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i just wanna say i’m reading through all the comments on this and feeling so appreciative. maybe i’ve said this before but when I can tell that a certain video has resonated or hit more with the people who watch me, i just feel so excited and glad. It never stops blowing my mind how many people are out there who seem to really get what I’m saying even when i swear it’s nonsense but something told me to let it out anyway. as a person who was and still is called weird (in the bad way?) or whatever a lot, it is nice to have a place like this! so i just wanna say thanks to everyone who has commented i’ll probably read it all even if don’t respond.
This was a really amazing video and I can tell you put a lot of thought into it ! It resonates
Beautiful performance
Drew you are amazing and awesome. You make me want to be my weird (in the good way) self more openly and shamelessly bc just like you I don’t think anyone will understand but seeing how much people love you and knowing how much I appreciate you it makes me feel like I can be loved too :>
i love your personality and how your family treats you. you remind me of a friend that didnt want to be my friend anymore, i have my favourite memories with her and hearing how you talk and psychoanalyse everything and are so upfront about everything on camera is so earily simular and ita conforting. seeing people say i love you when you said something like "hah like im saying people would do that" made my heart warm ans you wanting to do it again and will be more comfortable on stage makes me so happy for you. thats all idk rambling
Beautiful performance
Your dad saying that you’re a beautiful boy made me stop and gasp. What a lovely things for a father to say to his son.
I literally replayed it cus it was so sweet
such a sweet moment that stuck with me as well
I was taken aback by how sweet that moment was and kept replaying it
The sweetest
The way I ran to the comment section after that moment - so precious
started crying when i could hear people singing along. he doubts himself but so many people love what he does for a reason and it’s because he’s extremely talented. so good to see him have such a rewarding moment. he deserves it.
wait who?? Jk thank you!!!! A lot
We love Drew ❤😊
Awww, I stared crying too. 🥺❤️ I was so proud of him.
@mytoecold if you ever get one of those days where you doubt how much you've given to everyone. Read all these comments and just pretend it's about someone else, and then ask yourself what you think of that person only from what you read. ❤
You’re chronically way too hard on yourself. I am too. I don’t realize how sad it is until other people do it. Drew, you’re so talented and wonderful. I hope you know how loved you are!
This is so true! We realise it more when we see it in other people!
He's nothing impressive or original musically. Let him be hard on himself so he can move on from it. It's embarrassing.
@@inknarmor606u seem like a very sad and bitter person get help
@@inknarmor606you are such an incredibly strange person
@@inknarmor606 and who the hell are you?
as a therapist, i can recognize how often you are using tools and skills to keep yourself calm and grounded. i couldn't have walked you down off that ledge any better than you did for yourself. and that is a really special gift that is innate within you. you are your own hero and are capable of so much more than you recognize. you have a unique capability to think and understand things in a meaningful way.
This comment made me tear up🥺
This is my favorite comment on this video. Drew, we’re so proud of you!!!
This is so beautiful. Drew definitely has that gift.
Question. The thing he talks about at 18 minutes... Is that just like an anxiety thing? I've always been like that. I have depression, anxiety, & recently diagnosed with ADHD a year & a half ago as an adult. I'm just curious if that's an anxiety related thing - If you have time to answer. 🥰 (I had a therapist for a few months earlier this year, but I stopped going 🤐)
Whoa! Things you wish your therapist would say 😭
I WISH SO BADLY I COULD HAVE SEEN THIS LIVE IM SO PROUD OF YOU SHOWS ARE SO HARD AND AWESOME
Not only are Drew and Cavetown in one video but also Chloe in the comments?? You all are so iconic and I've listened too all of your music for an unfathomable amount of hours and got me through many a rough moment
Thank you so so much Chloe!!! I appreciate the support a lot especially from a star!!!
To the person who yelled "THIS SONG SAVED MY LIFE" during To Hold Amber-thank you. So many of Drew's songs have saved mine, and I'm happy Drew got to hear how important his music is to us.
I think that Drew deserves the whole world. He’s so hard on himself and he’s tries not to be but then he’s hard on himself for being hard on himself and I truly believe he’s the most human having a human experience, he is just soooo genuine and lovable I wish he knew how much.
Mine too ❤️
Omg I love that one
Going into your first performance without in ear monitors or any knowledge regarding live shows and still sounding good is badass. You did that Drew! I can’t wait to see you live in the future
That is such a good point, it takes so much genuine musicianship to sound good live and Drew has it radiating out of him
Especially GOING FROM from sound check and still hitting the key bang on the stage -when the venue is a full house is HARRRRRRD
YOU HAVE A STAR QIALITYYYYY
I cried at the applause
Saying it wasn't perfect makes you MORE RELATABLE
i’m actually jealous of how even in your most anxious moments you’re still cool and always think of something funny to say
I think I can still be kinda funny when anxious but during depression I’m incredibly quiet and slightly angry
@@mytoecoldreal
YOU DESERVE TO BE PROUD OF YOURSELF THAT SHIT IS HARD, PERFORMING ON STAGE IS HARD AND YOU DID IT! YOU'RE PROUD AND WE'RE PROUD OF YOU!
Thank you tonka truck :(
This felt like an amazing theatrical biopic. Captivating, inspiring, beautiful. Teared up when you made it onto the stage despite fear and starting singing like a damn Angel.
Thank you thank you thank you!! I’m glad it felt like a movie bc I swear it was feeling that way to me
@@mytoecold Drew you are the main character of life and anyone would be lucky to be part of your supporting cast don’t you ever forget it. If you ever mess up or feel down just remember if it was a tv show the audience would be rooting for you and sympathetic to whatever you go through king
Yeah I thought so too. A complete journey in one video. So much in there.
The way I grinned when people cheered! Feels weird to be this proud of someone I have never met but YOU. DID. IT. and people LOVED IT! SO proud of this accomplishment!
LEGIT BURSTED INTO TEARS WHEN YOU RAN ON STAGE AND EVERYONE SHOWED LOVE AND SILENCE WHEN YOU TOOK OVER THAT STAGE YOU DESERVE IT ALL ❣
So kind!! I feel like you guys are better at taking in the support i got than I am lol it’s sweet. I was like in shock and focused on not thinking and trying not to scream
me too I got so emotional. Ur amazing drew!!
Poor thing was SO scared he didnt say a peep like hi when he come out lol but its all good i wud have been scared stiff too lol
Ok, so... Im an old lady & probably have no business watching you, but I do! Now that being said, if I'm proud of you, your grandma is dancing in the clouds with the biggest smile & fullest heart telling everyone up there, that you're HER grandson cuz she beyond proud of you!!!! Great job sweetie!!!❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
You have every business watching me. It’s literally your new business you need to open up shop ❤️❤️
@@mytoecold You are to adorable NOT to watch!
So brave, so inspiring, so Drew. Thank you for sharing your life with us 😊
I’m 63 and have been watching drew for years.. I along with you and his grandma am so very very proud of Drew. This is the confidence he needed. Hugs n love 💕
When he walked on stage and everyone started screaming, i instantly started crying. I love drew so much and hope he knows how much we love him. He deserves this love and i’m sure his grandma is so proud of him, watching from above. We love you so much drew, don’t stop kicking
I cried too.
im literally sobbing lol
Literally couldn’t stop crying, just so proud and happy for him for actually pushing through and doing the show and for it to turn out great
Love your heart 💕
I instantly cried too Omg. So so so proud of Drew, we love you❤️
Drew, it honestly sounds like you’ve had somewhat of a breakthrough with your mental health with this experience. Watching your emotions play out, you got out of your comfort zone and saw that it wasn’t so bad and we’re able to pin that same feeling with other parts of your life like when you said hanging out with friends you don’t want to leave your room but if you just do it you feel better 20 minutes in and start to feel like yourself. This is huge. We’re so proud of you!!!!
Tears came to my eyes when people were singing the songs with you, shouting “I love you” and the person that said “your songs saved my life.” So damn beautiful alone but especially when you take into account Drew being so nervous and doubting himself. You are inspiring.
Thank you for being so open with us. (This is not pressure to continue that). Haha.
I’m so proud of you and we love you!
Heard u
Couldn’t agree more! Was sobbing. Love you drew you did so well xxxxxx
I know I know right?! I was CRYING SO HARD… that album had saved my life too.
Right? 💗
flew out from Florida to go to your show with my best friend. It was the experience of a lifetime for us and we were SO HAPPY TO SEE YOU PERFORM!!! You did so well and it was probably one of the best moments of our lives :’) so thankful to have been there for your performance Drew - it brought us to tears
witnessing Drew Monson in front of my own two eyes was priceless. I will never recover from it
I’m so so glad and touched that you came from that far!!
the moment when you were like "you don't have to be perfect to show yourself" really hit me, and then you saying that you're proud of yourself fully made me tear up, because you so deserve it. i'm so proud of you, drew!
Yep, tears, so many tears.
Literally sobbing at how brave Drew was to get up there, and then how great he was and how wonderful the audience was. Drew you are such an inspiration, friend.
I got some tears once he started performing. What a cool thing to watch someone experience for the first time. I would have been living in the audience.
Hearing all of those people cheering for you immediately made me cry, it’s like you’re my son or something lol. I’m so sad I couldn’t see you perform, but I’m so proud of you for doing this thing that scared you so bad. I hope you do do a tour because I would love the chance to see you perform, even if I would probably cry the whole time lmao. Thank you so much for sharing this process and your feelings with us! It was so so so good seeing you break through this wall in your brain that was built around live performance!
P.S. SO proud of you for being almost 8 months sober!!!!! Keep taking that next breath :)
I am looking into doing one for sure!!! Probably a short one at first. I’ll announce here if I have dates 😀
And also thank you so much and I’m everyone’s son on earth
@@mytoecold YAY!!! You know I’m gonna be watching for updates like a hawk :D
@@mytoecold come home son, come tour in Portland 😢
In arizona and would absolutely die of happiness if you did a tour!!
my life mantra is “do it scared”
I’m so proud of you! Congratulations Drew. This seems like it’s been such an amazing transformative year for you. Can’t wait to continue to watch you grow
"Do it scared" I LOVE THAT!
Omg those are words to live by I love itttt! I also heard from A Series of Unfortunate Events “do the scary thing first and get scared after” and that changed my entire perspective on living
WHY DID I READ THAT LIKE “delete it fat”
yes!!! this video made me think of that mantra too. another one i like is “done is better than perfect”
That is such a good mantra!! Im stealing that! Sooo good ❤️
I’m 26 now, but when I discovered drew’s RUclips when I was 12 watching his silly videos with friends in our families computer room I never imagined I’d be a grown adult still watching and resonating with drew. To Hold Amber has always been a song that I’ve held close to my heart since you released it. There are so many of us here in the comments who would see you if you did more shows.
I’m 26 too and discovered drew around age 12 too and To Hold Amber is my favorite too 😭❤️ Drew fans have good taste I guess
Same! It’s crazy that we’ve been around for almost 15 years 🥹
SAME! I was so emotional and inspired watching this. It's been amazing watching him grow
HE MADE THAT SONG??? OMG I HAD NO IDEA WHEN I HEARD HIM SINGING IT WAS LIKE WOW THIS SOUNDS REALLT GOOD I WANNA LISTEN TO THIS NO WAY IM SO PROUD OF HIM
you coming out on stage and the sound of people getting excited actually made me cry im so proud of you drew. youve changed so many lives
3 weeks sober, thank you for bein my inspiration. It’s so scary to give up a crutch. Proud to see you not letting fear hold you back. You’re awesome Drewcifer
You're awesome! Keep it up! I believe in you
That's awesome!! You got this!! ❤
You are amazing!! Probably
@@mytoecold I’m Dennis Quaid!
No I’m not I’m lying I’m not Dennis Quaid I’m just an Anby
i used to listen to To hold amber literally every single day while walking to school. i’m engaged now. it felt so good watching you perform on that stage - it’s where you belong. im so proud of u :(
I KNOW IM NOT THE FIRST ONE
omg me 2
It’s one of my favourite songs. Forever connected to highschool as well haha
Crying my eyes out hearing “hold amber”. I haven’t listened to this song in almost ten years and it just jolted me back to so many years ago. I am so proud of you, Drew. You never cease to amaze me and I just adore you.
I NEEDED YOU TO POST SOMETHING SO BAD I HAVE BEEN CRYING ALL DAY DREW I LOVE YOU THANK YOU FOR EXISTING BEST OF SUCCESS IN YOUR UPCOMING ADVENTURES
I hope your day gets brighter + things get easier for you, friend! 🤍
i'm in the same boat :') we'll get through this!! ❤
youre welcome!! I feel like I should post every day now in order to fix you,
@@mytoecoldokay do it. Or else. 🚪🩸😱
@@mytoecold- *Awwww* ❤🥰🥰
I am a 40 year old woman, I usually watch your vlogs as noise for my adhd brain to work and I really enjoy your rambling. I am so proud of you! This is huge! And you did sooo good. It made me tear up! Congratulations!!
I’m 43. I also listen to drew while I get things done and am so proud. 🩵🩵🩵
I’m 40 too, and same to alllll of this! ❤
49 year old woman here and I do the same! I love his stream of conscious style it reminds me of how my own brain works.
at the part of the video of singing half asleep and i’m crying. making my heart so full seeing you perform and hearing everyone cheer for you. the jealousy being in australia is so real. i’m proud of you drew. you’re so amazing
what’s crazy is I’m jealous of u for being in australia mate
This made me cry in a way i did not expect, especially hearing all those people singing along and cheering during the set. Beyond happy
as a dude there aren't many male creators to really look up too right now. I can count them all on like.. one hand and drew is first. you're so damn inspiring and witty and raw and sincere and just so yourself. I'm still trying to learn how to not just swallow and move on when I'm emotional and I really think watching you has taught me to just let it happen subconsciously. thanks for that.
Sending love, you sound so real and I'm wishing wonderful things for your future. Things will get better and I'm glad we get to heal and grow together on the internet through drew. Sorry if this came off too parasocial, have a good week buddy.
@@teapeaa thank you I really appreciate this and needed to hear that. I'm sending you just as much love. the world is so cruel and it needs more ppl like you.
This video is EVERYTHING. Not Drew appreciating life and using healthy coping mechanisms? Not Drew being open and honest about feelings and the human experience? Not Drew chasing his dreams and inspiring us all to do the same? Not Drew facing his fears and doing things that are SO HARD AND SCARY??? I LOVE THISSSS 😍
He will never understand fully how loved he is, but I hope how the crowd sang with him and reacted to him showed him a glimpse of that admiration and love :')
I teared up when everyone screamed for him, I cried when I heard them sing his song. You are fantastic Drew!!
Me toooo
Please don’t stop performing, we’d love if you toured… we’re so proud of you!! You did so great!
Wow he can sing, live, on stage, so anxious with such a clear voice ❤
I sobbed watching you on that stage. I’ve been a fan for years, and seeing you now playing to hold amber in front of a crowd that’s singing along with you just made me proud of your progress and mine too. It’s been an insane decade but we’re still here trying. I love you drew, thank you ❤️
hearing you talk about anxiety, social anxiety, etc but ultimately going thru with your plans even though it's a big challenge is super inspiring ! i struggle with this a lot too, so thank for making us anxious folks feel less wacky and alone. luv that you're keeping it real and trying to appreciate the ~journey~. i hope you'll enjoy performing live in the future. lastly great job Drew, you're so talented ! 💜💜💜
This made me tear up 🫶🏽
@@Rodrigo-yf6no yeah, same ! a mixture of fellow bad that he's having a rocky moment, with understanding, empathy, recognition, and also being proud of his vulnerability and strength 💓 us anxious folks gotta be there for each other 🫂
Your dad was so right, you ARE a beautiful boy!!!! Yay Drew
“It’s worth pushing through cause I feel good, I did something I’ve never done and I’m glad that I did it”- Drew Monson is so inspiring ❤️
I say it again, i feel like drew just GETS IT.
Thank you so much, drew, for filming this and being so incredibly genuine.
It is not stupid to say that you know your grandma would be so proud of you, both in that moment and no matter what. It is simply a factual statement. It is also awesome that you could say you are proud of yourself, because you really should be! This was awesome Drew, the performance looked and sounded great, and you conquered so many mountains throughout this video! Also, I’m not gonna lie, I was going to skip the ad, but then you said you were going to spin, so I watched the whole thing. I think you are onto something there!! ❤️
Dude did you not hear the crowd? They loved you! Your voice and songs are beautiful and unique. Keep taking that next breath!
Your ability to be so transparent is literally one of the coolest things ever. How incredible is it that we have somewhat grew up with you and this is now what we get to see you doing. You’re amazing your work is true art and it’s a gift to us as viewers that you share with us ❤
bawling my eyes out at the people singing along to you Drew, you have helped me feel less alone in ways i hope you understand. you really are loved and seen.
to see to hold amber played live makes my heart so warm, that song has been so meaningful to me since released and i just love u so much drew. ur amazing
hearing it gave me literal chillsssss
41:40 really hit different. This is what sets you apart from other content creators. Everything is so personal and well articulated that we as the viewers feel like you understand us just as much as we understand you. I’m just so so proud of you Drew. That was so difficult and you still did it! You took that next breath and maybe next time you’ll take the next step.
it’s crazy from an outside perspective to see you question your talent because i am such a humongous fan of your music and it seems like it comes to naturally to you. i’m so proud of you for going through with it and i hope to one day hear you perform live💚
Each time you started picking yourself up after doubting yourself it really hit home as someone who is trying to be more kind to themselves. Your sense of humour, humility and honesty with your audience is really great to witness Drew. When you said "I barely even have fingers" around 19:07 😂 and the thing about negativity proving yourself wrong in that sometimes we do think way too far into our insecurities. I'm proud of you Drew, keep doing your thing. You shine ✨️
I had a giant fucking grin on my face when you started performing on stage. You should be so proud man, your voice, the piano and your comedic timing was great. Gives me motivation to go out of my comfort zone more
Such a great audience you can really tell they were vibing. An amazing performance, truly it’s so hard to capture and relate with an audience. What a talent
Drew I just wanted to let you know that I've been going through a bit of a hard time lately (on the verge of failing a class I'm taking over the summer because I failed it the first time I took it-I'm not the brightest-but anyways). Your videos have been really comforting to revisit. I really think there's something about you that is just so refreshing and sets you apart from other RUclipsrs I watch, so I just wanted to say thank you for continuing to post such awesome content. I literally just sat down to do homework, got overwhelmed, and saw what you posted, which made me feel a ton better. I feel like I'm being a bit repetitive because I'm writing this off the top of my head, but seriously, thank you, thank you, thank you. I hope everything's doing okay! Loving the second channel too, btw
first of all school is so hard. I cried and screamed my way through the academic side of high school and opted out of college bc i never wanted to do homework again. It just wasn’t for me. so idk u say you’re not smart but maybe it’s just not for you. Anyway thanks so much for reaching out, I’m very glad you feel this way, it’s a two way street and I wouldn’t be able to do this for a living if there wasn’t people out there like you with an open mind for somewhat different types of RUclips videos and people. So thanks. Have a great one
WE LOVE YOU DREWWW UR LIKE THE BEST ♥️♥️♥️♥️
School is hard and we always seem to stem from some learning disorder or another. I know I struggle so hard in school. It didn’t stop me from getting my bachelors degree which yes that was harder. OK this saw it just came in. There’s so many tips and tools to taking a test and studying if you find out how you test because that is a lot of the grade anyways, is the test not all of the work But there’s some testing anxiety tips some studying tips with color coordination’s and things like that for me if it’s a multiple-choice test, I get permission to bring in a blink sheet of paper and I put that paper and I slide it down and I read the question and then I slide it down and I read it with Answer a does that fit? OK move down to be read just be so on and so forth. For me that helped me not get messed with in my mind, and I could not just look at all of them and be like oh I know the answer I would learn to think about it. Colors works for me I ramble because I’m ADHD and bipolar, and and and. There are ways around school don’t let school kick your ass. You go and kick its ass and then walk away when you graduate and say, never do I have to look back I kick your ass!
@@mytoecoldwholesome
I love these style of video from drew, when he takes us with him on adventures. He’s so authentic and not clickbaity like so many people on RUclips
I am 55 years old and struggle with all of the things you explain so accurately and eloquently. I am so proud of you for pushing through the fear and getting on that stage. I've recently started trying to do improv comedy and it's terrifying, but really pretty awesome. I'll keep going if you will! ❤
This was such a journey. As someone who also suffers with anxiety and rarely goes out my comfort zone I applaud you for doing this and putting yourself out there.
I started crying when you were playing but not singing and people shouted "I love you!" and "your song saved my life" you werent silly for preparing! everyone wanted to see you :) this is so brave and cool
Drew you genuinely did so well. It’s no secret that you were nervous but your performance was so emotional to watch. Growth is never comfortable but I am so proud of you
The social anxiety kicking in and wanting to run away and hide and never talk to anyone ever again is SO relatable for me. Anyway, you are amazing and did an awesome job!! So proud of you for not running away!! ❤
Bawled my eyes out watching people sing along with you on stage. I am so proud of you for conquering your fears, you are truly an inspiration for me and you never fail to make me smile and laugh every time. I hope you will perform again soon. I would love to see you at least once in my life.
drew you are so talented. don’t ever think you’re not good enough
I have to be honest I might think that and if I ever do just know that I’m sorry for not following your instructions
to hold amber is such a throwback and it’s truly a beautiful song, written by a beautiful soul. you did fantastic Drew, and i will always be rooting for you. 🖤
PLAYING TO HOLD AMBER!?!?!? I listen to that song every day drew. It means sooo much to me. When you say “might not be the last one… but I could be the nice one” it KILLS me. I WISH I had been here at this show. This is so amazing, and we’re all so proud of you. Fuck yeah drew!!!
The "I said I'd do that in three months" part was too relatable. Somebody asks me to do something I always say I'm down and then when the time comes... oh boy
This whole video was amazing, I got emotional seeing your performance after the build-up to it. Taking risks is so scary but man does it feel great sometimes.
When you started playing To Hold Amber, I got so happy. That song has been on my Spotify playlist for years. So beautiful. Great job Drew
same!! it felt like an old friend saying hi lol. but like one you like and it’s a warm and wholesome interaction not one you think about all day after about how you should’ve done something different lol.
I WAS THERE I SOBBED THE WHOLE TIME I WAS FRONT ROW AND MY BEST FRIEND FLEW IN FROM FLORDIA TO SEE YOU. best day of my life
37:22 "this song saved my life" makes me cry every time
I love your dad saying “you’re a beautiful boy!”
Crying for you Drew!!! Hearing people cheer for you and sing along with your songs is so cool! Way to overcome your anxieties and fears of performing, you killed it!
this made me so proud to be a drew monson lover and listener. what a beautiful community you have created here on youtube, on patreon,through your music, in face to face interactions…all of it. you brighten so many lives and days and I am SO proud of how far you have come
Your dad. 🥹🥹🥹🥰 So wholesome. He’s right!.
I can only imagine how much courage that took Drew. You’ve proven to yourself you can do anything. Be proud of yourself.
“You’re a beautiful boy”
john lennon vibes
drew thank you for putting yourself on youtube and out into the world. we need you and your art. i empathize and understand so much of the anxiety, impostor syndrome, and freight. ive cried through this video as well. ive smiled and taken away so much from your brave acts of putting yourself out there. its the little things and its the big things. its all of it and none of it. i wanna have joy and dance in a dry dead field. im so PROUD of you!!!! i was so captivated watching you on stage.
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Drew Monson you mean so much to me. Thank you for everything. Please go on tour, I know every word to every song you've released and seeing you would actually change my life
I literally started crying as soon as you started singing, you have such an amazing stage presence and you’re so naturally talented. Seeing the crowd sing along to To Hold Amber made me bawl. You did so well Drew
I AM SO PROUD OF YOU 😭 Drew I felt every emotion with you on this journey, the anxiety, the fear, being unprepared. You completely nailed the performance by being yourself! I’m smiling so hard through this and now I feel like crying I’m so happy for you ❤
Why do I feel like a proud mother right now?
Drew, you are brave for facing your fear and finding joy in it. You deserve every slice of happiness! So friggin proud of you!
To hold amber live would end me, such an perfect song. Amazing job Drew 💛
Ugh drew truly you are a good person and a great soul. I wish I could meet you in person I relate to you alot man
Also this is the only channel I acaully laugh and love watching the plug of the sponsor lol I love it
Hearing the crowd cheer and sing a long with you made me well up in a way I really wasn’t expecting to. You should be so proud of yourself and you’re right, your grandma would be so proud aswell!
It was so touching… I knew I was gonna cry but that response from the fans hit me in the gut with the most emotion. I bawled so hard.
i just fastforwarded to view the footage and WOW. you did great. absolutely do that again
we wanna look up at u
“You’re a beautiful boy.” 😭 literally perfect almost cried, yes he is! When you went on stage and heard the screams I got so happy!
I spent $140 just to see drew’s part, and then i left. BTW UR FACE IS GENUINELY SO ATTRACTIVE. U came off so mysterious & like better than all of us, i felt like an insignificant little fan in the BEST WAY POSSIBLE
Drew this is so crazy. I’ve been a fan for so long and seeing you go up there despite feeling how you did really made me proud. I don’t even know you personally and I almost cried when people cheered your name! I’m cheering for you in my house right now. Love u.
I am so proud of you, I cried knowing how free you must have felt when this was said and done. Your grandmother is proud ❤
can’t believe i never hear “to hold amber” it’s one of my new favorite”
You saying "you're a character, aren't you?" is going to stick in my mind now lol. There have been times recently were I have been in a good mood and seen someone I would usually not like as "just a character" in a good way and it made me happy to be able to see a good side to those people or not think of the things about them that I usually would judge so deeply and to instead just appreciate them as "a character." Weird thing to spiral in thoughts about but there it is, hah!
I don't comment often, but this legit had me in tears. As someone who also struggles with anxiety and depression (found medication that works and been doing significantly better the last 6 months), seeing you perform was incredible. Love you Drew, and keep being amazing!!!
Literal tears steaming down my face watching you perform and everyone singing back at you, this has made my heart so full
Aw, I’ve been listening to Robbie since the beginning. Honestly, this was probably the sweetest crowd that you could perform for as your first show-he draws a kind audience
Holy shit you sounded amazing! I was tearing up hearing everyone cheering for you and watching them sing along.
I know how hard anxiety makes even the most simple things and how it can make you stay in your comfort zone and never push yourself to do anything new, and the pain that comes with not living to your potential.
It was really inspiring to see you push against that, even with all the fear and discomfort you were feeling, and have it really pay off in the end. Thanks for bringing us along for the ride ❤️
To Hold Amber is a classic and it was amazing to hear you perform it!!!
the “you’re a beautiful boy” was so cute
i'm gonna need a live version of your music bc you sound great on stage
you should be so, so, SO proud of yourself drew. i was crying throughout that entire performance. well done. you are so incredibly important to so many people and i wish you could know how you have made so many people feel comfortable with themselves with your gorgeous personality. adore you!
this is definitely one of my new favorite mytoecold videos (#1 spot will always go to "How to Live with Depression" because I go back to that video constantly, no offense to "i can't believe i actually did this"). but oh my god i feel so lucky that you let us in on so many vulnerable moments like this. i feel so proud to have watched your videos for all these years and now get to see you do something so big and new and courageous like performing live.
i got emotional hearing everyone screaming for you when you came out on stage, and during your performance. i really felt like it was my friend up there that i was cheering on from behind my screen. thanks for all that you do, drew. i hope that you can go back to your performance footage to see the joy that you brought this audience during times of anxiety or self doubt. and PLEASE continue on this journey of live performance, i want to see you up on stage in person someday!
15:18 that’s extremely relatable. Also the performance was really good! I know how hard having anxiety is and I think you did amazing it’s kinda inspiring like maybe I could get over what my anxiety prevents me from one day.
As someone with social anxiety I understood every feeling you were describing 😭 I started to feel all that anxiety as you were getting ready to head out and then once you did it, I WAS / AM SO HAPPY FOR YOU!! ✨✨✨ 🥹🥹 feeling teary eyed 🥹🥹🥹💖
I loved this so much. I love your real talk, and this whole “follow me while I do this terrifying shit” is something me and countless others who have followed you for YEARS would be just amazed by. For all of us who legit do the safety bedroom/apartment thing for our art, this sort of video is hella special. Yes I just said hella. Thanks for taking us along. This was awesome.