First Time Hearing This Love by Pantera | Suicide Survivor Reacts
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Thank you to my amazing Patreon, James Denson for requesting This Love by Pantera from the Vulgar Display of Power album. Talk about music therapy! This is my reaction to my first time hearing this song and consciously listening to Pantera.
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My Pantera song is pretty basic but it gets the job done, it's obviously Walk. It helps me rid the fake people from my life.
Pantera - Walk / Jaspedood666
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If you ever react to the band Staind performing “Something To Remind You”, please let me know and I’ll sub to your Patreon right away. I’m so sorry to bug cause I know you get so many requests. This song is just so special though. Blessings from Texas 🙏
@@sevenduster27 If you sub to my Patreon, you get to be the one to MAKE the request! Link is in the description :)
@@MentalAmanda Oh sweet!!! Ok cool👍, thank you so much and your channel is really does help so many people, including myself.
AmandAmandA your very brave, it’s impossible for many to open up and become vulnerable. I for one am insanely scared to step out into emotional traffic and get hurt
People don't understand why I listen to such angry and heavy music. It's therapy to me. Thank you for this one!
There is an energy, an outlet that helps with the worst of days. I don't understand the dynamics of it but I absolutely crank Pantera, etc on the way home from work and I am human again before coming home to the family. Can't explain what it is that hits me deep, and regulates all that ugly shit, but it is real and I am grateful
I second that and I play it myself. My guitar is my weapon and outlet.
I feel that to the center of me soul. I love Pantera and metal in general. It grounds me
I used to hate this type of music. I became really familiar with Metallica and found the same itch that playing in a concert band and symphony. I found cowboys from hell and loved it. Just started finding more and more of their songs and started liking metal
Quite possibly the most overlooked and underrated Pantera song would be "Hollow" from "A Vulgar Display of Power"
It’s one my favorites!
@@smitty3456 Just the lyric "He as hollow as i alone" absolutely Destroys!
The sleep from the cowboys from hell
How is it overlooked? I'd say their most overlooked song is Rise.
An underated song is hard lines sunken cheeks
Two Pantera songs you need to hear together:
"Suicide Note, Part 1"
"Suicide Note, Part 2"
+1
Two very different sides of the same coin
this !
Agreed 👍
Don't give her that! Man C'mon
@@diciple9224 that's why you listen to them both, part 2 is the fuck you you to part one
Pantera is one of those great bands that really speaks to all kinds of people. There are so many great songs by them that the music is therapeutic. Please jump down the Pantera rabbit hole, you won't be disappointed
Philip Anselmo was the sound track to my teenage years. One of my all time favorite vocalists. That raw emotion, that so dominated my early depression days. A lot of anger around my illness and wasting of my body, and this band and his vocals helped me deal with this. A lot of good stuff from them covering a lot of mental and emotional issues.
Can confirm. Pantera saved my life, and maybe others, in my teenage years. As a 90s teen, I can flat out say that I was almost a "Columbine Kid" in the months before I discovered them.
The greatest front man in metal history
The short cut up versions of their songs are sacrilegious!
That is true dude.
My favorite band of all time! RIP Dime and Vin!
I was in a grocery store milk fridge restocking the milk the day after dimebag died when I found out. My buddy kicked the door in and burst in and was like "dimebag Darrel was killed! No more dimebag!" And ever since that day, I see dimebag whenever I'm reaching for milk at the store
Cemetery Gates by Pantera is an amazing song and definitely has lots of meaning and I think it's definitely worth you listening to it on your channel Amanda....
If you're planning on going down a Pantera rabbit hole, then I have to recommend the studio version of Cemetery Gates. The official video is still solid, but loses a lot when they cut out the intro. Also Cowboys From Hell, Domination, Walk, I'm Broken and their cover of Planet Caravan.
There is a full cemetery gates music video. Spread the word. Its been up for years
And Hollow, no official music video, but still a great song
@@integrity101 No there isn't. Prove me wrong.
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I dont need to prove anything. U just proved you cant handle a 5 second RUclips search.
if you've not reacted to their song "I'm Broken" yet, you should. Phil said the song was about him being in brutal pain (back and such), leading to his worsening addictions.
Dime will always be the man. R.I.P. Dime and Vinnie. Brothers forged in some real Heavy Metal.
My first (metal) concert ever was when Pantera was support for Megadeth almost 30 years ago :O Thanks for all your great work!
My first metal concert was disturbed! Wish I could have seen Dime bag play live. Oh man.
Barrowlands ?
I have seen them opening for Megadeth here in Belgium to 👍
Was that the so far so good so what tour? I went to Newcastle city hall in the uk to watch it, I was a big Megadeth fan going in, even bigger Pantera fan coming out 🤣 , I was blown away by them, they were amazing and here I am today 45 years old still listening and (trying) to play their songs 🤘🏻
My heart skipped a beat when I saw Pantera. Thank you so much, all the Pantera songs in the comments are awesome as well. Stay on the heavy metal path hot stuff.
Hi Amanda, how strong you become, some time ago you would burst into tears at every song. Now you feel so comfortable talking about issues, which means you reinforced yourself in multiple layers. :)) Instead of running away from things, you face it head on, that is a healthy resolution to issues involved our wellbeing. Happy for you!
When I was 12 Amanda, my Mom was trying to help me find what music I liked. I tried hip-hop, RnB, Rock, but none of it did anything for me. It wasn't until I heard Metallica Cranked through my Sisters Stereo, until I finally felt something, it gave me tons of positive energy, and it just clicked with me in every way that matters. So, on Christmas back in 1996, my Sister bought me my first Metallica Album, and my parents bought me a small KOSS CD Stereo System, and 25 years later, they're still my favorite band. Heavy Metal in general writes about subject matter that no other form of music will, because it won't sell them albums. Metal has always been a Strong, Honest, Powerful, Loner form of music, I have a saying that goes, STRONG AS ONE, OR WEAK WITH MANY, which just means always be yourself, always be a true individual, never go with the crowd. My Pops listened to Oldies as well, and my Mom still loves 80's one hit wonders station's. PANTERA was basically the band that created "Groove Metal", which is basically Thrash Metal, only played slower. I used to love PANTERA, but at some point, I just lost interest in them, basically it happened when I discovered the band "ALL THAT REMAINS". I loved Phil Anselmo as a Vocalist for PANTERA, but when heard Phil Labonte from ALL THAT REMAINS, I was kicked in, because his voice was on a whole nother level of Powerful. Stevie Ray Vaughan, is my biggest influence as a Guitarist/Musician, and I'll always recommend just checking him out, because nobody could play guitar like him. Passion, Honesty, Strength, Compassion, Power, Feel, Soul, and Weight are the characteristics that I'm personally attracted to in music. Take Care Amanda! Keep Being A Bright Ray Of Beautiful And Positive Sunshine. Toodles!
You should check out Cemetary Gates by Pantera. Amazing song and a discussion to be had regarding loss and grief.
I heard this song in 1992 and BLEW MY MIND!!! Phil has such a raw & angry voice!!!!
I enjoyed seeing you get so pumped when they started screaming. This sort of music can have that effect..... Liberating.
Some of the greatest metal creators to walk this earth…
This band keeps me going. "A New Level" gets played every damn day. I'm a survivor.
"new life in place of old life/unscarred by trials. A new level of confidence and power!"
Great song choice! Sadly, Pantera has to be one of the most tragic metal bands in history. Dimebag Darrell Abbott (guitarist) was shot to death on stage in 2004 by a mentally deranged fan and his brother Vinnie Paul Abbott (drummer) died in 2017 of heart disease.
Vinnie died 2018. I went to jail 6 days after he died.
This album (Vulgar Display of Power) was very important to me back in high school. I had a close friend get involved in a fatal car crash that he sadly did not walk away from. The last song on the album, Hollow, was extremely cathartic for me at the time. All the sadness, the heartbreak, the anger I felt was right there in the music and lyrics. I can't thank Pantera enough for helping me, if not heal, at least deal with the loss of my friend. Thank you for sharing your thoughts on this track.
This song ( which I love) always reminds me of my self hate.......It's a battle but I am winning!!!!
To me this song was always about accepting the fact that you are in an abusive or unhealthy relationship and having the strength to walk away from it. In the beginning the lyrics say something like "in my mind, all I wanted was the keeping of someone like you." He didn't say he loved her. He loved the idea of "having" someone LIKE her. She was a possession, a trinket. He loved the image, maybe something akin to a "trophy wife". However as the song goes on he references all the different abusive aspects and in the chorus he tells her to keep this so called "love", and moves on.
Pantera is a band that definitely deserves a deeper dive, and they have many songs that address mental issues.
I'd suggest you check out Cemetery Gates next. It is about accepting the loss of a loved one and finally gathering the strength to get back up, pull yourself out of the grief and depression, and rejoin the world of the living.
Hollow is another great one addressing the loss of his best friend which, to this day, still chokes me up everytime I hear it.
There are many many more. Definitely a rabbit hole worth singing your teeth into.
This was the first song I ever learned on guitar, the emotion of this song both musically and lyrically is unbelievably powerful. I was lucky enough to be knocking around the metal scene in the 90's and this album, Vulgar Display Of Power was released. It was a vital part of my younger years, may I recommend that you listen to the song "Hollow" from this album, please? It's really special. Take care and be your best you.
Thats crazy. This is the first song i learned fully on guitar (and bass). Gonna make a cover eventually.
Nothing quite like a relaxing Pantera ballad to set the mood. :) I'm being sarcastic of course, because Phil is in a way referencing clingy women or clingy relationships, and being with someone whose needy will never work out.
Excellent song choice.
I was having a tough day and found this video. Thanks for your reflection and pink ears bringing a smile and help.
I kind of didn't take school very seriously in high school, but I still had decent grades. I came from a broken home, so I was left to my own devices most of the time. I do remember using this song for an English speech I had to do while we studied Shakespeare. I shockingly got an A, and I will never forget it. 😂 I love this song so much. The song Hollow on this album means the most to me because my dad was in a coma for 10 years and never came out of it (he passed away a long time ago). Keep rocking my friend!! 🤘🤘🤘
Pantera rules . Being sad sux. Pantera definitely helps with that!
Pantera has helped me heal for decades. I’d give everything for one more concert. RIP Dime and Vinnie
Heavy metal is actually great for mental health, after a stressful day or you just have so many pent up emotions, metal really does provide a safe release.
While you are doing an 1/8 mile burnout leaving work in your mustang
Thanks for being open about your experiences. It's great for people to see that others have been where they've been and made it through.
I struggled with my own depression for the better part of a decade, multiple suicide attempts, a fear of healing/comfort in the depression... The catharsis of heavy music was one of the things I relied on often when my mood started spiraling.
Pantera never shied away from the themes of anger, darkness, powerlessness, depression and suicide I was going through. So much of what they performed feels like a release or venting of those things.
Their songs suicide note pt1 and pt2 perfectly express the lowest lows I ever experienced, the declines into my attempts. I'd strongly recommend listening to them in order. Just a heads up though, I don't think anyone should listen to them if they can't handle being exposed to that sort of theme/mindset.
I'm just rambling and tired. Hope this made some sense to someone. Thanks for the content
Just shared this on Twitter for anyone who needs help. Thanks Amanda! You have been an inspiration and help for me! Thank you and enjoy Pantera! I had a friend that introduced my to that and Soundgarden back in the 90's and she has forever imprinted them on my heart. We both loved rock and metal and she opened my mind to more musically. We lost touch,but because of her tastes in music,not a day goes by that I think good thoughts of her and miss her. Her name was Dawn.
Thank you for reacting to one of my favorite songs from one of my favorite bands. I love your reactions they are so vulnerable and honest. You are spot on about metal helping the mentally abused. Honestly you will be hard pressed to find a nicer group of people than those in a mosh pit.
Just testing a new speaker and needed a heavy song, found your vid, keep shining that little light of yours. Light up the night like the 4th of July.
Phil's screaming is on point on this one! Fuck yea, Amanda!
Great reaction! Love the songs you have been choosing lately. Happy New Year.
You have fantastic insight with these lyrics. It’s such a fun and raw song
Hello Amanda, keep up the great work!!
Phil is wearing a "Down" shirt in this video. Down is his side band. Approx 22 yrs old and in the most popular metal band at the time and his side band is glorious. Down in Dallas, TX 1995. Prime Phil! Just an absolute savage!! And he is still cranking music out! Love you Dime and Vin!! Miss you guys everyday!! 🙏🤘
It's so cool seeing you discover things you really never knew existed. Rock and Hard Rock is my life! Hope you stay well and remember, Rock on, Rock Hard!
🤘😝🎸🎶
I think you're doing a great service for the community with your examination of these more pathological themes. And also, there's no way to adequately describe how much I love the musical composition on display here. Dime's playing in this song is like a 5 minute master class for aspiring rock/metal guitarists.
Pantera! Although I listen to so many different kinds of music - pantera is still my favorite band since I am 15 y! So unbelievable sad that the abbot brothers are not among us anymore. R.I.P. Vinnie and Paul!
this songs been under my skin since i was 16 .... glad you found it
Great reaction Amanda. Keep fighting the good fight. Vulgar Display was the first Pantera album I heard and I was hooked instantly. It was already mentioned countless times and I have mentioned it in your other reaction videos but Cemetery Gates is a must reaction.
It's a very personal song for me and many others. Keep doing what you do. I still love the pink cat ear headphones.
Pantera helped me out of a depression. Unscarred by trials
I kind of always looked at it from the perspective of the guy. You introduced me to a new way of listening to this great song. Gotta love how music is so open to interpretation.
Love ya always darlin!❤
For someone so young, you are wise and spot on with this one. Loved it! No pun intended.
This is a surprise!! Looking forward to seeing this! I think suicide note part 1 from Pantera is a must listen.
so glad i found your channel, thankyou xo
Pantera is always a great band. Watch Cemetary Gates, it is the best Song in my opinion.
You are a beautiful lady obviously on the outside but you are even more on the inside. I love your vibe Amanda. Thanks for doing what you do. I have had my challenges and you are a positive thing for me and many others. Much love❤
My Friend for over 16 Years took her life this morning, just a few hours after we texted. I got the Info a few hour ago and miss her so much... Thank you for your work and still being here!
I am so sorry for your loss and that she lost her battle. Please know that beneath the pain, she knew you cared. Hold space for whatever emotions come, find productive ways to navigate those emotions and take every opportunity to share her love with the world 💗
That solo is soo emotional the guitar seems to cry ! A simplistic beauty in the musicianship! Dime could pull emotions out of a guitar like very few no matter what genre of music!
I miss y’all Dime and Vin. I can’t wait to jam with y’all in the great beyond,
Tomorrow will be two months since I made sweet, sweet, mad love to your channel, and of course, I don't regret it one bit. Thanks for being a part of my life. Love your soul. Your friend Raven, aka Mike,😊
I'm glad there was no walk of shame after!
Love this channel. I can say as a metal fan your mental health is expanded and resilient. We need metal to have balance in this world.
So many of your thoughts and words resonate with me. It's been 8 years since and i realize i still have to remember. For my daughters. For my ex wife. To forget is to relive and i refuse to go back there. Everything is good now but all it takes is to let ones self to slip back. Always talk, always listen and accept. Never deny. It's not always easy but it's what is right and healthy.
pantera forever n this reaction is beyond awesome u r amazing webster...
Thank You James!!! Great request!
This music got me through a lot of shit, you're right, it's comforting
Their song(s) suicide note part 1&2 speak more on the thought of suicide. At around the time the song/album came out he overdosed on heroin, part 1 is more about the thought and part 2 is about the action
This is the best video that you did because you didn't break it up every 2 seconds to talk about it you actually let the song play and then you gave your reaction after it again I think you're beautiful love you videos love you reactions and you're not a burden on anybody like I said in the last video when you were talking about that just wanted to let you know this was the best video that you've done because you finally shut up till the end of the video
Yessssssss yay awesome. Thank you very much for finally doing Pantera. Dimebag Darrell is my guitar idol. Rest in peace Dimebag Darrell Lance Abbott and Vinny Paul Abbott AKA the Abbott brothers AKA thunder and lightning. You'll always be missed brothers.
This is a really interesting reaction because it show a lot of what I consider to be the core focus of the song, but also a lot of what seems to be your personal history and how it affects your hearing of the song. And, it's all good and it's all valid. For what it's worth - I think the guitarist has a way of elevating himself beyond his environment and the song, and he manages to write some of the most beautiful melodies in his solos that transcend the long hair and the goatee and the heavy metal .... and he just delivers.
Hope you enjoyed 1 of the best bands to ever grace the planet! The musicianship involved here is just amazing. When you want to have time, watch their live in Moscow performance of the song, Domination.
the art of shredding by pantera is another classic
Pantera made many songs about mental health and dark emotions. (Rest in peace my brothers).After more doses of Pantera, I suggest you check out The Outsider by A Perfect Circle. Keep up the good work.
Thank you for doing Pantera its my favorite metal band. Your will always be a beautiful person with a big caring heart for other and a caring for yourself.
I love how you can feel the emotions come through in a certain songs. You have a very open mind and not very many people have that. Alot of people don't open themselves up to hear and pain and sadness in songs and I thank you for that. Thank you for having a beautiful soul and caring heart. Much Love.
RIP Dimebag Darrell! One of my musical inspirations.
Great choice Amanda. I do love some Pantera. 🤘🏻🤘🏻🤘🏻🤘🏻
Saw these guys in Witchita during the Far Beyond Driven tour. Amazing show. Phil is never really in the conversation for great vocalists but his vocal talent and range was incredible. The demise of Pantera is a tragedy.
As always thanks for keeping the mental health conversation going. A great song you need to check out by Pantera is "Walk". I gaurante when you listen to it you'll go "that's this song?!" Amazing song to just let out all the hate nd anger.
My sons mother was pregnant while I was in high school. This album came out back then. This was my message to her
I just stumbled onto your channel. I was scrolling to see if you had reacted, but in college back when I had hit a rough patch and thought it was all caving in Peter Gabriel’s - Don’t Give Up was my go to, if you haven’t heard it before. Still makes me get a lump and tear up when I hear it.
Pantera spoke to everything I felt as a teen in the 90’s. Favorite band ever.
You are beautiful Amanda, just had to tell ya that first. Pantera is one of my all time favorites. I was lucky enough to see them live in 1994
The song reminds me of our wedding preparations. I found this in a playlist of songs for a wedding. The playlist creator probably only looked at the title. 😄
been a long time since i listened to metal, but its fun to watch people freak out hearing it.
Nice cans!! Those headphones are huge 💕
You are absolutely stunning Amanda.
This gal looked shook the first time Phil jumped into the “angry love” scream verse! Phil just knows how to woo the ladies!🤘🏽😘
I love this reaction to hearing PANTERA for the first time
That song is about a guy taking a "working" girl off the streets. She went back to the "job", after he said he would take her out of that life, she couldn't quit. So, you keep that love.
I love seeing everyone all people from different cultures reaction to my hometown band PANTERA
you spread a good message and are absolutely gorgeous keep going strong
You paused it before all of the amazing transitions!!! I hope you listen to it again all the way through by yourself to really appreciate the ridiculous angst that comes through!!!
First time here and I feel impressed (to a degree) with your references to childhood trauma in current relationships as well as manipulation in relationships! In particular, manipulation for familiarity. I’ve been working on healing all of this (childhood trauma and even realizing as an ex-codependent, how I manipulated) for a few years. Hard work, but worth it!
That’s what’s so amazing about heavy metal. The music is meant to speak to everyone because no matter who you are we all struggle in life, but understand one thing you’re not the first and you won’t be the last but you’re never alone. There’s always someone who share’s your pain and the music speaks to that.
Hey beautiful it's always a treat to come across your videos I been having a really hard time and lost I'm trying to stay sober I just don't remember why and I keep thinking that I was happier not sober which is a lie of course I'm lost and a mess.
I highly suggest the book Freedom From Addiction by Deepak Chopra. I am not a big fan of him usually, but this book offers exceptional support and insights for sticking with it!
My first concert was Pantera and type o negative back in 95. Great show! Dime is my hero! BTW, you are absolutely gorgeous! Just saying. I've had to deal with a lot of mental health issues and some were caused by physical problems. Like my wife of 22 years leaving me for another man while I was in the hospital having my leg amputated. For thr first time in my life I was completely alone and by myself learning to adapt to life with one leg. Music, especially metal, has gotten me thru so much shit. From that and my mom's passing to having to learn how to adjust to single life with one leg and not being able to work anymore. Keep things going, you're appreciated! A song that did get me thru some tough times was a song by Pantera called suicide note part 1
Wow, what a wonderful survival story! I am so proud of you for fighting and overcoming so much!
This was one of my favorite songs when it came out... I listen to everything now thoug... "All the heavens, all the hells and all the gods are within you"...
My fav Pantera song. Cool!
One of my favorite bands. Great choice.
I love the angry music and the power - because it helps my depression and anxiety and also my heavy metal guitar playing
Hello Amanda, Awesome 2022 to you, and also to all people. About mental health and Metal, it’s very interesting to see how many people Metal have saved from a lot of bad stuff, people that don’t like metal, don’t understand how the agression of the music , satisfies the reptilian violent part we have in us and therefore less people are harmed, us and others. I’ve been making this sort of survey, a qualitative I would say and the huge majority of the people that like metal have suffered a lot in their youth. This is also one of the reasons the metal community is one of the most prevalent even when people are older. As we say, we stand together ! All the best to you all! If you like that stuff would be funny for you to investigate a little about it, and I guess you will be super surprised with the results.
Texas Metal!!! 🤘🤘🤘My band covered this song. It’s a blast to play. Metal is a huge outlet for males that don’t have anywhere else to go. This music is our pink ribbon. Keep jamming in the great beyond Dime and Vin. I miss you guys. I can’t wait to join y’all after I die.
Been following for ages, and I always get a kick out of the reactions :)
Pantera, Metallica, Megadeth literally saved my life, along with other metal bands.
It's the best release hearing angry heavy music. It turns something destructive, in my case, thoughts of ending it, into determination to give the finger and carry on.
Much love Amanda, please keep up your vids :)