I mindlessly clicked on this video and it ended up being what I needed to hear. I was literally writing down pros and cons of moving tonight in my journal. My lease is up next month and I’m ready for a change of scenery and new opportunities ❤️
Move to Spain. Those of us [the circle of friends I was/am a part of] that stayed seem to be thriving or have just completely lost all f's to give 😂-- there is seemingly no in-between.
I don’t know how, but in every single video you manage to make me feel like you’re talking specifically to me like the video was literally meant for me or something. rlly tho thank you for these videos dude they genuinely help a lot.
@@Rotting12hes not wrong though, culture and generational waves lead to a lot of people in the same generation deaing with the same things at the same time
So crazy man, I was in a very similar position except much younger. Last year at 16 I was in a massive rut, Id get home from school and just rot in bed all day feeling terrible about myself, everyday was the same. I really felt hopeless. Then I was presented with the opportunity to go to Australia for a month to visit family. I took up this offer thinking that maybe I could go there and completely reinvent myself, but to my surprise things only got worse. I was now stuck in different country with same exact problems I had at home, except now I'm surrounded by people I barely even know in a place I'm not familiar with. It wasn't only until after I got back when I began to get my act together. And I think that's because I came to the realization of many things you talk about in this video. I've realized that changing myself doesn't rely on all these external factors and that I am in full control. I've learned to appreciate and utilize what I already have around me. Btw in my like 8 years of watching RUclips this is the first video I have ever commented on, I just felt like I needed to because it resonated with me so much. Also I just love this channel man keep doing what you're doing.
Definitely What I needed to hear. As a young adult, I came to the realization that unfortunately the people in my life had not adequately prepared me for independence. It sucks, but I also realized that, at this point, if I want that to change I have to be the one to do it. And the longer I waited for the ‘perfect’ opportunity or someone to help me with it the longer I stood by not doing anything! So, I am slowly but surely doing the things I need to and honing the skills I need to be independent. Also, with the imagination part, I would say there is a caveat to that. I have maladaptive(or excessive) daydreaming. And honestly it can be more addictive than social media because it is way more convenient and I can see whatever I want. So, while mental picturing of a challenge or where you see yourself can be great in the short run, It can hold you back in the long run. I would argue that imagination is a certainty because you have complete control and can therefore imagine yourself in any perfect situation as a level 100 protagonist, and get nowhere in the real world. I can, however, see how it would be good for setting goals and figuring out what you want etc. When it gets to the point where the imagining process is in your comfort zone, you need to do a physical, real challenge. Great video as always, and definitely an inspirational push for me to go and do something challenging! ⭐️
reminds me of the quote, "wherever you go, there you are." thank you for helping me frame my inner monologue for the past few months with so much more clarity, you have such an empowering way with words
I left home the week I turned 17 in 1985 with $300 in my pocket, drove 2500 miles to the other side of the country and landed in Los Angeles where I still am to this day. It's been an amazing life
@@AngelQueenTKexactly that’s what older people always fail to comprehend 😂😂😂 it never fails with older people you would think they would know better to be able to have common sense on the way things are today but they rather be ignorant to the way of things are nowadays
In half a year I'll be 18. For the longest time I wanted that so, so bad, thinking that once I'll have all those legal documents, be allowed to go to work, etc., my life will instantly change and everything will be amazing. But recently I made a little experiment in which I pretended I'm already an adult, live alone and can manage my own time however I wanted... it, uh, it did not go as great as I've imagined, but that's good, it's alright. It showed me, that I can't just expect everything to be better once x and y happens. So now I've taken it upon myself to make the most of what is possible, right here, right now. And it's going great so far C: Also pro tip: find yourself a best friend, you CANNOT possibly imagine how much that's gonna change you
I remember turning 18 and being like damn I’m actually an adult now haha. I’m 27 now and living alone for the first time. It’s been a learning curve but it’s fulfilling and I’m comfortable :) but life is forever changing. Embrace the uncertainty
There is no permanent state of either happiness or sorrow. Both will be with you for all your life. Trying to chase happiness is like a donkey trying to eat the carrot that is hanging in front of his mouth tied to a pole in his back, but he never reaches it because it moves with him. Life is a beautiful struggle.
@ArthurM1863 I never said I wanted to get rid of every negative aspect of life completely, tho? I know that's impossible, but I'm not just gonna stay here and suffer for no reason
Josh, thank you always for sharing these vital messages. even for people who are already of this path, sometimes the isolation gets to you such that you begin recycling your thoughts.
Leaving your home is financial suicide in most places in the world in today's day and age. If you have a loving family and are not forced to leave home, and there is no pressure on you to leave, then save money instead. If you have the funds, try to invest. However, this does not mean staying locked up at home and never experiencing the world. Go travel, read, and research topics that interest you, and learn how the world really works. Oh, and absolutely avoid going into debt. Do not borrow money from banks.
THIS is exactly what my mind has been trying to tell me for about a year now. subconciously i went through the whole entire process you just described without even knowing it, my dad died and i lost this groove i had. you just reminded me of how i did it right after finally clawing my way back up to having that kind of strength while even stuck in a pleasure cycle. the mindset was what i had lost. now im stronger than i was then and now.
This time last year i was in a horrid state of mind i commited to changing my life. Got fit healthy started having a bettter life. Then i lost everything. Why does everything go wrong when im finslly in a good place 😂 its so fucking frustrating shaha
Hey) thank you for the video! I guess I needed this. I moved to the us 2,5 years ago, im living in a van right now. I was seeking this challenge, but it came out harder that I thought. I ended up locking myself up and constantly distracting myself with RUclips and stuff. A lot of thoughts about home and no desire to continue. Maybe it’s time to get back, reflect and seek another adventure later, the one that would be more accessible. I’ve learned a lot though. But there should be a period of recovery that is hard to get for me.
I don’t know if it’s a symbolism of keeping yourself “held hostage” in the “home” you’ve grown out of Or just a choice of style But it’s serving the video properly👌🏼 (the filming and editing)
Sure. Lemme just get my finances sorted out. I'm a 26 year old living in a 3rd world country and all I ever want for now is to find opportunities abroad so I can support my parents and have a nicer quality of life, but unfortunately I'm not in a good place financially, but I'll do what I need to do to save money and move to a different city to hopefully find more opportunities there.
This comes at the perfect time for me. I have extensive food fears that limit socialization and travel. I hope to one day live and buy property in Europe, but I need to handle my fear of new foods here where I know I have foods I can eat comfortably too. I am working on finding a specialist, so I have the ability to travel with less anxiety. Your videos are so needed and special. Thank you for making them!
I dont know man, I'm in New Zealand right now and a lot of my systemic issues have just disappeared. You have to remember that at our core, humans are pattern recognition machines. If you live in an environment for long enough, you develop habits- doesn't matter if they're good or bad. Unless you remove the cues to those habits, it becomes much more difficult to change them. That's why a new environment is very likely to change your habits, because the environment and the people you surround yourself with is 90% of your cues.
you have a very good point, yes, buuuut I think it's different for everyone. What is talked about here are the things that stick with you no matter what and you can't just LEAVE them, they're a part of you. Not necessarily habits, but the way in which you engage with the world. Also I'm kind of relieved after reading your comment, because I was very afraid that if I don't have my stuff together before I move out, I'll be the exact same, but you reminded me that in the end we're humans, our minds work in strange ways and we can make use of it.
@@alka_3.4 glad that you got some value from my rambling lol. Like you said, some people have a preconceived notion of themselves that's hard to get rid of no matter where they go. This might influence their behavior and personality in a negative way. Sometimes though, if you work towards changing, moving away can be the final push you need to conquer that one trait or lack thereof. Like you said, it depends on the person. Some people might benefit from travelling more than others. Best of luck with moving out. I hope you find what you're looking for.
my friend, I had to move back into my childhood home where I found my mom after she’d lost her battle with mental health . we fought real bad the night before and I’ve been struggling with my ptsd so bad. this video hit home. for real. thank you. I hope you’re doing okay.
Recently I went to a hospitality job far away from home with barely any money and it turned out to be job from hell so it felt like my attempt to take risk backfired 😅😢
This is important for people to know. You dont fix problems created from the self by changing your location,those same unaddressed issues will only follow you.
Thank you for being yourself, and for creating content that comes from your heart. I hope life will give you at least 100 times as much what you are giving us just by speaking of your challenges . Whenever I watch your video I feel a little more human and a little less alone
literally everything you said was everything I needed to hear. God is working thorugh you, thank you for answering His call without you even realizing it
I never go anywhere that Christ doesn't lead me to. If he is still then I am still. And when he moves I am moved. As in a dance he leads me and I always follow his lead. I am comfortable wherever I am not because I am complacent but because he comforts me and keeps me company when no one else either can or will.
We've been over all this... No place else to go can't afford anyplace on my own no one wants to travel with me I'm not traveling alone anywhere i have no license i don't have time to save and get it back as of right now there's too many enemies trying to kill me
I feel as though, were I surrounded by, raised by, or beholden to different people I would have both understood and taken action on these feelings. My problem is being too sensitive and submissive to the demands of others. Everyone will say it’s okay to fail, it’s okay to learn, it’s okay to not be ready, but when the time comes to actually facilitate that behavior, people falter. It’s like playing a competitive game and being teamed up with a new player. You’ll understand that it’s not their fault but also think “why did it have to be me”. The same goes for taking the initiative. My mom in particular preaches that to me, yet she and many other parents know full well that they don’t trust their children (even adults) to be smart about it. In trying to do something good without being told, the blame will entirely fall upon you if you fail, especially if other people were affected by your actions. My knowing of this yet still doing nothing is, at this point, just as much about hate as it is about fear. It’s a sort of malicious compliance that I recognize nobody will appreciate or respect me doing things my own way, so I’ve decided to do absolutely nothing at all unless told to. That way nobody can blame me if things go wrong. Not only do I feel I’m not ready, and not only do I feel lazy, but I also feel like the world would be against me if I left my little bubble. That probably wouldn’t matter if I was less nice or empathetic, but I am.
Damn, got smacked in the face with the elephant in my head from the first sentence of this video and the assault never stopped til the end of the video 😅 idk how every video I've seen of yours resonates soo completely at the exact time I need to hear it, but thank you for posting these. It's the exact right amount of gentle yet stern push I need to get me back on track 🥰
Watched till i realized he's talking about leaving home... As in his parents home. Hahaha sorry kids but if you think it sucks now you better buckle up cause you're in for a long ride. As far as living at home goes; stay as long as your parents will let you stay while going to school and saving as much as possible! Have fun 🎉
If you're an artist, go to an open mic! You don't even have to get up there. Just go to watch and talk to people after. A lot of mics are variety, meaning you can do music, comedy, poetry, share your artwork/pottery, tell a story, dance. Whatever you want. These things have changed my life. I've met so many incredible people and gotten so many opportunities and become a much better artist and person. It's great practice socially and for sharing your creativity/getting inspiration. Highly recommend.
Im 17 and im so fucking lonely This videos made me feel better about myself, thank you Im going to start reading brcause of you, part of me wants to,because it knows its the right direction, learning guitar has helped me so much, and if you dont play a instrument but love music then please pick one up, you would be a great musician
Sometimes people just have to get really sick and disgusted with their current state of things to truly consider making a change
yeah yup
That's right. I am working on it now
Also reached that point
Sometimes even that is not enough
i wish it was that easy
I mindlessly clicked on this video and it ended up being what I needed to hear. I was literally writing down pros and cons of moving tonight in my journal. My lease is up next month and I’m ready for a change of scenery and new opportunities ❤️
Move to Spain.
Those of us [the circle of friends I was/am a part of] that stayed seem to be thriving or have just completely lost all f's to give 😂-- there is seemingly no in-between.
Dont worry The whole planet will be having a change of scenery very soon 💚💙💥💥💥
This video is scaring me because it's exactly what I need to hear. It's like it was made specifically for me.
I don’t know how, but in every single video you manage to make me feel like you’re talking specifically to me like the video was literally meant for me or something. rlly tho thank you for these videos dude they genuinely help a lot.
Cause personal experiences are linked to cultural experiences
@@paulematword salad sentence
@@Rotting12hes not wrong though, culture and generational waves lead to a lot of people in the same generation deaing with the same things at the same time
you have such a gift of gentle clarity, encouragement, resonance when you speak. thank u for using it ♡
My take on the „hostage-style“-video: It‘s a clever stylistic choice to mirror back that each of us is „hostage“ to their known circumstances
So crazy man, I was in a very similar position except much younger. Last year at 16 I was in a massive rut, Id get home from school and just rot in bed all day feeling terrible about myself, everyday was the same. I really felt hopeless. Then I was presented with the opportunity to go to Australia for a month to visit family. I took up this offer thinking that maybe I could go there and completely reinvent myself, but to my surprise things only got worse. I was now stuck in different country with same exact problems I had at home, except now I'm surrounded by people I barely even know in a place I'm not familiar with. It wasn't only until after I got back when I began to get my act together. And I think that's because I came to the realization of many things you talk about in this video. I've realized that changing myself doesn't rely on all these external factors and that I am in full control. I've learned to appreciate and utilize what I already have around me.
Btw in my like 8 years of watching RUclips this is the first video I have ever commented on, I just felt like I needed to because it resonated with me so much. Also I just love this channel man
keep doing what you're doing.
Why is this man in a found footage video tho.
Best aesthetic
Analog horror.
90s camcorder
And speaks like the joker?
It’s PERFECT 💕🙏🏼☀️
Definitely What I needed to hear. As a young adult, I came to the realization that unfortunately the people in my life had not adequately prepared me for independence. It sucks, but I also realized that, at this point, if I want that to change I have to be the one to do it. And the longer I waited for the ‘perfect’ opportunity or someone to help me with it the longer I stood by not doing anything! So, I am slowly but surely doing the things I need to and honing the skills I need to be independent.
Also, with the imagination part, I would say there is a caveat to that. I have maladaptive(or excessive) daydreaming. And honestly it can be more addictive than social media because it is way more convenient and I can see whatever I want. So, while mental picturing of a challenge or where you see yourself can be great in the short run, It can hold you back in the long run. I would argue that imagination is a certainty because you have complete control and can therefore imagine yourself in any perfect situation as a level 100 protagonist, and get nowhere in the real world. I can, however, see how it would be good for setting goals and figuring out what you want etc. When it gets to the point where the imagining process is in your comfort zone, you need to do a physical, real challenge.
Great video as always, and definitely an inspirational push for me to go and do something challenging! ⭐️
that comment is 😙👌
good luck with everything bro!!
reminds me of the quote, "wherever you go, there you are." thank you for helping me frame my inner monologue for the past few months with so much more clarity, you have such an empowering way with words
I left home the week I turned 17 in 1985 with $300 in my pocket, drove 2500 miles to the other side of the country and landed in Los Angeles where I still am to this day. It's been an amazing life
Things were much different then
@@AngelQueenTKexactly that’s what older people always fail to comprehend 😂😂😂 it never fails with older people you would think they would know better to be able to have common sense on the way things are today but they rather be ignorant to the way of things are nowadays
your videos are so therapeutic 😭🤍
In half a year I'll be 18.
For the longest time I wanted that so, so bad, thinking that once I'll have all those legal documents, be allowed to go to work, etc., my life will instantly change and everything will be amazing.
But recently I made a little experiment in which I pretended I'm already an adult, live alone and can manage my own time however I wanted... it, uh, it did not go as great as I've imagined, but that's good, it's alright.
It showed me, that I can't just expect everything to be better once x and y happens.
So now I've taken it upon myself to make the most of what is possible, right here, right now.
And it's going great so far C:
Also pro tip: find yourself a best friend, you CANNOT possibly imagine how much that's gonna change you
Good job buddy. I am turning 22 pretty soon.
I remember turning 18 and being like damn I’m actually an adult now haha. I’m 27 now and living alone for the first time. It’s been a learning curve but it’s fulfilling and I’m comfortable :) but life is forever changing. Embrace the uncertainty
There is no permanent state of either happiness or sorrow. Both will be with you for all your life. Trying to chase happiness is like a donkey trying to eat the carrot that is hanging in front of his mouth tied to a pole in his back, but he never reaches it because it moves with him. Life is a beautiful struggle.
@ArthurM1863 I never said I wanted to get rid of every negative aspect of life completely, tho? I know that's impossible, but I'm not just gonna stay here and suffer for no reason
you are genuinely such an amazing soul. thank you.
This man saved my sanity starting last year. God bless you, Mage.
Enjoy the fruits of your labor and 👁️
Said the Joker to the Thief
I thought the same thing hah
There's too much confusion, I can't get no relief
businessmen they drink my wine
@@hareezcome and take my earth
@@Denali1696
Thanks for ruining it 😊
I've left home and was gobbled up by capitalism
You left one prison to enter another. Welcome to Earth.
This world really sucks
Felt this on a spiritual level
Thats how it is here on earth hahah😂
Lmao fr but if u find some u like n every prison then you can make it better than when u found it
Josh, thank you always for sharing these vital messages. even for people who are already of this path, sometimes the isolation gets to you such that you begin recycling your thoughts.
Leaving your home is financial suicide in most places in the world in today's day and age.
If you have a loving family and are not forced to leave home, and there is no pressure on you to leave, then save money instead. If you have the funds, try to invest.
However, this does not mean staying locked up at home and never experiencing the world. Go travel, read, and research topics that interest you, and learn how the world really works.
Oh, and absolutely avoid going into debt. Do not borrow money from banks.
This is actually sensible and practical. Thanks for this insight!
Most sensible advice I’ve seen ❤
You obviously haven't looked into the cost of living in Thailand
@@spirituallybendivinecoppen7820 Enlighten me, Thailand looks epic.
I swear, your videos are the most comforting I've found in a while.
THIS is exactly what my mind has been trying to tell me for about a year now. subconciously i went through the whole entire process you just described without even knowing it, my dad died and i lost this groove i had. you just reminded me of how i did it right after finally clawing my way back up to having that kind of strength while even stuck in a pleasure cycle. the mindset was what i had lost. now im stronger than i was then and now.
This time last year i was in a horrid state of mind i commited to changing my life. Got fit healthy started having a bettter life. Then i lost everything. Why does everything go wrong when im finslly in a good place 😂 its so fucking frustrating shaha
Said the joker to the thief...
Please make a playlist of your videos so I can listen to your wise relaxing words and voice to sleep
Hey) thank you for the video! I guess I needed this. I moved to the us 2,5 years ago, im living in a van right now. I was seeking this challenge, but it came out harder that I thought. I ended up locking myself up and constantly distracting myself with RUclips and stuff. A lot of thoughts about home and no desire to continue. Maybe it’s time to get back, reflect and seek another adventure later, the one that would be more accessible. I’ve learned a lot though. But there should be a period of recovery that is hard to get for me.
I don’t know if it’s a symbolism of keeping yourself “held hostage” in the “home” you’ve grown out of
Or just a choice of style
But it’s serving the video properly👌🏼 (the filming and editing)
Sure. Lemme just get my finances sorted out. I'm a 26 year old living in a 3rd world country and all I ever want for now is to find opportunities abroad so I can support my parents and have a nicer quality of life, but unfortunately I'm not in a good place financially, but I'll do what I need to do to save money and move to a different city to hopefully find more opportunities there.
Thanks to God that brings me this video when İ most needed. Thank you Josh for clarifying so many things deeply that İ couldn't understand by myself.
Lol, addiction and the habits when you are truly growing is very limiting, and this is the affirmation. Thank you!
This comes at the perfect time for me. I have extensive food fears that limit socialization and travel. I hope to one day live and buy property in Europe, but I need to handle my fear of new foods here where I know I have foods I can eat comfortably too. I am working on finding a specialist, so I have the ability to travel with less anxiety.
Your videos are so needed and special. Thank you for making them!
This came at a really good time. Thank you for posting
Very authentic. Very kind and empathetic. Nice video
I dont know man, I'm in New Zealand right now and a lot of my systemic issues have just disappeared. You have to remember that at our core, humans are pattern recognition machines. If you live in an environment for long enough, you develop habits- doesn't matter if they're good or bad. Unless you remove the cues to those habits, it becomes much more difficult to change them. That's why a new environment is very likely to change your habits, because the environment and the people you surround yourself with is 90% of your cues.
you have a very good point, yes, buuuut I think it's different for everyone. What is talked about here are the things that stick with you no matter what and you can't just LEAVE them, they're a part of you. Not necessarily habits, but the way in which you engage with the world.
Also I'm kind of relieved after reading your comment, because I was very afraid that if I don't have my stuff together before I move out, I'll be the exact same, but you reminded me that in the end we're humans, our minds work in strange ways and we can make use of it.
@@alka_3.4 glad that you got some value from my rambling lol. Like you said, some people have a preconceived notion of themselves that's hard to get rid of no matter where they go. This might influence their behavior and personality in a negative way. Sometimes though, if you work towards changing, moving away can be the final push you need to conquer that one trait or lack thereof. Like you said, it depends on the person. Some people might benefit from travelling more than others.
Best of luck with moving out. I hope you find what you're looking for.
@@sadgetrollge5614 thanks a lot, good luck to you too! C:
my friend, I had to move back into my childhood home where I found my mom after she’d lost her battle with mental health . we fought real bad the night before and I’ve been struggling with my ptsd so bad. this video hit home. for real. thank you. I hope you’re doing okay.
After losing everything, you are ready to give anything, but there is no rock bottom it doesn't exist.
I needed to hear this. Thanks.
thank you so much for this, for every video and monologue you've written, filmed, and produced. onward, friends.
Goat dropped againn🐐🗣️🗣️
Thank you for this video bro . Seriously it means a lot to me to know people like you exist.
i need to send this to all my schizophrenic friends
in this economy is crazy
The only positive thing I see in this, is the fact that many of us are feeling and thinking the same, we are not totally alone. Thanks man
I thought you meant home as in leaving this physical realm to going back. That’s what I want to do.
leaving in 6 days ✊
NO WAY ARE YOU THE SAME DUDE I MET LAST NIGHT ON DISCORD?!
The study group !?
Are you living in my mind? Video is gold.
Recently I went to a hospitality job far away from home with barely any money and it turned out to be job from hell so it felt like my attempt to take risk backfired 😅😢
Josh finally remembered his login after 2 months!
said the joker to the thief 🗣️🗣️
Definition Insanity, "Doin same thing over n expecting different results."
This video was epic in all areas nice work, man top notch. Well done! Snowden effect
This is important for people to know. You dont fix problems created from the self by changing your location,those same unaddressed issues will only follow you.
Good to see others are going on the journey at similar rates
The way out of here is walking the Narrow Path with Jesus
🎵We're turning your room back into the computer room 🎶
The key to the simulation is in the simulation
I thought this was gonna be a video on some Jimmy Hendrix song, but I was quite surprised.. Good video, insightful message! Thanks.....
this was so so needed, thank you
Keep making videos, they’re really helpful
*Said the joker ... to the theif* -Bob Dylan
This vid format is crazy effective and new to me
I feel like I'm getting advice from watching a foutage of "my brother from the past "
🎵Said the joker to the thief🎵
Thank you for being yourself, and for creating content that comes from your heart. I hope life will give you at least 100 times as much what you are giving us just by speaking of your challenges . Whenever I watch your video I feel a little more human and a little less alone
Wonderful subject! Authentic production!
literally everything you said was everything I needed to hear. God is working thorugh you, thank you for answering His call without you even realizing it
Specific relatable advice
I never go anywhere that Christ doesn't lead me to. If he is still then I am still. And when he moves I am moved. As in a dance he leads me and I always follow his lead. I am comfortable wherever I am not because I am complacent but because he comforts me and keeps me company when no one else either can or will.
it might be a never-ending cycle...lol
Fr
This is why I get intoxicated
Fart, burp, and sneeze all at once.
I am not going to end up on an island, with some crazy man over there saying we were all meant to be there for something, right?
probably :-p
just keep your critical brain and a real relationship with God. you will be fiiiiine
I'm watching it for the first time and honestly in view of today's world, I wouldn't be mad if that was the case lol
We've been over all this... No place else to go can't afford anyplace on my own no one wants to travel with me I'm not traveling alone anywhere i have no license i don't have time to save and get it back as of right now there's too many enemies trying to kill me
Wtf bro! I was literally thinking that I need to move abroad.
one of the best videos I've ever seen
I feel as though, were I surrounded by, raised by, or beholden to different people I would have both understood and taken action on these feelings. My problem is being too sensitive and submissive to the demands of others.
Everyone will say it’s okay to fail, it’s okay to learn, it’s okay to not be ready, but when the time comes to actually facilitate that behavior, people falter. It’s like playing a competitive game and being teamed up with a new player. You’ll understand that it’s not their fault but also think “why did it have to be me”.
The same goes for taking the initiative. My mom in particular preaches that to me, yet she and many other parents know full well that they don’t trust their children (even adults) to be smart about it. In trying to do something good without being told, the blame will entirely fall upon you if you fail, especially if other people were affected by your actions.
My knowing of this yet still doing nothing is, at this point, just as much about hate as it is about fear. It’s a sort of malicious compliance that I recognize nobody will appreciate or respect me doing things my own way, so I’ve decided to do absolutely nothing at all unless told to. That way nobody can blame me if things go wrong.
Not only do I feel I’m not ready, and not only do I feel lazy, but I also feel like the world would be against me if I left my little bubble. That probably wouldn’t matter if I was less nice or empathetic, but I am.
David Lynch found the way out
Tarkus... I love this song (nice video)
I am not a human animal, sir
What does that even mean
19 years old, just graduate in December and about to start working in 2 days, keep grinding
Thank you Josh!
the goat posted
Not only are you wise, but handsome too. Thanks for your thoughts
Damn, got smacked in the face with the elephant in my head from the first sentence of this video and the assault never stopped til the end of the video 😅 idk how every video I've seen of yours resonates soo completely at the exact time I need to hear it, but thank you for posting these. It's the exact right amount of gentle yet stern push I need to get me back on track 🥰
Chiron last backup the golden web pt 1
Watched till i realized he's talking about leaving home... As in his parents home. Hahaha sorry kids but if you think it sucks now you better buckle up cause you're in for a long ride. As far as living at home goes; stay as long as your parents will let you stay while going to school and saving as much as possible! Have fun 🎉
You sound EXACTLY like James Spader
Scratches on the wall look like art in this video
Thank you 🙏🏻🕊️✨
Said the joker to the thief
Man, i couldn't sit and watch this, it feels uncomfortable bcs this video is too personal. But im watching now, hoping i'll get an epiphany after this
Thank you for this video.
Can't wait til you start your cult ✌️
Damn this randomly popped when I needed it shout out to the ai gods
His family found this 150 yrs after he went missing 💀
If you're an artist, go to an open mic! You don't even have to get up there. Just go to watch and talk to people after. A lot of mics are variety, meaning you can do music, comedy, poetry, share your artwork/pottery, tell a story, dance. Whatever you want.
These things have changed my life. I've met so many incredible people and gotten so many opportunities and become a much better artist and person.
It's great practice socially and for sharing your creativity/getting inspiration.
Highly recommend.
Im 17 and im so fucking lonely
This videos made me feel better about myself, thank you
Im going to start reading brcause of you, part of me wants to,because it knows its the right direction, learning guitar has helped me so much, and if you dont play a instrument but love music then please pick one up, you would be a great musician
I would do a lot of crazy shit to be 17 again. Time is on your side my friend. Keep pushing forward and never give up.
@ThePinnacle415 thank you, I'll do everything I can to make the most of it, I promise
Skill issue..chuckle...
Yep, you're a gamer.
Couldn’t be more accurate 🌷
hell yeah
Yeah it's called death
This is gold!
I am so done living with my parents, I gotta get out of here but how?