I HAD to be HOSPITALIZED.. My Life-Threatening Failed Pregnancy
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Thank you for sharing your story and experience.🥰🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼 I had 3 miscarriages (i was sick everyday, in and out of the hospital) all ending in my life saving surgeries over 6 years. I definitely said, "no more," after the 3rd loss💔. I tried one more time (my 4th pregnancy) and I was then 40 yrs old. I was sick everyday, but gave birth to a very healthy baby boy, I was 41 when he was born. He just turned 14 this summer, is almost 6'ft tall and the absolute joy of our lives. Sending so much love, strength and positive energy to you and Pepe. 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼 ❤
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Love and light our friends Eugenia ❤
Sorry for your loss. It’s possible to get pregnant with one tube and ovary. I gave birth to our daughter at 36 with just one tube and ovary. God can do all things.
When your video started, tears already welled up in my eyes. I carefully heard all your words explaining what happened and the steps taken but more importantly I "heard your deep pain". I am so sorry for all that you have just endured. Allow yourself the time you and Pepe need to grieve and mourn the loss of your first child. Know that our loving and merciful Jesus and our Blessed Mother Mary are holding you ever so close to their united Hearts. God draws good from everything He permits to happen even though we do not understand it. Trust Him completely and you will experience His healing touch in your life. This has certainly made a huge impact on your marital relationship for the better and has strengthened even more than before the special bond of love, trust and support you and Pepe share. Thank God you have each other. Please know I will offer special prayers for your complete recovery. God's ways are not our ways and His timing is unique according to His Will. Please continue to rely on Him and await the miracles He has planned for both of you!!! We love you and support you. Kathleen
Eugenia, be encouraged. I know this was extremely difficult for you to share. But we are on God’s time. He who made the universe. It will happen in his time. Be encouraged and know that if it’s meant to be, it will be so. Love you sis and just know that God has you!!!
Sending you and Pepe much love. A very hard experience. My daughter in law was pregnant and staying at our house in Turkey. She passed out and her blood pressure was 75/30 so I knew something was very wrong. We called an ambulance and when they got to the hospital, an hour away, they found she was pregnant with twins and one had made it to the uterus, but the other was ectopic and had ruptured the fallopian tube causing internal bleeding. The doctor said one hour later, we would have lost her, and they operated immediately. Amazingly, the first twin, Esme is now a strong and healthy five year old!
I struggled for 8 years and finally got pregnant at 38 years old and then again 6 months later! Our bodies know what they are doing. I have PCOS with insulin resistance, so too much sugar and cow milk was messing with my hormones had acne, missing periods, and cutting out cow milk and all sugar except for from fruit made my periods stable and routine to the day. I share this to help others who may be in the same realm trying to figure out their bodies. I changed my diet and made sure my sleep was better, letting go of stressful thoughts through guided meditations, and black out curtains I also think helped me heal my body. I did not lose a single pound in order to become pregnant. It took me about 6 months from starting these lifestyle changes to fall pregnant. 2 weeks to see my skin completely clear up after making the diet changes. Took about 4-6 months to notice woah my periods have a pattern, I don’t know if they were ever to have a pattern, I was on birth control from 13-30 years old.
It’s a journey and not an easy one to becoming a mom, sometimes it seems super easy becoming one and the struggle comes after, sometimes it’s the opposite. I wish everyone doing the becoming a parent journey to find peace with their situation and love themselves as they would their own child.
Congratulations on your babies! ❤🎉
I went through this too. I’m so sorry you must go through this devastating disappointment. I wish you a full recovery, joy and success if and when you decide to get pregnant again. Thank you for your bravery. This too will pass. Much love, Lisa.
Lots of us mommas know her pain and your pain all too well and hearing her story makes that ache in the heart return. Have to one day at a time. Not easy but one day at a time. Never goes away fully. The ache always comes back from time to time. ❤ Just like in the beginning. We are forever tied to our children even when we never get to hold and raise them. ❤ It is an ache but to me it's momma's remembering their baby and it is quite a beautiful thing how we still feel the connection, even after many years have passed. We never forget our children ❤
I embrace you with so much love. You seem like a person who silently goes through struggles and hardships and to see you break that pattern makes me cry tears of joy. I offer you an affirmation that helps me so much, " Everything is okay. Everything will always be okay"
You will be ok. Yes I agree . Perfectly said
I lost my baby I was 7 months pregnant.. For a long time I could not understand why this happened. I ate well, I didn't smoke, didn't drink, took my meds and I was 27 years old. I say all this so that you can understand how much I sympathize with you and that I am truly sorry that you had to go thru this. But I can assure you that the pain and saddness lessen over time. And there will be a time when you are ready to try again and before you know it you will be holding a precious little baby in your hands. God is good.I send you lots of hugs and lots of strength.
Eres una mujer muy valiente para contar un testimonio tan grande !!! Dios es grande y por algo pasan las cosas .. hoy no las entendemos y causan mucho dolor !!! te abrazo a la distancia y siento tu pena y angustia .... son un matrimonio hermoso en contacto con la naturaleza y la creación de Dios ... ese bebe anhelado llegará cuando menos lo piensas y esas lágrimas de dolor se transformarán en lágrimas pero de alegría y risas .... Dios al control a pesar de la adversidad... he pasado por tanto en mi vida, lucho diario con una enfermedad autoinmune y sueño con poder ser madre algún día, yo sé que hoy no es el mejor momento, pero sé que Dios tiene planes mejores para mí ...... Fuerza bella y recibe muchos mimos de las personas que más amas .... Cariños por montones !!
So sorry you experienced this. Sending hug, thoughts, prayers and healing. Thank you so much for sharing such a personal and sensitive experience. ❤❤
I got pregnant in 2020. I was also in a lot of pain, so much that I passed out. When i woke up I called an ambulans. They couldn't find the fetus but my blood test showed that I was pregnant. Everyday they took a blood test wich showed that the hCG raised like it should. On the third day they found the fetus and I was rushed to surgery. I had internal bleedings and they removed the fetus and the fallopian tube. I felt unlucky in a way. Ectopic pregnancy happends to 2-3% of all pregnancies.
Two years later, in 2022, I tried to get pregnant again. It worked on the first try. But since it was classified as a high risk pregnancy because of my last pregnancy they took an ultrasound in week 7. It showed that everything was fine and it was twins. But it got worst. I was throwing up at least 20 times per day, 24/7. I lost 10kg. Couldn't drink or eat. I visited the hospital 1-2 times per week to get intravenous drips. Turned out I had Gravidarum Hyperemesis. It happends to less then 1% of all pregnant women. After a couple of months with that I had to make the decision to do an abortion. But since I was in the second trimester I had to take a pill that ended the pregnancy and two days later I came back to the hospital and gave birth to the fetuses. It was identical boys.
BUT, I don't regret anything. It was 100% the right choice. It was a huge wake up call for me.
I know it hurts. But you will get through it, I promise. If you wanna try to get pregnant again, then try :) I know people who had ectopic and got pregnant again with no problems. So focus on healing now and don't give up. No matter what choices you make.
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Eugenia, life is like hills and valleys ups and downs - try your best not to stress too much about this unfortunate mishap. I know you look after yourself pretty well. Just give your body a break to recover properly and try again once you finish the house perhaps. Take it easy my dear. All the blessings
I’m so sorry you went through this. It’s traumatic and scary. My first baby was still born at 20 weeks, then I had my first living child. 10 years and 6 losses later I had my miracle baby. I was 37. She was well worth the heartbreak and suffering I endured. I’m hoping you get your blessing, never ever give up hope if it’s something you want 🙏🏻
Well said! I went through 2 miscarriages before having my last daughter at 37. She is 22 now. Namaste' for all those who have experienced the same as we have.
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I am so sorry that you have been through this medical trauma. I was 34 when I had my last child. I was high risk and had 3 miscarriages before I got pregnant with my last child. I hope that you will heal physically and mentally when you are ready. And I think that there is a little one who will come into your lives soon.
It's heartbreaking. I'm so sorry for your loss. Sending love to your family 💔
My first pregnancy was also ectopic. My tube was ruptured and I bled internally for multiple days leading to an emergency salpingectomy and two blood transfusions. I appreciate you sharing your story. I now have 3 wonderful kids (with a regular miscarriage in the middle). All with my right tube, we joke "good 'ole righty". I am glad you did not have to go the invasive route and are home resting and recovering. I hope your bravery sharing leads to more vulnerability and openness about miscarriages for both mothers and fathers. I honestly believe it was harder on my husband watching me in the ER while I faded away waiting to be attended, the surgeon finally running me to the OR and seeing my clothes cut off my body for surgery and then waiting for hours during the surgery. I hope for less shame and more sharing these experiences!
I’m so sorry for what you went through; it sounds very scary. I lost 2 babies by miscarriage before my first baby.
Thank you so much for sharing and your vulnerability, I am healing from pregnancy loss as well. Your videos have been a soothing remedy to a hard year and I am inspired by your art and all that you share with the world. This video has made me feel even more connected to what you offer and a reminder that behind the scenes of social media, as beautiful as it is, we are all facing challenges. You're not alone and you're loved 🩵🙏🏼🪽 May you have a peaceful recovery on every level dear one.
So very sorry to hear that this happened to you. Thank you for your bravery in sharing, it must have been hard. And yes, this will help others who may go through something similar - so this is very helpful. Wishing you a quick recovery and a very happy and healthy future.
Gracias por abrir tu corazón, te acompaño en tu dolor.
Gracias por estar triste, por permitirte exteriorizar y no acumular y hacerte más daño.
Te has hecho una mujer RESILIENTE que cuando cree que no puede, puede.
Este año casi pierdo la vida por un Acretismo Placentario pero aquí estoy y sé lo que sentis en un punto, porque antes de que mi bebé naciera hace solo 3 meses, a mis 46 años, por embarazo natural, tuve 3 pérdidas y el dolor es inexplicable.
Dios quiera llegue la esperanza y tengas tus momentos de llorar, procesar y volverte a ilusionar...
Que nada de lo que te escribamos te lastime.
Tenes un corazón hermoso y lleno de amor para dar❤
"No es nuestra identidad, un estado de nuestras vidas".
Siéntanse amados, acompañados y ya guardo silencio para respetar esta dura situación.
Abrazos desde aquí.
So sorry for your loss, may God comfort you and Pepe during this difficult time. You are being lifted up in prayer 🙏
Thank you for sharing know that your strength is shining through and remember you don’t have to be strong all the time ❤sending love and hugs
Oh sweet girl, when I was your age, I went through some similar struggles. Just know that this time will pass, you WILL heal! You are smart and know what to do…take some time, rest and reflect. I had my one and only when I was 39. She is going to be 21 in January. Stay positive - there is light at the end of this story ❤️
It is a horrible thing to go through and good for you trying to help others. It's a very sad thing to go through. I understand and have been there I'm sorry you will be ok xx
My deep condolences and my prayers are with you and Pepe❤❤❤❤
You are so strong Eugenia and I'm sure that speaking about this will help so many people. I hope your pain and sadness will begin to ease as each day passes but I know this will be a very difficult time.
My sister had this and a similar outcome. Bless you for sharing all this and hope it helps others. Hope all works out for the best in your futures. Love, Ian from Blackpool
I'm so sorry this happened to you, and I hope you can take some time to rest and recover. Thank you for sharing.
This breaks my heart. I was in a car accident and lost my first baby and when we were clear to try again, I lost my second child. Of course I was scared that I had been permanently damaged and would be unable to have children. But don’t give up, I had 2 beautiful heathy daughters after that with no complications. It does get better but you never forget. Sending you all the love and good thoughts.
I am going on this painful situation these autumn💔
I am sending you hugs and my support🫂❤️🩹
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Thank you for sharing this painful experience with us. Sending you love. ❤
Dear Eugenia, thank you for having the courage to share your story. In difficult times turn inside to your beautiful heart and soul and you will find the strength and courage to deal with this situation. Trust that everything will be ok. Wishing and sending you lots of love.
9:40 "Release Form". 💜🙏🏾
Thanks for sharing, Eugenia. I'm so sorry for your loss and will pray the God of Heaven shows you His comfort. As the Bible says, He is "the God of all comfort". I understand your pain and cry as I type this. After 9 years of infertility I finally got pregnant and was in complete disbelief when we couldn't find a heart beat....😢
I have had two more miscarraiges since, but I also am a happy mother to four beautiful children that I was so blessed to carry and birth (the last one at age 39) Take heart. ❤
I also went through this. I understand how complicated the thoughts and feelings are. Sending you so much love and well wishes as you take your time to heal.
You are important to me too, Eugenia. I’m so sad for you too. But I just know you and Pepe would make such wonderful parents. I wish you both much love and nurturance. Thank you for sharing such a difficult time. We all love you both so much. Rest.
So sorry for your loss and sorry for you having to go through that. My daughter just experienced an ectopic pregnancy a few months back and it was one of the scariest things that I and she have dealt with. Thank goodness we caught it in time and she is doing well. I also had a friend who went through it and lost one tube and some years later she ended up pregnant with twins. They were born healthy and she is fine as well. They are around 15 years old now. Wish you and Pepe the best of everything.
I’m so sad to hear about this. Sending you so much love Eugenia xxx
❤❤❤❤ sending you all the strength ❤️ the hurt doesn’t go away fast enough, but I hope you know it will ❤️
I lost a baby at 13 weeks pregnant. I’m so sorry you and Pepe had to go through this. My heart breaks for you both. You are so strong and much stronger than you ever thought you could be! My belief is that God has a plan for each and every one of us. I know he has a plan for you and Pepe too! Please don’t let this stop you from becoming a mom again if that’s what you two decide. You are an inspiration to me and many other people. Thank you for sharing this because it definitely can help others know they are not the only ones these things can happen to. ❤
I am so sorry Eugenia. I understand your emotional pain. I lost 2 babies before I was able to have my baby. I am sending hugs and healing thoughts to you❤️
Thank you for sharing and I’m so sorry you experienced this 😞 I can so relate to this and I promise it gets better! ❤❤❤
So sorry to hear about your situation guys! We are sending light and love to you and we hope that you get better and heal up well. I'm glad that Pepe was there with you. Thank the universe!
So sorry , i have been through the same situation i have had two eptopic pregnancys, i had one when i was 22 and found out that both off my tubes were damaged so i would not be able to get pregnant so i turned to ivf and at the age of 25 i had my son., then when he was two i had another eptopic pregnancy which was really bad the second time my tube had burst and i was very lucky that i got to the hospital and was operated on quickly. ❤
Take care, Eugenia.
I’m sorry you experienced this ❤ I also had an ectopic pregnancy and had my tube removed. Then I went on to have a healthy child (at 39 yrs old). Thinking of you!
So sorry to hear this story. I pray for you and PePe.
Thank you for trusting us with the painful story of your loss. Wishing many blessings of happy news in your future.
Thank you for sharing your journey regarding pregnancy. Peace my dear. I lost my first child. Heart breaking.
I am so sorry Eugenia. Sending you hugs and prayers. 🙏❤
Sending so much love and peace for you and Pepe 🤍 you are so inspiring Eugenia, take care 🌸✨
Thank you for sharing your experience with us. Stay strong and well 🌹
Thank you so much for sharing. I am praying for your full recovery fand healing of the heart and mind.
I'm so very sorry for your loss and pray that the both of you are able to find some peace together through this time. The grief over a loss such as this never truly goes away, but it does ease over time. Bless you both.
Much love and blessings Eugenia, you will get through this and all will end happily in the near future. We need to go through the hard times to appreciate the good that happens. You deserve much happiness and it will happen. Love. Lyn
God bless you. Im so sorry for your huge loss and painful experience. Your such a sweet and kind human. You will become stronger than ever from this, never give up hope x
Thank you for sharing Eugenia. I have been watching you and Pepe's videos since 2021. I am also 36, trying to get pregnant, and have had 3 miscarriages in the span of 7 months. I am an incredibly resilient person and this has pushed me beyond anything I have experienced before. I was also hospitalized and put on intravenous because of pain, and I don't think there is enough public discussion about the physical pain that accompanies pregnancy loss (although of course the emotional trauma of it is still much more). Wishing the best for your future, you already have such mama spirit!
So many words to say with this.. First Eugenia my darling...you have been through so much. This is not a failure! That is your hard worker and tenacious nature talking. Some things in life take over and we have no control. But as you end this story with acceptance and forgiveness it becomes a bigger story for all of us. We all have loss, pain and illness in our lives. Right now I'm siting on my couch with my leg elevated healing from a leg injury that came over me from no where. It is so upsetting since my husband and I planned a trip to Portugal to celebrate our dear friends 70th bday and we were supposed to leave tonight. Shit happens. But as I sit here crying for you I know that there are lessons to learn and life goes on for the better. I have a friend who had 2 atopic pregnancies. She at the time was in turmoil emotionally and physically. But time passed...she waited and listened and now has a beautiful 3 year old baby boy. So there! Life has its own plan. So we move on, count our blessings and pray for and nurture our healing. With much sympathy and Love...Your Mommy time will come! Don't worry. xo Madelyn
We love you sister and God loves you even more. Sending love to you and prayers for the strength and the support you need.
So sorry to hear this, I wish you the best and will pray for you. Thank you for sharing, many of us have experienced some form of this and be strong. Best thoughts for you and Pepe in the future.
I am so sorry for your loss. Thank you for sharing with us, for someone needed to hear your story.
Sister, I am so sorry that you had this experience. May your wait for a baby be easy and quick.
Thanks for sharing your story Eugenia. I feel its something that we do not talk much about and sometimes even hide. I had 2 miscarriages at 36 and 37, it was so hard mentally, i had so many questions. All i can say is feel your pain, heal at your pace and take care of your mental health, because that hurt so much more than the physical pain. Wish you all the best! Better days will come! 🩷
Sending so much love and care your way Eugenia. ❤
So touched by your story you had the courage to share….thanks so much for that…..you’re so inspiring and such a role model…..today one year ago I nearly lost my dog who is also a husky by a car accident and I never felt more pain in my life….I needed to continue to function though and lived alone and I totally understand your situation…..but just allow now all your feelings to happen and me and my Husky dog Nikita send you so much love and never forget that you are perfect and wonderful exactly as you are 🙏🏻🤍
I had multiple miscarriages don't lose hope the right time will come and you will conceive your baby. I have two children since then ❤
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Great video, I'm so sorry you had to go through this. What a beautiful way to heal by sharing your experience with us. Thank you so much. Feel better soon.
Sending hugs, prayers and healing energy to you ❤️🫂
I'm devastated for you two... Take all the time to heal, all the time to process this pain, and maybe one day you'll try again or not but you proved that you are resilient and that's the most important thing to keep in mind right now ❤
Take care of you 💖
So sorry to hear about the lost and praying for you both.
Oh this made me cry for you... I miscarried twins and lost my partner suddenly within the same week. But I carried on and had two beautiful kids a girl at 40yrs and boy at 42yrs, they are 7&8yrs now. You have given so much to the world...the universe will return your soul baby to you I’m sure. Let your beautiful garden and Mother Earth heal you for now. Much love ❤❤
Lamento mucho que hayan vivido todo esto. En México usamos la palabra proveniente del náhuatl "APAPACHO", significa "abrazar con el alma", les mando a ti y a Pepe muchos apapachos. Esperamos verte mejorada muy pronto.
So sorry for your loss but lots of people go through the same thing and go on to have more children, I was 36 when I had my first I have 3 boys now and I feel so sorry for you both. Praying for you. ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
Sending you love and best wishes.Thoughts are with you.
Sending prayers your way, sorry you had to go through such a painful experience. Hope you’re well soon 💖
Очень сильная,мудрая женщина! Спасибо,что поделилась... Да,судьба непростая... Все будет хорошо,Евгения!❤❤❤
So sorry for your loss. My daughter in law had the same experience as you and was treated with methotrexate and then went on to have twin girls.
I feel your pain. I miscarried a boy at 3 months. I now have a 35 year old son. Pain passes if we let go and move forward. You are a strong woman but take your time and come back to us ❤
What you shared took so much courage ! My heart aches for you and your husband for this loss. Give yourself permission to grieve in your own way and take the time to let yourself feel it . God is with you , and longs to comfort you, and heal your hurt . His heart of love feels your hurt . I’m sending you warm hugs .
Thank you for sharing. Sending love and light to you and Pepe.
I know what you going through, I was 9 weeks when I discovered it was ectopic. And because it was "big" when they removed baby they have to remove tube to . My second pregnancy was miscarriage. Also I have PCOS so it wasn't easy for me to get pregnant. It was heartbreaking . Now we have 2 girls . Don't give up Take time off go for vacation if you can . ❤ Much love to you both
You are so incredibly strong! I am struggling with fertility and I am alone. I'm sorry for your hurt, but you sharing your story makes us all feel much stronger ♥
Thank you for sharing your story. I realize I’m not alone with ❤
Sending you prayers.
Thank you for sharing your journey🙏
So sorry to hear your sad news. Sending love and healing to you.
Lo lamento mucho Eugenia! Les mando un abrazo grande! Con mi señora pasé por situaciones similares! ❤
I am so sorry for your loss, I hope healing comes quickly. I love your approach to life, we all have bad times but we need to face the hard times to move forward. I wish you both light and strength ❤
In our days we had to suck it up and deal with the negative emotions. Nowadays, the openness of talking about your emotions are slowing being expressed. I'm so so sorry for your lost, and thank you for openly sharing your grief. It takes courage to express your emotions on social media.
So sorry to hear this, my mum and sister n law have both had one and had one side removed.
You are so strong. I’m really sorry for you and Pepe
Lots of ❤️ & 🙏🏽 for healing. Grateful for your truth 😢
I’m so sorry for your loss!! I too have had miscarriages many many many years ago. don’t get discouraged. I went on to have three kids.. They are now 36 years old 31 years old and 30 years old.. so don’t worry!! you and Pepe are very special stay strong and you are in my prayers❤🙏🏼
I am really sorry for ur lost and ur suffering. But never lose hope and keep going strong in life ❤❤
Thank you for this honest share, Eugenia. I am glad you are healing, your body and your broken heart. Sending you love and strength and hope, from California.
Life can be something, but it's good to be grateful for not being pregnant when you weren't ready; it happened at this time and am so sorry was unsuccessful. But renewal is powerful and is an important part of life's journey. Time heals everything, and hopefully, all will improve soon! Sending much love and prayers 💝
Yo tuve dos embarazos ectópicos, curiosamente cuando vivía en Londres...
Very sorry for your loss, I just lost my baby boy in September, I was four months, it was very sad.
Oh that was very hard for you. Wishing you the best.
Very sorry for your loss and the experience of emotions. Always hope
I am so sad that this happened to you two. You are so incredibly brave and incredibly sweet and we love you. Get your rest. We love you....