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I resonated with pile number two and my twin flame is the comic LOL I sent it to her because of all of your beautiful insights and your wisdom thank you for sharing much appreciated
Daaaaamn EsoTarot, this was a personal reading!🤣🤣🤣 Totally listened just because I wasn't doing anything else. So I quickly said a name and was drawn to my Pile within 2 seconds and OMG crazy. And as im typing this sitting outside looked up and a random black cat us sitting outside my patio staring up at me on the balcony. 🤣🤣 Thanks for this reading. I wish I could tell you how acc it was.
Wow pile 4 was so accurate 😱 So thank-you for making this mystic’s relationship to the pilgrim in my life, make sense. Sorry it took you as long as it did. However I loved that it did, because damn it took me till the end to truly “get” what you and spirit were trying to tell me 🤦♀️💖
For pile 3 person A. Trust me you'll heal eventually. And you will meet the right person who will never take you for granted 😊 it'll get better. Much better.
Eso, girl, I am a longtime fan. This video was immensely powerful. My husband recently passed away and I’ve been lost. I watched all 4 piles (all different connections) and *every single one* resonated with me. Incredible. I can’t express enough gratitude and love. 💝
I'm so sorry to hear about your husband 😓 I can't even imagine what that is like. My grandma that I lived with since I was 3 also passed away this summer and I find so much comfort in Eso's videos. 🤍 Stay strong
Sending you a big big hug!!!!! You are so loved and supported by the universe. You have a whole community of fellow tarot lovers and Esotarot fans here whenever you need ❤️
pile #3: i(person a) recently wrote a poem about how “the hardest part of it all was realizing he wasn’t better than me” and this reading totally gives those vibes.
I almost didn't want to like your comment only bc it's at 111 like rn. I've been writing diary entries with confirmations from these card readings. I appreciate you sharing your art with us.
Pile#4. Everything you said is true to my experience . I've known and been connected to him most of my life and always wondered why until a few yrs ago when seeing each other again hit like a bolt of lightning that awoke me then him to all you spoke of. I knew instantly what we were to each other. He denied our connection because it scared him but deep inside him he knew. I am in him and he is in me. I know it was destined.He taught me to love myself and to realize my worth and to stop accepting anything less than I deserve and for that alone I am grateful. We never got to fully come together and the most devastating thing is he died last Dec 2021 I still feel connected to him but it hurts so deep within my soul . It's a pain I've never experienced before and I have lost many people close to me before. Not to get to have him physicaly here with me I feel so lost and confused. I will love him and feel him inside my soul always which is a blessing and a curse. I just don't understand why he's gone.
You’re more than just a tarot reader you go above and beyond with depth and detailed explanations of the psychology of the connection …..which is why you’re #1 ….thank you from the bottom of my heart for the time and work you put in for us
Pile 2 💖 it was like a personal reading! It blows my mind that this pile resonates for so many & that others are experiencing similar energies. Such a beautiful reading!
Pile 2 hit the nail on the head for me. EXACTLY. THE. SITUATION. WORD FOR WORD. OMG. I couldn’t have articulated this better myself! I’ve been needing guidance about this connection and have been asking for it from my guides & spirit. Thank you so much, I needed this validation. Incredible! 😉 thank you my love 💕. He tells me that I make assumptions or rather jump to conclusions about things I pick up out of my own insecurities and fears within this connection sometimes, and I do tend to suppress the issues within this connection to keep the peace because I don’t want to overwhelm him, because I know he is TRYING, but it has led me to build resentment…because I’ve neglected my own needs.. he has learned how to keep a lighthearted comical approach to life because of his father… and it has helped him and myself a lot because I do tend to take things way too seriously at times even when it’s not even that serious.. lol
Wow your experience is exactly like mine. He is very comical would overlook my feelings, which is gaslighting by the way and YES his father plays a key role too.
Pile 2 hit me like a ton of bricks and I was literally crying for most of it because you basically explained the heart of the issue we had in our relationship. I'm 100% the Swan and he's the Comic. Sadly, when it came time for the tough conversations and the serious moments that I knew we needed to have/discuss, he wasn't willing to go deeper. Just a lot of "I don't know" and futile attempts to sweep the issues under the rug. I'm really sad that things ended between us because I wanted to work through what we were going through but he chose to end it. Even had the audacity to ask if we could still be friends (and his friendships, I came to realize, were all very surface level, despite knowing some of his friends his whole life) and I didn't want a surface level friendship (obviously, because I'm the Swan) so this was a tough breakup for me and it still hurts, if I'm being honest.
omg our stories are almost the same! and trust me it hurts but its better than being invalidated! x wish you all the best and believe that you can pull through all these hardships x
I'm in the exact same situation... I can feel we're not done yet and they will return, but they said they only want to be friends. They even had a date with someone else... I hate seeing the signs about them returning because it's not happening or too far away for me to see.
was looking for something to listen to while I was cooking.. I always watch your videos and this one is just so fitting right now. timing is impeccable.💕 thank you 🥰
Pile 2 Resonated so very deeply with me and the timing is accurate too. I ended a nearly five year long relationship last September. It’s approaching the anniversary of the breakup and this video gave me the reminder I needed of why it had to end. I’m the swan while my ex was the comic. I reached a point where I was upfront and honest about my needs and feelings, and I explained where I was coming from as well. I strived for an understanding between us. But I wasn’t able to receive vulnerability back on how he was feeling. (Funnily enough, once the breakup happened, he finally realized how little he allowed himself to be vulnerable in the relationship). Eventually my intuition told me I would not receive that from him at that point in his life, and that he would not be able to provide it in our connection. The reading also confirmed what I still need to work on to continue releasing what I don’t need. Such a beautiful reading, thank you!
Amazing. You’re the first reader I’ve found who addressed the deeper meaning of my connection instead of making it all about romance. A truly spiritual reading, that was so needed. Thank you for giving your precious time to do the topic justice ❤️ (pile 4)
Pile 3 is the most any reading you have ever done has resonated with me. It makes me feel valid for all those notes on my phone of things I’ve wanted to say but couldn’t bring myself to say due to being afraid of confrontation because of outside people involved. The part about the cobra lashing out at little things, the going with the flow leading to harm, literally just encapsulated all my thoughts the past few years about this connection
Pile 4: INSANELY Accurate. You eloquently put into words how I am/have been feeling alongside my partner. We just could not understand wtf was happening between us. All we knew was we weren’t done learning from one another and are rising to the occasion. Thank you Soul much… you continually bless me with so much clarification and confirmation. So much love for you!!! 💕✨🤗
Pile 2: She said “don’t shoot the messenger” and I instantly said “uh oh”. This reading made me cry because it hit so close to home! Also provides me with some very useful realizations and that I need to have a chat with my partner sooner rather than later
Pile 2- this reading EXACTLY described me, him and our situation!!! All your readings are amazingly accurate but this one was next level accurate for us!!! Thanks so much it was so encouraging and the guidance so useful 💜🙏💜
Pile 2 here, Swan person to the max. I am processing everything that was told as it resonated a lot. I learnt a lot on how to deal with my Comic and why we are, just are. Thank you 🤍
pile 2 felt like a personal reading. you have no idea how much this has helped me. constructive tarot readings on love with actual, actionable advice are such rare gems 😭🥺
I am so person A with pile 3! I have discovered my ex husband is a narcissist and so is my mom. I was abused all the time. I finally have found peace, confidence, self love, and self respect. Blessed be to all on this path!
Pile2: It is almost like I am listening to a relationship counsellor. The descriptions are so accurate, I am like how?! Thank you for the reading, bless you.
Pile 4 here and my goodness! 100% accurate. Mind blowing! Amazing! I really have no other words. I just need to sit here and gather myself after all that. Wow. Thank you.
Pile 2...Thank u for the different perspective. This dynamic was what started my awakening 2 years ago. You were spot on! 💐 We didn't make it, though. As important it is to understand the perspective of another person an (the ♊ 🌜 & ⬆️ in me can do that all day😂), what I took from this was to realize what I DONT want in my next relationship - someone I have to break things down to everytime... It's ok in a friendship, but not as a partner, for me personally. I desire to be equally yoked with someone who is just as intuitive as me, with self awareness. We won't agree all the time, but at least I know they understand /and will allow themselves to be vulnerable. We can both speak our minds, and actually go deep (extra credit if they have a ♏ placement, lol). As Abraham Hicks says, knowing what you don't want is the first step in manifestation bc it helps you to focus on what you DO want. As u said, nothing wrong with "the swan" nor "the comic" - both can learn from each other...
Pile 3, all I can say is wow. I clicked on this video with a completely different person in mind, but low and behold this was all about a past relationship I was in about 5 years ago. This relationship was definitely an empath/narcissist relationship and I just want to say that if anyone ever finds themselves in a relationship like this, you are not alone and no partner should ever make you feel any less than the God/Goddess that you are, and there is hope. I am still 5 years later healing from this union, and I probably will continue to do so till the day I part from this world. I have not been in another relationship since, but I have recently met someone who is the complete opposite, and old wounds have come up from this past trauma, so this video was right on time for me and helped me immensely. Thank you so much for this message 🥺❤️❤️. Much love
Thank you so much for this reading...I choose Pile 1, which resonated with me. It is amazing how right you were with my connection with my soulmate!!! I even was brought to tears over how much it resonated with me!! 😢 I am person A and my soulmate is person B. You nailed our connection and what we need to work on!!! ❤🩹 We are still in the connection and I have seen shifts recently in how he is being vulnerable with me and I have learned to be vulnerable also. We are growing together and working on the aspects of ourselves that need healing and work!🌹
pile 3: it was so accurate, thanks for the reading, eso youre seriously my favorite reader, it feels like talking to a friend and i love that. the reading was spot on, and it made me come up with a great story to write lmao, thanks eso for always making the best readings. this made me more calm so thank you
I’ve been watching your readings for about 2 years now, and I’m convinced there is nobody on this planet that can read like you!! You are truly so special. Sending you never ending gratitude and love!! 🌟💜
Pile 4, Eso I really needed to hear this. Despite all the pain I went through and others' opinions of the person on my mind, all the hardships, I really do love this person after all. We projected onto each other and mirrored each other a lot. I knew the moment I met them that they were going to leave a huge impact in my life, despite of the outcome (in my case it did develop into a romantic relationship -even though I still feel there's stuff left undone and unsaid). When I saw the Chiron card, I started crying. My Chiron placement is in the seventh house of relationships... this makes a lot of sense since I experienced a lot of "firsts" with this person, and I think they did too, especially the true, unconditional love concept you talked about, since their perspective of love has always been distorted (just as mine, which was far too idealized). I just hope this person heals and is happy. I really do wish them the best. I'm so thankful for you and for doing this reading.
Pile 2, spot on! I feel seen and called out in a good way. Lots of helpful ways to look at situations and things to work on and or let go of. Thank you so much, I’ve been wanting , nay needing this information for awhile now. Saving this to review over and over as a reminder!
Omg pile Two is 100% me being person A and my person in question is person B! Thank you so much this reading has helped me understand so much! Tho I already know inside what’s going on I do question myself a lot and I shall try not to do that so much now. Thank you again for another amazing reading xx
I watched pile 4, and wow. It's like you read me as if we were FaceTiming. I was curious about someone, found your video, and you hit the nail on the head. I'm the "mystic" and I am clairvoyant. I channel as well, I'm just highly impressed by you and your readings. You make me want to start readings on RUclips (reader for 6+ years) because this was truly helpful and inspiring! Thank you so much
pile #2: this was a hard one for me. from the get-go, I knew it was my pile but it hurts to hear since this person ghosted me a few months ago and it has been a painful journey. as the overthinking swan it has taken me a while to get on track with my emotions and how I feel towards this person after the fact. They and I were in a friends-with-benefits situation, so I felt even more apprehensive about voicing my frustrations. I've come a long way since to respect my own feelings in the matter, so thank you Eso for validating my strong feelings and sensitivity. I think I needed someone else to tell me that my feelings have a place even when I feel like they're irrational.
3- Creator brought us together to serve as catalysts and recognize our blocks. It will be in the end our choice to choose the path of evolution. I respect the person and hope our connection was healing to him as much as it was to me. It takes time to remember our purpose on this planet. Love and light.
Just paused deck 2 Thank you so much for saying intuition and anxietys differences. I panic and over think that I'm sensing something but really it's anxiety. Really helped me 🙏🏼
Pile 4! I made it all the way through! Your messages are always so helpful and greatly welcomed. You’re amazing ✨ I’m dating someone who really takes me out of my comfort zone in the best way- it’s kind of amazing how many synchronizations that I’ve had about them. This really resonated with me. Thank you for everything, Eso!
Pile 4 was so painfully resonant. I was with someone who is that pilgrim, needing to seek and search while I'm the mystic, able to do that searching within. I just had to let them go... they wanted to see what else life held for them outside of our connection. I hope to see them again, but I also don't want to something they come back to and leave as they please. Thank you for the message as always. Your powers are truly amazing
Eso another spot on connection with me. You pick up my energy more often with details of my strengths and challenges than any other equally talented and capable reader on RUclips. I’m glad you don’t post every day , no shade to those who do, but man I feeeel it when you’re gone . It’s like being in a drought. Loves, and thank you. It’s my honor
Pile #2 was so spot on for me, definitely came into my life at the perfect time. Thank you so much Eso for this beautiful reading, you always help me so much 💕✨💕✨💕
Pile 4 here. I watched the whole section of the vid with some breaks in between, it was a lot to take in. Everything you said was definitely something I was meant to hear. The person I asked about and I, we broke up not too long ago. It was my first ever romantic relationship and few things about that connection fit societies typical standard of a romantic connection. Your messages resonated strongly with what I've experienced. That break up feels like something that was meant to happen for us to awaken some deeper insights. I saw a part of him, he wouldn't have shown otherwise. It was a special connection, certainly not easy but full of lessons to learn. Thanks for channelling this long and dense message, it gave me the needed clarity✨🌼
Pile 3: This was such a great reading. I really needed to hear this. I am person A and just got out of a connection with person B and I am so happy to be stepping into my queen of wands energy finally. I was shaming myself and I hope to change that now with this new perspective.
Pile 4- This made so much sense! I’m the mystic and I haven’t had someone read me to filth in a while. The form of communication we have the most is eye contact and he shows up in my dreams all the time. I’m constantly asking myself and spirit why I met him and what’s the point of all of this and hearing this now has helped me so much. Thank you Eso! 💜
Pile 3. I am in awe...the amount of coincidences with me and the person I chose for this reading is ridiculous. Yes, I am in a healing process that I am very proud of ,but like it has to be, it is a day by day. I met this guy online. He was perfect for me in every sense. We never had a real romantic relationship but we spent a whole year being friends and subtly flirting. We were in different continents and I was planning to go to his country (not for him, it was a personal goal I had before meeting him) and he showed excited about meeting and even started to be sassy and more flirty. But my trip got delayed for a few months. In the middle, the mask fell. I became a stranger. Ghosting, gaslighting, lies...I finally travelled and I decided to give it a try and meet him. He was back in the excitement and flirt. We met. It was a nice day and I felt there was a great energy between us. But that was it. After that day I came back to be just another of his IG followers. I kept my life going and one day we finally had a short conversation: he gaslighted me again and denied everything that happened. He is a dammed narcissist. Just like you described it. I served to his ego for a while and then one day...I was not good enough for him in his twisted mind. I was disposable. Fortunately, I am a strong, resiliant woman. And YESSSSS this was a HUGE lesson for me about how actions count over words, about my self-worth and how my empathic nature is a gift, but also a curse if I don't put the right boundaries. And many other valuable things. He's out my heart now. I am only still processing his lies to learn more about myself and my processes and how to detect this kind of people in the future and avoid them. Thank you, lovely. This has been one of the most accurate and reliving tarot readings I ever had. To s of love and light for you!💕😘💕
Pile 4: Eso, seriously I'd been feeling extremely emotional for last few days and it felt as if the wounds were resurfacing once again, and I was scared, and didn't understand why.. your reading gave me the direction I needed.. Thank you so much for this! May God always be with you! ❤️
Pile 1 was spot on. I am a Camel. Our connection is in no contact due to toxic "trauma bonding". I am still learning daily how to live my heart truthfully. However, it does get easier and I am still grateful for the connection and the lessons. Thank you for your insightful reading. 🙂
Pile 3: All I'm gonna say is that you are an incredible reader.☺ The Person A description was spot on me. I wish you knew how much your videos help me navigate through troublesome times. Thank you so very much for this video, love! 💕😘
pile 2 and i almost didn’t click on this because of this retrogtade and i’m not always ready for how honest your readings are. this is exactly what i’m going through and learning rn, i’m person A and person B is helping me but testing me at the moment. but i can tell from how correct it feels that no matter the anxiety that comes along, as long as my B accepts my journey of growing and learning, i know i’m doing okay. i need the B to balance my A behavior and vice versa. my heart flips when i think of the power we could have when we find harmony within ourselves
Pile 4: Girl where should I start? I feel like I have climbed up the ascension ladder to heaven (my heart) just by listening to your wisdom and interpretation of this reading! I immediately knew this was my pile and have picked up on all the magickal synchronicities of this connection and that we were weirdly mirroring each other even before we started talking! And I’m literally in the middle of a transformation/healing that this connection has triggered. Exactly what I needed to hear: releasing control, expectations and judgements and surrendering to the divine ❤️thank you so much, this was everything I needed to hear and more🤍
picked pile 4. holy shit i needed to hear all that. you are an absolutely angelic soul for posting these readings for free. i am going through a tough time and that reading was just a couple hours straight of gentle yet urgent reminders. i actually feel like this reading could be about two different people that i have met recently who i felt this deep connection with, but ultimately the reading completely transcended my connection with these people. thank you so much. you are incredible
Also felt drawn to pile 4- holy cow! When I was a little girl I chose 6 as my favourite number. As I grew up I realized my calling was to help people experience unconditional love- especially for themselves. Until this reading I did not know that 6 is the number of unconditional love. 66 years old now and feeling comfortable in an aging body. So appreciative of positive energy from young rising stars like you @esotarot
I can’t with you Eso!! Pile number 2. Gotta say I’m proud of myself because I’ve already discovered everything you were saying. Thank you for validating it!!!! Traumatic experiences often create tendencies we don’t realize we have. My person has really helped me identify those. Working on sharing more of what I’m feeling because I deserve to be heard!
I got pile #3 and this was a lesson I really needed. I was definitely doubting myself and still sometimes beat myself up about it. I knew person b was giving me weird vibes and I still tried really hard to get close to this person. I’ve had a hard time making friends in the past and when person b showed interest in being my friend, I ignored all the red flags. Also cracked up when you said “person b probably doesn’t like tarot”. I tried showing person b the gem goddess and he just said how bullshit it was the whole time and made me feel silly. Thank you for this reading. You were so spot on, it’s crazy.
Same gurl. I watched this reading when I was still talking with that person and I was like "this reading is such bs" lmao little did I know how much this would resonate to me now
Pile 4 - The Mystic and the Pilgrim: Your entire message hit it square in the eye. Most of it I could already see as so, rest of it, brought it into focus. Gave me more food for thought. I wish I would've played one of your reads for my mother before she passed so she understood clearly from your perspective of what my exp with the pilgrim was but ... either way, I believe she somehow better knows it firsthand than even I do now. Thank you Eso 💖🙏💥🌎⭐🌙🌱🌌 🍄💫
thank you for this pile 4 story, very comforting and encouraging, and also like-minded sharing of the thoughts. i owe you more than we both probably know for the readings you have done and i have listened just as per guided chances popping out randomly. you've been an inspiration even for one of the story i am currently writing. so, receive my gratitude and lot's of good energy. thank you for being you.
man pile 3 was hypnotizing me.. definitely resonates. dealing with the pain of a friend not being who i thought they were. miss them terribly but there’s nobody there for me to miss as it was mostly fake anyways. gotta remember discernment over hyper vigilance in the future so i can heal and move forward so my trust isn’t fractured. 💔 side note: i think they finally turned the lights on in abercrombie so maybe your boss has seen the light since 😉
Pile 4… Your readings have resonated with me along every step of my journey. So very grateful for you. Thank you for having the courage to upload even when you’re unsure if the messages are clear. They hit deeply. I’m very much looking forward to learning what you have downloaded about twin flames 🙏💫
Pile 4, thank you! I’ve been asking for guidance and this video popped up! You’re awesome and the spirit is working through you! Keep striving and stay strong! You’re shining a light for people!
i picked pile 1 and omg!!! i watched to get some insight about my daughters dad. we coparent and today was a doozy. you mentioned he gets triggered and how i may not understand why. the work you do is so helpful and important i feel like i can’t tell you enough 💛💛💛💛
Pile #3 I resonated a lot... and I just dont know what to do now... it hurt me so much and am scared of meeting new people... and I don't wanna go back to places where I wasn't heard... right now I just feel so alone... and confused
Hi Eso, I make maybe 1 comment on a RUclips video a year, but after listening to my pile I felt so compelled to share this energy with you. I was Pile 4. This reading was so eerily specific and on point with how I’m feeling about this connection it gave me chills and made me cry. You articulated things about this relationship that I could not even articulate, things that seem intangible but I feel and know to be true in the deepest parts of my being. I’ve been reading tarot for 8 years my self and frequently watch RUclips readers, however I’ve never had a reading shake me to my core quite like this one. I had downloads throughout the entire thing and felt so incredibly connected to Source. You truly have a gift and I appreciate your delivery. Even when you think you are “rambling” you are very clearly channeling deep truths. I have also wanted to start my own channel to do readings and you are a huge inspiration for me. As I said, I don’t usually make comments. However I thought this clarity and love should be shared with you and not kept locked in me. Thank you. What you do is appreciated.
Eso, Eso, Eso, it shocks me and at the same time excites me as to your gift and the accuracy. It is so encouraging and further reiterates the fact that spirit is so real. Pile 2: I am the swan, am a cancerian and my man is the comic, he is Gemini. I needed this. Well done and thank you. Advice taken and appreciated. 👏 💯💖
#4 , this hit right where it needed to 🎯🤍 a message I definitely needed to hear , EVERY WORD‼️ I appreciate you so much Eso🫶🏾✨ you were my first & always favorite Tarot reader. You’ve gotten me through multiple scenarios; Just want you to know your readings definitely have the power to change people’s lives because you’ve definitely had a big impact on mine 🤞🏾🙌🏾😘
4 ☯️ always. Your reading is very insightful, it's exactly the image of me and him, you are so intelligent, have excellent understanding of the work you're doing. I felt healed understood and encouraging listening to your reading.
Pile 1 & 2, person A: Definitely the lessons that I’ve been learning for myself in the past few weeks. It’s been hard facing and forgiving myself for putting my needs, feelings and desires on the back burner for so long. I’m super proud and excited for the rest of this journey though 🌻
Wow. I watched pile 2 and I was just blown away, I’ve never had anyone so accurately describe how I am as a person, how I often feel, and how I view the world. I honestly don’t think I can even describe myself that well! Also everything you’ve said was how I was already intuitively feeling, but I was starting to have doubts. This just gave me the confirmation I needed. You have an incredible gift, thank you for sharing it with the world!
Cried got majority of my pile (#3) , spot on, painful growth that has forced me out of my cocoon. It’s been the hardest but most transformative year and that also is because I was in therapy. I am very fortunate that I was in sessions duringt the time of my break up. Sending nothing but love and self compassion towards anyone in a similar situation , it does get lighter and lighter ✨💛
Do you think if you didn't join those sessions you would have been in a miserable state? Also, please tell me what did you do when you miss him. How did you focus on other stuff? Do you still miss him?
@@atuldwivedi3959 the therapy sessions definitely helped so much, I think it allowed me not to get into a bad spiral. I try and go for walks, journal, meditate on my surroundings, and reading and listening to a lot of audio books to keep my grounded and reflective. There are times I definitely miss him but I found it has gotten easier over the past few months but you need to let yourself go through the motions of being sad and angry and all that!🙏❤️ I hope if you are in a similar situation you feel better soon !
Pile 2...I expressed it...and it didn't go well. Think he's just going through a difficult time and he did finally say that when I asked... This is something that happens a lot. I believe in freedom and being your own person, but I do like depth. Guys seem to be cool until all of the sudden they feel themselves having feelings and dip. I only match their energy, but I'm not in a rush or want comitment until it becomes time when both people agree and decide together. So then I guess I teach them a lesson and I get ditched even though they authentically started to get close and then freak out. It's ok, everyone has free will and can do as they please. It just hurts and it's disappointing that it is extremely rare than anyone wants to actually build a relationship and allow trust to gain depth over time. I don't even get to practice getting anywhere. I'm fine with surface stuff, but it would like to have an actual partner I am able to trust and have stay in my life. The last person that stuck around ended up being completely controlling and it didnt feel like love at all and I had to leave. Want a relationship with mutual love and respect and it seems nobody is down to do that. I am ready to give and receive that with another. Will be patient, but every time it happens with someone when feelings start to develop and things are going well and then see the person get freaked out and run instead of working through it and keeping their sense of self but also nurture a connection. Im having trouble understanding why it's rare that people want that but are not willing to do what it takes. It's ok because I don't want anyone that doesn't want to have some depth as well or to give in a reciprocal way But it feels good to have a connection and disappointing when the other person doesn't want to get anywhere really good together.
pile n.4 totally resonate and make a lot of sense , you give me a lot of clarity, now i have no doubt of what i have to do . it feels like a personal reading. thank you a lot!
Cheeses Eso - you can’t possibly understand how this helped me today. I was fighting demons like a Mofo until i read Pile 4 - time is not linear indeed. This brought me so much relief - Eternally grateful!
You are STUNNING!!! This reading was STUNNING. I can’t believe I received such massive closure, my thoughts and mind were indeed torturing and taking me in a negative direction based on what happened in this connection. I even went to a negative path doubting support, But you helped me see the WHY behind it and it completely 10000% resonated. Wow. I am so humbled. Universe has its ways of connecting. Your communication style is really beautiful too. Love it. Love it. Thank you!!!
Eso... You have done it, again, girl!!! 🔥🔥🔥 Pile #2 was accurate AF, wow! You're incredible at what you do. Thank you! Keep grinding, love your videos and energy! 💜💪🏻
Your reading (Pile 4), was spot on and I thank you deeply for the extra time and insights. Thank you for your love and light. May you be blessed beyond your wildest imagination. 💞✨
Pile 2, oh you so nailed it. I am so the Swan, you so couldn't have been more articulate or guided with dyidance and insight! And the comic isn't broken. He just thinks he is. Xx much love and appreciation for you sweet soul.
Thank you SO MUCH to everyone who sent love, healing, and support my way while I recovered 🥺💗 I love you all so so much, I hope this reading helps in some way. Xoxo
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I resonated with pile number two and my twin flame is the comic LOL I sent it to her because of all of your beautiful insights and your wisdom thank you for sharing much appreciated
Saturn/Pisces card, Pile 3: "This person may have Capricorn...", lol. I literally have Saturn in Pisces. :)
Daaaaamn EsoTarot, this was a personal reading!🤣🤣🤣 Totally listened just because I wasn't doing anything else. So I quickly said a name and was drawn to my Pile within 2 seconds and OMG crazy. And as im typing this sitting outside looked up and a random black cat us sitting outside my patio staring up at me on the balcony. 🤣🤣 Thanks for this reading. I wish I could tell you how acc it was.
Wow pile 4 was so accurate 😱
So thank-you for making this mystic’s relationship to the pilgrim in my life, make sense. Sorry it took you as long as it did. However I loved that it did, because damn it took me till the end to truly “get” what you and spirit were trying to tell me 🤦♀️💖
Hi everyone!! Just popping in to commend u on ur excellent taste 😎 Eso u are reading me word for word 😭❤
I love you 😭💗
The friendship WE live for!
we love you both so much omg!! keep making magic ❤️
You’re so accurate, it’s scary.
Kino...i adore you and Eso Tarot. Thank you, thank you, thank you! Mahalo!
For pile 3 person A. Trust me you'll heal eventually. And you will meet the right person who will never take you for granted 😊 it'll get better. Much better.
Thanks🤧😭😭😭😭
I really needed to hear this thank you 😭😭❤️
Update: I did found him 🥺🤍
Eso, girl, I am a longtime fan. This video was immensely powerful. My husband recently passed away and I’ve been lost. I watched all 4 piles (all different connections) and *every single one* resonated with me. Incredible. I can’t express enough gratitude and love. 💝
So so sorry for your loss🤍
Please stay strong and I'm sure your husband is here with you in spirit guiding you🤍
I'm so sorry to hear about your husband 😓 I can't even imagine what that is like. My grandma that I lived with since I was 3 also passed away this summer and I find so much comfort in Eso's videos. 🤍 Stay strong
Sending you lots of love and strength. You have no idea how immensely powerful and strong you are!
Sending you lots of love
Sending you a big big hug!!!!! You are so loved and supported by the universe. You have a whole community of fellow tarot lovers and Esotarot fans here whenever you need ❤️
pile #3: i(person a) recently wrote a poem about how “the hardest part of it all was realizing he wasn’t better than me” and this reading totally gives those vibes.
Same
I almost didn't want to like your comment only bc it's at 111 like rn. I've been writing diary entries with confirmations from these card readings.
I appreciate you sharing your art with us.
pile #2 and spot on from the get-go! I’m shocked at the accuracy. You are truly gifted, Eso!💘
Same like when she said Jamaica 👀👄👀 I was shook asf cause that's where me and my person are from
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Are you comic or swan
@@iiiWonders the swan 🥲
Pile#4. Everything you said is true to my experience . I've known and been connected to him most of my life and always wondered why until a few yrs ago when seeing each other again hit like a bolt of lightning that awoke me then him to all you spoke of. I knew instantly what we were to each other. He denied our connection because it scared him but deep inside him he knew. I am in him and he is in me. I know it was destined.He taught me to love myself and to realize my worth and to stop accepting anything less than I deserve and for that alone I am grateful. We never got to fully come together and the most devastating thing is he died last Dec 2021 I still feel connected to him but it hurts so deep within my soul . It's a pain I've never experienced before and I have lost many people close to me before. Not to get to have him physicaly here with me I feel so lost and confused. I will love him and feel him inside my soul always which is a blessing and a curse. I just don't understand why he's gone.
You’re more than just a tarot reader you go above and beyond with depth and detailed explanations of the psychology of the connection …..which is why you’re #1 ….thank you from the bottom of my heart for the time and work you put in for us
Pile 2 💖 it was like a personal reading! It blows my mind that this pile resonates for so many & that others are experiencing similar energies. Such a beautiful reading!
Pile 2 hit the nail on the head for me. EXACTLY. THE. SITUATION. WORD FOR WORD. OMG. I couldn’t have articulated this better myself! I’ve been needing guidance about this connection and have been asking for it from my guides & spirit. Thank you so much, I needed this validation. Incredible! 😉 thank you my love 💕. He tells me that I make assumptions or rather jump to conclusions about things I pick up out of my own insecurities and fears within this connection sometimes, and I do tend to suppress the issues within this connection to keep the peace because I don’t want to overwhelm him, because I know he is TRYING, but it has led me to build resentment…because I’ve neglected my own needs.. he has learned how to keep a lighthearted comical approach to life because of his father… and it has helped him and myself a lot because I do tend to take things way too seriously at times even when it’s not even that serious.. lol
Wow your experience is exactly like mine. He is very comical would overlook my feelings, which is gaslighting by the way
and YES his father plays a key role too.
I guess we are in this together
Pile 2 hit me like a ton of bricks and I was literally crying for most of it because you basically explained the heart of the issue we had in our relationship. I'm 100% the Swan and he's the Comic. Sadly, when it came time for the tough conversations and the serious moments that I knew we needed to have/discuss, he wasn't willing to go deeper. Just a lot of "I don't know" and futile attempts to sweep the issues under the rug. I'm really sad that things ended between us because I wanted to work through what we were going through but he chose to end it. Even had the audacity to ask if we could still be friends (and his friendships, I came to realize, were all very surface level, despite knowing some of his friends his whole life) and I didn't want a surface level friendship (obviously, because I'm the Swan) so this was a tough breakup for me and it still hurts, if I'm being honest.
omg our stories are almost the same! and trust me it hurts but its better than being invalidated! x wish you all the best and believe that you can pull through all these hardships x
Same
What were your signs?
Omg almost the same stories…hugs to all resonating with you and this pile…
I'm in the exact same situation... I can feel we're not done yet and they will return, but they said they only want to be friends. They even had a date with someone else...
I hate seeing the signs about them returning because it's not happening or too far away for me to see.
Pile 4 moved my soul. Really needed to hear this and I so so appreciate all the effort and time it takes to deliver these more nuanced messages❤
was looking for something to listen to while I was cooking.. I always watch your videos and this one is just so fitting right now. timing is impeccable.💕 thank you 🥰
Yay! 💗
Haha I was making a cake and was listening to Eso tarot :) It’s still in the oven and hope I didn’t forget anything to put on it 😂
i always listen to tarot when i cook too!
I do the same thing! 😄
Pile 2 Resonated so very deeply with me and the timing is accurate too. I ended a nearly five year long relationship last September. It’s approaching the anniversary of the breakup and this video gave me the reminder I needed of why it had to end. I’m the swan while my ex was the comic.
I reached a point where I was upfront and honest about my needs and feelings, and I explained where I was coming from as well. I strived for an understanding between us. But I wasn’t able to receive vulnerability back on how he was feeling. (Funnily enough, once the breakup happened, he finally realized how little he allowed himself to be vulnerable in the relationship).
Eventually my intuition told me I would not receive that from him at that point in his life, and that he would not be able to provide it in our connection. The reading also confirmed what I still need to work on to continue releasing what I don’t need. Such a beautiful reading, thank you!
Amazing. You’re the first reader I’ve found who addressed the deeper meaning of my connection instead of making it all about romance. A truly spiritual reading, that was so needed. Thank you for giving your precious time to do the topic justice ❤️ (pile 4)
Thank you for the helpful feedback! I’m so glad it resonated 💗
Exactly. There’s only so many times I can hear “they want to come towards you” and that being it
Yes very well said! I second this+
Thankyou ! 😀
@@findparadise LOL, totally with you on that! Why can’t we have meaningful deep relationships without it being an effin’ twin flame 🫣🤣
@@EsoTarot Thank you 🙏🏼💕 PS Your sense of humour hits it out of the park 😜
Pile 3 is the most any reading you have ever done has resonated with me. It makes me feel valid for all those notes on my phone of things I’ve wanted to say but couldn’t bring myself to say due to being afraid of confrontation because of outside people involved. The part about the cobra lashing out at little things, the going with the flow leading to harm, literally just encapsulated all my thoughts the past few years about this connection
Pile 4: INSANELY Accurate. You eloquently put into words how I am/have been feeling alongside my partner. We just could not understand wtf was happening between us. All we knew was we weren’t done learning from one another and are rising to the occasion. Thank you Soul much… you continually bless me with so much clarification and confirmation. So much love for you!!! 💕✨🤗
Pile 2:
She said “don’t shoot the messenger” and I instantly said “uh oh”. This reading made me cry because it hit so close to home! Also provides me with some very useful realizations and that I need to have a chat with my partner sooner rather than later
Pile 2- this reading EXACTLY described me, him and our situation!!! All your readings are amazingly accurate but this one was next level accurate for us!!! Thanks so much it was so encouraging and the guidance so useful 💜🙏💜
Pile 2 here, Swan person to the max. I am processing everything that was told as it resonated a lot. I learnt a lot on how to deal with my Comic and why we are, just are. Thank you 🤍
pile 2 felt like a personal reading. you have no idea how much this has helped me. constructive tarot readings on love with actual, actionable advice are such rare gems 😭🥺
I am so person A with pile 3! I have discovered my ex husband is a narcissist and so is my mom. I was abused all the time. I finally have found peace, confidence, self love, and self respect. Blessed be to all on this path!
Pile2: It is almost like I am listening to a relationship counsellor. The descriptions are so accurate, I am like how?! Thank you for the reading, bless you.
Pile 4 here and my goodness! 100% accurate. Mind blowing! Amazing! I really have no other words. I just need to sit here and gather myself after all that. Wow. Thank you.
the last pile resonated incredibly - I just wanted to share my appreciation 💛
Pile 2...Thank u for the different perspective. This dynamic was what started my awakening 2 years ago. You were spot on! 💐 We didn't make it, though. As important it is to understand the perspective of another person an (the ♊ 🌜 & ⬆️ in me can do that all day😂), what I took from this was to realize what I DONT want in my next relationship - someone I have to break things down to everytime... It's ok in a friendship, but not as a partner, for me personally. I desire to be equally yoked with someone who is just as intuitive as me, with self awareness. We won't agree all the time, but at least I know they understand /and will allow themselves to be vulnerable. We can both speak our minds, and actually go deep (extra credit if they have a ♏ placement, lol). As Abraham Hicks says, knowing what you don't want is the first step in manifestation bc it helps you to focus on what you DO want. As u said, nothing wrong with "the swan" nor "the comic" - both can learn from each other...
Pile 3, all I can say is wow. I clicked on this video with a completely different person in mind, but low and behold this was all about a past relationship I was in about 5 years ago. This relationship was definitely an empath/narcissist relationship and I just want to say that if anyone ever finds themselves in a relationship like this, you are not alone and no partner should ever make you feel any less than the God/Goddess that you are, and there is hope. I am still 5 years later healing from this union, and I probably will continue to do so till the day I part from this world. I have not been in another relationship since, but I have recently met someone who is the complete opposite, and old wounds have come up from this past trauma, so this video was right on time for me and helped me immensely. Thank you so much for this message 🥺❤️❤️. Much love
who else checked the channel everyday till this came up?
Aw 🥺💗
Thank you so much for this reading...I choose Pile 1, which resonated with me. It is amazing how right you were with my connection with my soulmate!!! I even was brought to tears over how much it resonated with me!! 😢 I am person A and my soulmate is person B. You nailed our connection and what we need to work on!!! ❤🩹 We are still in the connection and I have seen shifts recently in how he is being vulnerable with me and I have learned to be vulnerable also. We are growing together and working on the aspects of ourselves that need healing and work!🌹
pile 3: it was so accurate, thanks for the reading, eso youre seriously my favorite reader, it feels like talking to a friend and i love that. the reading was spot on, and it made me come up with a great story to write lmao, thanks eso for always making the best readings. this made me more calm so thank you
I’ve been watching your readings for about 2 years now, and I’m convinced there is nobody on this planet that can read like you!! You are truly so special. Sending you never ending gratitude and love!! 🌟💜
Pile 4, Eso I really needed to hear this. Despite all the pain I went through and others' opinions of the person on my mind, all the hardships, I really do love this person after all. We projected onto each other and mirrored each other a lot. I knew the moment I met them that they were going to leave a huge impact in my life, despite of the outcome (in my case it did develop into a romantic relationship -even though I still feel there's stuff left undone and unsaid). When I saw the Chiron card, I started crying. My Chiron placement is in the seventh house of relationships... this makes a lot of sense since I experienced a lot of "firsts" with this person, and I think they did too, especially the true, unconditional love concept you talked about, since their perspective of love has always been distorted (just as mine, which was far too idealized). I just hope this person heals and is happy. I really do wish them the best. I'm so thankful for you and for doing this reading.
Pile 2, spot on! I feel seen and called out in a good way. Lots of helpful ways to look at situations and things to work on and or let go of. Thank you so much, I’ve been wanting , nay needing this information for awhile now. Saving this to review over and over as a reminder!
Omg pile Two is 100% me being person A and my person in question is person B! Thank you so much this reading has helped me understand so much! Tho I already know inside what’s going on I do question myself a lot and I shall try not to do that so much now. Thank you again for another amazing reading xx
I watched pile 4, and wow. It's like you read me as if we were FaceTiming. I was curious about someone, found your video, and you hit the nail on the head. I'm the "mystic" and I am clairvoyant. I channel as well, I'm just highly impressed by you and your readings. You make me want to start readings on RUclips (reader for 6+ years) because this was truly helpful and inspiring! Thank you so much
pile #2: this was a hard one for me. from the get-go, I knew it was my pile but it hurts to hear since this person ghosted me a few months ago and it has been a painful journey. as the overthinking swan it has taken me a while to get on track with my emotions and how I feel towards this person after the fact. They and I were in a friends-with-benefits situation, so I felt even more apprehensive about voicing my frustrations. I've come a long way since to respect my own feelings in the matter, so thank you Eso for validating my strong feelings and sensitivity. I think I needed someone else to tell me that my feelings have a place even when I feel like they're irrational.
Same!
3- Creator brought us together to serve as catalysts and recognize our blocks. It will be in the end our choice to choose the path of evolution. I respect the person and hope our connection was healing to him as much as it was to me. It takes time to remember our purpose on this planet. Love and light.
Just paused deck 2 Thank you so much for saying intuition and anxietys differences. I panic and over think that I'm sensing something but really it's anxiety. Really helped me 🙏🏼
Same here@pile2 I really loved that part a lot ✌️ Thank u for putting it out💕
Pile 4! I made it all the way through!
Your messages are always so helpful and greatly welcomed. You’re amazing ✨
I’m dating someone who really takes me out of my comfort zone in the best way- it’s kind of amazing how many synchronizations that I’ve had about them.
This really resonated with me.
Thank you for everything, Eso!
Pile 2. Very insightful. Deeply deeply resonates. Thank you so much 🙏🏼
Pile 4 was so painfully resonant. I was with someone who is that pilgrim, needing to seek and search while I'm the mystic, able to do that searching within. I just had to let them go... they wanted to see what else life held for them outside of our connection. I hope to see them again, but I also don't want to something they come back to and leave as they please. Thank you for the message as always. Your powers are truly amazing
Eso another spot on connection with me. You pick up my energy more often with details of my strengths and challenges than any other equally talented and capable reader on RUclips. I’m glad you don’t post every day , no shade to those who do, but man I feeeel it when you’re gone . It’s like being in a drought. Loves, and thank you. It’s my honor
Oh that is such a massive compliment, thank you so much 😭💗
Pile #2 was so spot on for me, definitely came into my life at the perfect time.
Thank you so much Eso for this beautiful reading, you always help me so much 💕✨💕✨💕
Pile 4 here. I watched the whole section of the vid with some breaks in between, it was a lot to take in. Everything you said was definitely something I was meant to hear. The person I asked about and I, we broke up not too long ago. It was my first ever romantic relationship and few things about that connection fit societies typical standard of a romantic connection. Your messages resonated strongly with what I've experienced. That break up feels like something that was meant to happen for us to awaken some deeper insights. I saw a part of him, he wouldn't have shown otherwise. It was a special connection, certainly not easy but full of lessons to learn. Thanks for channelling this long and dense message, it gave me the needed clarity✨🌼
Same pile and same situation here. Sending much love and healing energy your way 🥺💗
@@dejavu201 Thanks so much, sending you lots of strength and healing energy as well! 💗🌼
Pile 3: This was such a great reading. I really needed to hear this. I am person A and just got out of a connection with person B and I am so happy to be stepping into my queen of wands energy finally. I was shaming myself and I hope to change that now with this new perspective.
Hallelujah- same here
Sending so much love to us pile 3's
@@zebreezie sending love back 💜
Pile 4 here, Thank you so much ♥️ I made it all the way through. I took some breaks, it was a lot to take in but so needed :)
Pile 4- This made so much sense! I’m the mystic and I haven’t had someone read me to filth in a while. The form of communication we have the most is eye contact and he shows up in my dreams all the time. I’m constantly asking myself and spirit why I met him and what’s the point of all of this and hearing this now has helped me so much. Thank you Eso! 💜
Pile 3. I am in awe...the amount of coincidences with me and the person I chose for this reading is ridiculous. Yes, I am in a healing process that I am very proud of ,but like it has to be, it is a day by day. I met this guy online. He was perfect for me in every sense. We never had a real romantic relationship but we spent a whole year being friends and subtly flirting. We were in different continents and I was planning to go to his country (not for him, it was a personal goal I had before meeting him) and he showed excited about meeting and even started to be sassy and more flirty. But my trip got delayed for a few months. In the middle, the mask fell. I became a stranger. Ghosting, gaslighting, lies...I finally travelled and I decided to give it a try and meet him. He was back in the excitement and flirt. We met. It was a nice day and I felt there was a great energy between us. But that was it. After that day I came back to be just another of his IG followers. I kept my life going and one day we finally had a short conversation: he gaslighted me again and denied everything that happened. He is a dammed narcissist. Just like you described it. I served to his ego for a while and then one day...I was not good enough for him in his twisted mind. I was disposable. Fortunately, I am a strong, resiliant woman. And YESSSSS this was a HUGE lesson for me about how actions count over words, about my self-worth and how my empathic nature is a gift, but also a curse if I don't put the right boundaries. And many other valuable things. He's out my heart now. I am only still processing his lies to learn more about myself and my processes and how to detect this kind of people in the future and avoid them.
Thank you, lovely. This has been one of the most accurate and reliving tarot readings I ever had.
To s of love and light for you!💕😘💕
Goddamnnn, that was a plot twist 💀💀💀
In pile 1, I am definitely person A. I feel both seen and called out 😂 Thanks Eso!
Pile 4: Eso, seriously I'd been feeling extremely emotional for last few days and it felt as if the wounds were resurfacing once again, and I was scared, and didn't understand why.. your reading gave me the direction I needed.. Thank you so much for this! May God always be with you! ❤️
Pile 4 👁👄👁 Speechless. Thank you for always serving us the truth 😭
Pile 1 was spot on. I am a Camel. Our connection is in no contact due to toxic "trauma bonding". I am still learning daily how to live my heart truthfully. However, it does get easier and I am still grateful for the connection and the lessons. Thank you for your insightful reading. 🙂
Pile 3: All I'm gonna say is that you are an incredible reader.☺ The Person A description was spot on me. I wish you knew how much your videos help me navigate through troublesome times. Thank you so very much for this video, love! 💕😘
I was drawn to #4. You are an incredibly beautiful soul. Thank you for being you and sharing yourself and insight with us.✨💖
pile 2 and i almost didn’t click on this because of this retrogtade and i’m not always ready for how honest your readings are. this is exactly what i’m going through and learning rn, i’m person A and person B is helping me but testing me at the moment. but i can tell from how correct it feels that no matter the anxiety that comes along, as long as my B accepts my journey of growing and learning, i know i’m doing okay. i need the B to balance my A behavior and vice versa. my heart flips when i think of the power we could have when we find harmony within ourselves
Pile #4 This did not feel like a general reading. 100% of your words hit home in a million insightful ways. Thank you.
Pile 4: Girl where should I start? I feel like I have climbed up the ascension ladder to heaven (my heart) just by listening to your wisdom and interpretation of this reading! I immediately knew this was my pile and have picked up on all the magickal synchronicities of this connection and that we were weirdly mirroring each other even before we started talking! And I’m literally in the middle of a transformation/healing that this connection has triggered. Exactly what I needed to hear: releasing control, expectations and judgements and surrendering to the divine ❤️thank you so much, this was everything I needed to hear and more🤍
Pile 2- you described us both so perfectly! Thank you so much, Eso, I affirm and claim this reading ✨❤️🙏🏻
I am so happy that you are recovered now!
Me too 😂💗
picked pile 4. holy shit i needed to hear all that. you are an absolutely angelic soul for posting these readings for free. i am going through a tough time and that reading was just a couple hours straight of gentle yet urgent reminders. i actually feel like this reading could be about two different people that i have met recently who i felt this deep connection with, but ultimately the reading completely transcended my connection with these people. thank you so much. you are incredible
Also felt drawn to pile 4- holy cow! When I was a little girl I chose 6 as my favourite number. As I grew up I realized my calling was to help people experience unconditional love- especially for themselves. Until this reading I did not know that 6 is the number of unconditional love. 66 years old now and feeling comfortable in an aging body. So appreciative of positive energy from young rising stars like you @esotarot
It was my favorite number too! I chose #4..Im on my way towards my journey to help and heal others!
@@Dragonfly214 that's awesome! ❤
I can’t with you Eso!! Pile number 2. Gotta say I’m proud of myself because I’ve already discovered everything you were saying. Thank you for validating it!!!! Traumatic experiences often create tendencies we don’t realize we have. My person has really helped me identify those. Working on sharing more of what I’m feeling because I deserve to be heard!
5 minutes into Pile 3 and it's already resonating like crazy. Thanks, Eso 💕
Damn, piles 3&4 nailed it on the head.
I got pile #3 and this was a lesson I really needed. I was definitely doubting myself and still sometimes beat myself up about it. I knew person b was giving me weird vibes and I still tried really hard to get close to this person. I’ve had a hard time making friends in the past and when person b showed interest in being my friend, I ignored all the red flags. Also cracked up when you said “person b probably doesn’t like tarot”. I tried showing person b the gem goddess and he just said how bullshit it was the whole time and made me feel silly. Thank you for this reading. You were so spot on, it’s crazy.
Same gurl. I watched this reading when I was still talking with that person and I was like "this reading is such bs" lmao little did I know how much this would resonate to me now
Same❤
Pile 4 - The Mystic and the Pilgrim: Your entire message hit it square in the eye. Most of it I could already see as so, rest of it, brought it into focus. Gave me more food for thought. I wish I would've played one of your reads for my mother before she passed so she understood clearly from your perspective of what my exp with the pilgrim was but ... either way, I believe she somehow better knows it firsthand than even I do now. Thank you Eso 💖🙏💥🌎⭐🌙🌱🌌 🍄💫
I got chills reading your comment, she definitely knows 💗
such a beautiful reading (pile 1)
Thank you!🍀
so basically this connection with my person is here to help me with becoming who I truly am.
thank you for this pile 4 story, very comforting and encouraging, and also like-minded sharing of the thoughts. i owe you more than we both probably know for the readings you have done and i have listened just as per guided chances popping out randomly. you've been an inspiration even for one of the story i am currently writing. so, receive my gratitude and lot's of good energy. thank you for being you.
Pile 4! Made it to the end! Thank you! Just entered a new relationship that feels pretty cosmic. It all made sense to me! Love and light 💜
man pile 3 was hypnotizing me.. definitely resonates. dealing with the pain of a friend not being who i thought they were. miss them terribly but there’s nobody there for me to miss as it was mostly fake anyways.
gotta remember discernment over hyper vigilance in the future so i can heal and move forward so my trust isn’t fractured. 💔
side note: i think they finally turned the lights on in abercrombie so maybe your boss has seen the light since 😉
Pile 4… Your readings have resonated with me along every step of my journey. So very grateful for you. Thank you for having the courage to upload even when you’re unsure if the messages are clear. They hit deeply. I’m very much looking forward to learning what you have downloaded about twin flames 🙏💫
Pile 4, thank you! I’ve been asking for guidance and this video popped up! You’re awesome and the spirit is working through you! Keep striving and stay strong! You’re shining a light for people!
Pile 3: You were spot on about the Narcissistic part!
i picked pile 1 and omg!!! i watched to get some insight about my daughters dad. we coparent and today was a doozy. you mentioned he gets triggered and how i may not understand why. the work you do is so helpful and important i feel like i can’t tell you enough 💛💛💛💛
Eso! Pile 3 was like a personal reading and literally what I needed to hear thank you!
Pile #3 I resonated a lot... and I just dont know what to do now... it hurt me so much and am scared of meeting new people... and I don't wanna go back to places where I wasn't heard... right now I just feel so alone... and confused
Hi Eso, I make maybe 1 comment on a RUclips video a year, but after listening to my pile I felt so compelled to share this energy with you.
I was Pile 4. This reading was so eerily specific and on point with how I’m feeling about this connection it gave me chills and made me cry. You articulated things about this relationship that I could not even articulate, things that seem intangible but I feel and know to be true in the deepest parts of my being. I’ve been reading tarot for 8 years my self and frequently watch RUclips readers, however I’ve never had a reading shake me to my core quite like this one. I had downloads throughout the entire thing and felt so incredibly connected to Source.
You truly have a gift and I appreciate your delivery. Even when you think you are “rambling” you are very clearly channeling deep truths. I have also wanted to start my own channel to do readings and you are a huge inspiration for me.
As I said, I don’t usually make comments. However I thought this clarity and love should be shared with you and not kept locked in me. Thank you. What you do is appreciated.
Eso, Eso, Eso, it shocks me and at the same time excites me as to your gift and the accuracy. It is so encouraging and further reiterates the fact that spirit is so real. Pile 2: I am the swan, am a cancerian and my man is the comic, he is Gemini. I needed this. Well done and thank you. Advice taken and appreciated. 👏 💯💖
#4 , this hit right where it needed to 🎯🤍
a message I definitely needed to hear , EVERY WORD‼️
I appreciate you so much Eso🫶🏾✨ you were my first & always favorite Tarot reader. You’ve gotten me through multiple scenarios; Just want you to know your readings definitely have the power to change people’s lives because you’ve definitely had a big impact on mine 🤞🏾🙌🏾😘
Pile 2 🤍 Thank you so much for you time!! Thank you for this clarity/reading!! SO ACCURATE!!! I hope you have a great day Eso 💜💜
Pile 4, thank you Eso! This was very meaningful and provided so much needed guidance 💖🦋🦋
Pile 2!!! It truly resonates and I really do appreciate the guidances ❤️❤️❤️❤️
4 ☯️ always. Your reading is very insightful, it's exactly the image of me and him, you are so intelligent, have excellent understanding of the work you're doing. I felt healed understood and encouraging listening to your reading.
Pile 1 & 2, person A: Definitely the lessons that I’ve been learning for myself in the past few weeks. It’s been hard facing and forgiving myself for putting my needs, feelings and desires on the back burner for so long. I’m super proud and excited for the rest of this journey though 🌻
Cosmic or swan
Wow. I watched pile 2 and I was just blown away, I’ve never had anyone so accurately describe how I am as a person, how I often feel, and how I view the world. I honestly don’t think I can even describe myself that well! Also everything you’ve said was how I was already intuitively feeling, but I was starting to have doubts. This just gave me the confirmation I needed. You have an incredible gift, thank you for sharing it with the world!
Cried got majority of my pile (#3) , spot on, painful growth that has forced me out of my cocoon. It’s been the hardest but most transformative year and that also is because I was in therapy. I am very fortunate that I was in sessions duringt the time of my break up.
Sending nothing but love and self compassion towards anyone in a similar situation , it does get lighter and lighter ✨💛
Do you think if you didn't join those sessions you would have been in a miserable state? Also, please tell me what did you do when you miss him. How did you focus on other stuff? Do you still miss him?
Me too ❤ We’ll bounce back bigger and better!!! 🐛🦋
@@atuldwivedi3959 the therapy sessions definitely helped so much, I think it allowed me not to get into a bad spiral. I try and go for walks, journal, meditate on my surroundings, and reading and listening to a lot of audio books to keep my grounded and reflective. There are times I definitely miss him but I found it has gotten easier over the past few months but you need to let yourself go through the motions of being sad and angry and all that!🙏❤️ I hope if you are in a similar situation you feel better soon !
@@Upliftedwithgabriella yes 100%🙏❤️✨
@@vanessak1391 Thank you so much sister❤❤...Yes, I am in a similar situation as you were before.
#1 Oh my, how accurate can it be in a general reading??!! Amazing, I'm speechless!!! I'm the camel and he's the raccoon. Thank you so much🙏💗💗💗
Pile 2...I expressed it...and it didn't go well. Think he's just going through a difficult time and he did finally say that when I asked...
This is something that happens a lot. I believe in freedom and being your own person, but I do like depth. Guys seem to be cool until all of the sudden they feel themselves having feelings and dip. I only match their energy, but I'm not in a rush or want comitment until it becomes time when both people agree and decide together. So then I guess I teach them a lesson and I get ditched even though they authentically started to get close and then freak out. It's ok, everyone has free will and can do as they please. It just hurts and it's disappointing that it is extremely rare than anyone wants to actually build a relationship and allow trust to gain depth over time. I don't even get to practice getting anywhere.
I'm fine with surface stuff, but it would like to have an actual partner I am able to trust and have stay in my life.
The last person that stuck around ended up being completely controlling and it didnt feel like love at all and I had to leave.
Want a relationship with mutual love and respect and it seems nobody is down to do that. I am ready to give and receive that with another. Will be patient, but every time it happens with someone when feelings start to develop and things are going well and then see the person get freaked out and run instead of working through it and keeping their sense of self but also nurture a connection. Im having trouble understanding why it's rare that people want that but are not willing to do what it takes. It's ok because I don't want anyone that doesn't want to have some depth as well or to give in a reciprocal way
But it feels good to have a connection and disappointing when the other person doesn't want to get anywhere really good together.
Pile 4. Just had to say, that was f-ing awesome, completely aside from confirmation about the connection. Fantastic messages!
pile n.4 totally resonate and make a lot of sense , you give me a lot of clarity, now i have no doubt of what i have to do . it feels like a personal reading. thank you a lot!
Cheeses Eso - you can’t possibly understand how this helped me today. I was fighting demons like a Mofo until i read Pile 4 - time is not linear indeed. This brought me so much relief - Eternally grateful!
Pile 2: I think you perfectly described the relationship between enneagram types 4 and 9. Nice work.
You are STUNNING!!! This reading was STUNNING. I can’t believe I received such massive closure, my thoughts and mind were indeed torturing and taking me in a negative direction based on what happened in this connection. I even went to a negative path doubting support, But you helped me see the WHY behind it and it completely 10000% resonated. Wow. I am so humbled. Universe has its ways of connecting. Your communication style is really beautiful too. Love it. Love it. Thank you!!!
Eso... You have done it, again, girl!!! 🔥🔥🔥 Pile #2 was accurate AF, wow! You're incredible at what you do. Thank you! Keep grinding, love your videos and energy! 💜💪🏻
You are OUTstanding !!! You bring so much light in this wold, you have an amazing soul.... and I am very Gratefull that you exist !!! Love !
Pile 2 literally felt like a personal reading, that was crazy. Thank you for all the insight! Much much appreciated ❤❤❤
Your reading (Pile 4), was spot on and I thank you deeply for the extra time and insights. Thank you for your love and light. May you be blessed beyond your wildest imagination. 💞✨
Hi! I feel so seen and grounded by your reading. Pile 2, thank you so much for the guidance, guides and you Eso for channeling! 🙏 so resonant
Pile 4: Dear Eso Thank you so much for this beautiful message, i recently dropped all my expectations in love so this was surprisingly ❤️
Pile 2. I really needed this. Thank you so much.
Pile 2, oh you so nailed it. I am so the Swan, you so couldn't have been more articulate or guided with dyidance and insight! And the comic isn't broken. He just thinks he is. Xx much love and appreciation for you sweet soul.