Questioning My Faith

I want to share why after all I have been through...why I still have the faith that I do.
You may not believe in the church that I believe in ‪@churchofjesuschrist‬
I hope, however, you can respect my faith and my conviction in it.
My response to people saying that I am brain washed.
I have been close to God since the very beginning.
I had to find out for myself along the way, after all that has happened to me, if what I believed was actually true.
You can have that relationship with God no matter where you go...however...there is a power in staying on a covenant path.
I've seen what it looks like when people leave the covenant path.
My relationship with God is really what has kept me alive.
I have never attempted suicide or been addicted to any substance.