Golfer Grayson Murray Before His Death at 30 yrs, He Took His Own Life. PGA Tour Golf Winner
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- Опубликовано: 24 май 2024
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Professional PGA golfer Grayson Murray has passed away at the age of 30. PGA Tour officials confirmed Murray's death in an official statement posted on Saturday, May 25th.
Grayson Murray died by sùicidè, his parents have revealed one day after the PGA star's shocking death. 'Although he took his own life, we know he rests peacefully now' they said.
Murray's death comes after he withdrew from the Charles Schwab Challenge in the middle of the second round on Friday, May 24th.
Commentary towards the end of the video.
I lost my Son at 32. Life is over for me. The pain never stops. I pray for his family.
Very sorry for your loss
Your Faith Will carry You. Know that Rejoice, Love, Laughter will be reunited Together again in the After Life and Spiritual Rhealm. May God Comfort You and Give You strength. Peace be with You! 🙏🏼
Words mean nothing I guess but my heart and prayers are with you x
First of all im sorry for your loss, please watch the movie "The Shack" Sam Worthington
My prayers are for you, his family, and all others who have lost a child.
His eyes tell the story...he's not all there for sure...he talks like he's not in the moment...his mind is elsewhere. RIP young man...All condolences to the families...Love and Hugs.
Hindsight 20/20
Thats bs you effin troll. He looks happy, and is practically smiling. He looks very content with his life. He probably did what he did because of his finace said something on the golf course. Thats why he stopped the round and the next day he couldnt take it.
Easy to say that now. Get out of here with that.
This was over a year ago ❤😢
I felt the same thing looking at his eyes, he looked a man that was afraid and not even in the moment
I suffer from severe depression and anxiety and I know I can be doing great but a few days without my medication because I couldn’t afford them and I go down fast. Please anyone reading this who is struggling please please find someone to talk to and get the help that is out there. Our country needs to offer more help to people especially the uninsured so they can get the mental health and medications they need
We suffer in silence with depression.
Hey I'm in the fight with you!!! You're absolutely right. Therapy is a MUST. It's a shame how hard it can be for some people to gain access to it but there are resources out here. I'm a witness!
Very true.
Crazy how my life was so perfect, but I was still depressed and anxious. I truly feel like a king taking on all the forces while the worst thoughts run though my head. Im 28 now and still unmedicated. Graysons depression must of been 10x worse than mine... id say more of anxiety controls me, depression just keeps me humble and is temporary. I could never commit suicide because of my family and dog... Im a peice of s*** but I could already feel my mothers pain while my dad spends the rest of his years crying himself to sleep and suffering in silence. Deep deep down I know that I am very lucky to be a healthy guy, I can run, jump, always have food and water and have good genetics. Im literally perfect but there will always be this dark shroud over my head clouding my brain and preventing me from being the best version of myself.
How will I ever find a girlfriend if I hate myself...
I'm praying for you
Tough to watch. rest easy, Grayson. Be at peace
🙏 🙏
I'm sorry he passed but cmon he's only was 30 how can he have so many problems at 30 has great job plays golf for living makes ton of money great family wife cmon where's the problem
@@James-bq2gphi James mental health unfortunately does not work that way. It’s an illness and just like any other chronic illness it needs treatment. There can be all sorts of triggers and you can hear Grayson trying to explain that in this interview. Just because we don’t understand it doesn’t make it less real for those suffering from it. May the young man rest in peace
@@James-bq2gpMental illness doesn’t follow logic, that’s what makes it an illness. It’s not just someone having a bad day
@@al1356 good point
Being worth $5 million doesn't mean you are a happy person. Such a sad ending. RIP.
Nothing to do with it, he would have had an underlying mental issue
True.
I'd be a lot happier of a person if I had the money to go play golf or to do anything for that matter...
So true them people with nothing are most times happier than the rich ❤
@finanzferdinand9874 actually that was the exact point I was making if you read my comment correctly. Money doesn't erase any personal problems one may be experiencing.
I've noticed in his interviews he was real worried about his actions affecting his parents
I definitely saw that too. You can tell he really didnt want to follow thru as well about his parents. He kept bringing them up :( RIP Murray.
Seems like his parents not buying that flight costed them.. one bad day of golf and being alone at a tournament without the 2 people that love you the most was probably very tough for him. Whats even harder for him is the fact his mom went through so much but still had a beautiful outlook on life... probably made him feel very guilty for being depressed in the situation he was in compared to his mother. I know I feel that guilt when I think of grandmother... how am i depressed when I have the perfect life and she is so happy when she had an awful and abusive childhood... Makes me feel even worse...
Not that bothered wouldn't you say?
His parents are rarely at his tournaments. That interview wasn’t recent.
In the end his parents got the phone call my sister passed unexpectedly at 32 6 days after her baby was born i had to make that call to my mom will never get over it prayer to the Murray family
Speaks very well, expresses himself well but you can sense a sadness behind the words, didn't smile much so you know even as he speaks, his mind may be somewhere else...depression sucks 😔
I agree…… he gives off a very melancholy tone.
Yes 100% correct
BS eff off troll. He looks very content with life. and it shows in his eyes. He is practically smiling. I bet it was his fiance saying something to him on the golf course. Thats why he quit the round and he did what he did the nest day.
well said, just makes me tremendously sad as I see so much potential not just as a golfer but as a person.
I feel this. I'm suicidal every day. I put myself on routines, get up everyday at an early time and workout and do the things I need to do at work to be "successful". People think I'm happy and well-spoken. He probably just got used to the acting.
In some cases, not all, you can fight through it enough to still live a normal life. But most of the time I don't think it's all worth it. There could be a time one day where I just don't want to do it all anymore. It's why I personally won't get married or have kids, I can't do that to someone. It's best if you can just go without anyone being dependent on you.
RIP to this guy. The struggle can be terrifyingly real. Life isn't a gift for everyone.
Keep your head up
I empathize with all of that but will add that wife and kids can get you through when nothing else can. It forces you to keep going.
Trust in Jesus my friend. He loves you, created you and will help you. God bless
I empathize with you as well and many many others here do as well keep going
I feel you brother
The first sentence he spoke speaks so loud. He was not all there mentally and emotionally. I don’t even watch golf but rest In peace to this young man and always check on the people you love
Wow, to mention all that heartache your mom went through and to still not be able to battle those demons is so heartbreaking. This further solidifies how important getting help for depression is. Bless her heart for being a strong influence
Luckily I’ve never experienced prolonged periods of depression nor have I ever considered suicide and honestly haven’t been around someone that had felt that way until I worked with this beautiful Hispanic girl. She was beautiful, very athletic body and was single and every guy wanted her. Me being married and able to speak Spanish, she took to me and confided in me her problems with depression and suicidal thoughts. I was in complete shock but realized that it didn’t matter what she looked like on the outside because the demons inside her were destroying her reason for existence. I offered all the advice I could and listened to her carefully with the hope I could help her. I moved on due to a promotion but wondered about her through the years. Ten years later I ran into her and she was beaming with so much happiness. She told me she got the help she needed and had married and had a baby. It’s been 6 years now. I pray she’s still doing good.
Alcoholism and depression don’t discriminate between rich or poor, young or old, famous or ordinary……. I have experienced both with loved ones, my son is now seven years sober, unfortunately my ex wife’s depression ended our marriage. I don’t wish either experience on anyone. Mental health treatment is something we need to prioritize more and more in the future.
He sounds like me not that long ago, after abruptly losing my 20 yr career and everything, struggling to find work. Struggling with drinking. Eternally conflicted, but externally looks fine. Feeling like a burden to everyone. Just the fact he repeatedly mentions some permutation of _"not letting his parents down,"_ he likely *felt* he let everyone down, especially his parents. My mom didn't deal with the issues his mom did, but she sounds just as vocally supportive and a #1 cheerleader as mine. And my dad is the same age. The soul-tearing feeling of being at the end, thinking you let everyone down, is the closest I've felt to death. Replaying over and over your mistakes, and forgetting your triumphs. I'm starting to wonder if he was hung over again, and not "ill" as sited for his withdrawal. I get it, people say, _"it's a selfish way to relive your pain,"_ and _"permanent solution to a temporary problem."_ Most who say that have never been on razors edge, moments away from the end. And know how those moments feel.
This is horrible. 😞 I wish I could have a rewind button in life, go back and save him. I'd rewind back to 1994 to save my best friend who died the same way in HS, and relive the next 30 years JUST to save anyone else I could, including Grayson.
Well said.
That's really nice👏
Grayson you have finally found the peace that you have been searching for so long. I lost my brother in 1980 he took his own life the only light out family had was that he was finally at peace. RIP Grayson
Sad, what a horrible tragedy.
He seems like a very compassionate caring person listening to him talk. I just wish he believed what he was saying. RIP GRAYSON.
Depression is awful to live with
I wonder if deep down he didn’t want to play golf but the pressure to walk away was too much to bear. From the outside- good looking, pro golfer, engaged…more than some could only hope for…just so sad.
Burnout is a hell of a thing. It seems impossible to step away when you are in the thick of it.
It’s a possible contributor. He said he was playing since age 9. Heartbreaking, no doubt, regardless of any other contributing factors.
Absolutely heartbreaking… Even more so because he was open about it and still couldn’t win the battle. Damn man… Rest in peace & prayers for his family
Hadn't heard of him until my dad told me what happened to him and what happened has shook me. I resonate with him as someone who battles with depression and addiction. So sad. Same age as me too.
Keep your head up! Don’t wallow in Grayson’s demise or in the past. Look to YOUR future and keep your focus!
Crazy how he's speaking in futuristic terms like " I'm only 30 and have a lot of golf ahead of me", "If I stay consistent every week" and "I'm going to win in front of my parents soon".
Sadly something like this just confirms why I quit drinking 3/8/2023 as how I felt before, during and after isn’t normal so I empathize with this man. I had no withdrawals, no temptations, I was just sick of cleaning up the mess weeks after was motivation enough for me. My bloodwork now is always perfect as that evilness is out of me. Anxiety sucks bad and I pray for his family and all his friends! ❤️🖤❤️🖤
All of these interviews are focused on his battles. Why? He has done so much more. He deserved to have his success highlighted instead of.
I think they’re just being highlighted now because of his death. He was an advocate for mental health and spoke about his struggles to hopefully help others. I don’t believe reporters were constantly in his face asking questions about his mental health.
You have to remember that the press are ruthless in their search for the negative, no class whatsoever, they don't care at all about any of the good stuff, sick!!
These interviews are a great insight for all of us. He was highly successful and yet he had his challenges. Like he said, we all have fears and challenges.
And inner demons 😢❤🙏
His insurance company just paid out over $175,000,000 to family, friends and neighbors.
God bless this young man and his family.
So very sad. No one can understand what he was going through even with all the love and support he had around him. Goes to show that the disease is so very complex and hard to understand. Prayers go out to his family and friends about this devastating news. 😢
My friends I was in the 18th green sky box front row at the Sony Open when he won at the first play off hole. It was epic. Classy story of redemption at the time. Was so happy for him. Now sad. 😢
No matter how successful a person might outwardly seem you never know how much he might be hurting on the inside. For this reason I treat everyone I meet with compassion.
Well said my friend. I speak to anyone. We never know what is going on on their inside. This broke my heart
but he wanted a limited edition Ferrari and a luxury yacht ,, even that was out of his reach , so he reaches for a gun LOL
So sad. My heart aches for his folks. Our son dreams of playing golf for money, he has the talent but the mind game it takes is another level, not an easy way to make a living
Tough way to make an easy living
He should be listening to / reading Bob Rotella - best mental game golf coach in the game. "Golf is Not a Game of Perfect" to start
How would you know? It’s takes a lifetime of dedication and the odds of success are low. So although it may seem “easy” it is not.
@@rickchristie99 I never said it was easy. I said it’s a tough way to make an easy living. I’m a professional golfer
This is heartbreaking to watch, I also suffer from depression and anxiety and I have put on this exact same facade in my daily life and continue to do so. It’s hard to spot unless you can relate but I can definitely feel the pain and sadness in his gaze and those eyes. Very very sad to watch
RIP my friend, you will continue to live amongst us.
Grayson, your spirit lives on in so many hearts ❤❤❤ Your accomplishments in golf and in life are nothing short of those of a "winner" May you find peace in your next journey. God Speed Grayson Murray.🕊️
God speed, courageous and candid young man. I’m so sorry for your pain. I pray for your peace
Sorry, it was tragic, very, but where do you get courageous?
@@breeze7863 Talking about one's struggling mental health and being vulnerable, especially in front of cameras/the world, is a courageous thing to do. That's where they got courageous.
I’m 60 years old. We all struggle with depression from time to time. Under any circumstance don’t take your life. Get professional help.
When you commit suicide the only people you hurt is your family.
So sad. I’ve had those thoughts and don’t wish them on anyone. People, please know that you are loved and there is always a better way.
So sad. You can see and hear his pain. RIP🙏🏾
RIP from Scotland 🏴 🙏🏻 Gods got you now in His beautiful kingdom looking down on the guys who where special too you and protecting them and sending your love and His love ❤️⛳️
That bullshit was probably at least partially responsible.
Gods got you now in His beautiful kingdom? Really? What’s your proof of that? I’m not trying to be insensitive to this case, obviously it’s heartbreaking, but what you said is so distorted from the biblical reality. The Bible doesn’t say that people go directly to heaven after death, it says that people are asleep and in a state of unconsciousness until Jesus returns the 2nd time around to reward either eternal life or eternal death. Also, life is a battle, a war, it’s a battle between the forces of good and evil, between Christ and Satan, we are commanded to fight till the end and not give up, suicide is not painted favorably in the Bible. Try to gain your perspective from the Bible which is the Word of God and not on what “we feel to be good or what we would like to believe” or what the common or popular world concept is, peace.
I feel so bad for the family....they are the victims here, what a burden to have to carry. 🙏🏽💙
I played junior golf with Grayson when we were young kids. I knew his dad because he ran golf tournaments in the state. Grayson had so much talent, we all looked up to him when we were young. Shocking and terrible news
Sounds thoughtful and I would have never seen this coming. Prayers to the family
He sounds like he finally had his life together. He deserved a chance to enjoy the refurbished life ahead if him. This is a powerful discussion of what could have been.
My only brother committed suicide this year it's been a complete nightmare. Prayers for the family I've been experiencing extreme heart failure since . I feel personally it's selfish. So sad rest in peace 🕊️
So sorry for you and your family, May your brother rest in peace 🙏
I pray that everything turns out better for you.
So tragic. I've been thinking about Grayson over the last few days. Didn't know him , watched him but feel so bad about his passing. Can't explain it.
Rest in peace………life can be so very difficult.
Yeah, being a millionaire golfer must really be hard🙄
What does money have to do with happiness
@@Teabonesteakso millionaires don’t struggle mentally?
Robin Williams…suicide.
Anthony Bourdain…suicide.
Chester Bennington….suicide.
All of these people had fame, fortune. Proof that it means nothing.
You can see it in his eyes that he's not right......poor lad, how very, very sad for him and his family.
Prayers to the family. So tough. 🙏
God Bless young man. Prayers to you your family and friends. 🥺
rest in peace young man ❤ from england
With his past history, as soon as he dropped out and left the course, someone should have been with him for the rest of the day .
They did get the phone call, so sad for Grayson and all of his love ones
The first interview, he seems "off" compared to other interviews
He had just seen a new doctor a few weeks earlier. My guess is he's heavily medicated.
@@davenelson4334 Yes heavily. In fact Grayson's still unaware that he's dead.
@@realtruth2817so unnecessary.
I read that he struggled with alcohol.. please if you're reading this and you already have struggles with anxiety and depression.. do not dig yourself deeper by using alcohol as a coping mechanism. It's not spoken about enough how terrible alcohol can be for people who are already struggling.. it's like digging yourself into a deeper and deeper hole the more you continue to drink.. and you have to keep filling that hole with more and more liquor to feel ok. I promise if you are a heavy drinker suffering with depression and anxiety, commit to no alcohol for 2 weeks and you will feel so much better. The first week or 2 will be rough though.
Damn can really see it in his eyes. Just turned 30. Deff feel lost sometimes but gotta stick it thru. Hope you found peace brother !
Prayers of peace and comfort to his family and friends❤. RIP
The first interview took place in Sept/Oct of 2023, more than half a year before his death, not "days" before it. He clearly says at 0:20 that he is coming up to his 30th birthday, and he was born in Oct 1993. The title is misleading, as far is the interview that most people will see when opening the video. It's sad to see his death being used for clickbait. RIP.
Watch the entire video.
This is heartbreaking to watch. God bless Grayson.
Rip Grayson...he mentioned fear being a factor for everyone..this is so true, fear and wondering what others think of us..this is what holds people back. condolences to his family.
My son is moving away from me across the state. Not wanting to give any details but nothing I can do about it. For the first time in my life I am having suicidal thoughts. Only reason I’m still here is because of my son. It’s not about me. I’m not doing ok right now. Every day is different. It’s hard as a man to admit I’m not ok. I’m Superman to my son. I am lonely. I am sad. I have worked my ass off to give my son a life that I dreamed of as a little boy. Now since I don’t have any family to help, his mom and her parents decided to move back to Memphis. Which is a city I’ll never go back too. I don’t know what I’m trying to say or what my point is. But my mom is heaven. Maybe I should go be with her.
let him live & gather new experiences. i’d say being supportive for his decision is the best thing to do. I don’t know how old he is or why he moves away, but doing so takes courage, he seeks change, growth. encourage him on that and let him experience it without guilt.
im sure by giving him this space and energy you’ll deepen your bond in the long term.
the worst thing to do is try to enclose a bird in a cage. let it out, allow to discover itself and it’ll come back.
you got this brother.
try to experience new things for yourself, life is hard but at the same time its beautiful. most
importantly don’t let your mind spiral you down, thats a vicious cycle and the real danger.
@@astudyofself he is almost 10. I have no family to help me or I’d have custody of him. His mom is a recovering addict. Her parents are rich and my son considers his grandmother more of a mother than his own mom. So he’s definitely blessed. Even if I had family to help, he’d pick his grandparents and his mom over me every time. And I understand. But I have worked so hard to give him the life I wanted. And his mom not only doesn’t work, but gets child support and has her parents. It’s like everything is against me. And Im not built to have a life without him. I really do appreciate your words. You don’t know how much this has me smile for the first time all day.
@@jamaljenkins9977 oh so he’s still very young.
i think most importantly try to let him be a kid and avoid creating too much ‘conflict’ or ‘toxicity’ within the family dynamics you got going on, to preserve his emotional development.
i come from a highly disfunctional family, grew up without a dad and my grandparents and mother were always in a toxic relationship so i always ‘tried’ to tiptoe in between which speaking of as today, I consider very unhealthy as you always try to be the mediator in between the parties, giving you anxiety and so much more bullshit, you’re always on alert.
i dont know the dynamics in your case, but maybe staying in touch with his grandparents and building that bond could be a good thing to stay in touch with him.
most importantly you know you did and are still doing the tight thing for your son, the universe recognizes that and so will you son, maybe not immediately but once his mind is able to comprehend the situation he will be proud of the strength, love and compassion his dad proved during tough times.
I don’t know really how to reply to you, but I will do my best. I understand the absolute, unconditional love we have for our children. I would personally do absolutely anything for them that they truly needed. Anything. However your son is only 10 years old and he is going to need a father well into his adulthood. Your guidance, your love, especially your presence. Please reach out to a therapist and tell them all of this. They will guide you through the really rough times. You are needed in this life❤️
So sad and tragic.
“Was & could have been” talking in the past tense….even with this clip being a bit older it shows where his mind has gone. RIP, I hope his soul is at peace
Angel's are watching over you brother 🙏 Rest in peace Grayson. You were definitely a genuine guy. You will be missed 😢
R.i.p Grayson Murray
When you do what he did, there is no rest. No peace.
Can you show us exactly where that rule is?
@@GT-bz9nc read a Bible. Stop defending suicide. Not a trend you want to support.
I can't imagine how you feel and I am so very sorry for your loss. I pray God walks with you one day at a time til you are stronger. I believe you will see him again.
Very sad eyes.. 🥹 May he rest in peace 🙏
02:11 sounds like his parents opted to stay home after looking at flights. welp, that's got to haunt them.
Sad he took his own life. But it's pretty clear this world is a miserable place full of war and violence. Not everybody wants to live that.
How sad
His mental coach should be fired! He sure did make his parents proud..., especially his mother. Job well done, Grayson.
Fired from what? He’s gone now. And if you think one meeting with a mental coach caused this you are way off
My heart and condolences go to his family and friends!! It’s so sad the need to be perfect and so young may His Soul Rest In Peace with God , Amen 🙏
Honestly, hard to watch. RIP.
Rip i have depression as well god bless you
Wishing you well. I'm not going to trivialize your battle, but you can make it. You deserve to make it.
but he wanted a limited edition Ferrari and a luxury yacht ,, even that was out of his reach , so he reaches for a gun LOL
Prayers to his parents. It sounds they loved him so much and he knew that they loved him.
30 years old. What a tragic waste. 😢
Very hard to watch. Grayson suffered from his own thoughts. Depression is a terrible disease. Rest easy now Grayson. You are with God.
You are with God, really? What proof do you have? On what basis? Is that something you say because “it feels good and brings you comfort and a sense of peace” or you say it because that’s the “right thing to say and since everyone says it you do as well”? I repeat what proof do you have? This is important to know don’t you think? Look into the Bible which is the only true and reliable source for this. It says that after death we become unconscious and are asleep until Jesus comes again, until then everyone will be rewarded either heaven or hell, not beforehand or at the moment of death. Plus, suicide is not painted in a favorable light in the Bible, we have to persevere to the very end with the help of God. Life is a battle, a war indeed, it can only be sustained by the Grace and Help of God through faith in Jesus. Peace
@@ricardocastro3645soul sleeping?
Are you a 7 day Adventist?
@@auxmike718 By the grace of God I am, soul sleep, unconsciousness is crystal clear in the bible.
@@ricardocastro3645 What proof do YOU have... ???
Ha ha ha I mean really, the creator of the Universe is Jewish ? Hebrew ??? Now now now... Prove it!!! Prove the Holy Spirit is Hebrew. Prove GeeZues is coming again ,,,, hahha Delusional at B E ST
@@ricardocastro3645 : It is what I believe. You can believe whatever you decide is best for You.
My God. WTF. This is so brutal. God bless the lad. Bless his mom & dad. An unimaginable loss. Devastating
Wow! His parents meant so much to him
My friend, Daniel, was the best golfer I ever played with and he committed suicide a few years back. He started throwing away things - even his golf clubs. I miss him.
Mental health is a silent epidemic Rip Grayson
Am not a golf fan but I just seen him winning and my deepest sympathy and condolences to his family and friends
Rest in Peace Grayson ❤
Life is tough.. sometimes i want to pause it
Sad 😢
😢 🙏 Depression Sucks. May he rest in peace. 🕊 🙏
❤😢 Be at peace young man.
Sounds like parental pressure is haunting his mind.
Could just be depression in general… he mentions parents, negative self talk, fears, doubts, trying to act like a professional as if he’s not, usually depression comes with negative thoughts all around. But who knows?
Alcohol makes you have dark thoughts, alcohol withdrawal the next day after drinking i feel deeply depressed and fearful keep thinking i shouldn’t be alive. Alcohol really can mess you up.
Yes. Plus alcohol IS a chemical depressant.
I may be wrong but haven't heard about why he didn't get married at the end of April.Think that probably was a trigger. RIP Greyson
@@1shpendiyeah there’s no doubt if you suffer from depression and anxiety and you drink daily your in real trouble. Alcohol is a depressant so the hangover phase is detrimental to one who suffers from said illnesses. I know I been there. I been diagnosed with ptsd gad and depression. It’s a battle everyday but I’ve noticed when I stopped drinking everyday it gets better and better. 40 days clean today and feel like my old self returning .
Good luck to everyone suffering and god bless
RIP. Our country really needs to destigmatize mental health care and healthcare in general. This doesn't have to be as common as it is.
Oh no, rest well 💜
Prayers go out to his family such a loss
man this is so sad
How sad, he does seem very jaded, sorrowful. He had so many inner demons and still managed to be on the PGA Tour. May he rest in peace.
Tragedy , may your soul find peace . RIP GRAYSON 🙏🏼✝️🕊️
Tragic and heartbreaking. Alcoholism is devastating
I stopped drinking 16 months ago!
Best thing I ever did.
Join me.
There is not a more destructive drug than alcohol. They'll tell you its fentanyl, meth, or heroin. NOPE. No drug destroys more lives than alcohol. But because our govt makes BILLIONS off of it they'll tell all of us from a small child in school "You have to wait until you're of age! BUT DONT DO METH!" Its sad.
Well done 👏👏👏💪💪@@chezchezchezchez
@@chezchezchezchez THIRD year going here. Life got better and easier!
Maybe alcohol was his main reason for living. Its a sad thought but it could be true. Then you take that away from a person and put stipulations on them and they feel they have no reason to live.
The grass isnt always greener when a person kicks an addiction. Sometimes it can make a depression worse or create one when there wasnt before.
😭😭😭😭😭😭
My heart is broken 💔
When you do something like this, there is no resting in peace.
I can't even imagine what his parents are going through.
It really hurts to loose a loved one
Prayers
5:36 😥
Depression is a very hard thing to understand
I wonder what was that final trigger for him?? That's what frustrating is not knowing because people that hurt are extremely good at hiding the severity. He obviously had issues but what was that straw that did it..very sad
Unfortunately depression anxiety and addiction (even if you are in recovery) are hard to overcome.....even w the best people and professionals, doctors around you and cheering for you. It's an intense personal battle. Hard to explain unless you've been in the depths of any of those things 😢💙🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏
RIP