяцев назад +3

    I have been waiting months and it is just as beautiful as I'd hope it would be. Thank you all so much this is going on repeat for a little while. I'll be seeing yall in October

  • @kaleenaupton3391
    @kaleenaupton3391 4 месяца назад +1

    Songs don't often make me cry real legitimate tears but this one broke me! My husband deals with such horrific demons from his childhood; some he refuses to tell me about for fear that I would leave him if I knew how dark it goes. This song hit such a cord in me. I love that man more than life and he is NOT a burden in any way! Thank you for this song and the absolute truth of it's message!

  • @ttkbradley
    @ttkbradley 5 месяцев назад +5

    I listened to this on spotify! and i love it! I love all your guys music! helps me through tough times!

  • @IwontSky105
    @IwontSky105 Месяц назад +1

    Heard this song for the first time a few months ago and decided to go back to therapy instead of ending my life. Now I listen to it on repeat on my bad days. It means so much to hear these words even from someone I am never going to meet, I couldn't thank you enough.

  • @Cookie._.Crumble.___.222
    @Cookie._.Crumble.___.222 5 месяцев назад +6

    This is a Masterpiece

  • @shadowmysterious4278
    @shadowmysterious4278 3 месяца назад +1

    Listening to this after a work friend passed away due to having an alcohol problem really hits deeper. If he heard this song before it happened, maybe it would have helped more.

  • @MagdalenaMariaGka
    @MagdalenaMariaGka 5 месяцев назад +13

    Love it! ❤

    • @ForMeNotAgainstMe
      @ForMeNotAgainstMe 4 месяца назад

      Check out Magdalene Rose 🌹!!!!!! Your name and the Holy Spirit reminded me, lol

  • @BrittanyNeal-b7r
    @BrittanyNeal-b7r 2 месяца назад +1

    I had my husband listen to this song because it explains me and i thought he would understand me better. But....he promises me all the time I'm not a burden and it's his job to be there for me anytime i need him just as i am for him. I believe him because hes been here for me through everything, but at times i still feel like im an issue and he dont have tome to listen to my bullshit problems or like he dont care about what is going on with me. I know its just me and my stupid thinking because he has the absolute BEST man ive EVER been with, ive lived him more than any other man, and most importantly he is the first man i can actually say i have EVER fully trusted. So....i promised him i am working on those issues i have, ive also veen opening up to him more lately, and hes so proud. God, i appreciate that man so much, and in grateful i found MY PERSON and he is showing me someone can truly love me with all of his heart and acccept the person i am and also not take advantage of me and how sweet and kind of woman i am.

  • @Luximinata
    @Luximinata 5 месяцев назад +9

    what one would pay to be heard at least once... great song 🤟

  • @itsQueenPurple
    @itsQueenPurple 4 месяца назад +1

    THIS is what people need who have problems....someone who just wants to listen and help

  • @Juli-g1c
    @Juli-g1c 4 месяца назад +4

    This songs so real even though i always feel like a burden

  • @Serenity_93
    @Serenity_93 5 месяцев назад +4

    I cried so hard listening to this song last night on repeat 😭

  • @misinkaT
    @misinkaT 5 месяцев назад +2

    This song made me cry. It hits differently, it resonates from within. Truly soothing to the soul and the insecure thoughts everyone has from time to time. Thank you for putting these feelings into words.💙

  • @Anew_Returner
    @Anew_Returner 5 месяцев назад +6

    AAA BURDEN IS SO GOOD