You know my entire young years was that of some man chasing after me - not for love- they all wanted the same thing- and then when you become mean- they blame you :-) I look at these young girls today and my heart goes out to them want to be young again- hell no!
I wonder the impact of generational trauma in the African American community. During the era of slavery, our children, spouses and other family members could be sold at will at any time. As punishment, and at times even for sport, parents were forced to watch as their spouses, both male and female, and children would be raped right before our eyes. Womens were often forced to carry the child of slave masters. This had to have been the epitome of trauma.
Like to share something- so ten years ago I got into a relationship- another person who claims innocence and plays victim - narcissist! "I did not look at that 13 year old in a mini skirt, you have had a long week honey- you worked hard - here have a drink it will calm your nerves" Well since I left this relationship there have been so harassed many "flying monkeys" - of course I was totally unsuspecting and had no clue this harassment was even taking place! But I want to show you how foolish the harassers are- narcissists themselves!!! "A narcissist lives to frustrate you"! in the mountains when I first left my ex- a car slams on brakes in front of me- I swerved to avoid it and as I was driving by I see the little dog in the backseat being propelled into the seat in front- I glanced back from my rear view mirror to see a dark green jeep that was traveling behind me give the person a "thumbs up". Again I was clueless to what was going on! But think about this- so you slam on breaks to frustrate me- you did nothing to me!!! But what you did do is you almost broke your dogs neck. I did not stop to see if the person was Okay so I am not sure if the dog was hurt or not! But this is what a narcissist does- they do not see the outcome of their little game- the consequence of their action could have left that dog dead, paralyzed... Why did I not stop- I knew something was going on, something was not right! So I have been dealing with this stuff for ~ 6-7 years now- harassment coming at me! People pulling out in front of you with bumper stickers "biscuits and porn what a marvelous thing" - you see I was fighting pornography in my ex house! Well if you want to have porn in your house that is up to you but I do not!!! So here we are 6-7 years later and just the other day a woman - innocent looking woman and here child walks by with another message- she herself is wearing a t-shirt that says "mother of the year and the child walking beside her is wearing a shirt with a peace sign on it"- I will not go into detail of what the subliminal message is here what I want to point out is a bigger picture. I have been "abused" by these ignorant subliminal messages for quite some time now- which in and of itself should tell you I am not a narcissist because a true narcissist can not take 7 years of continuous abuse!!! Do your homework people! However, what if I did snap after all these years of constant negative messages? What if I had lost it the other day and pushed down on the gas and plowed over you and your kid? Think!!!! Think of what you are doing to people and how it can affect you. If you push and you push people over the edge- what if I had lost it??? Think before you put yourself out there with these crazy messages on your t-shirts, on your bumper. What if I had rammed into to you- you and your child would have been hurt! Just like the lady with the dog - not once did she think of this animal! Do you think past your actions to see the bigger picture. I do not understand people! You have no clue what has happened in my life, in my daughters life or what my ex have done but yet you want to give messages??? Do you really think this is Godly behavior? Is this truly what God wants you to do??? I am being harassed on the internet, on my cell phone, at work, on the streets - who are you treating ? Me or yourself? Do you have a clue what you are even doing? And just FYI- I know! And honestly the game should have stopped along the ago- America you want your pornography that bad??? Think about the consequences on that too! You want your family restaurants "Hooters" where they dress young women exposing themselves? You want your husbands sitting in front of a computer playing with their genitals? Just know- there are those that sit there playing with their genitals and get themselves all hot and bothered and guess who pays the price? Some little girl that they snatch off the street - a 3 year old, a 5 year old! America please continue playing your ignorant game! I will come and go- it will be your offspring that will have to live with this shit! Did I tell you- Jesus is coming back :-) I got your "BPD"!!! ruclips.net/video/cPqRUTPlef8/видео.html&start_radio=1
You know I think it is so comical- the narcissist accuses you of being a narcissist What man- manager of pizza place- would call his wife and expect her to put her 7 week old baby in the car to come deliver his pizzas because his drivers called in "there is too much ice on the roads" Well guess what I am narcissistic enough to tell that man "go to hell". Here we are 29 years later and I have the same message for him "go to hell" I have so much hate in my heart for what was done to me The Lord told me "What sorrow awaits they take bribes to let the wicked go free and they punish the innocent". Let there be light!!!! All that is hidden in darkness will be brought to the light! I do not need approval! I have my Father's approval!!!! Psalm 128 How joyful and prosperous you will be- your wife will be like a fruitful grapevine, flourishing within your home. Your children will be like vigorous young olive trees as they sit around your table! That is the Lord's blessings for those who fear him" This is what a family is supposed to look like! With a narcissist they do not function that way- you suffer!!! And then when you raise your voice and scream the finger gets pointed at you "you see how mean she is" And then the psychology gets onboard "she can not self regulate- she must have BPD- well you try self regulating in that poo!!! Jesus is back!!! Happy Easter everyone These nasty people will make you feel like you are the problem!!! You spend your life fighting their incompetencies and then they play victim! And then we tell the person who has tolerated this all their life "oh honey just forgive- what's wrong with you are you bitter" No! There is a difference between bitterness and anger! Years ago there was a truck in front of me- one that cleans out septic tanks- on it where the words "if you are not satisfied with our services we will give you a full refund" - that is what I feel like - I have sucked in all the poo for so long - you want your refund? I do not mind giving it to you! ruclips.net/video/9dowS2k2TS4/видео.html
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Psalm 129
"I cared for you since you were born"- raised by the Father!
DR. DIANE thank you so much for you truely have Gods eyes and Heart, a real gift. you remind me of the song (give me your eyes) by Brandon heath
Maintaining social hierarchy by both peoples
You know my entire young years was that of some man chasing after me - not for love- they all wanted the same thing- and then when you become mean- they blame you :-) I look at these young girls today and my heart goes out to them
want to be young again- hell no!
I wonder the impact of generational trauma in the African American community.
During the era of slavery, our children, spouses and other family members could be sold at will at any time.
As punishment, and at times even for sport, parents were forced to watch as their spouses, both male and female, and children would be raped right before our eyes.
Womens were often forced to carry the child of slave masters.
This had to have been the epitome of trauma.
Like to share something- so ten years ago I got into a relationship- another person who claims innocence and plays victim - narcissist! "I did not look at that 13 year old in a mini skirt, you have had a long week honey- you worked hard - here have a drink it will calm your nerves"
Well since I left this relationship there have been so harassed many "flying monkeys" - of course I was totally unsuspecting and had no clue this harassment was even taking place!
But I want to show you how foolish the harassers are- narcissists themselves!!!
"A narcissist lives to frustrate you"!
in the mountains when I first left my ex- a car slams on brakes in front of me- I swerved to avoid it and as I was driving by I see the little dog in the backseat being propelled into the seat in front- I glanced back from my rear view mirror to see a dark green jeep that was traveling behind me give the person a "thumbs up". Again I was clueless to what was going on! But think about this- so you slam on breaks to frustrate me- you did nothing to me!!! But what you did do is you almost broke your dogs neck. I did not stop to see if the person was Okay so I am not sure if the dog was hurt or not! But this is what a narcissist does- they do not see the outcome of their little game- the consequence of their action could have left that dog dead, paralyzed... Why did I not stop- I knew something was going on, something was not right!
So I have been dealing with this stuff for ~ 6-7 years now- harassment coming at me! People pulling out in front of you with bumper stickers "biscuits and porn what a marvelous thing" - you see I was fighting pornography in my ex house! Well if you want to have porn in your house that is up to you but I do not!!!
So here we are 6-7 years later and just the other day a woman - innocent looking woman and here child walks by with another message- she herself is wearing a t-shirt that says "mother of the year and the child walking beside her is wearing a shirt with a peace sign on it"- I will not go into detail of what the subliminal message is here what I want to point out is a bigger picture.
I have been "abused" by these ignorant subliminal messages for quite some time now- which in and of itself should tell you I am not a narcissist because a true narcissist can not take 7 years of continuous abuse!!! Do your homework people! However, what if I did snap after all these years of constant negative messages? What if I had lost it the other day and pushed down on the gas and plowed over you and your kid? Think!!!! Think of what you are doing to people and how it can affect you.
If you push and you push people over the edge- what if I had lost it??? Think before you put yourself out there with these crazy messages on your t-shirts, on your bumper. What if I had rammed into to you- you and your child would have been hurt! Just like the lady with the dog - not once did she think of this animal! Do you think past your actions to see the bigger picture.
I do not understand people! You have no clue what has happened in my life, in my daughters life or what my ex have done but yet you want to give messages???
Do you really think this is Godly behavior? Is this truly what God wants you to do???
I am being harassed on the internet, on my cell phone, at work, on the streets -
who are you treating ? Me or yourself?
Do you have a clue what you are even doing?
And just FYI- I know! And honestly the game should have stopped along the ago-
America you want your pornography that bad??? Think about the consequences on that too!
You want your family restaurants "Hooters" where they dress young women exposing themselves?
You want your husbands sitting in front of a computer playing with their genitals?
Just know- there are those that sit there playing with their genitals and get themselves all hot and bothered and guess who pays the price? Some little girl that they snatch off the street - a 3 year old, a 5 year old!
America please continue playing your ignorant game!
I will come and go- it will be your offspring that will have to live with this shit!
Did I tell you- Jesus is coming back :-)
I got your "BPD"!!!
ruclips.net/video/cPqRUTPlef8/видео.html&start_radio=1
Fear of death
Fear and intimidation.
You know I think it is so comical- the narcissist accuses you of being a narcissist
What man- manager of pizza place- would call his wife and expect her to put her 7 week old baby in the car to come deliver his pizzas because his drivers called in "there is too much ice on the roads"
Well guess what I am narcissistic enough to tell that man "go to hell".
Here we are 29 years later and I have the same message for him "go to hell"
I have so much hate in my heart for what was done to me
The Lord told me "What sorrow awaits they take bribes to let the wicked go free and they punish the innocent".
Let there be light!!!! All that is hidden in darkness will be brought to the light!
I do not need approval! I have my Father's approval!!!!
Psalm 128 How joyful and prosperous you will be- your wife will be like a fruitful grapevine, flourishing within your home. Your children will be like vigorous young olive trees as they sit around your table! That is the Lord's blessings for those who fear him"
This is what a family is supposed to look like!
With a narcissist they do not function that way- you suffer!!! And then when you raise your voice and scream the finger gets pointed at you "you see how mean she is"
And then the psychology gets onboard "she can not self regulate- she must have BPD- well you try self regulating in that poo!!!
Jesus is back!!! Happy Easter everyone
These nasty people will make you feel like you are the problem!!! You spend your life fighting their incompetencies and then they play victim!
And then we tell the person who has tolerated this all their life "oh honey just forgive- what's wrong with you are you bitter" No! There is a difference between bitterness and anger!
Years ago there was a truck in front of me- one that cleans out septic tanks- on it where the words "if you are not satisfied with our services we will give you a full refund" - that is what I feel like - I have sucked in all the poo for so long - you want your refund? I do not mind giving it to you!
ruclips.net/video/9dowS2k2TS4/видео.html
Stealing the voice and power of the children by humiliation