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Pile2 is spot on. 👌 I don't fck with em. N he don't fck with me.. But we got a child together and yh... While I was watching he called and I was like speak of the devil 🤘 😈 🤣 and he might just appear. Yes! Am less affected even though I am taking care of our child more. I allow our son to see him too cuz it's for my son's good. But left on me alone, fck him. He should move the fck on too 😆 By the way he left me first with no job and our apartment was due. I was in a shitty place 😪 then, didn't know what to do with the baby or where to stay. I nearly committed suicide. But I got myself together only because of my baby. And today am totally doing better than him in every aspect of life and he is bitter because I never begged him to come back.
Sometimes i just watch your videos just to listen to you, not necessarily because i need a reading. You make me laugh and instantly raise my spirit in just being you :)
Pile 3: When you said "Why would anybody hurt you?" I cried so much 😭 I talked to him yesterday and it's almost like we ended up having a therapy session lol, he tried to boost me up so much and it was so cute! Thank you for the reading Eso 💓💖💗💘
You and Kino have been helping me so much, I can't even begining to describe how grateful I am. Love u so much, Esoo! Thank you for your light! 💖💖 xoxo from Brazil
Hi! I am an Indian. I really love your readings and have started listening these recently and the Laxmi you talked in pile 4 is actually Indian goddess who is a goddess of wealth, fortune, power, luxury, beauty, fertility, and auspiciousness, also owl and elephant are mount/vahana of her, plus owl is considered a bird full of wisdom. So it was quite fascinating to see that here.
Pile 2: just wanna clarify, hyperventilating or feeling like you can’t stop breathing can induce/is a sign that a panic attack is about to start 🙃 don’t let people tell you whether or not you’re going thru something like that. Panic attacks can manifest in many different ways. You know yourself best. The thing to do as an outsider is show support.
Thank you so much for this comment!! I also had pile 2 and it felt like a personal reading but the part of her not being able to breathe almost was scary cause I started to have panic attacks during that relationship but my partner (now ex) back then claimed that it wasn’t and that I was overreacting. I felt like this reading and comment just confirmed that it was a panic attack.
I claim Pile 3- it describes me and my person so perfectly- he’s Virgo and I’m Pisces- with an almost scary accuracy. And let me tell you that extended reading was so spot on (and so hot!) it’s like you were in our heads! Thank you- you have given me a lot of renewed faith where I was starting to doubt his feelings and our connection 🙏🏻 ❤️
Pile 4 and this explains a lot lol especially why I seem to trigger him pretty bad when I'm trying to have a real talk. Thank you. Also I love your videos and hearing your voice and puns lol x
Pile 3: I’ve been in denial about having feelings for my best friend of 5 years, even though I’ve always had a suspicion that he’s had feelings for me. I just wrote it off as him just being nice and me over thinking.. I am scared to tell him because I don’t want to lose our friendship, but there’s a feeling in my chest that feels as though my soul is reaching out and screaming at me to just tell him already.. this reading was exactly what I needed to hear ❤️
To update you all, I did not tell him because he ended up moving to Boston. I ended up falling in love with a different friend and we had a beautiful relationship for a year and 11 days, but sadly he lost his life in a work incident.. unfortunately I don't think love is for me any more 😅
barely into pile 4 + already screaming at the accuracy + resonance + impeccable timing (had resonated w different pile previously when this first released but this kept re showing on my feed tonight + was called to pile 4 + damn does energetic resonance find you at just the right times) - thank you so much for how thoughtful, detailed + wildly consistently accurate + affirming your readings are. always.
Pile 3- I found your channel about a year ago through a reading with this exact title I think, so I smiled when I saw this title again! It's crazy to think how much I've changed since that video 1 year ago through the empowerment and confidence I've gained from watching your videos. I originally found you when I was going through a breakup with an abusive narcissist (I didn't know that then, and was heartbroken and confused and missing them/wanting to be with them over anything because I thought I was so happy with them).... I've since healed & become aware and now I watch your videos thinking about new people I meet and date- people that are SO LOVING and KIND to me- it's such a drastic change and me a year ago might have not believed there are such good people out there to date. Thank you for that perspective by uploading another video like this, and thank you for helping me become more whole and aware of the actions of others and myself - you've really helped me level up and my entire life is so SO much healthier and happier for it!
Hey Eso; the black diamond has the spiritual values of the protector of evil. Diamonds in general signify a strong emotional connection while dark colored gems signify a strong connection to the spiritual world and physical world. Hope this helps you in future readings!!! I love your work :)
pile 4: your readings always resonate so specifically and have helped me tremendously through giving me guidance in life and in my relationship. it’s kind of insane how accurate you can read energy and give such specific advice that has been so beneficial to my growth. you are definitely my favorite reader and i am so grateful for finding your channel
Pile 2: I have NEVER in my life experienced such a correct reading. That is so crazy!!! Every sentence was right, and sometimes you said: "you might think what that is not how it is!?" And then you explained it so perfect so I could understand just like the situation is. I was dealing with a narsissist and i have let go of him so fast and learned ALOT. Thankyou for this reading😇🙏❣️
Pile 3. Yeah, I've changed the game for him and I know that, he's different now, we met a month ago and he was definitely attracted to me, but he's now with someone else. He's treating her the way he should've treated me... He's finally getting serious about someone. I gave him all the love I had, I gave him the moon and it wasn't enough, it was never enough. And now he's in the same exact situation we were a year ago, but with me "it was too complicated", and somehow with her it's not... It hurts, it hurts so much. I wanted it to be me, I wanted it to be me so bad and I still do... Hopefully we'll get another chance in the future, who knows... I hope we'll meet in the next life if we're not supposed to be together in this one. The only thing that makes me happy now is thinking that maybe in a parallel universe were together, we ended up together and we're happy and we're in love... I'm happy for them, I think about it and I've got the biggest smile on my face. I miss him and I always will, but oh well...
+ btw you saying this could be a long distance thing, yup it was and he's in another ldr with her now. The distance factor was such a huge obstacle when he was with me that he decided to give up on us because of it, or at least that's what he told me. Only when we met last time he had the courage to tell me he's actually in a ldr with her and he's ok with it. She lives so much far away than me, but somehow that's not a problem for him now... So yeah, maybe it was me. He wasn't used to being loved as much as I did and he got scared probably, he told me he feels more mature now and it feels right with this other person, so... It's ok, I'm always the game changer anyways, people leave me for that cause they think someone like me couldn't possibly exist. He would often tell me "you're too good to be true, I must be dreaming" and he would be so afraid of losing me, but he knew I wasn't going anywhere. And guess what? In the end he was the one who left... I'm sorry for all of this tho, I know no one will ever read this, but it still hurts even after all this time, it hurts and I guess I'm just pretending someone's listening to me rn. Idek man, idek what I'm saying anymore, but I'm sorry
Hey I say this with the biggest heart, do not wait around for them. They missed their opportunity and if they didn't want to put in effort for you, that's on them not you. You deserve better, regardless of if he changed or is putting in the work. This was a blessing in disguise.
Sometimes we gotta remind ourselves that when something with someone did NOT work out, I worked out the best it could from the energetical side. Trust the universes plan honey, if he's not for you, let time open your eyes and you will see. I was in the exact same position as you were and now I found out he's been actually dating someone and just played with me. In Germany we say "if you don't want to, you already have it" You are not too complicated. You are not too much. And if someone tells you so, they were never for you!!! You will get over it and later on be like: wow thank God I'm not into this shit anymore 😘
Pile 3: - He is Virgo ✅ - I am a Cancer ✅ - He is older than me ✅ - 2 years relationship, we learn and grow a lot, long distance, covid ect ✅ - Yesss he really fight for the relationship ✅ - I am in a healing process from past relationship and he is PATIENCE!! taking it easy ✅ - The analogy of green and blue sky was funny bcs he is literally color blind ✅
(Pile 3) man, l forgot how you read right through me:)) I was identifying with 'the person' so much already, but when you said 'that person might be a libra' which is my sun sign I was 'WHAT..?' How much more accurate can it be?:)) I love your readings and your personality a lot and even tho it's something virtual, I really feel deeply understood 🤍
So I know pile 2 was an interesting read for you, but you completely brought everything full circle for me! You asked what I may have learned from moving on. I learned that I need to continue down my path of being comfortable being on my own. I also gained clarity from this reading. Not going to lie, this reading blew my mind. Tgank you so much! Much love
Same here. Readers often get confused when it's about this specific energy / person, but it makes perfect sense for me as I lived this dynamic. Not every single detail resonate, but a big chunk most certainly did. What I learnt was not 'lowering my energy ' for someone who rather stays in self pity and toxicity as trying to work their way out and earn to be equal or superior. I understand their frustration of not feeling like they could provide for me enough whether financially ( as a rather traditional man he was) or also emotionally as they weren't able to hold space for their own emotions. I wouldn't hesitate to stick around despite the challenges if they were willing to admit the problem and work on themselves. Instead they chose to get high, disappear on me and then make up stories about them being sick or putting the blame on me for not reaching out to them. I learned from a common friend post separation that he was a heroin addict. 😢 I had no clue. I have never dealt with something like this so I completely missed the signs. We worked together and he seemed responsible, stable adult. I guess my second lesson is to be a better judge of character. Some readings indicate that they have been working on themselves since the parting, but I have no clue as we are no contact, not even on social media. We haven't met for over a year and I removed them on socials too because it was just too hard to move on while seeing them online and basically being stuck in the loop of expecting them to reach out, see or react to my posts or stories. They aren't blocked though so if they really wanted to, they could find their way back once they overcome their own demons. Which of course they have not. God bless their soul ✨
For pile 4, I think the mystery card that came out to clarify the Four of Stars and was subsequently clarified by the The Fool in reverse, is The World card.
No. 3 and I can’t even imagine someone be so into me that way. I had fun listening to your readings, I can see myself with that person you were describing in that particular pile. I’m indeed someone who don’t easily open up my heart so easily. Got surprised how you point that out.
I picked pile #3, and wow... It feels like it was practically made for my partner and I. When you channeled "how could anyone hurt her?" I couldn't help but feel that it was him saying that. I'm a DV survivor who's been through a lot, and he said a similar thing to me just recently. I sent him this video and he completely agrees with me. Thank you, Eso, for your kind words, and for all of the help you've given so many of us 🥺💜 I came to this channel as a skeptic and, though I still have a good amount of that in me, your readings are so accurate and have helped open my mind a lot. You're a lovely soul and I'm grateful for you 💜
Great reading! Pile 4 is 1000% accurate 🤗 I laughed so hard at your reaction when that nameless card fell out. I bet it's an extra card that the creator included, a couple of my decks have cards like that. I also want to say that it makes complete sense to me that stars are pentacles in that deck, because a pentacle is literally a star. Or at least the shape we humans describe as "star." If you look at the RW deck, every pentacle has a star on it. If you buy a pentacle necklace, it's a star. Maybe that will help you remember? IDK if you will even look back at this comment since this video is apparently super old but yeah.
girl you always read me like a damn book, I chose pile 2, and this resonates so much. I had such an intense connection with someone and it has honestly been so stressful. I chose the other reading that gave you a panic attack and I'm honestly so sorry for that. thank you for your clarity !
Pile #2, what’s funny is I just came from the other reading where you were saying, “ I can’t stop breathing.” 😂 and both of these readings have been super accurate to this crazy/ confusing/ dense energy I’m experiencing with this person. Thank you 🙏✨🥰 Your readings have been really helpful to me recently, and it’s always nice to hear from a fellow Aries 🔥🔥
Pile 1:"this person is coming to tearms that maybe you don't feel the same about them" Me:watching every single video of Eso because i want to know if they feel the same way
Eso you're so good at what you do! This is so literally him. (Pile 2) we're in separation (probably for good) but I've finally accepted I deserve more, far more than what he was willing to give ... And yes I got tired of having to prove time and time again how I really loved him and how I'd always be there for him when he actually never was 🤷🏻♀️ it was exhausting. I've been crying for months trying to get back in contact with him... Meh he is indeed his worse enemy I hope he finds his self love and why not the bravery to apologize because I deserve an apology, at least. I think I just shared too much but that's ok haha . Thank you!!!
pile one described how i feel about the person... I'm so tempted to send this to them and say "pile 1 is how I see you". it was so accurate that you even said my zodiac sign omgg
I chose pile number 2, and it was scarily accurate. So I just went through a breakup where they ended things very abruptly and out of nowhere. They compartmentalize and don't allow themselves to feel many, if any, emotions. And even though I did nothing wrong and tried to be the best partner, they made a passive-aggressive post on social media about me a couple of days ago. It was a really low blow, and I think they made it because they saw (right before their post) that I'd posted a video of me laughing and having a good time. And so when you said they feel "scorned" by me, that's immediately what came to mind, that they're upset I haven't come crawling back. And so much else was applicable that it made me very emotional.
Pile 2: crazy experience I haven't had before. I'm a relationship and I always think about him before clicking on a reading and I did that today as well however almost the entire reading was about me to me. Some parts were completely about him and us, and then returned to my relationship with myself and it would actually make much more sense for him to choose pile 2 and listen to what's going through my head lol. Insane. Thank you so much Eso, this reading spoke to me not just 100 but 200%! I feel more understood than ever. Thank you!!
I chose pile 2, too! It described my confusing ass feelings and laid them out for me / him to understand. It also left me feeling a little sad, but hey, it is what it is: a lesson. Learn, move on and become a better person from it!
Pile 2: Thank you for this reading it was really helpful!!!! I've been ruminating over our situation & this brought me so much clarity as to how to approach it :(
Im pile 3!! You explained everything about us perfectly. We broke up. She did me wrong big time. I was cheated on & … Im still healing & I hope everyone who is going through the same scenario is doing well. My heart goes out to you all.Thanks Eso, you are such a gift for us. Love you…
Pile 4… hah.. how lovely. They do not know how to categorize me (that mystery card) and not knowing to be afraid or attracted. We do call ourselves “fou”… the fool! One of my favorite lines of his is “je t’aime follement”…I love you crazily. But I do feel there are secrets. He is à younger Cap and I the olderLibra. A little back story: the second I saw him in a North African market, I walked straight up to him and said, “I love you.” No intro… nothing. So him being scared… right. It did not help that I later talked to him about djinns and shetani….. hah. He must have wondered what world I come from (US).
Pile 2 and yes 🤣 I love how you said "a little entitled?" He's extremely entitled!! I did all the lifting and he's literally angry I'm not doing more lmao
I AM PILE 3 😭 it is insaneee how accurate your readings have been about this amazing friendship I’ve been developing the past 4 months. I love you so much, thank you for the beautiful reading!! ❤️💛💚💙💜
I chose pile 4 and when you said that he was scared to pursue this connection due to how they perceive themselves and feel they need to uphold that image resonated so much. We recently had a conversation and he said he didn’t want to continue our relationship in the past because I’m not a member of his church (LDS/Mormon) but recently he’s told me that doesn’t bother him anymore and knows he needs to be with me and we’re currently taking things slow
Pile 4: I’m only like 10-15 minutes in and it totally describes him. 😅😂 Recently tho, he has been asking some serious life changing questions that make me question everything (about having kids, makes me happy/excited). We’re in “separation” right now but it makes me hope that maybe he’ll get past his shadows and finally commit. He’s always been scared of commitment and doesn’t like feeling trapped. We’ve had many discussions about it. 😅 I’m end game for him. 😂 Edit: Finished watching and omg, girl! You are SO spot on. It sometimes leaves me in a confused state tho..especially when I have a bad day and don’t want to deal with any shenanigans but him asking me certain things and him being more open/communicative with me has been a definite sign of him moving towards me. Yesterday, I did my own reading and it literally said (how I interpreted) the cycle of imbalance and disharmony in my relationship is coming to an end. The clarity card was 9 of cups which I seen as all my wishes and wants in a relationship will be fulfilled. My fingers are crossed! I’ve gotten some good readings from others and I’m so ready for them to manifest but don’t want to rush anything and him needing this time for himself to figure some things out. Positive thoughts bring positive manifestations!! ☺️🖤
I paused the video to share something really cool and also kinda scary? So in pile 4 Eso mentions Lakshmi, the goddess of wealth and how she's related to owls. Before my mother knew she'd conceived me, she saw a large snow white barn owl, the exact kind that Lakshmi has with her So my parents thought, on finding out they were pregnant, that I'm the Lakshmi of the house. And I didn't like that much till recently when I found out that Lakshmi is the goddess of wealth and abundance but that abundance could be anything, even an abundance of knowledge or wisdom or even health. Doesn't have to be only materialistic wealth. I just think it's kinda cool.
Pile 1 This got me in tears 😢 😭 So beautiful and accurate!! We both are fighting for no goddam reason.... Thank you soo much for this incredible insight ❤
I chose pile 3, i fell for this one friend a while ago, now we arent talking cause i stopped talking to him from upcoming exams. I distanced myself from all my friends online and irl... The irl ones werent correct for me just kept ignoring me and draining my energy.i miss him and sometimes cry about the fact that i have to suffocate my feelings because im too young for him and stuff, not that i want a relationship badly but i at least wanna express myself.. he has a special place in my heart but even then i think negatively abt our relationship as friends since im the one that was always chatting to him, and now when i stop, it just shows that he doesnt care, that theres no communication.he texted me when i announced my dissapearance from hanging thatll happen, about how he was sad abt my leave which was nice but he said it like it was a forever goodbye.. im pretty sad about the whole thing so now im just drowning myself in work and when i rest i think sad about stuff or try to ignore everything. I hate my school environment aswell everyones just so goddamn toxic and my words of defence have no effect on anyone 😭
I just have to tell you to please be confident in yourself bc I was going between 2 stones/decks before choosing Pile 2 and I couldn't have picked a more accurate reading of my person. You are spot on with the confusion of their energy and their own self inflicted issues. How could he miss me? He doesn't message me, I don't feel he misses me as he is the one that left! I also want to confirm I feel he does feel some kind of jealousy. Spot on bc I do have a small business! I take care of all 4 of our children and he probably thinks I just sit on my bum not having to worry about a thing bc he pays the bills. Tuh! I still need help! Smh. The emotion you picked up on is spot on! I do miss him. And would love to hug him. If only he would come to me.
1 pile, Unexpectedly, but so relatable, It’s quite hard to express emotions, for both of us, like if it’s unnecessary, even though I know and feel that everything’s good and the love is there no matter what❤️
pile 2. You resonated me, of course I deserved more, I asked for honesty and he gave me lies. How would I not be angry? My scorpion Venus ass wanted revenge so badly, I just left, because I actually couldn't handle saying the things I wanted, it'd hurt me. isn't it awful when the person that crushes you gets a happily ever after? I don't know if he had a happily ever after, but I truly hope he didn't. Also he was and is an inspiration for me when it comes to career, we both want to work in the same area. When I was super down about it, seeing him work so hard made me want to work so harder. I left, I couldn't trust him anymore when he treated me like I didn't matter at all and when he heard me talk about my issues and still he didn't give a fuckkk. I never wanted his money, I wanted him to drop the mask and he didn't. I did feel used, specially when I discovered that he was treating me like a secret whore. Is it too much to ask "hey, tell me the truth" and then the person doesn't say the whole story and stays because you make it convenient? In the money part, I truly never gave a damn about his money, all I asked was honesty. I went to therapy so much more because I cared about it in a immense way. I really wished I didn't care at all so that I didn't try, because I feel guilty of how much I cared for someone that didn't give a fuck. And telling only half of the truth isn't being honest. And he, as a friend, like where was he? Friends protect each other, and not stab the other in the back.
Pile 2: not the reading I came for, but spot on about my abusive ex. Cut him off completely and spent the last year focusing on my healing. I admit it's comforting to know he has no idea how much he hurt me. I'll take this as a sign that I'm on the right path now 🧡
I Chose pile number 4. I didn't have any person in my mind but I felt drawn into your reading. It's amazing how your reading accurate to me as I am kind of at a cross road to a higher level of consciousness. I am just questioning who is the person being mentioned.
(pile 4) I'm transgender and I thought you were gunna say that when you were talking about genders lol. I nearly spat my coffee all over the cat. Your are spot on with everything. I don't know why I love him but I do. He was my next door neighbour and has been put in prison for 2 years due to an accident. I'm in the process of becoming a police officer so it's like we have 2 totally different personalities. I know he feels something towards me but he keeps saying he doesn't want a relationship. The last morning I saw him we both locked eyes for 30 seconds saying nothing before I left. I'm just sooo confused and heartbroken because I sense he does but he's not reciprocating 💔 I love your energy by the way. I can't stop watching your content and I always relate to each one! 🤣 IT'S crazzzy! Stay strong in Christ beautiful ❤️
I👩⚕️ picked pile number #3. The Leo was able to get me to open up. I have been severly hurt in every aspect. The only good relationship I have ever had was back in the private school I went to. We unfortunately are not in a commitment 😓❤️🐦. It's kind of a unusual connection that I hope one day if it's meant to be we will be together.🌺🦜👑🧸🌹
This was so helpful. I started with pile 1 and it was so weird, the other person you were talking about was me, as if I was my person watching the reading for info on myself (I don't know how to explain that better, I hope it makes sense), then I went to pile 3 and I felt such a great deal of relief! Really appreciate the work that you do, Thank you thank you thank you!
11/18/2021 Pile 1 Same here... ... I'm the shapeshifter, firefly and he's the eternal child, dragon. It was said in another reading to not be surprised if you are mirroring on another
I love how the universe works, because as I chose pile 4 I saw 222am and then as it's ending I saw 333am, and everything resonated so well. Everything you said felt right. He's a really close friend and I've had a crush on him forever, but I know I'm not his type physically (I'm a curvaceous baddy and the boy likes skinny girls 😂) so I've been tryna squash those feelings but they've obviously only gotten stronger 😩 This brings me a lot of hope, which I've been beginning to feel lately about the situation, especially since I never really try to shoot my shot ever and kind of just always friendzone myself because I don't think I'll get accepted. But I also don't want to make things awkward because we're friends, we work together, and I'm moving into the apartment above his. Plus I'm on my grind at work and focused of moving, so I'm just letting the universe take control and my guides lead me 💛✨ Thank you for the reading, I'm glad I found you, and Happy Hedgehoglidays 😉🎄🎁✌️💕
#4. Over his rollercoaster excuses of "now I know" "I was wrong" "I realize now" It's disrupting my GOD PEACE and I HAVE TO GO. Onto the next. Manifesting my new forever love.
Pile 3. He's an Aquarius with a low self-esteem and I'm a Water ♋ Moon. We're together and yeah he knows my past is... dark. He just spent the night and told me how seeing my joy is so bittersweet because I suffered so much and now finally I can be happy again, and how this just makes it even more beautiful for him. I'm doing my best not to cry 😭
I’ve been confused with pile 2 because it seems like the perspective keeps shifting like I was thinking “oh yeah that’s them” but then the next one was “wait that’s me” or “That’s both of us”, so I get why it was confusing 😅. I’m still trying to process whether or not some things were my fault or hers but I always tried to help her and she kept complaining about how they felt around me and what they realized about themselves: being jealous, dependent, anxious without me etc. she saw me as a tough nut to crack and solid. She acts happier but I know she’s haunted. (AS YOU CAN TELL, ITS LIKE A TORNADO IN MY MIND) ((Edit: I do expect an apology from her for all the things I’ve done for her and I do want to give her an apology for the hurt too.))
Hi Eso!! 4 resonated so much... When you said you can channel sometimes without realizing it... I recently recognized that I have done this for so long and was not even aware. Say all this stuff and say..well I don't know where that came from. I always find some type of confirmation from you. I appreciate you!
pile 4, while i finish this video, i jump to the extension immediately. i am hoping he can find in peace for himself soon. the exciting part in the extension really drive me crazy, i missed that so much OMG! for spiritual growth, i think he had delayed his for so long time that we had to separate for already 6 months and he is still in the time of maybe starting to awakening and i was like already waiting for him for years... maybe i took really good care for him for so long time. i don't what to say, hope the reading will comes true very soon! thank you for the reading and thank you universe!
Pile 4 why don't he let it burn he's been dropping the ball this long I don't see no improvement. I release myself and leave him to wallow in his own shit. I'm taking a break from relationships it's not what's important for my life besides I'm much better alone it's peaceful and simple
Pile4 ; struggling with english- don't learn from me.. wtf 😂 just before that having issues with pronounce of word rebel.. how convenient. Screaming throat chakra and as I chose this pile I started sneezing like crazy out of nowhere.. idk but that happens quite often when I think about "my person". Let's see what else you had to say here. Maybe holy f*ck? 😂❤ Yup. Got better towards the end 😅😆
Pile 2 . yessss he was VERY confused 😕 😂😂😂 LIBRA. Anger is the secondary emotion. Thank you 😩 this one was on THE HEADDDD! I am now trying to cut ties well from my end lol.
Pile 1, about the relationship with my mum. It was extremely fitting. We've been through a rough patch and trying to slowly get out of it. This was a really interesting reading, thank you!
(Pile 3) it felt like "the person" has my energy to some extent but at the same time has hers as well (she's a Virgo moon) and when Eso was talking about our energy, I could relate to that too😭
Deck 3: when you said “this person thought the sky was green and you told them it’s actually blue” my boyfriend is colorblind🤣 and I was the one to help him discover that he was in fact colorblind😭 he always thinks teal is white 😂
Of course the first time I genuinely don't care what he's doing, all my fave readers put out readings abt this topic. I'm very grateful nonetheless bc this is very on point
Pile 4, he is in Alaska working, about to retire! Yay, will come back to me then. I am Leo, he is Cancer, I finally told him what I felt about him, believe we were chosen to be together by a power much larger than we are. Told him about my intuition, always take a chance doing that! He finally opened up fully. Such a great conversation we had 2 days before Christmas. Now calls me his wife to be, he's so sweet, been alone 12 years, has lots to give another and time to live again. Thanks for your read!
Pile 2 I've felt breathlessness on/off in the last few months.. I center myself saying -this is not from me. And I see that quickly stabilise. Heck idk how to get rid of that energy.. True I feel it more in the night. It's a weird psychic connection.. Draining my life force.. Far away from it.. Hope I find my healthy person soon!!❤️
I've honestly realized I deserve better, he needs to graft, I'm focussing on me, but I still watch Eso's videos because she is still so accurate, and so lovely. I could listen to her for dayssss. Thankyou again.
Pile 4 caught my eye instantly. we’re currently giving eachother space because I don’t think we expected feelings to develop so quickly(esp on his side because he was deep in the dating scene when we met). But the thing that set it off was that I simply wasn’t getting enough. And Since we’ve been not communicating I’ve been getting so many synchronicities it’s crazy. I don’t know what’s going to happen or if we’ll move forward but I hope I helped him realise quality is better than quantity. And it’s rare to find someone that it just feels natural with ❤️. This was such a beautiful reading 🥺. Thank you.
GOD thank you with pile 4 bc ive been feeling so 😖🤪 being in this on my own bc my intuition has been so strong. I'll come back to this reading if it comes to fruition but rn 3d is really not lining up and it makes me wonder like where tf did all my energy go??? So we will see... Hopefully at least I've generated some kindness and lessons 💙
This video called me. Deck four called me. My boyfriends name is Gabriel. I took him to the mountains this weekend and we talked about spirituality and connected with the mountains and he fell in love. We took our time out in the mountains. Just saying…
Pile 3... that's why he's worth the effort. He's sharp and he hears me the first time. I thought I was going crazy with past men and their selective hearing.
Pile 4: And yes, I chanel messages and I myself get surprised with what I am able to write in those moments that light up ideas within my headspace. these are gifts I learned to accept. It is hard to do small talk when your soul wants speak sentences that are older than your age! And this person doesn’t understand what I am cause like you said he never took the time to experience people outside of a surface level! I’m different and I like it that way! A player wouldn’t get as to why I don’t play by their shallow rules! I know the code!
Pile 3 spoke to my soul! I just love you, Especially your so funny and love your energy. It seems like there are a lot of people that 3 resonated with, but I am claiming it. We are separated, but healing separately and believe we will come in alignment and others will be envious of our connection. Bless you for all you do!
Pile 2 on board : dear Eso, thank you for being with me throughout this connection, esp in hard times. It came to an end which i am so grateful to you for approving. I wish myself all the best. Let's dive in this feeling baby to let it go completely ✨
I was listeting to your reading and I thought "she's so like me, definetly ADHD" and then you say "sorry, adhd" haahahahaha perfect timing, they hear me
Pile 3 this reading exactly what I needed to hear and same situation but what’s so cool was the black diamond which I own made it even more unique for me!! Thankyou
pile 4 is spot on, your videos have been a lot of help for me in figuring out my 'twin flame' or 'soul mate' but he truly is, and you"ve helped push me into my own power to rise from my ashes in order to help him along his journey and mine etc. its a pretty special thing and there has been months and years of transformation that had to occur before I could be here now. what a wicked little show, anyways thank you for your videos and readings I really connect to you and I wouldn't be surprised if we shared a life together. sending you some good love and eternal thanks!
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I love you ❤️
You're absolutely the best! I love every time you post a reading!!! 🔮🔮🔮
Pile2 is spot on. 👌
I don't fck with em.
N he don't fck with me..
But we got a child together and yh...
While I was watching he called and I was like speak of the devil 🤘 😈 🤣 and he might just appear.
Yes! Am less affected even though I am taking care of our child more.
I allow our son to see him too cuz it's for my son's good. But left on me alone, fck him. He should move the fck on too 😆
By the way he left me first with no job and our apartment was due. I was in a shitty place 😪 then, didn't know what to do with the baby or where to stay.
I nearly committed suicide.
But I got myself together only because of my baby. And today am totally doing better than him in every aspect of life and he is bitter because I never begged him to come back.
Ahh man that’s totally ace of coins
Sometimes i just watch your videos just to listen to you, not necessarily because i need a reading. You make me laugh and instantly raise my spirit in just being you :)
🥺💗
same
i %100 have to agree to this! :)
I agree
Same
Pile 3: When you said "Why would anybody hurt you?" I cried so much 😭 I talked to him yesterday and it's almost like we ended up having a therapy session lol, he tried to boost me up so much and it was so cute! Thank you for the reading Eso 💓💖💗💘
You and Kino have been helping me so much, I can't even begining to describe how grateful I am. Love u so much, Esoo! Thank you for your light! 💖💖 xoxo from Brazil
Same shit man
sameee
Oi! Tudo bem Bom dia? lol that’s all I know 😃
Same 💗🙏
Eso and kino are the best ❤️❤️
Hi! I am an Indian. I really love your readings and have started listening these recently and the Laxmi you talked in pile 4 is actually Indian goddess who is a goddess of wealth, fortune, power, luxury, beauty, fertility, and auspiciousness, also owl and elephant are mount/vahana of her, plus owl is considered a bird full of wisdom. So it was quite fascinating to see that here.
As a Laxmi devotee it deffo took me by surprise!
we’re giving her our panic attacks we do not deserve her 😂😩😭❤️
Pile 4: Lmao that owl really lookin like "he who shall not be named."
me and my friend: we should give each other readings *gets up*
me: seeing eso posted one min ago
us:*lays back down*
Omg 🥺💗
I’m Pile 2, finding this 5 months after you’ve posted this and it seems very spot on for the current situation!
For anyone in pile 3, Black Diamonds are a symbol of strong relationships and romance lol
Thank you!
Thank you
SHEEESH
Thank you, happy to hear
I love how she basically came to that conclusion because of skiing. Lmao
2nd pile, you actually hit the mail on the head even if it was kinda hard to read. Thank you! It makes perfect sense in my case.
Pile 2: just wanna clarify, hyperventilating or feeling like you can’t stop breathing can induce/is a sign that a panic attack is about to start 🙃 don’t let people tell you whether or not you’re going thru something like that. Panic attacks can manifest in many different ways. You know yourself best. The thing to do as an outsider is show support.
Thank you so much for this comment!! I also had pile 2 and it felt like a personal reading but the part of her not being able to breathe almost was scary cause I started to have panic attacks during that relationship but my partner (now ex) back then claimed that it wasn’t and that I was overreacting. I felt like this reading and comment just confirmed that it was a panic attack.
I claim Pile 3- it describes me and my person so perfectly- he’s Virgo and I’m Pisces- with an almost scary accuracy. And let me tell you that extended reading was so spot on (and so hot!) it’s like you were in our heads! Thank you- you have given me a lot of renewed faith where I was starting to doubt his feelings and our connection 🙏🏻 ❤️
Same;-;
That's bugged out cause I'm a virgo and he's a pisces 🤪
Omg I’m pile 3 and it was 💯 % for me as well. Oh… and I’m Virgo…😅😅he’s Pisces!!!
Pile 4 and this explains a lot lol especially why I seem to trigger him pretty bad when I'm trying to have a real talk.
Thank you. Also I love your videos and hearing your voice and puns lol x
Wow! Same here!
Well, she's a punny b*$@&, she says. Lol
wait same fr
Same!!!!
I choose pile 1 and it described me a lot, and I am a Capricorn 👀. Thank you that reading helped and it was fun and spot on as usual 💙
Pile 3: I’ve been in denial about having feelings for my best friend of 5 years, even though I’ve always had a suspicion that he’s had feelings for me. I just wrote it off as him just being nice and me over thinking.. I am scared to tell him because I don’t want to lose our friendship, but there’s a feeling in my chest that feels as though my soul is reaching out and screaming at me to just tell him already.. this reading was exactly what I needed to hear ❤️
I hope it all goes smoothly if you do tell him! This is sooooo cute
girl i need an update PRONTO
I hope you told him and all went well!
I need an update, similar situation but less time lol
To update you all, I did not tell him because he ended up moving to Boston. I ended up falling in love with a different friend and we had a beautiful relationship for a year and 11 days, but sadly he lost his life in a work incident.. unfortunately I don't think love is for me any more 😅
barely into pile 4 + already screaming at the accuracy + resonance + impeccable timing (had resonated w different pile previously when this first released but this kept re showing on my feed tonight + was called to pile 4 + damn does energetic resonance find you at just the right times) - thank you so much for how thoughtful, detailed + wildly consistently accurate + affirming your readings are. always.
Weirdly I had the same thing! Including the acorn rant 😂 it has hit like a train
Same and I literally cracked up at the fact that the person I love had a past perspective like, “How could Pile 4 be so intelligent yet, so stupid.”.
Pile 3- I found your channel about a year ago through a reading with this exact title I think, so I smiled when I saw this title again! It's crazy to think how much I've changed since that video 1 year ago through the empowerment and confidence I've gained from watching your videos. I originally found you when I was going through a breakup with an abusive narcissist (I didn't know that then, and was heartbroken and confused and missing them/wanting to be with them over anything because I thought I was so happy with them).... I've since healed & become aware and now I watch your videos thinking about new people I meet and date- people that are SO LOVING and KIND to me- it's such a drastic change and me a year ago might have not believed there are such good people out there to date. Thank you for that perspective by uploading another video like this, and thank you for helping me become more whole and aware of the actions of others and myself - you've really helped me level up and my entire life is so SO much healthier and happier for it!
Hey Eso; the black diamond has the spiritual values of the protector of evil. Diamonds in general signify a strong emotional connection while dark colored gems signify a strong connection to the spiritual world and physical world. Hope this helps you in future readings!!! I love your work :)
When I drove to Iowa city with two friends the other day we were on black diamond road and I thought it was very interesting.
Thank you for sharing your perspective
Also I like your picture
thank you for this you are a very kind soul
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pile 4: your readings always resonate so specifically and have helped me tremendously through giving me guidance in life and in my relationship. it’s kind of insane how accurate you can read energy and give such specific advice that has been so beneficial to my growth. you are definitely my favorite reader and i am so grateful for finding your channel
Pile 2: I have NEVER in my life experienced such a correct reading. That is so crazy!!! Every sentence was right, and sometimes you said: "you might think what that is not how it is!?" And then you explained it so perfect so I could understand just like the situation is.
I was dealing with a narsissist and i have let go of him so fast and learned ALOT. Thankyou for this reading😇🙏❣️
Exactly!
Same bro same
Saaaaaaaame guys. Hope youre all doing well
Pile 3. Yeah, I've changed the game for him and I know that, he's different now, we met a month ago and he was definitely attracted to me, but he's now with someone else. He's treating her the way he should've treated me... He's finally getting serious about someone. I gave him all the love I had, I gave him the moon and it wasn't enough, it was never enough. And now he's in the same exact situation we were a year ago, but with me "it was too complicated", and somehow with her it's not... It hurts, it hurts so much. I wanted it to be me, I wanted it to be me so bad and I still do... Hopefully we'll get another chance in the future, who knows... I hope we'll meet in the next life if we're not supposed to be together in this one. The only thing that makes me happy now is thinking that maybe in a parallel universe were together, we ended up together and we're happy and we're in love... I'm happy for them, I think about it and I've got the biggest smile on my face. I miss him and I always will, but oh well...
+ btw you saying this could be a long distance thing, yup it was and he's in another ldr with her now. The distance factor was such a huge obstacle when he was with me that he decided to give up on us because of it, or at least that's what he told me. Only when we met last time he had the courage to tell me he's actually in a ldr with her and he's ok with it. She lives so much far away than me, but somehow that's not a problem for him now... So yeah, maybe it was me. He wasn't used to being loved as much as I did and he got scared probably, he told me he feels more mature now and it feels right with this other person, so... It's ok, I'm always the game changer anyways, people leave me for that cause they think someone like me couldn't possibly exist. He would often tell me "you're too good to be true, I must be dreaming" and he would be so afraid of losing me, but he knew I wasn't going anywhere. And guess what? In the end he was the one who left... I'm sorry for all of this tho, I know no one will ever read this, but it still hurts even after all this time, it hurts and I guess I'm just pretending someone's listening to me rn. Idek man, idek what I'm saying anymore, but I'm sorry
Hey I say this with the biggest heart, do not wait around for them. They missed their opportunity and if they didn't want to put in effort for you, that's on them not you. You deserve better, regardless of if he changed or is putting in the work.
This was a blessing in disguise.
And the next guy you're with is going to be a million times better. Rejection is divine protection. Something better is coming your way.
I can totally relate to this, the same thing happened to me
Sometimes we gotta remind ourselves that when something with someone did NOT work out, I worked out the best it could from the energetical side. Trust the universes plan honey, if he's not for you, let time open your eyes and you will see. I was in the exact same position as you were and now I found out he's been actually dating someone and just played with me.
In Germany we say "if you don't want to, you already have it"
You are not too complicated. You are not too much. And if someone tells you so, they were never for you!!! You will get over it and later on be like: wow thank God I'm not into this shit anymore 😘
Pile 3:
- He is Virgo ✅
- I am a Cancer ✅
- He is older than me ✅
- 2 years relationship, we learn and grow a lot, long distance, covid ect ✅
- Yesss he really fight for the relationship ✅
- I am in a healing process from past relationship and he is PATIENCE!! taking it easy ✅
- The analogy of green and blue sky was funny bcs he is literally color blind ✅
(Pile 3) man, l forgot how you read right through me:)) I was identifying with 'the person' so much already, but when you said 'that person might be a libra' which is my sun sign I was 'WHAT..?' How much more accurate can it be?:))
I love your readings and your personality a lot and even tho it's something virtual, I really feel deeply understood 🤍
So I know pile 2 was an interesting read for you, but you completely brought everything full circle for me! You asked what I may have learned from moving on. I learned that I need to continue down my path of being comfortable being on my own. I also gained clarity from this reading. Not going to lie, this reading blew my mind. Tgank you so much! Much love
Same here. Readers often get confused when it's about this specific energy / person, but it makes perfect sense for me as I lived this dynamic. Not every single detail resonate, but a big chunk most certainly did.
What I learnt was not 'lowering my energy ' for someone who rather stays in self pity and toxicity as trying to work their way out and earn to be equal or superior. I understand their frustration of not feeling like they could provide for me enough whether financially ( as a rather traditional man he was) or also emotionally as they weren't able to hold space for their own emotions. I wouldn't hesitate to stick around despite the challenges if they were willing to admit the problem and work on themselves. Instead they chose to get high, disappear on me and then make up stories about them being sick or putting the blame on me for not reaching out to them. I learned from a common friend post separation that he was a heroin addict. 😢 I had no clue. I have never dealt with something like this so I completely missed the signs. We worked together and he seemed responsible, stable adult. I guess my second lesson is to be a better judge of character.
Some readings indicate that they have been working on themselves since the parting, but I have no clue as we are no contact, not even on social media. We haven't met for over a year and I removed them on socials too because it was just too hard to move on while seeing them online and basically being stuck in the loop of expecting them to reach out, see or react to my posts or stories. They aren't blocked though so if they really wanted to, they could find their way back once they overcome their own demons. Which of course they have not.
God bless their soul ✨
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For pile 4, I think the mystery card that came out to clarify the Four of Stars and was subsequently clarified by the The Fool in reverse, is The World card.
I thought it was ace of pentacles
No. 3 and I can’t even imagine someone be so into me that way. I had fun listening to your readings, I can see myself with that person you were describing in that particular pile. I’m indeed someone who don’t easily open up my heart so easily. Got surprised how you point that out.
I picked pile #3, and wow... It feels like it was practically made for my partner and I. When you channeled "how could anyone hurt her?" I couldn't help but feel that it was him saying that. I'm a DV survivor who's been through a lot, and he said a similar thing to me just recently. I sent him this video and he completely agrees with me.
Thank you, Eso, for your kind words, and for all of the help you've given so many of us 🥺💜 I came to this channel as a skeptic and, though I still have a good amount of that in me, your readings are so accurate and have helped open my mind a lot. You're a lovely soul and I'm grateful for you 💜
Me 3
Great reading! Pile 4 is 1000% accurate 🤗 I laughed so hard at your reaction when that nameless card fell out. I bet it's an extra card that the creator included, a couple of my decks have cards like that. I also want to say that it makes complete sense to me that stars are pentacles in that deck, because a pentacle is literally a star. Or at least the shape we humans describe as "star." If you look at the RW deck, every pentacle has a star on it. If you buy a pentacle necklace, it's a star. Maybe that will help you remember? IDK if you will even look back at this comment since this video is apparently super old but yeah.
girl you always read me like a damn book, I chose pile 2, and this resonates so much. I had such an intense connection with someone and it has honestly been so stressful. I chose the other reading that gave you a panic attack and I'm honestly so sorry for that. thank you for your clarity !
Pile #2, what’s funny is I just came from the other reading where you were saying, “ I can’t stop breathing.” 😂 and both of these readings have been super accurate to this crazy/ confusing/ dense energy I’m experiencing with this person. Thank you 🙏✨🥰 Your readings have been really helpful to me recently, and it’s always nice to hear from a fellow Aries 🔥🔥
Pile 1:"this person is coming to tearms that maybe you don't feel the same about them"
Me:watching every single video of Eso because i want to know if they feel the same way
Omg me toooo
Pile 3, this reading really just opened me up like a book, took the important content and slapped it into my face. Amazing
Eso you're so good at what you do! This is so literally him. (Pile 2) we're in separation (probably for good) but I've finally accepted I deserve more, far more than what he was willing to give ... And yes I got tired of having to prove time and time again how I really loved him and how I'd always be there for him when he actually never was 🤷🏻♀️ it was exhausting. I've been crying for months trying to get back in contact with him... Meh he is indeed his worse enemy I hope he finds his self love and why not the bravery to apologize because I deserve an apology, at least. I think I just shared too much but that's ok haha . Thank you!!!
pile one described how i feel about the person... I'm so tempted to send this to them and say "pile 1 is how I see you". it was so accurate that you even said my zodiac sign omgg
Honestly your little "AH SHIT WHAT THE FUCK?!" in Pile 4 made me feel like I was definitely in the right place lmao.
I chose pile number 2, and it was scarily accurate. So I just went through a breakup where they ended things very abruptly and out of nowhere. They compartmentalize and don't allow themselves to feel many, if any, emotions. And even though I did nothing wrong and tried to be the best partner, they made a passive-aggressive post on social media about me a couple of days ago. It was a really low blow, and I think they made it because they saw (right before their post) that I'd posted a video of me laughing and having a good time. And so when you said they feel "scorned" by me, that's immediately what came to mind, that they're upset I haven't come crawling back. And so much else was applicable that it made me very emotional.
Pile 2: crazy experience I haven't had before. I'm a relationship and I always think about him before clicking on a reading and I did that today as well however almost the entire reading was about me to me. Some parts were completely about him and us, and then returned to my relationship with myself and it would actually make much more sense for him to choose pile 2 and listen to what's going through my head lol. Insane.
Thank you so much Eso, this reading spoke to me not just 100 but 200%! I feel more understood than ever. Thank you!!
I chose pile 2, too! It described my confusing ass feelings and laid them out for me / him to understand. It also left me feeling a little sad, but hey, it is what it is: a lesson. Learn, move on and become a better person from it!
It's funny because this is exactly how I felt, I was like wait this sounds like my own thoughts lol.
Pile 2: Thank you for this reading it was really helpful!!!! I've been ruminating over our situation & this brought me so much clarity as to how to approach it :(
Im pile 3!! You explained everything about us perfectly. We broke up. She did me wrong big time. I was cheated on & … Im still healing & I hope everyone who is going through the same scenario is doing well. My heart goes out to you all.Thanks Eso, you are such a gift for us. Love you…
Pile 4… hah.. how lovely. They do not know how to categorize me (that mystery card) and not knowing to be afraid or attracted. We do call ourselves “fou”… the fool! One of my favorite lines of his is “je t’aime follement”…I love you crazily. But I do feel there are secrets. He is à younger Cap and I the olderLibra. A little back story: the second I saw him in a North African market, I walked straight up to him and said, “I love you.” No intro… nothing. So him being scared… right. It did not help that I later talked to him about djinns and shetani….. hah. He must have wondered what world I come from (US).
Pile 2 and yes 🤣 I love how you said "a little entitled?" He's extremely entitled!! I did all the lifting and he's literally angry I'm not doing more lmao
I AM PILE 3 😭 it is insaneee how accurate your readings have been about this amazing friendship I’ve been developing the past 4 months. I love you so much, thank you for the beautiful reading!! ❤️💛💚💙💜
how did it go ?
^i second that, how’d it go?
I chose pile 4 and when you said that he was scared to pursue this connection due to how they perceive themselves and feel they need to uphold that image resonated so much. We recently had a conversation and he said he didn’t want to continue our relationship in the past because I’m not a member of his church (LDS/Mormon) but recently he’s told me that doesn’t bother him anymore and knows he needs to be with me and we’re currently taking things slow
Pile 4: I’m only like 10-15 minutes in and it totally describes him. 😅😂 Recently tho, he has been asking some serious life changing questions that make me question everything (about having kids, makes me happy/excited). We’re in “separation” right now but it makes me hope that maybe he’ll get past his shadows and finally commit. He’s always been scared of commitment and doesn’t like feeling trapped. We’ve had many discussions about it. 😅 I’m end game for him. 😂
Edit: Finished watching and omg, girl! You are SO spot on. It sometimes leaves me in a confused state tho..especially when I have a bad day and don’t want to deal with any shenanigans but him asking me certain things and him being more open/communicative with me has been a definite sign of him moving towards me. Yesterday, I did my own reading and it literally said (how I interpreted) the cycle of imbalance and disharmony in my relationship is coming to an end. The clarity card was 9 of cups which I seen as all my wishes and wants in a relationship will be fulfilled. My fingers are crossed! I’ve gotten some good readings from others and I’m so ready for them to manifest but don’t want to rush anything and him needing this time for himself to figure some things out. Positive thoughts bring positive manifestations!! ☺️🖤
sis, any updates? 🦭
I paused the video to share something really cool and also kinda scary?
So in pile 4 Eso mentions Lakshmi, the goddess of wealth and how she's related to owls.
Before my mother knew she'd conceived me, she saw a large snow white barn owl, the exact kind that Lakshmi has with her
So my parents thought, on finding out they were pregnant, that I'm the Lakshmi of the house.
And I didn't like that much till recently when I found out that Lakshmi is the goddess of wealth and abundance but that abundance could be anything, even an abundance of knowledge or wisdom or even health. Doesn't have to be only materialistic wealth. I just think it's kinda cool.
pile 2 was POINT ON💯 i’ve never had such a smooth reading that just stands out so thank you 💞
“This person must be doing some crazy witchcraft thing or something”
Me: *looks up from my crazy witchcraft thing*
Pile 1
This got me in tears 😢 😭
So beautiful and accurate!!
We both are fighting for no goddam reason....
Thank you soo much for this incredible insight ❤
I chose pile 3, i fell for this one friend a while ago, now we arent talking cause i stopped talking to him from upcoming exams. I distanced myself from all my friends online and irl... The irl ones werent correct for me just kept ignoring me and draining my energy.i miss him and sometimes cry about the fact that i have to suffocate my feelings because im too young for him and stuff, not that i want a relationship badly but i at least wanna express myself.. he has a special place in my heart but even then i think negatively abt our relationship as friends since im the one that was always chatting to him, and now when i stop, it just shows that he doesnt care, that theres no communication.he texted me when i announced my dissapearance from hanging thatll happen, about how he was sad abt my leave which was nice but he said it like it was a forever goodbye.. im pretty sad about the whole thing so now im just drowning myself in work and when i rest i think sad about stuff or try to ignore everything. I hate my school environment aswell everyones just so goddamn toxic and my words of defence have no effect on anyone 😭
I just have to tell you to please be confident in yourself bc I was going between 2 stones/decks before choosing Pile 2 and I couldn't have picked a more accurate reading of my person. You are spot on with the confusion of their energy and their own self inflicted issues. How could he miss me? He doesn't message me, I don't feel he misses me as he is the one that left! I also want to confirm I feel he does feel some kind of jealousy. Spot on bc I do have a small business! I take care of all 4 of our children and he probably thinks I just sit on my bum not having to worry about a thing bc he pays the bills. Tuh! I still need help! Smh. The emotion you picked up on is spot on! I do miss him. And would love to hug him. If only he would come to me.
I love how you just...be yourself " what the hell is this? what is this" I was laughing so hard (pile 4) Thank you for being You
I was drawn to pile 2 and 4 and I'm so glad I watched both, both truly resonated in their own ways 😌 thanks Eso 💜
1 pile, Unexpectedly, but so relatable,
It’s quite hard to express emotions, for both of us, like if it’s unnecessary, even though I know and feel that everything’s good and the love is there no matter what❤️
Pile 1, really opened awareness of my behavior. I really enjoyed parts that fill me with laughter. Thank you, Kino!
I’m Eso lololol but I’ll take Kino too she’s wonderful!
pile 2. You resonated me, of course I deserved more, I asked for honesty and he gave me lies. How would I not be angry? My scorpion Venus ass wanted revenge so badly, I just left, because I actually couldn't handle saying the things I wanted, it'd hurt me.
isn't it awful when the person that crushes you gets a happily ever after?
I don't know if he had a happily ever after, but I truly hope he didn't.
Also he was and is an inspiration for me when it comes to career, we both want to work in the same area. When I was super down about it, seeing him work so hard made me want to work so harder.
I left, I couldn't trust him anymore when he treated me like I didn't matter at all and when he heard me talk about my issues and still he didn't give a fuckkk. I never wanted his money, I wanted him to drop the mask and he didn't. I did feel used, specially when I discovered that he was treating me like a secret whore.
Is it too much to ask "hey, tell me the truth" and then the person doesn't say the whole story and stays because you make it convenient?
In the money part, I truly never gave a damn about his money, all I asked was honesty. I went to therapy so much more because I cared about it in a immense way. I really wished I didn't care at all so that I didn't try, because I feel guilty of how much I cared for someone that didn't give a fuck. And telling only half of the truth isn't being honest. And he, as a friend, like where was he?
Friends protect each other, and not stab the other in the back.
In pile 3, the story you were referencing is called Rhyme of the Ancient Mariner :) love that story so much
Pile 2: not the reading I came for, but spot on about my abusive ex. Cut him off completely and spent the last year focusing on my healing. I admit it's comforting to know he has no idea how much he hurt me. I'll take this as a sign that I'm on the right path now 🧡
I Chose pile number 4. I didn't have any person in my mind but I felt drawn into your reading. It's amazing how your reading accurate to me as I am kind of at a cross road to a higher level of consciousness. I am just questioning who is the person being mentioned.
(pile 4) I'm transgender and I thought you were gunna say that when you were talking about genders lol. I nearly spat my coffee all over the cat. Your are spot on with everything. I don't know why I love him but I do. He was my next door neighbour and has been put in prison for 2 years due to an accident. I'm in the process of becoming a police officer so it's like we have 2 totally different personalities. I know he feels something towards me but he keeps saying he doesn't want a relationship. The last morning I saw him we both locked eyes for 30 seconds saying nothing before I left. I'm just sooo confused and heartbroken because I sense he does but he's not reciprocating 💔
I love your energy by the way. I can't stop watching your content and I always relate to each one! 🤣 IT'S crazzzy! Stay strong in Christ beautiful ❤️
I feel so happy whenever you post Eso! Thank you so much for your guidance :)
I👩⚕️ picked pile number #3. The Leo was able to get me to open up. I have been severly hurt in every aspect. The only good relationship I have ever had was back in the private school I went to. We unfortunately are not in a commitment 😓❤️🐦. It's kind of a unusual connection that I hope one day if it's meant to be we will be together.🌺🦜👑🧸🌹
This was so helpful. I started with pile 1 and it was so weird, the other person you were talking about was me, as if I was my person watching the reading for info on myself (I don't know how to explain that better, I hope it makes sense), then I went to pile 3 and I felt such a great deal of relief! Really appreciate the work that you do, Thank you thank you thank you!
11/18/2021 Pile 1
Same here...
... I'm the shapeshifter, firefly and he's the eternal child, dragon.
It was said in another reading to not be surprised if you are mirroring on another
The other pile I want to listen to is Pile 1. I'll check that out and then if it doesn't resonate I'll try Pile 3.
Namaste SiStar....blessss
I started pile 1 but it was talking about me, then I went to 4. It does that if spirit has multiple messages
Same here but I went to pile 2 after
Hunni..... Pile 2.... And it is scary how accurate this is/was!!! And trust me it was definitely a learning experience 🤯😅
Just went through a break up~ pile 2: my ex was a Scorpio and this resonated a lot.. Thanks Eso!
I love how the universe works, because as I chose pile 4 I saw 222am and then as it's ending I saw 333am, and everything resonated so well. Everything you said felt right. He's a really close friend and I've had a crush on him forever, but I know I'm not his type physically (I'm a curvaceous baddy and the boy likes skinny girls 😂) so I've been tryna squash those feelings but they've obviously only gotten stronger 😩 This brings me a lot of hope, which I've been beginning to feel lately about the situation, especially since I never really try to shoot my shot ever and kind of just always friendzone myself because I don't think I'll get accepted. But I also don't want to make things awkward because we're friends, we work together, and I'm moving into the apartment above his. Plus I'm on my grind at work and focused of moving, so I'm just letting the universe take control and my guides lead me 💛✨ Thank you for the reading, I'm glad I found you, and Happy Hedgehoglidays 😉🎄🎁✌️💕
#4. Over his rollercoaster excuses of "now I know" "I was wrong" "I realize now" It's disrupting my GOD PEACE and I HAVE TO GO. Onto the next. Manifesting my new forever love.
Pile 3. He's an Aquarius with a low self-esteem and I'm a Water ♋ Moon. We're together and yeah he knows my past is... dark. He just spent the night and told me how seeing my joy is so bittersweet because I suffered so much and now finally I can be happy again, and how this just makes it even more beautiful for him. I'm doing my best not to cry 😭
I’ve been confused with pile 2 because it seems like the perspective keeps shifting like I was thinking “oh yeah that’s them” but then the next one was “wait that’s me” or “That’s both of us”, so I get why it was confusing 😅. I’m still trying to process whether or not some things were my fault or hers but I always tried to help her and she kept complaining about how they felt around me and what they realized about themselves: being jealous, dependent, anxious without me etc. she saw me as a tough nut to crack and solid. She acts happier but I know she’s haunted. (AS YOU CAN TELL, ITS LIKE A TORNADO IN MY MIND) ((Edit: I do expect an apology from her for all the things I’ve done for her and I do want to give her an apology for the hurt too.))
Take it with a grain of salt. I picked the same pile and I am in a really good connection where things are going great, so it didn't fit for me at all
Pile 3: this resonated a lot with me. Thank you for the lovely reading!
Hi Eso!! 4 resonated so much... When you said you can channel sometimes without realizing it... I recently recognized that I have done this for so long and was not even aware. Say all this stuff and say..well I don't know where that came from. I always find some type of confirmation from you. I appreciate you!
pile 4, while i finish this video, i jump to the extension immediately. i am hoping he can find in peace for himself soon. the exciting part in the extension really drive me crazy, i missed that so much OMG! for spiritual growth, i think he had delayed his for so long time that we had to separate for already 6 months and he is still in the time of maybe starting to awakening and i was like already waiting for him for years... maybe i took really good care for him for so long time. i don't what to say, hope the reading will comes true very soon! thank you for the reading and thank you universe!
Pile 4 why don't he let it burn he's been dropping the ball this long I don't see no improvement. I release myself and leave him to wallow in his own shit. I'm taking a break from relationships it's not what's important for my life besides I'm much better alone it's peaceful and simple
LOL! I feel the same & picked pile 4. 🤣🤣🤣 omg.
Pile4 ; struggling with english- don't learn from me.. wtf 😂 just before that having issues with pronounce of word rebel.. how convenient. Screaming throat chakra and as I chose this pile I started sneezing like crazy out of nowhere.. idk but that happens quite often when I think about "my person".
Let's see what else you had to say here. Maybe holy f*ck? 😂❤
Yup. Got better towards the end 😅😆
Pile 2 . yessss he was VERY confused 😕 😂😂😂 LIBRA. Anger is the secondary emotion. Thank you 😩 this one was on THE HEADDDD! I am now trying to cut ties well from my end lol.
Pile 3 - Amazingly accurate, thank you so much. The story your3 talking about by ST Coleridge is the Ryme of the Ancient Mariner.
Pile 1, about the relationship with my mum. It was extremely fitting. We've been through a rough patch and trying to slowly get out of it. This was a really interesting reading, thank you!
Wow same here, but pile 2 actually
Hmu0
(Pile 3) it felt like "the person" has my energy to some extent but at the same time has hers as well (she's a Virgo moon) and when Eso was talking about our energy, I could relate to that too😭
Deck 3: when you said “this person thought the sky was green and you told them it’s actually blue” my boyfriend is colorblind🤣 and I was the one to help him discover that he was in fact colorblind😭 he always thinks teal is white 😂
Of course the first time I genuinely don't care what he's doing, all my fave readers put out readings abt this topic. I'm very grateful nonetheless bc this is very on point
Also I had MASSIVE chills through the whole reading bc of how much it resonated
Pile 4, he is in Alaska working, about to retire! Yay, will come back to me then. I am Leo, he is Cancer, I finally told him what I felt about him, believe we were chosen to be together by a power much larger than we are. Told him about my intuition, always take a chance doing that! He finally opened up fully. Such a great conversation we had 2 days before Christmas. Now calls me his wife to be, he's so sweet, been alone 12 years, has lots to give another and time to live again. Thanks for your read!
I chose pile 4. Everything made perfect sense. Thank you for the clarity. 🧿🕊️🌈
Pile 2 I've felt breathlessness on/off in the last few months.. I center myself saying -this is not from me. And I see that quickly stabilise.
Heck idk how to get rid of that energy.. True I feel it more in the night. It's a weird psychic connection.. Draining my life force.. Far away from it.. Hope I find my healthy person soon!!❤️
I've honestly realized I deserve better, he needs to graft, I'm focussing on me, but I still watch Eso's videos because she is still so accurate, and so lovely. I could listen to her for dayssss. Thankyou again.
Pile 4 caught my eye instantly. we’re currently giving eachother space because I don’t think we expected feelings to develop so quickly(esp on his side because he was deep in the dating scene when we met). But the thing that set it off was that I simply wasn’t getting enough. And Since we’ve been not communicating I’ve been getting so many synchronicities it’s crazy. I don’t know what’s going to happen or if we’ll move forward but I hope I helped him realise quality is better than quantity. And it’s rare to find someone that it just feels natural with ❤️.
This was such a beautiful reading 🥺. Thank you.
GOD thank you with pile 4 bc ive been feeling so 😖🤪 being in this on my own bc my intuition has been so strong. I'll come back to this reading if it comes to fruition but rn 3d is really not lining up and it makes me wonder like where tf did all my energy go??? So we will see... Hopefully at least I've generated some kindness and lessons 💙
This video called me. Deck four called me. My boyfriends name is Gabriel. I took him to the mountains this weekend and we talked about spirituality and connected with the mountains and he fell in love. We took our time out in the mountains. Just saying…
Pile 3... that's why he's worth the effort. He's sharp and he hears me the first time. I thought I was going crazy with past men and their selective hearing.
Pile 4: And yes, I chanel messages and I myself get surprised with what I am able to write in those moments that light up ideas within my headspace. these are gifts I learned to accept. It is hard to do small talk when your soul wants speak sentences that are older than your age! And this person doesn’t understand what I am cause like you said he never took the time to experience people outside of a surface level! I’m different and I like it that way! A player wouldn’t get as to why I don’t play by their shallow rules! I know the code!
Thank you, i chose pile 2, and unfornately, it resonates and it matches the circumstances surrounding a couple of people. It helps alot.
Pile 3 spoke to my soul! I just love you, Especially your so funny and love your energy. It seems like there are a lot of people that 3 resonated with, but I am claiming it. We are separated, but healing separately and believe we will come in alignment and others will be envious of our connection. Bless you for all you do!
Any update a year later?
Pile 2 on board : dear Eso, thank you for being with me throughout this connection, esp in hard times. It came to an end which i am so grateful to you for approving. I wish myself all the best. Let's dive in this feeling baby to let it go completely ✨
I was listeting to your reading and I thought "she's so like me, definetly ADHD" and then you say "sorry, adhd" haahahahaha perfect timing, they hear me
Pile 2; i chose the pile where you had the panic attack as well, and it was for the same person xD
Pile 3 this reading exactly what I needed to hear and same situation but what’s so cool was the black diamond which I own made it even more unique for me!! Thankyou
pile 4 is spot on, your videos have been a lot of help for me in figuring out my 'twin flame' or 'soul mate' but he truly is, and you"ve helped push me into my own power to rise from my ashes in order to help him along his journey and mine etc. its a pretty special thing and there has been months and years of transformation that had to occur before I could be here now. what a wicked little show, anyways thank you for your videos and readings I really connect to you and I wouldn't be surprised if we shared a life together. sending you some good love and eternal thanks!
Pile2. Totally resonated. I find your reading really helpful and I find peace within my heart again. Good job Madision.❤️
IM FAST AS FCKKK BOIII
Eso wtf. I literally have been listening to Albatros for 2 weeks now and i dont even like that song lol! Pile 3 here💜
This is why I literally love your videos you’re not only a tarot reader you are a hype man and a goddess🥺🤍so cuteeee