I'm So Tired - Deep in Cider (Fugazi cover)

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  • Опубликовано: 4 окт 2024
  • Coat of Grime's debut album is now available in CD format.
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    This is a song I found back in the day when I my friend Johnny Hanuse chose it for a skate video I put together for him.
    Out here, I can barely see my breath,
    Surrounded by jealousy and death,
    I can't be reached,
    I've only had one call,
    Dragged underneath,
    Separate from you all.
    This time,
    I've lost my own return,
    In spite of,
    Everything I've learned,
    I hid my tracks,
    Spit out all my air,
    Slipped in to cracks,
    Stripped of all my cares.
    I'm so tired,
    Sheep are counting me,
    And there's no more struggle,
    No more energy,
    No more patience,
    And you can write that down,
    It's all too crazy,
    So I'm not sticking 'round.
    Now accepting magic internet money donations! Gimme some so I can figure out what it is.
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  • @brandonmaynard9507
    @brandonmaynard9507 Год назад +44

    I don't give a f*** what anybody says, not too many people out there as punk rock is Jesse was. Rest in peace my man

  • @Zack-dk6hp
    @Zack-dk6hp 2 года назад +206

    RIP to an absolute legend. This is my favorite cover of any song. You will be truly missed, Jesse.

    • @brockismyhero989
      @brockismyhero989 2 года назад +1

      Omg! When did he die???

    • @peepsbates148
      @peepsbates148 2 года назад +1

      😔 God bless jesse rip bro my life was brighter thanks to you 🙏 you'll always be remembered in your music

    • @skullcollectorSKIN
      @skullcollectorSKIN 2 года назад +13

      @@brockismyhero989 November 26 2021. Fatal overdose.

    • @joseph5521
      @joseph5521 2 года назад

      For real

    • @byronspencer539
      @byronspencer539 2 года назад +1

      That makes me so sad. Loved Jesse! RIP

  • @hubristopher6936
    @hubristopher6936 Год назад +12

    Only just learned of Jesse Stewart’s music this morning it hurts knowing I’m never going to witness this first hand..
    RIP❤

  • @TheRemedica
    @TheRemedica 10 лет назад +184

    I've listened this more times than normal human being should.
    It kinda makes me sad and I just want to grab my backbag and shoes and head out.. Just somewhere. Thank you Jesse

    • @janseendiguiseppiThomasMC
      @janseendiguiseppiThomasMC 5 лет назад +34

      TheRemedica that’s how I ended up in Arizona. I got fed up with life and rather than ending it I said fuck it, packed a backpack of clothes and left with $60. To my name. I didn’t even have a car. I took a gray hound 😂. I ended up making it way further than I ever thought. I got a job, a place, met my wife and now have three kids and own a home. Who would have guessed this would have came from a fuck it backpacking trip lol. Life is strange.

    • @chemical_warfarex
      @chemical_warfarex 4 года назад +11

      @@janseendiguiseppiThomasMC Crazy, I had almost the exact same experience. Packed up some clothes, grabbed a one way greyhound and 8 years later I bought a house/planning my wedding and future. Glad everything worked out for more than just myself.

    • @robertroseman2976
      @robertroseman2976 3 года назад +1

      @@janseendiguiseppiThomasMC are you “that one guy “ who tours with buckethead ? And makes ur own instruments ? If not check him out

    • @HailieSelassII020
      @HailieSelassII020 2 года назад +1

      @@janseendiguiseppiThomasMC Though I have heard stories, close tied stories of sorrow too.. It's a gamble at the end of the line glad it turned out well for you buddy

    • @donbaker7865
      @donbaker7865 2 года назад +3

      Rest In Peace Jesse Nov. 26 2021 Campbell River B.C.

  • @colelandriault494
    @colelandriault494 2 года назад +22

    I will forever be listening to this cover daily, it has helped me get through a lot these past few weeks. The subtle glimmers of pain in his eyes as he sings and resonates with the lyrics breaks my heart but his voice mends many wounds. Thank You Jesse, rest in peace and fly high King.

  • @vincemarquez2142
    @vincemarquez2142 7 лет назад +98

    Tucson, Arizona. You got a place to stay and that offer stands no matter how old this comment gets. Idgaf if you hit me up 5 years from now and I have a wife and kids you always have a place to stay here. Helping me through some real bad times right now. Rock fucking bottom
    yeah im posting this on many videos, maybe youll see it.

    • @dotChrollo
      @dotChrollo 5 лет назад +7

      @@ryanishkonk3446 that's the point of the delousing sessions :p

    • @AudibleVisibIe
      @AudibleVisibIe 5 лет назад +10

      Hope youre doing better brother

    • @soggyman3852
      @soggyman3852 4 года назад +1

      AudibleVisible he died..

    • @wutbitch420
      @wutbitch420 4 года назад

      TheNew Swag1FL i hope you’re being serious. My heart goes out to him

    • @blondejack6045
      @blondejack6045 4 года назад

      You are a good man. Truly hoping you are getting better, from England.

  • @mtthrly
    @mtthrly 3 года назад +7

    Just peddled my rickety bicycle like mad to the station, wheels wobbling and frame rattling more slightly more intensely than the day before. Just made it on to the train to work. It's crowded, It's 8am, Wednesday 7th April 2021; Melbourne, Australia.
    I'm so tired.
    Thanks man.

  • @thiagocunha2135
    @thiagocunha2135 2 года назад +8

    RIP Jesse, thanks for reaching me in Brasil and healed and inspire me with your songs from the heart.

  • @xdaniedx
    @xdaniedx 2 года назад +6

    RIP my man. You were one of a kind. I hope you found peace.

    • @peepsbates148
      @peepsbates148 2 года назад

      Damn straight 🙏 good luck jesse boy

  • @InfernalBleeding1
    @InfernalBleeding1 9 лет назад +69

    It's like you zone out from the world and get lost in the music,
    It's wonderful to see, Keep up the work man. Love it.

    • @ffcc1515
      @ffcc1515 6 лет назад +3

      Blunt Shame it’s more like he loses himself as he sniffed too much cocaine

    • @WickedWonderCrew
      @WickedWonderCrew 5 лет назад +2

      @@ffcc1515 cocain haha... dont write if you dont know

    • @ffcc1515
      @ffcc1515 5 лет назад

      Arvid Hambraeus blunt

    • @alexmurphree7949
      @alexmurphree7949 3 года назад

      You say that as if cocaine is not a legitimate way to lose yourself

    • @donbaker7865
      @donbaker7865 2 года назад +1

      Rest In Peace Jesse Nov. 26 2021 Campbell River B.C.

  • @justanotheranhedonicguy5132
    @justanotheranhedonicguy5132 5 лет назад +91

    I'm having a hard time in life right now. Deep depression and anxiety make really hard to stay alive and I don't really say it in the cliché of the word. I'm actually in an state of depression where I don't enjoy anything. Everything is hard, nothing makes me happy. And I just stumbled upon your covers and I really think how can you enjoy something so simple, you, your mandolin, and a lice treatment. But you seem happy, you know? You seem OK with it. You actually made me think about my life. Hope you're doing well, I know this was four years ago but I really hope you're happier now.

    • @VinnyVincenzoYo
      @VinnyVincenzoYo 4 года назад +10

      Bastián Nicolas Villarroel Campos I know this was 9 months ago but I too hope everything’s going better for you. I know it’s hard and it feels like people will never understand, but in my case a positive mindset and positive music definitely helps to give me an extra bit of inspiration whenever I’m feeling like it doesn’t exist in the world. Much respect and appreciation for sharing this.

    • @macdarby9926
      @macdarby9926 4 года назад +1

      Bastian your not alone, even if it perpetually feels like it.

    • @luiscarrillo8738
      @luiscarrillo8738 4 года назад +2

      Hope you're better now

    • @misterwilde1251
      @misterwilde1251 4 года назад +4

      hope you aight mate. keep your vibration high

    • @justanotheranhedonicguy5132
      @justanotheranhedonicguy5132 4 года назад +25

      Doing better, guys. I still do drugs and shit but it gets to know me better for Myself. Got a GF, quitted alcohol, I'm doing absolutely great. You can do it too, beautiful people.

  • @cjcoltellino
    @cjcoltellino 10 лет назад +122

    You should totally start a kick stater or something to fund an album I'm sure so many people would love to hear a raw recorded album!

  • @calvynhead8252
    @calvynhead8252 3 года назад +3

    You have such a story to tell
    You’re humble because you’ve been through almost it all
    It’s humbling
    Cold beer was just great coz I love beer and your energy
    I was in awe of Broke in half
    You’re in tune with what’s going on around you and inside your soul
    Truly gifted man.Theres not many who make raw look good.
    Thank you Jesse

  • @domoclessword
    @domoclessword 2 года назад +7

    recently found this dude , his story so sad :( RIP jesse your music makes me want to find the better version of myself man. may your beers be cold

    • @natalienewman2273
      @natalienewman2273 Год назад

      There is nothing cold in hell and I promise u that’s where this serial rapist is

  • @nightwing400_5
    @nightwing400_5 Год назад +6

    i wish i knew more people like him :/ i’ve unfortunately listened to all of his music and listen daily. unfortunate how he’s gone too soon.

  • @loganphillips5789
    @loganphillips5789 3 года назад +2

    I covered this song for a piano class once. Discovered Jesse years later. Feels like we’ve got some musical taste in common and that feels good. Cried to Fugazi and Jesse’s music many times. Thank you for being there and sending feels.

  • @elideveer674
    @elideveer674 Год назад +1

    Rip legend ❤ still here smashing your tunes

  • @zekeb7458
    @zekeb7458 2 года назад +1

    Sad to think that I will never get to see you again, but you continue to save my life over and over again......... truly breaks my heart

  • @Matt-ec7yb
    @Matt-ec7yb 2 года назад +1

    RIP Jesse. Your music helped me through my hardest times. Fly high ❤️

  • @tokisuno
    @tokisuno Год назад +2

    one of my favourite songs of all time

  • @TheHotTits
    @TheHotTits 9 лет назад +7

    literally every time i listen to your music it gives me goose bumps, serious props man!

  • @Mayor_Juana
    @Mayor_Juana 2 года назад +2

    Yes, there is talent before us in the form of Jesse Stewart... But let's not pretend like we all NEED a friend as good as Jesse's... Willing to wrap your homies mayonnaise and lice shampoo covered head in Saran wrap, to help him with his upstairs neighbor problem. Provide wifi, camera and a spot to jam, upload and record... Whoever's crib this
    was filmed in, props to you big dawg!!!!
    Much love!

  • @steveo7422
    @steveo7422 Год назад +2

    Love ya bro! First song I seen of yours was probably the same for most "cold beer" back in 2019 I remember exactly where I was in life. Found all your music since. Man rest easy brother, ima party animal like you, see ya one day maybe brother

  • @twizz420
    @twizz420 5 лет назад +11

    You look like you're about to give yourself an aneurysm...
    Give this man a record deal

    • @ryanishkonk3446
      @ryanishkonk3446 5 лет назад

      seriously?😬😂

    • @FlatlandMando
      @FlatlandMando 4 года назад

      Never does a tune without bulging neck veins. Much more intensity than most mandolin players...even bluegrass! Yeeeahhhha

  • @michaelangelo5040
    @michaelangelo5040 7 лет назад +5

    thank you for helping me through a rough time

  • @johnnylee6781
    @johnnylee6781 7 лет назад +11

    ive been going through some Shit lately, a friend sent me this in a message the other night...dude im pretty sure it saved my life. I needed this in my life. Im a Fugazi fan, these lyrics are pretty heavy and I never really cared for the original version of this song but Jesse's twist lightens it up a bit. Awesome job bro. thank you.

  • @TonyaGonzales-xl4md
    @TonyaGonzales-xl4md 5 месяцев назад

    Not even sure how I came across Jessie but I’m so glad I did. I wish I would have known of him earlier. Finding his music and learning of his departure is bittersweet. I will savor all that he left us.

  • @joshnorton498
    @joshnorton498 2 года назад +3

    My God, he was beautiful when he made music. God owes us all for his loss.

  • @Samantha98989
    @Samantha98989 4 года назад +3

    Your amazing. I Love your voice. I have been listening to you non stop for a week, obsessed.

  • @noda2488
    @noda2488 5 лет назад +2

    Singing to the dog part is the cutest ❤️❤️❤️

  • @jsvallee567
    @jsvallee567 2 года назад +2

    i watched all the damn cover of this song and jesse did the best one so far ! that was a great artist a fucking legend !

  • @THISxGUYyXD
    @THISxGUYyXD 10 лет назад +6

    so much soul

  • @FilmBuffBros
    @FilmBuffBros 7 месяцев назад +1

    Punk + Soul + Folk = Jesse Stewart = 😓🩸❤🥲

  • @GigiSweglar
    @GigiSweglar 7 месяцев назад

    I can listen to this video over and over breaks my heart

  • @laglomaklaglomag
    @laglomaklaglomag Год назад +1

    I love this song

  • @Anna_780
    @Anna_780 Год назад +1

    Love you Jesse

  • @elideveer674
    @elideveer674 Год назад +1

    Rip legend ❤ still here smashing your tunes 1:55

  • @valeriedelbene4272
    @valeriedelbene4272 5 лет назад +3

    that wink, oh my god... im swooning

  • @littledicky
    @littledicky 2 года назад +1

    This is so sad hearing he has died. RIP Jesse X

  • @coreyjwingate
    @coreyjwingate 9 лет назад +252

    Steve-O nice cover

  • @DevotedGFX
    @DevotedGFX 9 лет назад +44

    So much feeling in this, great cover; you should cover 'Waiting Room' Jesse

    • @JesseStewartfilm
      @JesseStewartfilm  9 лет назад +10

      DevotedGFX waiting room?

    • @DevotedGFX
      @DevotedGFX 9 лет назад +18

      Fugazi - Waiting Room, would love to hear your spin on it

    • @bassx3242
      @bassx3242 5 лет назад

      Its another (and better) fugazi song

    • @Steve-si8hx
      @Steve-si8hx 2 года назад

      @@bassx3242 is not

  • @fish633
    @fish633 2 года назад +1

    rip you fantastic human being

  • @levishaw5407
    @levishaw5407 2 года назад +1

    Gone but never forgotten

  • @crucial_kid3396
    @crucial_kid3396 8 лет назад +2

    So much emotion. I really appreciate your work bud.

  • @luckybassturd7260
    @luckybassturd7260 2 года назад +38

    [Verse 1: Jesse Stewart]
    Out here, I can barely see my breath
    I'm surrounded by jealousy and death
    And I can't be reached
    I've only had one call
    Dragged underneath
    Separate from you all
    [Verse 2]
    This time I've lost my own return
    In spite of, in spite of
    Every goddamn thing I've learned
    I hid my tracks like
    Spit out all my air
    I slipped in to cracks
    Stripped of all my cares
    All my cares
    All my cares
    [Verse 3]
    I'm so tired
    Sheep are counting me
    And there's no more struggle
    No more energy
    No more patience
    And you can write that down
    It's all too crazy
    So I'm not sticking 'round

  • @holisterbruxly4554
    @holisterbruxly4554 Год назад +1

    He plays that mand effortlessly.

  • @bojanrokvic2742
    @bojanrokvic2742 8 лет назад +9

    the best cover of the best song of the best band. and its better every time.

  • @askbudlogan329
    @askbudlogan329 10 лет назад +7

    your doing great boy, keep it up and true....you sing it from the heart and it shows your soul.....peace jess, proud of ya

  • @ZeroDedication
    @ZeroDedication 10 лет назад +3

    Great cover, mandolin sounds fantastic and your singing is so soulful.

  • @smilerabies119
    @smilerabies119 2 года назад +1

    Awesome dude

  • @jaridknapp2644
    @jaridknapp2644 4 года назад

    This has been a fav song of mine for so long and nobody does acoustic covers like you Jessie thing

  • @Dre9six
    @Dre9six 2 года назад

    Rest In Peace my dude, this song will always be a favourite of mine

  • @jonnewell3989
    @jonnewell3989 5 лет назад +4

    This guy is fkn awesome.. seriously talented musician trying to hide in broad daylight with a bag over his head like none of us can tell. Yeah good one.

  • @nilshaase884
    @nilshaase884 4 года назад

    Thanx... Fugazi belongs to the soundtrack of my life and now J. Stewart also...

  • @julliancarter3403
    @julliancarter3403 3 года назад

    I know I’m super late cause this was released 6 years ago but dude you have major talent ur music is touching and moving thank you brother💯 much love from Washington whenever I have hard times I listen to this and I find myself again ur a legend my guy!❤️

  • @victoriaestes1254
    @victoriaestes1254 9 лет назад +27

    Currently delousing while listening...

  • @svendontknow
    @svendontknow 8 лет назад +2

    smoking cigar with my bud to this
    thanks dude from germany

  • @seanthomasrauchert1695
    @seanthomasrauchert1695 5 лет назад

    And I thought it couldn't get any better what a killer cover

  • @Blueswailer
    @Blueswailer 8 лет назад +1

    This is a banging cover, nicely done Jesse! The dog at the end was hilarious.

  • @ashthetrashboat1982
    @ashthetrashboat1982 Год назад

    Omg when he smiled at the doggo!! Oh my ♥

  • @devospanko
    @devospanko 10 лет назад

    everytime i come home from work i surf the net a bit, i crack open youtube and the first thing i look for is another new video from you! don't burn yourself out, but don't ever stop man! We're Not Worthy!!!

  • @joeleft2897
    @joeleft2897 5 лет назад +2

    I’m a 21 year old nobody that plays guitar and ukulele and writes songs. You are one of my biggest inspirations man, never stop jamming!

  • @ChenkoTheDog
    @ChenkoTheDog 5 лет назад

    Beautiful. I'm glad you stuck around

  • @mikedwinnell1618
    @mikedwinnell1618 6 лет назад

    Definitely my favorite cover thanks Jesse

  • @jedkemsley4628
    @jedkemsley4628 2 года назад +1

    Sooooooo good. 💔

  • @mattwelch2470
    @mattwelch2470 3 года назад +2

    Bring back to spotify please

  • @nateflick1819
    @nateflick1819 6 лет назад

    Unique voice that can't be matched. You sir have a future behind a microphone. Make a dream come true for you and give hope to all your backyard pickers.

  • @TreeCODM
    @TreeCODM 5 месяцев назад

    I’m still here he never forgotten

  • @jaybrown8807
    @jaybrown8807 7 лет назад +1

    You sir are contained chaos! Keep on keepin on.

  • @tobaccoleaf2850
    @tobaccoleaf2850 2 года назад +1

    I miss him so much. Jesse was my best fucking friend we were bout to get married and live on Vancouver island. Im gonna be revisiting Canada when the weather is warm and we plan to host a memorial concert sometime this coming summer where we can come together and cover his music in honor of his life. Stay tuned this will take place in red deer alberta and open to friends and fans.

  • @richbo666
    @richbo666 10 лет назад +6

    Excellent

  • @daveorr5498
    @daveorr5498 8 лет назад +2

    Man this is some sick shit. The original is so mournful, so fucking full of sorrow. Your cover takes that feeling for me and flips the bird in its face while smashing down some cheap, stolen whiskey. I guess thats the best way to put it. Feeling sad can get fucked if its not motivating you to tear life a new asshole

  • @T42928
    @T42928 3 месяца назад

    Rest in peace. Your music really stuck with me.

  • @robertlee9712
    @robertlee9712 5 месяцев назад

    R.I.P Jesse you were an Amazing Artist 💯👍🙏

  • @lukepedersen9681
    @lukepedersen9681 7 дней назад

    Dude shreds so hard

  • @marcelinoperez8613
    @marcelinoperez8613 6 лет назад

    Pure gold.

  • @music-yl6vt
    @music-yl6vt 5 лет назад

    This is all I need, much love, brother

  • @deadroom9761
    @deadroom9761 5 лет назад

    glad i found your music jesse, i love it.

  • @krymzee2085
    @krymzee2085 6 лет назад +6

    The beginning sounds like the office theme. I’ve been loving you stuff lately. Keep playin ;)

  • @tylerluck378
    @tylerluck378 10 лет назад +1

    Thanks man

  • @elideveer674
    @elideveer674 3 года назад

    Man, I love your music so much, but even your covers are amazing, this just has an amazing energy to it with you and in my opinion easily on par with the original. Your music keeps me going through a lot of days Jesse. Thanks for that mate, hello from Sydney Australia

  • @gagewatkins3694
    @gagewatkins3694 7 лет назад

    there it is agian the raw feel you gotta keep the gritty feel great job bro

  • @sirrz1267
    @sirrz1267 Год назад +1

    The way you look at us 2:14 I love you!

  • @Beansmama13
    @Beansmama13 7 лет назад

    Fukkin beautiful Jesse

  • @joe47771
    @joe47771 4 года назад

    love the live music

  • @Atemporalacab
    @Atemporalacab 3 дня назад

    I miss you brother , almost 3 years gone 😢

  • @TH3Oth3oTH3O
    @TH3Oth3oTH3O 8 месяцев назад

    Man I wish you hadn’t passed Jesse, shame I only found you soon after you had, would’ve loved to of met and worked with you one day, rest easy bro

  • @chancellor3.144
    @chancellor3.144 8 лет назад

    Damn bro I hope you release some more music soon man. Even just some covers and stuff would be cool. U da man

  • @liddyyamaha36
    @liddyyamaha36 3 года назад

    Jesse's music-Great
    Jesse's music drunk-Fantastic
    Jesse's music drunk depressed and alone-Priceless

  • @LoaDeadGT
    @LoaDeadGT 10 лет назад +1

    That was really good Jesse! Keep it up!

  • @brentholvick7315
    @brentholvick7315 5 лет назад

    Great cover , love all your work

  • @legendsunite
    @legendsunite 10 лет назад

    love the passion

    • @JesseStewartfilm
      @JesseStewartfilm  10 лет назад

      legendsunite yeah I think I was the first one to cover this on MANDO

  • @louispeddiltton47
    @louispeddiltton47 4 месяца назад

    that's my day today. from a small town where apples are turned into cider.

  • @TylerBigHead
    @TylerBigHead 10 лет назад

    another awesome song

  • @peereleven8302
    @peereleven8302 8 лет назад +2

    dude come to germany... love your music!!!

    • @lrnoug
      @lrnoug 7 лет назад

      and belgium!!

  • @TheTheRandomShow1234
    @TheTheRandomShow1234 5 лет назад +1

    This is my new fav Jesse cover . Never heard of fugazi went and listened to their original and its fuckin white compared to the feeling Jesse gives these lyrics.

  • @goody4487
    @goody4487 10 лет назад +1

    Homie! Awesome work, I listen to you songs all the time. inspiring to say the least. you ever do slightly stoopid/ sublime. feel like your sound would mesh well with their music. cheers!

  • @dg5522
    @dg5522 2 года назад +1

    RIP

  • @AlexxMiramontes
    @AlexxMiramontes Год назад

    Rip Jesse we love u ...

  • @pedroa8779
    @pedroa8779 5 лет назад

    I can't stop hearing this on repeat. Help.