I'm really glad Hasan skipped some of the footage. Someone's mental health struggles should not be used as entertainment. No one wants their lowest moments and breakdowns broadcast to the world.
@@severalwolves Imagine trying to equate a movie to some one's real life involving there very real videos of them having a break down. I mean we get entertainment out of john wick, And other movie like the joker so why do you not find entertainment from videos like the christchurch massacre or combat footage. Because they are removed from reality or the footage is.
Drugs can unlock schizophrenia earlier than it would've started on its own. Drugs can also cause psychosis in people with bipolar disorder. So basically drugs can and will make someone with brain abnormalities go insane.
Yeah its crazy how people undermine the long term effects of drugs. Any kind of medications as well.. I took SSRI antidepressant for several years, and its been two years since I've weaned off completely and im still dealing with withdrawal syndrome. It changes your brain more than you think,and Im sure its permanent. So Im very skeptical about any kind of medications and drugs..
Great comment! I did want to mention that it’s unclear to what extent things like drugs play in being the actual cause of these disorders. But drugs certainly have been shown to increase the likelihood of their development. Schizophrenia is known as a “threshold trait” which is based on a bunch of factors that contribute to the manifestation of a trait (both environmental and genetic factors like specific genes), however the traits are “all or nothing” you have the schizophrenia “phenotype” or you don’t. Threshold referring to an unknown “amount” of schizophrenic factors you must posses before going over some arbitrary threshold into developing schizophrenia. These factors obviously aren’t all known or to what extent they contribute to development. There does seem to be a strong environmental factor with schizophrenia and I believe more “social” environmental factors rather than drugs (don’t quote me on this part tho). So even if you have every genetic risk factor & take drugs you may never develop it. Everyone should asses their own risk. But it’s incorrect to say that taking drugs + having an existing mental disorder = schizophrenia.
@@em0fa1ry Talk to a doctor about this or do some research into their long term effects. The anecdotal story of a random commenter will usually not be applicable to your situation.
What do you think Sunny is doing? Or Hasan for showing it? Sunny got millions of views of showing this guy’s issues. If the friends are wrong for showing there are issues with Connor then Sunny/Hasan are too.
@Logan Larson Sunny is making thousands off plastering the guy’s mental illness on the web. It’s putting him through the dirt for views He harvested tons of videos of psychotic breaks for money. Just because someone is a stranger doesn’t give you fair game to put them through the ground.
As someone who was in the fitness industry for years it seems really clear he was blasting some gear, it messed up his endocrine system and he got depressed and unstable (which happens with a spike in estrogen when you artificially increase your testosterone) and then started abusing psychedelics to cope
I know taking powerful psychs such as ayahusca specially at such insane dosage/frequency can trigger schizo episodes in people, but I feel like not enough people are considering this factor. He coulda goofed his post cycle therapy (PCT)
More like he became depressed because he stopped his gear use. I remember no one knew exactly why he stopped at the time but many people speculated that it was because he was going bald. (you can look up photo's showing his hairline receding massively) Derek also talked about it. After taking steroids for so long and then stopping your body won't produce any test on its own anymore for a very long time. Also the psychological effect of seeing your physique completely deteriorating takes a massive hit on your mental health. These things combined make you depressed and happens to a lot of people once they come off steroids.
His story really echoes that of a friend of mine. He moved to LA, got shredded, auditioned for acting roles. He always had a manic intensity about him but a really sweet guy. Started doing psychedelics round the clock and eventually lost his mind, saying the exact kind of things in this video. He got help and moved out of LA. He seems to be doing well now 🙏
I'm so sorry, friend. I can't imagine how difficult that must be. I had an alcoholic and irresponsible but otherwise sane enough father, and that stressed me out. You're dealing with a lot there, and I hope you're not hard on yourself for taking time or space if you need it. Protect yourself and your mental health.
Been there. I'm in my late 30's. Lost my dad to alcohol and pain killers three years ago, which all started when I was in kindergarten. My sister and I tried so hard. It hardened my heart and it still hasn't fully softened up. He'll ask for help when he's ready. If there's one thing I learned from the 30 years of fighting, it's that it can't be forced. Keep your good friends close and concentrate on yourself. Don't worry too much about the "hereditary" thing either. That stressed me out. Didn't drink until I was 22. None of his siblings are addicts. Neither is my sister. Not even smoking. Good luck.
Damn, this had funny moments in it. But at the end, it really reminded me of some patients I worked with and the struggles they had. Brought back memories of talking to their loved ones too. It can be hard to watch someone's psychotic break be posted online for everyone to see.
I have a friend from college that started schizophrenia a few years after graduation, this seems a lot like this. He would hang out and go camping with a bunch of us and used to be cool af, but now it is so bad he can't go anywhere without being a risk to himself. It's tragic because there is nothing you can do but watch them deteriorate, and there is no safety net or anything to help take care of people when this shit happens.
Someone I grew up with and was very close to had a very similar (like shockingly similar) trajectory happen after taking a bunch of LSD. Some people just can’t handle that stuff without having a psychotic break or something similar. My friends and I watched someone we knew and love for years, who had a future ahead of him, turn into someone you can’t feel safe around. I know plenty of other people who have taken psychedelics without any destructive mental side effects. They’re still just “normal” everyday people. It’s Just a message to people to be safe, take it slow and know what you’re getting into before you’re head over heels in a psychedelic trip. Everyone responds different depending on their mental state so be smart. Especially if you struggle with mental illness, be even more cautious.
Yeah like I've studied the positive mental health effects psychedelics can have from a psychological perspective, treating depression and addiction especially, but holy fuck can they mix badly with schizophrenia and bipolar. Find another alternative if that's you
I knew someone who took LSD (not microdosing) everyday for several months. They started seeing shit without even being high. Thankfully they stopped but it took them a couple of mental breaks to stop. I think LSD can expand one's mind, but it can also alter brain chemistry and probably turn someone crazy after long-term constant use. Just be careful if you take drugs and don't take more than you need.
Yep. If you really wanna experience it once or something make sure you at least research and be safe. You hear a lot of stories of people taking stuff like LSD, DMT, etc. and how good it was for them but you gotta know what you're doing. Stuff like having a trip-sitter and all that ya know. Doctors and studies may be pointing towards treatments with these drugs and it's great but ya gotta be safe as you should be with alcohol, caffeine or any other mind-body altering substance.
@Ishmam Anwar here’s the thing- that’s not psychedelics ruining their life. that’s them ruining it using psychedelics as their excuse. psychedelics don’t make you suddenly have no motivation to do anything but sit around wasting away seeking the next trip. that’s an individual problem. that’s why ppl have to be careful w WHEN they’re doing it. if you’re already in a dark place it won’t help. but there have been studies that have shown micro dosing has actual benefits for people w depression anxiety ect.
My dads schizophrenic and I’m 25 this year. Only have to hold on a couple more years to realistically know if I’ll have it. I don’t have any symptoms or anything yet so that’s great for me. It’s a hard illness to deal with.
@@pikachulovable yeah past 30 you're off the hook, but I wouldn't be worried much. Like the comment above mentioned, there would be a trigger. And probably you would have already some kind of let say episode of weirdness. This guy was taking one of the strongest psychedelics that exist on constant basis, he basically asked to brake his brain. Having parent affected sucks, so sorry for that, but you're rather save.
@@pikachulovable just don’t do anything rash and traumatize you’re self. Cuz that what triggered a lot of illnesses for me. One of them is anxiety, family history of it but it triggered when something traumatic happened, and it took me five years to beat it.
Guys, if you have a highly anxious mind, get that taken care of BEFORE you try psychedelics. They don't magically make your anxiety disappear, in fact they will likely heighten it, which can lead to long lasting paranoia. It happened to me, and it can happen to you.
same. i wish precautions for psychedelics were talked more about / more widespread. if i’d known when i was younger, i wouldn’t have taken it (more than once too) knowing how bad my anxiety is. i’d have friends tell me i had a bad and traumatic experience because i just “wasn’t used to it yet” 🫥 edit: ex friends*
It does, I used various psychedelics before I experienced a psychotic break by way overdoing liquid psilocybin. I suffered from depression for a long time but with the help of lsd I was able to feel connected to the universe/people around me for the first time in years. Shrooms also help with anxiety but they must be done in the right setting where you feel safe and are feeling fairly stable. However, if you do it in the wrong setting it can give you ptsd. I've had trips where I'm convinced my parents are dead or that we're all trapped in hell. Basically psychedelics need to be respected, done in a safe setting, and (idealy) you should talk to a doctor or thearapist about the potential risks/benefits before pursuing their use.
I have bipolar 1 and had my first psychotic break while I was couch surfing during the pandemic. I was homeless. This was only after drinking, smoking weed, and taking Kratom and abusing my anti-depressants. It was the most embarrassing shit. I don’t remember anything really. I’m a scientifically minded person and an agnostic atheist. All I remember was thinking that everyone was godlike, and thinking the government was coming to put in a concentration camp and kill me because I had the knowledge that if I committed suicide my consciousness would be reincarnated in the body of an other animal somewhere else in the universe. I remember thinking I communicate with nature and interlock telepathically with everything. I remember hearing voices, someone calling my name, thinking the universe was a quantum computer, and hallucinating things that were not there like dead bodies. Genuinely bizarre beliefs. It was the scariest shit. I thought I was never coming back. Needless to say it freaked my friends out and they took me to the nearest mental hospital. Because I was saying weird shit and not making sense using words that didn’t exist. This is why I avoid shit like shrooms, lsd and dmt or anything seriously mind altering unless I’m guided by a clinician. It took me a week to come back to reality. This hits home to me. Apparently I tried to kiss my friends ex, and even my friend, and said shit about killing people. It was terrifying because I’m not a violent person and it scared the shit out me that I would say shit like that. Disturbing. I don’t even remember saying those things. Mental health is quite serious. Rant over. I’m glad this dude got help and he has shitty fucking friends. Glad he’s better.
@@thunderpooch where’s your compassion? Just keep scrolling if you have nothing thoughtful or kind to say. This comment is pointless, vapid and super disconnected.
There was some speculation from respected sources in the fitness industry that he had starting suffering hair loss due to steroid usage. So when he stopped taking steroids, he rapidly lost his physique and couldn't cut it as a fitness youtuber, so pivoted.
You have to remember that if you’re taking psychedelics as an American we do not have the cultural history to safely support your experiences. Your experimenting with your mind in a very hostile environment. I support psychedelics but be aware of Youre actually participating in - it can have some very serious outcomes on the trajectory of your life for good or bad.
Also you can’t take ayahuasca every two hrs. If you’re taking the appropriate dosage you’re literally throwing up and being incapacitated for 8hrs at a time.
This sounds like Midwest/east coast take. There’s plenty of cultural history in consumption of psychedelics from American Indigenous cultures and as well as a pharmaceutical perspective as well.
So sad. I hope he is off of that shit now. I remember seeing a video of his apartment with just bags and bags of it. It's meant to be a one trip every once in awhile type drug. I can't imagine the damage it has done to his mental health and body.
I'm someone who openly talks about my own psychedelic experiences as being life-altering for the better. simply, helped treat me of substance abuse & addiction issues, depression, being overweight. but, that said, I wouldn't advise anybody to take it without seriously understanding the risks and how powerful these experiences really can be. This poor man absolutely overdid it to an extent I can't even imagine, I'm so sorry to watch this and see this happen to someone's mind and hope he may be able to improve with treatment.
@@wesleyleigh4063 sarcasm necessary? Obviously psychiatric issues go undiagnosed sometimes forever. And it's well known that drugs can unleash psychotic breaks in people that were previously ok. Sadly this young man is far from alone, but also that amount of DMT in such vast quantities-- I'm pro psychedelic therapy, as I've said, but as an experienced user I'd also recommend people take it about as seriously as having open heart surgery. It's got more gravity to it than it gets credit for. It looks like at the end of the video, he is getting treatment and doing better, and I hope his story finds a target somewhere, this poor guy was just looking for enlightenment but it turned into a waking nightmare. Pray for him and the millions more who struggle with serious mental health. And you have a good one.
Every trip I’ve had has come with a lesson. But I also know people who have tried to escape their life with the same drugs that made me more comfortable in my own. They had bad experiences, some of which I witnessed. It was very scary, but I understand why they had the outcome they did. Some people just don’t know how to properly check themselves before an experience like that.
I couldn’t agree more. Psychedelics are the closest thing we have to magic. But the plants will tell you if you’re overdoing it and it’s crucial to listen. Psychedelics helped treat me of similar things and I believe they hold the most ancient of secrets. I was once told by a shaman that it is not for me to go out seeking mother ayuhausca but that mother ayuhausca will find me when I’m ready. I think accessing this kind of information before you are ready, especially over doing it like him - very dangerous to our sense of sanity. Used correctly, life changing.
@@holachicos8073 ironic you say this. In a firm believer that “hard” drugs like H, Benzos, etc - are used to escape your reality and emotions. Psychedelics take you deeper into self. Don’t use psychedelics if you’re trying to escape - have a drink. Use psychedelics when you are so okay with yourself that you want to dive in deeper
@@RareTechniques easily. alcohol is a hard drug and it wrecks your brain. pair it with an existing mental illness and things get really bad really fast.
I had a friend who was taking lord-knows-what and ended up taking a box of an over-the-counter medication for allergies because a pharmacist where he worked told him he would "trip balls". His mom called me to find out what kind of drugs he was on. I did not know, as I had stopped talking to him a few months before because of the way he was acting. A few months after that phone call I received a call notifying me that he had died by suicide. These problems are absolutely serious, and can really affect you in terrible and uncontrollable ways.
This is some of the shit that genuinely scares me. I have a family history schizophrenia. I'm about to turn 25, which is about when that shit starts happening for a lot of people, and I'm scared af that it's gonna be me. I do smoke weed and, on rare occasion, ecstasy, but I'm making sure to regularly take breaks from any psychoactives to clear my head and make sure no dependency is forming.
Meditation, working out, drinking lots of water and make sure you have sandal incense sticks while you meditate,aroma allows our brain to stay sane and sober. Listen to Veena(instrumentals specially) while you meditate by taking deep breaths. Ita all about keeping your mind sober and yoga does helps. I'm about to turn 25 as well and my job doesn't let me breathe,it's hectic and to keep myself sane i do all this stuff. Please get rid of weed(doesn't matter you take them occassionally or not)that might add more negative weight towards schizophrenia and might lead towards heavy hallucinations.
Weed can cause psychosis/unlock schizophrenia. Just don't loose your focus on what's real. I had/have psychosis after a liquid psilocybin trip where I thought everything was a simulation for fun/learning, that I was getting Truman showed (more accurately that we took turns being Truman showed), and that the universe was communicating with me through peoples conversation, music, and tv. Basically that synchronicity had significance. Since that experience weed would always "reactivate" that state where synchronicity was constant but I was always fine if I remembered I was safe, not giving into paranoia.
I’d say the best advice I could give you would be to try to keep your life as stress free as possible. Psychosis and other extreme states are usually triggered by traumatic/very stressful occurrences in life. The brain needs to over compensate for something. It doesn’t usually just happen out of the blue, I’m fairly sure. Another good thing to remember is that psychosis/mania/etc doesn’t always have to be a solely negative experience. Speaking from the perspective of someone who’s dealt with both, there are pros and cons. It’s not all bad, it’s just a brain that works differently, in a way that our society is not built for. Experiencing psychosis or something similar to it is not the end of the world. Schizophrenia is also widely misrepresented in media (including this video) and much more complex than just being certain positive symptoms of psychosis. I recommend psychosispositivity on Instagram as a good resource for general info if you’re interested..! (Not trying to insinuate you don’t know about this just generally speaking)
It’s sad. He was manic. It happened to me once, too. I finally figured it out and it’s been years but manic episodes are scary! Oh shit and now that you mention it, I had also been on a big adderall binge. Super dangerous.
I know Hasan's is pretty heavily into politics, but I enjoy watching him much better when it is just about normal content. Politics can be so tiring at times x.x
Seems manic depressive. Im Not a psychologist (obviously) and am just basing this on an experience I had with a friend/colleague who went through a manic episode and behaved very similarly out of the blue. Especially the esoteric social media postings
It's wild to see someone just disappear due to their very peaceful efforts to just become more of themselves and find themselves, but then go through this awful journey of mental illness because of it and become the furthest thing from ones true self... How truly sad.
I’ve know a lot of people who have lost their shit on drugs. I’ve known multiple people who have died. Some of them right in front of me. I overdosed on heroin and benzos on Christmas Eve and was in the ICU for a week. Don’t fuck with drugs people.
Some thing that always stuck with me that somebody told me is that you let mother ayuhausca come to you do not go seeking out mother ayuhausca , she finds you. These plants hold secrets that we can’t understand.
@@iloveguidelines3556 curious why. The idea is that when you’re ready to understand these things - the universe will make it so. Seeking before you’re ready for what you may uncover, can create internal disarray & drive a person “crazy” - don’t worry im a big shroom head and I believe in the magic of dmt. But the plants will tell you when you’re misusing them…
I used to watch Connor Murphy too. Suddenly, he just started posting really wild content, some speculated it was due to an LSD overdose. Been downhill since
@@amosbackstrom5366 That has nothing to do with overdosing. Acid is just a very potent substance that affects a person's perception in a lot of ways. A bad trip doesn't mean overdose. Literally just Google it dude lmfao.
Can confirm. As someone with bipolar, anxiety, depression and ptsd...drugs can most definitely cause psychosis and even worsen ptsd, etc. My mental issues before vs after drugs is astronomical. Ofc shitty things in life also contributed to this. I have also seen complete mental deterioration from getting addicted to the "spiritual lifestyle" -people are just searching for something in life and in your 20s everything is so confusing. And psychedelics too... bc yes those things CAN help, if done safely and properly and tbh probably with someone to watch you and even Doctors do Ketamine dosages now. Doing LSD, DMT or any of those things EVERY DAY, let alone multiple times a day..it's so so bad for you....and hard to explain but your brain just becomes complete....weirdness. DMT is NOTHING like mushies or LSD. It's wayyyy more crazy.
Ayahusca is a mixture of nn-dmt and an MAOI which allows the nn-dmt to be absorbed. Psilocybin from mushrooms is converted to psilocin in the body, psilocin is the active compound - 4-ho-dmt - which is a dimethyl triptamine, and it does have similar effects to ayahuasca and low doses of vapourised nn-dmt.
Damn droppin the trippy knowledge. Last time I took Ayahusca-or some kind of version where I inhaled it out of bowl or something-I literally went to a place filled with bugs and birds. Best day of my life.
Seeing him buy all those random things is very familiar to me. My grandma is Schizophrenic and she does this. She likes to sneak to the dollar store to buy out the whole store. She also likes to steal peoples things. At first these things were annoying, and they still can be sometimes, but as i've gotten older ive grown to think of her as an adorable naive child who just likes new things. Doesnt matter what it is. I love her so much. I think the weirdest thing she has bought was a chicken coop. She didn't have any chickens, but after that we had to get her some.
Reminds me of that one horror movie Friend Request where even tho people are literally dying every time they wanna make the point that shit is getting serious they focus on how the main character is losing FB friends
The god aspect seems to be common with drug induced psychosis, I had a friend who lost it after a mix of acid and constant spice use, he was never the same after "god spoke to him"
What's funny is how much that psychosis is a cultural byproduct of Christianity. Hindus and Buddhist people with these types of drug induced manias do not claim to be god.
And what's with people ragging on Eckhart Tolle? There is legitimately nothing wrong with him. A lot of the people in the chat were seriously misrepresenting what he says, and seriously mischaracterizing what he does and it's clear many of those chatter had never heard or read anything from him. If you can't tell Eckhart is a genuine human being, you are an atrocious judge of character.
Thank you for mentioning schizophrenia. So many people don't know/understand that it's a mental illness that doesn't creep up until late teens early 20's. You can appear perfectly normal until then. I think same thing happened to Johnny K. Lewis from tv show Anarchy.
BRUUUUUH. I cannot imagine doing aya every two hours. Doing it one time can be life-changing in a very real way. DMT is essentially ego death and dream state. You need to process what you find there boys and girls. Do not do what Connor did.
You can microdose ayahuasca. That said, it shouldn't be every two hours. I've taken "her" many times. She's feisty and wants to be taken seriously because she is. I probably sound like a crazy person here lol but there is a humanity and spirit in that plant. It's the same as constantly taking shrooms just for laughs. Eventually "he" is going to say you think I'm gonna keep fuckin with you? Time to learn, bitch.
Yeah, I first assumed he just did it once and was thinking ok... it's probably an eye opening experience but still seems weird it'd have such long-lasting effects on his mental. Then, I hear the every 2 hours and my eyes bug out like wtf dude!
@@Rhodair If you have a psychotic break or a kundalini awakening it can take time. It's like all of your chakras open at the same time and it's overwhelming. This isn't foil hat talk but there's endless documentation of this happening to people since the beginning of time through yoga or psychedelics. That said while tough most people say they're glad it happened once they finally start to ground again. Microdosing is done with ayahuasca. How much is the question. He sounds like he was serious and eager about making changes.
Just never do DMT, better to just do acid or shrooms, or maybe a ton of ket if you wanna see weird shit. Last time I did ket I did only 2 keys and literally didn't recognize myself in a mirror and felt like I was in serial experiments lain while everything was 2D. That was so fucked but it's a lot safer than DMT
I don’t think he was defined by materialism rather than low self esteem, he was bullied in school and from watching his videos he got harshly criticised on his physique and how people were saying he’d go bald, all his relationships looked superficial and it just seemed like a time bomb
great point @ 7:10. not sure why he didnt have a steady workout vlog going. start heading into fitness tutorial type stuff that would have built a community....
Reminds me of that one JoJo villain from "Thus Spoke Kishibe Rohan" that gets so obsessed with fitness he gets possessed by a God of Muscles and murder a couple of people before falling through a window to his death.
Ayahuasca should be done in a ceremony with guidance. He had a spiritual awakening and it fucked with his world view. The problem is that nobody warned him about how ego (the "lower self" as they say) takes over. He thought he could make other people, "get it" and didn't go as he planned. Ayahuasca can't make you go insane, but it can sell you on some dogma that becomes impossible to break out of if you do it recklessly, which he did. Make no mistake, ayahuasca is a powerful medicine and our friend here is a good reminder of why we don't take medicine carelessly. If you are reading this and are curious about ayahuasca, I encourage you to do a hearty amount of research and, if you feel you need your own experience, go on ayaadvisors and take a retreat to south America and try ayahuasca for yourself. You won't die, you won't go crazy, you may even come out of it as a better person by the end. I make no promise, but I've seen it do incredible things first hand. Open hearts, open minds. Have a beautiful life =]
In my opinion Connor Murphy could have been the new Zyzz that we were missing. He had the physique, he had the humor and he was very charismatic. He had a chance to be an inspiration in the fitness community. Unfortunately he had his breakdown and pretty lost himself. Such a damn shame
idont think he could have been one..he is not that type of a guy that would look for other and feel connection to them that he would actually care enough about them
I was under the impression that you needed to fast because taking ayahuasca requires MAOI inhibitors to work -- if you take MAOI inhibitors then a lot of regular foods will kill you 😬 that's why you're supposed to fast before and for some time after the ayahuasca ceremony 🥺
Something I read from the Kybalion is that of course other "realities" can exist in the mind but just because you realize that it doesn't mean that you should disregard the still very real shared reality. Be careful 🙃
Antipsychotic medication took away all my current and future experience of meta-awareness/spirituality; at least, thoug, I can understand what happened to me from what I experienced for only 4 days from the time my kundalini ascended/I achieved bodhisattva/gnosis, then, dr.'s made me take risperidone and that cut me off from the All. I have great respect for the thrice great Hermes Trismegistus. I don't think i'll ever get near God again.
Experiencing this many compromised run-ins with other people would send me insane too. In all seriousness though this'd occurred exclusive to Gym Rats and outdoor pranking, and this excuse of an expose' or whatever it deems itself has never felt more exploitative and supremely unnecessary. Like imagine if it were Alzheimers or Cancer, SunnyV2 is a shitty cringelord that we'll outgrow soon enough.
I'm in some psychedelic fb groups and there are a concerning number of people that suffer like this. Not a lot but enough to make me worried. They think they've transcended reality and have super natural powers and yet they are still here living shitty human lives.
Normal raised people taking psychoactive drugs at around 25 can really make you question yourself and life. Thankfully I started doing lsd and shrooms at 14. I turned out normal ish. No God complex or weird personality. He's right about Joe Rogaine btw. I wonder how many people had mid life crises listening to Joe hogan talk about dmt all the time .
@Aidan m nothing to repent . My soul has been saved from darkness. 3 angels hugged me after a fight for my life. Forever this bond lives as gratitude to the most high and and all that is good . And empathy for the pain of the suffering .
Psychedelics/hallucinogenics are great for most people, but I've known a couple of pals who have had mental issues afterwards. It's probably a case of preexisting conditions. But it's certainly a danger and can be pretty sad.
@@michaelboulos3272 psychedelics have incredible untapped potential, but don't act like they're safe for everyone. ppl with high anxiety are predisposed to developing schizophrenia on high doses of psychedelics.
to edit my previous comment, "history of anxiety" is sort of a generalization. there are specific genes you can test for that have have been shown to increase your risk for schizophrenia and bipolar disorder. i urge anyone reading this to take one of these tests before expirementing with high doses of these drugs
@@armanmanasyan8707 As someone who is currently working to get a degree in this field. I just want to nitpick one part of this. it's not about anxiety, but yes if you have family history of schizophrenia you should not use ANY dosage of a psychedelic. Even small doses can bring an early onset.
Wait I don’t understand how you can intake ayahuasca every two hours. I’ve done it before and this has to be a blatant lie. Does it mean he would consume more while already high which doesn’t even sound possible considering you also have to fast for like 12 hours. Or did he not fast beforehand making it basically non effective? Or maybe he just switched to smoking dmt?
I was a personal assistant to a multi-millionaire who was off his rocker and he wrote the pope and the president and top scientists & several people inviting them to come to Nashville to see the solar eclipse a few years ago, I had to write those letters and it was funny, no one responded, but he was telling everybody how he had talked to the Sun, and the central Sun Sagittarius a-star, I lost my job because sometimes I would talk back to him and not believe his stories, like he had the ark of the covenant. It's another story how I met him through a vice Lord and a prostitute
I barely know anything about LSD or Psychedelics in general but I think you should take these when you're ready, in a good mood and you have a lot of time, in a quiet place like being on Vacation for days or something like that, like I don't get it when people take it in the middle of a big City and then the next morning they go to work, I could be wrong but from what I've heard taking it like that sucks, you wanna be kind of isolated from stress and disconnect yourself from your work and any pressure.
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I'm really glad Hasan skipped some of the footage. Someone's mental health struggles should not be used as entertainment. No one wants their lowest moments and breakdowns broadcast to the world.
He's a good dude with integrity. He deserves more respect than he gets but some of the left want to hate everyone, sadly :(
the vegan mac and cheese bit killed me fuck what chat thinks
ok so I geuss were jus not gonna watch & cherish the movie forest gump any more are we. or riding a bus with my sister?? wow
@@severalwolves Imagine trying to equate a movie to some one's real life involving there very real videos of them having a break down. I mean we get entertainment out of john wick, And other movie like the joker so why do you not find entertainment from videos like the christchurch massacre or combat footage. Because they are removed from reality or the footage is.
@@yoshi0k262 thair*
Drugs can unlock schizophrenia earlier than it would've started on its own. Drugs can also cause psychosis in people with bipolar disorder. So basically drugs can and will make someone with brain abnormalities go insane.
Yeah its crazy how people undermine the long term effects of drugs. Any kind of medications as well.. I took SSRI antidepressant for several years, and its been two years since I've weaned off completely and im still dealing with withdrawal syndrome. It changes your brain more than you think,and Im sure its permanent. So Im very skeptical about any kind of medications and drugs..
Great comment! I did want to mention that it’s unclear to what extent things like drugs play in being the actual cause of these disorders. But drugs certainly have been shown to increase the likelihood of their development. Schizophrenia is known as a “threshold trait” which is based on a bunch of factors that contribute to the manifestation of a trait (both environmental and genetic factors like specific genes), however the traits are “all or nothing” you have the schizophrenia “phenotype” or you don’t. Threshold referring to an unknown “amount” of schizophrenic factors you must posses before going over some arbitrary threshold into developing schizophrenia.
These factors obviously aren’t all known or to what extent they contribute to development. There does seem to be a strong environmental factor with schizophrenia and I believe more “social” environmental factors rather than drugs (don’t quote me on this part tho). So even if you have every genetic risk factor & take drugs you may never develop it. Everyone should asses their own risk. But it’s incorrect to say that taking drugs + having an existing mental disorder = schizophrenia.
I remember Brian Wilson of the Beach Boys. He was showing signs of mental issues, but childhood trauma + drugs really made him worst.
@@bapbirb So you would advice against anti-depressants or anxiety meds?
I feel there's no way without them for me to be normal, do they even work?
@@em0fa1ry Talk to a doctor about this or do some research into their long term effects. The anecdotal story of a random commenter will usually not be applicable to your situation.
It's messed up that this guy's friends were using his illness as content.
I wouldn't consider anyone that blasts your personal life on any social media your friends.
What do you think Sunny is doing? Or Hasan for showing it?
Sunny got millions of views of showing this guy’s issues. If the friends are wrong for showing there are issues with Connor then Sunny/Hasan are too.
@@phunkyphresh3799 theyre not friends with him, obviously that makes it different
it’s also messed up that everyone just started casually using the word “content” as a noun
@Logan Larson Sunny is making thousands off plastering the guy’s mental illness on the web. It’s putting him through the dirt for views
He harvested tons of videos of psychotic breaks for money. Just because someone is a stranger doesn’t give you fair game to put them through the ground.
"You dont need to see someone in their darkest moments" I respect the *OOF* outta Hasan!
for real.
Literally no one's brain would be fine after doing DMT every day, let alone every few hours.
Actually, if you do that you become God
@@l.t.c8.1.46 lol I remember a couple first hand accounts of DMT trips from friends, they all felt like they were God at the time.
Damn. Haven't gotten to that point in the video but that is WHACK! Wish I could get my hands on some DMT, right fellars?
@@alcesspectre I felt more like god was pulling my soul across the universe but ya
I heard even eating mushrooms every day can lead to brain bleeding.
There's an old saying that when you've got the message hang up the phone.
Guy works out at my local crunch fitness now literally saw him the other day
How's he doing? I want this story to have a happy ending.
I wanna know how he's doing too
Following for IRL update
Tell him there's at least one person that doesn't think he's crazy because he thinks he's God and that all consciousness is him.
Did you offer him the “special” elixir?
As someone who was in the fitness industry for years it seems really clear he was blasting some gear, it messed up his endocrine system and he got depressed and unstable (which happens with a spike in estrogen when you artificially increase your testosterone) and then started abusing psychedelics to cope
I know taking powerful psychs such as ayahusca specially at such insane dosage/frequency can trigger schizo episodes in people, but I feel like not enough people are considering this factor. He coulda goofed his post cycle therapy (PCT)
More like he became depressed because he stopped his gear use. I remember no one knew exactly why he stopped at the time but many people speculated that it was because he was going bald. (you can look up photo's showing his hairline receding massively) Derek also talked about it. After taking steroids for so long and then stopping your body won't produce any test on its own anymore for a very long time. Also the psychological effect of seeing your physique completely deteriorating takes a massive hit on your mental health. These things combined make you depressed and happens to a lot of people once they come off steroids.
His story really echoes that of a friend of mine. He moved to LA, got shredded, auditioned for acting roles. He always had a manic intensity about him but a really sweet guy. Started doing psychedelics round the clock and eventually lost his mind, saying the exact kind of things in this video. He got help and moved out of LA. He seems to be doing well now 🙏
this is kind of how my dad acts. it’s so sad i can’t even be around him because how scary it gets.
plus he’s an alcoholic so it makes it worse.
It reminds me of my mom. But her drug addiction is cocaine. 🥺 life is rough wishing you a healthy life. Stay safe my friend.
@@heathertalks2366 my dad does coke too 😭 thank you ur so kind i hope that for u too
I'm so sorry, friend. I can't imagine how difficult that must be. I had an alcoholic and irresponsible but otherwise sane enough father, and that stressed me out. You're dealing with a lot there, and I hope you're not hard on yourself for taking time or space if you need it. Protect yourself and your mental health.
Same! It’s the reason I have to distance my myself from him.
Been there. I'm in my late 30's. Lost my dad to alcohol and pain killers three years ago, which all started when I was in kindergarten. My sister and I tried so hard. It hardened my heart and it still hasn't fully softened up. He'll ask for help when he's ready. If there's one thing I learned from the 30 years of fighting, it's that it can't be forced. Keep your good friends close and concentrate on yourself. Don't worry too much about the "hereditary" thing either. That stressed me out. Didn't drink until I was 22. None of his siblings are addicts. Neither is my sister. Not even smoking. Good luck.
I really respect Hasan for skipping that part
which part?
@@rexgeorgerodriguez7620 the part that shows the guy experiencing psychosis
Damn, this had funny moments in it. But at the end, it really reminded me of some patients I worked with and the struggles they had. Brought back memories of talking to their loved ones too. It can be hard to watch someone's psychotic break be posted online for everyone to see.
narrator: He moved to LA to became an actor...
me: Oh, no...
LA TrollDespair the decline will start
When u know a youtuber has prob lost it lol
I have a friend from college that started schizophrenia a few years after graduation, this seems a lot like this. He would hang out and go camping with a bunch of us and used to be cool af, but now it is so bad he can't go anywhere without being a risk to himself. It's tragic because there is nothing you can do but watch them deteriorate, and there is no safety net or anything to help take care of people when this shit happens.
My best friend developed schizophrenia around the same age early 20s it’s so strange to see someone you once knew become someone else
There are some medications to manage it :(
Someone I grew up with and was very close to had a very similar (like shockingly similar) trajectory happen after taking a bunch of LSD. Some people just can’t handle that stuff without having a psychotic break or something similar. My friends and I watched someone we knew and love for years, who had a future ahead of him, turn into someone you can’t feel safe around.
I know plenty of other people who have taken psychedelics without any destructive mental side effects. They’re still just “normal” everyday people.
It’s Just a message to people to be safe, take it slow and know what you’re getting into before you’re head over heels in a psychedelic trip. Everyone responds different depending on their mental state so be smart. Especially if you struggle with mental illness, be even more cautious.
ALWAYS take less than what you think you want/need. You can always take more next time.
Yeah like I've studied the positive mental health effects psychedelics can have from a psychological perspective, treating depression and addiction especially, but holy fuck can they mix badly with schizophrenia and bipolar. Find another alternative if that's you
I knew someone who took LSD (not microdosing) everyday for several months. They started seeing shit without even being high. Thankfully they stopped but it took them a couple of mental breaks to stop. I think LSD can expand one's mind, but it can also alter brain chemistry and probably turn someone crazy after long-term constant use. Just be careful if you take drugs and don't take more than you need.
Yep. If you really wanna experience it once or something make sure you at least research and be safe. You hear a lot of stories of people taking stuff like LSD, DMT, etc. and how good it was for them but you gotta know what you're doing. Stuff like having a trip-sitter and all that ya know. Doctors and studies may be pointing towards treatments with these drugs and it's great but ya gotta be safe as you should be with alcohol, caffeine or any other mind-body altering substance.
@Ishmam Anwar here’s the thing- that’s not psychedelics ruining their life. that’s them ruining it using psychedelics as their excuse. psychedelics don’t make you suddenly have no motivation to do anything but sit around wasting away seeking the next trip. that’s an individual problem. that’s why ppl have to be careful w WHEN they’re doing it. if you’re already in a dark place it won’t help. but there have been studies that have shown micro dosing has actual benefits for people w depression anxiety ect.
My dads schizophrenic and I’m 25 this year. Only have to hold on a couple more years to realistically know if I’ll have it. I don’t have any symptoms or anything yet so that’s great for me. It’s a hard illness to deal with.
Schizophrenia rarely just develops without a trigger. Having a family member with it really isn't a guarantee. I'd be optimistic in your shoes really.
@@gSWG3R I appreciate being presented with potential positivity
@@pikachulovable yeah past 30 you're off the hook, but I wouldn't be worried much. Like the comment above mentioned, there would be a trigger. And probably you would have already some kind of let say episode of weirdness. This guy was taking one of the strongest psychedelics that exist on constant basis, he basically asked to brake his brain. Having parent affected sucks, so sorry for that, but you're rather save.
Mine came on at 30...
@@pikachulovable just don’t do anything rash and traumatize you’re self. Cuz that what triggered a lot of illnesses for me. One of them is anxiety, family history of it but it triggered when something traumatic happened, and it took me five years to beat it.
Guys, if you have a highly anxious mind, get that taken care of BEFORE you try psychedelics. They don't magically make your anxiety disappear, in fact they will likely heighten it, which can lead to long lasting paranoia. It happened to me, and it can happen to you.
same. i wish precautions for psychedelics were talked more about / more widespread. if i’d known when i was younger, i wouldn’t have taken it (more than once too) knowing how bad my anxiety is. i’d have friends tell me i had a bad and traumatic experience because i just “wasn’t used to it yet” 🫥
edit: ex friends*
I thought there'd evidence they reduce anxiety and depression?
@@cablehogue599 Its bull.
Dude, its coke or meth.
Pretty fucking obvious
It does, I used various psychedelics before I experienced a psychotic break by way overdoing liquid psilocybin. I suffered from depression for a long time but with the help of lsd I was able to feel connected to the universe/people around me for the first time in years. Shrooms also help with anxiety but they must be done in the right setting where you feel safe and are feeling fairly stable. However, if you do it in the wrong setting it can give you ptsd. I've had trips where I'm convinced my parents are dead or that we're all trapped in hell. Basically psychedelics need to be respected, done in a safe setting, and (idealy) you should talk to a doctor or thearapist about the potential risks/benefits before pursuing their use.
I have bipolar 1 and had my first psychotic break while I was couch surfing during the pandemic. I was homeless. This was only after drinking, smoking weed, and taking Kratom and abusing my anti-depressants. It was the most embarrassing shit. I don’t remember anything really. I’m a scientifically minded person and an agnostic atheist. All I remember was thinking that everyone was godlike, and thinking the government was coming to put in a concentration camp and kill me because I had the knowledge that if I committed suicide my consciousness would be reincarnated in the body of an other animal somewhere else in the universe. I remember thinking I communicate with nature and interlock telepathically with everything. I remember hearing voices, someone calling my name, thinking the universe was a quantum computer, and hallucinating things that were not there like dead bodies. Genuinely bizarre beliefs. It was the scariest shit. I thought I was never coming back. Needless to say it freaked my friends out and they took me to the nearest mental hospital. Because I was saying weird shit and not making sense using words that didn’t exist. This is why I avoid shit like shrooms, lsd and dmt or anything seriously mind altering unless I’m guided by a clinician. It took me a week to come back to reality. This hits home to me. Apparently I tried to kiss my friends ex, and even my friend, and said shit about killing people. It was terrifying because I’m not a violent person and it scared the shit out me that I would say shit like that. Disturbing. I don’t even remember saying those things. Mental health is quite serious. Rant over. I’m glad this dude got help and he has shitty fucking friends. Glad he’s better.
I'm glad that things are better for you too. That's scary stuff.
So you're saying you're too intense at parties and are super annoying. Cooooooo 🤔😏
I'm really, really glad you were able to come back from that 🙏💜
@@thunderpooch where’s your compassion? Just keep scrolling if you have nothing thoughtful or kind to say. This comment is pointless, vapid and super disconnected.
Thanks for sharing, that sounds terrifying and I’m glad you had people who cared about you. Those are good people 💜
His friends posting about his life seems very wrong. I just feel bad for him
"He lost his subscribers? DUDE HE LOST HIS MIND" had me 💀
This makes me so fucking sad
I've had a mental break and if it was on RUclips it would be horrific
Glad that you're still here and well.
There was some speculation from respected sources in the fitness industry that he had starting suffering hair loss due to steroid usage. So when he stopped taking steroids, he rapidly lost his physique and couldn't cut it as a fitness youtuber, so pivoted.
Yeah he clearly never heard of hair club
You have to remember that if you’re taking psychedelics as an American we do not have the cultural history to safely support your experiences. Your experimenting with your mind in a very hostile environment. I support psychedelics but be aware of Youre actually participating in - it can have some very serious outcomes on the trajectory of your life for good or bad.
Also you can’t take ayahuasca every two hrs. If you’re taking the appropriate dosage you’re literally throwing up and being incapacitated for 8hrs at a time.
This sounds like Midwest/east coast take. There’s plenty of cultural history in consumption of psychedelics from American Indigenous cultures and as well as a pharmaceutical perspective as well.
@@richbaboon9345 native american probably, not white americans
Id love to see Hasan watch Ethan's old content.
"The real mental illness is just being a RUclipsr..." Hasan said it himself. Ethan is a very sick individual.
So sad. I hope he is off of that shit now. I remember seeing a video of his apartment with just bags and bags of it. It's meant to be a one trip every once in awhile type drug. I can't imagine the damage it has done to his mental health and body.
I'm someone who openly talks about my own psychedelic experiences as being life-altering for the better. simply, helped treat me of substance abuse & addiction issues, depression, being overweight. but, that said, I wouldn't advise anybody to take it without seriously understanding the risks and how powerful these experiences really can be. This poor man absolutely overdid it to an extent I can't even imagine, I'm so sorry to watch this and see this happen to someone's mind and hope he may be able to improve with treatment.
or, bare with me, he just had bipolar disorder and refused to medicate? But no do tell
@@wesleyleigh4063 sarcasm necessary?
Obviously psychiatric issues go undiagnosed sometimes forever. And it's well known that drugs can unleash psychotic breaks in people that were previously ok. Sadly this young man is far from alone, but also that amount of DMT in such vast quantities-- I'm pro psychedelic therapy, as I've said, but as an experienced user I'd also recommend people take it about as seriously as having open heart surgery. It's got more gravity to it than it gets credit for.
It looks like at the end of the video, he is getting treatment and doing better, and I hope his story finds a target somewhere, this poor guy was just looking for enlightenment but it turned into a waking nightmare. Pray for him and the millions more who struggle with serious mental health. And you have a good one.
Every trip I’ve had has come with a lesson. But I also know people who have tried to escape their life with the same drugs that made me more comfortable in my own. They had bad experiences, some of which I witnessed. It was very scary, but I understand why they had the outcome they did. Some people just don’t know how to properly check themselves before an experience like that.
I couldn’t agree more. Psychedelics are the closest thing we have to magic. But the plants will tell you if you’re overdoing it and it’s crucial to listen. Psychedelics helped treat me of similar things and I believe they hold the most ancient of secrets. I was once told by a shaman that it is not for me to go out seeking mother ayuhausca but that mother ayuhausca will find me when I’m ready. I think accessing this kind of information before you are ready, especially over doing it like him - very dangerous to our sense of sanity. Used correctly, life changing.
@@holachicos8073 ironic you say this. In a firm believer that “hard” drugs like H, Benzos, etc - are used to escape your reality and emotions. Psychedelics take you deeper into self. Don’t use psychedelics if you’re trying to escape - have a drink. Use psychedelics when you are so okay with yourself that you want to dive in deeper
My father experienced alcohol induced psychosis. He's remained sober over a year but he's never been the same since
How does that happen?
@@RareTechniques easily. alcohol is a hard drug and it wrecks your brain. pair it with an existing mental illness and things get really bad really fast.
@@RareTechniquesYou drink yourself into madness. The odds are lower for drinkers but for drinkers the odds are never zero.
I had a friend who was taking lord-knows-what and ended up taking a box of an over-the-counter medication for allergies because a pharmacist where he worked told him he would "trip balls". His mom called me to find out what kind of drugs he was on. I did not know, as I had stopped talking to him a few months before because of the way he was acting.
A few months after that phone call I received a call notifying me that he had died by suicide. These problems are absolutely serious, and can really affect you in terrible and uncontrollable ways.
Gotta love how all his friends we're happy making content from his demise. Good people.
This is some of the shit that genuinely scares me. I have a family history schizophrenia. I'm about to turn 25, which is about when that shit starts happening for a lot of people, and I'm scared af that it's gonna be me. I do smoke weed and, on rare occasion, ecstasy, but I'm making sure to regularly take breaks from any psychoactives to clear my head and make sure no dependency is forming.
Meditation, working out, drinking lots of water and make sure you have sandal incense sticks while you meditate,aroma allows our brain to stay sane and sober. Listen to Veena(instrumentals specially) while you meditate by taking deep breaths. Ita all about keeping your mind sober and yoga does helps. I'm about to turn 25 as well and my job doesn't let me breathe,it's hectic and to keep myself sane i do all this stuff. Please get rid of weed(doesn't matter you take them occassionally or not)that might add more negative weight towards schizophrenia and might lead towards heavy hallucinations.
Weed can cause psychosis/unlock schizophrenia. Just don't loose your focus on what's real. I had/have psychosis after a liquid psilocybin trip where I thought everything was a simulation for fun/learning, that I was getting Truman showed (more accurately that we took turns being Truman showed), and that the universe was communicating with me through peoples conversation, music, and tv. Basically that synchronicity had significance. Since that experience weed would always "reactivate" that state where synchronicity was constant but I was always fine if I remembered I was safe, not giving into paranoia.
I’d say the best advice I could give you would be to try to keep your life as stress free as possible. Psychosis and other extreme states are usually triggered by traumatic/very stressful occurrences in life. The brain needs to over compensate for something. It doesn’t usually just happen out of the blue, I’m fairly sure. Another good thing to remember is that psychosis/mania/etc doesn’t always have to be a solely negative experience. Speaking from the perspective of someone who’s dealt with both, there are pros and cons. It’s not all bad, it’s just a brain that works differently, in a way that our society is not built for. Experiencing psychosis or something similar to it is not the end of the world. Schizophrenia is also widely misrepresented in media (including this video) and much more complex than just being certain positive symptoms of psychosis. I recommend psychosispositivity on Instagram as a good resource for general info if you’re interested..! (Not trying to insinuate you don’t know about this just generally speaking)
Don't do drugs nor alcohol, have someone who can take you to the doctor as soon as something fishy starts going on and good luck.
Legit stay away you'll be glad you did especially if you have a family history of it.
I remember him during the Golden Age of fitness pranks. Him and Jeff Seid were like the spiritual successors of Zyzz.
It’s sad. He was manic. It happened to me once, too. I finally figured it out and it’s been years but manic episodes are scary! Oh shit and now that you mention it, I had also been on a big adderall binge. Super dangerous.
Dude, I saw that vid and it startled the shit out of me. Glad someone informed like Hasan is reacting to it.
the video is so dystopian what the fuck
Dude had a manic episode, and without meds he would most certainly have another one.
I have the same thing happen every couple months but meds make me feel worse so idk what to do
@@tracypink4782Sounds like you are going to try and ride the bipolar bronco
My sister had chemistry class with Connor in high school. Crazy to see his trajectory.
I know Hasan's is pretty heavily into politics, but I enjoy watching him much better when it is just about normal content. Politics can be so tiring at times x.x
respect that skip hassan love your work
A sunnyv2 video not going into the deeper context and jumping to a conclusion? Weird
As the video goes on, you realize that he thought his worth came from was his body. It is pretty sad.
Capitalism conditioned him well.
Seems manic depressive. Im Not a psychologist (obviously) and am just basing this on an experience I had with a friend/colleague who went through a manic episode and behaved very similarly out of the blue. Especially the esoteric social media postings
Jesus you only should use psychedelics like 3 times a year max and if you are predisposed to psychosis NEVER
It's wild to see someone just disappear due to their very peaceful efforts to just become more of themselves and find themselves, but then go through this awful journey of mental illness because of it and become the furthest thing from ones true self...
How truly sad.
I’ve know a lot of people who have lost their shit on drugs. I’ve known multiple people who have died. Some of them right in front of me. I overdosed on heroin and benzos on Christmas Eve and was in the ICU for a week. Don’t fuck with drugs people.
Some thing that always stuck with me that somebody told me is that you let mother ayuhausca come to you do not go seeking out mother ayuhausca , she finds you. These plants hold secrets that we can’t understand.
i disagree.
@@iloveguidelines3556 curious why. The idea is that when you’re ready to understand these things - the universe will make it so. Seeking before you’re ready for what you may uncover, can create internal disarray & drive a person “crazy” - don’t worry im a big shroom head and I believe in the magic of dmt. But the plants will tell you when you’re misusing them…
Gym bro who went overboard on the iowaska. Definitely a Rogan fan. 😬
I used to watch Connor Murphy too. Suddenly, he just started posting really wild content, some speculated it was due to an LSD overdose. Been downhill since
I've heard it stays in your spinal chord and micro doses you perpetually ... it would explain a lot
It's actually so sad. I remember the shock I felt while watching the livestream, especially since I was younger at the time I was so confused
it'd take like 100 sheets of acid to overdose.
@@Prosyy Overdose means you took too much, it doesn't mean you're dead. One tab could be too much for a lot of people, it depends on many factors.
@@amosbackstrom5366 That has nothing to do with overdosing. Acid is just a very potent substance that affects a person's perception in a lot of ways. A bad trip doesn't mean overdose. Literally just Google it dude lmfao.
Holy shit, pretty sure this guy came up to my wife and her friend downtown once and tried to do this to them. I gotta show her this lol
Can confirm. As someone with bipolar, anxiety, depression and ptsd...drugs can most definitely cause psychosis and even worsen ptsd, etc. My mental issues before vs after drugs is astronomical. Ofc shitty things in life also contributed to this. I have also seen complete mental deterioration from getting addicted to the "spiritual lifestyle" -people are just searching for something in life and in your 20s everything is so confusing. And psychedelics too... bc yes those things CAN help, if done safely and properly and tbh probably with someone to watch you and even Doctors do Ketamine dosages now. Doing LSD, DMT or any of those things EVERY DAY, let alone multiple times a day..it's so so bad for you....and hard to explain but your brain just becomes complete....weirdness. DMT is NOTHING like mushies or LSD. It's wayyyy more crazy.
Ayahusca is a mixture of nn-dmt and an MAOI which allows the nn-dmt to be absorbed. Psilocybin from mushrooms is converted to psilocin in the body, psilocin is the active compound - 4-ho-dmt - which is a dimethyl triptamine, and it does have similar effects to ayahuasca and low doses of vapourised nn-dmt.
Damn droppin the trippy knowledge. Last time I took Ayahusca-or some kind of version where I inhaled it out of bowl or something-I literally went to a place filled with bugs and birds. Best day of my life.
19:13 chatter saying "is that northern lion" killed me.
Seeing him buy all those random things is very familiar to me. My grandma is Schizophrenic and she does this. She likes to sneak to the dollar store to buy out the whole store. She also likes to steal peoples things. At first these things were annoying, and they still can be sometimes, but as i've gotten older ive grown to think of her as an adorable naive child who just likes new things. Doesnt matter what it is. I love her so much.
I think the weirdest thing she has bought was a chicken coop. She didn't have any chickens, but after that we had to get her some.
Reminds me of that one horror movie Friend Request where even tho people are literally dying every time they wanna make the point that shit is getting serious they focus on how the main character is losing FB friends
lmao, I've never seen that movie but know about it. That sounds wack af lol
The god aspect seems to be common with drug induced psychosis, I had a friend who lost it after a mix of acid and constant spice use, he was never the same after "god spoke to him"
What's funny is how much that psychosis is a cultural byproduct of Christianity.
Hindus and Buddhist people with these types of drug induced manias do not claim to be god.
sometimes i want to try hallucinogenics but then i watch these and rmbr i already have a form of psychosis im not going balls deep into that.
And what's with people ragging on Eckhart Tolle? There is legitimately nothing wrong with him. A lot of the people in the chat were seriously misrepresenting what he says, and seriously mischaracterizing what he does and it's clear many of those chatter had never heard or read anything from him. If you can't tell Eckhart is a genuine human being, you are an atrocious judge of character.
Thank you for mentioning schizophrenia. So many people don't know/understand that it's a mental illness that doesn't creep up until late teens early 20's. You can appear perfectly normal until then. I think same thing happened to Johnny K. Lewis from tv show Anarchy.
Always wondered what happened to this dude, this is actually pretty sad
BRUUUUUH. I cannot imagine doing aya every two hours. Doing it one time can be life-changing in a very real way. DMT is essentially ego death and dream state. You need to process what you find there boys and girls.
Do not do what Connor did.
You can microdose ayahuasca. That said, it shouldn't be every two hours. I've taken "her" many times. She's feisty and wants to be taken seriously because she is. I probably sound like a crazy person here lol but there is a humanity and spirit in that plant. It's the same as constantly taking shrooms just for laughs. Eventually "he" is going to say you think I'm gonna keep fuckin with you? Time to learn, bitch.
Yeah, I first assumed he just did it once and was thinking ok... it's probably an eye opening experience but still seems weird it'd have such long-lasting effects on his mental. Then, I hear the every 2 hours and my eyes bug out like wtf dude!
@@Rhodair If you have a psychotic break or a kundalini awakening it can take time. It's like all of your chakras open at the same time and it's overwhelming. This isn't foil hat talk but there's endless documentation of this happening to people since the beginning of time through yoga or psychedelics. That said while tough most people say they're glad it happened once they finally start to ground again. Microdosing is done with ayahuasca. How much is the question. He sounds like he was serious and eager about making changes.
Just never do DMT, better to just do acid or shrooms, or maybe a ton of ket if you wanna see weird shit. Last time I did ket I did only 2 keys and literally didn't recognize myself in a mirror and felt like I was in serial experiments lain while everything was 2D. That was so fucked but it's a lot safer than DMT
@@goopguy548 No, DMT is fine and probably a lot safer than street ket. Just don’t do it every two hours lol
Average state western youth, this is what happens when your source of happiness is materialism, you will never be satisfied.
Literally an even more airheaded Logan Paul
I don’t think he was defined by materialism rather than low self esteem, he was bullied in school and from watching his videos he got harshly criticised on his physique and how people were saying he’d go bald, all his relationships looked superficial and it just seemed like a time bomb
great point @ 7:10. not sure why he didnt have a steady workout vlog going. start heading into fitness tutorial type stuff that would have built a community....
This is why you never go full himbo :/
Dude started doing psychedelic drugs that sent him down a path he wasn't capable of handling.
It was wild to witness.
It's fuckin hilarious how proud Hasan is of getting off a decent segway.
Segue. Segway is the name of a vehicle
@@willywonka7812 It's not seg-yo. it's seg-way.
@@MishaFlower um. Why and what are you saying? The word is segue. Refer to a dictionary
Reminds me of that one JoJo villain from "Thus Spoke Kishibe Rohan" that gets so obsessed with fitness he gets possessed by a God of Muscles and murder a couple of people before falling through a window to his death.
Ayahuasca should be done in a ceremony with guidance.
He had a spiritual awakening and it fucked with his world view.
The problem is that nobody warned him about how ego (the "lower self" as they say) takes over. He thought he could make other people, "get it" and didn't go as he planned.
Ayahuasca can't make you go insane, but it can sell you on some dogma that becomes impossible to break out of if you do it recklessly, which he did.
Make no mistake, ayahuasca is a powerful medicine and our friend here is a good reminder of why we don't take medicine carelessly.
If you are reading this and are curious about ayahuasca, I encourage you to do a hearty amount of research and, if you feel you need your own experience, go on ayaadvisors and take a retreat to south America and try ayahuasca for yourself.
You won't die, you won't go crazy, you may even come out of it as a better person by the end.
I make no promise, but I've seen it do incredible things first hand.
Open hearts, open minds.
Have a beautiful life =]
man this shit happened to one of my college classmates… sad stuff
Some "friends" he had there smh.
In my opinion Connor Murphy could have been the new Zyzz that we were missing. He had the physique, he had the humor and he was very charismatic. He had a chance to be an inspiration in the fitness community. Unfortunately he had his breakdown and pretty lost himself. Such a damn shame
Jeff Seid already took that role long ago I thought?
idont think he could have been one..he is not that type of a guy that would look for other and feel connection to them that he would actually care enough about them
I feel like some people cant handle thinking deep into philosophical ideas and go too deep into the abyss and never reached the ladder out.
Bipolar and a schizoaffective disorder. The latter usually happens in people in their late 20s, something they consider traumatic can trigger it on.
I was under the impression that you needed to fast because taking ayahuasca requires MAOI inhibitors to work -- if you take MAOI inhibitors then a lot of regular foods will kill you 😬 that's why you're supposed to fast before and for some time after the ayahuasca ceremony 🥺
Bro call me a dad but that your mom joke made me laugh so hard
The top of the hour ad break killed me
Something I read from the Kybalion is that of course other "realities" can exist in the mind but just because you realize that it doesn't mean that you should disregard the still very real shared reality. Be careful 🙃
Antipsychotic medication took away all my current and future experience of meta-awareness/spirituality; at least, thoug, I can understand what happened to me from what I experienced for only 4 days from the time my kundalini ascended/I achieved bodhisattva/gnosis, then, dr.'s made me take risperidone and that cut me off from the All. I have great respect for the thrice great Hermes Trismegistus.
I don't think i'll ever get near God again.
Don’t open ur third eye if you’re not ready
This is probably the longest hasan has not talked ever. I forgot I was watching a reaction video for a bit
Experiencing this many compromised run-ins with other people would send me insane too. In all seriousness though this'd occurred exclusive to Gym Rats and outdoor pranking, and this excuse of an expose' or whatever it deems itself has never felt more exploitative and supremely unnecessary. Like imagine if it were Alzheimers or Cancer, SunnyV2 is a shitty cringelord that we'll outgrow soon enough.
Bipolar mania is a hell of a drug. Been there
Watching this shit is sad because I went through a similar psychosis for a couple years
The few videos I have seen from SunnyV2, he does seem to focus on the analytics and subscribers regarding his subjects 😄
Props to hasan for skipping past his lowest point. Its crazy that people would try to exploit that
He’s doing better now. People should let him be. He’s gained my respect from his growth after hitting rock bottom.
I had a manic insomnia medication life situation induced episode. That shit was embarrassing.
I'm in some psychedelic fb groups and there are a concerning number of people that suffer like this. Not a lot but enough to make me worried. They think they've transcended reality and have super natural powers and yet they are still here living shitty human lives.
They drugged themselves to escape the capitalist hellscape they toil under
i remember all of the Hydroxycut commercials when i was younger. the woman in a bikini going "i lost 27 pounds in just 6 weeks!!!!!!" 🤣
Normal raised people taking psychoactive drugs at around 25 can really make you question yourself and life. Thankfully I started doing lsd and shrooms at 14. I turned out normal ish. No God complex or weird personality. He's right about Joe Rogaine btw. I wonder how many people had mid life crises listening to Joe hogan talk about dmt all the time .
@Aidan m nothing to repent . My soul has been saved from darkness. 3 angels hugged me after a fight for my life. Forever this bond lives as gratitude to the most high and and all that is good . And empathy for the pain of the suffering .
@Aidan m not in Hebrew, not the original
Psychedelics/hallucinogenics are great for most people, but I've known a couple of pals who have had mental issues afterwards. It's probably a case of preexisting conditions. But it's certainly a danger and can be pretty sad.
Hahah good to see psyched substance Adam make an appearance
Hydroxy cut was sooo good...
Connor Murphy Shirtless on the Roof of Chipotle is such a hilarious and iconic title, it should be engraved on a rock somewhere.
The video Ethan and Hila made is one of my favorite videos
DMT has caused a lot of people to psychologically break down developing thing like a god complex and it usually is exasperated by excessive use
i think the saddest thing about this is that his so-called friends were recording his breakdowns for content like ok ig!!
Side note… never understood his ‘shirt prank’ videos. “Wait, WHAT?? The guy with the jackhammered jawline also has a six pack??”
The bald guy guest on the podcast is such a burn out that he casually eats his ear wax on camera. I in subbed as fast as I could
Hes not like this anymore. He went through a phase because of psychoactive mushrooms
Mushrooms make people better gtfoh with your anti drug propaganda
@@michaelboulos3272 psychedelics have incredible untapped potential, but don't act like they're safe for everyone. ppl with high anxiety are predisposed to developing schizophrenia on high doses of psychedelics.
to edit my previous comment, "history of anxiety" is sort of a generalization. there are specific genes you can test for that have have been shown to increase your risk for schizophrenia and bipolar disorder. i urge anyone reading this to take one of these tests before expirementing with high doses of these drugs
@@armanmanasyan8707 As someone who is currently working to get a degree in this field. I just want to nitpick one part of this. it's not about anxiety, but yes if you have family history of schizophrenia you should not use ANY dosage of a psychedelic. Even small doses can bring an early onset.
NO, he didnt jeez, why are everyone saying that. He has bipolar disorder, this is what a manic episode looks like. Doesnt matter what drugs he took.
18:39 I can’t imagine what his poor parents were thinking of this. So scary!
Wait I don’t understand how you can intake ayahuasca every two hours. I’ve done it before and this has to be a blatant lie. Does it mean he would consume more while already high which doesn’t even sound possible considering you also have to fast for like 12 hours. Or did he not fast beforehand making it basically non effective? Or maybe he just switched to smoking dmt?
I was a personal assistant to a multi-millionaire who was off his rocker and he wrote the pope and the president and top scientists & several people inviting them to come to Nashville to see the solar eclipse a few years ago, I had to write those letters and it was funny, no one responded, but he was telling everybody how he had talked to the Sun, and the central Sun Sagittarius a-star, I lost my job because sometimes I would talk back to him and not believe his stories, like he had the ark of the covenant. It's another story how I met him through a vice Lord and a prostitute
Talking to the sun isn't that impressive
I barely know anything about LSD or Psychedelics in general but I think you should take these when you're ready, in a good mood and you have a lot of time, in a quiet place like being on Vacation for days or something like that, like I don't get it when people take it in the middle of a big City and then the next morning they go to work, I could be wrong but from what I've heard taking it like that sucks, you wanna be kind of isolated from stress and disconnect yourself from your work and any pressure.