I don’t feel like I can fucking be here anymore. I so tired even though I don’t do anything to be tired and I don’t even care to eat. I’ve just loss my appetite. I smile so everyone thinks I am ok but I cry home alone. I don’t think I will make it once school starts.
I bored and scared. I am going to a new school with a rep of some pretty scary shit. I am in the "smart kids" program but i feel stupid compared to my brother. Everyone says i have it easy and good. I dont.
Dont end it theres a reason for you being here, theres people who love you there world would crumble apart if they loose you, If you ever need to talk feel free
Vent ig So I was in church and I was playing with my pocket knife and my friends mom saw this and told my mom and my mom got pissed at me and my mom said "I won't be surprised if she (talking about my friends mom) thinks that ur a bad influence on her(talking about my friend) and won't let u talk to her(talking about my friend) anymore" and my friend is the only reason I'm still on this planet bc i would of ended it a long time ago she's the only person that actually cares about me she's the only person that I would give my life for in milliseconds no question she's the only person that actually talks to me I love her so fucking much and my mom just says that she thinks that I won't be able to talk to her anymore I rarely cry and I never cry in front of my mom but I cried in front of her and now I don't know what to do and I'm just so fucking angry about Idk what about I'm just angry so thats how my dad is going Sorry for trauma dumping on u
14:50 i just think its really annoying we keep talking about her. Why just her? More than 1,000 people die from suicide every day. It’s a good example for awareness, but i just want to move on and talk about someone else? It’s just not fair for the others.
Tw: self harm I was a self harmer for around three years it had got to the poi nt that I was just cutting as a routine and now that I've been clean for like 3 months I've noticed that my brain has a odd reaction to getting cut on accident, almost anytime I get like a small cut or scrape my brain goes into almost something like a panic attack and I was just wondering if anyone else has experienced this before and possibly how to stop it. Thx for reading
Hey, I’m so sorry that you’re feeling that bad but please don’t give up and I really do hope that you’ll find happiness, and again I’m so so sorry that you are feeling that bad
I fully get you. I know. Even i your friends or fam don't go there are still ways. Please don't give up. You have so much in you, so much beuty and strength. Don't let that go.
Not trying to be that person that says “same” and is lying but I’m not lying but this is how I am I SH and starve myself and want to end it all I have my best friend who helps me through it Try to find at least one person to help you ❤️🩹
My friends won’t stfu about how much they used to hate me! All of them hated me for the first 12 years of my life. And don’t get me wrong I love these people so d@mn much. They are some of the few people I feel comfortable around and I would die for them. I’ve always felt this way. But I’ve always had extremely bad anxiety, anger issues possibly caused by the anxiety, and I’m in the process of getting some other diagnosises. These things caused me to be kind of mean/a bad friend when I was younger, but what my friends don’t understand is how much I was and still am affected by this. When everyone hated me, I would sit in my room and cry and sometimes have panic attacks about how I had best friends, but I wasn’t anyone’s best friend. Because they would hang out with me, and while I didn’t understand the extent if it, I knew they did not love and care about me as much as I did for them. Now, I am a completely different person and absolutely hate how I used to be. But despite this, my friends just bring it up when they don’t have anything else to talk about. It’s like they forget I’m even with them. One time we had a sub for a class so my friends spent the entire period talking about how much they used to hate me and how much of a terrible person I used to be. I was sitting right there. I’ve brought it up to them before. Told them how hurtful this is. Especially because the time they hated me wasn’t even that long ago. I don’t think that they realize that having all of these “friends” that I devoted my whole life to and would have died for, that literally hated my guts any (at the time) wished they never met me, was genuinely traumatizing. It’s made me change my whole personality. I listen closely when they talk sh¡t about the old me. I listen and make sure that I share no similarities with her. It ruined my childhood. I’ve been to like 10 different therapists and 2 different psychologists and I started therapy when I was 6. Obviously not all of this is their fault, but all they do is make it worse. They worsen the trauma. And how often I think about it. They worsen my anxiety and people pleasing. They make me angrier and angrier. They’re turning me back into the person I used to be. The person everyone hated. Not only that but they’re making the thoughts worse. The thoughts that everyone would benefit if I kms. And yes, some of these people are the few reasons I’m still here, but still. Even those people worsen the thoughts, just stop me from following through.
Place your hand over your heart can you feel it it's purpose that means you are here for a reason and you are worthy don't let people put you down just because you are different it doesn't matter if you are gay lesbian trans gender bisexual what ever you are you should do thing that make you happy and not listen to anyone else it's okay to be different you are perfect just the way you are you are enough and you are loved their is hope you are a beautiful human being never give up stay strong
Aww Thank you so much and yes I love writing kind messages because I want people to know their are people out their who still care even if it is a stranger on the internet I want people to feel valued and that they belong in this world.
I’m slowly starting to hate expressing who i am. I get not liking me for who I am, but if that’s the case, you can literally just block me instead of resorting to cyberbullying.
Hello,, everyone! I hope you're all having a wonderful day today. If necessary,, feel free to vent here! I will try my best to support you all💗Remember to take care of yourself! I'm proud of you.
I was suicidal and needed mental help. I felt like no one loved me. When my “friend” asked me out, i knew it was a great opportunity for me. We were in a relationship until she cheated on me with 3 separate people using “polysexuality.” But polysexuality is where everyone loves eachother and get consent/permission from the other date. I never knew. I thought she loved me. I was wrong.
@@DomojunoandBatwell then she wasn’t the right person for you I might not know you but I know you deserve better and deserve to be treated better than that and honestly I feel like your an amazing person even if I don’t know you ❤❤❤
I want to be her girlfriend, but I’m afraid that I’ll become clingy or possessive. I’m afraid that I don’t actually like her, that I just crave attention and love.
∩――――∩ moon, a hole of light || ∧ ﾍ || through the big top tent up high || (* ´ ｰ`) | here before and after me |ﾉ^⌒⌒づ`￣ \ shinin’ down on me ( ノ ⌒ ヽ \ moon, tell me if i could ＼ ||￣￣￣￣￣|| send up my heart to you? ＼,ﾉ|| so, when i die, which i must do could it shine down here with you? ‘cause my love is mine, all mine nothing in the world belongs to me but my love mine, all mine, all mine my baby, here on earth showed me what my heart was worth so, when it comes to be my turn could you shine it down here for her? 'cause my love is mine, all mine i love mine, mine, mine nothing in the world belongs to me but my love mine, all mine nothing in the world is mine for free but my love mine, all mine, all mine
Might get hated for this but this is a reminder for those and a truth for those who don’t. Jesus loves you ❤. Isaiah 41:10 says “So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.”
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Vent here or just talk about your day !
I don’t feel like I can fucking be here anymore. I so tired even though I don’t do anything to be tired and I don’t even care to eat. I’ve just loss my appetite. I smile so everyone thinks I am ok but I cry home alone. I don’t think I will make it once school starts.
Hey HarlequinS1mp long time no see, hope your doing well
I bored and scared. I am going to a new school with a rep of some pretty scary shit. I am in the "smart kids" program but i feel stupid compared to my brother. Everyone says i have it easy and good. I dont.
depressed… but i try to stay positive and happy to others. its like the closet, you dont want anyone to know.. but i try my best ::3
i dont feel excited anymore. I dont wanna go anywhere. I want to end ait but im scared :/
Dont end it theres a reason for you being here, theres people who love you there world would crumble apart if they loose you, If you ever need to talk feel free
the only people who care abt me are my two bffs. My parents hate me. not like i could end it even if i wanted to
Vent ig
So I was in church and I was playing with my pocket knife and my friends mom saw this and told my mom and my mom got pissed at me and my mom said "I won't be surprised if she (talking about my friends mom) thinks that ur a bad influence on her(talking about my friend) and won't let u talk to her(talking about my friend) anymore" and my friend is the only reason I'm still on this planet bc i would of ended it a long time ago she's the only person that actually cares about me she's the only person that I would give my life for in milliseconds no question she's the only person that actually talks to me I love her so fucking much and my mom just says that she thinks that I won't be able to talk to her anymore I rarely cry and I never cry in front of my mom but I cried in front of her and now I don't know what to do and I'm just so fucking angry about Idk what about I'm just angry so thats how my dad is going
Sorry for trauma dumping on u
Hey don’t apologize, I’m here for you I know that isn’t like having a friend you’ve known for a long time but I’m here for you
Thank you❤
Also day not dad
is it js me or like i hate expressing how i feel to people i know but then like online im chill w it
I just feel I don't have any purpose in this world,I relapsed again a few days ago and I feel like a failure.
Your not a failure, you do have a purpose in the world. Relapsing is alr its just proof your recovering ❤️🩹. If you need anything feel free to say.
@@2._.melon._.2 Thank you,you don't know how much I've needed to hear that.
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14:50 i just think its really annoying we keep talking about her. Why just her? More than 1,000 people die from suicide every day. It’s a good example for awareness, but i just want to move on and talk about someone else? It’s just not fair for the others.
Tw: self harm
I was a self harmer for around three years it had got to the poi nt that I was just cutting as a routine and now that I've been clean for like 3 months I've noticed that my brain has a odd reaction to getting cut on accident, almost anytime I get like a small cut or scrape my brain goes into almost something like a panic attack and I was just wondering if anyone else has experienced this before and possibly how to stop it. Thx for reading
I cant do this shit anymore. I cant even say type shit anymore cause its so bad.
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Hey, I’m so sorry that you’re feeling that bad but please don’t give up and I really do hope that you’ll find happiness, and again I’m so so sorry that you are feeling that bad
Tw vent
I'm struggling with self harm and starving myself and I haven't told my mom or my family and I just want to kms because I'm so tired of trying
Please talk to your friends abt it I'm sure they will care if they don't then u have to tell someone a teacher or maybe even a classmate that you know
@@imalwaysbored_1I will try but I don't think that they'd understand
I fully get you. I know. Even i your friends or fam don't go there are still ways. Please don't give up. You have so much in you, so much beuty and strength. Don't let that go.
People would ball their eyes out of you killed yourself. Please don’t. People need you and love you, even if you don’t think they do.
Not trying to be that person that says “same” and is lying but I’m not lying but this is how I am
I SH and starve myself and want to end it all
I have my best friend who helps me through it
Try to find at least one person to help you ❤️🩹
My friends won’t stfu about how much they used to hate me! All of them hated me for the first 12 years of my life. And don’t get me wrong I love these people so d@mn much. They are some of the few people I feel comfortable around and I would die for them. I’ve always felt this way. But I’ve always had extremely bad anxiety, anger issues possibly caused by the anxiety, and I’m in the process of getting some other diagnosises. These things caused me to be kind of mean/a bad friend when I was younger, but what my friends don’t understand is how much I was and still am affected by this. When everyone hated me, I would sit in my room and cry and sometimes have panic attacks about how I had best friends, but I wasn’t anyone’s best friend. Because they would hang out with me, and while I didn’t understand the extent if it, I knew they did not love and care about me as much as I did for them.
Now, I am a completely different person and absolutely hate how I used to be. But despite this, my friends just bring it up when they don’t have anything else to talk about. It’s like they forget I’m even with them. One time we had a sub for a class so my friends spent the entire period talking about how much they used to hate me and how much of a terrible person I used to be. I was sitting right there.
I’ve brought it up to them before. Told them how hurtful this is. Especially because the time they hated me wasn’t even that long ago.
I don’t think that they realize that having all of these “friends” that I devoted my whole life to and would have died for, that literally hated my guts any (at the time) wished they never met me, was genuinely traumatizing. It’s made me change my whole personality. I listen closely when they talk sh¡t about the old me. I listen and make sure that I share no similarities with her. It ruined my childhood. I’ve been to like 10 different therapists and 2 different psychologists and I started therapy when I was 6.
Obviously not all of this is their fault, but all they do is make it worse. They worsen the trauma. And how often I think about it. They worsen my anxiety and people pleasing. They make me angrier and angrier. They’re turning me back into the person I used to be. The person everyone hated.
Not only that but they’re making the thoughts worse. The thoughts that everyone would benefit if I kms. And yes, some of these people are the few reasons I’m still here, but still. Even those people worsen the thoughts, just stop me from following through.
Place your hand over your heart can you feel it it's purpose that means you are here for a reason and you are worthy don't let people put you down just because you are different it doesn't matter if you are gay lesbian trans gender bisexual what ever you are you should do thing that make you happy and not listen to anyone else it's okay to be different you are perfect just the way you are you are enough and you are loved their is hope you are a beautiful human being never give up stay strong
My respect for you is huge
ily🫂
Thank you for the comments hope you had a wonderful day 🤗
@@SkyeAlimo-i2f you to!! So sweet of you to take you're time to write a heartwarming message! You deserve to world. ❤️
Aww Thank you so much and yes I love writing kind messages because I want people to know their are people out their who still care even if it is a stranger on the internet I want people to feel valued and that they belong in this world.
I’m slowly starting to hate expressing who i am. I get not liking me for who I am, but if that’s the case, you can literally just block me instead of resorting to cyberbullying.
Hello,, everyone! I hope you're all having a wonderful day today. If necessary,, feel free to vent here! I will try my best to support you all💗Remember to take care of yourself! I'm proud of you.
I was suicidal and needed mental help. I felt like no one loved me. When my “friend” asked me out, i knew it was a great opportunity for me. We were in a relationship until she cheated on me with 3 separate people using “polysexuality.” But polysexuality is where everyone loves eachother and get consent/permission from the other date. I never knew. I thought she loved me. I was wrong.
@@DomojunoandBatwell then she wasn’t the right person for you I might not know you but I know you deserve better and deserve to be treated better than that and honestly I feel like your an amazing person even if I don’t know you ❤❤❤
@Shadow.paws1 thanks for
I want to be her girlfriend, but I’m afraid that I’ll become clingy or possessive. I’m afraid that I don’t actually like her, that I just crave attention and love.
I’m in Mississippi…..
May I ask why that’s bad, is it like on news that something bad happened, I don’t keep with the news.
what’s the 369 rule?
being in a relationship for 3-6-9 months before sex
most breakups happen during the 3, 6, and 9 month period because for some reason those are hard time periods for a relationship.
∩――――∩ moon, a hole of light
|| ∧ ﾍ || through the big top tent up high
|| (* ´ ｰ`) | here before and after me
|ﾉ^⌒⌒づ`￣ \ shinin’ down on me
( ノ ⌒ ヽ \ moon, tell me if i could
＼ ||￣￣￣￣￣|| send up my heart to you?
＼,ﾉ|| so, when i die, which i must do
could it shine down here with you?
‘cause my love is mine, all mine
nothing in the world belongs to me
but my love mine, all mine, all mine
my baby, here on earth
showed me what my heart was worth
so, when it comes to be my turn
could you shine it down here for her?
'cause my love is mine, all mine
i love mine, mine, mine
nothing in the world belongs to me
but my love mine, all mine
nothing in the world is mine for free
but my love mine, all mine, all mine
Might get hated for this but this is a reminder for those and a truth for those who don’t.
Jesus loves you ❤. Isaiah 41:10 says “So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.”
Amen god bless you
@@SkyeAlimo-i2f God bless you too ❤️
I’m an atheist but I still support all religions as long as you don’t try to force it on me
If you believe in god
You believe what you want ❤️✨