6 Years on Testosterone: New Freckles

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  • Опубликовано: 31 окт 2024

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  • @TyTurner
    @TyTurner 9 лет назад +463

    wow such art
    very poet
    much emotion

  • @nerdatheart94
    @nerdatheart94 9 лет назад +32

    What the fuck is this water coming out of my eyes? I didn't ask for these feels!
    Seriously, I'm so happy for you. And this video is just as beautiful as you are.

  • @kitterzy
    @kitterzy 8 лет назад +99

    This made me cry happy tears. My son is beginning his journey toward the body he should have been born with. He's 15, and his name was legally changed this past Fall. I'm trying to find an endocrinologist that's willing to prescribe a minor hormones. I'm actually excited to see him change like you have! Thanks for providing a window of sorts into the future for transition. 😊

    • @Blake1720
      @Blake1720 8 лет назад +8

      Thank you from myself and the progressive world for being such an amazing accepting mother! I am a cis female and I somewhat hope that my boyfriend and I have a LBGT child because we are so open minded and full of love that we could provide a beautiful life for him/her no matter what. You're in inspiration to as all! ❤️❤️

    • @GreenDay1695
      @GreenDay1695 8 лет назад +3

      +Nicole G. It's so nice seeing a mother this supportive of her son!

    • @kitterzy
      @kitterzy 8 лет назад +1

      +Blake Dalton Thank you! You'll be a fabulous parent!

    • @kitterzy
      @kitterzy 8 лет назад +5

      +Saint Jimmy My son will be starting testosterone soon. All I've ever wanted to do was to support and love my son. I can still enjoy memories when he was a little girl, but I realized when he hit middle school something didn't fit. Actually when he was in the 3rd grade, I had a feeling "she" was gay. Whatever sexuality he chooses, I'll welcome his significant other with open arms.

    • @GreenDay1695
      @GreenDay1695 8 лет назад +1

      Nicole G. We need more people like you in this world.

  • @SameSunset
    @SameSunset 9 лет назад +20

    You are the first trans person I have come across in my life. I was at high school at the time, just clicking around on youtube when I found you. I thought you were gorgeous and I was highly interested in your life. It was just a regular vlog of yours so I had no idea you were FTM. I continued to watch your videos and when I found out I did some research. I was kind of in love with your positivity and love for everything. I came to your videos when I felt down, though our problems at the time were completely different.
    It has honestly been about 5 years since I discovered you and I dont know, its nice to see you become more comfortable and loving of yourself, even with the small hiccups in the way. I'll probably continue watching you grow over the next 5, 10, 15 years - however long you do this really. It was nice, basically growing up with you. So, thank you for opening my eyes to a whole new world. I want to say thank you for these videos and your positive outlook as well. The world needs more people like you :)

    • @LinneaKaroliussen
      @LinneaKaroliussen Год назад

      He was the first trans person I came across too. I'm glad I listened to his story back then, 10 years ago. It's what opened me up to listening to the stories that come from people who are unlike me but who needs to be heard.

  • @majaziegler9531
    @majaziegler9531 8 лет назад +1

    Dude, I'm so incredibly happy for you it's weird cause I don't even know you this is the second video I watched and your happiness makes me feel so high

  • @hads5279
    @hads5279 9 лет назад +6

    Congrats on 6 years!! I'm so happy that you can be happy in your skin. You look great. And all of your tattoos are awesome.

  • @alixnight5318
    @alixnight5318 9 лет назад +7

    Did anyone else find themselves smiling back? I have to say, your smile is absolutely gorgeous

  • @moochachaa
    @moochachaa 9 лет назад +1

    I can't believe I have been watching you for 6 years! I remember your first video when you got T you've changed so much it's great that you're still making videos!!

  • @i.carnehecker1098
    @i.carnehecker1098 9 лет назад +1

    I'm fucking crying dude, this is so beautiful, makes me feel like I should really come out one day, seeing such strong people as you gets my hopes up, thank you for being who u are dude, srsly

  • @WithASenseOfPoise
    @WithASenseOfPoise 9 лет назад +1

    Of course you would get more "stars"! There is so much light inside of you. Thanks for being such an inspiration!

  • @tinyinthewoods8130
    @tinyinthewoods8130 9 лет назад +1

    you are such a wonderful person, that deep, loving look in your eyes is so rare to see these days. without knowing u, i wish there were more people on this earth like u. much love

  • @elliedrama46
    @elliedrama46 9 лет назад +4

    Your body is amazing! Freckles are adorable, and so are you!
    There isnt enough body positivity out there, and yeah, you love your body, and you can tell us you do!

  • @bryntendo
    @bryntendo 8 лет назад +1

    Wow. So powerful... Amazing. Thank you. Seeing these kinds of videos give me hope. Thank you.

  • @evanvega1647
    @evanvega1647 9 лет назад +39

    I can't wait for the day I can look and sound like the boy I should be. But that day will probably never come, thanks to my parents. I feel like if I transition, they will no longer consider me their child. They tell me stuff like, "This isn't you." "I have a beautiful girl, not a son." "Love yourself the way you are. You are female." and it hurts. They tell me they aren't accepting of it. They tell me it won't be worth it if I transition. I wish I could wake up tomorrow and be the boy I'm meant to be.. I wish I were strong enough to tell them they're hurting me..

    • @xqueencheese5385
      @xqueencheese5385 9 лет назад +1

      This is also happening to me ... im a ''female'' and i want to be a boy but 1. my mom would be disapointed in me and tell me that im just joking around about all of this, i always feel like she does'nt understand me. 2. my dad would be very sad, becouse ive always been ''his little girl'' and this hurts me the most becouse he truely is my role-model.( my eyes are sweating a bit ).
      i said to my mom that i felt like a boy and had always felt like one but she didnt take me seriously and just said '' but you're a girl though'', i got very hurt from this and i asked my mom that same week if i could go to the mall to cut my hair and when she asked how i wanted it to be cut i said that i wanted short hair and i think she thought that i meant like shoulder lenght but nope.

    • @simplyeason
      @simplyeason 8 лет назад +1

      Well, im a little different. Im gay but i havent come out to my family. Im afraid they will be disappointed and kick me out of the house. Im so not myself when im around them. I cane out to my sister and glad she accepted me and agreed to keep it a secret till im ready to come out. I hope there is a day where i will gain enough courage to come out to them. but the time is not right now. im still closed and and im still drifting from them. But glad i have a circle a friends who bring me up when i feel sad or broken.

    • @mariyoung7977
      @mariyoung7977 8 лет назад +1

      I know its hard, but you just have to try to think about the future with an open mind. You're a teenager, right? Once you are an adult/old enough to move out, your parents can't tell you how to live your life. If someone can't accept you for who you are, they aren't worth being with you as who you are. One day you will have facial hair, a flat chest, and a deep voice (unless you dont want any of these, of course!) It will definitely get better, okay?

    • @pancakelord83
      @pancakelord83 8 лет назад

      I'm really sorry to hear that.. You should really try and tell them that they are hurting you, though, maybe talk it through with them and educate them more on the topic. My mom wasn't very accepting when I first came out to her, she would yell at me and insist that it was a phase, but after about a year, when she'd had some time to get used to the idea, I tried talking to her again and she has actually agreed to try and help me get on T when I finish school. I'm telling you this because I think you might need to see that there is, in fact, hope for you as well, and that your parents may not accept you now, but there's a chance they will in the future.

    • @lexlixatkwa7nelson3
      @lexlixatkwa7nelson3 8 лет назад

      I just wanna say, if you want to be a boy, go for it. You shouldn't be worried about keeping your parents love, they should be worried about keeping yours, shoutout to everyone in similar situations. Be who YOU want to be

  • @dendr0apsis
    @dendr0apsis 9 лет назад

    You made me cry, beautiful. Speechless. Simple and honest.

  • @katbaker4838
    @katbaker4838 9 лет назад

    The little face you do at the end made me internally fangirl a bit. I'm so inspired by you Sky! I hope that your life is everything you hoped it would be x

  • @StrixAluco3
    @StrixAluco3 9 лет назад

    This made me cry.
    My body aches. I am so longing for beginning my journey, as well.
    Thank you for being such an inspiration.

  • @cammarie3
    @cammarie3 9 лет назад

    You are such an inspiration. Congratulations on being this far along and that you're happy. As someone just starting off I'm glad to know that one day I'll be there looking back on 6 years. Thank you.

  • @daycar
    @daycar 8 лет назад

    Wow this video makes me cry with happiness for you. Followed you for a while and I am so happy and proud of you, such an amazing man. Proud to be a subscriber.

  • @smellanor1636
    @smellanor1636 8 лет назад +1

    You are genuinely a beautiful human.

  • @halcotjoe
    @halcotjoe 9 лет назад

    That was SO beautiful! Absolutely wonderful! Congratulations, not only on your anniversary, but on being such a deeply creative person.

  • @ShohamDor
    @ShohamDor 9 лет назад

    Dude you made me cry, I'm so proud of you and the journey you have been through.. Such a huge inspection!! I wish you many many years of happens and joy, really man, you deserve it. ❤

  • @chrishansen724
    @chrishansen724 9 лет назад +1

    What a beautiful man you are, body, mind and spirit! Thank you for sharing yourself with us.

  • @TwixxKandi
    @TwixxKandi 9 лет назад

    It's so awesome that you get to live in your body your way! You are a strong person for going on the journey to becoming who you are. It's truly amazing and inspiring. So coagulations on hitting your 6 year anniversary!!

  • @Mspizzza
    @Mspizzza 9 лет назад

    This was absolutely brilliant. I just kept getting goosebumps on goosebumps and it really made me so happy for you. I wish you nothing but the best in this life journey.

  • @Mayafairy
    @Mayafairy 8 лет назад

    Wow. That's all I can say. This has got to be one of my favorite, and most valued, videos of all time. You are such an inspirational and articulate person, and you put your words together in such a fluid way that you can't help but internalize. Keep doing what you're doing.

  • @Itsmebaileyc
    @Itsmebaileyc 8 лет назад +2

    Skylar-
    I came out as transgender almost two years ago. I didn't start T until mid-september. This video marked 6 full years for you, and tomorrow marks six full months for me. Looking at you nowadays and seeing the amazing changes makes me more excited and hopeful for my own transition. You were the first transgender youtuber I ever watched, and it inspired me to talk openly about my own transition. Thank you for being a huge inspiration to me and to many others!!!

  • @dozingcat
    @dozingcat 9 лет назад

    What a great video! Congrats! And oh, 6 years already...time flys by so fast... I think I'm watching your videos for at least 4 years, never missed one :D and I'm always in a good mood
    after watching :) you're a wonderful human being!

  • @bigtunaaax
    @bigtunaaax 9 лет назад

    I'm literally obsessed. you're amazing.

  • @Samael1302
    @Samael1302 9 лет назад

    Man, the fact that you're happy it makes me smile and Idk why, but I just wanna say it, happy anniversary.

  • @JesselynMarie
    @JesselynMarie 9 лет назад

    This is fascinating to me. I one hundred percent always supported transition, even when I was younger. I see people all around having a transition. However, I've never seen a video explaining a piece of the transition, and it was beautifully done. It was an inside look in your mind - but it wasn't negative, because I always hear the negative aspects and the bullying - here was explained the being reborn aspect and loving it. This is a new way I've never had a feeling of full-on deep understanding and emotion of this process. Thank you for the insight. I hope you keep enjoying the creation of you being reborn.. C:

  • @mayjeeable
    @mayjeeable 9 лет назад

    Wow! You found the right words! You can express what so many feel and are not able to say it out loud. Thanks for your videos!

  • @AlexGonzalez-nn2bk
    @AlexGonzalez-nn2bk 9 лет назад +1

    Your voice is literally the sexiest thing. OMG this is crazy. The chilllllssss

  • @amandamedina00
    @amandamedina00 9 лет назад

    i've only been watching you for a few months but you are honestly one of the most inspiring people i hope to meet one day. i'm so happy to see that you're happy with the way you are.

  • @Dylan-lx2jy
    @Dylan-lx2jy 9 лет назад

    Your voice, the way you talk, it's like you're reciting poetry. It's just amazing.

  • @daniellaarmani9242
    @daniellaarmani9242 9 лет назад

    you are a true inspiration to so many people with so many different struggles. It's a really positive thing coming on youtube and receiving a message from someone how didn't allow to be diminished by the problem, but become bigger than the problem. Hope you continue to succeding on your live journey.
    :)

  • @devent10n
    @devent10n 9 лет назад

    I'm so happy for you, sky. I'm glad you're feeling good about yourself, at least today. You've come a long way; you deserve to feel good. :)

  • @christinaxoxx
    @christinaxoxx 9 лет назад

    lord, that smirk at the end. perfection.

  • @dictatordinos6643
    @dictatordinos6643 8 лет назад

    Honestly, I just started transformation. I have no clue who to go to or how to ask for help, my mom doesn't take me seriously, the rest of my family doesn't know. You are my inspiration, seeing how far you have made it only brings me hope that someday I can go out into the world, presenting myself as I truly am, a man.

  • @finnn7777
    @finnn7777 9 лет назад

    wow, this video is under 2 minutes and I'm sobbing. thank you for giving my hope brother.

  • @KokoSada24
    @KokoSada24 9 лет назад

    Your video from 2011 popped upon my recommended videos and let me tell you, you're amazing. *internet hugs* all the way.

  • @Ciitylights1
    @Ciitylights1 9 лет назад

    Wow, sky. I cried after watching this. I am in love with you, as the expression of yourself, as your courage to embody more of who you feel you are. To pull your real self closer and merge with it. Beginning to pull your real self closer can be difficult in the beginning, but I thank you for being someone I can look up to and admire with my courage to be who I am. You're poetic, beautiful, amazing.

  • @mai_valentine3
    @mai_valentine3 8 лет назад

    There you go again, making me cry...That was beautiful though! Such beautiful words, from such a handsome face. I admire you a lot.

  • @0chocofreak0
    @0chocofreak0 9 лет назад

    Thank you for sharing this. A great reminder of life's ability to change when transition seems hopeless.

  • @RockPwnsYou
    @RockPwnsYou 8 лет назад

    Really inspired by your transition, how far you've come, and especially by the fact that you started it 7 years ago. I know it doesn't seem like all that long ago, but I would say the views of society have definitely become a bit more open in that time, even if there's still leaps and bounds to be made. I'm trying to start T and it's definitely been a difficult process that I've been going through for almost two years now with only little progress. Most of the medical professionals I've had to speak to are only just now starting to learn and become more openminded about these things. Some are still stuck in the past. My therapist tells me all the time that she has to constantly correct and teach her coworkers and peers about it. It's been difficult and I still have a long, long way to go. So I just applaud you for going through this whole process years ago when I'm struggling so much to do it even now.

  • @elusive3754
    @elusive3754 9 лет назад

    The tekst is so perfect you have put in words what i am feeling

  • @lesarasure2740
    @lesarasure2740 8 лет назад

    This is one of my very favorite videos you have done.

  • @gerardpritchard657
    @gerardpritchard657 9 лет назад

    You are such a beautiful person Sky...inside and out!

  • @kaaat.1998
    @kaaat.1998 9 лет назад

    This was absolutely beautiful, I'm so glad you are finally happy with your body.

  • @currentcurrency471
    @currentcurrency471 9 лет назад

    I was smiling like a fool all the way through this video. And then you smiled in respond. It might sound banal, but this is the support I need right now in the most dysphoric time I ever had.

  • @anniebee2674
    @anniebee2674 9 лет назад

    this was beautiful, thank you for sharing everything you've gone through with us skylar, its really inspiring

  • @driedtodust
    @driedtodust 9 лет назад

    Lovely video. I love how it feels like you're letting us into a very quiet, reflective space in your head-- it feels just like a song, or a prayer. And I love the healthy approach and appreciation you take towards your body-- I think a lot of us get caught up in valuing our bodies based solely on whether they appeal visually to others, rather than appreciating all our bodies do for us.
    Also, I just have to throw it out there that you're absolutely gorgeous, ha ha.

  • @astoldbykailey
    @astoldbykailey 9 лет назад

    I'm so happy to know that you are happy with your body. Keep on loving yourself, you are wonderful.

  • @thunderclapp182
    @thunderclapp182 9 лет назад

    Beautiful young man. I admire your transformation. Like opening a present

  • @ddbabez
    @ddbabez 9 лет назад

    congratulations skylar so proud of you...you look amazing!

  • @strawberrycassette
    @strawberrycassette 9 лет назад

    Beautiful full video mate, thanks for making it. I absolutely adore your cat cup :) I relate to this quite a bit, I feel like how much I like or hate my body changes by the hour. Thank you for putting that feeling into poetry.

  • @theemutsenfabriek
    @theemutsenfabriek 9 лет назад +1

    Wow I remember that about 2-3 years ago I started questioning my gender and I found your youtube channel. You had the 4 years on T update by then, and I didn't really look often youtube so seeing this video was a pretty big surprise.. like I rember those times really well and now it's like woosh suddenly much time passed. This sounds kinda incoherent though but it's just so surreal to me. Also I like how you're so calm about the stuff or at least it seems so..that really helped me so thanks so much for being out here on youtube and being the representation that is so missed elsewhere. :)

  • @joannal.p.8843
    @joannal.p.8843 8 лет назад

    very inspirational , and amazing pride in yourself

  • @Mathius959
    @Mathius959 9 лет назад

    Skylar, you're one hell of an amazing man. I find it quite wonderful that you have been able to become the man you are today and look forward to the years possibly the decades to come. Watching you gro and change has been a great experience. I can only hope things continue to keep going until you are everything you are and how happy you have become since starting T and Making videos here
    Personally I hope you reach.the ultimate goal you've set today?
    Peace and Love always

  • @mrjesuisbelge
    @mrjesuisbelge 9 лет назад

    What you said is really beautiful, especially the end, it's fantastic! Bravo!!!

  • @anissadmohamed
    @anissadmohamed 8 лет назад

    I seriously can't get enough of you, this video was so beautiful so well said if that's a thing I guess?? I'm not sure but basically it was great!

  • @bri2uty
    @bri2uty 9 лет назад

    This was such a beautiful video I have chills.

  • @KodaLynx
    @KodaLynx 9 лет назад

    You are one handsome man. It is fantastic that you have done what is best for yourself.

  • @hadrian6709
    @hadrian6709 9 лет назад +19

    I feel like all ftm transe guys I know or know about turn out freakishly handsome...

  • @adelinatorres1370
    @adelinatorres1370 9 лет назад

    The kitty mug 😻(Your poem was very deep, keep on keeping on) 😊

  • @sustainablyangry
    @sustainablyangry 9 лет назад +7

    So freaking attractive dude omg

  • @mardvBLOG
    @mardvBLOG 8 лет назад

    Woah what a change! you look amazing!

  • @ronankuiper
    @ronankuiper 6 лет назад

    This is my favorite video on RUclips

  • @kaylacotton4380
    @kaylacotton4380 9 лет назад

    your story is absolutely beautiful.

  • @simplyeason
    @simplyeason 8 лет назад

    Aww so inspiring :) Glad you could mark your 6 years on T!

  • @silvertopaz72
    @silvertopaz72 8 лет назад +1

    I'm so proud of you. I know I'm new to your channel, but being a gay man of 60 and coming out in 1968 at 13, I know your a strong enough man to get through anything. Just know you are loved.

  • @lorennclaireee
    @lorennclaireee 9 лет назад

    This was so beautiful ❤️I'm so happy for you ☺️thanks for sharing your journey and I can't wait to see what comes next for you xo

  • @exkalibur25ca
    @exkalibur25ca 9 лет назад

    awww...that's beautiful Sky!

  • @MsGuitars666
    @MsGuitars666 9 лет назад +1

    I'M NOT CRYING AT ALL.

  • @liciaisme
    @liciaisme 9 лет назад

    You're such a beautiful man, I hope to one day give you a big hug to say thanks for all the wonderful work you've done and continue to do.

  • @yourHEROineETA
    @yourHEROineETA 9 лет назад

    Wow, you have come such a long way. So happy for you. :) Btw, your narration is very soothing and calm, very poetic like.

  • @bradjmills1070
    @bradjmills1070 7 лет назад

    You are truly inspiring to me in every way

  • @neogeo53
    @neogeo53 9 лет назад +1

    I'm new to your videos but may I just say congratulations, also this video was really lovely in composition terms :)

  • @Desertsun17
    @Desertsun17 9 лет назад

    Congratulations! What an awesome video. thank you for sharing.

  • @hollowae4915
    @hollowae4915 9 лет назад

    You are just so perfect. I can't even handle it.

  • @xymrn
    @xymrn 9 лет назад +1

    Happy 6 years pal :]

  • @amandasiple9936
    @amandasiple9936 9 лет назад

    This is literally so adorable

  • @zachsucks7449
    @zachsucks7449 8 лет назад

    THIS IS SOOO BEAUTIFUL OMG

  • @gray8645
    @gray8645 9 лет назад

    this is such a nice and simple video!!! but speaks a lot. much love...

  • @danieljoel7326
    @danieljoel7326 9 лет назад

    proud of you skylar

  • @MarinaVieiraSouza
    @MarinaVieiraSouza 9 лет назад

    You are such a poetic soul

  • @arammmasoumi
    @arammmasoumi 9 лет назад

    You are so positive, I love you

  • @CupcakeRollerblades
    @CupcakeRollerblades 9 лет назад

    I adore and admire you so much. So proud

  • @sarahjanebatty6305
    @sarahjanebatty6305 9 лет назад

    You are an amazing person inside and out and I love how you are honest bout how you you feel bout you body and I must say it is wonderful xx

  • @alexjaybrady
    @alexjaybrady 8 лет назад +1

    Its sooo interesting to hear someones experience who is trans, especially someone so bright, but moving in the other direction from female to male. i loved your thankyou to your body, pronouns reversed, great videos man thanks!!

  • @romeoisalone
    @romeoisalone 8 лет назад +9

    Hes sooooooo attractive

  • @gaelajennings1429
    @gaelajennings1429 8 лет назад

    Sky, you are an absolutely beautiful spirit. As a mother who has witnessed her trans son's pain over coming out, pre transition struggles, and dealing with a father (and others) who refuses to accept him for the person he is, I just wanted to tell you how happy I am for you. I'm so eager for the day my son can look at himself in the mirror, or present himself in public, and feel as comfortable and confident as you are.

  • @LaurenJewel
    @LaurenJewel 8 лет назад +4

    This is beautiful i love this so much💖

  • @garli362
    @garli362 8 лет назад

    HAPPY 7 YEARS

  • @LucyGooseyMoses
    @LucyGooseyMoses 9 лет назад

    You're beautiful inside and out Skylar 💕

  • @MrsW1Nz
    @MrsW1Nz 9 лет назад

    Simply amazed by your words man.
    #respect

  • @caspian8650
    @caspian8650 9 лет назад

    This really encourages me. Thank you so much.

  • @Armonion
    @Armonion 9 лет назад

    I am really happy for you bro. God bless you

  • @XxRainbowKandixX
    @XxRainbowKandixX 9 лет назад

    ugh that smile at the end is just ughhhhhhh 😍😍😍

  • @okoof426
    @okoof426 5 лет назад

    Happy 10 years!!!
    (I’m hoping I’m correct it says this was posted 4 years ago)