When you’re in the ED headspace, “doing better” IS regression. Saying “we can always do better” is an outwardly positive message to her audience, but it’s really a little nod to her ED. “Doing better” to her is not gaining weight, it’s being even skinnier, it’s staying restrictive. She strives for that and she’s proud when she accomplishes it. It’s like a drug.
This. I think a lot of ppl don't realize that people with eds don't think the same way we do. They spend all their mental energy telling themselves they "have" to restrict. That failure is eating and victory is depriving themselves of that. To them, it's not an illness the way it is for someone "on the outside". Unless you're in active recovery you don't see a day of backtracks as a bad thing with an ed
People need to learn how to do hard-core reverse psychology (it would work WONDERS. on her, and she would end up confessing her reality completely on accident) In this scenario: "Ehh, it's not that big of a deal eugenia! You got this! You go girl! Just make sure you're loving yourself, and you'll be fine" If the whole community could just "pooh-pooh" her issues like she does, it would be a matter of minutes before she snapped and said something along the lines of "KNOCK IT OFF WITH THAT FAKE POSITIVITY CRAP! THIS IS SERIOUS YOU GUYS!!!!"
😢. I feel so bad. I can't imagine anybody living that life where you have to think that way you think that way about your body. I wish there were magic words we could tell these people so they wouldn't have this problem. 😢
Was going to say the same. They'd come into McDonald's when I worked there and were some of the rudest people!! Most of them had these hate filled scowls on their faces. Nothing was ever up to their standards. Hated working Sundays...
Her "panic attack" was the result of being hit with a ban at the beginning of this live she did last night. It didn't last very long but it left her SHOOK. Claims she was being false reported by some haters again.
This is her version of love though. Do you not realize that she genuinely LOVES looking like this. She LOVES Bratz dolls. She LOVES Jack Skellington. She LOVES being Jeffree’s little chihuahua and being paid to sit on a couch saying the same exact words for hours and hours day after day after day. She genuinely is happy. Not a worry in the world. Doesn’t have to do anything adult, lives the way she wants to, and gets paid for it. What more could a person want?
The fact that she can’t ever give any example of what being “the best person” looks like or what “being honest” means makes everything she says meaningless.
@stellalalalaa Girl, agreed! It makes me crazy. 🤪 Also, the "UUUuuummm" :::::GASP::::: thing she does! That sound can peel the enamel off your teeth, lmao! 🤣 😬
If you have an ED, it definitely becomes your super power. My sister, who is in her late 50's, has been b*limic since her teens. She does get therapy, and will be fine, sometimes for years, but eventually the throwing up and the "forgetting to eat" for 2-3 days in a row returns. And it always happens when her life gets very hectic, and she feels like things are out of her control. It's like, the b*limia is the one thing she can control, and that control makes her feel strong, it's her super power.. After all, we all know how it feels to be hungry because we miss a meal...you must be strong if you can fight that feeling day after day, denying your body the nourishment and nutrients it's literally begging you for. It's heartbreaking to see someone you love doing that to themselves. Or, at least, it should be. The fact that Eugenia's mother can look at her daughter wasting away in front of her, and not be heartbroken is monstrous.
How she hasn't been held more reliable for her daughter's health. She walks on egg shells she has a fear of her mom and believes the lies she fuilrs her daughter with her week heart. So sadistic and sad. My daughter well being comes before mine
You are 1000% correct…. As a 30 year bulimic, when life feels out of control, the bulimia flares. It’s an ironic “life line” in a time of panic… It’s effed up
She need to get off social media. She needs to see a psychiatrist and get her shit together. She is almost 30 and basically has done nothing for herself, which includes taking care of herself.
The fact that they buy all those hanging flower pots and leave the hangers in but keep them on the ground..😳😵💫 I hate it. Also noticed all of the dead flowers in with the new ones in the patio area. Seems more like compulsive garden purchases rather than actual gardening. And it’s really rich coming from her telling her followers to treat themselves well and love themselves after her christian church service, when she treats her body the opposite of a temple. The hypocrisy is astounding
That's exactly what I said. She has grown up hearing this word said in an accent or regional slang. My very southern mother might say something like this.
She certainly was on the verge of crying.... Clearly someone struck a nerve. Maybe she was already feeling some kind of way, prior to this clip and whatever someone said, almost made her cry. She seems to be struggling with the , having to do the appropriate thing on her channel and it could be due to various reasons, loss of views/ popularity... Her not being able to wear what she wants.. what does she expect when she comes online like she was and doing the most disturbing things for views and wearing things that showed off her E.D and kinda was glorifying it. She's giving off " spoiled brat", "Life's not fair" and then to sit there and say she's been doing everything right and it seems "it" to her isn't or hasn't changed anything, in a good way for her. She clearly needs therapy in a bad way. As a mother of 4 daughters, I just cannot fathom how DEB let her daughter get to this point and it seems has been against any kind of treatment oe help for her daughter. To me that's wild and disgusting, I'd do everything I could to help my daughter's get better if they had this problem,not encourage/allow it as it seems DEB has for far too long. Makes me really wonder why that is...!!??! DEB I'm sure doesn't mind raking in some of the profits her daughter has made online and has continually let her live there and do as she pleases. She's an adult now and still "stuck" at what seems to be in her teenage years. There is definitely something more to this whole situation and honestly I think DEB is partly responsible for the state of Eugenia. It's sad, sickening and just so messed up.
what really amazes me is the tolerance they have for Eguenia's "child" inappropriate behavior. If she was a man, there would be zero tolerance for a grown man, sitting in a child's room back drop, wearing kids clothes, target kids. A Eugene would have been cancelled for that very behavior. One thing all child predators have in common is their inability to relate to people their own age.
I have a daughter and I couldn't bare seeing my daughter suffer. From birth I made sure to teach my daughter self love and I'm so glad she is confident as she's growing up and dealing with teenage girls. They can be cruel. I'm blessed she just blows it off as jealousy or hurt people hurt ppl. That I've always made a point on how hurt ppl hurt ppl. It's also made her more open to consider their feelings even when they don't care about her feelings. This is not a great time to grow up.
It's like Deb is bi polar, money hungry. My 13 year old has more freedom than a almost 30 year old woman. What is crazy she has the money to move out hire positive ppl that cares about her health. My heart would be dying if this was my daughter.
@@kendrakolker2065 You aren't kidding, there's something going on in that house and I just can't believe that nothing can or has been done about it. It's probably because they are well to do, also the fact she can't be forced into treatment legally, but her mom could put her foot down and make some changes,if Eugenia is going to continue living there... It's all just so unbelievably wild to me and insane
@user-mg2hk5gz5l absolutely! The self diagnosing, the insane amount of preds on there pretending to be transgender, people faking all types of mental illnesses, physical illnesses & even traumas! And then the Gen Z's with their 'cancel culture,' we're so oppressed and oversensitive PC bs... ugh. Deleted that app over 2yrs ago!
Ah yes instead of just banning these types of horrible people we should just ban the whole app and ruin it for everyone like actual good people with small businesses and other positive things! If the bad and the horrible isn't on tiktok, it will be on another social media app!
Yes. I’ve noticed that occasionally she forgets to use that silly voice. It’s such a relief. The pitch she uses sometimes can make a persons ears bleed.
I think her Ed is starting to show real symptoms now and its bothering her. Hair thinning, Ed face/teeth... Her face has changed drastically in the last year and no amount of filters and lighting can hide it anymore
Most of the time churches have food outside for people eat sometimes free sometimes it's sellers. My mom would sell fresh chicken after church back in mexico not sure if people do that here I haven't been to church since I was a teen. I think some have reunions or special events after church.
I caught a glimpse of this live, she had her prior live that day shut down and she started freaking out about doing something wrong. I think her panic was over losing TikTok again. Kinda wild that something like a social media page can make her whole life turn upside down
I make a small living off my tiny social media presence, and if I lost it, I would seriously feel the financial pinch. I get her fear. She may not need the money, but she is very successful at social media as a full time career, and I'm sure someone like her with such low self-esteem would feel devastated to lose the one thing that proves their success in this world.
@@SuzanneZacharia I also can understand why she's be upset to lose her platform but I'm frustrated she doesn't get the obvious - that if she tried to recover and get to a healthier weight she wouldn't be at risk, and she CAN do that but isn't
I can tell you that her panic over the ban is not about money. It's about attention. She wants attention from her body, she wants those comments on her body. Without that attention, she will panic. She will have to deal with herself and her pain by herself and have to think about her life. Social media allows her to forget about her life, her problems. She's also an addict. She craves being thin and seeing comments about how thin she is and I'm being serious when I say she gets a literal high from it. Without her addiction, she has nothing. There is no life outside of her addiction, so when there is a threat of that being taken away from her, she will panic. As an addict myself, I can see the reaction to withdrawal from her. She's not ready to get better and I honestly think she never will get better.
Everyone is talking about her calling them HYDRANGERS, but nobody is talking about her saying FOWERS. It's driving me nuts. But at least it made me finally look into it, because there was something odd about it. She said "tanks for da bits" for so long, I started to think she has a lisp type speech impediment that she was born with, but there's no lisp that messes up L's and TH's. After research, I figured out it's not a lisp, but an articulation disorder (which a lisp is a type of anyway). It's caused by changes in the muscle or bones used for speech, or damage to the nerves or parts of the brain that coordinate speech. So it's not something she was born with, it's caused by her disorder. I just don't know whether it's her muscle loss, nerve damage, or brain damage causing it. Hopefully for her, its a muscular problem, because the other two can't be fixed.
She comes off as like a cringy teachers pet or the person who stays after school hours to "hang out" with the teacher. Just major brown nosing vibes but something about it doesn't seem genuine.
Something has struck me lately. Something in Eugenia's face. The filters aren't filtering. I see certain details such as *more* facial wrinkles and also more thinner hair + the shape of her head. Something is off... The filters no longer work properly. Sometimes you don't notice it as much when you often see Eugenia in this "condition", or you no longer become so aware of it (get oblivious), but I have noticed it a lot lately, does anyone relate this too?
Idk I’m not saying you’re wrong, but as someone who takes very good of myself, I have lots of issues with my hair falling out. I’m just a few months younger her than eugenia and also female. It’s genetic, it’s thyroid, and I’m sure malnutrition makes it worst. I just wouldn’t point out hair loss as a sign of ED even though it probably is in her situation.
@@She_it_her I’m not by any means saying that my sister lost hers due to thyroid issues! I do understand that with ED it does affect all organs in your body!
@@She_it_herI met a teenager in ED treatment who had a bald spot from her disorder. As a 16 year old! I guarantee you Eugenia does not have hair and this is all fake. There is probably barely any hair left to glue tracks to
I was surprised how long it's staying full. The only thing she doesn't want thin is surprising. I'm sad that the church hasn't put reach to help with guidance.
long time eugenia watcher and former twitch mod here: so the panic attack in question… the thing about eugenia is, she absolutely has the motto “the show must go on” … she doesn’t cough, sneeze, drink water, go to the bathroom. she just doesn’t. even when she’s had “medical scares” in the past, she minimizes her symptoms 100% and would deny herself a moment to break from streaming and get herself together. so with that being said, i feel like this is one of those moments where she maybe needed to cough, or was having heart palpitations but she just ignores it and the show goes on. i don’t know what the context of the convo was, but this was definitely a moment where she was feeling something going on with her body that she just simply ignored to continue streaming. in my opinion, i don’t think it was a panic attack, but who knows with her. edit to add: i watched a little bit more and realized she was frustrated, so this could be one of the instances where she WANTS to cry, but she’s ignoring it and trying to move on, so her voice is cracking
How does she have the energy to even get up and go to church?? I still say she gets some kind of intravenous fluids .. those people with money can do stuff like that..
I do yogurt with fruit in the morning or a collagen shake. It lasts me literally the entire day and night. She has shown what she has in the morning, and it's a lot of yogurt, and since yogurt is protein, she has the energy to do this.
From digging around a little I think what happened was she had a live stream warning from TikTok that the live was flagged for something, and she went into total panic mode. I believe Jeffree had something similar happen to him the other day too. People possibly reporting the live and TikTok’s automated system is probably telling her to stop doing whatever she’s being reported for? But the thought of having TikTok taken away from her again, you can see the absolute panic and worry that happens.
I don't do TT but I do know that the reason Jeffree was banned temporarily was because he was being extremely vulgar. Jadedness has a little clip of it on her channel and it's repulsive!
has anyone ever thought, that her eating disorder is the only thing she has control over so she does it because her body is telling her to eat, but she rather have control and say no. does that make sense to anyone?
@@limonlabr My sister is in her late 50's and has been b*limic since her teens. Whenever her life gets very hectic and she feels like she's losing control, that's when the binging and purging starts again. What you said makes perfect sense to me, I've been watching it happen for 40 years. 😢
@@Terri_MacKay I am so sorry. i really hope she is ok. I honesly feel bad for them. not enough to support channels like Eugena. but this is heart breaking. I also hope you are doing ok. cant be easy watching this.
And next to that ED is The sad reason Why she has so much fans. I guess she's The Queen in the pro ana chatrooms. I wonder if she gets help if she will lose a lot of followers or if she will get support.
@@Carnivore-Explosion It's terrible to watch. And that's what I don't understand about Eugenia's mother... she should be heartbroken watching her daughter wasting away in front of her. She should be doing everything she can to get her the help she needs, not driving away the people who have tried to get her help.
Go go hy-drangers lmao..I can’t with her..she thinks that if she portrays a certain image and covers up that somehow negates the elephant in the room..this tic tok is so dangerous for her health and she doesn’t even see it. It’s scary how much her life is tied to an app
For whatever reason, Eugenia seems to see Jeffree as the most popular kid in school. I think in her mind, her friendship with Jeffree has finally made her popular in high school.
The way EC was talking about "weaknesses" and "doing better" gives me the idea that she's applying those sentiments to her ED. But not in a healthy way. I think she applies it to her "mistakes" in her rigid ED diet and undesirable body/facial features. Like, everyone makes mistakes- "I had too many calories today, but tomorrow I'll do better at restricting!" 😬
ED is like having an addiction and addiction thrives in denial, enabling, hiding, lying, basicly putting on a front all the time. That part of you never wants to get better and loves it. After a while, it becomes your normal, comfterble way of life so its very hard to convince someone to get better.
As far as the garden...she said she finds it relaxing...what bullcrap. When she helped her mom to repot some plants EC LITERALLY WENT NUTS OVER HAVING TO TOUCH THE "DIRT" AND OMG..SHE GOT THE TINIEST AMOUNT OF DIRT / POTTING SOIL ON HER SOCK AND WENT SO FRANTIC OVER IT. SHE WAS SO FAR FROM RELAXED ....
Eugenia: remember to accept yourself! Also eugenia: so unhappy with herself that she feels the need to destroy herself to look a specific way. Make it make sense.
I use to have ED and it was horrible. I have never met a secure or happy person ED. I see a deeply troubled young lady who is being manipulated by her mother.
I've seen Eugenia in a video about her driving and it looked the other way around to be honest. Her mother wasn't allowed to have an opinion or give her take on it, really. And in another video where she said: "She's just a skinny Minnie." I got the same vibe. I'm not saying Eugenia's ED doesn't come from her mother but Eugenia also holds the reigns.
She’s had Ana since she was a teen. She’s turning 30 and still struggling with it. The body can only take so much. This is when things start to take a turn for the worse, similar to Amber but on the opposite end.
She's not 'struggling'; she is her ED now.She has been refining this version of herself for 15 plus years...Even with low cognition, she is still making choices every day to stay exactly as she is.
@@catherinemitchell3721absolutely agree, I have seen enough videos of her to see she knows what she is doing, even the stream she knew what it was about hence why she changed her top 😂..
She's not referring to her ED. Performative. Trite affirmations and life lessons in that after church video. Giving her own sermon while completely distancing herself from the actual words. They have no meaning to her. Just lip service. As far as her crying video, no one should be deliberately abusive or mean but I have little sympathy for people who put themselves out there and expect that they won't get criticism or negative commentary. It's just part and parcel of the whole thing.
She says she's trying, but what she's really trying is to keep her job. She's not trying to get better or be a better person; that comment was about her job and only that. She will do whatever it is that TikTok wants as long as she keeps getting paid..even if it means cutting corners to still make money while holding on to her disorder because she doesn't want to get rid of it; she wants it her way too where she's paid to be as thin as she is while trying to appease TikTok.
Hey- bringing her camera to the back garden was nice. I support it. She’s trying to find and share healthy interests? As a recovered ED gardener, I appreciate it!
Genuinely surprised at how long she’s lasted. But then again, I had dementia patients that went from their death bed to 180degree difference where they’re walking, eating talking, etc. but it’s not just a few hours or 1 day, they stay “normal” for weeks then for a few weeks they’d get bad again. It was crazy some of the things I’d seen people come back from.
After years of on and off viewing of EC's content, I have only skepticism and cynicism left to feel. And the legit worry for her continued existence. Since she entered her most recent phase, that of religion, affirmation, covering up more, and acting in a manner that is clearly a bid to remain relevant while not being banned and demonetized, I'm only getting one thing from her pep talks now. She wants everyone to leave her alone about her obvious ED unless it is a compliment. She wants us to be ok with it. She wants us to give her tacit permission to continue as though there is nothing frighteningly, visibly wrong with her. And she wants...needs to be admired for her illness. She disingenuously couches these hopes and desires in trite affirmations and admonitions that we all love and accept ourselves (and her and her dishonesty with us and herself) and stop causing problems for her so she can go on with her routine of being exploited and exploiting in return. Of feeding and being fed by sycophants and creeps. Of obsessively body checking while viewing herself through the lenses of a confused viewership. I usually feel depressed, afraid, and sad when I view her content now, and yet it's human nature to keep watching a tragedy unfold.
I find it odd whenever she uses her mums phone to read out quotes instead of just buying another phone. The Cooneys are rolling in money, she can definitely afford it.
That gargling sounds like congestive heart failure. I thought it was her brushes falling at first but now I'm questioning if it actually comes from her. If it is her... It really does remind me of patients I worked with who had chf
My good friend is a nurse and I have shown her many clips..and she says..yeah that's such n such. She believes there is no way she is not on it nutrients atp.
The person named John Titor in Eugenia's chat is a reference to a military time traveller by the same name who back in 2000-2001 claimed to be from the year 2036 lmao.
@@AgnesAurora was he far off? Part of me thinks there's some truth to his claims. Not the whole time travelling stuff, but he knows that communism is infecting the USA
@@AgnesAurora Not too far off by the sound of things, but I think Johnny boy has decided that instead of travelling back in time to warn us of impending doom, he's now just become a Eugenia fan lmao
All I can think of when I see Eugenia is that she has experienced some major trauma in the past. She is so stunted for her age and her mother’s behavior towards her visibly ill daughter is abnormal. I’m halfway through to becoming an ED therapist and it saddens me to see someone as beautiful as Eugenia self destruct. I hope I get to see her recover 💜
I said this so many times and I get attacked by her supporters, If she loves her followers so much. So happy they support her, then I’m like she didn’t go live once and she could have and chose not too because she couldn’t receive gifts and battle! That shows her true colors
Yesss! I say this all the time. It drives me crazy when she complains about how she missed everyone and missed going live.. it's like ok?? Then why didn't you?? Not like she lost her live access 🙄🙄
@@stephk.9618 that’s what I think the majority of her followers think, that she lost her live access and the other half told me, she was too upset to come on and tried many times! But to anyone with common sense it shower her true colors. She is onto there for the gifts and battles and refused to come on until she got it back!
20:27 speculation theory ‼️ As someone with an ED since a teenager and I’m 33.. still battling, yet have all the therapy in the world… when Eugenia’s content changed, the day she ATE FOOD on camera, to gain the only thing important back (TT) it was all over in my mind. It’s a huge set back she can’t afford! Hear me out. - #1 - she’s never ever done that, not for anyone, ever, for years! we don’t know why either. It may have been a trigger to see herself eat. She did it to gain her lifeline. She’s isolated. Alone. No irl experience. TT validated her. All humans want validation some just don’t NEED it. She went to extreme lengths to get that back, eg.. Eating. On camera. One thing she was never gonna do. In her mind she probably felt bullied into by TT rules? - #2 - I’ll say as someone with a ED I saw this MH downhill coming. When some on is “pushed” into a recovery step, ANY step that gains weight or means you have to admit you have a problem. If it’s done too fast, from my lives experience and others I knew too, it has a HUGE BACKFIRE for the person struggling! Massive! One step fwd, ten back after something like that. It’s apart of the illness. -#3- Every time I had to eat or do something that made ME sick or my Ana spike with fear and all the nasty things that come with the mental health condition.. like touch and cook raw chicken (I will have panic attacks and break down fully, over raw chicken 🐔 stupid I know ) I have a huge downhill. It’s like anything’s that makes your Ana voice angry 😡 you take out on yourself. Ten times fold. It’s like the disease thinks you’ve done something wrong and needs extra restrictions ect, as a self sabotage. It’s part of having anorexia. I know it’s fun to bag on her but I’m actually getting worried. I don’t think y’all understand how bad this will be if I’m right. By now if I do, I dare say Eugenia does.. I have weakened heart and irregular, teeth, hair, skin, stomach, bowels, tummy pains, bones go brittle, arthritis, aged me up, left me unable to work, big activities give my heart tachycardia. Walking hurts. Bones grind on bones. Point is. This is deadly. It’s not funny. She could drop at any second. With heart LASTLY 🎉 IF YOU MADE IT THIS FAR 😂 Point Is. I have empathy for Eugenia! NO ONE WAKES UP AND THINKS… HMMM I want to SICK, IN PAIN, ISOLATED, HATING YOURSELF, dying! (maybe some young unsupervised pre teens like the bones) but THIS LEVEL of ANA comes from some DEAP seeded issues. Probably trauma, a big one. Young. I dare say. Now her whole life became the disorder when she got famous. She probably has ANA in her ear saying”psst! Eugenia, if you tell them they’ll gate you. You’ll lose it all. Your mums heart!” ECT. She’s trapped in her own mental prison. I know Eugenia is deep down a sweet nice woman. Nieave yeah. Needs help yes. Needs to get healthy and independent yes. Maybe in treatment then inter grade into living alone healthy or shared houses of recovery. Get better and come back stronger than ever. She can do it if she just sees everyone will support her. But she can’t see it. Alone. At this far gone. She needs heavy immediate long term intervention ❤ I say that with love ❤
I only interject whenever I see true pain. When you suffered with it you see it in others. I’ll eat my words if the context wasn’t warrentaed for upset
All done for attention and money because she's too lazy and talentless to get a real job and make her own way in the world. Without social media she'd probably be cured.
You are so wrong. Eugenia has never been a sweet, nice woman. But you keep talling yourself that. She is severly mentally ill and I'm not talking ED. She's dangerous.
In the same breath, without the slightest pause, Eugenia tells us "you can always improve and do better, and just accept yourself". Surely these things are somewhat contradictory.
She just rattles off empty platitudes to sound like a nice sweet wholesome person, it's all about her image she doesn't really have thoughts in her brain it's just taken over by her disorder :(
Tik Tok is her “job” so she should expect criticism. Most of us receive feedback at our jobs, both good and bad. Even in our personal lives we receive criticism and accolade from family, friends, maybe even strangers. Life isn’t a bowl of cherries no matter how much we try to follow the rules or be nice to everyone. This girl - woman - just doesn’t want to accept the real world for what it is.
She was pissed she got reported because she was wearing her bra and robe while doing her makeup and she almost freaked out when her live went down for a second. She loses it when people do that. So she got pissed off and changed into a sweater
If you’re going to preach to love and respect yourself. First you need to love and respect your own body. And essentially if you’re not fueling your body, you aren’t respecting yourself…. I’m sorry but I smell hypocrisy from Eugenia. To come on a social media platform and essentially try to enforce respect and love from people, is attention seeking and selfish. Pls check yourself before you put yourself in a position to be judged. And if Eugenia had self love and respect for herself, she wouldn’t need to post a video like this… because she wouldn’t need to prove it to anyone. Her inner peace and soul is just enough. She’s essentially craving for attention
Eugenia cares waaaay too much about compliments and criticism. I think She only likes tiktok so much because people give her more compliments. Part of the beauty about being around age 30 (im getting there myself) is that you really start to give less shits about what other people think. Its sad to see her still so serverly hung up on it.
Jordy I love how you said her quotes aren't inspirational coming from her. It's so true. It's complete hypocrisy and I can't take her seriously. It's like an alcoholic trying to be a life coach.
Euginas entire life she’s never been told no.. this is like the teacher telling Deb she needs to explore her interests and cut back on her obsession with Bratz dolls and Deb takes her out of school and buys her more dolls.. add it to the list of ways Deb set her up to fail in life.
Bruh this Ted Eugenia Talk arc sits so weird with me.. LMAO she's a hypocrite at its finest.. why does she feel the need to preach these things to her viewers but doesnt take her own advice?? Gets offended when people tell her the exact same thing shes spewing??? make it make sense
Is this what Jeffree suggested to her with this phoney goodie goodie two shoes? Yeah shes just repeating herself. She isnt at church. She should be, but shes not.
If her mother is catholic, they receive communion every Sunday. That’s one reason to keep her outside those doors. But even aside from that, I don’t believe she sits through church either.
If she wants to bring scripture to content she should read 1 Corinthians 3:16-17 Breaking the laws of physical health, such as lack of exercise and rest, injuring and abusing the body, unhygienic practices and poor nutrition, may also produce spiritual effects. Neglecting one's body, Paul says, is a sin of defiling what is holy. Meaning your body is a temple of god
It's miserable in July in Florida, but Eugenias health at this point, I'm sure she can't even sweat anymore and that heat probably feels normal her body is so shut down at this point.
Another comment on RUclips said she was seen at The airport without camera and blah. She had to wear sweaters, pullover, blankets and so on. Of course her is always cold. I imagine A total heat in her room. July must be ok for her lol
Have you seen the video where her grandma is still alive and she's yelling at deb saying your killing her?? I heard it with my own ears..so Deb is very aware of what's going on.therevis something so sinister about this situation.
She hangs out in her room with the heat cranked up and a heated blanket over her. She would love it, but she probably didn’t even think for a second how miserable her family would be.
When you’re in the ED headspace, “doing better” IS regression. Saying “we can always do better” is an outwardly positive message to her audience, but it’s really a little nod to her ED.
“Doing better” to her is not gaining weight, it’s being even skinnier, it’s staying restrictive. She strives for that and she’s proud when she accomplishes it. It’s like a drug.
This. I think a lot of ppl don't realize that people with eds don't think the same way we do. They spend all their mental energy telling themselves they "have" to restrict. That failure is eating and victory is depriving themselves of that. To them, it's not an illness the way it is for someone "on the outside". Unless you're in active recovery you don't see a day of backtracks as a bad thing with an ed
@@sunkissedtoes true. It's a destructive killer disease. Nothing glamorous about a killer disease
@@nightshade6433 Yes!! Mental illness warps reality
This and also being slightly ashamed of making all the fet content which she gets banned for
you hit the nail on the head with that one - being in that kinda headspace is terrifying because it warps your thoughts and reasonings so much 😅
It's weird how she says a lot of words but doesn't ever end up actually saying anything at all
Right!!! She’s so good at throwing up word salads.
like but what like you know what you saying like?
Maybe she should go into politics
@@littleflower.businessYou say like too much
That's what she does best that's why she could do a 6-hour stream and not say anything that no one's heard before
Here faster than Eugenia can say Jeffree is amazing and nice in a live stream 🏃🏻♀️
You must’ve came here like a lightning bolt then.
1/1000th of a damn second!!!
Funny how she's telling everyone to be honest with themselves but she's not honest to herself or anyone else about her ED 🙄
People need to learn how to do hard-core reverse psychology (it would work WONDERS. on her, and she would end up confessing her reality completely on accident)
In this scenario: "Ehh, it's not that big of a deal eugenia! You got this! You go girl! Just make sure you're loving yourself, and you'll be fine"
If the whole community could just "pooh-pooh" her issues like she does, it would be a matter of minutes before she snapped and said something along the lines of "KNOCK IT OFF WITH THAT FAKE POSITIVITY CRAP! THIS IS SERIOUS YOU GUYS!!!!"
This!!
When she clearly has one, you can’t convince people that you don’t when you look like that.
She's such a hypocrite! And talks in circles to say so little 😂
Projection is the name of the game so often when it comes to people with EDs.
Often big churches do a breakfast or coffee/donuts after, she of course would avoid that. Her "positivity" always strikes me as condescending.
😢. I feel so bad. I can't imagine anybody living that life where you have to think that way you think that way about your body. I wish there were magic words we could tell these people so they wouldn't have this problem. 😢
Was going to say the same. They'd come into McDonald's when I worked there and were some of the rudest people!! Most of them had these hate filled scowls on their faces. Nothing was ever up to their standards. Hated working Sundays...
@@jamonherman9364Sure Jan 🥴
I feel like she’s always talking to her audience as if they’re a bunch of kindergartners
Thats because a lot of them are probably only a bit older that kindergartners lol
That's because they all have arrested development.
Her audience literally are children!
@@dmer-zy3rb ... and perverted old men. Although I'm not sure if they stuck around after she started wearing hoodies.
They are, most of her audience are young teens.
Her "panic attack" was the result of being hit with a ban at the beginning of this live she did last night. It didn't last very long but it left her SHOOK. Claims she was being false reported by some haters again.
Lol
sounds about right, because being banned by tik tok is apparently the worst thing that can happen to her in her opinion
Oh here is the tea. Thank you.
Oh, good. I thought it might have been something serious. lol
GOOD! She needs to be banned
The nerve she has to talk about self love and and honesty... 😳 Wow. She's more delusional than I thought.
I do almost wonder if she's rage baiting at this point, or if she really is just that far gone in her delusions
She definitely knows @@DovahKiink
1000× more
This is her version of love though. Do you not realize that she genuinely LOVES looking like this. She LOVES Bratz dolls. She LOVES Jack Skellington. She LOVES being Jeffree’s little chihuahua and being paid to sit on a couch saying the same exact words for hours and hours day after day after day. She genuinely is happy. Not a worry in the world. Doesn’t have to do anything adult, lives the way she wants to, and gets paid for it. What more could a person want?
I mean you Jordy 😊
The fact that she can’t ever give any example of what being “the best person” looks like or what “being honest” means makes everything she says meaningless.
She also can’t give any examples of why Jeffrey’s makeup is the best ever and so amazing either
Take a shot every time Eugenia says “and” or “like”
Immediate hospitalisation 😂
It’s drives me nuts when she says “soooooo, yeah!” 😅 like she can’t think of anything to say at all but still tries to speak
@stellalalalaa , oh my God, me too! Homicidal rage, every time she says it and then fake laughs after. Stop it!
I can’t stand the way she has turned “mean” into a 2 syllable word. She always says “I me-an blah, blah, blah. It’s like nails on a chalkboard to me.
“Um yeah”
@stellalalalaa Girl, agreed! It makes me crazy. 🤪 Also, the "UUUuuummm" :::::GASP::::: thing she does! That sound can peel the enamel off your teeth, lmao! 🤣 😬
If you have an ED, it definitely becomes your super power. My sister, who is in her late 50's, has been b*limic since her teens. She does get therapy, and will be fine, sometimes for years, but eventually the throwing up and the "forgetting to eat" for 2-3 days in a row returns. And it always happens when her life gets very hectic, and she feels like things are out of her control. It's like, the b*limia is the one thing she can control, and that control makes her feel strong, it's her super power.. After all, we all know how it feels to be hungry because we miss a meal...you must be strong if you can fight that feeling day after day, denying your body the nourishment and nutrients it's literally begging you for.
It's heartbreaking to see someone you love doing that to themselves. Or, at least, it should be. The fact that Eugenia's mother can look at her daughter wasting away in front of her, and not be heartbroken is monstrous.
How she hasn't been held more reliable for her daughter's health. She walks on egg shells she has a fear of her mom and believes the lies she fuilrs her daughter with her week heart. So sadistic and sad. My daughter well being comes before mine
You are 1000% correct…. As a 30 year bulimic, when life feels out of control, the bulimia flares. It’s an ironic “life line” in a time of panic… It’s effed up
Yeah her mom is lying to herself
@@Stockholm_Cindromeme too
It’s always the one thing we can control
She got her account banned for like 20mins. Thats why she was freaking out. She was wearing her robe, got banned then came back on in a jumper.
She need to get off social media. She needs to see a psychiatrist and get her shit together. She is almost 30 and basically has done nothing for herself, which includes taking care of herself.
I think it's too late for her she def has heart failure. She doesn't have much hair left.
@@Clydekid I hope no anorexic who reads this will get discouraged from trying.
@lookilookibuthearingtooi I didn't mean for it to be mean she's trapped by her mom all she had to do is call 911
The fact that they buy all those hanging flower pots and leave the hangers in but keep them on the ground..😳😵💫 I hate it. Also noticed all of the dead flowers in with the new ones in the patio area. Seems more like compulsive garden purchases rather than actual gardening.
And it’s really rich coming from her telling her followers to treat themselves well and love themselves after her christian church service, when she treats her body the opposite of a temple. The hypocrisy is astounding
I thought you were supposed to quarantine new plants away from old dying ones? Definitely impulsive and I don’t garden
@@thethe4665the dying plants probably need water like she needs to eat
FACTS! Don’t buy plants you don’t intend to care for! Ugh they’re living beings too! 😢
I think she must have heard Deb say Hydrangea but with Deb's Boston accent Eugenia thought it must really be Hydranger LOL
It actually is correct in UK
@@Just-me-vl4tp no, lol.
@@Just-me-vl4tp Nooo it's not lol
This 100%. Deb drops all her Rs.
That's exactly what I said. She has grown up hearing this word said in an accent or regional slang. My very southern mother might say something like this.
She certainly was on the verge of crying.... Clearly someone struck a nerve. Maybe she was already feeling some kind of way, prior to this clip and whatever someone said, almost made her cry. She seems to be struggling with the , having to do the appropriate thing on her channel and it could be due to various reasons, loss of views/ popularity... Her not being able to wear what she wants.. what does she expect when she comes online like she was and doing the most disturbing things for views and wearing things that showed off her E.D and kinda was glorifying it. She's giving off " spoiled brat", "Life's not fair" and then to sit there and say she's been doing everything right and it seems "it" to her isn't or hasn't changed anything, in a good way for her. She clearly needs therapy in a bad way. As a mother of 4 daughters, I just cannot fathom how DEB let her daughter get to this point and it seems has been against any kind of treatment oe help for her daughter. To me that's wild and disgusting, I'd do everything I could to help my daughter's get better if they had this problem,not encourage/allow it as it seems DEB has for far too long. Makes me really wonder why that is...!!??! DEB I'm sure doesn't mind raking in some of the profits her daughter has made online and has continually let her live there and do as she pleases. She's an adult now and still "stuck" at what seems to be in her teenage years. There is definitely something more to this whole situation and honestly I think DEB is partly responsible for the state of Eugenia. It's sad, sickening and just so messed up.
what really amazes me is the tolerance they have for Eguenia's "child" inappropriate behavior. If she was a man, there would be zero tolerance for a grown man, sitting in a child's room back drop, wearing kids clothes, target kids. A Eugene would have been cancelled for that very behavior. One thing all child predators have in common is their inability to relate to people their own age.
I have a daughter and I couldn't bare seeing my daughter suffer. From birth I made sure to teach my daughter self love and I'm so glad she is confident as she's growing up and dealing with teenage girls. They can be cruel. I'm blessed she just blows it off as jealousy or hurt people hurt ppl. That I've always made a point on how hurt ppl hurt ppl. It's also made her more open to consider their feelings even when they don't care about her feelings. This is not a great time to grow up.
It's like Deb is bi polar, money hungry. My 13 year old has more freedom than a almost 30 year old woman. What is crazy she has the money to move out hire positive ppl that cares about her health. My heart would be dying if this was my daughter.
I also can't believe Deb hasn't gotten in any trouble for not caring for the well-being. She has to be doing something wrong
@@kendrakolker2065 You aren't kidding, there's something going on in that house and I just can't believe that nothing can or has been done about it. It's probably because they are well to do, also the fact she can't be forced into treatment legally, but her mom could put her foot down and make some changes,if Eugenia is going to continue living there... It's all just so unbelievably wild to me and insane
The sooner tiktok disappears, the better.
100%
I agree completely tictoc has messed these people heads up
@user-mg2hk5gz5l absolutely! The self diagnosing, the insane amount of preds on there pretending to be transgender, people faking all types of mental illnesses, physical illnesses & even traumas!
And then the Gen Z's with their 'cancel culture,' we're so oppressed and oversensitive PC bs... ugh. Deleted that app over 2yrs ago!
FACTS! 💯🤞
Ah yes instead of just banning these types of horrible people we should just ban the whole app and ruin it for everyone like actual good people with small businesses and other positive things! If the bad and the horrible isn't on tiktok, it will be on another social media app!
Bet she doesn’t even go into the church. Sits outside on her phone 😂😂
When Eugena switches back to her normal voice in 8:52. She spoke so clearly and didn’t even use her weird voice pitches.
Yes. I’ve noticed that occasionally she forgets to use that silly voice. It’s such a relief. The pitch she uses sometimes can make a persons ears bleed.
@@enigma_-_79 I agree, when she uses that voice her voice cracks and it's like a shock to my brain lol
@@OoglyMartian
Especially when she’s pretending to be upbeat and yells “Hi Strawberry” like it’s her best bud. 🤣👍🏻
@@enigma_-_79 Literally mid sentence!! LOL "So this is my Jeffree Star palette, I'm gonna be using his Blue- "OH MY GOD THANK YOU STRAWBERRY"
I often stop and smell the high dangers. Very peaceful.
Welcome to the danger zone!
Lmfao 😂❤ ffs
lol 🌺
I saw someone’s comment from Reddit that said if Jeffree stepped foot in a church, he would go up in flames 😂
If it wasn’t me, it sure the hell sounds like something I’d say 🤣🤣🤣
🎯🎯🎯🤭😆🤣😝
I think her Ed is starting to show real symptoms now and its bothering her. Hair thinning, Ed face/teeth... Her face has changed drastically in the last year and no amount of filters and lighting can hide it anymore
Her teeth have also gotten rounder at the bottom and are getting “shorter” which was my issue with b”limia
I know!!!! Her mouth looks like the way they draw South Park characters
True. Without tons of make-up on, she looks like a walking skull. She used to be a really pretty girl but now … 😱
Once she turns 30, the effects from her bad health will be more evident. So sad
@@mifo2671
… IF she turns 30. So many young people die once they get as advanced in the disease.
I bet they have coffee hour after church, and she would rather not be near food.
Bench Fellowship
Bingo. She has free time while others have lunch.
Yessss
Some people also don't like religion pushed lnto them
Most of the time churches have food outside for people eat sometimes free sometimes it's sellers. My mom would sell fresh chicken after church back in mexico not sure if people do that here I haven't been to church since I was a teen. I think some have reunions or special events after church.
I caught a glimpse of this live, she had her prior live that day shut down and she started freaking out about doing something wrong. I think her panic was over losing TikTok again. Kinda wild that something like a social media page can make her whole life turn upside down
I make a small living off my tiny social media presence, and if I lost it, I would seriously feel the financial pinch. I get her fear. She may not need the money, but she is very successful at social media as a full time career, and I'm sure someone like her with such low self-esteem would feel devastated to lose the one thing that proves their success in this world.
@@SuzanneZacharia I also can understand why she's be upset to lose her platform but I'm frustrated she doesn't get the obvious - that if she tried to recover and get to a healthier weight she wouldn't be at risk, and she CAN do that but isn't
@@user-mz1zl1bc4c That is what frustrates us all 😞
@@SuzanneZachariashe’s extremely wealthy, as are her family. it’s never been about the money for her.
I can tell you that her panic over the ban is not about money. It's about attention.
She wants attention from her body, she wants those comments on her body. Without that attention, she will panic. She will have to deal with herself and her pain by herself and have to think about her life.
Social media allows her to forget about her life, her problems.
She's also an addict. She craves being thin and seeing comments about how thin she is and I'm being serious when I say she gets a literal high from it. Without her addiction, she has nothing. There is no life outside of her addiction, so when there is a threat of that being taken away from her, she will panic.
As an addict myself, I can see the reaction to withdrawal from her. She's not ready to get better and I honestly think she never will get better.
Everyone is talking about her calling them HYDRANGERS, but nobody is talking about her saying FOWERS. It's driving me nuts.
But at least it made me finally look into it, because there was something odd about it. She said "tanks for da bits" for so long, I started to think she has a lisp type speech impediment that she was born with, but there's no lisp that messes up L's and TH's. After research, I figured out it's not a lisp, but an articulation disorder (which a lisp is a type of anyway). It's caused by changes in the muscle or bones used for speech, or damage to the nerves or parts of the brain that coordinate speech. So it's not something she was born with, it's caused by her disorder. I just don't know whether it's her muscle loss, nerve damage, or brain damage causing it. Hopefully for her, its a muscular problem, because the other two can't be fixed.
Dentures
Eugenia reminds me of the creepy lady pretending to be a child on the Orphan movie 😶
Her obsession with JS is so strange. She doesn’t have any birthday plans but CANT WAIT for her trip to JS store…… lol wtf
She comes off as like a cringy teachers pet or the person who stays after school hours to "hang out" with the teacher. Just major brown nosing vibes but something about it doesn't seem genuine.
I wonder how much she has spent/spends each trip to the make-up store 🤔
Her audience means nothing to her but money. She knows that she has to stay relevant to be able to keep Jeffree’s attention.
Something has struck me lately. Something in Eugenia's face. The filters aren't filtering. I see certain details such as *more* facial wrinkles and also more thinner hair + the shape of her head. Something is off... The filters no longer work properly. Sometimes you don't notice it as much when you often see Eugenia in this "condition", or you no longer become so aware of it (get oblivious), but I have noticed it a lot lately, does anyone relate this too?
It's truly horrific 😮
I wonder if her appearance is causing mini glitches if the filter(s) can't always pick up that her face is a face.
yes, e . d . , aging and constant fake smiling have worn out her face.
I'm soooo glad u said it
The aging is rapidly speeding up.
She is definitely loosing her hair big time!! Good morning everyone
Idk I’m not saying you’re wrong, but as someone who takes very good of myself, I have lots of issues with my hair falling out. I’m just a few months younger her than eugenia and also female. It’s genetic, it’s thyroid, and I’m sure malnutrition makes it worst. I just wouldn’t point out hair loss as a sign of ED even though it probably is in her situation.
@@She_it_her I’m not by any means saying that my sister lost hers due to thyroid issues! I do understand that with ED it does affect all organs in your body!
@@She_it_herI met a teenager in ED treatment who had a bald spot from her disorder. As a 16 year old! I guarantee you Eugenia does not have hair and this is all fake. There is probably barely any hair left to glue tracks to
I was surprised how long it's staying full. The only thing she doesn't want thin is surprising. I'm sad that the church hasn't put reach to help with guidance.
@@kendrakolker2065because those are extensions otherwise she’d be bald
long time eugenia watcher and former twitch mod here: so the panic attack in question… the thing about eugenia is, she absolutely has the motto “the show must go on” … she doesn’t cough, sneeze, drink water, go to the bathroom. she just doesn’t. even when she’s had “medical scares” in the past, she minimizes her symptoms 100% and would deny herself a moment to break from streaming and get herself together. so with that being said, i feel like this is one of those moments where she maybe needed to cough, or was having heart palpitations but she just ignores it and the show goes on. i don’t know what the context of the convo was, but this was definitely a moment where she was feeling something going on with her body that she just simply ignored to continue streaming. in my opinion, i don’t think it was a panic attack, but who knows with her. edit to add: i watched a little bit more and realized she was frustrated, so this could be one of the instances where she WANTS to cry, but she’s ignoring it and trying to move on, so her voice is cracking
How does she have the energy to even get up and go to church?? I still say she gets some kind of intravenous fluids .. those people with money can do stuff like that..
I've thought the same thing iv fluids and nutrition shakes to stay ultra thin and function
I've always thought drugs lol but idk she doesn't look like the one to take them
@@garb4gepile420 I understand the thought, but i truly dont think her heart could take it
I've thought this too and she always says her doctor says she healthy, if thats the case they need to find a new profession.
I do yogurt with fruit in the morning or a collagen shake. It lasts me literally the entire day and night.
She has shown what she has in the morning, and it's a lot of yogurt, and since yogurt is protein, she has the energy to do this.
From digging around a little I think what happened was she had a live stream warning from TikTok that the live was flagged for something, and she went into total panic mode.
I believe Jeffree had something similar happen to him the other day too.
People possibly reporting the live and TikTok’s automated system is probably telling her to stop doing whatever she’s being reported for?
But the thought of having TikTok taken away from her again, you can see the absolute panic and worry that happens.
She was wearing a dressing gown open flashing her chest and bra ..people must be false reporting!!!!!! She rushed to cover up
Tiktok warns and violates ppl who legit say and do nothing see it in battles Constantly
I don't do TT but I do know that the reason Jeffree was banned temporarily was because he was being extremely vulgar. Jadedness has a little clip of it on her channel and it's repulsive!
has anyone ever thought, that her eating disorder is the only thing she has control over so she does it because her body is telling her to eat, but she rather have control and say no. does that make sense to anyone?
ED often caused by need for control
@@limonlabr My sister is in her late 50's and has been b*limic since her teens. Whenever her life gets very hectic and she feels like she's losing control, that's when the binging and purging starts again. What you said makes perfect sense to me, I've been watching it happen for 40 years. 😢
@@Terri_MacKay I am so sorry. i really hope she is ok. I honesly feel bad for them. not enough to support channels like Eugena. but this is heart breaking. I also hope you are doing ok. cant be easy watching this.
And next to that ED is The sad reason Why she has so much fans. I guess she's The Queen in the pro ana chatrooms. I wonder if she gets help if she will lose a lot of followers or if she will get support.
@@Carnivore-Explosion It's terrible to watch. And that's what I don't understand about Eugenia's mother... she should be heartbroken watching her daughter wasting away in front of her. She should be doing everything she can to get her the help she needs, not driving away the people who have tried to get her help.
Go go hy-drangers lmao..I can’t with her..she thinks that if she portrays a certain image and covers up that somehow negates the elephant in the room..this tic tok is so dangerous for her health and she doesn’t even see it. It’s scary how much her life is tied to an app
For whatever reason, Eugenia seems to see Jeffree as the most popular kid in school. I think in her mind, her friendship with Jeffree has finally made her popular in high school.
The way EC was talking about "weaknesses" and "doing better" gives me the idea that she's applying those sentiments to her ED. But not in a healthy way.
I think she applies it to her "mistakes" in her rigid ED diet and undesirable body/facial features. Like, everyone makes mistakes- "I had too many calories today, but tomorrow I'll do better at restricting!" 😬
ED is like having an addiction and addiction thrives in denial, enabling, hiding, lying, basicly putting on a front all the time. That part of you never wants to get better and loves it. After a while, it becomes your normal, comfterble way of life so its very hard to convince someone to get better.
Exactly 💯
I guess the only thing she ever swallows down is her emotions instead of any food 😢
Such an underrated truth…
She was upset about a short ban. That’s it. Bc she’s not doing anything wrong yada yada and she thinks it was false reporting.
that's a really good point about how deb treats the flowers better than her own daughter.
It’s both ironic and sad considering Eugenia is a type of flower
I honestly thought deb was not her actual mother because they look nothing alike I thought Eugenia was a part of affair just what I thought 🧐
@@HopefulStars-pt6hi They look so much alike. You see it especially when Eugenia was younger and weighed more.
As far as the garden...she said she finds it relaxing...what bullcrap. When she helped her mom to repot some plants EC LITERALLY WENT NUTS OVER HAVING TO TOUCH THE "DIRT" AND OMG..SHE GOT THE TINIEST AMOUNT OF DIRT / POTTING SOIL ON HER SOCK AND WENT SO FRANTIC OVER IT. SHE WAS SO FAR FROM RELAXED ....
lol @ my name is Hank hill and I sell propane and propane accessories 😂😂😂
Eugenia: remember to accept yourself!
Also eugenia: so unhappy with herself that she feels the need to destroy herself to look a specific way.
Make it make sense.
😢
I use to have ED and it was horrible. I have never met a secure or happy person ED. I see a deeply troubled young lady who is being manipulated by her mother.
I've seen Eugenia in a video about her driving and it looked the other way around to be honest. Her mother wasn't allowed to have an opinion or give her take on it, really. And in another video where she said: "She's just a skinny Minnie." I got the same vibe. I'm not saying Eugenia's ED doesn't come from her mother but Eugenia also holds the reigns.
She’s had Ana since she was a teen. She’s turning 30 and still struggling with it. The body can only take so much. This is when things start to take a turn for the worse, similar to Amber but on the opposite end.
She's not 'struggling'; she is her ED now.She has been refining this version of herself for 15 plus years...Even with low cognition, she is still making choices every day to stay exactly as she is.
@@catherinemitchell3721absolutely agree, I have seen enough videos of her to see she knows what she is doing, even the stream she knew what it was about hence why she changed her top 😂..
Oh no... Preacher Lynn has somehow made it to Eugenia lol.
She's not referring to her ED. Performative. Trite affirmations and life lessons in that after church video. Giving her own sermon while completely distancing herself from the actual words. They have no meaning to her. Just lip service.
As far as her crying video, no one should be deliberately abusive or mean but I have little sympathy for people who put themselves out there and expect that they won't get criticism or negative commentary. It's just part and parcel of the whole thing.
She was upset coz she got a ban warning. She was wearing her robe and then came back on in a jumper talking about how hard shes trying bla blahs..
She says she's trying, but what she's really trying is to keep her job. She's not trying to get better or be a better person; that comment was about her job and only that.
She will do whatever it is that TikTok wants as long as she keeps getting paid..even if it means cutting corners to still make money while holding on to her disorder because she doesn't want to get rid of it; she wants it her way too where she's paid to be as thin as she is while trying to appease TikTok.
Just the fact that Simple Plan's "I am just a kid" playing at that moment @ 21:49. Couldn't write this stuff.
Hey- bringing her camera to the back garden was nice. I support it. She’s trying to find and share healthy interests?
As a recovered ED gardener, I appreciate it!
Has she ever heard the saying “practice what you preach?”
JORDY. You KILLED me with the Deb impression. 😂😂😂😂
Masochism is enjoying my pain, sadism is enjoying someone else's pain. Thats how I remember
Genuinely surprised at how long she’s lasted. But then again, I had dementia patients that went from their death bed to 180degree difference where they’re walking, eating talking, etc. but it’s not just a few hours or 1 day, they stay “normal” for weeks then for a few weeks they’d get bad again. It was crazy some of the things I’d seen people come back from.
interessting
F(l)owers and hydran(geas)ers. . .
- a 30 year old woman. 2024.
After years of on and off viewing of EC's content, I have only skepticism and cynicism left to feel. And the legit worry for her continued existence. Since she entered her most recent phase, that of religion, affirmation, covering up more, and acting in a manner that is clearly a bid to remain relevant while not being banned and demonetized, I'm only getting one thing from her pep talks now. She wants everyone to leave her alone about her obvious ED unless it is a compliment. She wants us to be ok with it. She wants us to give her tacit permission to continue as though there is nothing frighteningly, visibly wrong with her. And she wants...needs to be admired for her illness.
She disingenuously couches these hopes and desires in trite affirmations and admonitions that we all love and accept ourselves (and her and her dishonesty with us and herself) and stop causing problems for her so she can go on with her routine of being exploited and exploiting in return. Of feeding and being fed by sycophants and creeps. Of obsessively body checking while viewing herself through the lenses of a confused viewership. I usually feel depressed, afraid, and sad when I view her content now, and yet it's human nature to keep watching a tragedy unfold.
I find it odd whenever she uses her mums phone to read out quotes instead of just buying another phone. The Cooneys are rolling in money, she can definitely afford it.
That gargling sounds like congestive heart failure. I thought it was her brushes falling at first but now I'm questioning if it actually comes from her. If it is her... It really does remind me of patients I worked with who had chf
My good friend is a nurse and I have shown her many clips..and she says..yeah that's such n such. She believes there is no way she is not on it nutrients atp.
The quivering voice about to cry with the "I'm just a kid" song in the background 😢
When you need a camera and 50,000 makeup mirrors to check yourself out 100,000 times a day you could be VAIN
I missed these kind of videos! Love that ur bringing it back! I always like to have it on as background noise :)
The person named John Titor in Eugenia's chat is a reference to a military time traveller by the same name who back in 2000-2001 claimed to be from the year 2036 lmao.
I completely forgot about him until now. He claimed that in 2015 Russia had started a nuclear war and the USA had collapsed.
@@AgnesAurora was he far off? Part of me thinks there's some truth to his claims. Not the whole time travelling stuff, but he knows that communism is infecting the USA
@@AgnesAurora Not too far off by the sound of things, but I think Johnny boy has decided that instead of travelling back in time to warn us of impending doom, he's now just become a Eugenia fan lmao
All I can think of when I see Eugenia is that she has experienced some major trauma in the past. She is so stunted for her age and her mother’s behavior towards her visibly ill daughter is abnormal. I’m halfway through to becoming an ED therapist and it saddens me to see someone as beautiful as Eugenia self destruct. I hope I get to see her recover 💜
What exactly is beautiful about Eugenia? Are you one of those people who only want her to get better to have something nice to look at?
I said this so many times and I get attacked by her supporters, If she loves her followers so much. So happy they support her, then I’m like she didn’t go live once and she could have and chose not too because she couldn’t receive gifts and battle! That shows her true colors
Yesss! I say this all the time. It drives me crazy when she complains about how she missed everyone and missed going live.. it's like ok?? Then why didn't you?? Not like she lost her live access 🙄🙄
@@stephk.9618 that’s what I think the majority of her followers think, that she lost her live access and the other half told me, she was too upset to come on and tried many times! But to anyone with common sense it shower her true colors. She is onto there for the gifts and battles and refused to come on until she got it back!
20:27 speculation theory ‼️ As someone with an ED since a teenager and I’m 33.. still battling, yet have all the therapy in the world… when Eugenia’s content changed, the day she ATE FOOD on camera, to gain the only thing important back (TT) it was all over in my mind. It’s a huge set back she can’t afford! Hear me out.
- #1 - she’s never ever done that, not for anyone, ever, for years! we don’t know why either. It may have been a trigger to see herself eat. She did it to gain her lifeline. She’s isolated. Alone. No irl experience. TT validated her. All humans want validation some just don’t NEED it. She went to extreme lengths to get that back, eg.. Eating. On camera. One thing she was never gonna do. In her mind she probably felt bullied into by TT rules?
- #2 - I’ll say as someone with a ED I saw this MH downhill coming. When some on is “pushed” into a recovery step, ANY step that gains weight or means you have to admit you have a problem. If it’s done too fast, from my lives experience and others I knew too, it has a HUGE BACKFIRE for the person struggling! Massive! One step fwd, ten back after something like that. It’s apart of the illness.
-#3- Every time I had to eat or do something that made ME sick or my Ana spike with fear and all the nasty things that come with the mental health condition.. like touch and cook raw chicken (I will have panic attacks and break down fully, over raw chicken 🐔 stupid I know ) I have a huge downhill. It’s like anything’s that makes your Ana voice angry 😡 you take out on yourself. Ten times fold.
It’s like the disease thinks you’ve done something wrong and needs extra restrictions ect, as a self sabotage. It’s part of having anorexia.
I know it’s fun to bag on her but I’m actually getting worried. I don’t think y’all understand how bad this will be if I’m right.
By now if I do, I dare say Eugenia does.. I have weakened heart and irregular, teeth, hair, skin, stomach, bowels, tummy pains, bones go brittle, arthritis, aged me up, left me unable to work, big activities give my heart tachycardia. Walking hurts. Bones grind on bones. Point is. This is deadly. It’s not funny. She could drop at any second. With heart
LASTLY 🎉 IF YOU MADE IT THIS FAR 😂
Point Is. I have empathy for Eugenia! NO ONE WAKES UP AND THINKS… HMMM I want to SICK, IN PAIN, ISOLATED, HATING YOURSELF, dying! (maybe some young unsupervised pre teens like the bones) but THIS LEVEL of ANA comes from some DEAP seeded issues. Probably trauma, a big one. Young. I dare say. Now her whole life became the disorder when she got famous. She probably has ANA in her ear saying”psst! Eugenia, if you tell them they’ll gate you. You’ll lose it all. Your mums heart!” ECT. She’s trapped in her own mental prison.
I know Eugenia is deep down a sweet nice woman. Nieave yeah. Needs help yes. Needs to get healthy and independent yes. Maybe in treatment then inter grade into living alone healthy or shared houses of recovery. Get better and come back stronger than ever. She can do it if she just sees everyone will support her. But she can’t see it. Alone. At this far gone. She needs heavy immediate long term intervention ❤ I say that with love ❤
I only interject whenever I see true pain. When you suffered with it you see it in others.
I’ll eat my words if the context wasn’t warrentaed for upset
All done for attention and money because she's too lazy and talentless to get a real job and make her own way in the world. Without social media she'd probably be cured.
maybe her parents didnt raise her that nice but honestly I think she just happened to be a spoiled brat
You are so wrong. Eugenia has never been a sweet, nice woman. But you keep talling yourself that. She is severly mentally ill and I'm not talking ED. She's dangerous.
In the same breath, without the slightest pause, Eugenia tells us "you can always improve and do better, and just accept yourself". Surely these things are somewhat contradictory.
She just rattles off empty platitudes to sound like a nice sweet wholesome person, it's all about her image she doesn't really have thoughts in her brain it's just taken over by her disorder :(
Tik Tok is her “job” so she should expect criticism. Most of us receive feedback at our jobs, both good and bad. Even in our personal lives we receive criticism and accolade from family, friends, maybe even strangers. Life isn’t a bowl of cherries no matter how much we try to follow the rules or be nice to everyone. This girl - woman - just doesn’t want to accept the real world for what it is.
She was pissed she got reported because she was wearing her bra and robe while doing her makeup and she almost freaked out when her live went down for a second. She loses it when people do that. So she got pissed off and changed into a sweater
Hearing her really voice, which is quite deep and clear, only happens when she’s too upset to do a pitch up
I simply cannot take her seriously 😳😳😳 with her kid sounding voice 😳
Her hair looks like it’s thinning really bad now
Yup that's exactly what it is her showing random content with scripture of the day ...anything to stay monetized on TikTok
If you’re going to preach to love and respect yourself. First you need to love and respect your own body. And essentially if you’re not fueling your body, you aren’t respecting yourself…. I’m sorry but I smell hypocrisy from Eugenia. To come on a social media platform and essentially try to enforce respect and love from people, is attention seeking and selfish. Pls check yourself before you put yourself in a position to be judged.
And if Eugenia had self love and respect for herself, she wouldn’t need to post a video like this… because she wouldn’t need to prove it to anyone. Her inner peace and soul is just enough. She’s essentially craving for attention
Do you actually believe she means this stuff? Stop overreacting.
Eugenia cares waaaay too much about compliments and criticism. I think She only likes tiktok so much because people give her more compliments. Part of the beauty about being around age 30 (im getting there myself) is that you really start to give less shits about what other people think. Its sad to see her still so serverly hung up on it.
She's addicted to the dopamine hit she gets from tiktok
Jordy I love how you said her quotes aren't inspirational coming from her. It's so true. It's complete hypocrisy and I can't take her seriously. It's like an alcoholic trying to be a life coach.
Hello Jordy’s elbow 😂
She has no life of her own to the pint she has to make video based on her mom’s interests.. gardening, golf, grocery shopping and buzz.
Does she have any friends
New drinking game. Take a shot Everytime she says the word "like". I'll see y'all in the hospital 😂
I thought most Americans always said the word "like".
@@Carrie-i8ryes, but definitely not as much as she does.
She uses it around 7x per sentence.
@@Carrie-i8rwhile you’re not wrong, she says it more than the average person.
I’m crying over the hyd- RANGERS 💀
me too omg what a f'n idiot omfg
I literally spit my drink 😂
I’m so confused she said it perfect for UK how do Americans pronounce it?
It's a HydrageA, not hydrangeR. It's small and silly, but Def got me 😂
@@Just-me-vl4tp it's hy-drahn-juh.
"Hydrangers" 😐
You'd think that if this was really her mom's 'favorite flowers' she would know it's hydrangEA! 🤦♀️
It's the Boston accent from Deb. Probably only heard the word from Deb. For example --'soder' (soda) is usually called 'tawnic' (tonic)
Euginas entire life she’s never been told no.. this is like the teacher telling Deb she needs to explore her interests and cut back on her obsession with Bratz dolls and Deb takes her out of school and buys her more dolls.. add it to the list of ways Deb set her up to fail in life.
Nothing is wrong playing with dolls 😂😂😂😂😂
This is my thoughts now also, if Eugenia doesn't get her way mom caves because she just can't deal with it...
Bruh this Ted Eugenia Talk arc sits so weird with me.. LMAO
she's a hypocrite at its finest.. why does she feel the need to preach these things to her viewers but doesnt take her own advice?? Gets offended when people tell her the exact same thing shes spewing??? make it make sense
Is this what Jeffree suggested to her with this phoney goodie goodie two shoes?
Yeah shes just repeating herself. She isnt at church. She should be, but shes not.
Hard agree. No way she sat through church. Too much time away from TikTok!
If her mother is catholic, they receive communion every Sunday. That’s one reason to keep her outside those doors. But even aside from that, I don’t believe she sits through church either.
She was definitely trying not to cry.
Um… she is absolutely struggling to breathe in that first clip. Her neck expanding like that upon inhaling is horrifying. It’s really heartbreaking.
If she wants to bring scripture to content she should read
1 Corinthians 3:16-17
Breaking the laws of physical health, such as lack of exercise and rest, injuring and abusing the body, unhygienic practices and poor nutrition, may also produce spiritual effects. Neglecting one's body, Paul says, is a sin of defiling what is holy. Meaning your body is a temple of god
Hello Jordy's Elbow!
the body language (starts fidgeting, head and eye movement) is interesting when she starts talking about her mom being in videos
Those are hydrangea bushes if I'm not mistaken.
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Why does it always look like she’s a ventriloquist?
It's miserable in July in Florida, but Eugenias health at this point, I'm sure she can't even sweat anymore and that heat probably feels normal her body is so shut down at this point.
Another comment on RUclips said she was seen at The airport without camera and blah. She had to wear sweaters, pullover, blankets and so on. Of course her is always cold. I imagine A total heat in her room. July must be ok for her lol
Have you seen the video where her grandma is still alive and she's yelling at deb saying your killing her?? I heard it with my own ears..so Deb is very aware of what's going on.therevis something so sinister about this situation.
I thought i saw it on Jordys channel. But I'm not sure. Jordy neeeeeds to Cover it If he didn't do that already
That was one of the first videos he did.
Poor girl must be suffering terribly
Good morning Jordy and party people!!
Is it just me or dose her face look it's definitely gotten even thiner to the point of skeleton thin
Disney in July sounds brutal, lol. I've taken my son there twice. Both times were in January. Thank god😂
She hangs out in her room with the heat cranked up and a heated blanket over her. She would love it, but she probably didn’t even think for a second how miserable her family would be.
I literally can’t stand this . She hates herself so much she is milking herself and then she says this bs.
Her vocal cords are deteriorating too. Sad
Never thought I’d hear sweet lady propane be mentioned in this channel I tell you hwhut
I tell you what!
Good Morning Jordy!!!💗🎉 Eugenia's usual Word Salad. 😂
Fr! Her cognitive functioning is grinding to a hault