Black Vans and Harsh Realities - when did apologist become synonymous with someone who supports rehabilitation? we’re just too afraid of losing our reputation we’re just afraid of our own social degradation and believe me it’s scary when did neutrality take the place of responsibility for fixing your broken stairs but instead you just get rid of them comparing our pain like pissing contests when in reality everyone’s experiences are unique and valid i don’t wanna hate and i don’t want revenge i just wanna help the people who haven’t started yet ‘cause if you do it yourself then you’ll do yourself in where’s the community mentality behind all the fear and the skinned up knees if you know what i mean ‘cause if there’s no constructive dialogue then i don’t really care about it we are the system and we are it’s victims we are the system and we are it’s victims we are the system and we are it’s victims fuck all the systems i don’t think we’ll miss them Tourniquet Kid - How've you been You built a wall around your friends So how've you been When it's time to die you bathed in your sin When your water's wide you sink or you swim When it's time to die you bathed in your sin When your water's you sink or you swim Do you bleed When you bleed you bleed for me You bleed for free Maudlin - Tell me the statistics Will I be an exception or am I going down? If this ship should sink This sailor is sure to drown Atychiphobia With nothing to cling to if I were to slip A frail and failing body A maudlin Farewell Please don't let me close my eyes I've been meaning to end this means to an end Draining spirits, vapid mind I've been meaning to end this means to an end Old Husks - I honestly can’t say a single nice thing Or much of anything for all of these insects And their empires Holding old husks But I can say I don’t miss the days Of being a pawn or a martyr in somebody’s imperfect game When the shows I take Mean more than the points I make Like how I say things that the earth shouldn’t take How I’m screaming out Like all the time In hopes that these hang-ups will somehow unwind When these terrible scenarios seem like all I know So I’ll pack up some feelings to take to the grave And I honestly can’t say a single nice thing Or much of anything for all of these insects And their empires Holding old husks only for themselves Only for themselves A little insight into hell A little comfort for our shells And we stay cause it’s safe there I admit I’m content With this feeling of constant Relapsing, reviving, then lying in wait When the unhinged start of all these things I pull apart Replace them with magic until it’s just not the same A chorus line, set to off-half-time Piece of the puzzle not quite set in frame Then it creeps in like a soft wind And I feel it all over like old, chipping paint But the real world is compelled to spin I wish that I could have felt anything since Fuck all these insects and their empires Holding old husks only for themselves Older - I’ve been lyin’ bout Where I’ve been drinkin’ Dangerously distant And I ain't losing game but... At this age, you can’t feel peace. Loose cannoning atrophy Only twenty-odd months To twenty-three If I wanted to swim would you hold my leash? You’re so much older does it feel weird? Having me over when you get so drunk you can’t fuck, you won’t let me go So what rot your teeth out drinkin’ on the quad I can smell it but I won’t say shit keep quiet I’ll go home Young heart full of blood everybody smokes but not that much we hung out all night but didn’t touch once ‘cuz At this age, you can’t feel peace. Loose cannoning atrophy Only twenty-odd months To twenty-three If I wanted to swim would you hold my leash? You’re so much older does it feel weird? Having me over when you get so drunk you can’t fuck, you won’t let me go So what rot your teeth out drinkin’ on the quad I can smell it but I won’t say shit keep quiet I’ll go home Relax/Divide - Every time that you leave my house, I fear that your truck flips, or crashes. I’m always assuming the worst. It’s not healthy to be so fucking anxious and desperate. My train of thought always derails. All is calm at the moment. Nothing’s wrong as of now but my heart drops when the telephone rings, “I’m not sure you’re the one.” Do you think that it’s time to let our lives divide? I’ll reflect where we met, back at the restaurant where we worked. Remember our booth in the back room? Things were much simpler then. Post college daydreams on Ivy. Learning your curves in the bed. All is calm at the moment. Nothing’s wrong as of now but my heart drops when the telephone rings, “I’m not sure you’re the one.” If you think that it’s time then let our lives divide. I Trapped a Fly in the Fridge - I have noticed, you’ve been going Out more with, all your so-called friends Am I not your friend? Are you drowning in, imitated sadness? Do you need to write to yourself? Going away, for the second-to-last time. Repeatedly, we’ve had some good hang time. Things I should not know, go good with fine wine. Wanna get naked for a lifetime. There’s been a change in plans, well actually I made change. Unlike you, I knew what I was doing, somehow you always end up on top of me. One slight false move! One slight false move, might as well remove my gut Everyone tastes the same Leaving sores on the back of my tongue Frowning from jaw to jaw Handshakes feel like dry ice This all was a misunderstanding, I’m working on going back in time Alone in my Room - I feel you slipping away Please stay Without you, there’s no happy No don’t go away Can we embrace, for one more day, Darling don’t let this fade I just wanna see your face Can we escape, all of the misery I’m sorry Please stay
talk about serendipity man i picked up some of your stickers at a show in tucson july of 21!! got recommended this video, saw the channel name and thought "no way that's gonna be the band commiserate" well lo and behold... life is so fkn crazy sometimes. ♥ big love to ya wherever you are
My home feed is become more and more filled with these niche mixtapes
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Black Vans and Harsh Realities -
when did apologist become synonymous with someone who supports rehabilitation?
we’re just too afraid of losing our reputation
we’re just afraid of our own social degradation
and believe me it’s scary
when did neutrality take the place of responsibility
for fixing your broken stairs but instead you just get rid of them
comparing our pain like pissing contests
when in reality everyone’s experiences
are unique and valid
i don’t wanna hate and i don’t want revenge
i just wanna help the people who haven’t started yet
‘cause if you do it yourself then you’ll do yourself in
where’s the community mentality behind all the fear
and the skinned up knees if you know what i mean
‘cause if there’s no constructive dialogue then i don’t really care about it
we are the system and we are it’s victims
we are the system and we are it’s victims
we are the system and we are it’s victims
fuck all the systems i don’t think we’ll miss them
Tourniquet Kid -
How've you been
You built a wall around your friends
So how've you been
When it's time to die you bathed in your sin
When your water's wide you sink or you swim
When it's time to die you bathed in your sin
When your water's you sink or you swim
Do you bleed
When you bleed you bleed for me
You bleed for free
Maudlin -
Tell me the statistics
Will I be an exception or am I going down?
If this ship should sink
This sailor is sure to drown
Atychiphobia
With nothing to cling to if I were to slip
A frail and failing body
A maudlin Farewell
Please don't let me close my eyes
I've been meaning to end this means to an end
Draining spirits, vapid mind
I've been meaning to end this means to an end
Old Husks -
I honestly can’t say a single nice thing
Or much of anything for all of these insects
And their empires
Holding old husks
But I can say
I don’t miss the days
Of being a pawn or a martyr in somebody’s imperfect game
When the shows I take
Mean more than the points I make
Like how I say things that the earth shouldn’t take
How I’m screaming out
Like all the time
In hopes that these hang-ups will somehow unwind
When these terrible scenarios seem like all I know
So I’ll pack up some feelings to take to the grave
And I honestly can’t say a single nice thing
Or much of anything for all of these insects
And their empires
Holding old husks only for themselves
Only for themselves
A little insight into hell
A little comfort for our shells
And we stay cause it’s safe there
I admit I’m content
With this feeling of constant
Relapsing, reviving, then lying in wait
When the unhinged start of all these things I pull apart
Replace them with magic until it’s just not the same
A chorus line, set to off-half-time
Piece of the puzzle not quite set in frame
Then it creeps in like a soft wind
And I feel it all over like old, chipping paint
But the real world is compelled to spin
I wish that I could have felt anything since
Fuck all these insects and their empires
Holding old husks only for themselves
Older -
I’ve been lyin’ bout
Where I’ve been drinkin’
Dangerously distant
And I ain't losing game but...
At this age, you can’t feel peace.
Loose cannoning atrophy
Only twenty-odd months
To twenty-three
If I wanted to swim would you hold my leash?
You’re so much
older does it feel weird?
Having me over when you get so drunk
you can’t fuck, you won’t let me go
So what rot your teeth out drinkin’ on the quad
I can smell it but I won’t say shit keep quiet
I’ll go home
Young heart full of blood
everybody smokes but not that much
we hung out all night but didn’t touch once ‘cuz
At this age, you can’t feel peace.
Loose cannoning atrophy
Only twenty-odd months
To twenty-three
If I wanted to swim would you hold my leash?
You’re so much
older does it feel weird?
Having me over when you get so drunk
you can’t fuck, you won’t let me go
So what rot your teeth out drinkin’ on the quad
I can smell it but I won’t say shit keep quiet
I’ll go home
Relax/Divide -
Every time that you leave my house, I fear that your truck flips, or crashes. I’m always assuming the worst.
It’s not healthy to be so fucking anxious and desperate. My train of thought always derails.
All is calm at the moment. Nothing’s wrong as of now but my heart drops when the telephone rings,
“I’m not sure you’re the one.”
Do you think that it’s time to let our lives divide?
I’ll reflect where we met, back at the restaurant where we worked. Remember our booth in the back room?
Things were much simpler then. Post college daydreams on Ivy. Learning your curves in the bed.
All is calm at the moment. Nothing’s wrong as of now but my heart drops when the telephone rings,
“I’m not sure you’re the one.”
If you think that it’s time then let our lives divide.
I Trapped a Fly in the Fridge -
I have noticed, you’ve been going
Out more with, all your so-called friends
Am I not your friend? Are you drowning in, imitated sadness? Do you need to write to yourself?
Going away, for the second-to-last time.
Repeatedly, we’ve had some good hang time. Things I should not know, go good with fine wine. Wanna get naked for a lifetime. There’s been a change in plans, well actually I made change. Unlike you, I knew what I was doing, somehow you always end up on top of me. One slight false move!
One slight false move, might as well remove my gut
Everyone tastes the same
Leaving sores on the back of my tongue
Frowning from jaw to jaw
Handshakes feel like dry ice
This all was a misunderstanding, I’m working on going back in time
Alone in my Room -
I feel you slipping away
Please stay
Without you, there’s no happy
No don’t go away
Can we embrace, for one more day,
Darling don’t let this fade
I just wanna see your face
Can we escape, all of the misery
I’m sorry
Please stay
Give me back my alchool
talk about serendipity man i picked up some of your stickers at a show in tucson july of 21!! got recommended this video, saw the channel name and thought "no way that's gonna be the band commiserate" well lo and behold... life is so fkn crazy sometimes. ♥ big love to ya wherever you are
That is crazy!! Big love from Phx!
awesome mix thank you
That's great, keep it up!🤟
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