Jackie: “Sometimes it’s nice to see where you came from, how far you’ve come and how much further you have to go” AUNTY YOU WERE A 10 THEN AND YOU A 10 NOW
Shoot! You got me over here crying!! I needed to hear this... 42 years old and starting all the way over.. your channel and others keep me afloat! I hope I’m successful being a freelance mua and with MAC.. I went and watched your older videos as well, I like to see how people evolved.. hunnnyy, 7 years ago, that was the look.. 💞
LOVE YOU BOOS 💖 BTW - this video was filmed a few weeks ago after a really bad reaction to a skincare brand. Please don't judge :) my skin has since improved a lot and is slowly getting back to normal
I remember when MAC was pretty much the ONLY brand that catered to black women, all the other brands would have like 2 "mocha" and "cocoa" shades that were more orange than anything
I am 27 going through a divorce & dealing with the death of my mother. Shit is not sweet right now & I definitely have moments of “why am I even here??” Thank you for posting this and your words of positivity
im literally 22 and I've been struggling so much lately with that feeling of "I need to have it all figured out" mentality. thanks for the video Jackie, really up lifting💕
I found your channel when I was deeply depressed 5 years ago and I remember binge watching all your videos from start to finish. I know throughout the years you mentioned being in an unhappy place in the beginning of your journey, but I am grateful for your channel because it was and still is a positive outlet for me.
Stay strong! I agree, I love this channel and how Jackie's enthusiasm and energy just helps me feel better! I appreciate it & I hope that you overcome whatever you are going through,stay strong and courageous! Remember that life is beautiful and we have all been blessed with so much!
Hey Jackie Thank you for sharing your testimony! 8 yrs ago my home foreclosed, I lost my career, I was homeless and fighting breast cancer. Today I am looking for a new home cancer free! Ya never know what life holds, do you? #blessed I was a huge MAC girl gurlll back in the day. I went thru an 8 yr cancer battle and have know idea what I should be doing now. I need help gettin my swag back ! The problem is now in my 50’s and haven’t learned anything beyond my MAC days. Can you do a video for make up for everyday for mature Black girls (with dry skin) please ?? MAC - that was the last time I purchased makeup ! Need help ! Love you !
SL Life omg what a blessing !!! Last year I lost my home in a flood and I'm still starting over in a whole new city and its Been so hard at 33 u feel like it's supposed to be all together .. I had to take a break from RUclips and it definitely hurt my channel and my career in hair as well moving to a new place where I knew No one but I'm still holding on and I'm thankful to be alive and well even in all the struggle
love how jackie didnt bash her younger self, and always celebrated and validated the old her's choices. thats quite refreshing since most people making this video cringe and act super embarrassed about their old vids
Thank you Auntie Jackie! Omg when Jackie said she was 22 and that at 22 you don't have to have everything figured out I stated crying. Right now I'm 22 and I'm really going through so badly that my body is feeling. Hopefully I'll be able to look back at this and feel the way she does.
@@lifewithijeoma6219 You guys will! I am 27 this year and I've been through hell and back when I was 21. I am still figuring out life but I'm getting there! Hugs to you.
Your comment about how dangerous it was buying pigments off eBay reminded me of this recent news story. A british guy was convicted for selling fake MAC on eBay with 30 TIMES the legal limit of lead. It’s amazing how blessed we find ourselves sometimes.
Girl you're ageing well!👌 You look younger now than you did 8 yrs ago!! Good to see where you come from so that you can appreciate where you are now more.
I'm 22 and hearing you say that made me feel better. Last year in college and the pressure of knowing what you're going to do with your life is REAL! Love you auntie 💛
Yup, and I bet her EX HUSBAND is eating his heart out!! As a dark skin woman, I appreciate your honesty and helping me learn how to do my makeup. Your awesome and I’m finding my own confidence because of your help.
I'm in a really negative point in my life right now and felt that nothing will ever get better and the fact that someone like you once felt that way and is now so successful just makes me feel a little more hopeful. Idk if I'll ever get on your level of success but I certainly hope things get better. Thank you Jackie 💕
I've been battling cancer for 2 years now and I decided to share my story on YT. It's been one of the only ways I can vent about my illness. Lately I've been feeling like there isn't a point in doing it anymore, something's telling me to keep going though. I've watched you from day 1 and I honestly got teary eyed with you. I pray that I get the strength and courage to continue on with my battles as you have. Thank you for being such an inspiration. ❤️💕
I know this video is old but I want to let you know how much of an inspiration you have been to me. Since I’ve found you, I’ve been watching your videos daily. Your passion about having and being the representation that women of color need has helped me be more confident in putting out more content on IG and starting up on YT. And the fact that you put yourself out there when you were at such a low point speaks to me. I love your light. You are a beautiful soul!
Jackie, thank you. A million times, thank you. I came across your video accidentally and decided to watch. You really inspired me. I'm 22 and just left an abusive household to start over in a new city. I know no one and have been feeling hopeless and depressed lately. Money's running low and I was losing faith in myself, but your words gave me the hope and confidence to know that everything will be alright. Even if it was just a sliver of hope, that would be enough to remind myself that I will get through this and I my future will shine. Continue to spread positivity. You're an amazing role model to young women.
I couldn't agree more and I'm happy and proud of you for stepping out on faith and doing what is best for you. F.L.Y. (forever love yourself) a slogan that one of my great friends has turned into a business and I live for it because if no one else loves you, always make sure you love yourself enough to know that you are beautiful and worthy of someone who appreciates you and who can help uplift you, not tear you down. Many blessings to you love :D
You had my eyes welling up, don't do us like that! It was actually refreshing to see you cry. I love when RUclipsrs show their emotions because it lets us know that you're still human like the rest of us. We love and support you aunt Jackie! ❤️️
Whew chilayyyyyyyyy! There are only TWO noticeable differences between these two looks: the quality of the camera and the quality of the makeup itself. Jackie you have ALWAYS been a gem and a pro with makeup. I love you and everyone else does too.
Thank you Auntie Jackie for this video, I'm not good at make up but the make up behind this message really made me realised, that I do have a second chance at life. I'm going through a rough patch due to my mental health right now and only my Father is doing as much as he can to help me since my mother and aunt are dismissive about it.
8 years ago I was 16, i had no friends and was so insecure. At this point in 2010 I was recovering from a terrible illness, and would have two more surgeries in the next 9 months. It’s insane how far I’ve come, and I’m so glad I don’t have to go back to those days ✌🏼 I wish I could have had auntie Jackie to tell me then that none of it would be permanent.
I miss the old RUclips lw 😂😂 I remember everyone’s names were like cupcakelover009, Macbunny98, popcornashley07, beautymacsunshine02 idek if those were real accounts but people always had usernames like that 😂😂
Thank you so much for this. I'm 22 right now and it's hard to remember that I don't need to have everything all figured out right now. Seeing how much you've grown and just how much more at peace you seem in comparison, has reminded me to pace myself and to just do what makes me happy. You are such an inspiration, Jackie!
I’m 22, I have a baby RUclips channel that’s gone untouched for months because I’ve been feeling uninspired and unmotivated, today my best friend encouraged me to start filming again and watching this too has also inspired me to get back at it so here goes
Jackie 😢you make me cry. I’m soooo grateful that you were able to share your story after all the challenges you have faced. There are so many pearls of wisdom that you drop that change my heart and my perception of life and all the things that have happened to me. 🙏🏾❤️💕I love you mama! Keep opening your mouth and sharing your testimony
U DON'T KNOW what ur intro has done for me! I'm a 40 yr old single mom, taking care of my mom who had a stroke in 2015 and cannot walk or even get around in her bed without my help. I sometimes get caught up feeling like I have nothing to show for my time here on Earth. BUT God made it possible for me to take care of my mom and my kids (not alone btw, I'm blessed in many ways). Thx for ur vulnerability and pep talk, love! 💕💕💕
You know, I never thought what is, essentially, an advert for listerine, could inspire me so so hard. I loved this Jackie. Cried my way through half of it. I don’t think I am where I need to be, I’m 21, and your words made me feel better about the fact that I’m a little lost. I can get there, I can change things. I love you ❤️.
Honestly Jackie, you don't know how much of an inspiration you are to us. This video came right on time. As a small youtuber, it gets very disheartening to make videos for no one to really watch them... it makes you feel like what you're doing is pointless. Hearing you say that you even went through tough times makes me keep pushing and doing what I love, and hopefully, one day I will reach my goal. Love you Jackie :)
I'm actually planning on starting a RUclips channel at the beginning of next year! I'm a little nervous because I don't know how it's going to go but I'm definitely going to give my all! I applaud those who have the courage to genuinely start and maintain a channel to help others. Keep going forward with your channel, girl 😊
CaliforniaDreaming26 and I applaud you for taking the step as well. I hope everything goes well and I will definitely look out for your videos! Good luck xo
i'm not crying. it's sweat, i'm sweating from my eyes. i can't say how much i appreciate you and all you do and stand for. i went through my own hard times in the past two years and i found you during that time and you really played a significant part in me finding myself again. thank you so much for all that you do.
I love hearing how much you've changed your life in 8 years. I'm about to turn 22 and I have no idea what I'm doing. Knowing I can change my mind and start again at any time is really helpful to hear right now.
You're making me tear up Jackie, but look at all the positive that came out of that situation. I'm so glad u decided to upload videos. Girl u helped a lot of us. Continue to bless us with your content, I love it!!!
Damn!! I definitely remember lilpumpkinpie05 days. That’s when I really found out about MAC. I watch one of your videos then went to MAC with a whole list 😂😂 fast forward to now I freelance....did a few celebrities & have my own RUclips channel. I didn’t realize it all started with you until now. Now I’m all emotional 😩
Nathena Antoinette I had a lists too!!!!!lol. I litteraly spent over 500 in one instance. The Mac girls loved to see me coming lol. I had a meltdown when I couldn't get Peachstock, it isn't the best without a pencil, but I needed because she had it.
As a 22 year old I loved this video! I am lost, stressed, depressed and just uncertain in life in general so I love to see how far you have come. It gives me hope that all that I’m dealing with now can be a past struggle and that I can shine brighter a few years from now. Thanks for the hope an inspiration Jackie 😊
😭😭😭 That intro!! 😭😭😭 Took me back to the beginning of my journey (not on RUclips but with the businesses I own), too, and you're incredible. So happy for you! ❤
You’re so inspiring Jackie, you have no idea. I’ve been teetering on starting a channel. I’m a Navy Vet, served 10 yrs, now I’m a dependent and I’m like “who tf wants to hear what I have to say about anything”? Lol you are everything Jackie. I love you!
You crying has me crying. I’m so glad you stuck with RUclips and to be one of your followers to see what an amazing and strong person you are. I’m so happy that your happy now. 💜💜
I remember lilpumpkinpie05. This is when MAC Studio anything was the ish. Fix fluid, fix powder. MSF. I remember you filming in your fatigues Girl I used to try to follow along with you and I’d look like a racoon every time. I can’t wait to see where you go from here
You were one of the only you tubers I watched back then, as my skin tone. And wow. This took me all the way back. Phenomenal. I loved watching your growth and success over these years. Congrats to you Jackie!
I found your RUclips channel 5 years ago when my mom passed away. I had just gotten in to makeup and I pretty much didn't sleep for a year. Every night I would watch your videos and laugh and smile and learn something new. You got me through a really tough time in my life. Even when I've met you in person you've always been so down to earth and sweet. I will forever support you in anything you do because you didn't let the success change you.
i just lost my dog yesterday to pyrometra... and just hearing from someone else that nothing is permanent and that what i’m going through is happening for a reason helped me feel a little better. thank you Jackie, i love you and your content.
Kira Poloski Aww babe😖 It's gonna be alright. Your fur babe is looking down at at you saying- " Ma, I'm good, look forward to butterflies and rainbows!" Sounds a bit crazy but I lost a couple of furbabes 6 months apart, One to illness and another got hit by a car. Both let me know that they were fine a while after they were gone. Peace be with you and God Bless😇
So sorry for your doggo, pets are such a precious thing and I'm sure its gonna be with you in your heart forever. Stay strong, keep smiling and living well, that's the best way to honor your furry baby
Omg girl you made me cry, your such an inspiration I love your videos and your totally the most genuine RUclipsr I've seen in such a long time! Keep doing you boo❤️❤️❤️❤️
When you talk about how u felt 8years ago is exactly how I feel now I'm not a youtuber but it's my outlet..... and ppl like you keep me alive.... thanks 😘
Why am I crying right now. 😭😭😭 This is the Jackie I miss! Thanks for having this heart to heart with us. I'm 23 and I been on RUclips for 3 years now. Waiting on my bold refresh! 💕
I just want to thank you from the bottom of my heart for posting this.. I am going through a similar situation.. feeling really down on myself because I'm following my dream here on youtube and of course its not happening overnight but I'm just an over thinker and really hard on my self about being successful and its getting to the point where its starting to give me anxiety and depression.. but like you said its only temporary .. and deep down I know I GOT THIS!!! thankyou again for your kind words and being such and inspiration xoxo
Jackie(my name is Jackie as well), I cried with you too GIRLLL! I LOVE your perspective,your realness,everything!Your just a beautiful person inside and out!You inspire SO MANY OF US & I appreciate your videos!Your energy and enthusiasm is contagious girl!love you and SO glad that you are happy & in a better place!
Finding your channel literally helped me through my separation from my husband. It's amazing how certain things and people have such a huge impact on your life. Thank you
I've been following you for over 5 years and you've come so far 😍😱🙌🏼 Back in the day I swear every makeup guru used those nyx jumbo pencils now I don't see anyone using it anymore 😂
I completely agree!! I’m 22 and I literally feel like I should “have my life together.” Thank you for what you said ! All I could do was smile and take a deep breath after what you said ! Love this Jackie !!
Jackie, I’m a newish subscriber of yours and I rarely ever comment on videos but this one touched me. It hit Home.. I’m in a rough relationship, it’s conplicated. We have kids together and I’m always depressed and there isn’t any support or anything. I’ve been wanting to do RUclips for so long but when you hear things like “you won’t go anywhere, why would you do that you’ll never be those girls” it’s hard. Thank you so much for this video. It honestly did inspire me. Your such a huge motivation and I can’t wait until things get better and I can look back one day and see how far I’ve come. ❤️
You go girl! Life can be so hard that from times to times we need to be reminded how much potential every single one of us have and how we can always be better. Wishing the best for you and your kids, stay strong!
Girl don't be sad. I know it's hard but don't let anyone deem your light. You're special and you bring something special to this world. Go out there boldly and fulfill your purpose! Prayers to you sweet lady.
Jackie: “Sometimes it’s nice to see where you came from, how far you’ve come and how much further you have to go”
AUNTY YOU WERE A 10 THEN AND YOU A 10 NOW
Lavonne Peterson RIGHTTT
No, she was a 10 then, she 100 now 😜💕
Lavonne Peterson yesssss
I swearrrrrrr I couldn't have said it better myself :')
Lavonne Peterson s
Jackie you are so humble.
Shoot! You got me over here crying!! I needed to hear this... 42 years old and starting all the way over.. your channel and others keep me afloat!
I hope I’m successful being a freelance mua and with MAC.. I went and watched your older videos as well, I like to see how people evolved.. hunnnyy, 7 years ago, that was the look.. 💞
Faces by DeeNicole I hope all goes well may your dreams come true and your wallet fat 😚😚😚😚😚
ashley white thank you ‼️💞😘
Good luck!
Faces by DeeNicole Good luck!
Faces by DeeNicole same boat here.
LOVE YOU BOOS 💖
BTW - this video was filmed a few weeks ago after a really bad reaction to a skincare brand. Please don't judge :) my skin has since improved a lot and is slowly getting back to normal
Jackie Aina love you more
Love you to Jackie! Do more Challenges like this. Fun!!!
Jackie Aina u are amazing queen ❤️ from Denmark 😘
Love you more!!!! ❤️
We love you💞💞💞
Wow 8 YEARS STRONG! Congrats girl, you've changed all of our lives ✨👌🏾💕
KurlyPhro I wish I'd found her back then. I'm a couple of months in. She was made for this and more!
Ugly you need to change
I remember when MAC was pretty much the ONLY brand that catered to black women, all the other brands would have like 2 "mocha" and "cocoa" shades that were more orange than anything
I used a mac concealer as my foundation to finesse
"You can always get a second chance at making something of yourself." 😿 I needed that Jackie, thank you for everything that you do! ❤
cosmic_latte whoaaa she literally said that while i read this comment...
cosmic_latte I literally read this as she said it
I, like the other two people, read this comment as she said it in the video.
LOOK HOW FAR SHES COME! I FEEL LIKE A PROUD MAMA
Ishan Ali You're here too 🤔
I’m a proud papa
Ishan Ali right 😍😩👏🏾
I am 27 going through a divorce & dealing with the death of my mother. Shit is not sweet right now & I definitely have moments of “why am I even here??” Thank you for posting this and your words of positivity
🤍🤍🤍 Hope things are better now
love u girl
❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
Sending you positive vibes
Hope you’re doing better now
im literally 22 and I've been struggling so much lately with that feeling of "I need to have it all figured out" mentality. thanks for the video Jackie, really up lifting💕
tenaynayy same sis same
I'm feeling such black Barbie vibes 😍😍😍
JaylynsWorld yasss 😍
Yes! I had the black Barbie bedsheets growing up and I swear she looked something like this. 😊
JaylynsWorld 🙌🏾
I was looking for a comment like yours cause yaaasssssss!
I found your channel when I was deeply depressed 5 years ago and I remember binge watching all your videos from start to finish. I know throughout the years you mentioned being in an unhappy place in the beginning of your journey, but I am grateful for your channel because it was and still is a positive outlet for me.
Stay strong! I agree, I love this channel and how Jackie's enthusiasm and energy just helps me feel better! I appreciate it & I hope that you overcome whatever you are going through,stay strong and courageous! Remember that life is beautiful and we have all been blessed with so much!
"I miss the old RUclips, straight from the soul RUclips" 😂 love her Kanye remix haha
This hair on you😍😍 girl.... I’m here for it
Hey Jackie
Thank you for sharing your testimony! 8 yrs ago my home foreclosed, I lost my career, I was homeless and fighting breast cancer.
Today I am looking for a new home cancer free! Ya never know what life holds, do you? #blessed
I was a huge MAC girl gurlll back in the day.
I went thru an 8 yr cancer battle and have know idea what I should be doing now.
I need help gettin my swag back ! The problem is now in my 50’s and haven’t learned anything beyond my MAC days. Can you do a video for make up for everyday for mature Black girls (with dry skin) please ??
MAC - that was the last time I purchased makeup ! Need help !
Love you !
jackie please see this! congratulations on being cancer free & i hope you’re doing well these days 💙 God bless
SL Life omg what a blessing !!! Last year I lost my home in a flood and I'm still starting over in a whole new city and its Been so hard at 33 u feel like it's supposed to be all together .. I had to take a break from RUclips and it definitely hurt my channel and my career in hair as well moving to a new place where I knew No one but I'm still holding on and I'm thankful to be alive and well even in all the struggle
❤️
SL Life GOD BLESS YOU!!!! What an inspiration
Thank God for healing you and prospering you! May He bless you further!💝💝💝
love how jackie didnt bash her younger self, and always celebrated and validated the old her's choices. thats quite refreshing since most people making this video cringe and act super embarrassed about their old vids
victoriajwk That is so true 😂
victoriajwk so true! And it is encouraging for new beauty vloggers who feel insecure about starting.
I'M NOT CRYING, YOU'RE CRYING
Julia Mazzucato let’s be real, we’re ALL crying,,
I KNOW RIGHT!!! LOL
the shade at the ex husband.. poor thing must be miserable now seeing where you are in life 😂😂😂
Jackie I Love watching your videos bby! ❤️
Christen Dominique you guys should collaborate
Would love to see a collab with two of my favourite youtubers!❣️❣️
love you boo
Collab???😍
Christen Dominique christennnnnn 😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍
This is how you do a sponsorship, honestly all your sponsorships are done so well, they are entertaining and keep you watching.
aww shucks well thank you so much for the support ❤️
It's also great that she discloses that it's sponsorship. I don't know what to believe with some youtubers.
Jackie Aina Omg never expected you to reply! Love you Jackie will always support you and your channel 💜.
Agreed! Especially since listerine is my ride or die mouth wash lol
I totally agree!! Defs soo smooth and inspiring ! x
Thank you Auntie Jackie! Omg when Jackie said she was 22 and that at 22 you don't have to have everything figured out I stated crying. Right now I'm 22 and I'm really going through so badly that my body is feeling. Hopefully I'll be able to look back at this and feel the way she does.
Amen. You and me both. Now, I'm 23 and I hope I could come back to this comment (whenever 😂😢) and find out that we're both in a good place.
@@lifewithijeoma6219 You guys will! I am 27 this year and I've been through hell and back when I was 21. I am still figuring out life but I'm getting there! Hugs to you.
I feel you. I am 22 now and that definitely made me cry
Ehi girl I'm feeling the same, don't worry... I'm speaking for both of us, somehow we will do something ♡
I had to FF thru the emotional part the second time around. You were making me cry. I watch all your videos twice. Sometimes more. I’m proud of you.
Jenn Jenn 😂😂😂😂 same. Like not again I lowkey just did my makeup
thank you my lovely 💖
Baby Jackie to Auntie Jackie 😍😍😍
Your comment about how dangerous it was buying pigments off eBay reminded me of this recent news story. A british guy was convicted for selling fake MAC on eBay with 30 TIMES the legal limit of lead.
It’s amazing how blessed we find ourselves sometimes.
OMG
wow that's crazy glad they got him
OMG! I just bought a bronzer off of ebay I hope it wasnt fake
This is why I have trust issues
Girl you're ageing well!👌 You look younger now than you did 8 yrs ago!! Good to see where you come from so that you can appreciate where you are now more.
Noki's Kitchen for real! I thought the same
Black don't crack
Nunana Gamed Very true..lol.
You can say that again Denice👏
I'm 22 and hearing you say that made me feel better. Last year in college and the pressure of knowing what you're going to do with your life is REAL! Love you auntie 💛
"DO YOU TAKE ME SERIOUS IN THIS LOOK, YES OR NO. I CAME HERE TO TURN IN MY RESUME DID I GET THE JOB, YES OR NO"
PaChoua Lor 😅😅😅
PaChoua Lor Y e s
Oh auntie don’t cry 😭😭😭😭😭 you’ve come such a long way. I’m so happy for your success. KEEP STRIVING QUEEN
HOLD ON!! Jackie, Jackay, Jackie, Jacaaaay, Jackie, Jackie Jackie, Jackie, Jackay, Jackie, Jacaaaay, Jackie, Jackie Jackie.
I always sing along with her, I even sing to myself at times while applying my make-up,lol!My name is Jackie O. as well!
JACKIE, JACKIE JACKIE JACKIE JACKIE, JACKIE, JACKIE JACKIE JACKIE JACKIE
Yup, and I bet her EX HUSBAND is eating his heart out!! As a dark skin woman, I appreciate your honesty and helping me learn how to do my makeup. Your awesome and I’m finding my own confidence because of your help.
I knowwwww. I missed it
I was actually waiting to dance to it
It's amazing what can occur in 8 years! I too had pressed the reset button 7-8 yrs ago. I'm a better version of me today because of it.
Why do videos like these make me so emotional?!
yodahchronicles liiiiike!! Mama Jackie has me crying off my Mac mascara
yodahchronicles 🤷🏻♂️
cause your probably depressed
jkjk
I'm in a really negative point in my life right now and felt that nothing will ever get better and the fact that someone like you once felt that way and is now so successful just makes me feel a little more hopeful. Idk if I'll ever get on your level of success but I certainly hope things get better. Thank you Jackie 💕
K K i hope you feel better.. now or soon.
This was posted 5 months ago, I hope you're feeling tons better! Xx
very interesting that I wrote something like this haha thanks guys I'm doing alright (:
QUEEN.
Kelly Gooch Kelly! I love your videos!
Omg I'm so sorry, I read your name as Kelly cooch 😂😩😩😩
I've been battling cancer for 2 years now and I decided to share my story on YT. It's been one of the only ways I can vent about my illness. Lately I've been feeling like there isn't a point in doing it anymore, something's telling me to keep going though. I've watched you from day 1 and I honestly got teary eyed with you. I pray that I get the strength and courage to continue on with my battles as you have. Thank you for being such an inspiration. ❤️💕
I know this video is old but I want to let you know how much of an inspiration you have been to me. Since I’ve found you, I’ve been watching your videos daily. Your passion about having and being the representation that women of color need has helped me be more confident in putting out more content on IG and starting up on YT. And the fact that you put yourself out there when you were at such a low point speaks to me. I love your light. You are a beautiful soul!
Jackie, thank you. A million times, thank you. I came across your video accidentally and decided to watch. You really inspired me. I'm 22 and just left an abusive household to start over in a new city. I know no one and have been feeling hopeless and depressed lately. Money's running low and I was losing faith in myself, but your words gave me the hope and confidence to know that everything will be alright. Even if it was just a sliver of hope, that would be enough to remind myself that I will get through this and I my future will shine. Continue to spread positivity. You're an amazing role model to young women.
Asia same here. praying for us.
Keep strong you two, keep fighting for yourselves, you're doing the right thing!
I will be praying for you too
I couldn't agree more and I'm happy and proud of you for stepping out on faith and doing what is best for you. F.L.Y. (forever love yourself) a slogan that one of my great friends has turned into a business and I live for it because if no one else loves you, always make sure you love yourself enough to know that you are beautiful and worthy of someone who appreciates you and who can help uplift you, not tear you down. Many blessings to you love :D
I pray that everything works out for you and that you find people who love and support you!
You had my eyes welling up, don't do us like that! It was actually refreshing to see you cry. I love when RUclipsrs show their emotions because it lets us know that you're still human like the rest of us. We love and support you aunt Jackie! ❤️️
Whew chilayyyyyyyyy! There are only TWO noticeable differences between these two looks: the quality of the camera and the quality of the makeup itself. Jackie you have ALWAYS been a gem and a pro with makeup. I love you and everyone else does too.
I have no idea why this video has my crying like a baby. Change is so necessary. Thank you for everything Jackie.
I appreciate you showing us your vulnerable side Jackie. Not everything is/was peaches and cream. ❤
I was waiting on the “JACKIE JACKIE JACKIE JACKIE” 😭😭😍
Thank you Auntie Jackie for this video, I'm not good at make up but the make up behind this message really made me realised, that I do have a second chance at life. I'm going through a rough patch due to my mental health right now and only my Father is doing as much as he can to help me since my mother and aunt are dismissive about it.
Very 2009 pop star vibe! You haven’t aged! I used to prime with milk of magnesia too lol. A dermatologist told me stop lol 😂. A hot mess girl.
i legit chokelaughed at "you will literally look like voldemort"
8 years ago I was 16, i had no friends and was so insecure. At this point in 2010 I was recovering from a terrible illness, and would have two more surgeries in the next 9 months. It’s insane how far I’ve come, and I’m so glad I don’t have to go back to those days ✌🏼 I wish I could have had auntie Jackie to tell me then that none of it would be permanent.
Emma, you are strong, amazing and I hope your life is full of more happiness!! Good luck!!
I miss the old RUclips lw 😂😂 I remember everyone’s names were like cupcakelover009, Macbunny98, popcornashley07, beautymacsunshine02 idek if those were real accounts but people always had usernames like that 😂😂
Raven Montijo I know exactly what you're talking about 😭😭 that '10-'11 RUclips 😫
Raven Montijo “popcornashley07” 😩😂😂
boy i remember that at one point i was like pikachulover01 😭
Macbarbie07, pbbunny97, maybabytumbler, juicystar07, makeupbymandy24
Lol when Tati was glamlifeguru 😹😹😹
Thank you so much for this. I'm 22 right now and it's hard to remember that I don't need to have everything all figured out right now. Seeing how much you've grown and just how much more at peace you seem in comparison, has reminded me to pace myself and to just do what makes me happy. You are such an inspiration, Jackie!
This hair !!!❤️
Savannah Coulter
Beyonce vibes
I’m 22, I have a baby RUclips channel that’s gone untouched for months because I’ve been feeling uninspired and unmotivated, today my best friend encouraged me to start filming again and watching this too has also inspired me to get back at it so here goes
You look beautiful, and your pink tutorial looks so nice! 😄 I would definitely watch more videos from you. 🎬
Jackie 😢you make me cry. I’m soooo grateful that you were able to share your story after all the challenges you have faced. There are so many pearls of wisdom that you drop that change my heart and my perception of life and all the things that have happened to me. 🙏🏾❤️💕I love you mama! Keep opening your mouth and sharing your testimony
I live for you shading your ex tho 😂
SOme exes need to be shaded
Jackie Jackie Jackie ! Don't be crying on us 😭 we love ya and I can't wait to see how much further you'll go 🤗
I needed this Auntie Jackie!!
I’m 22 in a rough spot myself and just trying to get a foothold in all these dreams I have You’re inspiring 😘
U DON'T KNOW what ur intro has done for me! I'm a 40 yr old single mom, taking care of my mom who had a stroke in 2015 and cannot walk or even get around in her bed without my help. I sometimes get caught up feeling like I have nothing to show for my time here on Earth. BUT God made it possible for me to take care of my mom and my kids (not alone btw, I'm blessed in many ways). Thx for ur vulnerability and pep talk, love! 💕💕💕
Kandirain _117 you're a beautiful woman, sending love to you and your family x
elletides Thank you so much! I truly appreciate it!
Kandirain _117 -1
Kandirain _117 your amazing girl.
Kandirain _117 💖💖💖 much love and prayers
You know, I never thought what is, essentially, an advert for listerine, could inspire me so so hard. I loved this Jackie. Cried my way through half of it. I don’t think I am where I need to be, I’m 21, and your words made me feel better about the fact that I’m a little lost. I can get there, I can change things. I love you ❤️.
Hearing this now at 22 years old, about to graduate and feeling insecure about pursuing my goals has definitely motivated me this morning. Thank you
Mama Jackie caught me crying while watching a makeup tutorial. We only stan queens.
Honestly Jackie, you don't know how much of an inspiration you are to us. This video came right on time. As a small youtuber, it gets very disheartening to make videos for no one to really watch them... it makes you feel like what you're doing is pointless. Hearing you say that you even went through tough times makes me keep pushing and doing what I love, and hopefully, one day I will reach my goal. Love you Jackie :)
I'm actually planning on starting a RUclips channel at the beginning of next year! I'm a little nervous because I don't know how it's going to go but I'm definitely going to give my all! I applaud those who have the courage to genuinely start and maintain a channel to help others. Keep going forward with your channel, girl 😊
CaliforniaDreaming26 and I applaud you for taking the step as well. I hope everything goes well and I will definitely look out for your videos! Good luck xo
:)Thank you so much! Good luck with your channel as well! I'll subscribe now so I'll see when you start :)
Just read your comment and subscribed!!! 😘😘😘
Fifi Meow Thank you! Just subbed back 😊
i'm not crying. it's sweat, i'm sweating from my eyes. i can't say how much i appreciate you and all you do and stand for. i went through my own hard times in the past two years and i found you during that time and you really played a significant part in me finding myself again. thank you so much for all that you do.
"This was the Come get it daddy, look" 😂😂😂
I died lol.
Girl! The old school Jackie O used to have me wearing purple and turquoise eyeshadow combos to my cashier job all the time back in the day 😂
Ashley Johnson Lol! I bet you rocked it too!
I love hearing how much you've changed your life in 8 years. I'm about to turn 22 and I have no idea what I'm doing. Knowing I can change my mind and start again at any time is really helpful to hear right now.
You're making me tear up Jackie, but look at all the positive that came out of that situation. I'm so glad u decided to upload videos. Girl u helped a lot of us. Continue to bless us with your content, I love it!!!
Damn!! I definitely remember lilpumpkinpie05 days. That’s when I really found out about MAC. I watch one of your videos then went to MAC with a whole list 😂😂 fast forward to now I freelance....did a few celebrities & have my own RUclips channel. I didn’t realize it all started with you until now. Now I’m all emotional 😩
Nathena Antoinette omg I hope she sees this!!!!
Yass! I remember too, started me on makeup!
Nathena Antoinette Woooow that's awesome!! Lol you took the whole list?!? Jackie will make you do that tho!!! Lol
xoXoTheTYLERHouse xOxo girl yes! Lol I remember the guy saying you must have watched RUclips 😂😂😂
Nathena Antoinette I had a lists too!!!!!lol. I litteraly spent over 500 in one instance. The Mac girls loved to see me coming lol. I had a meltdown when I couldn't get Peachstock, it isn't the best without a pencil, but I needed because she had it.
As a 22 year old I loved this video! I am lost, stressed, depressed and just uncertain in life in general so I love to see how far you have come. It gives me hope that all that I’m dealing with now can be a past struggle and that I can shine brighter a few years from now. Thanks for the hope an inspiration Jackie 😊
From all the "before and now" videos I've seen, yours is the best when it comes to old results. You already looked BOMB girl!
😭😭😭 That intro!! 😭😭😭
Took me back to the beginning of my journey (not on RUclips but with the businesses I own), too, and you're incredible. So happy for you! ❤
Girl I'm gonna do something BOLD today! xoxo 😙
I’m feeling Beyoncé from this look
Well look at God! WON'T HE DO IT!!!! I truly believe that blessings come out of trials! What an inspiration! So proud of you!
Am I the only one that loves the smoky black on her eyes???? GIVE ME THE SMOKY
This video gave me hope for the future. I’m 22 and you spoke to my soul. Thank you Mama Jackie 😭❤️
Ayyyyye taking us back to the lilpumpkinpie05 days!!! You’re an inspiration sis and we thank God for you 💕
holy cow I COMPLETELY forgot that name - I remember the change to Make Up Game On Point next!!
I'm an OG Lilpumpumpkinpie05'er!
Marriage & Motherhood same! What’s up fam
Marriage & Motherhood I wish I was I’m the Makeupgameonpoint era :))))
Marriage & Motherhood same! Hahahaha!
Rita Tyson me too! 🙂
Marriage & Motherhood me too
You’re so inspiring Jackie, you have no idea. I’ve been teetering on starting a channel. I’m a Navy Vet, served 10 yrs, now I’m a dependent and I’m like “who tf wants to hear what I have to say about anything”? Lol you are everything Jackie. I love you!
You crying has me crying. I’m so glad you stuck with RUclips and to be one of your followers to see what an amazing and strong person you are. I’m so happy that your happy now. 💜💜
I remember lilpumpkinpie05. This is when MAC Studio anything was the ish. Fix fluid, fix powder. MSF. I remember you filming in your fatigues Girl I used to try to follow along with you and I’d look like a racoon every time. I can’t wait to see where you go from here
LILPUMPKINPIEO5!!! When I saw this video that was thing that came to mind!! Been rocking with her ever since then!! She is so blessed!
Yes! I remember that, and how sad she was at that time in her life
You were one of the only you tubers I watched back then, as my skin tone. And wow. This took me all the way back. Phenomenal. I loved watching your growth and success over these years. Congrats to you Jackie!
Aw Jackie seeing you tear up like that got me emotional. We love you girl. You deserve your success & happiness. Won't he do it?
There's always a "I never clicked a video so fast" comment... but forreal... I'VE NEVER!
RUclips knows me because when I opened the app the video was already playing..lool
Oh my gosh same!!! Lmao
taking bout that AS SOON AS I SAW IT POP UP IN MY NOTIFICATION BAR shit right there
I found your RUclips channel 5 years ago when my mom passed away. I had just gotten in to makeup and I pretty much didn't sleep for a year. Every night I would watch your videos and laugh and smile and learn something new. You got me through a really tough time in my life. Even when I've met you in person you've always been so down to earth and sweet. I will forever support you in anything you do because you didn't let the success change you.
Oh lawd you made me cry...so happy for growth with you and your channel
i just lost my dog yesterday to pyrometra... and just hearing from someone else that nothing is permanent and that what i’m going through is happening for a reason helped me feel a little better. thank you Jackie, i love you and your content.
Kira Poloski
Aww babe😖 It's gonna be alright. Your fur babe is looking down at at you saying- " Ma, I'm good, look forward to butterflies and rainbows!" Sounds a bit crazy but I lost a couple of furbabes 6 months apart, One to illness and another got hit by a car. Both let me know that they were fine a while after they were gone. Peace be with you and God Bless😇
So sorry about your doggie, pets are family and it's painful when something happens to them. Sending prayers..
So sorry for your doggo, pets are such a precious thing and I'm sure its gonna be with you in your heart forever. Stay strong, keep smiling and living well, that's the best way to honor your furry baby
Omg girl you made me cry, your such an inspiration I love your videos and your totally the most genuine RUclipsr I've seen in such a long time! Keep doing you boo❤️❤️❤️❤️
8 years!!!! That is amazing keep shining Jackie and yes you got the job with me
We're so proud of you Jackie// you've inspired so many of us so thank you💕
I’m 22 right now and I really needed this. Been following for 3 years and you really are an inspiration. 💗
You deserve EVERY INCH of the happiness & blessings you're receiving ma'am 💓💓💓💓💓
The improvements 😱
When you talk about how u felt 8years ago is exactly how I feel now I'm not a youtuber but it's my outlet..... and ppl like you keep me alive.... thanks 😘
I LOVED old RUclips era..lol. One thing I remember is that most folks doing makeup tutorials was VERY MAC heavy back then.
right? those were the days.
24 and still don't have anything figured out! Lol
This brought about a new wave of energy and inspiration to keep progressing. THANK YOU 💜
Why am I crying right now. 😭😭😭 This is the Jackie I miss! Thanks for having this heart to heart with us. I'm 23 and I been on RUclips for 3 years now. Waiting on my bold refresh! 💕
I was so sad when I didn’t hear her “theme song” but real talk I love you Jackie ❤️😍
Jadezzz z Jackie Jackie Jackie... 😁
I just want to thank you from the bottom of my heart for posting this.. I am going through a similar situation.. feeling really down on myself because I'm following my dream here on youtube and of course its not happening overnight but I'm just an over thinker and really hard on my self about being successful and its getting to the point where its starting to give me anxiety and depression.. but like you said its only temporary .. and deep down I know I GOT THIS!!! thankyou again for your kind words and being such and inspiration xoxo
NICOMEEKER just subbed to your channel 😊
Just stopping by to send some love.
Everything will be okay! 💕
Jackie(my name is Jackie as well), I cried with you too GIRLLL! I LOVE your perspective,your realness,everything!Your just a beautiful person inside and out!You inspire SO MANY OF US & I appreciate your videos!Your energy and enthusiasm is contagious girl!love you and SO glad that you are happy & in a better place!
Finding your channel literally helped me through my separation from my husband. It's amazing how certain things and people have such a huge impact on your life. Thank you
I've been following you for over 5 years and you've come so far 😍😱🙌🏼 Back in the day I swear every makeup guru used those nyx jumbo pencils now I don't see anyone using it anymore 😂
I completely agree!! I’m 22 and I literally feel like I should “have my life together.” Thank you for what you said ! All I could do was smile and take a deep breath after what you said ! Love this Jackie !!
Jackie, I’m a newish subscriber of yours and I rarely ever comment on videos but this one touched me. It hit Home.. I’m in a rough relationship, it’s conplicated. We have kids together and I’m always depressed and there isn’t any support or anything. I’ve been wanting to do RUclips for so long but when you hear things like “you won’t go anywhere, why would you do that you’ll never be those girls” it’s hard. Thank you so much for this video. It honestly did inspire me. Your such a huge motivation and I can’t wait until things get better and I can look back one day and see how far I’ve come. ❤️
Anna Mua I hope you decide to do RUclips, but even if you don’t, stay strong! You will be ok. ❤️❤️
You go girl! Life can be so hard that from times to times we need to be reminded how much potential every single one of us have and how we can always be better. Wishing the best for you and your kids, stay strong!
Thank you so much ❤️
Thank you ❤️
Girl don't be sad. I know it's hard but don't let anyone deem your light. You're special and you bring something special to this world. Go out there boldly and fulfill your purpose! Prayers to you sweet lady.
If I looked at my makeup skills 8 years ago 🌚☕️ just a joke
Amy Coker girl I saw mine from college and to say they were nonexistent chileeeee lol
Lol mine was a mess
Amy Coker d
Girl I don't have to go that far 😂 my makeup from January was bad 😳
I look back 8 years ago and wasn't even doing my eyebrows with all these bright eyeshadow looks lol I'm like woah lol