FIRST DAY OF CANCER CHEMOTHERAPY *emotional*
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- Опубликовано: 17 ноя 2021
- Going to vlog this journey. I have been vlogging on and off for so long. I want to document this journey. If you are going through the same thing as me or something similar, I hope my videos help you.
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WE GOT THIS 💙 THANK YOU FOR BEING PART OF MY RUclips FAMILY 💙 My RUclips Family is growing every single day! I cannot believe how many of you have subscribed and are following my journey. Thank you so much for your love, comments and prayers. Don’t forget to subscribe to join my RUclips Fam. I am trying to update you guys daily on IG so if you want to, follow me on IG @tiffanythinks I love you soo much xxx 💙💙💙
Well done for today, I've been thinking about you 💜
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Hey Tiffany , I hope your feeling ok , unfortunately I have stage 4 cancer and I’ve started vlogging my terminal journey, I love your channel, your an inspiration and I wanted to say I’m thinking of you and sending you lots of love ❤️, strength 💪🏼and hope ❤️xx
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So emotional but so positive, you have a beautiful family/boyfriend, you've got this, sending you so much love X ❤💙
This message is for your mom, Tiffany: Mama, I know that you are going through a difficult time right now, worrying about your daughter’s health, and watching her go through treatment. This has not been an easy time. The reason I know this is because, like you, my daughter was critically ill at one point, with a life-threatening infection. The feelings of worry were overwhelming and crushing. There were many, many prayers sent up and my daughter recovered. Just like Tiffany will recover. She is young, strong, smart, and has a strong support system and a positive attitude. Keep the faith, even when things get scary and you don’t know what to do. Just be there. Cuddle her. Offer her your healing food. And mostly pray. Tiffany will get through this, and so will you
I’m so happy … stay strong … I’m a doctor and I have seen soo many patients tolerate chemotherapy soo well and eventually being cured … so why can’t you?!!!
You are a strong woman … you will defeat cancer ..i am confident. Just stay strong and positive.
awww thank you so much for commenting! Nice to hear from doctors and nurses too!! yess this is my cure now💙
Thank you so much 💙💙💙💙💙
Amen
You're scared of the unknown - as anyone would be. You'll feel much better once today is behind you and you know what to expect. I promise.
oh for sure! it was more of the unknown💙 thank you for your kindness xxxx lots of love 💙 we got this! x
This post breaks my heart. It makes me remember my own cancer journey 12 years ago. The first day of chemo was terrifying. I got through the first one and 6 more sessions after that. You will get through it sweetheart! Sending you a million hugs 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰
How are u now sister ?god bless u.❤️❤️
awww!! you got through this!! 💙💙 so proud of you!! 12 years ago!! I hope it didn't bring back any bad memories, even if it did, YOU ARE SO STRONG for getting through this crappy time in your life!! LOVE YOU LOTS!! cuddlesss💙💙💙 we got this 💙💙
@@sharmilaperera239 I’m still cancer free 12 years later from stage 3 ovarian cancer. Thanks for asking. So many good people like you helped me get through it. 🌺🥰🌺
@@tiffanythinks No bad memories, just good thoughts, very thankful for my health and the people who helped me along the way. Even though it was a very difficult time, the journey enriched me in many ways o never expected. I’m sure you will discover these positives, you already are. Love to you 🌸💖🌸💖
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Please don’t dismiss your feelings. You are incredibly strong but in moments of weakness, allow yourself to feel sad and scared. They aren’t bad feelings - it’s normal to feel all the emotions considering what you’re going through. Of course, we want you to stay strong but just wanted to remind you it’s okay to feel what you feel. ♥️
Seconded! I keep thinking she's hurting herself in the long term if she doesn't let herself feel her feelings.
I think you reflect what any of us would feel - fear, dread, hope, courage. I will say you have more courage than I ever would. You're an inspiration to a lot of people.
awww thank you for understanding. mixed emotions but I got through it! thank you for your kindness Dave 💙 lots of love x
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“This is the beginning of my cure....”. YES!!! Praying and cheering for you every day :)
Tiffany, you are amazing! I’m a Chemo Nurse and it broke my heart knowing how much fear you had before your chemo treatment. It’s ok to cry; I wished I was there with you to let you know you were ok and you ARE going to be healthy and look back on this period in your life and do exactly what you’re doing; being extremely grateful for so many things. Your positivity is so inspiring. The unknown is super scary but you got through it so gracefully. You inspire me every time I watch your videos. You are right; we’re all here for you, crying with you; praying along side of you. I’m so proud of you and I’m thankful you have your wonderful supportive family to help get you through this rough time. Hugs Lisa xxoo
Oh Lisa what a beautiful message! I’ve worked on the chemo ward, and also fought cancer and it was the support and kindness of the nurses that kept me going so many times. Thankyou for the work you do…………….from Australia
@Nurse Lisa it's not just Tiffany! I think it's a lot of chemo patients... I'm starting in 2 weeks and I'm literally stressing myself sick! Crying, panic, GI issues, just from the stress, so terrified... watching videos like this helps, though... she got through it... I probably can, too!
I'm here because I start my chemo journey tomorrow (stage IIB breast cancer). I'm so grateful to have found your channel at the beginning of my journey and I truly feel I was guided to find your videos and words. You're an amazing woman and I hope your good days will outweigh the hard ones. We got this
Hi Nicole, I hope your journey is going okay, strength and love to you
I'm rooting for you. Youv got people in every timezone in your corner ! You are NOT alone. Let us be your outlet or any bit of peace you need. ❤❤
You’re such a special person … thank you for being so open … you’re helping so many people. WEVE GOT YOU!!!!
Your vulnerability is so courageous. You are a beautiful person inside and out and I see you beating this, valiantly! You got this!! Sending you a biiiiig hug!
Honestly, my heart goes out to you, you’re such a strong woman, and I can’t wait for many more videos. Big hugs XX
Tiffany- you have all of our support, plus you have an amazing support system- your mom and matt are truly angels from heaven for you- they are so sweet, supportive and honestly it makes me so happy to see that you have that in your life.
Throughout this journey that you have been Vlogging, I see how selfless you really are. You truly put others before yourself and it is so evident in all your videos. You are the energy that the world needs more of and thank you for just being YOU. Your good heart, authentic nature and kind soul is the reason why everyone loves you and is so supportive of you. I know you will get through this hun, you got this and we are all here for you!
Oh Tiffany, this was such a poignant and beautiful video (albeit a sad one). You are so strong, as you say, and you have the prayers of your family and of us to carry you through this chapter in your life. You carry light in your heart, which we can see through your selflessness and kindness. I hope that chemo helps to heal you, and that soon this will all just be part of another memory and another time. I came close to death aged 17, and now at 23 it really does feel like a different lifetime. Following you and sending you and your loved ones positivity and warmth every step of the way. 💖✨
Tiff you are amazing! You are an absolute inspiration, i could not handle this situation the way you are, you are such a strong woman and so caring for others when you're going through this, what a true warrior you are! We got this girl! Lots of love and prayers 💙🙏🏻
Of course we got this! We are all behind you Tiffany! You can do this!❤️❤️❤️❤️
You are such an angel, and you are surrounded by angels caring for you! What a blessing your mom and boyfriend are. You got this Tiffany.
Praying for you!! Matt is such a good partner to you, I'm so happy you have people around you that are so supportive. All my love xx
You’ve got this Tiffany! You are amazing!! Sending prayers and love! 🙏❤️
An abundance of love, light and prayers to you all Tiffany. Watching you being prayed for and pray was so emotional. So much love x
Omg… I love your mom… when she held your face and told u about the juice. I can feel how much she loves u.
It’s okay to be scared! Trust in God he’s with you throughout this journey! Sending hugs and prayers 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻
You have no idea how inspiring you are. I went thru the same thing with my mom and dad and I realized the scariest part is the unknown. The first time is the hardest but then you will be fine. They have come a long way with making treatment easier. I’m sending you positive and healing vibes.
Anyone facing this would feel exactly the same, you have a wonderful support system there, with Matt and mum, and I know they are taking good care of you. Also you have your faith, which will give you strength. You’ve got this. Love you beautiful girl. X
You are so strong! I’ve learned strength isn’t not being scared. It’s when we’re scared and put one foot in front of the other anyways. The fact that you’re sharing your journey, along with your vulnerabilities is such a gift to so many others. Another thing I’ve learned that might be helpful is there are no “shoulds” in terms of feelings. You feel what you feel. And all feelings are okay. Even the scary ones. And usually they will come in waves. You are so loved and supported and can lean on your loved ones, including us whenever you want. We are all here for you. You are such a loving, giving person and so reaching out if and when you need to gives others the chance to comfort you. You will get through this and come out even stronger. Sending love and hugs. 💕💕
I’m praying for you sweetheart. You are so right U got this. You are such a ray of sunshine.
You've got this beautiful girl! I watch all your posts but don't usually comment. I just want to say, you can do this! I've been where you are and I can feel every single emotion you're going through. Keep that gorgeous smile and positive outlook, you'll come out the other side of this even stronger than you already are. Love and hugs xx
Sending you an abundance of prayers, healing and love. You've got this!
Many, many people from all over the world are sending you light, love, and prayers. You have touched us all with your strength, beauty, and positive attitude. Please know that we are here. Thank you for sharing your experience. This helps others who are going through a similar journey. Hugs from San Diego, California.
First day down and first day/step to your recovery journey!! WE GOT THIS! You have an amazing support system!
Sweet girl, my thoughts and prayers are with you ❤️ My mom went through chemo exactly a year ago and today is cancer free-- I feel truly in my heart that a year from now you will be able to say the same. You are the most radiant soul, and you really do got this!
you are the literal sweetest human being I have ever witnessed in my whole life. Bless your sweet sweet soul Tiffany xo
All I want to go is give a huge hug , I've got tears down my face just watching you . Love you Tiffany . Your just beautiful inside and out . Xxx
Hi Tiffany, I am sending you light, love & healing as you start chemo. We love you & we are praying for you. You've got this! Be brave. 💙
Tiffany, I am on this journey with you and know you will be triumphant!! You have a treatment plan and that can be counted as one of your big blessings 🙌 Your cancer CAN be treated and in turn WILL be beaten. Each time you think to yourself "why me??", scream out loud "TRY ME!!". Easier said than done BUT once that 1st chemo appointment is done and you hear your numbers from tests getting better, you will beat this. Love and light all the way from South Africa🇿🇦
It's okay to cry, crying with you hun - this is an extremely hard chapter, sending you lots of love. Keep fighting, your loved and supported, you got this! Thank you for sharing this journey - the resilience your showing, your strength and the raw emotion is something many of us connect with, we're all praying with you and sending you positive energy.
You got this. Your attitude is great. Don’t sweat the small stuff. Family is the only thing that matters. Get well soon. From California, USA
you're so right, think I was overthinking the minute I walked into that chemo area but the only thing that matters is family, friends and love. aww you're from California! that's so cool! haha lots of love xx we got this 💙
I was literally just thinking of you when this video popped up. You are an amazing amazing human being! And your family warms my heart! You’ve got this Tiffany!
Praying for your healing. You have all the support you need in your faith, family, friends, and your youtube fam! Many blessings to you. You are an inspiration to us all. Thank you for sharing your journey.
Thank you for being so open and raw with us. We are all learning so much from your strength, fears, empathy and gratitud 💗. You got this 👊🏻!!! Praying for you always ♥️
You are a warrior and you’ve got this! The unknown scares you, but after today it won’t be so scary! My momma was diagnosed with stage 3 colon cancer 10 years ago and….. is doing great! The initial surgery removed the tumors and chemo kept it from coming all the way back. She now has yearly scans and blood work now. Praying for you and your family Tiffany! 🙏🏻❤️
You have such a special presence. You make people want to be better and more kind, it is such a unique attribute. I’m hoping your treatment goes smoothly and you are cured of this cancer. You are a beautiful person inside and out 💗
Thinking of you & your lovely family Tiffany. Thank You for your beautiful positivity & highlighting the most important things in life, def not to be taken for granted. You’ve got this 💛
You're so brave! Thank you for sharing this with us. We all love you. Praying for you Tiff xxxxx
aww thank you so much 💙 Its helping me through this process but I hope it helps someone else too! it is scary but we can get through this!! thank you for your prayers my lovely, all the prayers are making such a difference 💙💙💙 lots of love xx we got this 💙
Tiffany, I'm sending you so much thoughts and prayers. A few of my close family members have taken this journey - but one thing to remember is; you're not alone, and you're so strong!
Tiffany- God Bless You! You are handling this with such grace. You deserve all the love and blessings from everyone. I will pray for you and your loved ones. Sending you love and light. 🙏🏽💜
The love and care Matt shows you is just the sweetest
I’m so glad you are doing well and keeping strong you are such courageous and beautiful person . We are all here rooting for you and Gods grace is sufficient and he is by your side through the ups an downs you are going to fight this and be just fine . Sending you love and light ❤️❤️❤️
i love how supportive your family is ❤️❤️❤️❤️ i feel like that makes all the difference. wishing you the best on this journey!!!
You are a warrior! Your fears are reasonable! Nobody as beautiful, young and full of life should have to face what you are facing. You are a brave fighter and you DO have this! Sending you lots of positive, healing energies 🙏🙏🙏❤️❤️❤️💐💐😇😇
It’s super normal to feel anxious about things you don’t know about. Especially when it comes to your health. I’ve been chronically ill for 6 yrs and I still get nervous with new procedures, meds, etc. Feel your feels and then when you get done with your first treatment then you will know more and be more prepared with what you need to take with you and do while your getting treatments. YOU’VE GOT THIS!!!! 🥰
You are so right in saying we should be more focused on happiness as it is often not easy and overwhelming. Sending you lots of hugs and well-wishes Tiffany!
Soooo proud of you! Very commendable, Tiffany. You’ve got this 🧡
Hey Tiffany :) i fully agree with your speech about being happy/living your best life, i am so so lucky to have good health and in general a good life but i am somebody who tends to be negative and moaning about stuff. Since finding your channel and watching your videos you have inspired me to be more positive and put things in prospective , this has helped me massively so thank you so much for making them , "We've got this " :) !!
You’ve so got this!!! Prayers for a speedy recovery.
Love, prayers & hugs to you Tiffany! ❤️🙏🏾🤗 God, family, friends & your RUclips family have all got your back. We’ve got this!!!❤️❤️❤️
You're videos popped up in my recommended viewing list. I just wanted to say you're about the Sweetest, kindest and most beautiful person inside and out. I will continue to watch and lift you up in prayer. You're a living doll Sweetie.
You have got this lovely , your amazing and strong and we are all praying for you , your such a sweet girl i cant wait to see you come out the other side and fighting fit you will beat this!!! we are with you every step of the way xxxx
Yes, my dear, WE'VE got this! I would have been worried if you weren't scared going in for the first time but you are so brave and you powered through just as I knew you would. Knowing today was the 1st chemo I prayed for you this morning before my feet even touched the floor and the prayers will continue. Hugs to your sweet, adorable mom too. It is a very hard thing for her to watch and not be able to "fix" it for her lovely daughter but she is doing so well and I also pray daily for her. Take it easy as possible and let the medicine do it's magic. The meds are your army and at this very moment, they are doing a great battle for you. They are your soldiers and they and you and God will be victorious! Sending {{{{ HUGS }}}}
You certainly have got this Tiffany - many supporters and a beautiful positive attitude in prayfulness. God bless you abundantly!
You’ve got this, Tiffany! We’re all here for you!💙💙💙💙💙
I know you may not see it or understand it now but you're strength alone is also helping others and hopefully we can surround you with love and prayers and you can feel the same strength from us that we can feel from you! Thank you for being a light of positivity even when you're scared and sad! ❤️ Sending you lots of love and healing prayers!!! You got this girlie!!!!
Tiff you've got this. Our blessed virgin is right beside you, draw from her strength. Praying and rooting for you.
Oh, your mum is so wonderful! The hugs - and you do have this! It's difficult, but like you say it's the start of what will make you better.
As I read the various comments on your videos I realize there is still so much good in this Earth, still so much hope and kindness. You are going to get through this, the World needs people like you.
Tiffany, you are gorgeous, and so sweet. Praying for your full recovery. ❤️🙏🏻❤️🙏🏻
My dear girl, you are one of the bravest people around. It's perfectly normal to be scared. It's okay to be scared and emotional. This is the beginning of one of the hardest things you will experience in your lifetime and you're handling it with such grace and courage. Cry if you feel like you need to , there's absolutely nothing wrong with that. Your friends and family and Matt seem like they're very supportive, lean on them when you need to. You'll find that by leaning on them, it will help them feel like they're helping you , especially since they can't be with you in the treatment room. This is the beginning of your Cancer battle but you'll get thru it and win to live a long and happy life. I'll keep you in my prayers.
So happy your treatment went so well, you’ve got this and so much love surrounding you💙
Praying for you, sweet girl. I'm so thankful your first Chemo is in the books. We got this!! Praying hard in Springfield, Missouri!
You are so strong Tiffany , stronger than you think. You were just frightened beforehand and that’s completely normal. Keep strong, you can get through anything with the love of your family. Lotsa love and strength sent ❤️ #yougotthis
You’re so sweet and strong! I’m sorry that you’re going through this. You’re such a beautiful person:)
Girl no it's ok to cry this stuff is scary 😭 you got this hun we are all here for you 💗 and God is always here
When I was in the hospital after my cancer surgery, I spent the whole time reading comments and it made me so happy and I felt so loved and supported. It got me through! I just got my 5 year cancer free update last month. I hope you will get the same update 5 years from now ❤️ sending you love from Canada. You’ve got this!
You’re such a beautiful girl , such an inspiration. God bless you and your lovely family. You got this ! Xx❤️🙏🏻
YOU HAVE GOT THIS!!! I am following along on your journey, supporting you and cheering you along and I KNOW you are going to get through this so so well! We are so proud of you already
Sending you all the love Tiff.
It's so interesting to see you being administered your FOLFOX - for the last two years I was working for the NHS making chemotherapy such as the FOLFOX bolus, IV and baxter pumps, but we (pharmacy staff) never got to see the patients we treat as we're always in the lab making them. I'm now at university studying nursing to hopefully become a cancer nurse. Its so heartwarming seeing your story and spreading your message, including the good and tough times. It makes me so grateful to have been involved in a job that helps people with cancer. Keep going, you're an absolute star!
Thank for working to find a cure to cancer
Have been thinking of you on this day. So many of us are with you. That is the amazing thing. Praying for you, Tiffany. Be strong. Say prayers, God is with you.
You are amazing! You did awesome. You are blessed with so much love. You got this🤗💗
You have a fantastic family and support system. You are so much loved. I never experienced anything like that. It always brings me joy. Cry, be upset feel what you feel don’t apologise ever. All your feelings are totally normal. Cheering you girl! 💪🏼💪🏼💪🏼
Glad to see you drinking. Glad to see that beautiful breakfast. Glad to see you with so much love around you. You are brave and strong. Even if your are scared and cry, it's OK. I am sending you love and healing. Sending love also to your family. It made me so happy to feed and care for my husband when he had cancer.
aww thank you so much 💙 I have been eating so healthy but on chemo day, I was like I don't care hahah I am so lucky to have my mum and boyfriend! aww thank you so much, I don't want to cry but I know I need to be as honest as possible on here because its not easy and I know if anyone else is going through this, crying is good because you feel better afterwards, well I do anyways haha! thank you so much for your love and positive energy! lots of love xx we got this💙💙💙
So lovely that you believe in the power of prayer. Prayer changes things and to commit in prayer before you went in is so calming. Remember there is nothing you and God can't handle together. Something that I try and say when I'm facing something out of my comfort zone. xx
You done so well Tiffany very proud of you, just remember we are all with you and we will never leave you. Love and hugs we got this.xx💙💐
Your doing amazing . You are so strong . We are all with you and we will all be with you until you have your final treatment! ❤❤🙏🙏
What a blessing. Out of this tragedy God is blessing you with wisdom and knowledge. Every situation in life, good or bad, has a purpose. Try and understand the lesson and gather those nuggets of wisdom and use your journey to help others. Sending you big hugs!!!❤️❤️
I don’t think you will ever understand how powerful your journey is for all of us! When you was in the hospital telling us to be grateful for what we have and to stop putting pressure, I burst in to tears. Your so right Tiffany! Life is so precious! Honestly your journey is so magical! Im so proud to be part of it and to be following you every step of the way! You got this Tiffany! WE GOT THIS 💕💕
Being scared is completely okay! And valued! We stand behind you and you got thing! You’re amazingly strong! 💜
I thought it was really important what you said about not stressing and not putting too much pressure on yourself and that includes on yourself in relation to your cancer battle. It's okay to cry, it's okay to be sad, it's okay to need your family and for them to see you vulnerable. I had guilt too when I battled Stage 2 Breast Cancer. I had a year of treatment including six chemo treatments, three surgeries, radiation and five years of hormone blockers. It gave me a whole new perspective on life, and my number one takeaway is that we have to be live out of love and to let ourselves be loved. We become human through the unconditional love learnt through caring for those who may never be able to reciprocate. It's good to let yourself be cared for. It's important both for you and those around you. Sending all my love in your journey!
Hi Tiffany,
Thank you for allowing your RUclips family along on your journey. Prayers are going up for you.
You've got this.
Sincerely,
Lisa D.
Thank you for sharing your journey with all of us. Your honesty and positivity is a true inspiration. You have an amazing support team and you'll continue to be in my prayers.
It is okay to be sad and scared it is the unknown. You got this. You have so many praying and rooting for your full recovery❣️
I just want to wish you the very best Tiffany on your cancer journey..your positivity shines through and you are so lovely as. Is your lovely boyfriend and family, much love ❤️
Your smile and attitude are beautiful . The world needs more of you ❤️❤️sending love , prayers and hugs . To your mamma and Matt too.
It’s just the unknown, honey. That’s always scary. It’ll be so much easier from here on out:). This is just a season, and you’re such a trooper.. you have such amazing support. You’re gonna do fine. ♥️♥️
Sending you so much love, cuddles, and optimism during your chemo journey
thank you so much for your love, cuddles and positivity 💙 yeah I need to find a way to control those moments but I am realising I have to go through all the emotions and not bottle it in - it felt like it was real, being there felt really overwhelming but I got through it!! 💙💙💙 thanks again. Lots of love, we got this 💙
@@tiffanythinks You're so totally right! I really admire your ability to ride through your emotions and let it pass over you- Your perspective and outlook on life is as beautiful and strong as Morrie Shwartz of "Tuesdays with Morrie". Thank you so much for sharing your journey with us, and you got this!!
❤️ sending warm prayers your way Tiffany!! Keep being your wonderful self!!
We are all standing behind you in that room Tiff. You are in our thoughts everyday!. You are such a sweetheart! This is the beginning of the end of it! Every chemo is a step closer to being cured.
You are completely right about the rules. The pressure to buy a house and get married then have kids is so ridiculous!. Thanks for that reminder! You got this 💙💙💙
You’re such a lovely person. Thank you for sharing your journey. Hugs and love to you. 🙏
Tiff… you’ve got this!!!💙
You are such a genuine amazing person, sending you all the prayers, hope and love 💙 you’re without a doubt going to smash it, keep smiling beautiful, not long now