Sad Piano - Trauma
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- Опубликовано: 1 дек 2018
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There the little cubone stood in the dark, alone. The silent rain poured down heavily like it was a manifestation of his inner emptiness. The cold wind hugged his skin, he invited the cold and wet discomfort, yet he felt none of that as the absence of his mother weighted more heavily then anything nature could throw at him. What point was there in moving on? His tears flowed down his cheeks, and only one thought came to mind. "I shall wait for you here,
until the rain stops
until the stars in the night sky disappear
until my bones become dust, and we shall be reunited again"
"I love you mother...always".
Fromage AMV
Beautiful🖤
@@NA-lx2kn thank you :)
This moved me a lot. :")
This is so *_sniff_* beautiful. *_blows nose_*
@@thatguitardude4307 glad you like it :)
Hi Lucas King. I haven't subscribed to your RUclips channel, as I avoid it a lot of the time(will change that after writing this). Not because I dislike your music, or who you may be as a person. But because your music has such an authentic, powerful effect on me, and I feel literally every single ounce of emotion you put into your works of art. I can't fully take it because it's just that intense, and I feel emotions very very deeply.
This piece strikes a chord(heh) with me. I like to hope and think and feel that you haven't gone through the feelings I know absolutely have in your pieces. And I know all of what you do it what seems to be for yourself, and releasing it on RUclips seems to he a hope and ways hoping you help people. And you do, so profoundly so, and so powerfully so, I have to avoid it. Because I'm forced to be honest with the deepest, darkest feelings I have inside.
I don't know, and maybe all of your subscribers may not know who you are, where you're from or your history. If you're religious, have a family, have a second career ect; but from the deepest, parts of myself. I hope that, even though I only know you from short pieces of music, that you are doing okay. Not in a financial sense, or external sense. But in a spiritual, and emotional and mental and introspective sense. I genuinely hope you find healing and peace in your life (if you do not have it). Because someone as talented, and as a beautiful soul as you deserves it.
I know the probability of you seeing this is almost none, but I hope those who have the time to read this, feel the same way. I love your music.
Thanks for the comment Jon I really appreciate it. Unfortunately I'm struggling with mental illness at the moment. I'm happy that you like my music.
Lucas King Then see your fans as your remedy. See music as your remedy because your music is my remedy too. It guided me through my depression and self hatred because of my ADHD but now I overcame my depression. I overcame my suicide thoughts and learned to love myself. I hope you will too one day because you really are an amazing person, Lucas. Keep that in mind and smile sometimes. Smile while looking in the mirror and say "You know what Lucas, you are doing well. You help other through your art. You deserve to be happy so I want to buy you something you like!" Keep fighting, we will support you!! 🙏🏼❤️
Making Dark music ain't gonna cheer you up buddy. Unless that is the only way to express yourself?
At a very early time a poor child lost his mother. And all that remained was her skull. He took this last remnance of her and kept it close. And wore it as he romed through life. It was comforting and yet it sometimes cogured back his trauma. A trauma so great that he would never take her skull off even if his closest companions begged him to. Because it would always remain as a part of him deep down.
Word of advice: don’t read a book on trauma as you are exploring and uncovering your childhood trauma
Why?
I thin they either mean one that has trauma in it, rather than an educational one thats made to help people understand it. (So it's more like, "a word of advice: don't read books with trauma in it if you're uncovering childhood trauma ") id honestly suggest reading educational books on trauma if you were abused
I guess you're right I've been there until now it is in me my Hatred, Shame, Alone you kno what it feels like?
@@nightcollapse Do you have any suggestions? I'm struggling with memories of the past atm
@@somerandomskywalker9854 I haven't read it myself but I've heard good things about the body keeps score by Bessel Van Der Kolk.. good luck with ur healing ^^
I've survived 8 traumatic experiences. I don't know how to describe how it feels because I don't have the words for it. I have 4 other diagnosed but I don't feel comfortable talking about them here. I listen to piano a lot because it helps me to keep calm, I came across your channel when I was at my worst along with many other channels that connect. I've been listening to a lot of Chill Lofi beats and Piano recently to keep myself from flipping out. I find the music beautiful and soothing to listen to, there's other channels I like one in certain is a band called Citizen Soldier and they connect like no therapist ever could. Back to this channel, I discovered you when I was at my worst and I love the sound of your piano music. Usually the Dark and Sad piano music and this did strike a cord with me a little. I'll be subscribing after this comment with notifications on so I can stay updated on your music.
Take care of yourself, whoever is reading this. Stay strong in this cruel, uncaring, unfair world.
I hope you're fine and recovering 😊
@vastolorde313 I've come a long way from then. Looking back at this, reminds me of my inner darkness. I've managed over that time, and healed a lot, but not fully.
@@Azeas1993 I dont know what you've been going through but let me tell you that we're often stronger than we think but sadly suffering is part of the process and some people just cant endure and we can't blame them.
Anyway peace on you
@vastolorde313 I've discovered I'm a lot stronger than I think. I found that out after 2019, when I fell apart and survived.
Imagine being the cause of the death of your mother and wear her skull to hide your guilt
**Trauma: a suicide story**
The feeling of pain
The feeling of fear
The feeling of falling
And never reaching the end,
I'm still falling
I'm still here
I'm still alive
I have no fear..
I allow death to take my soul
In trauma of death isn't it all obvious....death
Isn't what I wanna fear....
I don't feel
I don't think
I don't know
When it will end
Still falling
Still fearing
Still crying
Because I never felt good enough for you
Enough to breath
Enough to live....
But
I'm still falling
And I don't know when I will hit the ground....
**Thanks for reading**
(Don't take this to seriously if anyone is suffering with depression please tell your family, therapist, or doctor)
Did you made this?
@@ju4nch1s_51
Yes
@@ju4nch1s_51
I'm going through something...I would like to keep secret
But I made a thing, story or whatever that can suit the song, theme ya know.
@Natacha D
💪 Stay strong💪
⭐Stay Amazing ⭐
Is difficult to go through depression when no one believes u... Everyone thnk that ur just sad... I'd like to have someone to my side... This world can be really cold sometimes
The thought
the dark
it knocks at my mind's
door
"Can I come in?"
It begs
and pleads
but I flip the lock
shut it out
and spiral deeper
deeper
into the false light I create
I open windows at day
shut the blinds at night
keep the lights on
the bulbs ever lit
"What if one goes out?"
asks the dark
My answer?
To cry for days
The dark sits
on my back porch step
waiting
listening
wishing for me to unlock
the door
"I will heal you"
says the dark
"Just let me in"
"Look at me"
I change the bulbs
they keep flickering
the dark wants in
"Let me in"
it cries
But I don't want
to face it,
the dark,
my past
the memories that haunt me
in the night when my bedside lamp dims
when the screams of my past pain
can't be covered up
by the white noise of my busy life
Oh god
the dark
the lights flicker
"what happens when a bulb goes out?"
I ask
panic stricken
mind racing
flicker
flicker
"What if they all do?"
replies the dark
Lol
wow great poem
I wanna Dark version😍🖤🖤
Three people were moved by the music so much they missed the like button
three more.........its too emotional
This song is nice. It helps me get out my feelings.
21 had tears in their eyes, they must've if they disliked this
Disliked it just for you fool
Reminds me of Moonlight Night from Death Parade *• so tragically beautiful •*
I just finished lavender town on let's go Pikachu and this pops up in my notifications, great I didn't need to sleep tonight anyway ;p
The warm feeking of the sun as it shined proudly outside..
But all I feel is the embrace of nothing but loneliness..
I feel it in my bones, My flesh, and in my soul..
I don't understand myself as I looked in the mirror.
"Who are you?" I asked myself.
"Why am I here?" Asked again.
"Sweety mommy is here" suddenly strucked by a warm and magnetic voice I turned around.
All I can see is a woman with blond hair as her beautiful and lively eyes starred into my soul.
Even I don't know why but all I did was look at her and silently cry out of desbelief.
My heart feels warm as i looked at her
I came to hug her but to a sudden shock.
*CRACK*
Ahh..
I-I feel it again.. the sudden darkness that pulls my legs into the void of the endless abyys.
I feel my throat clutch as my heart begin to pound rapidly..
I feel my fall once again..
"Sweety.. s-stay here okay? D-Don't ever come out.." Flashing images like a film started in my head over and over again..
"Okay mommy"
*CRACK*
"There she is!"
"N-NO"
...
..
"NOOOOOOOOOOO!!! AHHHHH!!!"
"Donna! Donna! Look at me! Look at me! You are safe okay?! Noone.. noone is here to get you!!"
"D-Dad?"
I quivered in fear.
A Childs Trauma: What Happened to The Good Times?
An innocent child, joyful and happy. Unaware of the horrors of the world, he roamed free and friendly. But alas, the innocent babe came to a cruel realization at an early state. The world was no longer a colorful and bright fantasy, but instead the blank and gloomy reality. He walked along, living his life with the things he'd seen. He had seen so much, death, destruction, pain, and sadness. But he lived, despite everything, he kept his head high with a smile on his face. He did this for his family and friends, for seeing them hurt, pained him more than his own trauma. He still goes on to this day, dealing with the cruelties he endures every day. He wishes he could go back to the way things were. When the world wasn't in the state it is. So, he can finally....be a kid again. He may still be young, but he is no longer the innocent little boy he used to be.
(If you're reading this than you probably read my story......thank you.)
La tua musica è unica e inimitabile grazie😭💓
Lucas, thank you! Like seriously! Your beautiful musical talent is something I love to hear each day!
I have never opened a notification from you as fast as now :)
So beautiful Lucas. You should totally do more stuff like this.
Ufff, comencé escuchando "Hate" Y Ahora que escucho más de tus músicas simplemente digo que eres increíble, no creí que iba a encontrar un compositor en RUclips que vaya tanto con mi estilo musical en piano, sigue así, haces un hermoso trabajo
Yo empece igual bro!!!
You never cease to amaze me.
Another masterpiece from the king. Seriously dude, you're absolutely amazing.
Beautiful as always. I'm going through a bit of stress and doubt lately, but I am glad to see that your music can still help me calm down like it did before.
Again one hell of a good music. I love it, just keep the beautiful and amazing work you do, it's just perfect !
I've loved your music since I was in school and I still do, beautiful work.
Amazing as always, the second I saw the notification pop up I instantly felt a sensation of happiness and it only grows as I listen to the song. =)
Nice composition, the melody on the piano is very touching and sad !
This is really good one Lucas!! Great!
Beautiful melody 😍😍😍
Simplemente me encantó, como siempre 💖💖💖😍
Pure masterpiece!
So much emotion in this Music...
Beautiful🖤
Eccelente musica relajante y bueno para estar estudiando gracias .
Beautiful
Damn, this took me back to my childhood. Amazing melody.
I like these songs where each note has its own character. Depression runs in my family but the main activator is trauma of passed experiences weather it's with parents/family, or friends. The abuse we run though is unforgettable. it IS forgivable, yes, but not forgettable. Though my trauma and depression, I learned patience. But from patience comes being used by others because they see that you're okay with their crap. Which is annoying and angering, so set your boundaries until you can work them out little by little
I love your music. Whatever shitty mood I'm in, it always calms me down and makes me feel better. ♥
Beautiful ❤
Just... beautiful
Lucas i hope you know we adore you and hope youre well. Please be safe and try to make the most of life. We are here for you always. Even if youre in a good place now. When youre down need only look through these comments. We are here forever.
Beautiful!
Beautiful music as usual my good sir, keep it up :)
I like this song. It helps me get out my feelings.
Actually, it did speak with my soul. the piano was just singing a hysterical story to my ears..
Very beautiful music
I love it so much
I haven’t cried in a while......thank you
It's so beautiful, so sad...
Incrível
A Marowak walks through the barren wasteland that was once his home. The skies have turned black, the clouds have turned grey. He sees his mother run up to him and give him a big, warm hug.
Marowak has traveled the entire world. He’s traveled to every corner of the United States. Down to Mexico and South America, all the way to Canada. Yet, he isn’t able to find any Cubones or Marowaks, or barely even any Pokémon. How much he would like to hear something, anything. For how long he has taken noises for granted. What he’d give to hear noises, or other voices.
But it was all part of his imagination. But the heat from her, it’s still there, burning in his chest. Then he grabs at it.
He was left to himself. Marowak is the strongest Pokémon in his family. Now, with almost every Pokémon gone, Marowak is the only Pokémon in his family, and he feels...cold.
But his relatives before him were eventually shown mercy and now, he is getting that same mercy. He walks away in the rain, seeing all his friends and relatives. Everyone that he thought he’d never see again. He knows this is just another trick of his imagination. But he wants to believe, he wants to go somewhere where there’s peace.
With a scream, Marowak was gone.
*The End*
❤ best. LucasKing! 👤
beautiful🍀
Cool!!
I'm reading Fire and Blood (Fuoco e Sangue in my language) now. Your music is perfect for this porpuse
Is that the new George R R Martin book?
@@LucasKingPiano YESS
Is it any good?
@@LucasKingPiano I - LOVE - IT!!!!!!😊
I imagined something more... like... well I imagined more uses of silence ( which is important in music ) and something even softer, but it's a great piece on itself anyway
They killed them all. My entire unit. They blasted them with some kind of anti proton beam, and they're disinterested immediately. I can still remember thier screams. I ran. Ran as fast as I could, dodging every beam of pure destruction. But nothing will erase the face and scream of my unit's last moments from my face. It will never be the same again.
very nice
"The present moment is all we ever have and its a gift. That's why its called the present. 😃"
[Eye roll]
"Guess I just forgot to open it. Also, seems a bit small and lightweight and makes no sound when you shake it so..."
Exactly how i feel
You’re amazing! How do you make new pieces so often?
"everything I touch is mine"
*see
Gracias🖤
Yeah I've missed you.
I was okay until I realized that was Cubone (my favorite pokemon). Damn it.
Reminds me a little bit of "Child of Light" soundtrack by "Cœur de pirate" - "Leave your Castle", for example.
Saludos: 👾el traumático amigo, con el cual compartiste todo se va a descansar al cielo se lleva todo lo que no te pudo explicar, sus recuerdos, historias, tristezas convertidas en traumas por no saber llevarlas para convertirlas en soluciones o aceptarlas como parte de la vida.🤗🎹🎹🎼🎤🎵♩🎹🎹
You okay Lucas?
Not really but I think I will be soon
That's good, you've been one of my favorite composers on RUclips for a while now. Love all of your work!
@@LucasKingPiano Lucas, we are here for you, I'm glad I found you, it was for some reason or other! Please reach out to Psych2go! I truly feel that your music is beyond beautiful and it can even help people there! They do have email also btw, but even the stsff, the info, and everyone in the community helps each other. You don't have to let them know I'd mentioned it, but somehow both your channel and their's was right there out of nowhere, and you have both helped me more than you know!!!
Honestly, I would love to see a vid of you playing! Heck, even if it's composing via PC! But I do know that two coincidences in the short time between each, that has a higher purpose. I actually was self taught a long time ago, and I haven't played in years sadly, but I would love to once again! Maybe someday when I'm better, I hope. But it would be extremely sad and painful, at the start at the least. I lost my child. Two now sadly, so yeah, it'd be dark and painful obviously, but I nearly died a few weeks ago. It's painful as heck and it hurts! Trying to come back is a very difficult and painful struggle and aside from all the pain, eell, youtube and some app games is all I do, all I actually have the energy to do, then it's so much sleep it's horrible!
But please Lucas, know that your Community and the one at Psych2go is ALWAYS here for YOU! We DO care!!!!!!!!!!
@@teddybearterminator884 Same! I mean, there's like Lindsay Stirling, which my mom played Violin when I was very little but for me, it's Piano. It can and does make me feel so very many emotions, and that makes me human! I am beyond thankful to have found Lucas' beauty for a reason I think I already know- to feel more than the horrible emotions I have the past 4 years.
@@LucasKingPiano That sentence hit me as hard as your music does.
Do You Have a Place to Buy Your Music!!?? Everything I have Heard is PHENOMENAL!
I very like it, es que t'es musique sont libre de droit ?
Trauma. A pain that will never stop
I m a "Trauma"!!😊Very Very beautiful👏👏👏👏👏💕💕💕💕
Emotional trauma fucks you up. Especially when you were abused for about a decade by your sister.
Me encanto esta pista :V
So saad💔
I miss you, mother...
got myself lotta depression in me,
poison till my trauma tell me to dip,
Liquor had gotten the best of me I'm bout to pull this knife off of my hip,
Cut up a bitch,
losing my temper my grip,
feel like I'm slippin down slow,
6 fucking years I was homeless,
Found a good person who helped me before,
On the ground he was stuck frozen,
Grabin em shakin em wakin em,
layin facedown,
Maybe he drank too much and Is passed out,
Turning em over to see if he breathin,
The skin on his cheek,
Peeled like an orange,
Shook as fuck backed away quezzy,
You could say I gotta story,
Yall never be able to understand me
Tribulized trials I already faced,
Had some shit happen to me as a kid,
Understand nothing about it,
The devil himself
Started this beef,
Slitting his throat,
cutting him up
Wrap him in sheets,
Dump him below,
Drift off to sleep,
Or I'll just put down my pride
Ill bite down the bullet look death in the eyes
Great my old friend,
My coffin I'll rest,
A note is what's left
Sorry I left
♥
Congrats! But I just felt it expresses the feeling of learned helplessness after the traume gives you depression. I expected it to be louder and express the moment of the trauma itself.
Trauma is the purpose we live to experince pain and to suffer so that once we go the beyond we stay their for the rest of eternity
Have you ever considered doing backing tracks for gothic metal?
Mano eu chorei vey
Hey, you wouldn’t mind if I used this for an animation I’m making, would you?
I remember everything.....and now i must live with my memories. These thoughts are apart of my life. And now i must try to forget them.... Forget what happened...but its so hard to forget things so cruel...so wrong.
(I made a little story to suit the song)
Amazing, no pitiful comments yet !
So deep...
This is no copyright?please answer me
Trauma isn't just a quick surgery and it's gone its staying with you for the rest of your life but it can be healed so
Playing Battlefield 1 and saw this. Wonderful
Gracias Rey Triste..
i remember when his mom died in the pokemon red and blue episodes.. i nearly cried
Why did you choose cubone for this song?
cubone cyute sad boi
his poor mama dead on the road umu
also they probably chose cubone because his mother died at birth, wearing her skull to keep her close
sorry i can't speak correctly rn been reading too much of these comment pfff
It’s a marowak, she died and became a ghost in the first Pokemon game.
Where are you frome?
Make one with the word torture and/or tortured soul
I'm studying Psychologie and I'm working on Resilience and Traumatic event ahah
💔
grandeza para cubone
This song is perfect for Batman issue #61
O good Horatio, what a wounded name! Things standing thus unknown, shall live behind me.
If thou didst ever hold me in thy heart, absent thee from felicity awhile, and in this harsh world draw thy breath in pain to tell my story.
Can you send me the sheet?
Tragrosso. gosh, ich mag dieses Pokemon
Sounds a lot like Moonlit Night, from Death Parade. Inspiration?
Okay so it wasn't just me
Here too... we are legends guys :p ♥
Why so serious Lucas?