Thank you for sharing your story, brother. "The Dark Night of The Soul" is not something I thought I'd ever see mentioned outside of one of my many books. Blessings to you in this new year. I hope that when trials come, you may continue to face them head-on with courage and perseverance. And when life affords you rest, may you continue to take the opportunity with no temptation for more than is necessary.
Dear Denny, I would like to give you one advice, maybe it is something that can help you. Google family constellations, I hope you will find peace with it. It helped me more than anything, more than therapy. I wish you all the best in your life ❤
The timing of this video is beyond scary. I felt like I was listening to myself. Same age, similar feelings and story. I've been so low today after a series of events yesterday. At the very least it made me feel slightly less alone. Grateful for the story and this channel.
Your post had me wanting to let you know life will get better. I hope you don't let yesterday define who you are today. You will pull through friend. It truly isn't easy, I do know, but I'm sending positive vibes and a hug just in case you needed one. I wish you all the wonderful things life has to offer. You deserve them just as much as any other person. Much love, ❤Stormi
I 🙏 pray that You can close your eyes and hug yourself at each age of lonely and abusive times. There are not words that are sufficient to comfort You, but I can tell You that your mother loved You. She should have asked for help... and I am so sorry. I'm a Mother and addict. I lost custody(the only way to save them was to entrust them to My mother, who with my "dad", failed Me. I'm so glad You are willing to believe You are loved and are helping others! I'm on methadone only for 8 years now... My 2 Sons have walls up, understandably. Mark is so right about what We believe about Ourselves. 1 thing I have to testify about- Jesus can change it all. Only He can fill that hole. And that's Your ministry, to serve(🥳 hat), because so many people need the same love and help. I think She did do Her sad best... and She was apparently born into Her own rough circumstances. Oh, I feel the warmth with You both too.😉🫂 Thank You Guys💓💓
my post partum was so bad and when the baby was at daycare and my husband was at work the noises got so loud I was like I am going to do it. But then all I could think about was who was going to walk the dog at lunch time? so here I am 2 years later
en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Fatal_dog_attacks_in_the_United_States but the amount of lives they've taken we also only know the ones that have been reported
Man it was like watching a mirror, marine vet just getting through the days...thank you for your story (mimics about 85% of my childhood)...I appreciate your struggle, helped me this morning.
Denny is a great man. It takes a great deal of courage to share your story openly. Denny is a friend and brother. We are peer SMEs in The Forge and very close friends. So proud of you Denny.
Tell him sir-names were created for taxation-he’s an amazing spirit having a human experience, which is the most challenging existence. We all have to deal with these things in our own ways. We’re all connected.❤❤
One of the best interviews. A very well spoken and deeply caring man. His hope is his work toward believing in himself AND others. And he will get there. Much love to you Denny.
My heart swelled when you said about your dog resting his/her head on your hand ❤ I truly believe dogs (and other animals) perceive more than we usually give them credit for. Wishing you all the very best x
Bless the good mothers who encourage young men properly. This type of love is phenomenal and deserves considerable recognition. This man, having been through horrible horrible experiences as a youngster, has grown up to be an admirable human. Bless u young man. Ur star shines for all to see.
33:49 Denny! I come from the same background, same drugs, same abuse, same lack of value, just born in a different part of the world. Also, everybody in my family died from drugs, I'm insecure basically all the time and always feel that I have to fight a lot just to get by. And as you, I've been fighting ever since to feel valued and finding a way of loving myself. It seems impossible at times. But let me tell you: I've just stumbled over this interview and you're the first person in 37 years that I actually feel connected to! It's like you're talking about me, this is crazy. You have no idea what your words and bravery of telling all this mean to me. Thank you man, I feel heard. And I don't feel like I'm alone in this. You're worth A LOT, brother.
Ive seen many very similar comments on this video and it GREATLY pains me, that humanity and society is ridiculously broken that so many people have such traumatic childhood. It’s not friggin fair. Childhood is SUPPOSED to be a time of innocence and carefree, not a time of being abused and treated like you shouldn’t exist.
Your story made me cry for a couple of reasons. The neglect and abuse you suffered through at such a young age, I just wanted to hug and love the little boy in your heart. And tears for you not seeing your worth, you have an incredible soul, it shines through while you talk. Denny, I hope you see your calling like I do, you could be a motivational speaker, helping kids rise above the challenges they are faced with each day. You could be that father to sooooo many young people, and the rewards you will see will come back to you tenfold. I hope one day you look in the mirror and know you are a hero.
I can hear the stress response in his voice, in his breath. This is what trauma does, but he is a survivor. He's seen it all, experienced it all, and it didn't turn him into a monster. He's been very badly hurt but because of his own strength of character, he's somehow still whole. He didn't cut out his heart to survive. I have so much respect for this man.
Hang in there denny ! It gets better as we age!! I'm 61 now and finally feel WORTHY of a life of contentment ! I also care for several animals on my farm which helps me have a purpose in life ! Praying for you !!🙏🏼🙏🏼
Yes indeed. I'm an Australian women of the same age who also feels this way. We can heal. God changed my life and the love of a man and my dogs. Look forward, life can become much better as you age and understand life more. Xx
I am a foster/adoptive mother and I currently work with children in foster care. Your story is heartbreakingly common and needs a louder voice. Trauma in childhood impacts a persons entire life. Even those who seem to have it all together on the outside. Thank you for sharing your story. You are worthy of love. Your mother was a broken person who didn't love herself. It was about her fighting her demons. Not about you as a child. You seem very intelligent and aware, I'm sure intellectually you understand that. But it's hard to convince the child in ourselves something different. I pray that you are unable to overcome your demons. I love that you made your own last name and started your own legacy. You are a warrior.
I am exactly the same story as Denny. I don't I will ever recover, but I am 100% sure my son will not go through the same thing. I will make sure he knows he is worthy of love
Trauma in childhood has the most brutal impact. It’s worst in the formative years. This man doesn’t give himself enough credit. He’s a survivor, a warrior. He has a beautiful soul. He’s so self aware. He’s definitely husband material! 🥰
Hey Denny, I have been watching Marks incredible interviews for 4 years now and I typically do not comment, although I’ve felt really inclined to today. We share similar childhood traumas that follow me around most corners and relationships. That history was in Massachusetts as well. It’s Such a lot of work processing and sharing those dark nights and the after effects. I’m impressed with you, your honesty, your authentic raw story. I am so grateful for your German Shepard ❤ You seem to be such a great human just trying to live by self awareness and create your personal happiness. I see you. Thank you for your service, your story, and your vulnerability. It helps on many levels. You will make a wonderful father.
Denny, after all you have been through, you turned out to be a responsible, upstanding, productive member of society. God bless you always. Btw you are a child of God and worthy of everything God wants to give you. You are very much loved.
I used heroin for the first time in Worcester(508). I was 18 addicted, homeless and hopeless. I saw and was part of a lot of crazy things back then (2001). My addiction to opiates then heroin brought me to places you only see in movies. Battle addiction pretty much my whole life. I will have 3 years clean next month. Life’s great, I would of never have thought my life would be what it is today. Gods been with me the whole way, even when I didn’t know he was there. If you’re struggling keep fighting, life’s so much better. It won’t be easy and won’t happen overnight, but it’s worth it. You’re worth it.
Thank you for sharing I've got 8 months from a 16 year long opiate heroin addiction finally found something better than the drugs. Congrats on your sobriety and I hope you continue to see it thru wish you the best.
@ thank you, that’s awesome. I know it’s not easy. Yea it’s been a loooong 23 years battling. In and out of programs, methadone, suboxone. Keep fighting life’s so much better.
I used to be a substance abuse counselor and would always tell all my clients that it was NEVER TOO LATE TO BE WHO YOU MIGHTVE BEEN! Congrats on 3 years! Keep it up! I a stranger from the interwebs of earth am very very proud of you! Xo
Absolutely fantastic. What a man. He nearly had me welling up a few times (the part with his dog, the physical abuse as a kid), man has been through so much. Know you are loved and valued. Thank you for your story brother. Love from Scotland.
Great to see these amazing people’s stories reaching others in Scotland. I knew what you meant, that his story and courage was absolutely fantastic. Not that it was an act, maybe cultural context for the other reply.
Denny, you are the man most males only wish they could be. Thank you for allowing us to hear your story; it’s wonderful to hear about someone who had everything going against him, yet overcame and excelled.
This man has no idea how big of a hero he is! He is soooo worthy and I pray for him that he finds his self worth! This man is amazing my heart ❤️ bleeds for him! He is such a wonderful soul! God bless him! ❤❤❤❤
Thank you Mark for sharing this story. I LOVE hearing stories from people that went against all the odds and chose to live better lives than what they had as kids. Not all hope is lost!
It happens to SO many of us. And it’s hard not to be bitter and furious over it, not just my own trauma but for other people and THEIR trauma, because it’s like “why??” We don’t choose our parents or their actions towards us so we get the trauma whether we protest it or not. It’s fuckin unfair and it’s hard not to play victim about it.
My sense of worth, is nearly nonexistent. I can understand that it’s impossible to understand why. This man is a beautiful soul. I hope you find peace in your journey brother. Much respect
YOU MY FRIEND ARE A MAN AMONG MEN... !...GOD HAS BLESSED YOU AND GUIDED YOU THRU A DIFFICULT PATH ... I HAVE NOTHING BUT THE HIGHEST RESPECT FOR YOU...
One of the most compelling interviews I’ve ever heard. He had so much to navigate at such abuse and craziness as a young child and teenager. What an amazing man to survive 🙏
Danny, you are an amazing man to have endured that childhood and come out the other end the way you have. Your ability to communicate, your use of language, and introspection is a real tribute to what you have done to make something special out of a really difficult upbringing. You will be a great father someday, I'm certain of that. Best of luck, from a 33 police veteran and father of 1 boy.
Everybody’s got a story,,, is just a catch phrase. Some people live with things they couldn’t even begin to describe to others, and most people would struggle to understand what they were hearing. Very difficult to listen to this, excruciatingly painful but somehow helps a little knowing that some are willing to share and perhaps ease others pain. These videos have an enormous effect on me. Gives me strength to hear Mark talk about getting past some of the challenges.
Denny - thank you for sharing your story. Your story is an encouragement to me as a single foster mom. You remind me that the work I’m doing matters and has the capacity to make a difference in the lives of the kids I have the privilege of loving during their scariest moments. You matter so very much and are worthy of love.
I really hope that Danny finds his value and worth. I am so happy his GS dog saved his life! I appreciate his service. My advice would be to take care of himself. Be mindful of to himself. Remember the good in this world! And that your journey and story is your strength not your weakness!! Be blessed! And stay good Danny❤
If only you knew how unbelievably special you are!! When you know how to be the hero in your own life & story , you my friend ,will move mountains! The horrible abuse that to many go through, allows us the opportunity, to be loving and compassionate , towards others. You have it all , keep believing and fighting for yourself. Don't ever give up!!
Every single one of us . Have a story to tell . I know I to have a story to tell . This is interview made tear up because in many ways' . I can relate . At 65 I'm still carrying the shame and guilt inflicted as I was growing up . Thank you Mr. Giamazzo for sharing your story .
Great interview. Reminds me of my mom. She suffered so as a child of a mentally ill mother. But she was resilient. Her great personality allowed her to connect to better people. I miss her so.
Denny, I have watched you Today from Spain.Thank you for sharing your story, please have always a dog in your live.They are angels who protect us. Wish you all the best & never give up, you have a beautiful soul.❤
I was in tears at 30:45 when his dog put his head on his lap. I have a Pitbull that does the same for me. I can’t bear the thought of her wondering , “where did he go? why didn’t he come back? I thought we were a team😢”. Thanks for your story.
The videos of veterans have always been my absolute favorites. Poignant stories from hardworking, intelligent and thoughtful people. Thank you Denny for your service ❤
What a fantastic human being. Sending Denny peace, love and all the self worth in the world. He deserves so much and we appreciate his vulnerability. Thank you again Mark!
Hey Denny, so aware you are.. fascinated by your story... hits deeply thinking about my dad and his life growing up and trying to understand pain that runs through generations... You're a beautiful soul and I wish you a long happy life .. what a good pooch you have... they are our life savers.. they understand .. they never let us down. The ones surrounding you aren't the only ones doing incredible things.. so are you. Hope some of these messages help you understand that. Best wishes from Australia
Denny, we have very similar pasts. I still feel the same way. I had my my kid at 42 I'm 44 now. Your ready and your a good man you've proven it already how you speak of your story. Good luck Brother!
Thank you for sharing your story Denny! Even though you are still struggling from your childhood trauma, the kindness and compassion of others helped. Parenting is important and so is kindness, love and compassion. You are a great role model!
A lot of Denny's life is relatable to me. People need to realize how much of a positive impact it is being a good role model for kids that don't have that from their own parents. I am the person I am today because of adults that invested time in me. Everyone from my best friends Aunt who barely knew me that bought me a bike because my parents wouldn't get me one. The village is so important for kids with difficult upbringings.
What a wonderful man! I wish there were more like you out there. ❤️ Thank you for sharing your story. My motto was always, "I might not be the best at household things, but my 2 boys will never wonder if they are loved."
This man bleeds pain yet also strength as I see him battling emotions just under the surface. Thank you Denny for your story, it shone a light on my own version of inadequicy. It really makes you understand the enduring damage from childhood trauma. Children deserve love
Thank you for sharing your horrific childhood it meant alot to me because I am a victim of abuse and neglect myself . Your story has given me some more confidence in life and that I can overcome this stuff and be a good man . God bless you brother ❤ and thank you for your service !
I'm almost 60 and I'm still affected every single day by my childhood. It's a battle. Thank you for your testimony...i hope it healed you in some way. ❤
Awe I just love this interview and Denny I legally changed my first and last name to create my own legacy as well.Ive continually re invented myself from my child hood trauma and abuse as well as domestic violence in marriage and divorce and now relationships.But guess what I'm now again re inventing myself .Never give up and know your never too old to keep trying.Im 54 and here I am trying again to find the best version of myself.I absolutely will pray for you .Sending peace love and light.
Denny, you are on the verge of a major breakthrough. Coming to Mark’s channel and showing your vulnerability is huge. So proud of you. Keep going, true freedom is right there-Grab it and don’t let go. Prayers to you, D❤️🙏🏾
Denny, you speak with such a depth of self-awareness and vulnerability. Thank you for having the courage to share your story, it gives others permission to feel and express their pain too. Praying you receive the desires of your heart ❤
This one hit hard ❤ i actually cried at the part about the dog 🐕 they say they are a mans best friend well he was he saved your life ❤ i hope you find the love of your life and have children i think you would be a great dad, you are worthy and i wish you all the happiness in the world 🌎 ❤
Thanks for sharing Denny. The amount of courage it takes to open up, share your trama, & be vulnerable. Takes the heart of a man. So whenever your feeling down or questioning your worth, just know that your a strong man & will overcome anything. Keep fighting the good fight. Great interview Mark! This one is one of my favorites.
I liked this interview alot because it showed regardless of your social status you could be successful in work, love, relationships, have lots of money, but there are things that everyone struggles with stuff and you may never know. That's why I choose to always be kind because you have no idea what another person its going through at that time.
I can relate to your story. Just listening to you, it makes me feel like we have walked in the same shoes. I always feel not good enough and keep messing shit up all the time by drinking my problems away. When it’s good with my husband, I get worried because it’s too good to be true. Only after 23 years been with him, I told him about my child hood. And why I drink so much and feel like I’m not good enough as a wife or mother. You have me in tears just listing to your story. You are good enough, you have to just believe in yourself, coming from someone who should take her own advice. Thanks Mark for letting him share his story... So close to the heart...
Watched yesterday... At work today and brought to tears at the thought of you sitting alone, by yourself, looking out the window hungry, so young. Truly heartbreaking.
Denny, thank you for your story. You've had a very hard road and you've overcome much of it to be where you are. That, in and of itself, is incredible. You absolutely should feel loved and valued. But you know well by now that no amount of people saying that you are worthy makes you feel that way. Only you can make that conscious choice, and it's a process, a journey. You're on it and you're going to make it. Have faith in yourself and trust in your abilities to overcome anything. Be safe brother.
Thank you for sharing your story. Its hit a soft spot in my heart, growing without a father is the worst. I am confident you will achieve happiness someday. Keep working at it.
What a great explanation of how fragile and moldable a kids brain is. Will shape your life and follow you regardless of what you want. Thank you for your story.
Thank you for sharing your story. It really hit home when you said that about how we measure ourselves our whole lives sometimes with a fucked up stick (my own paraphrasing). I’ve suffered my whole life from this awful feeling of unworthiness and have missed so many opportunities due to these lies I believe about myself. I’m working thru it too…… best wishes to you!
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Mark- Thank you so much for allowing me to share my story with your viewers. The work you are doing is incredible. I appreciate
you, brother 🇺🇸👊🏽
So proud of you brother. Can’t wait to see what life brings you in the future my friend.
Thank you for sharing your story, brother. "The Dark Night of The Soul" is not something I thought I'd ever see mentioned outside of one of my many books.
Blessings to you in this new year. I hope that when trials come, you may continue to face them head-on with courage and perseverance. And when life affords you rest, may you continue to take the opportunity with no temptation for more than is necessary.
Thank you for sharing your story! You did great ❤️
Dear Denny, I would like to give you one advice, maybe it is something that can help you. Google family constellations, I hope you will find peace with it. It helped me more than anything, more than therapy. I wish you all the best in your life ❤
I’m so proud of you!
I am a 71 year old mother and grandmother. I would be proud to have you as a son. You are worthy.
Foster mom was the angel he desperately needed. RIP.
I hope to become a foster mom too
The timing of this video is beyond scary. I felt like I was listening to myself. Same age, similar feelings and story. I've been so low today after a series of events yesterday. At the very least it made me feel slightly less alone.
Grateful for the story and this channel.
Your post had me wanting to let you know life will get better. I hope you don't let yesterday define who you are today. You will pull through friend. It truly isn't easy, I do know, but I'm sending positive vibes and a hug just in case you needed one. I wish you all the wonderful things life has to offer. You deserve them just as much as any other person. Much love, ❤Stormi
@storminite2041 Thank you so much.
One day at a time, You are worthy of love. I hope you can find a support group. That can be a lifesaver
@trip83 Always!...you got this! ❤️
push hard homie. were all gonna make it
As the mother of adults, I mourn what your childhood should have been. Wish I could hug the child you were. ❤️
This is so beautiful. I hope @bethestandardpodcast reads comment above.
@@handgathered What a lovely response.
Me toooo, what a sweet man he turned out to be despite all that suffering. ❤
I 🙏 pray that You can close your eyes and hug yourself at each age of lonely and abusive times. There are not words that are sufficient to comfort You, but I can tell You that your mother loved You. She should have asked for help... and I am so sorry. I'm a Mother and addict. I lost custody(the only way to save them was to entrust them to My mother, who with my "dad", failed Me.
I'm so glad You are willing to believe You are loved and are helping others! I'm on methadone only for 8 years now... My 2 Sons have walls up, understandably. Mark is so right about what We believe about Ourselves.
1 thing I have to testify about- Jesus can change it all. Only He can fill that hole. And that's Your ministry, to serve(🥳 hat), because so many people need the same love and help.
I think She did do Her sad best... and She was apparently born into Her own rough circumstances. Oh, I feel the warmth with You both too.😉🫂
Thank You Guys💓💓
Me too ❤
Denny, can I add that as a 61 year old man, would be more than proud to call you my son. ❤
Ugh. This just made me cry :(
Dogs have probably saved more lives than we will ever know. They've given a lot of unhappy people a reason to keep going.
Well said and so true
my post partum was so bad and when the baby was at daycare and my husband was at work the noises got so loud I was like I am going to do it. But then all I could think about was who was going to walk the dog at lunch time? so here I am 2 years later
en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Fatal_dog_attacks_in_the_United_States but the amount of lives they've taken we also only know the ones that have been reported
@@101ablerudeboywhy would you turn this into that.. smh
Good glad you are with us I can totally relate to these thoughts and feelings. @@breatheless
Thank you for agreeing to the interview and sharing your story, Denny. It was an honor to hear a story of such perseverance!
Man it was like watching a mirror, marine vet just getting through the days...thank you for your story (mimics about 85% of my childhood)...I appreciate your struggle, helped me this morning.
Thank you for serving. God bless you. Stay strong.
Thank you for your service ❤❤
Out of all of your interviews, this is the best, in a lot of ways. What a great man this guy is..
This and Drew have aspects that mirror my life. I haven't seen them all, yet those 2 hit close to home for me.
He a regular man he just didn’t know it till later on . Let him be a regular human .
Denny is a great man. It takes a great deal of courage to share your story openly.
Denny is a friend and brother. We are peer SMEs in The Forge and very close friends. So proud of you Denny.
Tell him sir-names were created for taxation-he’s an amazing spirit having a human experience, which is the most challenging existence. We all have to deal with these things in our own ways. We’re all connected.❤❤
Thanks so much for the love and support, brother. I appreciate you more than you know.
Thanks for sharing your story Denny.
@@BeTheStandardPodcasttysm for sharing ur story im listening with intent! ❤❤
He is a great guy. The dude is definitely the type you want as a real friend and chosen family. Take care of each other.
Please have Denny back, he’s incredibly inspirational and someone who is easily relatable for me .❤
One of the best interviews. A very well spoken and deeply caring man. His hope is his work toward believing in himself AND others. And he will get there. Much love to you Denny.
My heart swelled when you said about your dog resting his/her head on your hand ❤ I truly believe dogs (and other animals) perceive more than we usually give them credit for.
Wishing you all the very best x
I got teary ❤
I read an anonymous quote “Dogs are the guardians of the human spirit”❤
You can tell this man has the biggest heart❤
My dogs have saved me during my cancer journey. Animals bring so much joy to your life!! Sending prayers and encouragement to keep going!! ❤
My dog found a fast growing tumour
❤❤❤🙏
Bless the good mothers who encourage young men properly. This type of love is phenomenal and deserves considerable recognition. This man, having been through horrible horrible experiences as a youngster, has grown up to be an admirable human. Bless u young man. Ur star shines for all to see.
33:49
Denny! I come from the same background, same drugs, same abuse, same lack of value, just born in a different part of the world. Also, everybody in my family died from drugs, I'm insecure basically all the time and always feel that I have to fight a lot just to get by. And as you, I've been fighting ever since to feel valued and finding a way of loving myself.
It seems impossible at times.
But let me tell you: I've just stumbled over this interview and you're the first person in 37 years that I actually feel connected to! It's like you're talking about me, this is crazy.
You have no idea what your words and bravery of telling all this mean to me. Thank you man, I feel heard. And I don't feel like I'm alone in this. You're worth A LOT, brother.
Ive seen many very similar comments on this video and it GREATLY pains me, that humanity and society is ridiculously broken that so many people have such traumatic childhood. It’s not friggin fair. Childhood is SUPPOSED to be a time of innocence and carefree, not a time of being abused and treated like you shouldn’t exist.
Denny, hit the nail on the head. Make your own legacy…the future is yours.
What a lovely thing to say bless you ❤
Your story made me cry for a couple of reasons. The neglect and abuse you suffered through at such a young age, I just wanted to hug and love the little boy in your heart. And tears for you not seeing your worth, you have an incredible soul, it shines through while you talk. Denny, I hope you see your calling like I do, you could be a motivational speaker, helping kids rise above the challenges they are faced with each day. You could be that father to sooooo many young people, and the rewards you will see will come back to you tenfold. I hope one day you look in the mirror and know you are a hero.
I can hear the stress response in his voice, in his breath. This is what trauma does, but he is a survivor. He's seen it all, experienced it all, and it didn't turn him into a monster. He's been very badly hurt but because of his own strength of character, he's somehow still whole. He didn't cut out his heart to survive. I have so much respect for this man.
He didn’t cut out his heart to survive. That hits me hard. I think that’s what I did after a long struggle to not do that ❤
Hang in there denny ! It gets better as we age!! I'm 61 now and finally feel WORTHY of a life of contentment ! I also care for several animals on my farm which helps me have a purpose in life ! Praying for you !!🙏🏼🙏🏼
Yes indeed. I'm an Australian women of the same age who also feels this way. We can heal. God changed my life and the love of a man and my dogs. Look forward, life can become much better as you age and understand life more. Xx
Im praying too ❤
I am a foster/adoptive mother and I currently work with children in foster care. Your story is heartbreakingly common and needs a louder voice. Trauma in childhood impacts a persons entire life. Even those who seem to have it all together on the outside. Thank you for sharing your story. You are worthy of love. Your mother was a broken person who didn't love herself. It was about her fighting her demons. Not about you as a child. You seem very intelligent and aware, I'm sure intellectually you understand that. But it's hard to convince the child in ourselves something different. I pray that you are unable to overcome your demons. I love that you made your own last name and started your own legacy. You are a warrior.
I am exactly the same story as Denny. I don't I will ever recover, but I am 100% sure my son will not go through the same thing. I will make sure he knows he is worthy of love
The part where he said he took any criticism so personally. That hit home with me.
Trauma in childhood has the most brutal impact. It’s worst in the formative years. This man doesn’t give himself enough credit. He’s a survivor, a warrior. He has a beautiful soul. He’s so self aware. He’s definitely husband material! 🥰
Hey Denny, I have been watching Marks incredible interviews for 4 years now and I typically do not comment, although I’ve felt really inclined to today. We share similar childhood traumas that follow me around most corners and relationships. That history was in Massachusetts as well. It’s Such a lot of work processing and sharing those dark nights and the after effects. I’m impressed with you, your honesty, your authentic raw story. I am so grateful for your German Shepard ❤ You seem to be such a great human just trying to live by self awareness and create your personal happiness. I see you. Thank you for your service, your story, and your vulnerability. It helps on many levels. You will make a wonderful father.
He kills me because you can see how emotional he is and he won’t let it out 😢
Such an intelligent man. Denny you are so deserving of some peace and rest from that anxiety.. sending big hugs and love to you Denny.🖤🖤🖤
Denny, after all you have been through, you turned out to be a responsible, upstanding, productive member of society. God bless you always. Btw you are a child of God and worthy of everything God wants to give you. You are very much loved.
Beautifully said!! Jesus loves you Denny❤
I feel his your pain.
I had a similar mother.
It's a lifetime of grief.
God bless and protect you.💕💕💕
One of my best friends, 'Izzy', had a similar upbringing.
I had many rough spots, too, but my mom did her best to keep things normal
A lifetime of grief, even though they're still alive. you hit the nail on the head. Missing the parent you deserved and could never have.
I used heroin for the first time in Worcester(508). I was 18 addicted, homeless and hopeless. I saw and was part of a lot of crazy things back then (2001). My addiction to opiates then heroin brought me to places you only see in movies. Battle addiction pretty much my whole life. I will have 3 years clean next month. Life’s great, I would of never have thought my life would be what it is today. Gods been with me the whole way, even when I didn’t know he was there. If you’re struggling keep fighting, life’s so much better. It won’t be easy and won’t happen overnight, but it’s worth it. You’re worth it.
Congratulations on your sobriety!
@ thank you
Thank you for sharing I've got 8 months from a 16 year long opiate heroin addiction finally found something better than the drugs. Congrats on your sobriety and I hope you continue to see it thru wish you the best.
@ thank you, that’s awesome. I know it’s not easy. Yea it’s been a loooong 23 years battling. In and out of programs, methadone, suboxone. Keep fighting life’s so much better.
I used to be a substance abuse counselor and would always tell all my clients that it was NEVER TOO LATE TO BE WHO YOU MIGHTVE BEEN! Congrats on 3 years! Keep it up! I a stranger from the interwebs of earth am very very proud of you! Xo
Absolutely fantastic. What a man. He nearly had me welling up a few times (the part with his dog, the physical abuse as a kid), man has been through so much. Know you are loved and valued. Thank you for your story brother. Love from Scotland.
Fantastic?? He is not putting on an act to make you tear up or laugh..
@@Wendy-bd9zuI think you’re misunderstanding. I don’t believe it to be an act. Have a nice day.
Great to see these amazing people’s stories reaching others in Scotland. I knew what you meant, that his story and courage was absolutely fantastic. Not that it was an act, maybe cultural context for the other reply.
@@johnjamespeebles7069 Thanks mate
Denny, you are the man most males only wish they could be. Thank you for allowing us to hear your story; it’s wonderful to hear about someone who had everything going against him, yet overcame and excelled.
This man has no idea how big of a hero he is! He is soooo worthy and I pray for him that he finds his self worth! This man is amazing my heart ❤️ bleeds for him! He is such a wonderful soul! God bless him! ❤❤❤❤
How wonderful his dog knew he needed someone. Dogs are marvelous and true angels on earth
Got teary eyed hearing your story, you are worthy 🤍 Thank you for sharing
Thank you Mark for sharing this story. I LOVE hearing stories from people that went against all the odds and chose to live better lives than what they had as kids. Not all hope is lost!
Mark what a fantastic interview. WOW
I am Scott Bronx, NY. 2:41 I start with thank you for ur ability to voice. I admire and love you for you being you. Blessings Brother Man
Childhood trauma never gos away we just learn to deal with it . The strong will overcome it and make great lives for themselves.
It happens to SO many of us. And it’s hard not to be bitter and furious over it, not just my own trauma but for other people and THEIR trauma, because it’s like “why??” We don’t choose our parents or their actions towards us so we get the trauma whether we protest it or not. It’s fuckin unfair and it’s hard not to play victim about it.
@@EphemeralProductions❤
My sense of worth, is nearly nonexistent. I can understand that it’s impossible to understand why.
This man is a beautiful soul. I hope you find peace in your journey brother.
Much respect
May God help you find your sense of worth. Xxx
You're worthy of so much goodness. Love, respect, friendship. We as humans deserve those things. I hope you find self-worth very soon. Sending love
Wow what an amazing man. Thank you for your service. You are stronger than you realize.🖤
YOU MY FRIEND ARE A MAN AMONG MEN... !...GOD HAS BLESSED YOU AND GUIDED YOU THRU A DIFFICULT PATH ... I HAVE NOTHING BUT THE HIGHEST RESPECT FOR YOU...
I’m glad you’re here to tell your story. Hearing it made a difference in my life.
One of the most compelling interviews I’ve ever heard. He had so much to navigate at such abuse and craziness as a young child and teenager. What an amazing man to survive 🙏
Thank you Mark for all that you do !! To this young man > hang on your worth every breath you take !!
I see you Denny.
I will remember you.
Thank you for sharing ❤
Just want to give him a hug to show him there are people who care and love.
This was such a great interview! What a beautiful person.
Danny, you are an amazing man to have endured that childhood and come out the other end the way you have. Your ability to communicate, your use of language, and introspection is a real tribute to what you have done to make something special out of a really difficult upbringing. You will be a great father someday, I'm certain of that.
Best of luck, from a 33 police veteran and father of 1 boy.
Lovely comment. Agree with every word.
Man, oh man. This hit so hard - what a role model for young men and boys everywhere. “I never told on him.” 😢
Everybody’s got a story,,, is just a catch phrase. Some people live with things they couldn’t even begin to describe to others, and most people would struggle to understand what they were hearing.
Very difficult to listen to this, excruciatingly painful but somehow helps a little knowing that some are willing to share and perhaps ease others pain.
These videos have an enormous effect on me. Gives me strength to hear Mark talk about getting past some of the challenges.
Denny - thank you for sharing your story. Your story is an encouragement to me as a single foster mom. You remind me that the work I’m doing matters and has the capacity to make a difference in the lives of the kids I have the privilege of loving during their scariest moments. You matter so very much and are worthy of love.
I really hope that Danny finds his value and worth. I am so happy his GS dog saved his life! I appreciate his service. My advice would be to take care of himself. Be mindful of to himself. Remember the good in this world! And that your journey and story is your strength not your weakness!! Be blessed! And stay good Danny❤
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If only you knew how unbelievably special you are!!
When you know how to be the hero in your own life & story , you my friend ,will move mountains!
The horrible abuse that to many go through, allows us the opportunity, to be loving and compassionate , towards others. You have it all , keep believing and fighting for yourself. Don't ever give up!!
Every single one of us . Have a story to tell . I know I to have a story to tell . This is interview made tear up because in many ways' . I can relate . At 65 I'm still carrying the shame and guilt inflicted as I was growing up . Thank you Mr. Giamazzo for sharing your story .
Great interview. Reminds me of my mom. She suffered so as a child of a mentally ill mother. But she was resilient. Her great personality allowed her to connect to better people. I miss her so.
Denny, thank you for your powerful share. So honest. Just amazing. May you go from strength to strength by helping others with your story.
Denny, I have watched you Today from Spain.Thank you for sharing your story, please have always a dog in your live.They are angels who protect us. Wish you all the best & never give up, you have a beautiful soul.❤
I was in tears at 30:45 when his dog put his head on his lap. I have a Pitbull that does the same for me. I can’t bear the thought of her wondering , “where did he go? why didn’t he come back? I thought we were a team😢”. Thanks for your story.
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The videos of veterans have always been my absolute favorites. Poignant stories from hardworking, intelligent and thoughtful people. Thank you Denny for your service ❤
What a fantastic human being. Sending Denny peace, love and all the self worth in the world. He deserves so much and we appreciate his vulnerability. Thank you again Mark!
Goodmorning Mark glad you're still posting and safe from the fires.Praying for you all!
Hey Denny, so aware you are.. fascinated by your story... hits deeply thinking about my dad and his life growing up and trying to understand pain that runs through generations... You're a beautiful soul and I wish you a long happy life .. what a good pooch you have... they are our life savers.. they understand .. they never let us down. The ones surrounding you aren't the only ones doing incredible things.. so are you. Hope some of these messages help you understand that. Best wishes from Australia
Denny, we have very similar pasts. I still feel the same way. I had my my kid at 42 I'm 44 now. Your ready and your a good man you've proven it already how you speak of your story. Good luck Brother!
Thank you for sharing your story Denny! Even though you are still struggling from your childhood trauma, the kindness and compassion of others helped. Parenting is important and so is kindness, love and compassion. You are a great role model!
A lot of Denny's life is relatable to me. People need to realize how much of a positive impact it is being a good role model for kids that don't have that from their own parents. I am the person I am today because of adults that invested time in me. Everyone from my best friends Aunt who barely knew me that bought me a bike because my parents wouldn't get me one. The village is so important for kids with difficult upbringings.
Thank you to the two ladies who changed the course of his life.
What a wonderful man! I wish there were more like you out there. ❤️ Thank you for sharing your story. My motto was always, "I might not be the best at household things, but my 2 boys will never wonder if they are loved."
This man bleeds pain yet also strength as I see him battling emotions just under the surface. Thank you Denny for your story, it shone a light on my own version of inadequicy. It really makes you understand the enduring damage from childhood trauma. Children deserve love
Absolutely one of the best interviews. He looks like so many people I know and I wish everyone would be open to telling their stories like he has.
Great interview. It never ceases to amaze me that childhood trauma can affect the direction of our lives.
Thank you for sharing your horrific childhood it meant alot to me because I am a victim of abuse and neglect myself . Your story has given me some more confidence in life and that I can overcome this stuff and be a good man . God bless you brother ❤ and thank you for your service !
I'm almost 60 and I'm still affected every single day by my childhood. It's a battle. Thank you for your testimony...i hope it healed you in some way. ❤
Thank you for your service family always ❤️❤️❤️
Great example for others who struggle! Stay strong brother, we are out here praying for you.
Awe I just love this interview and Denny I legally changed my first and last name to create my own legacy as well.Ive continually re invented myself from my child hood trauma and abuse as well as domestic violence in marriage and divorce and now relationships.But guess what I'm now again re inventing myself .Never give up and know your never too old to keep trying.Im 54 and here I am trying again to find the best version of myself.I absolutely will pray for you .Sending peace love and light.
Priceless soul. Your last name doesn’t matter brother. You are worthy of love.
Agreed…
Out if all of your videos I have watched this is my favorite!! Denny is a strong man with a good heart. I hope he gets what he wants for his future.
Denny is the man, so happy to have met and been able to work with him.
I appreciate you, brother 🇺🇸👊🏽
Awesome interview. Seeing him tear up when talking about his childhood hit home. I felt his pain. I wish the best for his future. ❤
Thank you for sharing, Denny! Childhood trauma leaves scars but you are amazing! You have unbelievable self awareness for healing.
Denny, you are on the verge of a major breakthrough. Coming to Mark’s channel and showing your vulnerability is huge. So proud of you. Keep going, true freedom is right there-Grab it and don’t let go. Prayers to you, D❤️🙏🏾
You are an amazing person. The world is a MUCH BETTER place because you exist.
This helped me understand my husband better. Thank you
Denny, you speak with such a depth of self-awareness and vulnerability. Thank you for having the courage to share your story, it gives others permission to feel and express their pain too.
Praying you receive the desires of your heart ❤
This one hit hard ❤ i actually cried at the part about the dog 🐕 they say they are a mans best friend well he was he saved your life ❤ i hope you find the love of your life and have children i think you would be a great dad, you are worthy and i wish you all the happiness in the world 🌎 ❤
Thanks for sharing Denny. The amount of courage it takes to open up, share your trama, & be vulnerable. Takes the heart of a man. So whenever your feeling down or questioning your worth, just know that your a strong man & will overcome anything. Keep fighting the good fight. Great interview Mark! This one is one of my favorites.
This is the best episode that I have ever seen. I cried too many times to count. This matters!
I liked this interview alot because it showed regardless of your social status you could be successful in work, love, relationships, have lots of money, but there are things that everyone struggles with stuff and you may never know. That's why I choose to always be kind because you have no idea what another person its going through at that time.
I can relate to your story. Just listening to you, it makes me feel like we have walked in the same shoes. I always feel not good enough and keep messing shit up all the time by drinking my problems away. When it’s good with my husband, I get worried because it’s too good to be true. Only after 23 years been with him, I told him about my child hood. And why I drink so much and feel like I’m not good enough as a wife or mother.
You have me in tears just listing to your story. You are good enough, you have to just believe in yourself, coming from someone who should take her own advice. Thanks Mark for letting him share his story... So close to the heart...
Danny, what an incredible brave soul you were sent here with!!!! Thank you ❤ Bless you 🙏
Watched yesterday... At work today and brought to tears at the thought of you sitting alone, by yourself, looking out the window hungry, so young. Truly heartbreaking.
Denny, thank you for your story. You've had a very hard road and you've overcome much of it to be where you are. That, in and of itself, is incredible. You absolutely should feel loved and valued. But you know well by now that no amount of people saying that you are worthy makes you feel that way. Only you can make that conscious choice, and it's a process, a journey. You're on it and you're going to make it. Have faith in yourself and trust in your abilities to overcome anything. Be safe brother.
Thank you for sharing your story. Its hit a soft spot in my heart, growing without a father is the worst. I am confident you will achieve happiness someday. Keep working at it.
This is a really really good man. I wish he could feel what the rest of us see in him. ❤
Great interview he is a great inspiration 🙌🏻
What a great explanation of how fragile and moldable a kids brain is. Will shape your life and follow you regardless of what you want. Thank you for your story.
Thank you for sharing your story. It really hit home when you said that about how we measure ourselves our whole lives sometimes with a fucked up stick (my own paraphrasing). I’ve suffered my whole life from this awful feeling of unworthiness and have missed so many opportunities due to these lies I believe about myself. I’m working thru it too…… best wishes to you!