Peacock Affect - Who Cares If You Exist
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- Опубликовано: 5 окт 2024
- Adding up all the pain
Left in your brain
It's just another black day
Sat indoors
Feeling alone and full of decay
Some skanky alchy'
Looking at me in an understanding way
Friends don't exist
Friends don't exist
No one's going to give you a kiss
Who cares if you exist?
Friends don't exist
When you're home alone
You may as well be asleep for the week
I'm so weak
But some how I exist
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Видеоклипы
Here's a live session of me performing this song ~
ruclips.net/video/Gpfdu8xwOTk/видео.html
Just found your music and I love it
Fantastic work my friend (no pun intended)
Thank you for making music! It makes the world a slightly better place
Wow you're underratted so much
Are you on Spotify. Cause I'm about to buy all your shit
This is probably the most honest song I've ever heard in my life.
true brother you heard about danny brown with his deal with addias and ultraboosts i dont care if peacock affect uses A U T H E N T I C V I E W S . C O M to get likes theyre very unoique artists
Viratx Doodle Absolutely
so f'n tru :(
Yeah, but to be honest I would rather have the truth told then a lie.
@@koolbeenz8474 if it wasnt famous even by fakes we would've never found it im glad they did idc
That picture fits perfectly..
So darn sad..
How it's just the kid from homealone
Zik Furys I know, that's the thing. We remember him from being all fun and silly; But in real life he looks so sad.. Almost depressed.
It's just a picture, just one single moment, so he could also just be really tired.
But still.. It feels like he is depressed like this..
See what I mean?
+Joshualacruz Ye he kinda looks like he's crying
+Joshualacruz Ye he kinda looks like he's crying
Zik Furys Exactly.
Please dont stop. Youre are my new favorite little artist, and I want to be the guy that says , "I listened to Peacock Affect when he he only had 30,000 fans," as you play on my television
Same here. I fucking love it, so melodic and chill
brandon lever a.k.a a hipster c:
ME TOO, i love this dude!
brandon lever Only? 30,000 is a big number.
***** compared to any mainstream asstwat it's very little! Actually, I want him to be successful in the underground... I like to have him only to myself and share only with close friends xD
FatPaws Fox Bleh. I really don't care.
Brings me back to 2020 when I first heard this
same here
If we feel so lonely why don't we start to talk to each other? Are we too afraid of rejection or pain that someone might one day bring to us?
It sucks but it isn't the end of the world
There is this thing called "ego" that makes us way too proud for talking
+gabriel almeida faz sentido
we don't talk to each other 'cuz people think their cellphones can do it for them!!!
Maybe because we were betrayed and we don't want it happening to us again...
Adding up all the pain
Left in your brain
It's just another black day
Sat indoors feeling alone and full of decay
Some skanky alchy'
Is looking at me in an understanding way
Friends don't exist
Friends don't exist
No one's going to give you a kiss
Who cares if you exist
Friends don't exist
When you're sat at home alone
You may as well be asleep for the week
I'm so weak
But somehow I exist
love your Black Pool pfp
"No one's going to give you a kiss. Who cares if you exist? Friends don't exist"
I'm so weak.
But some how I exist
My life
listen to plane jane automobiles-stone
Why should i?
Honestly, she's doing you a massive favour. I checked the song out and its so awesome. Give it a try, it might become a new fave??
Life is sad, no matter what you do, nothing will change that.
Life is sad, embrace it, live with it, deal with, find the happy side
*cough*
life is not sad unless you are.
Friends don't exist. Got me in the feels, got betrayed by a childhood friend who I knew for 19 years. My wife exposed him letting me know he tried to get with her. So long pal
same shit happened to me, except after we broke up she fucked him for days
@@andreiflorean2039 Wow sorry to hear that man. That fuckins sucks, you'll find the right person one day.
@@Sphinx- thanks bro, i m in a better place already, soon graduating med school. Wish u the best!
Down bad
That just means your wife is a good one
Take what you got and run with it
BEAUTIFUL. This right here is the fear and sadness that people want to avoid and shut out in their life. This realization, this fear, this sadness is something that we all feel deep down, but sometimes pretend isn't there. Then "another black day" comes in. Sometimes - like me right now - you feel weak, you feel that no one cares, you feel friendless, you wonder why you even exist. I'm still trying. Please, you, don't stop trying. They say that things will get better and, you know what, they do, they always do. There's always support and love. You just need to go and find it.
Thank you so much.
M.T. B. No, thank you for thanking me. ;)
FemininEm i don't want to be a cloud but some peoples "ends" come tragically "every smile is not the same and every hearts not filled with love"-rwby
cgecko3 True. Some of us are so far gone in this fear and sadness that we can't really live anymore, mentally and/or physically. Things aren't the same because we ourselves aren't quite the same.
Damn that's some deep stuff
Earlier, I was careless about myself. I was trying to be present, trying to solve people's problems... I woke up now and started to take care of myself first. But sometimes I feel selfish.
I felt guilty after hearing this song because I'm so apathetic and far away from people (even my family), that I use to think that I'm careless about people. Trying to make an effort seems to be a fake attitude, such a horrible feeling. I guess I'll have to wait until I'm fine to start caring about people in a truly way.
I'm much better than I was in the last year. Incredible how tinkering with your structure can break a lot of other things.
Read some Ayn Rand and you'll be fine. There's no such thing as true altruism ;)
+Virgilio Marques lovely;) you are right. ;)
Yeah, there's a reason the phrase "no one is perfect" exists, please don't blame yourself for being human
Hell no. Be selfish, Love yourself. It's the only way to have the capacity to do it to others. Put your own interests in front of others. Be selfish.
People always ask me, how do you feel? Why are you so sad? I'm not sad.. I just kinda.. I don't feel anything. I feel empty inside.
I feel the same.
Musics the way out isn't it?
Just for a moment at least. :)
+Steven Diaz yes
Hold on, find something you love to do and do it, i'm in the same emotionally spot as you are, and this helps me a lot, either its reading, playing video games, painting or drawing, keep yourself ocupied with something you have passion for, it helps a lot.
Meh feeling sad feels worse
This song is recommended to me by spotify, I can't explain much but it relaxes me too much, at the same time it reminds me of things from the past, the fusion of the base with the voice is very comfortable :(
The outro nearly brought me to tears. Evokes such nostalgia and melancholy. I really dig this guy's guitar style.
Depression, anxiety and loneliness bought me here. And someone who told me to search this song up.
Same story
I am in the same boat :(
I think we all in the same boat.. Did you notice that we are sinking?
+Alpamun The First (Alperen) sinking right now
+Alpamun The First (Alperen) ya and there's nothing to do about it. Can't stop it, eventually it'll stop and end instantly.
Keep coming back here. This song is absolutely breathtaking
I've listened to 2 or 3 songs before this and I'm beginning to see that you are literally writing songs that describe my life perfectly. its beautiful its sad and its confusing.... but i will gladly call you my favorite artist.
i love your music, and your voice, your music is beautiful, kind of depressive but beautiful, makes you wonder, deep and a lot of people can relate to it, we understand how you feel, George, we are your friends, keep up the good work
"Looking me in an understanding way"
I know that feeling, I've been diagnosed with autism, to tell the truth I hate how people treat me like a pitiful human being, sometimes I want things to do on my own but they will be like "you can't do shit". I hate it and when they look me that way it made me feel like I'm a worthless prick.
Manga Geek #yournotalone
+Aaron Solomon I am with you Manga Geek.
I have autism too and I understand completely how you feel. People thought I wouldn't be able to cope in a normal high school and that I was a "lost cause"... Now I'm in college with high grades and a good future ahead of me. I still have a lot of issues with my autism but I'm continuously dealing with my difficulties and slowly but surely, I'm getting more independent. When I was 14, I could never dream of going on a train by myself but now I can use trains and the London underground trains by myself.
Shannon Briggs good luck to your career :)
I kind of know what you're talking about but I don't have autism so I can't completely understand what you feel like, but what I do know is that some people in this world are horrible. People with autism are smarter than people without it. The world is just taught to think this way, we are uneducated about stuff like this. I'm only 12 and I know about autism. I wish humans weren't taught this way, to hate and not accept people. We just follow what other people do and don't fight and stand up for ourselves. Don't listen to the uneducated people and tell them the truth. Stay strong and do whatever you want.
ive never thought there is a artists like this , who writes very from their souls
Not many left nowadays eh?
Artists like Peacock Affect make me realize so much about life... Sometimes too much.
Haunting music and picture. Thanks for getting me here James Collins
Funny, me too.
Same lolol
same
listen to plane jane automobiles-stone
Luigi K I wonder if he's still commenting.
Talking to someone and being rejected sucks big time especially if you've been trying to build up enough courage to talk to them for a long time (I know I have) but being rejected doesn't mean someone should just give up on life, it should be something you learn from because how are we supposed to become friends / lovers / partners with someone if we can't understand what rejection feels like and just deal with it? it's sort of like expecting to be immune to a very common sickness or disease without first having been exposed to it (even briefly) beforehand. What I'm trying to say is that if you get rejected or hurt for whatever reason that it's not the end of life, there'll be more times that you will get rejected or hurt in the future so why shut down now? not only that but there's so much more people for you to meet who will accept you for who you are, and this is coming from a huge introvert with terrible social skills. So whoever you are reading this right now, don't give up just yet, life gets better when you make it better ^_^
Wow, thank you for the words, i'm also terrible in social skills and these days i was feeling like i'm fucking useless and that i would never find a friend, i do not have a lot of self confidence with myself, so thank you for open my eyes and make me see life again, your words really made me happy :) oh and sorry for my bad english i guess you noticed that
Ewerton yago No problem, you just gotta get out of your comfort zone and just go for it
"Because it's not pain itself that is the problem, that hurts us, but the fear of pain."-Asura
wow thank you for writing this. all my life ive been getting hurt and rejected or just simply lied to which leads to me feeling broken inside and many times contemplating suicide and taking the easy road out
I don't know who you are, but, I LOVE YOU
1:37 gives me chills everytime
Yet I exist....
I'm tired of just existing. I want to live
this is so deep meaning and powerful instrumental that bring me to another world...
This song is my all time favorite its exactly how I've been feeling for years now 💜🎵
"i'm so weak..
but somehow i exist"
I like how the last two lines of lyrics change from "you" to "I". It's like two people are going through the same problems, the same loneliness. And yet through their mutual battle, they are able to bond.
"Because friends don't exist...and yet somehow I exist."
Just my interpretation of it. :)
Ever since all my friends abandoned me or forgotten about me
I have no where to go to,
THIS is the only place I have left😞
I always listen to this song when im exhausted.. it helps me to get through every day, strange as it may sound
Remember to stay strong everyone. Never give up.
Life is but a complex maze weaving around and through itself all the time. Everyone finds their way eventually, it just takes time.
"do not panic, you are dying, do not panic, you are only dying. You are not dead."
This song is a masterpiece. Always there when you need it.
You're music is so beautiful i love all you're songs i hope more ppl discover you're music
I love it. Love love love it! Have you thought about bringing some of these tapes to a record label? There's some serious musical potential in what you got here George.
Thankyou random sound cloud playlist for showing me this gem.
This makes my chest heavy but surrounds me with bliss and I have no idea how.
I legitimately have lost count of how many times ive listened to this
friends don't exist..
+Jess Johnson I haven't had any friends either most of my life... I'll be yours.
+Sherry Hanbury Fucking terrifying
We're all friends that have yet to meet.
be nice
true
I feel so light when I listen to their music, they describe me, is amazing.
Man, this song hit me hard. and the picture too made the lyrics more powerful.
Damn... Such feelings in this music. Damn life sucks
So this is the original sample of the lo fi track by eisu, alone and numb...
yep, it was a remix of this
Weird how understanding beauty like this keeps you going or gives some strange sense of hope in the darkest of times
You deserve more than
I am listening to this music for some 2 hours, really, I cant stop listening to this
Friends and family pass and move along, at the end the person you have as a friend is yourself....
This song reminds me of something my dad said when I was little about artists. "No one cares about you until your dead and others can profit off it"
I need a 10h version of this ! 😍
This song is a pure pain :')
This deserves so much more recognition. Really underrated but really beautiful. 👍🏾
I got chills when your voice dropped
To anyone reading this.. I truely care that you exist and i wish you the happiest of lifes! Love is all around you, open up to it :)
Made me cry.
Thanks.
I say the same for you.
same here :* :) i care
this helps me a lot, thanks my friend :')
Clint Wind thanks Clint... made me smile brother
Yeah thanks for caring
But who cares about your life?
Thanks for caring for mine but maybe someone out there cares about yours
friends do exist, the path of our journey gonna show u the ones, sooner or later.
My dad always sayd to me.. i count my friends with one hand, and not even the 5 fingers of it...
Hope erevyone find true friends on the way.
U got one right here if you need it.
Pura Vida
Sometimes the most “truthful” words are the biggest lies 🖤
Three people are crackheads that live listening to metal throughout their lives.
This...
George. I mean, this ricochets from your channel directly to the depths of my existence. The music is goddamn perfect and makes you wanna go alone to an attic and silently sit for hours and think about life and all people who matter to you.
:')
I thank the comments in the Daughter's playlist for sending me here.
You are my newfound revelation and you will remain forever in our lives.
Nice songs, i can see a past version of me in them. Took me a long time to overcome my depression, but who cares. A few years ago this song would have put me down, now it makes me happy. It's funny how many questions i asked myself and how critical i was about everything. When i left my depression behind, i started to care less about things that i thought would be more important, like questions about social interactions. Perhaps thats in it self is something depressing, but i just don't care anymore about it. I just try to have a good time, while spending this little amount of time i have before i stop to exist.
Loving this, tells a story. Definetly touched a few peoples hearts. Thank you.
Thank you for your existence.
For some reason it became my habbit to come here before the bed and listen to it couple of times and read comments. Hoppefully everything works out for all of you.
Adicionando toda a dor
Deixada na sua mente
É só mais um dia escuro
Sentado dentro de casa
Se sentindo sosinho e cheio de decadência
Alguns malucos
Observando-me de um modo compreensivo
Amigos não existem
Amigos não existem
Ninguem vai te dar um beijo
Quem liga se você existe
Amigos não existem
Quando você esta sosinho em casa
Você pode estar bem dormindo por uma semana
Eu sou muito fraco
Mas de algum modo eu existo
Traduzi isso com ajuda do google, não ficou perfeito mais é alguma coisa
Salve para os BRs :D
its been a long time since I didn't listen to such a beautiful song
I would like to thank all of the people that told me to look you up on all of daughter's videos
beautiful
Everytime I'm sad, i hear this. Helps me let it all out.
Can't describe how deep it is, amazing band!
Wish people would listen to this more
listening this song first time in 2018 in highschool, 6 years later feeling the same, ”friends don't exist”
This is beautifully depressing.Kisses from Brazil.
O/
Such a vibeeeee
esta canción es demasiado hermosa, me trae demasiada tranquilidad uwu
UwU
Your lyrics always match me :(
Love them, though.
Thank you SoundCloud recommendations!!!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️
I think the word is melancholic :) I love this.
tellement de beauté dans cette chanson que ça te heurte directement.
This is amazing. Came here from some Krule vid. think I'll stay for a while
me too. this is awesome
This is does type of songs that make feel some type of way
here we go again
well said alhaleem.
magnificent speech.
I'm so happy he put the LYRICS.
Sad yet beautiful song.
so good
just discovered this and i'm in love
I heard this when it first dropped eight years ago on RUclips and man.. Glad I found it.
This is the first time i have ever listened to the original song, loved it
This is underrated.
beautiful music. beautiful people.
KEEP THOSE KIND OF TRACKS COMING!!!!!
Dont worry my little fellas still listening to this song, we can be lonely together...
Friends do exist.
Although real friends don’t.
Your Melody is amazing
Amazing
If you enjoyed this song of mine, I also recommend this one ~ ruclips.net/video/JcB0dcv-H0k/видео.html
Ah hey man, great song ! Keep it up !
This song really helps. Thanks.
i love you
I'm glad those days of anxiety, loneliness and self hate are getting less and less.
I remember coming here from some Facebook page long ago.. And I remember this song only having two comments.. Funny.. I still feel like this.
I'm gonna miss all of this 💔
appreciate your honesty. ✌
That song made me cry men. Its so beautiful but still so sad.....💔
Insanity and sanity is when happiness feels sad and sadness feels happy
this is vibes