I've Not Been Okay! STORYTIME
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- Опубликовано: 6 фев 2025
- I've not been okay y'all, its time to talk about life! New Channel: @TrinityJaeOfficial
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Happy to see you you doing well.
So happy to you Lovely😍💕I am so late😅been going through it, but blessed!❤❤❤
Thank you for sharing ! I have missed you so much and I feel you ! My mom died 12/31/202020 so 2021 was not a good year for me 😢Lord it was hard 2021 and 2022 listen I have a story to tell ! 2023 was bad and 2024 had highs and lows but Dear God! I’m still here ❤2025 is my year ! I want to be a content creator and Travel more I’m rdy ! God bless you and the Family ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️much love frm Atlanta Ga !
U definitely find out who ur true friend and family is when u going thru a life crisis.
This right here and I think the saddest part is reliving the moments you were there for them without question without hesitation 😭
GIRLLLLLL!!! This is literally me. My dad was diagnosed with cancer in 2022 for the second time. I was the strong friend. When I tell you NOBODY knew what was going but I’m always showing up for others on their time of distress and family that wasn’t aware. He passed in 2023. It was to the point where I didn’t even know how to accept the support because I was the support. Literally no true friends it’s definitely something where you absolutely have to lean on God.
Sorry about your dad! We be out here loving people how we want to be love sometimes. Its crazy people can't return the favor cause we don't look like what we going through smh 😭💕
This made me cry, I’m currently a first time mom to a 4 month old, dealing with postpartum depression taking care of a baby completely alone. I’m really looking forward to coming out of this and seeing the beautiful picture. ❤
Remind yourself of the little things in that moment. I’m still healing but my son is 8 months & I’ve doing better than I thought tbh
Hi lillady. First, congrats. I'm due in March 2025 and can't wait. I have son who is now 9 so I can understand. I was ALONE but surrounded by people. If you could understand. No hand off help. So embrace and love on your child. They need your help and just You so badly. I would talk to my son like he understood and could respond lol. Think out the box on personal baby stuff just the 2 of you could do. Keep all negative, opinionated, non helpful people blocked or out your life for now. BUT take notes for later, snakes shed skin. NOW my son helps me with this pregnancy and also my new husband. VERY different. The most important message is that my son told me he remembers everything. He love me so much that I am second to God in is life. I saw him picked up my positive traits and I love it. These babies remember. Sorry for making it long. I want you to know that you will picking the fruits from the labor FOREVER with all the sacrifices you make now. It gets easier ❤️🫂 Sis you got this.
God always find a way for his babies. Keep positive.
@@princessjada3808 Thank you very much girl!, Congratulations to u as well! I pray for a safe delivery and a healthy baby for you!❤️This really means a lot thank you. It’s good to know I’m not feeling like this alone. And there are others who went thru this and came out on the other side positively. It’s just so challenging sometimes, I don’t know I just never expected this sadness from a time that’s supposed to be the happiest moments of my life. Having my child is the best gift I could ever possibly get from god and yet my emotions are in the way. I hope I get thru it as soon as possible and I can just enjoy motherhood like I’m supposed to.
AND YOU WILL! Always remember "Depression hates a moving target" So maybe take walks, just move! I don't have kids but movement helped, and HTp-5 helped finding the motivation to do so. Along with watching ppl on YT do the things I wanted/needed to do. Clean, cook, excercise! I called it "second hand motivation" lol.
I’m soooooooo proud of you!!!! It took a lot for you to get here. And you’re wearing it well.
Thank you! One things for sure I’ll never look like what I’m going through! 😭🫶🏾
Missed you & glad you got some "me" time with family. We are all growing and learning this thing called LIFE and the only person that can help us through it is God 🙌 I can't wait to see what direction you take the channel or if it stays the same it doesn't matter becausewe just love you guys personality and that's what brought us here 💝
Omg Trinity!! I'm at work balling because I FEEL YOU!!! Being "strong" is not what it's cracked up to be. Having a village of women to support you and pick you up is definitely needed ! ❤ sending you love and hugs
Thank you! yesss it's so necessary!
I think you did the right thing for taking time off the internet because you need that moment for yourself
I’m turning 37 tomorrow and don’t have any friends apart from my husband but you know how it’s just not the same. Being lonely is hard but finding friends has proved harder.
Same🥺 it hit me at about 4-6 weeks postpartum and my baby is 7 months old now. Prayers things get better for you❤
It really is! I learned to just trust that not everyone has bad intentions and set boundaries early. ❤ Someone is looking for a you just like you looking for a them ❤ Happy Birthday
Happy Birthday 🎂 🎉🎂..
It’s gonna be ok..I promise ! Some of us don’t have Anybody..No Mommy or Dad..or Husband lol..but we make it..Sometimes you gotta be alone to keep you protected.. we are some of Gods Favorites.. we’re BUILT for these moments yes we’re THE STRONG ONES lol I hate it here for us. But it’s nothing like having a peace of mind too..I wish you comfort and I’m sending all kinds of LOVE.. and it’s your BIRTHDAY… HAVE A BALL
@@JSily7714 thank you!
I am sending you so much love!
I have been watching your channel for so long even back when I was pregnant with my now 7 year old and your videos brought me happiness back when I struggled with PPD.
You are such a beautiful spirit and I wish you and your family nothing but the best ❤
When you mentioned having true good friends/women I really felt that I lost my twin boys December 2023, had a rough c section, I thought I had friends I had joined a church where there a lot of women and “sisterhood” it was honestly a cult but none of them were there for me. I went thru a deep depression over that loss, I still have my moments, God bought us out of that church in 2024, & I’m praying in 2025 things are better
I watched you over the years and it’s cool to see ppl grow & have kids and a family, from your internet friend I’m wishing you and your family a blessed 2025
I hate you went through this alone but soooo inspired by your strength. There will be ups and downs but please always get back up 💕 Thank you for sharing this with me ☺
1 Peter 5:7 -Cast all your anxieties on him,because he cares for you! We must invite JESUS in every area in our life ,to have true peace and let him carry the load! I pray this encourages you! GOD bless you love!
I'm so sorry Trinity but I'm happy that you pulled through. God is a provider. I'm proud of you Trinity. I'm proud of you subscribers ❤️ 🙏🏽
Welcome back 🧡. As a mother of 2 (now grown 23 and 31) it's a job that never ends until ur no longer here. It's not easy, but it has it Joyable moments. We're not perfect, but we do our best with the help of family and the good man above. There is no manual for motherhood, but you learn as life would have it. I just pray for mine and I thank God that I was blessed to have good kids. You're doing good, you got this 🫶🏾
Although you felt like you went through a storm.Girl you look amazing and your energy is spectacular….Glad to see you back Trinity ❤️❤️❤️
Thank you for your transparency. Being the strong friend is difficult. Often times people will dump on the strong friend and not even know if they have the capacity to take on someone else’s concerns.
Love to see how you and your family have grown through the years. Sing out for relief. ❤
Wooh I felt this! Check on your “STRONG” friends. I feel you hun! I’m that friend❤
I just found your channel but i love how funny, faithful, and honest you are🤍! Keep going love from Texas!
EVEN BETTER THAN I WAS THE LAST TIME BABY!! ... Ouu Ouu Ouu ... 💛💛💛.. welcome back Trinity
Ayeee 💖 I need to see if I can remake my old intro frfr 😭 I miss it
Trinity, I am very sorry to hear you going through depression. I am keeping you in my thoughts and prayers. You and your husband Steve are a very nice couple. Just be the best person you can in life. You make great content. 😊👍
Thank you ☺
I feel you! I went into this new year, with a cold and being pregnant at the same time and now my son has the flu 🤧. It’s hard what us moms go through, we have to be the strong ones for our kids. Sometimes I just get so overwhelmed being a housewife that I just go and hide from my son to just cry.
This is so transparent and raw! 💛 Thank you so much for sharing this Trinity. I definitely can understand the weight of being the strong friend. Don’t beat yourself up for moving to Texas.
You look gorgeous! Your hair and makeup look so nice. 🤩
I want to thank you so much for the most transparent video I've ever seen. I'm only 13mins in but I can relate soo much to your story from pregnancy during covid, moving state, your mom being diagnosed (my mom was in remission and came back spreading fast.) Then having nobody to talk to because I'm that strong friend too. I honestly turned to RUclips and then that's when I would watch your Storytimes for hours on end.... so again Thank you Trinity. You are a Blessing & My Role model 💜💜💜💜💜
Thank you for being open and honest! You still inspire people daily! Welcome back and I pray that God will continue to give you His peace 💕
Also, I pray that your mother is doing well ❤️
I'm very proud of you because you still a very strong woman, God bless you sweetheart and your family ❤️🙏
Definitely have to check on your strong friends I am wishing you a smooth bounce back and balance you need. Give yourself grace Trinity 💕
As a mom of 2 & wife wheeeew I GET IT ! This video sent me on an emotional roller-coaster.. I OVERSTAND! Welcome home❤
This hits home on soooo many levels! I lost my mom back in August and it literally sucks to be the “strong friend/family member”.
I love you Trinity your literally one of my favorite youtubers ever, it was so inspiring to hear your story, and I know God has you in his hands like all of us. And remember to stay Blessed and Beautiful like you always told us.
💗💗💗💗💗 I totally understand how you feel. You got this!
Thank you! 🫶🏾
Shoot I’ve been MIA, but I’m happy I ran across this video. It’s crazy to think I’ve been following you since 2019. Love you and thank you for being you! Cheers to many more blessings, quality relationships and more in 2025.
One thing life will do is exactly that, life. 😊 your true supporters will understand and still be here for you no matter what. ❤ ya!
❤❤❤ Thank u for sharing Trinity! We knew u was going thru life things & just were being patient & supportive thru all the years. Glad to see u feeling & doing better & VERY GLAD to know ur mom is kicking cancer's ass!! Ur internet girlies are here 4 u!! 😊
Refreshing to hear a RUclipsr admitting to feeling and being lonely ❤
Hey trin we missed you girl we understand needing to take care of your mental health glad your back 🙏🏾🤎
So proud of you!! It takes a lot to talk about this ❤
I was pregnant+gave birth during Covid too and my PPD lasted nearly 3 years 😭
Like you Trinity I was the strong friend until I lost my mom in 2020. People get grief counseling when you think you can be strong and handle a death. My friends were so surprised of me when I broke down at the cemetery that everyone at my moms service cried like a baby for me the strong person. It's still very hard now but I do have the support I need maybe too much...lol...Trinity you look beautiful
'Even better than I was the last time babyyyy oooo ooo oooo I am goooood' Trinity I 've missed you girllllll, I have been going through it too girl x
My mom was diagnosed with cancer in 2023 my son was 8 months old I was a single 20 year old parent who had to also take care of my younger brother at the time because she was in the hospital. It is the hardest most saddening most stressful painful time in not only the person diagnosed but the people around them. I was in shock for about 2 months taking care of my baby and brother and balancing school and work. One day after that 2 month mark I had a moment of peace and I balled my eyes out I cried so hard, I had no idea I hadn’t even cried. I understand you so sorry you went through all that but you are not alone ❤❤❤
I haven’t watched you in a year I’m glad this came up I’ve missed so much you never cryyy
God has you Trinity! He’ll be your strength for you! Pregnancy during Covid was not fun at all! I feel you!
We love you girl ❤you came a long way keep on keeping on!! Thanks for being real 🎉
Missed your story times…sorry it had to be this 💔 love you Trinity! I’ve been watching you for about 4 years now 🥹
Ouuuuu Trin , Trinnnn Trinnnn Trinnn you spoke to the people with this video. My PPD is through the roof rn and Ive been clinging to the happiness my babies give me to keep me going. We got this ! We are strong
So proud of you! And can’t wait to see what God has in store for you in 2025. We’ve definitely come along way since that English class freshman year at NCAT lol. Keep growing and glowing love ❤️
I remember watching your prank calling a scammer videos back in the day 🤣
I'm only 23 years old, but this video was so relatable! It's literally like God was speaking to me through you, so not kidding. I've been going through a rough patch myself since having my 1st son, (post partum depression in my opinion, though I'm not sure) I literally found myself crying this morning once again asking God for help even though I'm not sure what exactly was wrong (Like you said happened to you in the vid)... anyways I came on here to catch up on my subscriptions in hopes of changing my mood and BOOM, your entire video is like the story of my life! Even down to the mom-daughter relationship. I needed to hear this!
I was almost 4 months pregnant when the lockdowns started. I felt exactly what you were saying. 🙏🏾
I knew someone would understand 💖
I was a 2020 pregnant mama and BOY, it was TOUGH. And everything shut down right at the beginning of my third trimester. I was so mad that my husband couldn't go to my appointments with me anymore. I was blessed enough to have him in my delivery room though. My delivery was okay even though there was a nurse that pissed me off but ANYWAY what I didn't think too much about was postpartum depression. I'd never dealt with depression before but it hit me like a ton of bricks. Right over the head. 😭 I struggled for weeks. Adjusting to mom life in the middle of a pandemic was different. Even though it was my first pregnancy, I knew it was different. I was too afraid to go out of the house to do anything and that just fed the PPD. It was a lot, but we made it out. I was a SAHM for 3 years and it's funny because we decided to move to TX from ATL right before you guys ended up moving to TX and I thought it was so funny. Anyway, I do love TX and I love the change of scenery. I'm also VERY family oriented and the only person we have here that we knew was my husband's aunt but she is a wonderful soul and so so so helpful. Unfortunately, she went through a bout of cancer that she has now recovered from but that was a whole thing as well, I just- 😮💨 whew. Anyway, I am now currently pregnant with my second and I'm definitely tired but I'm so excited. My goal for this year has been reading the Bible and spending time with God and it's going well. I feel you on, "We plan, God laughs." because the amount of times I've had to shift my mindset and experienced disappointment because of what I wanted and not what God has planned has been an EXPERIENCE. But I'm thankful for it all despite everything and I appreciate you sharing your story and your journey over these past 5 years. It's nice to know that you're not the only person going through what you're going through and I pray that you just keep going and keep pressing on with God. 🫶🏾💙
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I'm so sorry that you went through all of that. Welcome back to NC 💜 WSNC here!
You're doing the best you can, with what you have, and the time you have it. Welcome back to NC. Glad you're back 😊.
Thank you so much, I appreciate that 🙏🏾
Sending Prayers and Hugs to You Trinity because My Great Grandson Mom is going through the same things. ❤
Welcome Back Home ! Greater things to come! ❤
God is good never doubt him for he is always standing beside you. A really big hug all the way from California been watching you since my teen years I’m now 26 and will continue to still watching you. ❤ #staysolid
Welcome back Trinity 💕 we missed you 🫶🏽 and we here for you 🫶🏽💕
I felt that deep when you said you wanted true friends. I had to distance myself from my friend cause they was acting shifty. Everyone else just drifted away after high school. I'm not the one to jump and latch onto someone to have friends. Being friendless sucks. I cry thinking about it but I drown myself in school work to stop the tears.
But I pray for the Most High to continue to give you strength and walk with you and your family.
you'll have your family someday. Hopefully you'll meet a good person to settle down with
Imagine being friendless and familess:(
Thank you for sharing. Looking forward to seeing what you have in store for us this year!
I totally understand your pov and yes of course we noticed you’ve been absent a lot more… But lol you said life be lifing lol. Glad you’re doing better 💜
That's how life is, beat you down every time you think things are turning around. I'm going through it right now; having a real job and still struggling to pay bills and get by is diabolical.
I moved to texas too late summer last year and it def hit me by surprise what I was here for 😭 but we here and still loving life
Girl. Look. You and your husband have come a long way. Really ya doing good. God has built you up.
I wish you had posted about it while you were in TX. We moved here in 2021 and I had the SAME struggle. I'm still here and this year I'm forcing myself to leave my house. I'm glad you're in a good place now and with family.
We love you Trinity I most definitely understand not having friends and it’s really hard for me to make them but hopefully 2025 brings me real genuine friends❤️
I pray your mom is well now..and is in remission..God is good all the time..❤ Love & Light
We love you Trin Trin! GRACE IS FOR EVERYONE!
Hey Trinity glad to see you back. I'm glad you made it though those tough times. I'm glad you got closer to God your family ,found yourself and a true friend. My mom always tells me i need girlfriends. I just can never get past myself to really connect. I do have friends but i just don't attach myself to them all the way. I loss my dad in 2021 to cancer and my mother in law to cancer a week later.I'm doing okay. Motherhood is on me. I have two adult girls. one teen son and a 5 month old gbaby girl. Congrats on your new home.
Aww Mama ❤ I can definitely relate. I was pregnant with my second daughter during the Covid with my 1st daughter under one. & yes we definitely needed each other Sis because I was going through it for sure. Losing my brother before Covid and losing my mother during Covid from cancer while moving and trying to building my own family. Air hugs love 💕 we got this & everything is a learning experience for us moms.
I’m so glad you are finding ur peace again… gurl, I saw it and totally understand! 2025 will be amazing just watch 💞💞
Ive a disability. I’m going through this now . I’ve been like that since my mama passed away . And now that I’m new mom I wish my mom was here . I’m finally getting back to my normal self. And when I was pregnant. That when I trusted God the most . My baby girl is healthy & happy . God knew I needed her ! Also watching all of my favorite RUclipsrs has been helping me . I’m glad you posted this because sometimes you feel like you’re going through it alone ♥️.
Praying for you and your strength ❤
@@chresaye.6723I’ll be praying for you too ♥️
We are proud of you girl. We get it. My experience was a little different but I adopted my son straight from birth. He immediately fell into my custody I was like 25 at the time and I was so scared and nervous because I didn’t know if I could be a mother and a single mother at that. One night my son was crying and I couldn’t get him to stop so I picked him up, held him in my arms, and cried while he cried. I’ve never had a breakdown like that in my life. It was a strange beautiful sad moment for me. Now I take time for myself, read more, and just remember who I am. Now I’m going through the terrible 2 phase 😩🤣
Wow! I’m admired by your strength! My son is 2 and it’s his way or no way 😮💨😭
Just love you I can definitely relate to a lot I'm going through isolation as we speak. I've also had 3 tough years due to COVID and other issues.
I knew something was up the last few years. I'm happy u decided to come clean
Hey love !!! I miss you so much and I have been really dealing with issues lately and I just love you so much
Hey Trinity, I did notice you haven't posted in a while, but I'm happy you took time for yourself. I'm still rooting for you and your family. Keep the faith, and I'm sending you lots of love. Been watching you from singlehood to now. OG supporter over here.🤗🤗🤗
I'll always love your content regardless how long since you've posted. people know real life can get REAL so take your time as needed. god bless you!
Long time viewer, praying for y'all girl! You gonna be fine, God got you! 🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙌🏾🙌🏾🙌🏾🙌🏾
You're looking good Trinity!
We support you whichever way you choose to go. Keep God close, the best has yet to come. 🙂
Aww how we missed you so sorry your going through it I pray things get better for you ❤
Thank you for being authentic and real with us I pray that God will bless 2025 to be a blessed year for you and your family 🙏🙏
Dang, Trin! So glad you came back lol. I been subscribed for years! Feel like we grew up together lol. We was in college at the same time, both had babies in 2020.
🎉🎉🎉🎉 hey girl so glad to see you keep praying and Let him do the rest. So glad your better can't wait to see more of you
Im here for it all and am glad you are doing better. The moving series and steven channel let us in a bit but we did miss u girl.
Keep yo head up queen, I remember subscribing to you because you were funny in your French toast video
Hugs and support and prayers I love u Trinity you are a strong woman through and though ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
I was crying this morning talking to a friend so seeing this right now is so timely. Love you down Trin 🤍🤍🤍
HEAVY ON THE NO TIME OFF
Trin Trin the true OG Trinity Jae fans know that you need a moment to yourself sometimes life just a blur vision until you get yourself out of by seek help , you did that. We all get lost in sauce. I feel like you im married m, I have my kids & praying being 💯 all those things & you forgot about Trinity. God show you & when don’t wan to see it but when true been reveal we don’t want to see or hear it. When i first experience RUclips for my son school project, i stumbled across your page I be here just as long as you been here & proud of Trinity. Everyone w break & I’m glad you took one because I do understand pasting a video is your job but know whole life pre marriage & babies & after marriage & babies. I’m for your open honest, still always keep you & family in prayer mo dukes going to best this, damn when lil bro became grown, grown 😂😂😂. Remember tried to prank you back in day. Just remember to put yourself first. #4EVERJAETEAM
Thank God for you and the light you give me and others.
I am crying with y’all! I’m glad you decided to move back close to your family because in times like this we need to have a close network and village. I stopped watching in 2023 because I was looking to RUclips creators to fill a void in me. Now I appreciate that some of the creators that I love are like family and I am definitely here for you if you need support and an exchange ofideas. Motherhood is hard! We are your extended village and we got you!
I was super sick with covid when I was like 7 months pregnant. Spiked a crazy temp, almost got admitted for contractions. Got paxlovid & it still took me weeks to get better, it was the sickest I've ever been!
Whew 2021 was a crazy year for me. Got divorced and left to raise my two young children alone, and lost my only niece unexpectedly. I’m still trying to pull it altogether.
LITERALLY. Gurl yes! ❤
Welcome back Trinity ❤️
keep your prayer game up. pray everyday, multiple times
😭 Sending so much love and healing ❤
Looking good Trinity like 2pac said 🎶 You Gotta Keep Ya Head Up 🎶
I’m from NC stand up girl we understand ❤
Ur amazing for this. Nothing to be ashamed of
I deal with mental health so I understand this. I have been struggling to take time for me.
I feel this to the T, my postpartum is still going on and she’s one. I haven’t really had that true friend/ supportive boyfriend AT ALL. But I do have my mother but she going through a lot as it is. So who am I to put more on her plate. #WeGotThisThough