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  • Опубликовано: 9 сен 2018
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  • @remuslupin4777
    @remuslupin4777 5 лет назад +1287

    Remember all the things we wanted
    Now all our memories, they're haunted
    We were always meant to say goodbye
    Even with our fists held high
    It never would have worked out right
    We were never meant for do or die
    I didn't want us to burn out
    I didn't come here to hurt you now I can't stop
    I want you to know
    That it doesn't matter
    Where we take this road
    But someone's gotta go
    And I want you to know
    You couldn't have loved me better
    But I want you to move on
    So I'm already gone
    Looking at you makes it harder
    But I know that you'll find another
    That doesn't always make you wanna cry
    It started with the perfect kiss then
    We could feel the poison set in
    "Perfect" couldn't keep this love alive
    You know that I love you so
    I love you enough to let you go
    I want you to know
    That it doesn't matter
    Where we take this road
    But someone's gotta go
    And I want you to know
    You couldn't have loved me better
    But I want you to move on
    So I'm already gone
    So I'm already gone
    Remember all the things we wanted
    Now all our memories, they're haunted
    We were always meant to say goodbye
    I want you to know
    That it doesn't matter
    Where we take this road
    But someone's gotta go
    And I want you to know
    You couldn't have loved me better
    But I want you to move on
    So I'm already gone
    I'm already gone
    Remember all the things we wanted
    Now all our memories, they're haunted
    We were always meant to say goodbye

  • @oxskyxo2028
    @oxskyxo2028 5 лет назад +1703

    this hits different when your already crying

    • @maddydiamond4103
      @maddydiamond4103 4 года назад +9

      hey hope you’re doing better now

    • @oxskyxo2028
      @oxskyxo2028 4 года назад +5

      Maddy Diamond slowly but surely

    • @niamhohalloran2540
      @niamhohalloran2540 4 года назад +3

      Oh damn. You good boo? You wanna talk?

    • @imnumb396
      @imnumb396 4 года назад +14

      Also hits different when your trying to cry but cant because your so numb

    • @oxskyxo2028
      @oxskyxo2028 4 года назад +1

      siobhan ohalloran i think i’ll be ok

  • @mikaelaferrier7832
    @mikaelaferrier7832 4 года назад +557

    Hey, you there.
    I know you’re just lying in your bed.
    Listening to sad songs.
    Staring at the wall and looking through the comments.
    Letting the tears be tears.
    Understand everything without thinking about anything.
    And in these moments we exist without really existing.
    These moments are golden.

    • @elpeemimi6357
      @elpeemimi6357 3 года назад

      Yep

    • @dozeneggs284
      @dozeneggs284 3 года назад +2

      why is it so hard to just be gone

    • @elpeemimi6357
      @elpeemimi6357 3 года назад

      @@dozeneggs284 maybe we think too much of the memories , i dont know either.

    • @bunbun503
      @bunbun503 3 года назад

      Quit calling me out🥺

    • @kaylab3029
      @kaylab3029 3 года назад

      how did you-

  • @alexalelong9018
    @alexalelong9018 4 года назад +844

    Who else feels the pain of wanting to cry but not having any left...

    • @NotElucidated
      @NotElucidated 3 года назад +10

      I cried more than niagara falls in one day. My life is destroyed

    • @alexalelong9018
      @alexalelong9018 3 года назад +5

      illyx_bkki Aw I’m sorry bb,I hope it gets better. Remember I’m here for you, I care about you🥺🥰

    • @NotElucidated
      @NotElucidated 3 года назад +4

      @@alexalelong9018 u dont know me. No one does here, i am just misery Alexa i am never the same i am absolutely crushed. I have lost way too many ppl in my life amazing wonderful ppl that just left me all alone. I wished my entire life i can hug someone and cry for hours and hours hugging them. I'll never be the same. I dont have a family i dont have friends i have no one to csre for me or guide me. Crying everyday, everyday waking up with a cut, everyday crying the Pacific ocean to sleep. I was such a laughy funny guy who was always funny and i was always smiling. All what gets me thro the day is now is a fake shit smile. All my friendships are gone, all my jokes and fun me is burried. All my relationships are burnt. My sister died about 2 months ago and not a single living soul cared for me. I only have my grandpa, when he's gone its all me. When will someonr care for me? When will an angel take my life away? Will i be burried alone? Will there be anyone at my funeral/grave? I just wish i died years ago. Seeing what i am now is crushing me. I am pushed down everyday. I am in the earth's core and no one noticed me ever, i wanted answers for these questions for a hecka long time, still didnt get them. I just want to disappear. No one will ever understand me or what i go thro everyday. Yall online friends wont help that much neither of irl friends :(. I never got to hug someone in my life,i was born without a mom neither any siblings *except my sister* and my dad was always travelling and died 5 years ago. My sister was always busy and with college and now shes gone too. Writing these long paragraphs makes me feel better. My eyes are all waterfalls while writing this but its okay im used to it..

    • @alexalelong9018
      @alexalelong9018 3 года назад +1

      illyx_bkki listen first i wanna start off and say I’m so sorry for your loss beyond anything I know okay? I don’t know if you believe in god but you should, find him through everything you have been through because those people you have lost are looking down on you right now, they are there and trust me I know it’s hard but I do not not know what you are going through compared, but I need you to know that even if I dont know you I still care, don’t take your life because ik your family won’t wanna see that up in heaven and the thing with your friends I’m sorry, I’m always the friend who seems to keep bringing people up but I never get that from any of my other friends as well, start a life with the lord and I am saying this because it healed me when I lost my grandma, pray and he will help you. I love you and so does the lord, again I know I don’t know you ok but I still care. I wanna clarify that I AM NOT trying to force anything such as my religion on you at alllll. Just simply telling you to try and pray (if you want to). Because it helps with the pain. I want you to know that it is OK that you cry, cry all the time ok it helps. And keep writing these paragraphs if it helps ok.🙃🥺😞🤧

    • @NotElucidated
      @NotElucidated 3 года назад +1

      @@alexalelong9018 i understand that clearly, and im absolutely sorry for ur grandma. My problem will never get solved Alexa no matter what. I prayed a lot nothing happened i went to every place possible to get help its just not helping me at all. I am so so so sorry ur friends dont return back the favour u do to them but i absolutely think i can make a change. We can be bestiesss if u want just if u want. And i absolutely appreciate ur time typing that message. Ik it wasted ur time a whole lot of it and i am so sorry 😔. I will take ur tips and try again i guess its my only choice. And idk if u got that wrong or not but, my friends didnt die they just left me all alone not wanting me as a friend and stuff yk. U get me?. Thanks so much for everything you've typed and thanks for ur time. Just tell me if u want to be friends and if not its totally okay i respect ur opinion. I csnt thank u enough for everything you've said it just means a lot to me. Not a lot of ppl are like u, u are special for what u just said to me. Thanks so much again. I miss my friends but my only choice is to just move on its definitely hard but its just that. And i really appreciate that u care about me. Like it absolutely means a different dimension for me. My family wont really care if i suicide or not. But anyways, thanks again and ur not forcing me in anyway i totally understand every letter u said.
      Thank you!
      *and sorry for my late reply*

  • @notactuallyplant
    @notactuallyplant 5 лет назад +853

    my grandma died and I sang this on her funeral,it was hard not to cry,but I did it anyways,because I remember how much she loved my voice. I hope she is doing fine and can live without pain
    {23.08.19} Rest in Peace granny ily❤️

    • @charleemay6335
      @charleemay6335 4 года назад +16

      awh she’s in a better place now :( 💗

    • @notactuallyplant
      @notactuallyplant 4 года назад +6

      charlee may yeah she is thx 💗

    • @tata7811
      @tata7811 4 года назад +4

      She’s in a better place now she will miss you very muh❤️

    • @notactuallyplant
      @notactuallyplant 4 года назад +1

      Notsaying ❤️❤️❤️❤️

    • @kayleighvaughan1128
      @kayleighvaughan1128 4 года назад +11

      I’m sorry for your lost I couldn’t even go to my grandpas funeral cuz it hurt so bad

  • @jiannaanai
    @jiannaanai 4 года назад +838

    i just got my heart broken by someone i didn't even date.

  • @TristanWilliamsonMusic
    @TristanWilliamsonMusic 4 года назад +273

    My dog died this morning. I just buried him on top of a mountain and I feel like this song is him telling me it's okay and I should carry on living my life now that he's gone.
    I miss you Angus, you were more than just a dog, you were my brother.. ❤️

    • @lily_sunshine6991
      @lily_sunshine6991 4 года назад +5

      Im so scared for that ive had my dog for over 8 years..❤😭

    • @TristanWilliamsonMusic
      @TristanWilliamsonMusic 4 года назад +7

      @@lily_sunshine6991 all I can say is, just appreciate him/her while you can. Give them an extra big hug and extra kisses at every available opportunity and just be there for him/her..
      I was sooo afraid that I would be overseas for work when Angus died and if it wasn't for Covid, I wouldn't have been home for his final months.. I would have been more destroyed than I currently am..
      So please just give them all the love and attention and just be there for them as much as you can.
      Angus was 9 and a bit, best 9 years of my life.. I hope you doggo has many more good years ahead of him.
      I can tell he/she has had a good life becuase you're a caring owner ❤️❤️❤️

    • @elletheavocado8953
      @elletheavocado8953 4 года назад +3

      this comment broke me

    • @TristanWilliamsonMusic
      @TristanWilliamsonMusic 4 года назад +2

      @@elletheavocado8953 😔❤️

    • @auguststevens1572
      @auguststevens1572 3 года назад +3

      Ironic, I listen to this when I miss my dog aswell, he's my profile picture 😅❤️ I miss him as well. He'll always be in my heart, even if he's not in my home.

  • @shelbydodge8513
    @shelbydodge8513 5 лет назад +610

    listening to this after a breakup hurt like hell :(

    • @karen-w7j
      @karen-w7j 5 лет назад +14

      Shelby Dodge I hope you’re doing well love, you deserve to be happy after what you’ve been through.

    • @yellowblob405
      @yellowblob405 4 года назад +7

      It happened 7 months ago and I’m still crying about it..

    • @calvinisaac614
      @calvinisaac614 4 года назад +1

      Yes it dose

    • @stellaprophet6889
      @stellaprophet6889 4 года назад +2

      I feel yah 😔

    • @Rich-1107
      @Rich-1107 3 года назад +4

      especially if it is a very serious one.. where you really put yourself into it.. took a risk and stuff..

  • @klarabastinska5688
    @klarabastinska5688 4 года назад +150

    Hi, Eva
    I know you'll probably never see this but just in case I just wanted to say thank you. Thank you for being my best friend for long 7 years. These years were full of laughing, happiness, fighting over nothing, sleepovers but still the best years in my life. You tought me so much. You tought me how important is to care about people you love because they won't be here forever. You tought me what friendship is truly about. You showed me that not everyone is kind to you. And even though we both messed up a lot last year you'll always have a special place in my heart. I just want to say that I'm extremely glad that I got to know you. It was hard for me to realize all of this and forgive you all the things you messed up so I hope you forgave me too. And just like it's in this beautiful song :" I love you enough to let you go". So dear Eva I wish you all the best in your life 💕.

    • @thedancingqueen7016
      @thedancingqueen7016 3 года назад +12

      I just went through the same thing with my closest friend and this made me tear up :(

    • @Ashley_Brown13
      @Ashley_Brown13 3 года назад +6

      I wish she could read that☹

  • @billybobisyourmom1621
    @billybobisyourmom1621 5 лет назад +207

    I have never cried sm then when I listened to this why is this what I'm going through rn

    • @irelandwright9471
      @irelandwright9471 4 года назад

      Hey!!! I hope youre doing better now. You deserve happiness. You dont deserve to have been going through whatever you were going through. So i hope that your doing alright. I hope that you know your self worth. 💕

    • @yaraakkad2162
      @yaraakkad2162 4 года назад +2

      you wouldn’t be going through it if you weren’t meant to go through it, you’re strong enough

    • @christopherrobin4949
      @christopherrobin4949 3 года назад +1

      @@yaraakkad2162 :(

  • @realbadmamarealbadmama8011
    @realbadmamarealbadmama8011 4 года назад +66

    why won’t any tears come out???? why am i not crying??? why can’t i cry??

    • @jana-sc6nn
      @jana-sc6nn 3 года назад +3

      me too. i hope you're feeling better now

    • @poljakov13
      @poljakov13 2 года назад +1

      already dead inside and have no feelings

  • @katsukibakugou8610
    @katsukibakugou8610 3 года назад +35

    “We were always meant to say goodbye”
    Hits different when you’ve already been broken before that person.

  • @libertyneedham6787
    @libertyneedham6787 4 года назад +54

    Am I the only one that listens to these songs while crying and then begin to cry more because u can’t explain to people what ur feeling as it doesn’t get explained you want to?

  • @tenientereyna6689
    @tenientereyna6689 5 лет назад +357

    I listen this every time i think of that one person

  • @ohsangwoo7981
    @ohsangwoo7981 4 года назад +72

    This hits different when your dad just broke your heart and you had to walk out of his life because he didn’t care and you cared too much. And all you can do is repeatedly try to tell yourself he isn’t worth it but you don’t believe it

    • @mahsammdz9340
      @mahsammdz9340 4 года назад +3

      Yea I know exactly how u feel honey :'(

    • @mlkenhr199
      @mlkenhr199 3 года назад

      you sure it was not your mom? ok i´m sorry haha, I hope you´re doing good now.

    • @blueberrybagles
      @blueberrybagles 3 года назад +1

      extremely off topic but i just want to say i love your pfp lol

  • @capphi8515
    @capphi8515 4 года назад +78

    The pain is becoming more and more unbearable.

  • @emeros8631
    @emeros8631 4 года назад +124

    I think I was never meant to fall in love with you.

    • @isabel323
      @isabel323 3 года назад +6

      "only when we are free from our own anger and resentment can we receive the love in which we deserve."

  • @yellowblob405
    @yellowblob405 4 года назад +84

    The worst thing is, when I was cuddled up to my ex.. I never knew it was going to be the last time I was going to be able to cuddle up to him. I don’t understand why it ended.

    • @angeiivibes1506
      @angeiivibes1506 4 года назад +2

      ive had the same experience but a while ago, and i dont know why my ex ended it. but keep your head up and stay strong

    • @isabel323
      @isabel323 3 года назад

      "only when we are free from our own anger and resentment can we receive the love in which we deserve."

    • @christopherrobin4949
      @christopherrobin4949 3 года назад

      @@angeiivibes1506 it’s so hard ;(

  • @Emily-eq2qg
    @Emily-eq2qg 3 года назад +45

    When u just wanna cry in peace, but then toothpaste advertising appears before the song starts and u can’t skip it 💀

  • @amarylily
    @amarylily 5 лет назад +146

    Goshdangit this really hurts

    • @amarylily
      @amarylily 4 года назад +3

      welp still hurts but im healing :)

  • @julietteayala1540
    @julietteayala1540 4 года назад +65

    i cried so hard

  • @matea9792
    @matea9792 5 лет назад +68

    why did this hurt that much 😭

  • @najmaaslami
    @najmaaslami 3 года назад +18

    Sitting alone in your room while having tears streaming down your face with your eyes closed hits different...

    • @supravietuitoriblog547
      @supravietuitoriblog547 2 года назад

      Hi! I don't want to bother you or something, but I saw your comment and I wanted you to know that you're not alone in this. If you ever need someoane to talk to, I'm here for you, okay?

  • @Kayla-fy6xr
    @Kayla-fy6xr 4 года назад +44

    Dedicate this song to my ex. Some of the deepest love, happiness, pain, loss, gain, was felt. In the end it just wasn't the right time and we had the odds stacked up against us. Walking away was the hardest part.

    • @isabel323
      @isabel323 3 года назад +1

      "only when we are free from our own anger and resentment can we receive the love in which we deserve."

  • @purelyyellow8335
    @purelyyellow8335 4 года назад +121

    i realized that he was a chapter in my life and i was just a extra in his :(

    • @rylishook4279
      @rylishook4279 4 года назад +2

      he was a whole chapter, i was just half a page.

    • @aylinrayo8037
      @aylinrayo8037 4 года назад +2

      same

    • @idgaf1567
      @idgaf1567 4 года назад +2

      😣👉

    • @isabel323
      @isabel323 3 года назад +2

      "only when we are free from our own anger and resentment can we receive the love in which we deserve."

    • @morrigansmith5543
      @morrigansmith5543 3 года назад +1

      @@rylishook4279 half a page? babes I wasnt more than a sentence..

  • @flairmieiniba8864
    @flairmieiniba8864 4 года назад +22

    Okay but like I only listen to stuff like this when I'm feeling worthless or heartbroken and it just hits so hard that I can't stop crying

  • @alia997
    @alia997 5 лет назад +59

    *we stan*

  • @sabihasayeed1670
    @sabihasayeed1670 4 года назад +41

    Why does the Weeping Angel have its back turned? That's even scarier.

  • @amaliavictoriaserrano-pied50
    @amaliavictoriaserrano-pied50 4 года назад +84

    Shit I love sleeping at last and slowed it still sounds REALLY good???

  • @maggiebland3375
    @maggiebland3375 3 года назад +9

    my grandpa died the day before my fifteenth birthday and that was the last day i cried. im sixteen about to be seventeen and i cant cry anymore. my tears are gone and i feel theyre never coming back. i feel everything and nothing and no matter what i do, i cant fill the hole in my chest that formed when he left. he was my best friend, and now hes gone,, youre gone and i never got to say goodbye.. i chose my friends over you and im paying for it. i left when you needed me and i wasnt there. youre gone now, and i miss you. you showed me my first constellation when i was just 4 and now every time i look up at the sky at night, i remember you. you taught me how to swim at your house at the beach and we would build sandcastles in the hot sand while you stopped my from eating the little rocks. you taught me so much, and i thank you for that. you shaped me into the person i am today, and i hope, one day, ill find you again in the stars... i love you, my PopPop

  • @littlesparrow42
    @littlesparrow42 3 года назад +3

    I love that Ryan (the artist behind Sleeping At Last) has this incredible talent for making already beautiful songs even more meaningful. He’s going to always be one of my favorite artists.

  • @louisex8294
    @louisex8294 5 лет назад +35

    I needed this rn💔

  • @Chicken.47.
    @Chicken.47. 4 года назад +47

    The other version is depressing, this is suicidal bro

  • @samyrahossain7015
    @samyrahossain7015 5 лет назад +27

    Wow this really hurt. I didnt think it would hurt this much...ow

  • @albasketball9730
    @albasketball9730 4 года назад +15

    “Now all the memories are haunted”

  • @dohaemad1191
    @dohaemad1191 4 года назад +13

    If you come across this, it’s not that I can’t move on, it’s that I don’t want to. I can’t imagine anyone else taking your place and the thought of you loving someone else just like you loved me breaks me everyday. I love you and forever will.

  • @elletheavocado8953
    @elletheavocado8953 4 года назад +9

    “You know that I love you so, I love you you enough to let you go.
    I want you to know that it doesn’t matter where we take this road, but someone’s gotta go. And I want you to know you couldn’t have loved me better, but I want you to move on, so I’m already gone.”
    And the sound after that reminds me of like memories flashing by. Parts of this song remind me of my grandpa. I only knew him for 4 years but I loved him so much and I still miss him. I can barely remember him now but all I know is that I miss him so incredibly much.💔

  • @sofiacastigliego4325
    @sofiacastigliego4325 4 года назад +10

    Just .. crying to this makes me realise how much pain there is

  • @95lamp
    @95lamp 5 лет назад +30

    Wow this powerful

  • @ralphiestiffarm
    @ralphiestiffarm 4 года назад +16

    i wanna cry so bad but i cant i dont know who to think of when im sad 😞 and i just CANT CRY when i need too im so numb that i have the feeling of crying but i cant and it hurts like hell 😔

  • @Jayisleepy
    @Jayisleepy 4 года назад +152

    I wish I had parents like other peoples.
    I wish I had a family.
    I wish I was like 5 years ago.
    I wish I could feel happiness
    I wish I could k*ll myself without overthinking
    I wish I had friends
    I wish I was like the others girls
    I wish my only bestfriend was alive
    I wish my host family loved me
    I wish I was great in school
    I wish I didn't have anxiety
    I wish I was pretty
    I wish people cared about how I was feeling
    I wish I was myself
    21/09/2020 guys tomorrow is my birthday and I feel like I can’t to it. I’m crying since 19pm and it’s 23 now. I can’t breathe I feel like I’m empty and no ones understand me.
    I don’t do this for attention but I really need help I’m not strong enough and tomorrow I have school but I really don’t want to go. I feel like I’ll do something wrong tonight please someone help me

    • @lizzyabraham2875
      @lizzyabraham2875 4 года назад +4

      i wish you would be happy :)

    • @khaisaivese6739
      @khaisaivese6739 4 года назад +4

      I wish you had everything you ever needed

    • @axnnyysmh937
      @axnnyysmh937 4 года назад +3

      i wish i was too

    • @NORA-pz9nk
      @NORA-pz9nk 4 года назад +4

      praying for you love to find inner peace , i love you and i hope you are having a good day 🤍

    • @kayliecoleyman5455
      @kayliecoleyman5455 3 года назад +1

      Ik this was 2 months ago but if you still need to talk to someone just reply back and I can give you my snapchat

  • @rachkinzi
    @rachkinzi 5 лет назад +30

    my delena heart hurts😔

  • @sophie1137
    @sophie1137 4 года назад +93

    Hey Hey heyyyyyyy
    I’m here! I’m here for you. Don’t think you are alone. N E V E R. I feel you, I feel everything you are feeling now, I’ve already been there... but please please know tha this is just a moment. Maybe it will take a little longer for you to realize that, but everything passes. Both good *and* bad things. So please please stay here with me, ok? *Breath*
    Let’s talk. You can open up here, no one will judge you.

    • @mahsammdz9340
      @mahsammdz9340 4 года назад +5

      Ur so cute :)

    • @agathe3167
      @agathe3167 4 года назад +3

      🥺

    • @chronosaurus8181
      @chronosaurus8181 4 года назад +1

      Sorry but it's french.
      Je veux en finir.
      Je veux partir.
      Je veux en finir.
      Tout n'ira pas bien, TOUT NE VA PAS BIEN.
      TU M'A LÂCHÉ Y'A 8 ANS ET JE PENSE TOUJOURS A TOI, je t'aime et je t'aimerai toujours papa mais tu me laisse seul avec mes démons.
      Toi qui m'a violés tu as détruit ma vie, mon être, mon enveloppe charnelle et encore plus mon mental mais surtout mon coeur.
      Je veux plus souffrir.
      Je veux plus rien ressentir.
      Je veux partir.
      Partir loin.
      Mourir.
      Loin.

    • @Jupit3rr
      @Jupit3rr 4 года назад +7

      Nobody understands me.
      Nobody.
      I‘m tired.
      I‘m tired that people think I’m okay.
      I‘m not.
      I‘m scared.
      I‘m scared of all the things that are going to happen.
      I‘m left.
      I‘m being left by a loved one.
      I miss him.
      So much.
      I was never there for him.
      I‘m sorry.
      I‘m so sorry.
      I don’t want to live anymore.

    • @sophie1137
      @sophie1137 4 года назад +2

      j u l i n a
      I feel you...
      the future is something that is beyond our reach, it is unpredictable.
      It is normal to feel lost. it's normal to be insecure about what will come... Trust me, I’ve been through that. But you know what?Something I have learned over the years is that we are the ones who make our destiny, all our dreams and goals, we are the ones who make them come true.
      Please do not give up so easily ... life is not only wonderful, there are bad periods too, but, as I said, everything passes! Allow yourself to suffer, to cry, it does well sometimes! But don't give up. Give me a vote of confidence.
      I’m from Brazil, and as you may know, Brazilian people have THE energy and happiness! And I’m sending it mentally to you, ok?? Please be safe. I’m here if you need anything. Keep you head up, girl! I know you got this.

  • @lanam6020
    @lanam6020 4 года назад +10

    Even the FBI agent listening to me through my phone is crying rn

  • @emraxld6814
    @emraxld6814 3 года назад +3

    the feeling of when you dont know if you should continue to fight for the relationship or just let go and move on.

  • @iz9992
    @iz9992 3 года назад +7

    “Now all our memories our haunted”
    “I didn’t come here to hurt you, now I can’t stop”
    “Someone’s gotta go”
    “I’m already gone”
    “Looking at you makes it harder”

  • @Juliana-yc2ep
    @Juliana-yc2ep 3 года назад +4

    “You know that I love you so.. I love you enough to let you go.”
    Damn💔

  • @madisonellenberger3046
    @madisonellenberger3046 4 года назад +23

    If you’re reading this I hope you’re alright I’m not doing the best I just wanted you to know no matter what you’re good enough I hope you have a good day handsome / beautiful

  • @anniehancock1791
    @anniehancock1791 4 года назад +11

    Having to live this song is one of my deepest fears

    • @christianmiranda385
      @christianmiranda385 4 года назад +2

      I wish u never feel this pain it’s something no one is ready for...

  • @bird7548
    @bird7548 4 года назад +7

    this song speaks to me in so many languages

  • @victoriasanham1720
    @victoriasanham1720 3 года назад +6

    Hits hard when ur finally ready to go to the clouds

  • @D_Mill671
    @D_Mill671 Год назад

    “You couldn’t have loved me better” gets me every time.

  • @juliannep4965
    @juliannep4965 4 года назад +13

    I can’t stop crying. 😶

  • @raminasim4663
    @raminasim4663 4 года назад +7

    Sleeping at last, I wish I was. The pain I have to deal with just to love you is so painful, but I can't ever tell you that, because I'm too scared to lose you and be hurt again.

  • @kayleenoblr7415
    @kayleenoblr7415 4 года назад +12

    It hurts to much....😪🤕💔

  • @libbyrogersxx7806
    @libbyrogersxx7806 4 года назад +1

    this is the most perfect thing ever oh my god

  • @justaheavyheart
    @justaheavyheart 4 года назад +8

    Oh look a rare shot of my guardian angel watching over me

  • @zwolfx8727
    @zwolfx8727 3 года назад +7

    My husband has recently died this year and this song just breaks me.

    • @daxonroa332
      @daxonroa332 3 года назад +1

      Hi. I´m so sorry for what you have to pass through. It´s not bad to cry and let the tears flow. I don´t know you, but i hope you can make it. I hope you to wake up tomorrow and remember you can do whatever you want if you believe. Losing someone is a pain that has not comparison, but just remember that he would like you to carry on and find your way to feel happy. He surely made you feel happy in the past, now is time to remember him and find your way to don´t forget him but still love this life.

    • @zwolfx8727
      @zwolfx8727 3 года назад +1

      @@daxonroa332 thank you so much ❤️

    • @daxonroa332
      @daxonroa332 3 года назад

      @@zwolfx8727 Thank you for sharing what you feel. If you need someone to talk, you know i´m here.

    • @samanthaa557
      @samanthaa557 3 года назад

      i’m so sorry

    • @danicabat
      @danicabat 3 года назад

      I am so sorry for your loss ❤️❤️😔

  • @kristina.m07
    @kristina.m07 3 года назад +6

    sitting in my room, after school while my mum and dads out shopping. sisters downstairs on their devices. and like every other night i sit here thinking. thinking about life and if it’s gonna get better. i think.. am i enough? do people actually like me.. for me? or is it so they look ‘popular’ ‘cool’ ‘well known’ well if i’m entirely honest, it seems that way. before high school my friends would leave me out and i was so stupid not to see it back then. they saw me crying. they saw i was hurt. but they kept on having fun. i don’t blame them though, i am a bit annoying, obsessive but i was like that for a reason. and that reason being so they wouldn’t leave. i was terrified that i’d be alone again. but now things have changed i’ve got many friends, life seems fair. but in their eyes, you see. but in true honesty.. i’m the one who wipes my tears at night. i’m the one saying things are gonna get better, i’m the ONLY person on this earth that cares, well. did care. now i hate myself too, just like every person who knows me. no need to say cause i’m way ahead of you. i keep it all inside, although i did try explain to my family once but they said “what are you on about? you don’t even know what depression is!” ok mum, ok dad then explain why i’ve sat almost every night sitting in my room crying since i was 11! but nah it’s fine, i’m doing fine, life’s fine. my friends don’t suspect a thing. but there was this one boy, and i love him. he noticed and asked what was wrong and i burst into tears, i felt a terrible feeling as i told him, a feeling that pinged in my head saying ‘he doesn’t care! just like every other person’ so i stopped and said, never mind u wouldn’t care and he sat and said, “nah just tell me, i’ll try make u feel better.” and then i fell in love. you see mum and dad, a simple “how are you doing?” could help me but yknow what my mum and dad are one of the best people i know and so i don’t want to worry them. guess i’ll try get better now. well whoever is still reading this, i just want u to know that i appreciate you and even if u think no one loves you then don’t worry because they do! trust me

    • @daxonroa332
      @daxonroa332 3 года назад +1

      My mother language is spanish, so i don´t know if you will understand what i want to write you. Anyway. You´re a very strong woman. I understand that feeling that makes us not tell the people we love what is happening to us. Everyday can be a unique day. Don´t fall. I will fight because you inspire me to do it. Never give you up, beautiful person. ❤

    • @kristina.m07
      @kristina.m07 3 года назад

      @@daxonroa332 awh your too kind!!

  • @lauracapturess3210
    @lauracapturess3210 3 года назад +1

    time doesn't heal, it makes me remember stronger.

  • @jayabehr9277
    @jayabehr9277 3 года назад +3

    this song physically pains me . its been over three years and i still love him

    • @supravietuitoriblog547
      @supravietuitoriblog547 2 года назад +1

      Hi! I don't want to bother you or something, but I saw your comment and I wanted you to know that you're not alone in this. If you ever need someoane to talk to, I'm here for you, okay?

  • @Heyjown
    @Heyjown Год назад +2

    My 8 year relationship has ended and this song is currently my comfort. Someday, I wish this pain will fade and when I come back hearing this song, I will not feel anything at all.

  • @alylopez6779
    @alylopez6779 3 года назад +2

    this song hits different when everyone you knew and grew up with is slowly leaving you and you feel like they don’t care but you try to make them happy and we’re always there for them even if i wasn’t okay and if they didn’t open up all the way i was still trying to be there. but now i am alone and can’t say anything bc i’m always “happy” until i start losing myself slowly

  • @Snow_Pulse
    @Snow_Pulse 4 года назад +11

    When it’s raining outside my house and this sound comes up .... ooffff

  • @rihannafallows4439
    @rihannafallows4439 3 года назад +5

    Its different when ur best mate passed n u look at the pic realising its a angel n then it hits that hes happy up there without you ye I mean at learst hes happy again 💔miss u bro fly high kye 🥺❤

  • @boobygirl5507
    @boobygirl5507 4 года назад +6

    Doctor Who has ruined my ability to look at weeping angel statues without being afraid lmao

  • @riverstalent2709
    @riverstalent2709 4 года назад +4

    this song reminds me of my dog who passed away from a person who didn’t care enough to stop i remember looking in his eyes and i watching his eyes turn black and he just stopped breathing i miss you everyday chubbs 🥺💔

  • @ValentinaCorradini-eq6hw
    @ValentinaCorradini-eq6hw 3 года назад +3

    This breaks my heart because I've never had anyone who really "couldn't have loved me better", because no one ever loves me in the first place

    • @supravietuitoriblog547
      @supravietuitoriblog547 2 года назад

      Hi! I don't want to bother you or something, but I saw your comment and I wanted you to know that you're not alone in this. If you ever need someoane to talk to, I'm here for you, okay?

  • @cassiopeia6828
    @cassiopeia6828 4 года назад +3

    the one note piano nice and slow in the begining is really powerful for some reason

  • @lexi8399
    @lexi8399 4 года назад +2

    I have now gone half my life without my nana, she was my support system someone I trusted. Not my mum or dad only her and to think I’m now gonna have to go through the most important times of my life without her. It hurts. I feel weak for not moving on but I can’t. Rip nanny ❤️

  • @jennifercisneros7951
    @jennifercisneros7951 3 года назад +3

    To anyone hearing this song I hope you are okay. Hang on there, I know how it feels to just want a break from life and be alone for a little while in peace, to scream and let all your grief out somewhere alone. keep fighting... please, I don’t know you but I know I love you ❤️

  • @nikkyayala8896
    @nikkyayala8896 4 года назад +5

    i’m never gonna be truly happy🥺

  • @becho6871
    @becho6871 3 года назад +5

    Dear person whoever reads this,
    Hey, you, yes, I am talking right to you. I hope you will see yourself with the eyes I see you one day, because I can tell you have some awesome music taste :) You’re such a beautiful human being and worth and enough. I hope you know that you do only need yourself to be happy, I know society build up the standard that whenever you’re alone you’re not living a happy live. But in fact that is not true, if you start to realize that you actually deserve all the good things happening to you, you will treat yourself a lot nicer. I hope you let yourself rest, don’t beat yourself up over past mistakes, over regret, and over everything your mind wants to destroy you. I wish I could remove all those demons inside of your head because you deserve to feel happy. If you ever feel lonely then watch the sky, because you know, someone, at the same time is watching the sky too, maybe feeling the same way..I am glad you exist and I hope you won’t ever remove your own spot in this world, maybe you don’t feel like you belong here but, Angel, then build your home here. I don’t want you to leave this world unhappy. I want you to live every little second, I want you to feel alive, I don’t want you to see yourself just existing. You deserve it. Whatever happened, it’s not your fault, the demons in your head recognize that you have a beautiful heart, they want to take it because they have never seen such beautiful heart as yours, so why let them win over you? . You’re not selfish for isolating yourself, but you deserve to talk to someone. If you’re reading this than please never forget to breath and smile.
    Don’t live up to other standards! It’s your story and not theirs.
    Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one.
    I love you and send you hugs.
    You’re so strong, you’re still here, and I am proud of you.
    YOU ARE NOT USELESS. READ THAT AGAIN.
    YOU ARE WORTH IT. READ THAT AGAIN.
    YOU ARE LOVED. READ THAT AGAIN.
    I AM GLAD YOU EXIST. READ THAT AGAIN.
    YOU ARE NOT A PROBLEM. YOU ARE HUMAN AND YOUR FEELINGS ARE VALID. READ THAT AGAIN.
    YOU ARE NOT BEING DRAMATIC.
    You’re not a burden to anyone, don’t be afraid to talk, to use your voice.
    You’re beautiful inside out. Your body is beautiful the way it is.
    Please don’t starve yourself. Please eat, I know it’s hard but you deserve food. You deserve to eat and drink.
    I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. READ THAT AGAIN.
    I WISH I COULD HUGH YOU RIGHT NOW, SO A VIRTUAL HUG WILL DO.
    It hurts me to see you’re in pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you.
    I love u I love u I love u I love u I love u please don’t go.
    I am sorry that no one is hearing you, I am sorry no one is noticing that you have lost yourself. I wish I could take your pain away, it hurts me to see the pain in your eyes. I love you trough my words and I mean it. I just want you to stay, hold on a little longer okay? Please? For me.??
    I hope you have an awesome day/ morning/ evening/ night.
    If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you.
    If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits.
    If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed.
    And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re stronger than you think, I know you will make it :)
    All I want for you is to stay and feel alive.
    Now wipe those tears away and smile for me, you really don’t know much a smile can brighten someone’s day, do you? I hope one day yours will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world.
    I need you here with me :).
    Remember crying is not weakness, let it out as much as you can but don’t let the emotion control you by giving up. It’s okay, you’re here, you’re safe, you can let it out.
    Did anyone asked you, how you are feeling today? If not, how are you really? I don’t think you’re doing good, but you will feel good at one point. Don’t give yourself up.
    I am sorry you feel misunderstood.
    But anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :).
    Enough with beating up yourself for today, okay?!
    - The stranger that cares about you more than anything.
    I hope this is enough for you to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. I hope you can stay.
    This is your sign to stay and treat yourself with love, you deserve it.
    And in case no one told you today, again, I am so proud of you.
    I hope you will remember my words- becho :)
    Until tomorrow, my friend :)

    • @daxonroa332
      @daxonroa332 3 года назад +1

      Thank u so much. Really. Until tomorrow, my friend.

  • @quarantinesquad3422
    @quarantinesquad3422 4 года назад +2

    For some odd reason the time of day in the image reminds me of going to school early

  • @user-lv2fw5oh6z
    @user-lv2fw5oh6z 2 года назад

    You're my new favorite person, thank you for posting this 💕

  • @zoeymccullough5785
    @zoeymccullough5785 3 года назад +2

    When you have been hurt so much and cried so much that you can no longer feel things

  • @nefelithegreek
    @nefelithegreek 4 года назад +2

    Very nice video ♥️

  • @yoongles7924
    @yoongles7924 3 года назад +1

    Too numb to cry already :)

  • @minleyschips
    @minleyschips 3 года назад +1

    Listening to this song while reading "Captain Jeon , Since 1894" in the war part hits harder than the rock

  • @dogancemkran290
    @dogancemkran290 4 года назад +2

    Dear read this boy/girl you ll got a good job and good carrier cause you can do everything what do you want but just do something for self cause u came this road with no one and you ll go just like that .if you saw these words you can believe your self and do something for yourself but just yourself for nobody or nothing do it for self and don t lose your hope,dont give up just do it and be happy we believe you and you can do this but first you believe your self.Power be with you .

  • @angiesolis9252
    @angiesolis9252 3 года назад +4

    I wish he was real. I understand him, he’s the only one who made me happy. He’s the only one who would understand me. He’s the only one I love..
    this is why I’m gonna be single for my whole life.

  • @kayleighhateley68
    @kayleighhateley68 3 года назад +2

    This hits different when your loosing your best freind, slowly watching them back out of your life, watching all your future plans with them crumble, watching them replace you. I think that one hurts the most, knowing your being replaced but as long as the person thats replacing you makes them happy then its okay, right?
    Bestfreind, if you ever see this which is probably unlikely, I dont know what im going to do without you but I hope that whoever is in your life when im not, makes you happy because you deserve it. I love you.

    • @supravietuitoriblog547
      @supravietuitoriblog547 2 года назад

      Hi! I don't want to bother you or something, but I saw your comment and I wanted you to know that you're not alone in this. If you ever need someoane to talk to, I'm here for you, okay?

  • @Yomama.47
    @Yomama.47 3 года назад +1

    "Remember all the things we wanted"Got me already. (T^T)

  • @lydiadeschanel8882
    @lydiadeschanel8882 3 года назад +2

    I don't think I'm ever gonna be happy again🖤🤕when you left you took me with you

  • @alauraxoxo471
    @alauraxoxo471 3 года назад +2

    I want to cry but i physically cant anymore

  • @marysiamarian4786
    @marysiamarian4786 3 года назад

    That feeling when you start crying but you fast wipe your tears away because you think that you have to be strong but all this time you are just terrified that one day this will catch up on you and you will just fall apart and it's gonna be to late for any help but you know that even then nobody will never gonna notice that you're just gone..

  • @mikaelaferrier7832
    @mikaelaferrier7832 4 года назад +2

    2020
    listening
    to this

  • @cassidyh.6540
    @cassidyh.6540 3 года назад

    I had no idea this song was actually this heartbreaking. Another song describing how "perfect" relationships fall apart 💔

  • @Ali.599.
    @Ali.599. Год назад

    نايس مرههه هادئه

  • @KaraBearuhh
    @KaraBearuhh 4 года назад +9

    This hits different when you're sitting in the corner of your room with blood trickling down your wrists from releasing a feeling you haven't felt in a while :]

    • @KaraBearuhh
      @KaraBearuhh 4 года назад

      @Lia Stoney Ah, yeah I do have snap but I can't get on after 10 pm because my parents are control freaks. My @ is lemon_girl11

    • @rosemarywhitecandy8994
      @rosemarywhitecandy8994 3 года назад

      Oh.... yeah I agree 100%....

    • @lia-of3yn
      @lia-of3yn 3 года назад

      hope youre feeling better now, but you can always count on me, aight? just let me know if you ever want to talk. i will be here.

    • @KaraBearuhh
      @KaraBearuhh 3 года назад

      @@lia-of3yn I'm feeling a lot better, sort of. I'm 2 months clean of self harm :)

    • @lia-of3yn
      @lia-of3yn 3 года назад

      @@KaraBearuhh so happy for you!! merry xmaas!! live your life fully

  • @bored9843
    @bored9843 4 года назад +2

    I really wanna keep fighting, just to show i can be strong, but i dont think i can anymore. I think Im already gone and I need to accept it soon.

    • @ashlyn_28
      @ashlyn_28 4 года назад +1

      Please stay.. 💙

    • @bored9843
      @bored9843 4 года назад +1

      @@ashlyn_28 I'm trying, I promise

  • @carlacabral7325
    @carlacabral7325 4 года назад +1

    It hits different when you’re the one that walks out the door from ur home and leave ur friends and family to go to the middle of fricking nowhere

  • @ilunarebry6675
    @ilunarebry6675 3 года назад +3

    my grandfather has an important surgery within 7 hours wish him luck

  • @orlane.s8213
    @orlane.s8213 4 года назад +1

    Being strong is not always enough

    • @ashlyn_28
      @ashlyn_28 4 года назад

      You’re so worth it 💕

  • @lastrights05gaming9
    @lastrights05gaming9 3 года назад +3

    This hits hard especially after every aspect of your life went to shit. After you lost the love of your life.. no wonder I’m an alcoholic

  • @elizaoconnell8994
    @elizaoconnell8994 3 года назад +3

    im failing all my classes, my grandparents are constantly disappointed in me. my dad doesnt care, my mom died a few years ago. Im in constantly in pain. I have panic attacks alot. i want to end it. but for some reason i feel like im overreacting. I need to stay i know that but im weak. Im trying. not my best.. but im trying.

  • @bobbiblo9963
    @bobbiblo9963 3 года назад

    Don’t keep reading this
    And you did
    Well done
    See you can get past peoples negative words
    People who bring you
    Down or don’t believe in you.
    DO WHAT YOU WANT YIU GOT THIS I BELIEVE IN U

  • @sxxrlette
    @sxxrlette 5 лет назад +16

    💔

  • @zilvershadowdemon5091
    @zilvershadowdemon5091 4 года назад

    Been binch listening to music I'm not crying because of the songs but because I can't escape my bad memories anymore

  • @bunbun503
    @bunbun503 3 года назад +1

    I was about to go to bed but I guess I have time to cry 🥴